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It had been 3 years since Remusâ ex-boyfriend had dropped out of school and joined the Deatheaters, and every single one he took down felt like revenge.
It would be a whole lot easier to pretend he didnât care if he could just forget about the time they hadâŚ
The marauders were worried about Sirius.
Sure, they knew about his home life, but he had always been back after the school holidays. Something had to be wrong, and they didnât know what.
Until they did.
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Remus always volunteered for the hardest missions. The ones that put him in the most danger, letting him keep the others safe.
And because every time he took a Deatheater down, it felt like his own personal revenge.
If he had told his 14 year old self that in 6 years he would hate Sirius Blackâs guts, he probably would have gotten hexed. Yet, there he was, trying to force his memories of Sirius out of his mind.
It had been 3 years, and he still couldnât forget the feeling of Siriusâ love. Or, what he thought had been love. 3 years, and he couldnât get the image of Siriusâ blush out of his head. 3 years, and he was still in love with Sirius Black, the fucking Deatheater, no matter how betrayed and angry he felt.
At least James understood.
They had discussed it a lot, what they would do if they ever ran into Sirius.
Discussing it was definitely not preparation for the real thing.
Remus had been the first to sign on to the Rosier Manor raid, much to Lily and Jamesâ disapproval. It was better if he went, he didnât have anything to lose. Not that heâd ever say that much to his friends because the one time he had, Lily cried, which was not something he was interested in doing again.
He listened as Moody went through the game plan. Well, half listened, but still. He was just⌠slightly intimidated as he took in the sheer size of the manor.
It was nice to get back to duelling.
The idea of taking down the Deatheaters one by one was exhilarating as hell, and Remus revelled in the way his adrenaline pounded through him as he shot hexes and curses left and right, keeping a pretty decent shield over himself.
âLupin, behind!â He heard a shout from one of the Prewett twins and turned to block a curse headed in his direction. It was lazily done, not specifically sent towards him, so it didnât take much to block it. His hand froze on his way to send out a counter-curse, as he noticed the Deatheater had stopped, staring directly at him with wide eyes.
It had been 6 years, but he hadnât forgotten those silver eyes, that slightly crooked nose, and that mess of black hair. The light in his eyes had dimmed considerably, but he was still beautiful. So, so fucking beautiful.
âSirius?â The name tumbled out of his mouth before he could stop himself, ignoring the fact that they were losing Deatheaters every second. He could faintly hear some of his allies shouting to him, but it was like everything else stopped existing to him.
God, he was still gorgeous.
He was a lot thinner, almost alarmingly so, and he had dark bags under his eyes, but he was Sirius. The fact that he was fighting for the wrong side had gone completely forgotten as they stared at one another, Sirius just as taken aback as he was, eyes fixed on Remus.
âYou let your guard down, Lupin.â A voice sounded behind him, a shiver running down Remusâ spine.
Shit.
A hand grabbed his wrists, wand having disappeared at some point, as his hands were bound behind his back and he was apparated away.
The last thing he saw before he was promptly knocked out was Siriusâ stunned expression darken.
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âOi! Lupin, Potter! I heard your best friend is one with the Dark Lord himself, now!â Barty Crouch Jrâs snide voice rang out from the Slytherin table, and Remusâ heart sunk.
No.
There was no fucking chance.
â-torture him for information, then kill him? Is he really that useful?â Remusâ head was throbbing, eyes still shut, unmoving, as he tried to get his bearings and listen immediately after waking up, which was not fucking easy.
âHeâs on Dumbledoreâs little inner circle, if heâs in a raid like that. He has to know something useful.â He finally forced his eyes open, lifting his head.
âOh, heâs up. Morning, Lupin.â Barty fucking Crouch Jr. Of course. He was rolling up his sleeves, pulling his wand out with a twisted smile. âAlright, this is going to be fun-â
âIâm going first.â Sirius interrupted, and Remus turned to him with a glare.
âWhat the fuck? Iâm the one who caught him!â
âAnd Iâm the one who was forced to room with those fuckwits for six and a half years! Besides, donât you think itâll be better for him to look his ex in the eye?â His eyes met Bartyâs with a malicious glint in them that Remus didnât even recognise. He thought his heart had broken 3 years ago, but apparently not, because it was definitely shattering. He was almost surprised the Deatheaters couldnât hear it.
ââŚfine. But donât finish him off, Iâm having a fucking turn.â He grumbled, sounding so childish that Remus almost wanted to laugh at his tantrum.
Almost.
Sirius turned and locked the door with a flick of his wand, before throwing a silencing charm around the room.
âWhy did you do that?â
âBecause last time I didnât, Mulciber barged in and demanded a turn. Iâm not having that happen again.â Sirius answered, eyes still fixed on Remus.
âFair.â
Sirius lifted his wand, Remus never once moving his gaze from him.
âAvada kedavra.â
Remus watched as Barty slumped to the ground, eyes widening at the fact that Siriusâ hand was shaking. He had killed Barty. Remus was alive, untouched, okay. Sirius pulled Remusâ wand from his pocket, before crouching in front of him.
âMoony, are you alright? Are you hurt?â There was a hand on his cheek, Siriusâ hand, as Sirius surveyed him carefully.
âNo, Iâm- Iâm fine. What-â
âCome on, thereâs a way out the back.â
âWait, whatâs going on? I thought you were- that you hadâŚâ he trailed off helplessly as Sirius walked behind him and freed him.
âOkay, so Dumbledore told none of you, of fucking course. He approached me 2 years ago, asked me to spy, keep his lot safe. Letâs go.â He offered Remus his hand, watching silently as Remus hesitated. He went over the possibilities in his head. Sirius was lying and was ready to take him straight to the Dark Lord, Sirius was telling the truth, but got them both killed anyway (which was a very Sirius thing to do), or that he was telling the truth and Remus was safe.
Despite the fact that it had been 3 years, the instinct that told him to trust Sirius still hadnât gone. If anything, it was fighting louder to be heard, screaming and kicking until he listened.
So he took his hand.
Sirius smiled softly at him, and Remus could swear he saw a spark of the old glint in his eyes. It was enough to make Remus weak in the knees (still), but at least he could blame it on having been knocked out and tied to a chair.
Sirius led him carefully out a hidden door, the two of them stepping carefully and quietly, Sirius giving Remus his wand back as they walked.
âHey, Black, what the fuck are you doing?!â A voice rang out.
Sirius froze.
âShit. Run!â He started sprinting, dragging Remus with him as he sent out as many curses as he physically could, Remus throwing a protective spell over the two of them. âWeâre almost out of the anti-apparation zone!â He explained as he shoved a door open, the daylight stinging Remusâ eyes as Sirius apparated, the two of them vanishing from sight.
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Hope was at a loss as she watched her son fall apart in her arms.
âI hate him- I fucking hate him- I should hate him- Why the hell do I still love him?â The words came out in between stuttered breaths, sobbing into Hope as she moved her hand soothingly up and down Remusâ back. It wasnât just heartbreak. It was like Sirius had silently, secretly, stolen Remusâ heart and set it on fire, burning slow and painful in his chest as he disappeared without a word.
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Sirius knew it had to be a confusing sight, a known Deatheater from a high status family walking into the Orderâs safe space with one of their most trusted members.
James saw him first, as Siriusâ heart gave a painful tug.
James.
He was frozen, stunned, as Marlene stood, wand raised.
âLet him go.â Her voice was low, dangerous, as Sirius immediately released Remus and dropped his wand. He raised both of his hands, not knowing how the fuck to explain what was going on to the room of people who hated him.
