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torchickentacos · 2 years ago

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Good news: autistic social and emotional and everything else holiday related burnout is manageable because I can hyper focus on Pokémon scarlet all day since I don’t have classes

Bad news: screen headache and EDS joints make my fingers hurt with the switch if I hold it too long

Good news again: got money so I’m ordering myself either finger braces or compression gloves since my hand joints have gotten worse.

#anyways I’ll post about sv for a bit but I’m going to still take a couple days before I’m like. talking to people again #I’m so extroverted that I sometimes forget I’m still autistic and get that social burnout #and i sometimes feel like I should be able to bounce back even though I know that’s not how that works #I’m so ised to being a daily social person that when I need to leave friends on read for a bit I feel bad #even though I know they understand #there’s also a ‘I’m almost 21 and should be able to deal with it’ feeling but I know that’s just internalized stuff #anyways I’m doing ok though #what I LOVE about tumblr is I can just yell into the void and I don’t have to actually converse #like I’m letting everyone know how I’m doing without it being a conversation #which is the autistic dream tbh #maybe that’s why there’s a billion of us here

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ricky-mortis · 5 months ago

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Curtwen Week Day 7: First Meeting/Last Words

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myokk · 2 months ago

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my favorite bookworm

#ok as u can tell (like everything I post here) super rushed and scribble bahahahahahahahahah #trying to get likeness without many lines & as fast as possible…🥲#I hope I get better😆#today all I did was art #my hands have finally stopped shaking so much since I had Covid for a whole month (🥲) and I started tattooing a lot #but lots of practice bc it’s been so long🥲🥲🥲#I love how the tattoo turned out though #then I did an acrylic underpainting for an oil self-portrait I’m going to do tomorrow #bc the last one was in 2021😳 I posted it to my Twitter if u want to see #and then I went and bought LOTS OF BOOKS for my 2 year old nephew…need to get him started early😆#and then I got home and I had…15 min for this little scribble #idk I wanted to post it even though it doesn’t look like him #but the last eloise drawing I did didn’t look like her either😆😆#anyways bookworm Sebastian supremacy #I love the posr so tbh I might redo it sometime soon but like. actually good #and I need to do the next illustrstion for my fic I already have it sketched out and everything!!!!!!!!!#hogwarts legacy #hogwarts legacy fanart #hphl #sebastian sallow #sebastian sallow fanart

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portsandstars · 8 months ago

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#ok gamers bear with me I’ve deliberated over posting these and finally decided to #touchstarved #touchstarved cosplay #touchstarved game #vere touchstarved #vere #these are the pics from my first con/cosplay! I think I’m gonna wait to tag rss yet though bc I’d like nicer pics before I do that #I did. NOT finish the belt details… well I finished them but they looked ugly so they got left off #this was at the end of the day so my makeup was getting a bit smudged #anyways I’m nervous about posting this plz b nice 😭#silver paint tried to rub off on my clothes continuously #if I do a more formal photo shoot just forget about this post agreed?#mine #personal #cosplay

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sad-endings-suck · 6 months ago

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and if I said that lots of mizu/akemi shippers are actually mizu/fem self-insert and mizu/fem oc shippers then what?

#i’m just personally getting a bit sick of akemi being mischaracterized cuz so many fans are using her as a self-insert #ssssooooooo much mizemi content is tagged as mizu/akemi AND mizu/reader to the point that plp are erasing akemi’s identity entirely at time #which is more then a little ironic considering her entire character arc but whatever #there is such a stark difference between mizu/akemi shippers and people that think they need to rationalize akemi/mizu to read mizu/yn #like it’s fine #character/reader fanfics are totally valid you don’t have to ship mizemi to like mizu/reader it’s ok #akemi is her own person !! she is a fully fleshed out primary character with so much depth and complexity and individuality!!!#she is NOT an empty vessel for you to use as a self-insert mechanism to live out your mizu fantasies #if you want to live out mizu fantasies that’s great! you do you. just tag it as mizu/reader or mizu x you. NOT mizu/akemi or akemi x mizu.#same goes for mizu/OC and mizu x original character. if your stuff is canon character x my oc then tag it as such. don’t tag it as mizemi.#anyway rant over #blue eye samurai #bes fandom critical #blue eye samurai fandom #akemi blue eye samurai #bes akemi #akemi #mizemi #mizu x akemi #mizu/akemi #mizu blue eye samurai #bes mizu #mizu #bes discourse #bes fanfic #bes fanart #fandom psa #mizu x reader critical #mizu/you critical #<- last two technically? you know what i mean though

