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Honestly, the thing about Spock's nervous reaction to being perceived by Gem the mute empath (turning away, pretending to study his tricorder, ignoring her until she walks over and emotes her delight at what he specifically felt for the unconscious Kirk while gentle music plays) that gets me is how much it mirrors the final scene of "Amok Time."
I mean, "The Empath" is no "Amok Time" as an episode (though it's fine). But the transformation of Spock's devastation over Kirk's "death" at his hands into raw joy and delight, the only time in TOS that he shows such a thing without some outside force screwing with him, is such a moment. And the reason it's only a moment is because he hurriedly hides it in the same guilty, nervous way he'll do in "The Empath" later, for the same reason: realizing he's being perceived by a third party. In "Amok Time," of course, that's the smiling Chapel and McCoy; Spock seems to have genuinely forgotten that they were even in the room when he saw Kirk alive, and as soon as he sees them again, he stops short and hides his feelings again, lying that he doesn't care about Kirk in any capacity but professional respect.
Kirk seems to just be affectionately amused by this and shepherds him off, but I think it's interesting that the thing that really alarms Spock is the sudden realization that other people are watching them. He does have to be pretty blatantly reminded that other people exist are present and can see everything, but once Spock sees others observing them, he has this brief moment of panic and then retreats into his usual composure while just lying or pretending he revealed nothing. This isn't set off by Kirk himself at all—his reaction, something he did, something he might have done. Spock's alarm in these scenes is all about being perceived by people other than Kirk.
If they had been alone, well— It does seem like something quite different might have happened in both cases.
#the anxiety around what's going on between them being seen by other people is very homophobia coded obviously#and i do always wonder about spock switching into repression mode because of the presence of chapel and mccoy and apparently nothing else#there's this distinctly nervous guilty quality in his response both times despite the fact that the 'audience' is obviously charmed#amok time in particular really seems to suggest spock wouldn't have dialed the joy of their reunion down nearly so fast w/o others there#and likely he /would/ have just stayed at kirk's side watching him sleep if they didn't have to worry about being seen by others#there's also deela's prurient suggestion that she wants to watch kirk and spock 'demonstrate' their great affection. which. ummm.#so. hmm. hmmmmmm.#anyway. cool cool it's all fine.#anghraine babbles#otp: the premise#c: who do i have to be#c: i object to intellect without discipline#star peace#anghraine's meta#tos: s2#tos: s3#star trek: the original series#tos: amok time#tos: the empath#and for the tags:#tos: wink of an eye
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Yearning from the nothing dimension [rambling in tags ^^]
#i really couldn't make a version with a bunch of eyes that i was happy with on the bottom part#and then i realized thats fine and not everthing is going to look cool and awsome all the time. kinda emphasizes the space though.#anywho do you ever think about how lonely it must be in the tree or dark side of the moon. like all you can do is watch and wait#imagine falling in love with someone you can only see glimpses of#someone who you just found your mind wandering closer and closer to untill you realize just how happy they make you and how they make#the vast emptiness of a prison feel because your so far from someone whom doesn't even know you exist#Anyway!! had some thoughts about sm I'll probably draw more laterrrrr bc I just cant draw today ^“^#cookie run kingdom x reader#shadow milk x reader#shadow milk cookie x reader#i hope my rambling made sence to someone. im not very good at articulating myself
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something something seeing things through different eyes
#tigerghost#art student manny is my FAVORITE of jorge guitierrez's plans for his life. i LOVEEEE that sm#danny takes him to the ghost zone for some mission reason and hes like OHHH MY GOD THIS IS SICK AS FUCK#ITS AWAKENED LATENT FINE ART IMPULSES IN ME!!#meanwhile danny kind of tolerates being in the GZ but its very much like. not a place where Good things happen to him#hes grown accustomed to it and he loves certain things about it but he will never be fond of it and that sort of colors his perception of i#so manny coming in like WHOAH AND YOURE THE /KING/ HERE? THINK OF ALL THE COOL ASS GHOSTS YOU CAN MEET! THE AWESOME GHOST LANDS!#THE FLOATING GREEN STUFF!!!#gives him a little bit of that first-time wonder back :')#anyways the style is HEAVILY cribbed from anastasia trusova who i HIGHLY recommend checking out#when im rich and famous i shall buy many of her pieces#ntu tag#designs as always tm tm tm tumblr user nicktoonsunite#also mannys jersey was kept safe by his Painting Shirt (now tied about his waist) you know his apartment is eclectic af#but quite clean. he got the stress cleaning habit from his dad
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don't you want to be a cult leader? - danyal al ghul au
this is mostly a joke post but i thought it was funny and had to share so--
his first mistake was, obviously, inheriting his father's inability to see an injustice and stand still. -- actually, danyal's first mistake was his lair being so big. a mountainous island with a large temple in the center resembling his old home in Nanda Parbat? With sprawling foliage and rivers and streams and waterfalls galore? What was he going to do with all that space? Let it go to waste? He had plants there! Native trees of the ghost zone growing from the soil! He couldn't let it all be left unchecked!
