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Damn, these bitches in love…good for them though, good for them….
#i literally can’t draw selfship art without making it a meme#like it HAS to be funny 95% of the time#still cute as hell though got me blushing and shit#killer is third wheeling but hes happy about it surprisingly enough#also I desperately tried to not put a lot of effort into this because I overdo it#like I be wantin to make a little meme doodle and end up putting 10+ hours into it#so i told myself NO WE ARE NOT FULLY SHADING THIS PIECE IN ACCORDANCE TO THE PICTURE I USED#like maybe I’ll do that later but this is fine for now#anyways i love kid with my whole heart#we’re married and that’s final#took me about 2 guns to his head to convince him to do it but its fine#thats my man <3#eustass kid#one piece#selfship#kid pirates
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happy valentines 👍 day
#figayda#fig x ayda#fig faeth#figueroth faeth#ayda augefort#fantasy high#dimension 20#d20#putting this up on top rest of the tags are just me talking ok#shout out to fig for being the only bad kid to stay together with their girlfriend post-fhsy. DESERVED.#scribbling poltergeist#junior's magic paintbrush#alt verison of the text couldve been want to be my crab queen but I only just thought of that now and I'm not changing it. SAD!#had sooooo many ideas for this drawing I had very cute sketch Hi everyone whos new to my blog btw I talk a lot in tags anyways I had a cute#sketch that was like. a card that Ayda was sitting at the top and fig was at the bottom and in the middle was a heart with clock hands and#shit. and ayda was sending down a uhhhh a heart that as it went down the page it aged. and fig caught it. bc ayda sending love letters#through time is my favorite thing in the whoooole world.#also had an idea because i just finished that season to have a traditional valentines card with cody that was like#“are you satan bc ive been waiting for you my whole life” bc he says that in the uh. first ep I think. anyways that be a great card I just#didnt haev the time. sad! i started drawing this on the 12th i had Zero time for anything else#wow i talked a lot tee hee ^_^ its ok because im special.
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Jackie died. Jackie died and I'm devastated. I will never be the same person again
#I had to pause the game to bawl my eyes out#I WAS SO INVESTED IN HIM ARE YOU KIDDING ME#I think I get what you're trying to say to me game. is it worth it to put yourself in danger#and destroy yourself for a chance at a fame that you probably won't even get to enjoy#because you won't be there to see it?#is it worth it to break the hearts of the people you love in this pursuit? the people who'll grieve you?#I mean it's part of the first question that dex asks you when this whole thing starts and the last thing he says to you is also about that#about whether you wanna live a peaceful life or. go out like this#I get that. if that's what it's going for I get that. it gets the point across I'm not angry. but also#THAT WAS MY FRIEND#JACKIE MY FRIEND JACKIE 😭#WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE DIED OF BLOOD LOSS THIS IS BULLSHIT#I'm never getting over this#sleep.txt#cp2077#jackie welles#OK OK HOLD ON I have more to say. I wanna expand on that jdjfkdkf bc I have Thoughts. especially playing corpo v like#I think the whole thing hit me even harder as corpo bc you get to see a sort of parallel situation with your v#where you had all this renown and respect but it came at a great cost. so great it nearly killed you#and then you go through that again and now you're dying and your friend is dead#and it's all in the pursuit of fame and money#that scene in the car when they're heading for the hotel reminded me so much of that initial scene with v#when you get in your fancy car and sip your fancy champagne#and like 10 minutes later nearly get killed by people from arasaka#I think there might be a point to be made there. about jackie heading towards the same kind of life just with a different coat of paint#being seduced by the same things we were seduced by while accepting the cost without fully understanding it#and then when you're faced with it it's. well it's heartbreaking and life ending#self destruction in the pursuit of something that makes you wonder if it was even all that worth it to begin with#viktor vektor is probably the happiest person I've met so far and that's saying something#anyway rant over. ty for your time I'm gonna go cry over jackie in the corner excuse me
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Babygirl I can concieve of stephcass dynamics you couldn't even imagine (arospec Cass not understanding why "probably bi but has a job so she doesn't have time to think about that" Steph apparently needs a man (she doesn't, it would just be nice) and doesn't want to platonically settle down with cass in their old age)