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zeb-z · 1 year ago

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see ok I don’t think it’s bad who stole the furniture because he didn’t go to f5 and zoom in on himself a billion times

#also a stamp of innocence from foolish is a stamp from me in bbh’s case tbfh #if it is bad I will be extremely surprised. it really does go against all his characters goals rn plus it was so sloppy #if bad had done it there wouldn’t be a damn chair anywhere on the island. he would have been thorough as all get out. his points of #‘ok I didn’t do it but if I did-‘ when he runs into a chair are so fair because yeah! this is so true!!#if he was gonna be petty and throw a shitstorm furniture stealing tantrum to go against forever or whatever he would have gone 100% all in #he would have gone so far in it would have been fucking crazy of him to find some of the furniture he’d be stealing #anyways I don’t got real money on anyone rn I’m leaning towards pac and richas tho #maybe willyrex? I doubt it though he’s going around planting mines totally different MO rn #mcyt #qsmp #bbh #z speaks

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smooshednetwork · 1 month ago

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Sorry for the lack of drawings or posts recently I’m not feeling too motivated to do anything, I’ve been learning japanese and it’s taken up most of my brain space but I’ll try to get to some drawing soon

(Extra words in tags if you wanna read that, you don’t have to though it’s not that important)

#smooshednetwork #shitpost #very glad I didn’t start any of the ___-tobers #that wouldn’t have lasted long #plus inktober this year kinda sucks a bit #but thats ok I don’t do inktober anyway #.#I did doodle something though #it was kinda bad but I might post it if I can’t draw anything #also it kinda had a s3xual joke and I don’t usually post stuff like that so I’m a bit hesitant #but whatever #we’ll see where the wind takes me

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the-golden-dragoness · 4 months ago

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Does anyone know how to maneuver a relationship where they are interested in dating you but you were fine being old school acquaintances who don’t speak to each other

#tgdposts #personal #aroace #actually aroace #aromantic #asexual #ace #aro #asexuality #aromanticism #we’re hanging out at an undetermined point which I’m fine with I love hanging out but I can tell he’s into me and I feel neutral about it #good new is I’ve clearly grown since last time this scenario happened because I think I’m being less of a leading on asshole about it #also ideologically I’m not about assuming they want to date instead of be friends so I don’t want to assume anything #but based on how he’s talking to me I think he likes me which I obviously do not reciprocate #fond of me as the Brits say #he’s asked how my day/weekend was for the second time in all too short a timespan which I find telling #not that it irritates me but it’s obvious he wants to pursue SOMETHING #anyway just bc I said okay to hang for coffee does not mean I want to participate in this kind of online conversation he’s initiating #his eagerness to talk is telling and I already lowkey had vibes from him after the fall semester when he asked how my winter vacay was #I was like yeah I’m SUPER BUSY with family stuff and studying for my makeup exam #tbh thought that was the end of it until recently #this is mainly a vent post I guess if anyone has opinions feel free to share #I guess my broad struggle is that I’m learning how to be aroace and assume the best of a situation without leading people on #also I feel this kind of situation is almost inevitable if I want to make friends with guys even though having them want to date me #is not the most ideal start to a friendship with someone #ok to rb although idk why you’d want to

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minionwater · 5 months ago

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after SIX YEARS (!!!!) of not drawing her bc of My Shit Teenage Life I have FINALLY redesigned my fursona. she’s goth now👍

↓ sappy stuff ↓

I doubt anyone who doesn’t know me irl is even remotely familiar with kelon but she’s very special to me, a product of my very first bits of real self expression all the way back in middle school, very near n dear to my heart. I’ve been wanting to resurrect her for Years but could never really figure out How bc I hadn’t figured out Myself yet, n I think I am finally finally Finally at a point where I can confidently make her a character that actually represents me(eeeeeeeeeee :3) instead of just making her look nicer n ending up still feeling disconnected. I’m happy that I waited but I’m even happier that she’s finally back. it maybe sounds corny n dumb but I don’t think I’ve felt Whole these past 6 years without having this stupid otter to doodle in the margins of everything. welcome back kelon!