So naturally after helping a fellow teenage assassin ghost -- who he later learns is named Akihiko, -- from Walker of all people, he sent them over to hang low at his lair until it was safe enough for them to wander around the Zone. Walker couldn't get through Danyal's astrofield if his life depended on it, and trust him -- he's tried. Danny was clearing out debris from his stupid transport vans for weeks.
Honestly it wasn't so bad, he and Aki really quickly became fast friends and Danny loves having a sparring partner close to his level again -- he hasn't had this much fun fighting since he left the League. Aki was very dedicated and levelheaded, the both of them clicked really well because of it.
Nonono, the real trouble began after Danyal met some long-passed League members and allowed them to come join his island as well. Apparently they had made a few enemies of the zone, and maybe Danyal still felt some loyalty to the League. He couldn't just let them be left to rot. Their zealotry could be overlooked so long as they kept it contained and helped him take care of his island.
And it.. snowballs from there? He meets a teen squire aptly calling himself Ambroise -- whether that was his living name or not is yet to be seen -- who died during feudal france, who is just about as dramatic and passionate as every french stereotype makes them out to be. He calls Danyal "my moon and great muse" -- which is both flattering and little uncomfortable, but Danyal's grown up in the League as the Grandson of the Demon Head, he is used to mild worship. he passes it off as nothing more, nothing less. -- and while his energy is overwhelming on the worst of days, he helps Danny draw out of his shell more in ways that Sam and Tucker still struggle with.
Him and Aki butt heads a lot, but the two seem to hold the other in at least some positive regard, so Danny doesn't worry too much about them fighting while he's gone. It only becomes a mild issue when Aki also begins calling Danny "my moon". It's a little sweet, so Danyal brushes it off.
Then he takes in a troupe of ghosts some time after he defeats Pariah Dark and they begin calling him "great one" just as the yetis do in the far frozen. This is where he meets the twins -- a pair of sibling ghosts who call themselves Trixie and Missy (short for Trick and Mislead) -- who aren't quite as passionate as Ambroise but more energetic than Aki. Eventually they also start calling Danyal "my moon" and attach themselves to his hip, even within the living. They like to hide in his shadow and cause trouble for the rest of the students. He makes sure they don't hurt anyone.
He's pretty sure Aki is jealous, same with Ambroise, but he can't be too certain other than the fact that they become much more lingering (re: clingy) whenever he visits the island.. Something he's trying to do much more often these days due to the increasing amount of people living there now. Since when did he become so popular?
Then there's Pēnelópeia from the Greater Athens, who ran away from home and joined his Island after he ran into her while she was being chased by Skulker -- and he's pretty sure the reason was because of her chimeric appearance. Her strange eyes and mismatched wings and lion's tail and talons. She assimilates into his friend group very easily, she gets along well with Ambroise and Trixie and Danny usually finds the three of them climbing the trees to pluck the most fruit from the top. They can fly and he knows it, but they prefer to climb.
