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ghosty-bees · 2 years

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ok but have you considered kim "awful vision made him more tactile" kitsuragi and harrier "hasn't had gentle and positive touch in over a decade" du bois. have you.

#this is not very good #but please consider #disco elysium #kim kitsuragi #harrier du bois #harry du bois #kimharry #harrykim #art bad but hear me out anyways #ghosty doodles

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neatnete · 2 months

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#ok well tumblr did in fact nuke the censored version so i am settling for a crop instead #my art #svsss #svsss fanart #mxtx svsss #luo binghe #luo bingmei #luo bingge #bingcest #anyway something something youre the protag of a stallion harem and you find out an au version of yourself sucks at sex #and so you decide to take matters into your own hands #please hear me out i am yelling into a void. more bingcest. i need it so so bad.#anyway uncensored uncropped full is on my twt under the same username

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xxcherrycherixx · 11 months

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she dressed to take blondie to the diner later

maybe they can share a milkshake 👀

#ever after high #c.a cupid #btw operetta totes taught her how to do perfect victory rolls when she still went to monster high #idk why i want 50's heartlockes so bad but i do #ok hear me out #grease/ but heartlockes style #i dont even remember grease that well but im suggesting it anyway #specifically for blondie to sing hopelessly devoted to you #also blondie in the black sandy outfit OUGH SHE DESERVES IT #cupid gets to be a girl street racer <3 what a queen! her car is in fact hot pink babyy #my art

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ailius-suffers-through-art · 1 year

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i keep making animations with bipper...

help please

#look at me being productive #isnt it cute?#you bet your asses it wont last long though #anyways bipper is a whole skrumblo and i will not hear otherwise #why is bill in dipper's body so fun??#SBSVHAV JUST REALIZED HOW BAD THAT LAST TAG SOUNDS OUT OF CONTEXT #original art #gravity falls #bipper #dipper pines #gf art #bill cipher #ignore the fact that im procrastinating on like 20 projects + school stuff + asks #we dont talk about my work ethic

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bacchuschucklefuck · 4 months

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laying here spinning in my head 1/adaine's new gf meets riz for the first time fic or 2/riz and baron fake dating for event thing fic maybe I just wanna think abt future stuff for my guy. just pure thinkin bout him chillin kickin ass

#not art #just realized Ive been typing on this document for an hour already lmao #adaines new gf is a warforged archival worker btw. she just appeared in my brain unprompted #I just think itd be funny for adaine's gf to have met and hung out with everyone in the party Except for riz #and riz seems normal and boring from what shes seen of him but every story she hears abt him is like #fully insane. and then she meets him and hes solidly both #I just think. a fic abt how every bad kid partner also immediately becomes a honorary proxy bad kid would be #good for riz's nerves eventually he realizes that like oh when my friends date that just means more friends for me #baron Is in riz's office throughout this fic however. thats my vision #the riz baron fake dating fic is fully it just idea rn but I think itd be fun to see #riz accepting his fear and then immediately weaponizing it #goes to an event where the people there supposedly hate his guts no matter how hard he conforms #and then slowly unleashing baron upon them #a bit too high concept for my brain atm but perhaps. eventually. itll get written #the first one is like 1k+ in already lmao. sometimes I do a little writing #eh. its for fun anyways I get at this when I want to. we'll see! for now. beautiful vision in my mind

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identityquest · 6 months

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lizzie get two wolves 👍

#strato.txt #oil painting #wip #im worried ive unbalanced the composition w the second one on the right tho... its so much closer to the edge #ugh whatever. aunt lizzie is the focus here #i wish i knew what she actually looked like this is just cobbled together from general features of my family #solid build... dark curly hair... bigass ears. she could be one of my cousins. she could be me #ok rq im gonna lay out the story in the tags for anyone who hasnt seen the previous lizzie art #my great-something aunt lizzie was disabled and couldnt walk very well and she died young #she wanted to see the second floor of the farm house real bad but no one ever carried her up there and she died before seeing it #they buried her in a long white dress somewhere down at the creek. we dont know where her graves lost unfortunately #the night she was buried something wearing a white dress walked into the house and up the stairs and disappeared #and sometimes you can hear her down around the creek screaming #somewhere along the line wolves got mixed into the imagery for me #my uncle told me a story about another 'white thing' that was wolfish and would jump on cars #so i just assumed lizzie was a werewolf my whole life #anyways. i think her staying after she died was a manifestation of her desire for autonomy. maybe #maybe if shed had modern accommodations she wouldnt have felt the need to stick around. or maybe she would have idk #either way i think death afforded her control over her own desires in a way she hadnt experienced before #and i think thats why she still hangs around the creek #i hope she would like this. maybe ill take it down there and leave it out for a night when its finished so she can see