(under the cut is a comparison to her first ever reference sheet, from 2016)

#this is also just fully an outfit of mine that she’s wearing. which makes me really happy :3 #I’m so so thrilled that I’m the person now that I would’ve thought was the coolest in the world when I was in middle school #especially after Not being that for so long #I sabotage myself a lot yall. I don’t talk about it but I really really do #anyway. I designed her with an actual fursuit style (kemono) in mind this time instead of just going Vaguely Cartoony #isn’t that fun #though I will admit she Did end up a bit moshi monsters. but it’s ok I always liked those little cunts #sanders art tag #sander ocs #furry #furry art #fursona #GOD. I have fucking missed saying that I have a fursona #character design #she’s a eurasian otter btw! for those curious about Specific Type👍#kelon

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deus-ex-mona · 11 months ago

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lxl jumpscare in the vol 5 bonuses is r e a l

#lmaooooooo @ mona thoughhhhhh #text removed for ✨spoiler prevention✨ but a rough summary here~~~~~#mona: ‘did those two do anything weird to you?’ sena: ‘??? no??? we’re professionals???’#also mona: [kabedons sena]: i’m worried for you yk #ikemen mona lowkey makes a comeback frrrrr i love her sm (not as much as sena does though)#though ngl the asuna grad scene is less impactful in bw… but what can we do~~~~~~~~?#was kinda hoping that we’d get a frusu extra but im ok with this~~~~~~~#anyways remind me to get back to idol sengen this weekend pls i think i’ve slacked off too muchhhhh

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softceleste · 1 year ago

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The fact I honestly thought I'd pull off playing College Craze and being normal about it, and then less than a week later I've already played it multiple times, made a duel MC au, a Pinterest board, and recreated some of the PopMe pages, is genuinely not lost on me.

#college craze #katie talks ifs and vns #i made psds for new contacts and calls too but didn't really have a use for them in this #also i just bs'd vidtok if it pops up I'll redo those but >.> i think you can tell who my favorite RO is so far okay (it's Pierce)#and then jay shaun ruby and trish also have me by the throat like if Trish has 0 fans I'm dead okay #I've known those characters literally like 4 days and I'd go to bat for all five of them already ok - my beloveds #anyway madeline mostly follows canon (the divergence is Ches exists and Ches is canonly the one fake!dating Shaun for Mad's tuition)#otherwise what the vn throws at Madeline she gets ok and then Ches breaks canon... so much it'd be probably too long for the tags #but this is what i get for being like 'this oc I've been writing for a decade+ would be down so bad for Pierce and Shaun lemme do a #playthrough with her and see what happens' - this happens apparently 😂 listen the vn helped me get through the entire time my mom was #in the hospital (she's home now) so tbh it was a really appreciated distraction <3 #extremely long post #long post #edits:mine #college craze: ches #college craze: madeline #college craze: madeline x jay #college craze: ches x pierce #i had fun with these though like Madeline messaging Ches to ensure she isn’t going to come in and find Jay in the dorm #and Ches being like ‘yeah my vidtok is 100% Pierce’s fault’ yikes I need to sleep I’m excitedly tired rambling #sorry if this post is annoying (and for the lines under the categories breaking future me will fix that in further edits if I post more #those may be relegated to the shit post blog though we’ll see posting oc stuff makes me so anxious ngl)#im just hitting post I’ve been staring at this stressing it like two hours now jfc

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dykeogenes · 1 year ago

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okay listen neil newbon would absolutely deserve to win best performance for astarion at the game awards and I’m going to applaud if and when he does. however. if devora wilde isn’t at least NOMINATED alongside him you can all expect me to make some angry posts about it.

