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when did you first start age regressing? 🌈⭐️
mmm i fink maybee around 2020 bu i didn't know it was called dat! i hav a swing ive had since i was a lil kid! an i kinda play on it an it helps me regress!! i also hav a hard time selling stuffies an i never knew wai :(( i dint kno regression was a thing until an irl tol me!!! hes a regressor too :3 (hes comfy wiv me saying dat)
#tank u for da ask !!#asks will always b open#so swing by an say hai !!! :3#🧸 bunni babbles#sfw agere
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I just think the polite, well-behaved young man who secretly enjoys murdering people with his bare hands and gouging their eyes out and the blood-splattered god who delights in carnage and gleefully exploding people with his mind should, hand in unloveable hand, embrace their primal rage, become avatars of the slaughter together, and be deliriously happy for all of 2 seconds before one of them invariably kills the other. and it would be a real coin toss who dies first
#sorry for thinking romance isn't dead#arkayne#malevolent#arthur lester#kayne#the way kayne is 100% here for everything arthur is his whole deal and “that's what I love about you” in 40 I know he'd enable him#and arthur at their first meeting asking kayne for help not caring that hes a walking red flag surrounded by hundreds of headless corpses#looking guilty as hell like. he didn't care!! perhaps b/c kaynes so open and honest with it. all the other eldritch horrors#play mind games kayne is unapologetic he brags about his atrocities & tells arthur hes a malevolent entity before agreeing#to a deal with him in coda. hes always been honest with him. only time he lies outright is re: yellow and even then. its complicated
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Would you ever release signed copies of Don't Shoot the Messenger?
the short answer is: yes, i'd love to do signed copies of 'Don't Shoot the Messenger'!
the long answer is: logistics are hard lol. in order for me to hav copies to sign, i'd hav to order author copies from amazon (paying for them in advance personally), sign them, and then mail them to ppl myself. this is definitely doable, but the mechanism for selling since it wouldn't b through amazon itself and actually collecting payment/mailing info would hav to be worked out.
a vague plan that i hav in mind now would be either to just do a limited run where people can essentially pre-order paperbacks via not amazon for lik a month that they were available and then i'd know how much to get and sign etc. i dont hav a patreon so i think i would try to do it through kofi where if u pay a set amount and say its for a signed copy i would then be able to send a signed book to u, after i messaged back for your address to mail it. this would obviously only work small scale but would likely more than suffice for now.
or if i decide to add a hardcover version, i could offer signed hardcovers as a promotion for a similar limited time and via a similar process as above. i'll probably do a poll at some point to see if anyone would even want a hardcover. same for dale
when will i hav the time to look deeper into all this and put it in action? no idea. life's been extremely busy, but its definitely been on my radar and i will try to make it happen in the next coming years.
i suppose if i ever did some sort of in-person book/author event after Dale is out, i might be able to offer signed books in person, but that'd likely b hard to reach for most ppl lol
until then, only one person has a signed copy - one of my beta readers who i thanked in my acknowledgements for being so wonderfully supportive!
#asks#story asks#publishing asks#don't shoot the messenger#self publishing#my novella#my book#DSM#signing books is such a fun and surreal idea#that same friend is always encouraging me to do stuff lik this#i need to convince her to be my marketing person lol#she keeps threatening to get me on booktok#i currently hav no plans to open a patreon#the kofi is good enough for me#logistics can b fun to figure out#but between work work and some issues i'm running into with getting dale edited#i wont be able to figure it out for at least a little while#thanks for letting me talk about this!
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remember how i sent my boss an email on monday reminding her (now for the 6th time) of the dates in august that i will be working as a tour guide and therefore cant work at the hotel but she still put me on those shifts anyways. and how she then among all the other shit said "ill fix it in the morning" yeah. im still on the shift plan for monday and friday. where i will be working as a tour guide lmao. this woman is so incompetent at her job its almost funny
#like 100% she forgot bc she always forgets or doesnt bother until the very last second like shes done since i gave her the list in MARCH#either a) shes gonna stress call people tomorrow evening and ask who can take the shift or b) she fully forgot and then will start stress#calling people on monday morning when she realises no one is in the kitchen#soph txts#txt#she doesnt do this with just my absent shifts she does this with ALL shifts btw#she knows abt an open spot three weeks in advance and then call people 2hrs before that empty shift is supposed to start#like fucking hell just ask someone to do the shift plans for you if you suck at it so bad
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Aaaaaaah you are killing me with these random sneak peaks!!!