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nomairuins · 26 days

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i like overthink everything now it makes me feel so dumb. i used 2 be able to just talk 2 ppl but nowadays every single thing im like Is that actually going to make them hate me. Yes probably. and then i just dont respond which makes ppl hate me. this is how it is

#ive been overthinking 1 light and casual mildly funny response to something but im worried itll come off as disrespectful and dismissive And #make me seem stupid and uncaring all at the same time. and also be seen as insulting. but like idt itd be insulting right like. im not #saying what it is so ig for all you guys know im like I mean if i say All your shit suck ball and i hateit kys. <- thats not the thing i was #going to say #like it doesnt matter now the window for response is closed now but i feel stupid bc i shouldve just said it it was light and casual. im so #bad at keeping convos gojng im convinced im not going to survive. In like a light and casual way like in a He will not make it through the #winter joke way. dw. im not going to do anything bc i had One failed interaction. if i was going to do anythjng itd be bc of the 8000000 #other failed interactions. But im not. anyways. it just makes me feel so useless 😭 like i want to respond i want to talk to ppl so bad but #i feel like i mess things up Irreparably every time i speak OR i take too LONG overthinking my response and then i just cant respond bc its #been too long and then its been 3 years and the only messages ive ever sent r my intro message and 1 message 2 years ago that nobody #responded to at all. or the conversation stopped immediately after. and like i used to be better at this i was lkke. talkative in a couple #muts servers like. i talked 2 ppl daily in those servers and i had fun and like. I was an important part of the group and i felt like it #but i just feel like such an outsider for Everything and its literally my fault bc i cant just like. Talk. The explosion. bc im always like #im gonna try im gonna do it this time im gonna get it back im going to finally be Good connor and im going to fix it all and make a Good #solid friend group and ill find HEALTHY LOVE and i wont selfsabotage and ill move out and have a job and ill balance it well and ill start #all my hobbies and ill have a great routine and be so loveable and on top of it and not stressed and content and happy and roll with the #punches and then theres a single hiccup and im like Well fuckinf whatever im going to be an unemployed hermit forever and im going to die b4 #im 25 anyways so Who cares and also im digging a little hole for myself. and its like. AUGHH ik i just have to persevere and overcome but #even saying that feels so stupid its not fucking hard its Talking to ppl. like. i literally if ive ever said a word to you i had to think #avt it and strategize how to respond right even for like. like. it makes it sound like its not genuine it is #like for example i want to say hey i love your art! but then i freak out and im like thats not normal thats like a rly generic comment they #hear that all the time theyll thjnk im being polite and my brains like hrmmm rewrite Your art changed my life. It shaped me. Ill never be #the same. Nad im like ok too far overcorrected go back and the sentence generator is like Your art has colors 💯 like. GOD. WHY IS IT SO #difficult. and then usually i either just dont say anythinf and feel awful abt it 4ever OR i send it on anon and then i spend like 15 #minutes ibsessively slightly tweaking the apelling and capitalization and punctuation to make sure it doesnt seem like its me just in case #it Is the worst possible thing to say but then i see the response and itll be like AWWW TYSM :] THIS MEANS A LOT or whathaveyou and i feel #stupid bc i couldve just Told them this to their face and it wouldve been a good positive interaction we had. but instead i had 2 hide and #tyoe entirely differently so they couldnt sniff me from my typing style. and it soesnt even feel like the thanks is actually 4 me bc i #tweaked the message sm. and it still makes me happy that the oersons hapoy but its like. that couldve been a nice mutual interaction #like not that i need a personal ty i compliment ppl when i Want to compliment ppl and when its genuine yk. i dont do it so i get mutualpoint

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blujayonthewing · 4 months

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hands down the worst thing about being an artist is other people constantly going 'I'm not gonna bother doing this fun rewarding thing-- least of all with you-- because you are so much better at it that it ruins it for me'