#sorry if you didn’t like lae’zel (wrong opinion) but devora fucking KILLED that role. went into the woods and wrestled it into submission.#she sawed off its head and put it on a pike next to her tent.#they both gave incredible performances but i think lae’zel was a tougher role than astarion #because nobody pries at lae’zel. you have to tell a story with her to people who aren’t really interested in working for it #and so all those little mannerisms that make her feel really alive become much more important #the actual text of the dialogue can’t do as much heavy lifting because there just isn’t as much of it #so SO much of her character really comes from devora #while astarion’s chattiness means our impression of him comes much more evenly split from his writer and actor #who both did fantastic jobs!! again bg3 is an abundance of riches when it comes to exceptional performances #and I’m not even TOUCHING wyll or gale yet. OR AMELIA TYLER who honestly will probably be neil’s biggest competition before devora is #but anyways. expect Posts. You’ll get them.#although on second though. seeing what the internet did to laura bailey … maybe we Should let a guy take this one.#Rhi talks #ok to rb

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honeyconez · 9 days ago

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guys hear me out would painis cupcake pay taxes? Because he’s not like mega insane like ass pancakes I think he’d pay his taxes in my professional opinion.

#I also had a conversation with my friend about if he had to wear a suit why would he #We discussed for a very long while(6 minutes) and the discussion was very enlightening #Slowly turning painis into a functional human in society…#Except you know he eats people that isn’t really stuff normal people do #this is a joke btw #I think he would pay his taxes but if the tax people are rude to him he wouldn’t #I think it really depends #Does he even have any taxes to pay? Because he doesn’t have a job I assume so he doesn’t have any money #But theoretically if he’s like working for another freak and he’s getting paid or something #Idk guys I might be going a little bit bonkers… he’s helping me get out of art block at least #Oh I hope all these tags don’t accidentally show up in another tag that would be bad I’ve seen that happen #I’ve already typed so much though #It’d be funny if there was painis angst because I wouldn’t be able to take it seriously because his name is penis basically #Why am I only saying painis I’m going to tag him anyway #Painis cupcake #there #alright anyways painis cupcake angst would be fucking hilarious imo #My professional opinion #Mmhmmm I’m a professional in being stupid #My friends will call me spedpool on hallowen #I took 2 yardsticks in stem and I pretended to be said guy in the red suit I don’t want to tag him because I don’t want someone to #Find this unhinged rant about painis cupcake that got way off track woah #Ok continuing on the painis rant #I can’t draw him with pencil for some reason he looks so weird #I can draw soldeir just fine with pencil probably even better than online but whenever I try to draw painis he looks like a pile of dog shi #A moist pile the kind that would make steam if it’s cold outside #I feel like it he tried painis cupcake would really be a great functional citizen #Oh wow I wrote a lot my bad

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hibiscera · 6 months ago

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I love being a trans man who loves other trans men so much, being a gay trans man makes me sososoooo happy!!! I was just thinking about it again today and I’m just so happy that now I can finally love men as a man and be proud of that fact and not have to shove that part of myself down 🥺💖💖💖

#I am probably not going to have a bf for a long time just because I’m like #I have to be close friends with someone first before I can fall for them. and I need to be sure I can trust them and all that.#and to do that I need to make new friends so… I will just let the process happen naturally #(though I want to get better at making friends anyways 😭😭 I can struggle so much at it but I WANT TO MAKE FRIENDS!!!!)#but anyways it’s ok I get to live out my gay t4t man dreams through crowmoth #mir talks

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twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat · 8 months ago

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i keep writing the same fics over n over again atp i’m just trying to see how many times i can get away w it until someone points it out …… :’3

#cooking up the saturday spring treat fic………. it’s going Well i think i hope i pray #gonna try to be responsible n write a lil every day instead of procrastinating >:3 #anyway i rlly do think it’s ridiculous atp it’s not intentional though…. i just really like writing abt sunlit kitchens i think </3 #if u read it and some parts seem eerily familiar IGNORE IT OK it’s ur mind playing tricks on u…..#…… i think it’s fine. might’ve already recycled some lines from my other fics w/o realizing it but We Are Chilling #it’s the spring vibes getting to me T_T i just wanna write abt apricot blossoms n cappuccinos n forehead kisses….#yorushika and disco elysium r my inspo sources for this one hehe my beloveds ever ever ever :33 #I’M SOO EXCITED TO POST IT gna clean up my masterlist just the slighest bit too …#ari noises ✩

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artsy-dreamer · 2 days ago

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