Thankfully, he didnât have to.
âListen, Iâm not-â
âBlack?â Alastor Moody. Sirius kept his gaze fixed on Marlene, not moving in case she took it as a threat, rightfully so, and shot a curse at him.
âWotcher, Moody.â
âWhat are you doing here?â
âAbout that. I may have⌠accidentally blown my cover.â Sirius could feel Remusâ eyes on him, and he hoped his face didnât turn red as easily as it used to, because he could feel it heating up.
âWhat the fuck, Sirius?! We need someone on the inside!â
âPlease, I know you have more than just me in there.â He shot back. âThey were going to kill Remus, and I couldnât talk them into letting him go. I got as far as only torturing him, but I wasnât going to get him any safer than that without blowing my cover.â He said simply, and it was like Remusâ gaze only intensified. Fucking hell, he loved him so much.
âBlack,â Moody started, pinching the bridge of his nose. âYou have killed people for the cause, but one of your friends getting a little hurt makes you quit?â
âYes.â He answered immediately. âBecause my friends have spent 3 years hating me, and Iâve spent 3 years knowing that they hate me. I wasnât going to let the only man Iâve ever loved die hating me, or any of my friends think I killed him! Especially if I could fucking stop it!â Moody was stunned into silence, as Sirius realised what he had said.
Remus had spent years hating him, he must have, and here he was confessing his love for him! Great. Just fucking perfect.
âDumbledore can rip me apart if he really wants to.â He mumbled, as he noticed Remus take a step closer to him. It wasnât exactly easy to hold on to his train of thought anymore. âBut I wasnât going to, uh, to let them, you know, soâŚâ
âPadfoot.â Remusâ voice was half a whisper, half a sob, as Sirius finally, finally turned and met his eyes. Those beautiful, lovely, amazing amber eyes.
Before he had a chance to speak, Remus wrapped his arms around Sirius, holding him like he was worried that he would disappear if he didnât. Sirius wondered if their hearts still spoke the same language that they had before, an effortless blend of the two of them. He hoped to Merlin that Remus could hear his heart keening, gravitating towards him, beating a constant âyouâre here, hi, I missed you so much, I love you.â
He was probably speaking them, too, as he buried his face in Remusâ collarbone, feeling Remus press a kiss to the top of his head.
âI- I wanted to think youâd never, but-â
âHey, hey, itâs okay, darling. I know.â Sirius interrupted. âAnyway, Iâm here now, arenât I?â Remus pulled away and nodded, amazed.
âYeah. Youâre here.â There was a small smile on his face as he slowly, carefully, connected their lips in a very short kiss. Almost immediately after he pulled away, Sirius felt another pair of arms around him.
James.
Oh, he had missed his friends.
There had been so many times that he had felt inhuman over the three years with the Deatheaters, where he worried that he could never be the same, once the war was over.
As he looked at his friends, at Remus watching him with that perfect smile, eyes shining, he knew that it was okay.
He was finally okay.
#I very much overused italics in this#but who cares#tw: minor character death#as in a deatheater dies#nobody fun I promise#wolfstar#sirius black#marauders#wolfstar oneshot#remus lupin#remus x sirius#young marauders#moony x padfoot#atyd marauders#marauders oneshot
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I fucking hate jkr why the fuck does she keep talking why is nobody stopping her we don't wanna know what u think we want to see u fucking dead okay
#she really said that the deatheaters are like queer ppl tryng not to get killed she cant be fr#i really hope she dies idfc#anti jkr
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ron weasley did not
come to privet drive to rescue harry from his abusive home after he hadnât been replying to any of his letters and he was worried
almost back out of following the spiders bc theyâre his biggest fear, but upon seeing hermioneâs empty seat at dinner, find the courage to go
defend hermione from any and everyone who called her a mudblood
constantly worry about hermioneâs workload (especially in 3rd year) and notice that whenever she disappeared
offer to teach hermione his entire family tree so that she could pretend to be pure blood to keep her safe from death eaters
defend harry to everyone (percy, seamus, half the school) when everyone thought he was lying about voldemortâs return
stand up on his broken leg in front of harry and say that âif you want to kill harry, youâll have to kill us first!â to what they believed to be a raving lunatic mass murderer
gift dobby his newest weasley jumper and the new socks he got given for christmas
stand up against snape when he was bullying hermione (and got a detention as a result)
beg the deatheaters who were torturing hermione to âleave her alone!! take [him], have [him] instead!â
always check up on his friends when he notices something is up, even if itâs in subtle ways
immediately befriend harry on the train in ps and teach him about the wizarding world
write to charlie immediately so he could help hagrid out of trouble (re the dragon, norbert)
encourage neville to stand up to people, and praise him when he actually does it
help harry put on his pajamas after he broke his arm during quidditch
have to be physically restrained from attacking malfoy after he said he wished hermione had died in cos
worry about harryâs preoccupation with the mirror of erised and how it was affecting him
remind hermione to eat her meals and get a good nightâs sleep when sheâs studying 24/7 for their owl exams
display acute levels of emotional intelligence in the way he interacts with harry and hermione, essentially being the glue that keeps them all together
get splinched almost in half, lose blood and suffer agonising pain but seem more worried about the cattermoles and whether or not they were okay
realise his mistakes & own up to them, acknowledging his role in certain falling outs (especially in deathly hallows)
be genuinely hilarious and fun, and lighten the load in everyone elseâsâ lives with the humour he brings to
write to his mother in ps asking her to give harry presents too because he doesnât think heâll received any
go to the department of mysteries to help harry without a second a thought
go on the run with harry to hunt for horcruxes without a second thought
run to hermioneâs aid when malfoy hits her with a nasty hex outside snapeâs classroom and take her to the hospital wing
help hermione with buckbeakâs appeal, spending hours upon hours reading up on the case
extend the first olive branch after fighting with hermione because of scabberâs âdeathâ and apologising, after which she then apologises too
demand to re-try out for the position of keeper on the quidditch team because he wanted to earn it himself with no favouritism or help
choose to stay on the quidditch team despite the bullying from the slytherin team and his nerves about his flying ability
stand up to malfoy at every opportunity, when he was insulting him, but more importantly, insulting his family & his friends
save harryâs life in dh by pulling him out of the lake, and then kill the horcrux
remember the houseelves during the battle of hogwarts and worry about their safety
continue to admire and adore his older twin brothers despite the fact that they were sometimes cruel to him
become almost annoyingly protective of his little sister (ESPECIALLY after the diary situation)
single-handedly out smart and escape five armed and deadly snatchers
try his best to overcome his insecurities and feelings of being overlooked, in order to support the people around him
sacrifice himself without a second thought during the chess game in ps because he knew harryâs survival was more important than his
for yâall to speak on him the way you do. calling him cruel, evil, selfish etc??? open your fucking eyes
#ron weasley#ron weasleyâs defence lawyer#harry potter#hp#ron x harry#hermione x ron#romione#ronald bilius weasley#weasley family#hp thoughts
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au where whatever you write on your body marks your soulmate's skin.
james running to his mum, and showing her a child's mimicry of the dark mark on his forearm, beaming from ear to ear because he had a soulmate.
james using his hand as a diary, updating his soulmate on everything that had happened to him
begging for hints about the person's identity, because it was fourth year and james had no-one to take on hogsmeade dates
james shamelessly flirting, by writing compliments on his own lower abdomen for his soulmate to find
having lengthy conversations with somebody he'd never met
over the summer, before seventh year, he woke to a searing pain on his forearm
very much against his will, james potter had been branded with the dark mark
until the day he died, james only told two people that his soulmate was a deatheater: remus and mary.
james never found an excuse not to love his soulmate, though.
they spoke often, and when they didn't, james would draw wonky hearts across his ribs, down his stomach, decorating his hipbones.
one day, after james had left school, a single sentence was scrawled on his palm: 'despite us never crossing paths, and the fact that i don't believe in the ancient archetype of soulmates, i love you. please, stay safe'
after that, all correspondence was cut.
james spent the rest of his life mourning somebody he had never had, mourning somebody who was no more than ink smudges in the margin of his life.