Then finally there's silent poet Akkara who comes from ancient mesopotamia, who gets along most with Aki -- which is no surprise there considering their similar personality dispositions. he watches Aki and Danyal fight each other and leaves comments on this or that that he notices. He writes Danyal poems on clay tablets and leaves them by his room.
They're one big mismatched group of outcasts, and Danny's got the other ghosts on his island to tend to, because they're living on his island and he wants to be hospitable even if he struggles with that. But he spends the most of his time with them.
Sam and Tucker are making fun of him. Tucker jokingly tells him 'careful Danny, at this rate you're gonna start a cult'. Danny really wishes he had taken that joke more seriously.
He just. keeps. collecting people. Wayward souls lost in the zone, looking for shelter or refuge from something or other -- whether that be another hostile ghost, or a past afterlife, or just a purpose. Danyal finds them, he takes them in, offers them a place on his island until they are ready to leave. Many seldom do. He's not complaining -- he has the space, and it feels like it's only ever growing.
His close friends, his "inner circle" as he's heard the others call them, keep insistently calling him "my moon". He starts calling them his stars, because then it only feels fair. They're his stars, this is his constellation. It becomes a thing; little star halos begin forming behind their heads, picking them out from the rest. He loves them so much, it's hard to place. Sam and Tucker are also his stars, but they reside in the living realm, they're his tie to Life. Meanwhile, his friends here know what it's like to be dead, and sometimes its nice to relate.
Those living on his island keep calling him "Great One" and he's beginning to notice zealotry in their care for his island. He really, deeply appreciates it. His close friends gain nicknames -- as his stars, it's only natural for him to pick them out from the cluster in the skies. Akihiko, his Sirius and bright star. Trix and Missy, Castor and Pollux, the twins and troublemakers. Ambroise, his zealous Antares and close friend. Penelopeia, chimeric and loyal Vega. And Akkara, his Arcturus and strength.
It's ridiculous how long it takes for him to notice; he is, of course, a deadly trained assassin. He is meant to be observant -- and normally he is! But somehow this becomes a blind spot. One that becomes too big to be dealt with by the time he realizes it.
He should've noticed when Aki, his Sirius, stood beside him one day while Danyal looked over his island and saw the sprawling spirits carrying on about their afterlife and bowing to him as they saw him, and said: "I looked down into the depths when I met you; I couldn't measure it." They aren't one for flowing prose, it took him so off guard he was silent for over a minute before he finally spoke.
Danyal should've recognized devotion for what it is, and yet he didn't. He should've recognized it when Antares began spouting praises about him, crowing about his radiance and resplendence to the heavens. He just brushed it off as Ambroise being Ambroise. He should've recognized it when Trix and Missy nearly broke Dash's leg after he knocked Danyal's books out of his hands, he excused it as them being protective. Of them coming from times where such violence may have been customary -- after all, that's what he used to be like. What he was still like, sometimes, when his emotions nearly got the better of him.
He should've noticed it when the people living on his island followed his word like gospel, looked at him like he hung the stars in the sky. When his friends gifted him a shawl with the moon phases delicately embroidered into it, with silver, shimmering thread and moving stars lovingly stitched into it. Their constellations seen clear as day in the dark fabric. When he found small shrines dedicated to him -- but they lacked any image of him beyond stones carved to look like moons, so he ignored it. When the religious imagery began popping up.
He really, really should've noticed it when a bunch of cultists accidentally summoned Antares, and Antares had turned to him when he arrived and called them heretics. But he was so centered on the fact that they had kidnapped one of his stars, that he hadn't paid much attention to what Ambroise had said.
Sages say that faith is blind, they should also say faith in you is even blinder.
It really only hits him one afternoon while he's sitting in Sam's room studying with Tucker, Missy and Trixie lounging at his feet, Aki sat on his right, Penelopeia braiding his hair, Ambroise draped against him, and Akkara lurking over him. Its one of the rare few times they're all in one room together.
It hits him like a bolt of lightning. He looks up from his textbook. "Oh Ancients," he says in no amounting shock. Everyone looks up to him.
