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Kermit 🚫 Eevee, Charmander, Pikachu ✅

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Missing spider jimin hours 😖

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Nothing is funny anymore GET HIM OUT OF THOSE SHORTS BEFORE I COMBUST I CANT TAKE THIS DIRECT ATTACK ON ME AND ME ALONE?!?!?! WHY????

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I… I can’t take them… 😭😭😭

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Idk I just know I could never meet bts irl cause they’re all so tall and that would make me wanna fight them 😖

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Showered, clean, and ready to write soul crushing angst after years of pinning

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SEOKJIN — 'Running Wild' (2024)

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About to make this my entire personality unfortunately 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

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I've gained a bit of weight. Wait- I wanted to try this! 💪💪💪 Actually I've been working out a lot! 👀

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i love u plz dont die 🫶 jk lol looking forward to your next ficcc, btw is ur bias in BTS hosoek? mine is jimin

PLSSSS youre so cute cause i literally have my phones focus set to ‘don’t kys ur so sexy’ and this message gives off the SAME VIBES!!! Maybe.. maybe we’re soulmates?!?!?!? 🙀 <333

But ya!!! Hoseok is my bias <33 he has been since about… 2018ish(?) I’d say? Bc I didn’t have a bias for awhile before he captured my heart <\\3 while he’s my ‘formal’ bias (lol), I would say jimin and yoongi def lean into bias territory as well. Jk is trying to get in there.. so desperately!! But!! I mustn’t!! I mustn’t fall for his dastardly charms!! LMAO I consider the rest of the guys my wreckers tho as, unfortunately, they have all found themselves creepin inside my heart one after another <\\3

Jimin is ur bias?!?? Omg so cute 🥺🥺🥺I love !! I want to bite his cheeks and connect his freckles into constellations and then bite his cheeks again 🥺 what made him ur bias!! Who are ur wreckers?? Tell me EVERYTHING!! Mwahahah!!

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Y’all raising a guide dog is not easy :((( literally just because he’s leaving for further training in a week and I’m having trouble processing I won’t be seeing him again :((

Man :((

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Why is chasing tornados smut 5k 🙂‍↕️

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miss u

i miss u too ;( here a snippet of chasing tornados for u

it’s taking longer to write than i thought it would (i am sick :(((( so it’s hard to finish up the last bits rn but i only have 2 scenes left and we’re looking at about 16-20k for the whole thing) but it’s coming out rlly soon i prommie <33 graphic n everything else is done too!! just been hard with everythin goin on

If he was human he'd do so much more. Would have already done so much more. But now, in his current state of being, he couldn’t handle it. He wouldn’t be able to handle the rejection. He knows it. Knows it in the way mother’s comfort their children after one look at his tail, and knows it in the way you look at storms.

Yoongi isn’t a tornado. You would never look at him the same way you look at them. With such love and light in your eyes.

But god he wants you to, he wants you to more than anything. He wants to be an option. He wants to be the center of your universe just like those dumb fuck storms are. He wants to be the wind that plays with your hair, the rain that kisses your skin. He wants to be the very thing that envelopes your entire consciousness just like those storms do.

And maybe, just maybe if he presses himself close enough to you he can. He can pretend with the poison in his blood that you like him. He can be yours, even if it's only for a night.

He would always be yours. You never his’.

And as the night ticks on, venom bubbling up every second that ticks, he feels himself becoming looser. Feels you melting into his grip as pretty drinks and florals fill your mind. Feels your scent starting to overpower his nose as his mind blurs with thoughts of you. Almost feels the tangle of souls joining in the way he’s always wished them to.

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if u voted for trump, I mean this in the most disrespectful way possible, I do not want anything to do with you. Not only did you vote against basic human rights and equality, you decided rascism, homophobia, islamophobia, transphobia & misogynistic behavior wasn't a deal breaker. i do not want your follow or support ! thank you.

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Yall… I’m writing this essay for an internship application and tell me why I thought it said 2000 words… wrote the entire thing + edited it… looked again… and saw the max I can do is 2000 characters….. 🧍‍♀️

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Also will be replying to comments / reblogs / asks after fic is posted!! Locking in to get it finished for yall as it is a long one 😭😭

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hi! i'm the anon from the last post! it's nice to see that things have started to quiet down and you're back again. i'm so happy that my message was able to calm some of you're nerves about posting. i know i'll always be excited to see you've posted no matter when or what it is. I look forward to what fic you have planned next!

giving you a kiss back- MWAH! ❤️💋

PLEASE YEAH!! Anxiety do be a b word unfortunately but hot girls gotta get through it 🙂‍↕️✊

But I absolutely adore you so much you’re so SWEET!!!! I’m v excited for the yoongi fic tomorrow, I hope you enjoy it EX… see I wanted to say expeditiously but I know that’s not right… I HOPE YOU ENJOY IT REAL BAD!!! <33333 MWAH MWAH!!