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EQUALS
ę¤ deatheater!Theo x deatheater!femReader
ę¤ warnings: dark Theo, dark reader, happy to be Death Eaters, unprotected sex, explicit content, not for minors, 18+
ę¤ all characters are adults
ę¤ pure smut to be honest
The door bangs against the wall as you stumble into your room with him. You donât bother turning on the light, locking the door, or muffling the room. Let them all hear. Neither of you cares for the other Dark Lordâs servants living in this mansion right now.
âGet your fucking clothes off, I canât wait a second more to be inside you, amore.â Your Death Eater masks lay discarded on the floor next to the bed already.
âYes, oh Merlin yes, it makes me so hot seeing you be so evil and cruel on a mission.â You say while you rip away Theodoreâs death eater robes and start grabbing at his chest, your nails scratching against his abs, all the way down to his pants. You both fall on the bed, you underneath him, fumbling with his belt buckle, him sucking on your sensitive nipples with a hand down your panties.
âSo fucking wet for me, amore.â
You just returned from an âerrandâ for the Dark Lord in Knockturn ally. This was your first mission, Theodore already way more experienced in the Dark Lordâs dealings than you. No one died this time, but all the dark magic dripping off of you and Theodore made your head spin and your cunt drip. The feeling of the dark magic and sex in the air, mixing with his scent, made for a heady combination that left you feeling high.
You finally discard all your clothing and Theodore picks you up and turns you onto your knees, with your hands holding onto the headboard, sliding all the way inside your pussy in one move. You scream with delight as his cock fills you up perfectly, sending shivers through your whole body. You have to really push against the headboard to not be banging your head against it and instead pushing against his powerful thrusts. He is feral. Groaning behind you, bruising your hips with his hands, tugging your body back and forth on his cock. The heady feeling and the sensations in your pussy reach a peak and suddenly without warning, you fall apart on his cock, screaming his name over and over into the thick air of your room as he doesnât even slow his thrusts.
âFucking hell, you are unreal diavolina. Your pussy is hugging my cock as tightly as the dark essence of your magic intertwines with mine when you cum. Your soul is as dark as mine, at last.â You love this poetic feral side of Theodore so much. He is still pounding you into the mattress since your hands gave up on holding on to the headboard, the top of your head banging against it now. He notices and slows down, so you use it to flip him onto his back sitting up against the headboard.
Reaching down beside the bed you pick up Theodoreâs mask. He is looking up at you sitting up on him in awe. He looks like he canât believe you are here, on top of him, your pussy rubbing on his twitching cock on his stomach while clenching in anticipation. You put his mask over your face while taking his cock inside again, sitting all the way down on him. He releases the loudest growl youâve heard from him yet, his eyes rolling back inside his head, hands clenching around your thighs, marking you again.
You put your hands on his throat, wanting to be in control for a change, on top of him, wearing his mask, making him whimper with need looking up at you. He gives you one moment of that, until:
âFucking hell, you little devil, you know what it does to me, seeing you in my mask?â One of his hands goes up to your neck, grabbing you by the throat and holding you in place while he starts fucking you from below, your hips slamming up and down on his. Your arms canât reach his throat any more so you lean back, grabbing around his ankles with both your hands, your body stretched beautifully in front of him, tits bouncing with every pound. The position makes Theoâs cock feel so big, rubbing against the sweet spot in your pussy, you feel like going crazy from the pleasure. â⌠too much.â You whimper.
With one hand still against your throat, his other hand grabs your breast, squeezing painfully, but you love it.
âShhh⌠You can take it, cara. Feel the darkness from the mask penetrate your entire being. All that dark power, the darkest magic, itâs exhilarating, isnât it, amore?â
And he is right, you feel so powerful, his equal, even though he holds you and manipulates you on top of him however he wants to, slamming your hips up and down on him, admiring your body on top of him. He uses his thumb on your clit, while his movements get erratic and grunts get louder and louder: âUngh⌠amore, cum again, cum with me my dark queen, I want to see you cum on top of me like this.â And in no time at all you cum, in an explosion of darkness, feeling the last deep thrusts of his cock as he falls over the edge with you, into the dark abyss of pleasure.
You feel so much dark magic floating around you, caressing both of you in a cocoon of black smoke, two dark souls intertwined for eternity.
I have absolutely nothing to say for myself at this point. Happy october.
As always, thank you for reading, hope you liked it.
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#harry potter fanfiction#drabble#theodore nott#deatheater theo#toxic theo#theo nott x reader#theo nott smut#theo x reader#dark theo#dark slytherin boys#slytherin boys smut#slytherin boys#slytherin#smutty smut smut#smutty fanfiction#smut#hp fanfic#hp#death eaters#blurb#no plot whatsoever
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ranting about the fandom ( TW: opinions)
- remus is so badly mischaracterized, the shift from him being a soft sensitive kid despite the violent nature of his condition was so so important but now he is turned into this mean angry alpha male. i feel like the point of him being so sensitive was to contrast w him being a werewolf ya know. bring back weird and awkward remus
- gay ships that are just there because theyâre gay is pretty strange. iâm speaking of the whole jegulus/pandalily/whatever new thing ppl come up with i donât really understand the point of just thinking that making a couple gay makes them more interesting. seems a little counterproductive .
-jily loosing its popularity is killing me. bring back my 7 year slow burn prophecy beautiful love story they are the most important ship
-sirius being a feminine dramatic gay twink. this man was a motorcycle owning rebel strong guy. and believe it or not he CAN be gay and still be that. him being gay ( in our head canons) doesnât mean heâs a woman
- turning gay ships into basically a straight relationship by making them so stereotypical ( wolfstar w feminine af sirius and strong man remus)
- shipping character that died and fought against a certain ideology and people that were actively apart of the problem is kinda crazy. like jegulily? my brother in christ regulus wanted her dead.
-fanon regulus. he was a strong willed DEATH EATER he wasnât forced into it or abused by his family. it.is.stated.in.the.book.
-deatheaters are interesting characters BUT donât tell me people are babying and glorifying them in a effort to explore their complexity.
-some of you are blinded by the fancasts and forgot all about what the characters are.
- the new fan casts are meeeh. theyâre not all supposed to be supermodelsâŚ
- jegulus taking over the fandom is insane.
-andromeda should be getting the regulus treatement she is what you made regulus into.
-frank and alice should be more loved.
- the romantization of that whole pureblood supremacist squad is NOT cute.
-james potter my beloved.
- i donât really like the idea of the casanova being remus. i feel like it would james or sirius based on how remus talked about his high school years
- jily is way too important to the universe to be discredited.
-lily evans being put behind regulus is CRAZY. my girl did not die for this bs
-sirius being criticized for leaving is wild. regulus was not abused and didnât even want to leave. sirius was mistreated.
- i kind of like the idea of the developed character of walburga. sirius said she wasnât a deatheater. and i like people writing her as a more complex character.
- as much as i love wolfstar, james and siriusâs relationship stays the central point of the gang.