I really like your art style and seeing different characters in it! And all the haikyuu art is making me really hyped to see the movie soon!!
Aside from atla and haikyuu, what other fandoms do you/would you like to draw for? Don't hesitate to share more!!
ahhh thank you!! :') and yes!!! im glad it's making you hyped. the movie is so so good!!
and hmmm...i think those two fandoms are the main ones right now. i have some bg3 comics i've been wanting to draw for months, and some fantasy high and yona of the dawn, but I need to catch up. Right now, my brain is just consumed with a lot, lot, lot, of haikyuu comic and sketch ideas. i don't think i've ever sketched so much lol. thanks for asking :)
i'd be curious tho if people had recs or things they'd be curious to see me draw!
#thanks for the ask!#would b totally open to some hq requests tbh. there are so many fun characters to draw...#ah &im glad there's some overlap btwn hq and atla ppl. ive been trying to think out my oikawa bending comic to attempt to pull some more pp#into hq.......#asks#i have tried to draw the yona of the dawn characters like several times over the years and it's always so bad#one of my favorite mangas and yet i just. can't draw them
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rambling again
#okay so. post werewolf bensaro au. amaro KNOWS there are three werewolves in svu — olivia barba and rollins#olivia got to maul william lewis in this au btw because honestly. what did u expect when u fucked with a werewolf.#anyways carisi having the fattest crush on barba and rollins but knowing he can’t ask them out because theyre always seen on dates together#but when sonny accidentally opens up mail meant for amaro he gets doused with a A/B/O induced drug. and starts going into heat#and olivia offers to take care of sonny because she’s the. y’know. literal werewolf alpha of the squad. but barba and rollins are NOT havin#it because they’ve been head over heels for carisi for months! they should be the ones to help him through the weird ABO sex pollen!#carisi slamming the hospital door open because he can hear them bitching about who gets to fuck him — and he really shouldnt find this#so oddly endearing. asks barba and rollins if they consent to fucking him and they are more than eager to fill him to the brim with a knot.#valeress rambles#i need to start writing coherent shit. i need to write a damn fanfic
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@florietiae asked: ❝ would you, uh … well, do you maybe wanna get coffee sometime? like date-coffee? that is, would you like to go out? / jules & elise! 👀 ❞
The smirk tugging at Elise's lips said it all: cockiness, amusement, interest. Flattered enough to not laugh, but vain enough to not cut off the nervous invite. She wanted to hear it to its natural end, one leg crossed over the other, elbow on the arm of her chair and chin rested on the heel of her hand. It was a bit of a façade: calm, cool, and collected. Her heart was thumping rapidly, for what it was worth. Giddily, even.
"Of course. I was starting to think I would have to make the first move." And here she finally laughed, soft and a bit self-deprecating. "I'm kidding. Would you believe I'm not as confident as I act?" She uncrossed her legs, smoothing out her dress with a palm. "I'm free this weekend, actually. Breakfast would be perfect, but, well, I know not everyone's a morning person." She tipped her head in Juliet's direction, smile warming. "I'm also free. . . now. But not everyone's as impulsive as me either."
#☽—— ⸢ ask ⸥#f n a f /#florietiae#˖ ☼ 𝒸𝒽. » ( elise afton )#☆ —— verse ↳ w i t h o u t a d o u b t.#((me writing this: gods i love women))#((see elise may be full of shit but she IS capable of opening up & being vulnerable & honest so this is gonna be v interesting))#((but also this is still v funny to me. we really plucked them out of Hell On Earth & went ''nope. date each other''))#((anyway. elise wants to top her. i mean elise always wants to top pretty women but i thought you'd wanna know KFHDSFALJ))#((me constantly having to add the suggestive tag because i can't shut the hell up in the tags lmaoooo))#suggestive#☽—— ⸢ queue ⸥
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I was thinking abt the roadtrip au today and like we all agree Obi-Wan is a bit bitchy right.
Like he would be the snarkiest most infuriating backseat driver and Anakin would just have to take it bc he can’t snap back at his pregnant omega.
At a certain point they would both become intolerably snippy and pull over for a roadside bj to break the tension
Please obi-wan is the most bitchiest in that entire fic literally this is the guy who has figured out if he shows his bestie friend his stomach where the baby is, he’ll get his way no matter what he wants. He’s fully prepared and ready to bulldoze over anakin’s desires in favor of his own now that he has this secret weapon of patpatpat stomach
(There’s a scene I think where he wants something so he frames his tummy and anakin says no and obi-wan is confused and pats his tummy pointedly because did anakin miss that? why isn’t this working? This always works!?)