#ramblings of a lunatic#dc comics#stephcass#another sure to be no-notes banger#anyway I think steph and cass are both very. meh on labels#like i said Steph has a job (in my heart it's retail or like a fast food joint or something but in canon its just being batgirl/spoiler)#so she's not thinking about that rn#and cass was raised so outside of conventional society that she. technically understands why ppl want labels for things#but when you grow up in essentially a few rooms with just you and one other guy 90% of the time it just feels unnecessary in her heart#likewise she was raised so far from conventional romance and has such strong emotions about those she cares about#that she's just. not that interested in delineating romantic vs platonic feelings. She Likes You. Deal w/ it#steph on the other hand. oh boy steph#I'm not gonna say comphet I genuinely think she was deeply madly in love w/ tim and that's important to her character#but at the same time she's so. she's so#steph puts a lot of stock in her romantic relationships bc shes on a perpetual quest for connection and to be seen and appreciated#but. at the same time. she resents that part of her i think (at least early spoiler characterization does?-#-local girl desperately wants your approval and would rather be waterboarded than admit that to herself bc that's embarrassing)#so she's just kinda. acting like she's in it for the fun of it but that girl is searching for a soulmate#i genuinely think pre break-up she thought tim was the guy she was gonna marry. not consciously but if it were anyone it'd be him#and the whole ''married with kids'' thing IS something i think she wants. not every female character wants to be married/a mom#but Stephanie does imo#(also lets not even get into how much her breakup with tim SHOULD'VE effected her considering how it went down-#-and how that was never really gone into besides being hinted at in batgirls and kinda. dismissed in Tim's pride special-#-like on the one hand i get it bc of optics but on the other hands. he's really important to her! this should make her so much more upset!!#ahem. anyway#I'm not even the worlds biggest tim/stephanie guy i just think they're inch resting#and Cass. is close w/ Tim and Steph and should Get all of this since she's so adept at reading ppl#but like I said she's bad at categorizing platonic/romantic feelings in herself and doesn't totally Get it w/ steph#i should just write fic about this at this point these tags are too much
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STRAY KIDS 5TH ANNIVERSARY EVENT HYUNJIN ♡ ARTIST OF THE MONTH? MORE LIKE ARTIST OF THE LIFE AMIRITE DAY — insp. one, two & template
#stayblrskzanniv#bystay#boyidoledit#ultkpopnetwork#malegroupsnet#dancerachasource#stray kids#hyunjin#skz#hwang hyunjin#wish there was a better clip of him throwing hearts#he does it so much#anyway i love him with my whole heart
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i know it came out a few years too late for tough and sweet, but i'm currently thinking about john and gale fucking in gale's truck with sex on fire playing on the radio 👍🏻 some quiet country road, windows rolled down because it's too hot to deal with them fogging up, muggy summer air, clothes half–off, hands sliding on sweat–slick skin, etc
#tough and sweet fic#oh god or with crawl or i want you playing on the radio. yeah that would be hot. or just that whole album playing on cd tbh#i'm probs the only one paying attention to when music released when i'm including songs but. i'm having fun making it accurate#i love that i can canonically make KoL one of john's fave bands tho. good ol' early 2000s <3 projecting my fave bands onto him#i think john's faves are KoL and the killers. curt's are green day and fob and mcr yk he's an emo kid at heart still.#and i think gale rly digs 80s music obvs and folksy stuff but he also loves KoL and john's thrilled they can bond over that#gale taking john to a festival that they're playing at and hoisting john up onto his shoulders during his fave song <33#also i'm literally gonna make playlists for each character atp i wanna sus out what their fave playlists would look like lol#sry i just opened my eyes. anyway back into the ch4 doc i'm almost doneee YIPPIE
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r u the grew up poor never being able to buy the little things in life u always wanted as a kid so now u buy whatever little thing u want as an adult and struggle with saving for the big mandatory thing,
or the grew up poor never being able to buy the little things in life u always wanted as a kid so now u just never buy anything small bcs u had to learn to live without it and constantly try to save for the next big thing in 500 yrs