-ships have taken way too much importance over the friendships of the group.
-i feel like a people make female characters into lesbians ( like lily ) just because they are strong characters and itâs weird.
- yes once she got married to james she was lily POTTER and she was a mother just like james was FATHER theyâre is nothing wrong with that.
- jegulus/ any ship between a member of the order and a deatheater is just plain stupid sorry but if your head canons goes completely against the core of a character itâs just a wrong statement.
before you start âLEt pEoPle dO whAT thEy WaNtâ these are MY opinions
please share yours i love to debate
#the marauders fandom#the marauders#the maraunders map#old marauders fandom#marauders incorrect quotes#marauders fandom#marauders#regulus sirius#james & peter & remus & sirius#sirius being sirius#sirius black#remus lupin#james potter#petter pettigrew#lily evans#lily potter#regulus black#wolfstar#jily fluff#jily forever#pro jily#anti jegulily#anti jegulus#anti regulus#andromeda black#prongsfoot#moony wormtail padfoot and prongs#prongsie#prongstail#prongs fanart
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lorenzo berkshire x reader
short summary: enzo is kind to everyone but you.
slytherin gang was known for its violence and nonchalance, but there was one exceptional character. needles to say that every second girl and boy drooled over him and went on and on about how sweet he is. but you never felt that lorenzo berkshire could be kind or, god forbid, sweet.
he would curl his lip, roll his eyes, mock you in front of everyone - do virtually anything to piss you off. as he was flirting with a junior from hufflepuff, he saw you walking out of potions class from the corner of his eyes.
ânice sweater, y/l/nâ he shouted from the behind. it wasnât his voice, but what he said that shocked you. was he being nice? as you turned back to thank him, he continued âfor someone whoâs planning to retire. return this ugly piece of cloth to whatever cheap store you bought it from. go buy something decent for once, i can give you money if you ask nicelyâ girl near him chuckled as you tried to contain your tears.
âdickhead..â you mumbled underneath your breath
âwhatâd you say?â he was now towering over you. he didnât like to be called names, but seeing you so broken over a small joke got him confuse. âhey, y/l/n, i didnât mean to-â he didnât get to finish his sentence as you pushed him out of your way and stormed out of the hall.
normally his words wouldnât mean anything. but it was a favorite sweater inherited from an uncle who was a hero in your eyes. heâd have bike rides with you, teach you the rules of quidditch and eat chocolate past your bedtime. he died because of some ignorant deatheater..as memories flooded back, you didnât notice how someone approached you.
no one would come here during lunchtime. moreover, no one would know about its existence in the first place. as you lifted your eyes to look at whoever interrupted your peace, you were met with big brown eyes that were filled with guilt and confusion.
âhey..i know you donât wanna talk but..â you shoved his hand away, wiping the tears away âlisten. i apologizeâ
âfor the first time in 7 years? thanks, i guess. now do me a favor and get lostâ you werenât used to his kindness. he just sighed and kneeled down in front of you. he pulled out tissues out of his bag and started wiping away your tears. the moment felt unreal, ethereal even, and all you could do was stare at him.
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pt. 2 anyone? will you forgive him or not đŤľđť
#lorenzo berkshire#lorenzo berkshire x reader#enzo berkshire#harry potter#Harry Potter x reader#Draco malfoy#Louis partridge#lorenzo berkshire x you
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marauders do the candy trauma salad trend since I JUST saw a fantastic one for pjo (highly encourage y'all to add your versions/to this pls I don't have solid hcs of everyone) (evan's is fully me projecting btw)(a lot of them are me projecting <3).
Upon completion I want to add up here n not just the tags that these do reference various traumas/bigotry so be careful and mind what headspace ur in n all that pls take care of urselves k thanks love u.
Sirius: Hi I'm sirius and every time my mother considered something I did 'impure', like experience joy or get sorted in to gryffindor, she took my mouth away! *momentary zone out from the horrors* I brought milk duds!
Barty: bazooka bubblegum. *vid cuts* I'm barty and I hate my dad for all of the reasons you can imagine and I think it would be fun if he blew up. good?
Lily: Hi I'm Lily and after I got sent to magic school, all emotional ties with my muggle sister, who regards me as a freak, and my mother, who was more sensitive to her side, were severed. They didn't tell me when my dad died. I brought 3 musketeers.
Remus: Hi I'm remus and I got bit by a werewolf when I was 5, then my dad offed himself because of it. I brought moon pies.
James: Hi I'm James and I fell into limerence with someone and incessantly pursued them for over a year in ways that were detrimental to both of our mental states. I was so public about it I don't even need to say who it was. My mother sat me down one day and said "was it something your father and I did, something we said, that convinced you you need to beg someone to love you? to let you show them love?" and that broke something in me. We're chill now though, and I have coping techniques that work for me while still allowing me to be my expressive self, so I brought mr. goodbars.
Peter: Hi I'm peter and my animagus is literally a rat. I brought sour patch kids.
Dorcas: Hi I'm dorcas and my pureblood parents will never say it to my face but they wanted me to be a boy. To compensate I was sure to always get top marks, be well liked, and experience gender dysphoria. I burnt out before our 5th year, and learning radical acceptance in the place of trying to guess unspoken rules saved my life. I brought smarties.
Regulus: Hi I'm regulus and in order to be sure my mother didn't assassinate my brother for running away, I stayed behind in the abusive household and eventually became a deatheater to keep my cover, hunting down one bald headed bitch's horcruxes until it literally almost killed me. I think it did kill me in some lives. and I brought the starburst.
Mary: Hi I'm Mary and due to blood supremacist bigots, I have to go to school with people who want me to die just for having the audacity to exist. The muggle world is also like this. The school I go to does not matter in this scenario. I brought mentos for the salad and a bottle of soda for the show.
Evan: Hi I'm evan and my ex went on holiday to another country for 3 months, told me we could write to stay connected, they didn't, broke up with me via owl while still on said vacation, and then came to talk to me in person about that, denied that it was an active choice to disconnect from me, then tried to put the onus of any friendship to follow on just me. We haven't spoken since. Also I'm a sex positive, but also trauma affected ace, it was an open relationship, and they somehow still managed to be shady/inconsiderate about hooking up with someone on the vacation. I brought blow pops.
Pandora: Hi I'm pandora and sometimes I get prophetic dreams so vivid I can't tell when I wake up. Sometimes, though the future is not stagnant, I see my friends die :) I brought airheads.
Marlene: Hi I'm marlene and I have 5 brothers. 3 of them accept my nonbinary identity. The rest, and my parents, blatantly ignore that I use they/them pronouns. Then they told me if I don't have children as an adult I won't be worth visiting because it's my job as a pureblood to produce an heir. So I went to St. Mungos and got sterilized. I brought baby ruth candy.
Hope you enjoy! and thanks if you read them all! This was fun for me.