"I've become my grandfather."
#dpxdc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dpxdc crossover#dp x dc#dp x dc crossover#danyal al ghul au#dpxdc au#dp x dc au#dpxdc prompt#ive been playing cult of the lamb recently and you can tell#anyways i thought this was funny to think about. its specifically danyal al ghul bc that makes it even funnier#tfw you accidentally become a cult leader. rip to you danny you have a cult following#not at ALL an accurate depiction of a cult but i still think its funny. innaccurate cult depictions. ur in too deep to change it now danno#sam and tucker: hey dude... this is a cult | danny still learning how to People: what. no. these are all my friends and refugees.#his inner circle are all Insane about him they just show it in different ways. Sirius is as equally zealous as the rest they just don't#show it as much. which has mistakenly convinced danyal that they are the more logical one. no danny. they would kill for you#danny: i am being hospitable | sam: you created a cult | danny: i am being hosPITABLE#i dont like ghost king aus but i love danny being in positions of power it just has to feel earned. 'accidental kingdom acquisition' is my#favorite trope it just has to be done correctly. 🫵 build that bitch up with your bare hands and not realize until its too late you fool#'becoming a world power by accident and im in too deep to back out now'#danyal. a raised assassin (has no threshold for normal behavior): *sees utter devotion towards him* yeah this is fine and normal.#danyal: yk i dont see this ending horribly. *goes and collects more followers* yeah this is totally cool. welcome to the constellation#danyal: *saves a few people and houses them in his lair* (everyone liked that [to a worrying degree actually])#his inner circle: my moon! | danny: my stars :]#danny: ive become my grandfather. | danny: ... | danny: idk how to feel about that honestly.#those poor cultists that kidnapped antares were subjected to a 3hr tangent about 'the radiance of the Moon and his resplendent generosity'#before danyal found him and got him home. who were the cultists summoning? who knows! but they got Objectively the Worst out of the#constellation to summon by accident. actually they're all bad there's no picking who. they're all various amounts of Unhinged Danny just#Never Realizes It because he is also Unhinged and thinks some of this shit is normal.#like yeah thats totally normal behavior he has no questions whatsoever. this seems like Typical People Stuff.
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Happy marble-versary or something ‼️
It's only actually around 1 and a half years ago that I found out about Marble Hornets, and a little over 1 since I got into the fandom, but my god has this thing taken a hold of my brain. It's the biggest special interest I've had in ages. Ofc I had to draw my favorite character from anything ever, Jay Merrick, the most horrible guy on earth 🫶
#The binary in the background is just there to look cool but the top part translates to “MARBLE HORNETS” and the bottom part translates to-#“EVERYTHING IS FINE”#fun fact#Anyway. I love comically oversized flashlights#One of my favorite things#That's just me#This composistion was fun to do#Kind of wack but I enjoyed it#Didn’t nightshade this because I had too much fun looking at the details all over this#I love zooming in on this one#It's just so nice#marble hornets#jay merrick#marble hornets anniversary#Marble hornets fanart#Mh jay#Marble hornets jay#Mh jay merrick#Goober#Do you like how the gun is pointed at him#Fun fact!!#Anyway#Tw gun#Cw eyestrain#Tw eyestrain#Tw glitch#Cw glitch#Im so excited for the livestream#Hornetversary#Is apparently what they went with
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guess who's still thinking about the bee side story ayyyyy 👉👉 never getting over it
#ouuuuugh i love him.... im so normal i definitely dont think about bee all day that would be weird#my art#ex and be#ex and bee art#bjorn dimorgard#oc art#oc: sidra#the xb part timer isnt really the mc what do i tag them as dshfkjh#ex and bee oc#whatever idk#actually theyre so far from being the main character its kinda funny#weirdly i kinda like the separation of all the part timer/romance focused stuff and the main plot#main plot more like yaoi but anyway#welcome to tag rambles hours#do you know how often i think about bee saving part timers life and being like whoops sorry for grabbing you!!!#hes sooooo cute but also girl you saved my life its fine#i mean id be cool with it even if that wasnt the case but yanno-
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I love how as a fandom we saw Detective Noel who in the show is decently collected. Keeps a stiff upper lip and isn’t you know, Arthur levels of insane. Hes pretty calm and together for most of the time we see him. Yet we collectively decided that he is a mess. Im so proud of us, we need to give him more terrible coping mechanisms.