#everyones been asking what i wanted for my bday and i always say nothing#like i hate the feeling of getting somebody smthing just to get them smthing like personally#it needs to come from the heart for me. if it's for smthing big like a bday#now like getting someone a coffee judt to get them one on a random day is dif bcs it's just smthin random on a random day i can understand#but idk like as a kid into adulthood the only bday my relatives / guardians have ever celebrated was my adopted brother's n my dad's#the dad bcs hes a hyperconservative dictator lol n the older adopted bro is cus hes got higher needs#so everybody gets more money taking care of him n stuff so u gotta act like u care abt him according to the guardians#but like i never even knew bdays were that big to people. like i mean i know OTHER PEOPLES bdays are big to them#i find ppl who rlly love their bdays to be rlly cute. like i dont think theyre selfish or make fun of em cus theyre judt having fun#n like u only get one x yr bday so have fun with it!!#but for ME? my bday was never anything special n i dont think it is now#everybody feels bad or smthing for me or for not getting me nothing today but it's like?? this is the norm??? im cool with it#ive been thinking abt other stuff like i just dont have time to think abt the pleasures rn. i have to double on the pain or smthing#like my friends always laugh abt how i dont drink coffee/tea or alcohol bcs u cant be in the medical field without a lil smn smn#& it's like idk ! i like ppl that do do that kinda stuff but like! i never grew up with that & it just feels odd to do it now kinda thing#idk im very cheap but also i will use the fact that im cheap on the small stuff to justify wanting to make a big purchase#i have a weird relationship with buying things for myself vs for others like 4 others i will buy watever u want bro#sugar papi ted#hey heres this idk insert raccoon bracelet bcs u like raccoons n love wearing bracelets so i thot of u n bought it#but if i buy smthing for me it has to have a dual purpose or smthing#i got to have a free dessert today n chose the churros over the tres leches cake slicr cus u can judt make the cake#but i dont own a deep fryer so i cant make churros n storebought churros just arent the same#like im just always idk comparing or needing to know the use of things yanno#if i do smthing. i have to see it thru. & it has to have multi purpose#i mean just look at my username jrue ships or jrue's hips like#im unwell when it comes to that#idk is anyone else like this#anyways yea this whole new thing of getting stuff on one day is hard for me like it just never matches up with my time#of course ill see stuff id like to have but like. ill just make myself forget it n by the time stuff like this rolls up it's like idk#i COULD get a new laptop but i got one that works just fine. i got an ipad on its last legs but can i still turn it on? alright
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QSMP Eggs and what Percy Jackson cabins I think they belong in
Chayanne- Poseidon
Dapper- Hecate
Leo- Iris
Ramon- Hephaestus
Juanaflippa- Nemesis
Bobby- Ares
Tilin- Aphrodite
Trump- Hypnos
Tallulah- Apollo
Richarlyson- Demeter
Pomme- Hades
Empanada- Athena
Sunny- Nike
Pepito- Hebe
Chunsik- Tyche
Nacho- Dionysus
#no egg is in the same cabin as another egg SHUT UP#chayanne is not a child of death this kid is life i will fucking fight people on this#he wanted to be a SEA DRAGON#pomme with her scythe is a clear winner for hades#chunsik is tyche.#cause he never had a chance-#anyways#leo is iris cause. look at her.#it makes sense#empanada is athena because that girl is smart af. she feels with her whole heart but still thinks with her head.#and bobby is ares cause 1- ares athena mirror jaiden angst and two#my baby <3#i love him#but he was such a little shit#i can defend each and every one of these#i am right.#always.#yes#qsmp#qsmp eggs#also they are ordered from oldest to youngest
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He's catching me up on the characters and story arcs
artfight attack of Ugly Finder (featuring Daydream) for @bananasmores
#artfight#mlp#oc pony#one of my favorite things I drew this year both for artistic and sentimental reasons#the concept of this one is he's telling me all about baseball cause I don't follow sports#we're catching a game in Horseton#I'm learning so much!#(I actually have been to several baseball games in real life)#(my dad is a huge Angels fan and he took us to games sometimes when I was a kid)#(but it was a long time ago haha)#(I have fond memories of nachos and of these huge moths that seemed to congregate at the stadium)#ANYWAY I spent more time on this one than on anything else I drew this year#cause I wanted to have a whole crowd of ponies watching the game with us#appleshy is there of course cause we both love them#the guy next to us with the heart cutie mark thinks the purple guy in front of him is really pretty#someone is having a little too much to drink#the kids in the front are really excited about a cool play that just happened#they are making a big mess with peanuts#the Manehattan fan in the lower left is wondering if he should leave early#art
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if i think too long about the ending making lloyd leave the home he worked so hard to save behind along with the new found family he sacrificed his life for so he can move to a place he has no emotional connection to where he only knows two people (one of which is actually following him from the aforementioned home) in order to make him get a standard "have a wife and children" 'happy' ending i start wanting to bite people not gonna lie