#yes I did look up a master doc of candy for this#tw: mental health#tw: parental abuse#tw trauma#marauders#dead gay witches#dead gay wizards#marauders fandom#sirius black#regulus black#james potter#remus lupin#barty crouch junior#evan rosier#pandora lovegood#mary macdonald#peter pettigrew#lily evans#marlene mckinnon#dorcas meadowes#candy salad trend
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i really love the idea of regulus black faking his death.
regulus who was too smart to think voldemort made only one horcrux. who knew the only way to find and destroy all of them was to disappear.
so he makes everbody, including james and his brother, believe that he's dead.
he goes to that cave, steals the lock and gives it to pandora. her and dorcas work on destroyjng it, while barty and evan keep playing deatheaters as a way to keep voldemort busy. regulus focuses on finding rest of horcruxes.
when the girls succeed and find the right way to destroy the locket, he has already located all of them. obviously harry still doesn't exist, so it's not so tricky anymore.
they destroy all of them, and then regulus comes back to fight voldy.
exept once again, he's not stupid. he has two kings man by his side, and shitlot of potion making skills.
voldy dies from a poison, even tho it looks like regulus killed him in a fair fight.
reg becomes a hero, all of his friends live, he makes up with his brother and lily has enough time to figure out that she's a lesbian.
jegulus reconnect, marylily happens, everybody's alive, harry has four parents.
everybody is happy, second wizard war never happened.
#barty crouch jr#regulus black#evan rosier#pandora rosier#dorcas meadowes#james potter#jegulus#starchaser#rosekiller#marauders#slytherin skittles#the marauders#padfoot#prongs#regulus black is a little shit
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(Almost) All the marauders era characters (that I could find at least)
@catinasink the post I promised you.
this list isn't finished yet, but I feel like this list finally deserves to see the light of day. hell, cat, you've probably forgotten this was in the making... which I can't blame you for because this has been happening since christmas đ
I will update it... eventually. idk when yet
if you want to, you can send me an ask, and I'll tell you my hc for the characters :D
James Potter
Father of Harry Potter
born 27th March 19 and died 31st October 19
Griffindor
pureblood
was at hogwarts from 1971 to 1978
Sirius Black
Griffindor
born 3rd November 1959 and died 18th June 1996
pureblood
was framed for the murder of James Potter and Lily Potter (Evans) and sent to Azkaban
was at hogwarts from 1971 to 1978
Remus John Lupin
born 10th March 1960 and died 2nd May 1998
was bitten by a werewolf as a child (he was four I believe not sure tho)
Griffendor
was at hogwarts from 1971 to 1978
Peter Pettigrew
born around 1960 and died somewhere in March 1998
griffindor, but the head took five minutes to decide
first worked with the order, but then became a deatheater and is the actual reason James and Lily were murdered
was at hogwarts from 1971 to 1978
Marlene McKinnon
died July 1981
marlene was a member of the wizarding mckinnon family, which, according to hagrid, consisted of some of the best witches and wizards of their age, implying that marlene too was a very accomplished witch
Lily J. Evans
born 30th January 1960 and died 31st October 1981
muggleborn
griffindor
married james potter and had Harry Potter with him. she died protecting Harry
was at hogwarts from 1971 to 1978
Mary McDonald
attended hogwarts in the 1970s with lily and severus snape
was attacked by mulciber with dark magic somewhere during her time at Hogwarts
griffendor
Frank C. J. Longbottom
pureblood
married Alice Longbottom
was tortured into insanity by a group of death eaters (bellatrix, rodolphus, and rabastian lestrange and barty crouch jr)
Alice Longbottom
has no canon maiden name, but people often hc her as a fortescue
pureblood
was tortured into insanity by a group of deatheaters (bellatrix, rodolphus, and rabastian lestrange and barty crouch jr)
Molly Weasley (Prewett)
was born as molly prewett, but she married arthur weasley and took his last name
born 30th October 1949 or 1950
pureblood
griffindor
killed bellatrix during the second wizarding war
Gideon Prewett
died 1981
pureblood
was murdered by five deatheaters before the end of the (first) wizarding war (Antonin Dolohov & four others)
he may have had a big nose
Fabian Prewett
died 1981
pureblood
was murdered by five deatheaters before the end of the (first) wizarding war (Antonin Dolohov & four others)
he may have had a big nose
Arthur Weasley
born 6th February 1950
pureblood
griffindor
believer in the equality of all magical and Muggle folk
was born to septimus and cedrella weasley (nĂŠe black) and had two brothers
married molly prewett, who took his last name
Selina Sapworthy
griffindor
born before 1969
award-winning author in the fields of Herbology and plant-related Divination
worked for the international quidditch team
Wainscott
was born before 1981
worked as a nurse at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and Wizardry under Poppy Pomfrey during the 1990s
she has no canon first name, but I usually call her Carmen Wainscott
Lucinda Thompsonicle-Pocus
designed the list for materials needed by the students
chief attendant of witchcraft provisions for hogwarts school of witchcraft and wizardry in the early 1990s
Stebbins
no canon gender
in 1976, they refused to stop writing with their quill even after the time ran out (during O.W.Ls). they got in trouble with flitwick because of it
they have no canon name, but I usually call them Alexander Stebbins and hc them as male
Camelia
was a teacher during the 1990s
possibly a member of the slug club
was murdered by an unknown deatheater after the battle of Hogwarts
after she stopped teaching, she got married
she has no canon last name, but I usually call her Camelia Solis
Patricia Rakepick
was a dark witch and a world-famous curse-breaker for gringotts wizarding bank
exceptional student, top of her class, who, regardless, was always in trouble
attended hogwarts from 1967 to 1974
was said to be friendly with the marauders and even "mentored" them in troublemaking
Olivia Gleaves
was reported missing together with her relative toby in 1997
Caspard Singleton
invented the self stirring cauldron
was born in 1959
Sturgis Podmore
member of the order of phoenix and fought in both wars
was a member of the advanced guard in 1995
was put under the imperius curse by a death to break in the department of mysteries and was sentenced to six months in azkaban for it
Tilden Toots
born 1959
worked as a famous herbologist, potioneer, and radio personality and presenter
was said to have three green thumbs due to both having a wizarding condition and radial polydactyly in his left hand
Davey Gudgeon
visited hogwarts during the early 1970s
nearly lost his eye trying to get close enough to the whomping willow to touch its trunk as part of a game. since the incident, students were forbidden to go near the tree for their own safety, and possibly for the tree's own safety as well
Florean Fortescue
died 1996
summer of 1996, he was abducted and later murdered by lord voldemort
was an expert on the subject of medieval witch-burnings
owner of florean fortescue's ice cream parlour in diagon alley
Albert Runcorn
high ranking wizarding official during the administration of pius thicknesse
he investigated alleged muggleborns and uncovered dirk cresswells muggle ancestry
might have been sent to azkaban for his war crimes against muggleborns
Mary Elizabeth Cattermole
muggleborn
unknown maiden name
was described as small with dark hair that she wore in a neat bun
she lived at 27 chislehurst gardens, great tolling, evesham with her husband and children
Reginald "Reg" Cattermole
sun in libra, moon in virgo
he had three children with mary (Maisie, Ellie, and Alfred)
lived at 27 chislehurst gardens, great tolling, evesham
Bilton Blimes
lived in the highlands of scotland in the 1980s
taken up both residence and employment in the picturesque little all-wizarding village of hogsmeade as the proprietor of zonko's joke shop
Narcissa Malfoy
born narcissa black
pureblood
born 1955
cousin of sirius and regulus, younger sister of bellatrix and andromeda, wife of lucius malfoy
was never a deatheater herself, but also believed in blood purity
slytherin
Lucius Malfoy
born 1954
slytherin
pureblood
deatheater and believed in pureblood supremacy
Thorfinn Rowle
deatheater who fought in the second war
he fought at the battle of the astronomy tower, where he accidentally killed fellow deatheater gibbon, burned rubeus hagrid's cabin, and tortured harry potter
on 1 August 1997, he tracked harry potter, ron weasley, and hermione granger to tottenham court road along with antonin dolohov disguised as construction workers, but the two death eaters were defeated and their memories were modified by hermione to cover their escape
Bellatrix Lestrange
born bellatrix black
pureblood
born 1951 and died 2 May 1998
cousin of sirius black and regulus black, older sister of andromeda tonks and narcissa malfoy