(There’s also a scene where obi-wan is mad at anakin so he doesn’t let him hold his hand and then when he gets his way he lets anakin hold his hand and anakin is like “so this is some sort of positive reinforcement?” And obi-wan is like I don’t know what you mean 🥰😘)
Bitchiest omega!! Anakin is a saint!!
#asks#roadtrip au#squick tag: a/b/o#I like my omega obi-wans extra bitchy and playfully manipulative#(with the exception of a fishhook an open eye where he is just very bitchy and also straight up manipulative)#meanwhile I prefer my omega anakins extra brash and emotional#(TIIT and what’s mine is ours is yours)#I just think omega obi-wan would use whatever weapon he has in his arsenal to get his way#including typical omega tropes#and I think omega anakin wouldn’t#I like omega anakins who are brash and loud and don’t feel a lot of kinship with their designations#but then they get very soft and quiet with obi-wannspecifically but not always
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i posted that stupid shit on my instagram i might just kill myself fr
now im afraid i wont sleep for another 24 hours damn 😭😭
#took me like 50 hours but we did it 🔫😼#i might still delete jt#the anxiety is no joke#like no joke#ahahs7bsudbdus#im so tired man#so like fuck me.but i cant justify killing myseld before trying. after that i can. somehow. Im tired and i want nothing more than that but#maybe i just want to stop the pain. nevertheless#i hope someone anyone who sees. that even if im being too open or too vulnerable online i hope it inspires someone a little bit to do the#same. i hope the reactions wont be too harsh. just dont ask me abt it irl cuz ill cry.#fuck mental illness and traumas man. acchan i hope it wasnt so suffocating for u. at least hopefully the people who loved u could make it#better.#tbh now my anxiety ia better cuz nobody is awake xddd#whatever its not that serious. only for me ig#sorry ppl the mental illness really said emphasis on the illness these past 2 days. i didnt think id live it so badly but here we are. well#i hope with this i managed to get something heavy off my chest. i hope i can continue for just a little longer#to see if it's worth it. i dont even wanna think abt tge fact imma have prom on sunday. why is that im always most suicidal when i have to#graduate? i skipped elementary graduation cuz of it. im not skipping this one but im not participating in the dance cuz i knew id somehow b#at a bad place and i wouldnt have a partner also. hmm whatever. i should sleep now maybe. i feel good now a bit. really have to sigh get my#shit together now.#not sunday friday the 50 hours no sleep getting to me
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#i started the semester off with such a level head but ive walked myself further and further toward i ledge i can feel crumbling#out from under my feet. i sit in small rooms where i feel the stress radiating from my chest down into my limbs. disappating into the floor#it makes me want to run and run and run but im so tired and the sidewalk is icy slick. and i feel like im at the limits of my abilities#and i know every grad student has that worry but what if its true. that i have a void behind my eyes and not enough depth of thought#anywhere it matters. how am i supposed to operate in this system when i can barely string together the words to understand what im reading#and itll never be any easier. what if im at my functional limit? what if i caught fire and burned away to ashes? what if i screamed and#kept screaming until someone told me patch up the open wound in my chest? what if i just stopped?#what if i could just let go of any need to feel like i have a purpose? what if i could just live? and feel the wonder of the things around#me. let go of all my emptiness#move at a pace that isnt breaking my neck. feel anything close to joy or if that's too much to ask then let me at least feel stable. just#for a while. just a little while.#and i know itll b fine. and i know im just being whiny bc things are hard and theyve been hard and theyll always be hard bc i refuse to make#things easy. but i just feel like im standing alone on a beach where the water's been drawn too far back#and i can see it rushing toward me faster than i can run. im just waiting for the tsunami to wash me away to nothing#unrelated
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theOrEticalLy . if I opened commissions at some point. would there be. a smackerel of interest . ??