#It just makes me so happy how much people have added and fleshed out his character#like yeah that man cant sleep bc of the king#or has terrible nightmares#yeah smoking is his coping mechanism#Everyone giving him their chronic pain (or is that just me?)#all of the fics#points at tmitm#likw eheheush we have made so much for this guy and its amazing#gone from supporting role to like fully fleshed out guy#thats just so cool#Yeah anyway i love noel and i love what everyone does with him#Spine speaks#noel finely#malevolent#malevolent podcast#charlie dowd#noel finley#noel malevolent#detective noel#I love that most of his tags are just my suggested tags nowadays
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@vulpixisananimal
[Soothing Restful Song]
[You hear a bell. Chiming, tolling, calling your name.]
#HIIII PIIIIIX DID U MISS MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE#i have. normal thoughts on mirabelles new attack. anyway did u know the script project refers to the sound of her reflecting—#—the kings attack as a bell sound. bc i do!#smth smth the bell it tolls for thee. u get it#dont worry abt the fact that theres tears in the attack. im sure thats fine and means absolutely nothing#in other news i found it kinda ironic that her attack is full of change circles. bc its the opposite of change. so i changed it!#all the circles are now incomplete! symmmmbolismmmm :3c#i also think its neat that yours doesnt have her actual Craft Shape so i kept that. instead i made the clock hands into stars. :3c#love drawing meeble. i figured her out last week and its great#sifstem#siffrin system au#isat mirabelle#mirabelle isat#isat spoilers#in stars and time#i was also considering showing her danglys but. hides her change symbols. :3cccccccc#im SO proud of how this turned out. god. i literally went into my sketchbook to doodle it and then suddenly this was on my tablet#its got so many goddamn effect layers too...#worth it lol#im sure mirabelles feeling SO normal abt freezing someone in time. yknow. the thing the king did. im sure thats fine.#im sure its not worrying at all that shes capable of doing that. using the Craft That Fucking Kills You.#god i love the sifstem au its SO COOL#nyans notepad
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I've been in a mood recently :)



last one was inspired by an idea that @chaospears and I have been throwing at each other all day, in which sonic takes arrow out to vandalize stuff :D
#foserdoodles#sonic the hedgehog#sonic au#shadow the hedgehog#sonic the hedgehog au#the gem twins#charoite the darkhog#variscite the hedgehog#sonadow fankid#sonadow fanchild#sonadow au#sonadow#the parents are bonding with their kids :)#arrow has some problems but sonic is there to deal with it#hes fine#aries got her dada's glare :>#sometimes i just want to draw fluff#and some other times i like to draw some cool stuff#and i all the time want to ignore the important stuff#like dinner#anyway#the next post is literally what took up my day ahkadasjk
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sas rh: let eoin survive the fall au » what the gazelles dragged in
"Look what the gazelles dragged in!" calls someone, quite possibly Dave, looking to the side and interrupting the French cheers of victory. The rest of them turn just in time to see one Eoin McGonigal climb out the jeep. "Can't leave you fellas alone for a couple of days without you lot letting the siege of Orléans fall?" Eoin jokes as he leans against the vehicle, because of course he'd mention such thing, unpromted. It gets Augustin grinning, somehow wider than he already was, and he takes a step forward. "Well, monsieur McGonigal, there's always room for the Irish exiles within French--" "Like hell is Eoin gonna join you bunch of pretentious fuckers," interrupts Paddy right away, as it should've been expected, while getting up and promptly making his way towards Eoin, who really hasn't stopped beaming. "Get someone else not to get fucked in the rematch."
or - Eoin finally comes back to camp after getting injured during a raid.