deatheater and believer of pureblood supremacy
slytherin
Zabini
mother of blaise zabini
famously beautiful and had seven husbands who died mysteriously
was known by horace slughorn, which is the reason he invited blaise into his compartment
she has no canon first name, but I usually call her Zoya Evelyn Zabini
Emma Vanity
slytherin
she was captain of the slytherin quidditch team from 1972 to 1976
Lucinda Talkalot
slytherin
she became captain of the slytherin quidditch team in 1976
Septima Vector
professor of arithmancy may have also been the advanced arithmancy studies teacher
known as really strict teacher who gives very hard homework
Evan Rosier
born between 1953-1966 and died in 1981
deatheater
pureblood
possibly related to the (female) black cousins
was killed by alastor moody
Regulus Arcturus Black
died 1979
pureblood
dratheater that turned on voldemort
little brother of sirius black, and cousin of bellatirx, narcissa and andromeda
slytherin
Dorcas Meadows
died 1981
died in the first war and was killed by voldemort himself
was a member of the order of phoenix
Glenda Chittock
born 1964
was the host of the wizarding wireless network program, witching hour. being host of this enormously famous radio program, she is featured on a chocolate frog card
Gwenog Jones
welsh
became a professional quidditch player and later achieved fame as the captain and beater of the welsh all-female quidditch team, the holyhead harpies
later, became the manager of the Welsh National Quidditch team
was the favorite student of slughorn and inducted into his club
Alecto Carrow
deatheater
sister of amycus carrow
after the fall of the ministry of magic in 1997, alecto was made professor of muggle studies; she taught the thinking that muggles are lesser than wizardkind, and likely taught the pureblood-philosophy as well
when severus snape became headmaster of hogwarts, she was appointed as deputy headmistress, alongside her brother (who was appointed as deputy headmaster)
loved to torture students that opposed her
Amycus Carrow
deatheater
brother of alecto carrow
was made DADA professor in 1997, which just became Dark Arts while he thought it
Amycus liked to cruelly punish and torture the students who opposed the new regime
Dolores Jane Umbridge
born 26 august 1961 or earlier
halfblood
slytherin
I don't have to explain her further, do I?
Arnold "Arnie" Peasegood
born 1976 or earlier
worked at the ministry of magic. by 1994, he worked in the capacity of obliviator for the accidental magic reversal squad and also as a hit wizard
Cereus Greengrass
had a blood malediction
Rodolphus Lestrange
pureblood
most likely slytherin
deatheater
Rabastian Lestrange
deatheater
pureblood
most likely slytherin
Severus Snape
needs no explanation
Mulciber Jr
was friends with snape
slytherin
deatheater
threw hexes at muggleborn students
assaulted mary mcdonald violently
has no canon first name, but I usually call him Bruce Mulciber
Avery Jr
was friends with snape
deatheater
slytherin
found it funny when mulciber tried to use dark magic on mary macdonald during the 1975-1976 school year
has no canon first name, but I usually call him Edmund Avery Junior
Wilkes
was friends with snape
deatheater
slytherin
died while trying to avoid being put in azkaban
has no canon first name, but I usually call them Juliette/Willhelm Wilkes
Rita Skeeter
didn't like bilton blimes for a prank that kept her from being able to get into the slug club
was a journalist who wrote for the sake of people reading instead of facts
could transform into a beetle (did the animagus training sometime prior to 1986)
Steve Laughalot
captain of the slytherin quidditch team from 1968 to 1972
slytherin
Florence Greengrass
bertha jorkins once caught her kissing a boy
Tamsin Hillicker
was reported missing along her relative iola
Gibbon Chavez
was a deatheater
it's unknown if he fought in the first war if he got sent to azkaban
Zamira Gulch
author who wrote "practical household magic"
also wrote for the daily prophet
D. L. Boot
went to hogwarts during the 1970s
has no canon first names, but I usually call him Douglas Lloyd Boot
Aurora Sinistra
works as astronomy teacher
her lesson are at night so she sleeps during the day
Emmeline Vance
died in 1996 during a deatheater attack
was a member of the original order of phoenix and probably fought in both wars
Sybill Trelawney
half-blood (muggle mother; wizard father)
made the prophecy about voldemort and the chosen one
she predicted that peter would escape and return to voldemort
worked as a teacher in hogwarts and was fired by umbridge
was born on march 9 in an unknown year
was engaged to a guy with the last name higglebottom but refused to take his last name so the relationship didn't last
Millecent Bagnold
ravenclaw
worked for the ministry
was elected the minister for magic of great britain in 1980
Pandora
mother of luna lovegood, wife of xenophilius lovegood
died during an experiment and luna watched
unknown maiden name
Barty Crouch Junior
deatheater
played by david tennat so obviously the most attractive man ever
received the dementors kiss on June 24th 1995
Doris Purkiss
(in 1995, during an interview) gave sirius an alibi for the night of the peter pettigrew + 12 muggle murders (she said they had a romantic dinner bc sirius= stubby boardman)
lived at number 18 Acanthia Way, Little Norton
Annalena Gleams
born annalena murk
griffindor
was a prefect
Dahlia F.
slughorn kept a picture of her in a viking maiden costume on his shelf
was a singled out member of the slugclub
apparently became an opera singer
Wendy Slinkhard
british
wrote at least 1 book
may be related to wilbert slinkhard, the author of defensive magical theory
was invited to the slugclub
slughorn kept a picture of her signing her book copy
Blossom Degrasse
famous herbologist, author, and potion master
released the book called "A Humble Guide for Potion Brewing You Cannot Live Without"
Mafalda Hopkirk
born 19 Februaryâ20 March, in or before 1973
assistant in the improper use of magic office at the ministry of magic
was incapacitated and impersonated by hermione granger
hopkirk's polyjuice potion was described as having a "pleasant heliotrope colour"
presumed that she was a kind and good-natured
E. Lima
e. lima was a wizard or witch who competed in duels. the daily prophet published a special report in 1996 about a duel between e. lima and m. mina, that was the final match of a dueling competition
has no canon first name or gender but I usually call them Estelle Lima and hc her as female
M. Mina
m. mina was a wizard or witch who competed in duels. the daily prophet published a special report in 1996 about a duel between e. lima and m. mina, that was the final match of a dueling competition
has no canon first name or gender but I usually call them Marcelina Mina and hc her as female
Verruca Buckthorn-Snyde
was a dark witch, who was a high-ranking member of a dangerous organisation known as 'R'
was also a metamorphmagus who could change her appearance at will
Villanelle
noted to be a skilled linguist
madam villanelle was a witch who worked at flourish and blotts in the 1980s and early 1990s
has no canon last name, but I usually call her Villanelle Solis
Olivia Green
ravenclaw
worked for the british ministry of magic as an unspeakable in the department of mysteries
eventually became the defense against the dark arts teacher in the 1990-1991 school year
Regulus Moonshine
developed a potion to suppress hags' normal appetite for human flesh. lost several chunks of own body while conducting the clinical trials
the daily prophet called him "professor", but it is not known if he ever taught at a wizarding school
Dirk Cresswell
mid-1990s he became head of the goblin liaison office, at the ministry of magic
fluent in Gobbledegook
a favourite student of slughorn
probably muggleborn
Augustis Pye
trainee healer at st mongo's hospital for magical maladies and injuries in the dai llewellyn ward
was interested in muggle medical practices
Bones
child of mr bones and mrs bones, sibling of amelia and edgar, and parent of susan
has no canon first name or gender but I usually call them Lucas Bones and hc them as male
#marauders#marauders era#marauders fandom#way too many characters to tag them all#barty crouch jr#regulus black#lily evans#evan rosier#pandora lovegood#pandora rosier#pandora lupin#pandora lestrange#dorcas meadows#james potter#sirius black#remus lupin#peter pettigrew#marlene mckinnon#mary mcdonald#emmeline vance#emma vanity#camren wainscott
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yall be safe out there, delulu marauder stans are at it again.*sigh* Idk why did popped up on my fyp on late June, but it did and I could have gone my whole life not seeing it, thank you algorithm đđđ
tiktok has rotten their braaains, i just saw a girl act out everyone they like jumping Severus when he called Lily a Mudblood. As if he wasn't already in an intense predicament, TO SAY THE LEAST. The comments were so out of pocket and like, how can you think like that?? Of a child?? A frictional one but y'all headcanon The Black brothers as abuse victims, (not a peep in the books nor movies) But you know who DID/WAS abused?? in CANON?? Severus effin SNAPE.