#i have never opened them bc it’s intimidating and I don’t know how to price things!!#but mostly bc i work full time w a good salary so I don’t really need side things to make money#like it feels selfish to suggest that people should pay me to make fanart?? When#a) I already do that for free bc i enjoy it lol#and b) there are so many creators out there who are struggling to make ends meet#and I am privileged enough to generally not have to worry about that#this would be just like extra spending money to fund my scented candle habit DHDJDN#and the clothes I just bought while trying to Discover My Vibe and Finally Be Myself (at age 28 lol)#also tbh it would likely be reinvested in other commissions bc I buy commissions fairly often lol#anyway. idk the idea of commissions always sounded cool but also guilt inducing and scary#it feels weird and silly bc it would make me have to take my art seriously if that makes sense??#like me saying ‘I think I’m good enough at art that people would buy it from me.’ that feels so bold and like. arrogant or something dhjsjd#coming from me I mean. just a silly little guy who still struggles to draw human limbs properly#ok I’m thinking about how I’d have to make a commission sheet and put a dollar sign on my art and I’m aaaaaaa#and I’d have to execute exactly what people want and what if I can’t!!!#omg ok maybe noT help lol#well im not committing to anything rn im simply. asking a question while the dash is asleep and then running off to bed seeya#i think part of me always wanted to try commissions to see if I could be a Real Artist about it ??#and potentially end up with like. Portfolio pieces ??#why I would need an art portfolio I don’t know. I am an editor. What do I think I will be doing here#ppl left comments on my animatic that have been giving me crazy what if thoughts. sit down#don’t look at me#ohhh swirly brain thoughts I need to sleep
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Hey! I'm new here and I love Underhero too! I've already beaten the game twice now and am planning on playing it again soon! :D
hi hi welcome!!! always happy to have more enjoyers of underhero :D (especially for how underrated it is- the game definitely needs more recognition and it's awesome more folks are discovering it :])
yoooo nice!! hope you enjoy your third playthrough! also love your profile picture btw it looks super cute !!! puzzleman appreciation club hehe love to see it B]
- ascel (zec, the other mod, also says hi!! o/)
#underhero#UH appreciation asks#cloverthespacealien#(apologies for the late response and slowed down activity on the blog!! both mods here have been pretty low energy as of late)#(our love for underhero is still intact tho B])#(also submissions are always open for anyone that wants to send anything in!! i'll likely get to em faster than the tags o7)
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Would you ever write Bound By Blood in Tae’s POV? I need the darkness 🥹🥹🥹 you’re so insanely talented and obsessed with everything you write💕💕💕
OOO!! You know I've really thought about it a lot :DD While I was writing the story, I was debating on doing single POV or switching back and forth. But since writing the members pov is typically a lot easier for me, I really wanted to challenge myself in writing the majority of it from the readers pov B))
That being said, I've thought about re-writing it from Tae's pov several times and I am very open to doing it. I think it would be so much fun to delve deeper into his headspace since I didn't get to go that much in the original. And like... I know how his brain works and how he thinks but all of the readers don't!! And that makes me sad!! I think it would clear up a lot of things to :DD So I def want to do it down the line. I'm not sure when I'll have the chance to get it done, but do expect it sometime in the future!! I'm not sure whether I want to do a second part of BBB first, or Tae's pov first so... we'll just have to see!!
I love BBB so much, especially BBB Tae, and I'm so glad that you love him too. Hopefully I'm able to write something formal for them real soon!!! MWAHHH <3333
#🧭 ctrl.asks#🧭 ctrl.aizawasanie#🖇️ ctrl.bound by blood#i'm also always open to answering asks about them/ requests for them as well B>>
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GETO SUGURU.