#i talk a lot <3#the greatest estate developer#lloyd frontera#it is. such a sucky ending i hate it i'm sorry i cannot stand it#i love charlotte with all my heart and i truly do like alicia#but jesus fuck that ending#the one thing lloyd wants is to have an easy relaxed life surrounded by the people he loves#and then the ending has him become the royal consort to someone we know likes to use people to their best potential#and living permanently away from his parents and all the people he came to care about#except for javier and alicia. and javier is only there because of lloyd anyway.#i just. i hate heteronormative endings so much man.#he didn't need to marry! he could've found his happy ending without having to be romantically involved with anyone!!#there's this whole thing about lloyd thinking to himself that his happy ending will be settling down with a wife and have kids#and then there is this one moment. where he talks about what he really wants. his one true wish.#and he talks about how he just wants a family. a normal family. a family that welcomes him after a day's work. a family that lives a normal#life without worrying about nothing much. he doesn't want big territories or power or an army. he just wants to have a family that loves hi#and enough to keep them safe.#AND FUCKING GUESS WHAT HE GAINS THROUGHOUT THE ENTIRE NOVEL#GUESS WHAT THE EMOTIONAL CORE OF THE ENTIRE THING WAS#A FAMILY. PARENTS AND A BROTHER AND A BEST FRIEND THAT CARE FOR HIM AND WANT HIM TO BE HAPPY AND HIM DOING EVERYTHING IN HIS POWER TO KEEP#THEM SAFE. AND HE DOES. EVERYTHING HE DOES WAS TOO KEEP THEM SAFE AND SOUND AND HE GETS HIS WISH.#DO YOU GET IT. DO YOU GET WHAT I MEAN!!#HE DIDN'T NEED TO MARRY BECAUSE HE ALREADY HAD HIS WISH. HE ALREADY HAD HIS HAPPY ENDING. I'M SO MAD KASHDKA#tged
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law has his whole being a little shit and pretending to be evil and cold to hide how depressed he is, but also to hide how much he likes being helpful to people
#the survivors guilt warring with the need to never get close to anyone again so he doesn’t lose them#by which i mean the survivors guilt compels him/gives him a desire to help people and save them from violence#but also he’s like what if i fail there’s no point even trying#he has this whole badass persona he tries to put on and it’s like babe you’re just a lil black kitty#you don’t have to couch your heart in 3000 layers of attitude#but who are we kidding and who am i to judge#it’s funny bc it makes it even more obvious how he’s actually a failguy#anyways i love him#my lil emo fool#trafalgar law#op
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I started a comfort movie watch party the other day and I finally got round to finishing The LEGO Ninjago Movie again and GOSH <3 I love her so much I forgot how much it means to me she's actually so special <333
#i said SOMEWHERE in another post that the movie was my intro into Ninjago as a whole#which is why she's so special to me & i'll defend her with my life bc without it I never would have found the show#it was really odd tbh lmao - i watched a youtube video of “everything great about TLNM” & was like#“damn i NEED to watch that movie it looks so silly”#I proceeded to watch it like 10+ times in the span of 3 days? I got OBSESSED#went BACK to the YT vid and realised the guy talked about how “it was different to the series” which intrigued me to do some researching#and BAM found out about the show & IMMEDIANTLY started watching it & sending pictures to a friend who actually watched it as a kid#we proceeded to watch it together for a while before he kinda lost interest and i got more and more into it#and here we are now - he has NO idea whats happening in Ninjago & doesn't care while im cursed™ with knowledge#and i couldn't be more happy :)#anyway yeah thats why TLNM holds a special place in my heart & why no-one could ever taint it for me#is it a good movie? YES - in regards to being a LEGO movie - as a “Ninjago” movie? yeah she's funky - BUT. I still love it and always will#anyway sorry ramble over I just got a little sentimental over this movie don't worry about it </3#hmiae rambles#hmiae personal#ninjago#lego ninjago#tlnm#the lego ninjago movie#lego ninjago movie
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you know i had a fun little vp idea i wanted to do for the cyberpunk anniversary but i haven't had the energy to even touch it recently so i'll just settle with saying that this game impacted me in ways i never thought it would when i first picked it up 3 years ago. i knew i would enjoy it, i had been looking forward to it for a long time, and despite a ~controversial~ launch, i had a fucking blast from day 1 (on ps4 no less). regardless of bugs and memes and public dunking, the story grabbed me like nothing else could at the time, and it reignited so much of my passion and motivation for art that i had lost in the clutches of mental illness and i'll always be grateful for that. it introduced me to so many wonderful people (some whom i carry very close to my heart), and maybe most personally surprising, it gave me an outlet to understand parts of myself that i had been too afraid to acknowledge for a long time, the courage to accept and embrace myself as non-binary, and allow myself to just BE without trying to convince myself i'm crazy. that's not what i expected from the get-go but it's been a really fun journey to be on ngl