exhibit a (not crossing out their names, it was posted on the internet, it's been seen by many already)
Someone had to??? For what exactly??? oh right, "for existing"
exhibit b
Barty would most definitely participate. ABSOLUTELY, in calling Lily a MUDBLOOD BECAUSE HE WAS A DEATHEATER.
exhibit c
Severus already knows that Remus is a WEREWOLF when this incident happened. Hes lucky Severus didn't expose him in Canon after this. If he hits him, game over, Severus would not let that slide. Not again. Did we forget that Remus never participated in the bullying?? (Doesn't excuse him though, the Bystander effect exists for a REASON, he's just as guilty. THERE ARE ACTUAL REAL LIFE LAWS FOR THIS. PLUS Marauders Stans Headcanon him being like super strong, like Bella freshly turned Cullen strong, if anything Remus would be TERRIFIED in causing harm to others, ESPECIALLY when he's human. Also, Lily wouldn't " jump" Severus, maybe a slap but that would be the end of it.
exhibit d
Oh? You mean "I had a sister, a Half-Blood sister, who got jumped by Muggles to the point that she became an Obscurial and caused the death of my mother, the estranged relationship with my brother, landed my father in Azkaban, and later died in a cross-fight between said brother and lover" Dumbledore?? That Dumbledore is looking the other way???
exhibit e
Why do y'all INSIST the Marauders call Deputy Headmistress, Head of Gryffindor, Transfiguration Professor and Superior in the OoTP as "Minnie" as if it its extremely rude and unprofessional to call authority figures by a mere nickname. Put some respect on her name! She most DEFINITELY. WOULD. NOT. be playing classical music as a CHILD is getting violently assaulted.
exhibit f
Bsff, the girls wouldn't even get PASSED the stairs, let alone into the boys dorm rooms where Mulciber, Selwyn, Wilkes and EVAN. YES EVAN because he is Severus CANON FRIEND!
Also, if we're talking out of canon, Narcissa is Headgirl, good luck trying to get pass her and the Greengrass twins.
#anti marauders fandom#pro severus snape#severus snape#marauders era#snape#harry potter#james potter#sirius black#remus lupin#barty crouch jr#mulciber jr#narcissa malfoy#narcissa black#anti marauderstok#anti marauders stans#barty crouch jr is a ravenclaw#barty ravenclaw#mudblood#lily evans#bere speaks
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slytherin boys at ttpd songs - the anthology
part two of the first part featuring only the added songs from the anthology
I forgot tags im sorry!!
slytherin boys my bookcase
mattheo riddle as... the black dog
"old habits die screaming" + "And remember how my rain soaked body was shaking. Do you hate me?" + "For a cruel fraternity, I pledged, and I still mean it." + "Now I wanna sell my house and set fire to all my clothes. And hire a priest to come and exorcise my demons."
explanation - following the war, I think that mattheo would have the hardest time out of all of them. Not because of being voldemort's son (I think he's used to the looks he gets from that). I think he has the worst time because of all of them, he has mad survivor's guilt. how is it that all of those good people died, and him, pledged deatheater, got to live? on top of that, mattheo is still wrestling with the trauma that his father inflicted on him. So, when a ministry member comes to begrudgingly tell him that he's inherited an estate from his father (really an estate his father stole from one of his followers), mattheo is actually sickened. He really does not want that property and cannot stand to be in that house. (he does eventually accept it and then donate it to an orphanage for magical children. there's a hopeful part of him that thinks that if his father hadn't been treated so poorly by muggle orphanages when he was a kid that maybe he could've been a better person).
draco malfoy as... cassandra
"When it's burn the witch they're shrieking, when the truth comes out it's quiet" + "twisting all my smiles into snarls" + "they say what doesn't kill you makes you aware, what happens if it becomes who you are?" + "bloods thick but nothing like a payroll"
explanation - out of everyone in the series, explicit, canon, and otherwise, draco was the one that saw the best and the worst of both sides. when he was growing up, he was always taught the value behind being a pureblood. that it was blood purity that determined a person's worth. their value. but a lot of that changed when he started seeing the ugly sides of the malfoy family. by the time he realized that his father was little more than voldemort's lackey (and not even the most important one), it was too late. his father had already molded him. the bright and happy kid that he once was had started to sneer at all of his friends. he no longer felt like it was a service to the magical community to finger out mudbloods in his classes to his parents. afterall, he also quickly realized that his father cared far more for money and power than he ever really cared about purity. he was just a number on a payroll.
theodore nott as.... how did it end?
"and so a touch that was my birth right became foreign" + "it's happening again, the empathetic hunger descends" + "lost the game of chance, what are the chances?" + "leaving me bereft and reeling, my beloved ghost and me, sitting in a tree, d-y-i-n-g"
explanation - the sympathetic looks started when theo's mother died in fourth year, and theo decided that he absolutely hated them. He didn't want people to look at him like that, or to walk on eggshells like they were constantly in fear of saying the wrong thing. then once word got out that his father beat him, he started keeping to himself. it was easier to avoid conversation all together than to try to explain the bruises when everyone already pitied him for his mother's death. what hurt the most, was that his mother had died so unexpectedly. to a disease that killed less than 100 people a year. the odds were in her favor, and she still lost. then theo lost too. what hurt just as much, was the way that his father changed after his mother died. the way that every little thing seemed to set him on a warpath. when he was a kid, theo loved his parents, and now, it felt like when he lost his mother, his father died too. one man, two ghosts, and theo.
enzo berskhire as... the manuscript
"and the years passed like scenes of a show" + "looking backwards, might be the only way to move forward" + "and the tears fell, in synchronicity with the score, and at last, he knew what the agony had been for" + "the only thing that's left is the manuscript"
explanation - lorenzo berkshire had loved history his whole life. where his friends found the subject bore them to tears, lorenzo found it a bittersweet interest. afterall, he'd never been that good at potions, always doing something wrong, and while he could hold himself steady on a broom, he was never going to be a quidditch star. history was easy. it felt natural. to divulge in the stories of the witches and wizards before him. following the war, a lot of death eaters wanted to move past it all. they wanted to forget. but lorenzo knew that it was important. that as hard as it was and as many tears as it may cause them, that they had to understand before they could progress, and the only way to understand was to look backwards. so, he made it his personal mission in his late twenties to record. he traveled all over europe for nearly thirty years gathering stories from death eaters of all ages and backgrounds. at nearly age fifty, he published his first and only book, echoes of the damned: the untold stories of former death eaters. unfortunately, he fell ill and died before he got the chance to see the impact his words made on the wizarding world.