#I get feeling this way and it's hard not to feel this way #but it's also hard feeling like doing the thing you love makes everyone else feel really bad about themselves #in a perfect world me doing art would encourage everyone to do more art because it's fun and feels good #but no one wants to hear 'everyone can do it! it doesn't matter what your skill level is it's still good for you and fun and rewarding!'#from someone who's like... already (relatively) good at the thing #EVEN THOUGH IT'S TRUE. EVEN THOUGH I REALLY BELIEVE THAT!!#anyway this isn't even ABOUT 'making good art' it's a cute couple's activity that sounds fun #but if one person IS a professional painter then of course it can't help but also be about Making Good Art when one person can #and it sucks. cause like. man. that does sound cute. that does sound fun! but john won't get to do it #and I also wouldn't get to do something like this because I'm Too Good which ruins things for everyone else #just bums me out. people just can't help looking at creative hobbies and going 'oh I could never do that [clearly feels bad about it]'#.... oh. well... that's not really true and I hate that you feel that way. I'm sorry for putting a little damper on your day. I guess #posts from facebook #irl frens #(and family)#about me

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theunconcernedembalmer · 11 months

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idk how long my laptop will survive seeing as i hardly use it anymore so anyway here's an abandoned project from a couple of years ago where i ambitiously tried to make an rpg with the yokai outfits. here are some sprites i made

#identity v #aesop carl #identity v embalmer #joseph desaulnier #identity v photographer #tracy reznik #identity v mechanic #this is a part 1 i have more. but its not enough for an entire game #i had a couple of glaring plotholed i couldnt resolve #n tbh by the time i got to the other sprites i didnt like the way aesop n joseph turned out cos i did them first #i also meant to shade them but i couldnt get around to it. i think the flats are nicer but i also feel like i should shade #project death by perfectionism. if anyone wants to hear more im more than happy to share about this #i could probably dig up the docs somewhere. i dont have the time or energy to make a full blown game #i am so bad at coding #also shoutout n apology to ish aka azzy mun cos she offered to help with this #but i disappointed both her and myself by not having anything very concrete. im sorry ish but also thank u for the help #anyway seeing as the blog is slowly dying due to lack of asks n interactions n also my full time job that hates me #i might as well dump these here for archive sake #unconcerned art #part 2 coming soon

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pa-pa-plasma · 2 months

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I don't think people who don't write can understand how frustrating & utterly depressing it is to see the entire world focus solely on making things look good visually (as opposed to making them actually good generally). entire series have been ruined for me because it is such an obvious cashgrab but everyone will buy the shit out of it, no matter the price, simply because it looks pretty. is there a plot? character development? a coherent timeline? did the creators even care? fuck no! but look how nice these reused assets look in ultra high def! fuck off

#i'm both an artist & a writer so i get that art is in a bad place right now but writing is also an art & less visible #so i feel like it's the canary in a coal mine of art #''the CGI is so bad!!!'' yeah that's actually just the predictable result of shit getting cheaper #how was it predictable? the writing was shit & getting shittier the whole time #you only started to notice how little the artists are being paid once it was literally right in front of your face in the most obvious way #anyways i'm gonna call this shit out directly: HTTYD & TotK #''whaaaaat'' i hear you gasping because criticizing those two series is like a death sentence #HTTYD 2 & 3 n TotK & even BotW are soooo shitty it actively makes me so fucking mad #especially when people are gushing over them #no! they're not good!! they just LOOK pretty!!!!! learn the fucking difference!!!!!!!!!!!!

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tv1xx · 9 months

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I was drawing a ton of Cecil last night and this morning before class I decided to to draw with him with hair (no scar / scar). HE IS SO FINE EVERYONE ELSE THINKS IM CRAZY FOR CRUSHING ON HIM BUT LOOK AT MY VISIONNNNNN. (SLAMS APPLE PENCIL DOWN) also i got new Apple Pencil tips and they work so well and make it easier for me to sketch,,,,

Anyways i have class soon,,, its windy and cold and snowy but my prof said screw you guys, hike to class (literally my school is ON A HILL,,,) Hope you guys enjoy and wish me luck on my first day back to class :3

ALSO SOMEONE MADE A VERSION WHERE HE HAD HAIR AND IDK WHO TO CREDIT SO PLS FORGIVE ME I FORGOT… I DREW THIS FROM INSPIRATION FROM THAT EDIT SO THANK YOU FOR MAKING THAT,,,, ANYWAYS BYE YALL *runs*

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crybabybat · 14 days

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I need 8 tattoos IMMEDIATELY