#i spent the whole hour trying to resist this man but i just couldn’t#i liked him in the manga before he defected but the anime did him so…#AHCK#LOOK AT HIM (moments before disaster)#THE WAY HIS GAZE SOFTENED WHEN RIKO CONFESSED THAT SHE WANTED TO STAY WITH EVERYONE A LITTLE LONGER#HOW SHE WASNT READY FOR ASSIMILATION#JEALOUSY IS A DISEASE#RIKO MOVE THATS MY MAN#i just cant deal with him#he was such…a nice guy#if i knew him irl i’d have a massive crush on him ngl#additionally throughout the show he was always so concerned for satoru#expressing his concern when satoru has been using his technique nonstop whilst guarding amanai#and when haibara asks what treats should he bring home and he answers sweets bc it’s what satoru likes im having a breakdown#he’s so boyfriend#i love him so much it hurts to see how the tiredness in his eyes took over after what happened FUCK YOU TOJI FUSHIGURO#logically i’m not blaming anyone other than toji for what happened but some petty side of me wants to stir fry the shit out of gojo satoru#bc how the fuck did you not notice that geto was slowly losing and YOU CALL YOURSELF A BESTFRIEND YOU B—#im kidding ok might’ve been geto too bc he wasn’t open abt it#also damn yuki for that peptalk bc my poor mentally ill man wasn’t registering shit right#his slow spiral into insanity is one of the best written antagonizations i have ever read/seen and it will forever break my heart#jjk#toff.txt#🎬;jjk
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mac i am so sorry to enter ur inbox with more qsmp but oh my god. qcellbit update. so he talked to bagi. his sister. he still doesn't remember her. he still needs time to process everything but she said she's waited fifteen years so she can wait a few more days. i'm crying and sobbing rn. also he doesn't even fucking remember what he did to get thrown in prison, all he knows is that he was killing people to survive one day and another he was behind bars. i'm UNWELL!!! he got called in to talk to cucurucho (the fuckin THING that's kind of the federation mascot and it tortured cellbit with a chainsaw months ago FUCK CUCURUCHO ALL MY HOMIES HATE CUCURUCHO) and he was just. fucking tired. yesterday he messed with the feds quite publicly and cucurucho questioned him about it and he said "i don't care what you do to me, you can torture me, i don't care. i just want my family back, i want a future with them. just give me peace. let me rest." HE SOUNDED SO FUCKING TIRED. I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW WHAT HE WAS SAYING UNTIL SOMEONE POSTED A TRANSLATION BUT HE SOUNDED SO SO SAD. AND NOW CELLBIT HIMSELF IS GOING TO TWITCHCON SO QCELLBIT IS TAKING A WEEK LONG DEPRESSION NAP. MAC CAN U HEAR ME. I'M UNWELL. I'M LOSING IT. THIS IS ME RN
anyway. hows ur day. i might go watch some steven universe bc i have been meaning 2 rewatch it (or adventure time!!!! one of the two for sure) take a short break from binge watching hannibal 2 watch a silly funny cartoon :3 also still trying to make my way thru marble hornets again it's just such an insane series 2 rewatch u know but i'm getting there!!! sorry i am just currently lying on the floor in my brain thinking about qsmp i had 2 tell u what happened 2 ur blorbo in law today
NEVER APOLOGIZE TO ME ABOUT PUTTING STUFF IN MY INBOX I LOVE GETTING MAIL I LOVE LEARNING THROUGH OSMOSIS I LOVE LISTENING 2 PPL TALK ATBT THINGS THEY LOVE
that sounss aboslutely DEVASTATING btw. oh my god. so the whole thing is like.. she remembers him but he doesnt remember her ?? GODDDD thats so upsetting. im glad hes getting 2 take a nap even if it is a depression one sigh. oh man oh man i love this.
my day was! good i think! i have not had a day to reat since my whole job shadow debacle last week so im kimd of running on fumes BUT . i have off work tmw so im gonna get a haircut and feel all good about everything. and maybe work on some art bc im now caught up to my pre prepped invertober images and i have a couple other time sensitive things like that. ougah. we keep truckin. ive got a huge backlog of youtube videos to watch from last week + beginning of this week i cannot Wait to get thru those and also watch more adventure time !! bc i have offically gotten to Stakes (a marcelone centric mini series) and it is one of my favorite eras ever. i love you vampire lore!!!
#im like... skooo tired rn. i dont have ANY more words left in me.#but like i also dont want 2 sleep yet#i didnt shower this morning bc our gas lines have been down for like 3 days and we ran out of hot water#BUT theyre back up now. but also its like 11pm and my family is asleep and i dont want to wake them up#but i feel soooooo gross and greasy#+ my hair is at that point where its like. Uncomfortably Long. getting back into oh fuck i look like a girl territory. eugh#but its FINE bc im getting it CUT tomorrow. my favorite place had one (1) opening tomotrow afternoon so i snatched that shit up RIGHT away#uhhh what else. i watched some scary movies today those r always fun.#every day i yearn to be a) a man covered in blood or b) a vampire bite victim but like in a fun homoerotic way#those two things are not mutually exclusive but you know what i mean. i need 2 look like will graham#asks#friends!!!#anachronistic-falsehood#i am also revisiting an old blorbo rn and the nostalgia is hitting sooooo badly#i will not name this blorbo bc im not into public humiliation like that but ohh my god. favoritest guy ever.#fundamentally changed my life type character.#category 7 insane person moment. we stay silly !!!#im like. sooooo sleepy and rambly but also i feel a little bit like an oyster rn
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#kin help#alterhuman help#im bored so we self promoting B)#also always open to random asks if u dont have requests. i like talking to people :3
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