#slytherin boys#theodore nott#slytherin#slytherin boys x reader#draco malfoy#mattheo riddle#enzo berkshire
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Theo Nott Headcannons/Information
Information:
â˘Theo was mentioned in the Harry Potter books (The Philosopherâs Stone, Order of the Phoenix).
â˘He is only referred to as âNottâ during the sorting ceremony in book 1.
â˘He isnât mentioned until book 5 as one of the only three students in the Care of Magical Creatures class who are able to see Thestrals, meaning that he had witnessed somebody die. He supposedly found it unpleasant as he watched one eat and he wasnât fond of the creatures.
â˘His appearances in the books are described as âweedyâ and âstringyâ meaning that he is likely canonically tall and thinly built.
â˘It is unclear when he is born, but it is said that his father was an older or elderly man who had been previously involved with the Deatheater Army during the First Wizarding War.
â˘Theodore was mentioned by Hermione in 1996 as one of the group of Slytherin boys whose fathers had been outed as Deatheaters by the magazine âThe Quibblerâ. His reaction seemed to differ from his friends as his reaction was the only one which was not specifically threatening or negative, suggesting indifference.
â˘At the end of his Fifth Year, Theodore Nott Sr. was captured in the Department of Mysteries as a member of Deatheater forces who participated in a raid of the Department and was exposed as an escaped Deatheater.
â˘With his father in Azkaban and his mother seemingly dead, it is unspecified who cared for Theodore during the summer holidays.
â˘In sixth year, Theodore was not asked to attend the Slug Club due to his fathers involvement with the Dark Lord, this is because of Professor Slughorns inquiry about Theoâs family from Blaine Zabini, who was later invited to the Club.
â˘Theodore was one of the few students who progressed to N.E.W.T level Potions. They seemed to poke fun of Hermiones Blood-Status and were skeptical of the effects of Amorentia.
â˘He attended his Seventh year at Hogwarts and was treated well due to his Blood Status.
â˘At the Battle of Hogwarts, it is unclear whether he joined Voldemorts side or Evacuated, but since he is not shown or mentioned defecting to the Deatheaters before the Battle, we can assume that he didnât end up fighting with the Deatheaters.
â˘It is also mentioned that he was later taken into custody for owning illegal Timeturners. We can infer from this that he could possibly have made them with dark magic, or he bought them for a hefty price. (Said in TCC, so possibly not Canon).
â˘Theo is mentioned to be very intelligent, but more of a Loner, since he didnât participate in many groups like the one led by Draco Malfoy.
Headcannons:
â˘Theodore watched his mother die when he was young, leaving him in the sole care of his father, who was a cold and bitter man.
â˘Theo didnât have many friends when he was younger except for Draco Malfoy, but he opened up slightly more at Hogwarts, though he still liked his alone time.
â˘He had a set path for him created by his father. He was supposed to work in the ministry and provide for a family, but Theo wanted to be a Potioneer like his uncle and much of his other family on his motherâs side.
â˘Theoâs mother left all of her belongings to him, and made sure that his father wouldnât be able to take possession of any of it. In his inheritance, he gained a large portion of money and an estate in rural Italy.
â˘His mother was from Florence, Italy and was married to his father through an arranged marriage, where she suffered abuse from Theodore Nott Sr. She died slowly due to a failed suicide attempt.
â˘Theodore had trouble connecting with people because of his parentâs relationship and the things that heâd witnessed in his childhood. He feared becoming his father more than anything, so he did all that he could to prevent it from happening.
â˘Heâd never had a real relationship and never would despite how many girls heâd slept with. He didnât want a commitment.
â˘Despite how quiet he was, Theo was a very funny person and to his friends, he was often the life of the party
â˘Theo was prone to addiction and often used unhealthy coping mechanisms like smoking, drinking and drug use, though he only took drugs at parties.
â˘Much like Draco, Theo took the Dark Mark as a punishment for his fatherâs mistakes, not out of willingness. He received it a week after his fifteenth birthday and struggled to adjust.
â˘He was 6â2â feet tall
â˘He tanned very nicely in the summer, leaving him with smooth, olive skin just like his motherâs.
â˘During the Battle of Hogwarts, Theo ran away with Blaise Zabini, purely because he wanted to avoid fighting people that heâd previously called friends.
â˘As his life went on, Theo learned from his mistakes and prejudices and slowly but surely became a better person. He was clean by the time he was 20.
â˘As a request from the Dark Lord, Theo created a Timeturner for him. But since heâd learned how to do it, he created more and gifted one to the Malfoy Family and kept one for himself. He didnât use it to change the past, but heâd travel back to his old house to watch his past, specifically, to watch his mother, trying to piece together parts of her life and his. It was the only way of truly knowing and remembering her because he was so young when she died.
â˘Theo died before he turned 30, ending the Nott family line. Heâd died alone after taking his own life to avoid being sent to Azkaban for his possession of illegal Timeturners.
â˘He lived a life of longing for love without receiving it. Secretly, he wished for a loving relationship and a family, but he didnât want to repeat the cycle of abuse that he was trapped in. He felt that his family line didnât deserve to be continued, he felt that he was atoning for their sins by ending it.
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best hp fic trope is when harry accidentally travels to a different dimension where instead of his parents dying in 1981, itâs him. imagine all the angst, confusion and conflict it would cause for james and lily to see the son they never got to watch grow up appear out of thin air. except it couldnât possibly be harry, cause he had died, they were there to see his small lifeless body laying in his crib. so instead they assume heâs a deatheater masquerading as their son and it spikes a deep ferocious anger from both james and lily.
but then they meet harry. after some time, they come to the gradual realisation that this was not a fake nor an impostor. that, somehow, their actual son had resurrected from the dead.
#harry potter#hp#marauders#james potter#lily evans#time travel#yes this was inspired by a fic that hasnât been update since oct 2023#no im not okay#jily#ao3
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Remus lost Sirius twice and wasn't able to grieve proerly either times. First, he thought Sirus bettayed everyone and killed their friends. And when he lost him again, he couldn't even show his grief properly. To the world, Sirius died ages ago, a traitor, a killer, a deatheater.
And anyway, it's not like there was anyone left to whom he could've talk to
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i love black brothers angst like what do you mean Sirius pretty much raised Regulus but had to leave him behind in order to survive. leaving regulus alone in an abusive household where he will do anything he can to get even a little bit of approval but will never get any. regulus who has never had a support system other than Sirius who had been pulling away for years. Sirius who watched his brother be the perfect little pureblood for the hope his parents will love him and only seeing another version of their parents. Regulus who most likely couldn't fully understand why Sirius would leave cause surely all parents are like this, the potter's can't be that much better so obviously Sirius is just leaving to be with his "new" brother. Sirius who assumes Regulus has realized the horrible nature of the parents because he did soon after getting to Hogwarts, but not knowing that the Slytherins don't tend to have good home lives so how could regulus learn that the house of black isn't a home of love. regulus who only learnt the truth once leaving school and serving the dark lord full time. Sirius who knows his brother is a deatheater and died before he could learn that regulus betrayed Voldemort. regulus who knowingly went to die a horrific death to do ONE good thing in his life.
uh I love them your honor
#black brothers#they make me so sad#regulus black#sirius black#regulus and sirius#dead gay wizards from the 70s#marauders#dead gay wizards#regulus deserved better#sirius and regulus
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