#I miss getting tattooed every 4 months!! I haven’t been able to afford it in a year now 😔#hear me out I wanna get:#-forearm piece from my fav artist. probably a bat (would have to travel this one)#-additions to the bat leg sleeve including a cute little floral piece and maybe a big woodcut style piece coming up to my hip #-a piece or two filling out the space on my left arm. maybe a critter skull? maybe some creepy flowers or plants?#-something on my torso. anything at all #-strawberries… somewhere…#and after I’ve had top surgery I’m gonna get a bat on my chest and something on my stomach #I need neck tats eventually too #might hold off on shoulders until my collar is done #space and all #anyways. my skin is supposed to be a work of art I fucking crave it so bad #maybe this is why I’ve been so set on burning the stars and dots into myself lmao #craving the permanent pretty markings #let me Be Art #batty posts

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l0rd-0f-c0ws · 20 days

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I frequently feel completely isolated no matter how much I talk to people. So that's fun

#sorry if anyone sees these im tired of using my personal discord servet to vent. i always spiral too much #anyways i have an idea for a good poem to write for class because of recent events #ughhhh idk i just wish i wasnt so annoying about asking if i can open ip to people #or if someone would just ask if i was okay. i mean actually id probably lie i am not actually good at being open.#but like hey idk it feels nice to feel like people genuinely want to know #ughhhhfhfhf i do this to myself sometimes JSHSJSKDJDJD #welp its just how life goes. i feel lonely all the time and i soldier on #surely helping the next person will make me feel better! nope. surely helping yhis next person will make me feel better! nope. surely-#tgats me. thats what i sound like #yeah idk it feels like everyone is going through something worse than me so itd be a moral failing on my part #to ask them if i could just like. feel bad. noticeably #not even talk about it just look down and out of it for a day #yknow i emailed one of my teachers asking permission to go by a new preferred name #this is at like. a massive very queer and trans art school.#and i asked him permission to do this #and i was joking with my friends about how pathetic i sounded in it #and one of them patted me on the head and said “there there buddy” like very jokingly #but i almost cried because thats the first time in so long someone has like. really tried to comfort me #or shown me much physical affection #my mom gives me hugs and stuff but thats always about her. i dont blame her shes got a lot of stuff going on #but idk its really selfish of me but i just wanna have people see me and feel bad for me and it be about my pain for a little while #ill get over it im just being a teenager but shit god fucking damnit #i just want a break from feeling like my world is falling apart #then getting some footing #then it falling apart again #okay i feel a bit better now better stop the complain train JDJDJSKSJD #hey why do i never hear that it rhymes and everything thays so good #damn i gotta use that more #welp weve reached our stop sorry if anyone ever read thjs. hope you have a nice day tho lol

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qqqqqqqqqqq0 · 2 months

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i've been having some trouble falling asleep lately

#art #i'll be yapping in the tags #its not that im depressed or anything. it is the opposite actually #ive been using this medicine for quite some time. and it made all my negative emotions disappear #“oh wow huh but isnt it great you don't feel bad anymore”. this is the same thing my psychiatrist told me when we were discussing this topic #in hindsight it was kinda silly of her to say. i can't believe i pay a ridiculous amount of money per session just to hear shit like that #but she's cute and im a pathetic homosexual who'll seethe at the sight of other specialists like a beaten dog so I will let it slide i guess #we see each other twice a year anyway and all i need from her is the prescription for happy pills. anyway the happypillen #i would fight god if it means i can use stertraline for the rest of my life. thanks to it i can and i do live #but I don't really feel like myself anymore. do you get what i mean #the things that have been giving me anxiety attacks or flashbacks not so long ago? i feel almost nothing about it at this momet #it still haunts me to this day but the intensity of my feelings and emotions does not reach even 1/5 of what it was before #i do not want to disclose more specific topics so i will use a simple example. i used to be afraid of dogs #the fear was so severe that the mere sight of the tiniest little barfing creature was enough for me to freeze #now i can pass one without any problem. the fear i feel today is nothing more than a shadow of bygone times (something i do out of habit)#but i guess this example is not objective enough since my close irl friend has a dog that i became fond of #im still pretty sure this dog of her is capable of biting my ass off if necessary but im not afraid of it #because fear is not an option in this brain of mine at this moment #i don't feel any anxiety sadness or anger anymore. even if something close to it begins to rise in me it shuns down within a few minutes #i can't even cry. i am craving emotions that i was so eagerly trying to dispose of back then #i feel the most mentally stable I have ever been and at the same time i feel pretty much dead.#perhaps i just got used to the fact that sorrow accompanied me for a very long time and i should learn to live without it #perhaps sorrow is just as important as happiness and its absence is a mere side effect of the happy pills #and i have to put up with it in order to have a functional brain #perhaps we people are never happy with what we have in our hands. also i hate drawing #one's can tell since the picture i attached is raw as fuck #but even despite my praised mental stability if i were to stay alone with it even for a minute longer i would go insane #next time i will draw something lighter and cuter. like my favorite kpop boy or fortnite. maybe in the next century #thanks for coming to my tedtalk. bye #i made a typo in the word “sertraline” but im too lazy to fix it i would fight god for you but i will not do this im sorry zoloft