#sas rogue heroes#eoin mcgonigal#paddy mayne#augustin jordan#sasrh:canonau#back with my augustin eoin and paddy should've interacted all together cause it would've been priceless agenda#which contains flyers of my let the three of them hold hands it¿s what paddy would've wanted campaign#im just a throuple truther y'all :/#ANYWAYS#self indulgent edits as always#eoin got injured bUT HES OKAY he had to be taken to be properly treated buT HE'S FINE YALL#also y'all bet your tooshies paddy threw a fucking fit cause he wasn't in eoins squad when he got injured#and the only reason he stayed back was becaue david threated him with putting charges on him and shipping him back to ireland :/#and for those with eyes to see augustin was also worried out of his mind hes just a better actor#still orbited paddy quite a bit#still thought about eoin a lot#is still keeping his cool by not running to check on eoin as he kinda wants to do#absolutely means it when he says he wouldnt mind having him in his ranks if you know what i mean#anyways im rambling#feel free to just ignore all my rambling self indulgent context and enjoy the silly edit if you wish to!!#also props to#achinghcarts#as always for indulging me - you're the mvp my love
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ig ooomfie said i should draw xuanli and i kinda went crazy abt them whoopsydoodle
#xuanli#jin zixuan#jiang yanli#TALL! CHUBBY! YANLI! AGENDA!#mo dao zu shi#mdzs#jiang yanli most beautiful on the planet the yunmeng bros were right abt this idc if they were speaking out of loyalty to their cool sister#they were CORRECT! and i will draw her as such!#anyway whos ready for me to ramble abt yanli in the tags bc i have a lot of thoughts abt her#specifically abt how in my heart of hearts she does have SOME level of cultivational YMJ/MSY training - i know for a fact madame yu isn't#gonna let her just fuck around all day! i just think eventually they realised it wasnt doing much and stopped making her#i do like the hc - or i guess theory bc ive seen some p good analyses for it :)- that the reason yanli doesnt really participate is bc she#has a disability or smth that prevents her from being able to do everyhting the other jiangs do#but i also think that shes fine with that she doesn't really wanna do all this anyway! her disability has aligned in her favour really!#i ALSO love when ppl take yanlis lack of martial/magical skill and make her good at the administrative and political stuff!#someone in this house has to be!#jc scowls his way through every meeting WWX's negotiation skills start and stop at flirting#fengmians a helpless lil yesman and mdame yu terrifies everyone in her path - someone has to be the politician of the house!#lets be real shes an eldest sister its absolutely gonna be her. eldest sisters know more about conflict resolution than hostage negotiators#i like when she gets to actually show this in canon like. shes polite all the time but shes FIRM when she needs to be and she will get what#shes aiming for TRUST AND BELIEVE!#anwyay in the order of yunmeng sibling heights its wwx -> JYL -> jc but theyre all a lil insanely tall and thats the real reason theyre all#high on the attractiveness rankings. every1s a lil bisexual for them#jzx whos 5'10 and telling everyone hes 6'0 when he meets jyl: h..............heh...h.ey.y.y...
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Another one of the paintings I did this week, was playing around with lighting and felt like painting Zuko, so I did. :D (oh yeah - and a close up if you're interested - you can see the sketch lines if you squint, but I reckon that's part of the charm~ *smiles innocently)

#this was actually the first one i did#watched a tutorial on how to not overwork watercolours recently#and wanted to test out the theory#this is take one#the other paintings i did got better as they went on#(like. i like this one its just a lil blotchy yknow?)#:D#zuko#atla#avatar the last airbender#zuko fanart#love drawing this angsty dude#mixing all the different reds is a lil hard tho#since i left most of my paint stuff at home#and like. i was away for most of this week#with my mini 12 colour paint set#(bit bigger than one of my hands)#cause it was easier to pack#anyway#reckon i figured some stuff out#really like this kind of 'sketch - paint over sketch - outline with fine liners' thing im doin atm#watercolours are cool#havent really tried other types of paint but yeah.#i like them a lot#:D:D:D
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I just want to be the smartest girl in the room and to know how to speak 7 languages and to always have books in hand and to always be best dressed and to always be on top of my studies and to smell really good and to do flash cards on the treadmill and to not be distracted by the things that don’t matter and to still have time for all my passions.