#yeah this fandom been a little rocky in places but i would be lying if i said this community here wasn't special to me#so much love and passion and creativity to be around and be inspired by#so many people who have been impacted by this silly little heartwrenching game#devs who have poured their heart into it to deliver something genuinely incredible#its one of those strange things that really did fully change the trajectory of this little leg of my life#to think that until 3 years ago i hadn't even touched art in a decade#now there are lovely people who want to spend money on my work#3 years ago i bought my first (and only) refurbished ps4 to play this game and now im sitting on a fancy gaming laptop#ive said it before but vp has been such an important creative outlet too#its allowed me to live my dreams of being a film director. a cinematographer. a writer.#the whole game has let me be so damn self-indulgent sometimes i feel like a kid again just unashamedly playing barbie#finding the JOY of just. creating.#i learned so much about myself through an OC because of this game#it went from 'huh what is this feeling? gender envy?' to being like full blown 'oh yea. i get it now.' so much of my life makes sense kfslf#and i met people who mean the world to me on top of it all#woof anyways#i know i say it a lot but genuinely thank u to yall who have encouraged me and supported me and who enjoy the things that i make#youve made such a difference in my life without knowing it!
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and missing bit number five is this super short one
this is just after dy tells samsee he's going out to grab something to eat
these two are sickening lol
<prev ep 09 missing bit 💚
#cooking crush the series#cooking crush#cooking crush missing bits#my heart breaks for samsee this episode ;; this whole show we've seen how close and supportive these three are!#and samsee was so HAPPY for dy when he saw the forehead kiss! ofc i get fynamite has to hide but it HURTS when your besties lie to you :(#i was saying before samsee changed majors three times and this is not typically something your asian parents would be proud of#and even though his parents seem loving and happy i wonder if samsee feels guilty (guilt is the default asian kid emotion i guess)#so IMAGINE how awesome it'd be to take the super monster chef title home to them! imagine them happily displaying it in their restaurant!!#but his besties are only thinking about dick :(#anyway i love samsee and even though it hurts i love how realistic this conflict is#btw where the fuck did changma go lol he's just missing all of a sudden
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My brain: Penny is a woman that’s been governed completely by regrets for a massive portion of her life. All she really wants is to have been a mother to Hope, but that ship sailed 22 years ago. She clings so hard to her position because the idea of raising Hope in poverty was probably what made her give her up, and Penny blames herself for the impossible position she was forced into by Caldwell. Why Did I Listen To That Man is her realization that she’s not responsible for the actions of men ten times more powerful that her, and that she has to stop living for regret and start living for herself and her daughter-
Another, sadder part of my brain: Girl this is the piss show shut up lmao
The first, whimsical part of my brain: No. Penelope Pennywise has a cat named Hot Sauce and her greatest fear is bees and if she’d had her way Hope would’ve been named Annemarie
#soph’s posts#hash tag theater kid problems#Urinetown#penelope pennywise#I always fall in love with every character I play it’s a curse of mine#But I love this woman with my whole heart#Anyway opening night is tomorrow
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#oh it's a big day for the bangers ........ how are my christals holding up..............#all the stars in his eyes make my galaxy...... 😓😓😓#GOD I LOVE HIM#YOU GUYS 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#my heart is so full of love for him#the whole place was cheering his name i think i almost collapsed i'm so upset#HES THE STAR OF ALL TIME 🥺🫶🤍🌙🩶🫂🖤#i almost posted this on the wrong acct (almost posted it on the instagram archive for chan LMAOOO...#uhhh follow me there too hehehe @/gnabsnahc#ANYWAY WHO CARES ABT THAT THIS IS SO MUCH MORE IMPORYANT#LOOK AT OUR SHINING STAR BANG CHAN 🥺🤍☹️🫂🖤💗🌙#mc channie god..#chan#bang chan#skz#stray kids
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