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carpisuns · 1 year

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i love your art! it always brings a smile to my face <3

oh this is so kind 🥺🥺🥺 thank you so much!!

#this was so nice bc I have been really struggling with my art lately #and it’s been hard to make things turn out the way I want and I keep getting frustrated and not liking it #so yeah this is just nice to hear<3 #also it’s just. idk when people say this to me I’m like ??? really ?? 🥺#cause there are so many really cool art styles/artists out there and my stuff to me is not very standout #I mean I have a good time making things and I’m glad other people like the things I make #I just assume it’s like ‘oh yay my blorbo!!’ rather than like my style specifically haha #which is fine!! like obviously I love my blorbos and I get excited seeing them djdjdj #and I don’t necessarily feel *bad* about having an art style that is less flavorful than others #I like my style (usually haha)#but still it just makes me like !! when someone like my art specifically idk!#it feels special to me #like if the style is nothing to write home about and some people still write home about it djjdd im jusf<3 Aw thanks for including me.#thanks for thinking of me #it’s meaningful to me to know I hold space in people’s thoughts #anyway I’m glad I could make u smile anon 🥺 this made ME smile #and sorry for the uncomfortable tag rambling I’ve been weirdly emotional the past few days most like due to shark week #werewolf time if you will #lmao #anon #ask #nice things

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prettyflyshyguy · 6 months

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Thinking about how genuinely terrifying Sam was during his brief possession incident and how robbed I feel because he could have just gone bad instead - tied directly into his apparent destiny and it would link up much better with the world's opinions of him - specifically the way Gordon describes him in S2.

Like ok hear me out. What if this wasn't a demon, it was just who he was intended to become. Some of the other psychics went bad, or had the possibility to. Sure there's a degree of power corrupts in some of their narratives (guy with pursuasion level 100 became a toxic, awfull person) and some of the others were implied they might get worse over time but they were at their core good people, but what if that power isn't just what you were bestowed and instead was a higher force that influenced you too. The yellow eyed demon was already fucking with them directly in dreams, haunting them, so why couldn't it be poisoning Sam's mind too. Direct possession takes away the "oh god I killed that guy" but I think it's a far more compelling narrative if it was something else that was negatively influencing him. Something he had to fight back against. Something demonic, yes, but something he could push and hold down and exert controll over and over time fully overcome. The devil made me do it vs the devil swung me around like a little puppet on strings.

Something something "choosing to be good" - there's a quote about it I can't remember. Not all monsters are black and white. That werewolf didn't know she was hurting people, she had no controll over it, does she then deserve death? Who can reasonably decide that for her?

Reject destiny, reject the path you were told you will walk, bite the hand that feeds and chew it till it bleeds because you're taking back what you lost.

Plus it then forces them to reconcile with their misconceptions about what constitutes good and evil.

It all comes back to controll and feeling like you have none. One too many people tell you that you WILL become bad and you start to believe it. You stop fighting for that controll. You think it's futile. Dean thinks that's bullshit, and in this essay I will--

#supernatural #not art #THOUGHTS AND OPINIONS..........#hear me out pls #theres something to this #you get a great parrallel betwwwn deans aggressive “what dad wanted us to do” attitude that often overrides pther thought #and sams “this is just who i am. its my trye nature” nihilism over feeling like wlhe cant escape it #his mum and girlfriend died infront of him the same way and he carries that guilt #tired: a demon possessed me #wired: im becoming bad but my stupid stubborn brother said NO and now somehow hes my grounding rock #dean can no longer take the moral fall for sam anymore too #anyway thanks for coming to my ted talk

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