#we r refocusing on the 8 hour study sessions during which we stay hydrated.#and on the budgeting time#and on fitting in workouts and recreational reading and daily walks and friends and other cool hobbies#and on pursuing things that matter. but one step at a time#i will figure all of it out but not if I wanna throw myself into everything again and get overwhelmed#what am I accomplishing sitting here thinking about 9398378 things i wanna do at once. nothing.#too many goals to let slip by. and i love my study sessions anyway so i need to continue what i've been doing#and to just meticulously schedule everything / stay strong w my to-do lists#if u see a brunette glued to her textbook in the am at ur local library. that is me#we are going for classy sophisticated ivy league model off duty vibes. and we will get there. we will be fine#p
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good news: turns out I don’t have permanent nerve damage (or any) in my arms (even though I was told by multiple healthcare professionals that it was most likely that I did)
bad news: they now do not know what is wrong with me 👍
#Tw medical#anyway i guess it’s NOT thoracic outlet (like I was told :/)#Was told today that it’s most likely my brain perceiving pain that’s not there. Which is. Cool I guess.#Like thanks I’m glad that it’s not real or anything that doesn’t mean I can’t physically feel it#But okay#anyway#the dr was nice and he knew what he was talking about#I got zapped with electricity and it made my hands move :3 and it was supposed to be painful but it wasn’t so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#anywayyy#emu’s ailments#Im all good but#:/#just kinda annoying I don’t know what’s wrong or how to fix it#Like right now my arms are literally half numb and yet aparently I’m completely fine and healthy :/#so idk ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#emu rambles
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#kirby#daily kirby#my art#digital#hal laboratory#nintendo#va appeal hearing was today#not a fun time to have to try to granularly recall everything that. yknow. permanently destroyed my body and mind and life.#probably went fine? definitely cried in front of the judge but everyone was super cool about it.#also thank god my wife was there they let her give testimony as both my wife and as a doctor#(which she is)#(obviously)#but like I'm still So Sick and it's all this up and down and we're still fighting to get stabilized so I usually don't have time or energy#to like stop and look around at the quicksand I've been keeping myself afloat in this whole time#but today was very much 'hey tell me about this quicksand huh'#and it's just like a lot to deal with yknow#I'll be fine it's just A Lot#anyway shoutout to the folks who are either kind or nosy enough to read my tag rambles all the time lol#(the actual decision will still take up to 2 more years btw)#(hopefully not! but they said it could)#(although apparently a board denial isn't the end of the road anymore which is news to me)#(maybe they changed it in the 44 months since I filed for the appeal hearing lol)#(not a typo)#favorites
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Gumroad suddenly deleted my account (where I sold digital copies of Good Angel/Bad End), which. Okay, I was never crazy about them as a host, but annoying. You best believe I have like 20 "this is the REAL final draft" versions of the books floating around
But once I get them up for sale elsewhere (anyone know a good site for such a thing?), I'm making them free bc fuck it.
#I've had them free or near free for ages but I'm just going to fully remove the price minimum.#It'd be good if I combined this with like. Using all those drawings I did ages ago. Maybe ill just put the chapters up somewhere to read to#They're my books which has a cool bonus of “like I can do whatever with them”#I bet I could with AR too but it's technically still on contract w HIP. But I dont think HIP would care#Ar is like a decade old. AAAAAA. Ga/Be is. 8 years?#AAAAAAA#I think itd be a very interesting odd video to review AR and talk about being a teen author but also It'd be. Woof.#Tbh It'd be more of a therapeutic exercise lol. I had a panic about this a few months ago and my flatmate read AR to assure me it's Fine#But would still be so surreal. I don't really remember the book.#GA/BE i know better bc time and “so much editing and formatting ”#Anyway I guess itch.io is alright tho not really for books
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