#anyway im tired. and broke. and tired
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I'm always pushing you away from me / but you come back with gravity / and when I call, you come home
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#yuuji#megumi#deleted scene gege told me#god im not over 266 i will never ever ever be over 266#im so incredibly unwell abt them i cant believe this is the timeline we live in#itafushi friday....itafushi everyday.....#decided 2 forgo my usual miku and broke out the emo playlist fr this one . breaking my own heart :3#how many itfs embraces do i need to draw until i successfully manifest it in canon#gege i beg i plead pls let them H U G#they r so traumatized they r so touch starved pls hug pls contact pls Holds/Is Hold#anyway if megumi's height is inconsistent no it isn't <3 if he looks like 2 completely different ages no he doesnt <33#......kids r Hard guys gomen i tried my best#honestly it's probably not even that bad i think its the arm angle in the first one thts throwing me#i had to play around w it so much that i think im just tired of looking at it#megumi voice whatever !!!!!#thats not important the important thing is Itafushi Hug#and i do believe i met my quota in that regard#also yes my pen pressure Is still dying thank u fr asking but i did this fr them Anyway pls clap
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wip
#world of warcraft#anduin wrynn#its a wip but i dunno when ill finish it cuz i got other stuff to work on and im so tired#my pen broke then my pc broke and those got fixed and now my cat is fucking broke why he do that#my favorite flavor of art is mentally ill artist expressing all their raw emotions in a messy piece about The Thing they love and#if thats the art you want to make then i want to see it please#it means the world to me to see others who understand me in that way#sometimes im afraid it's cringe and stupid but then someone leaves a nice tag or comment and i think#its all worth it for that#aNYWAY im pretty happy with how cataAnduin looks the rest of them look a lil wonky tho#also unsure if the dark stain should be completely dark or if i should leave the slightest hint of an eye
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the eternal yapper is back at it
#do not be suprised if you cannot read any of it#bad handwriting + broke my phone camera and this is just...#a photo of my ipad idk man i didnt think#im tired n i felt bad for not postin much#they zip bombed vlad#i did HEAVILY consider making this a danny n tucker doodle#cuz like bros n bromance (i have no idea what im talking about)#anyway#doodle#ignore it#i havent gotten to like look away and look back to its likely the anatomy is SEVERLY wrong#and it taked more than 2 seconds to flip my canvas so i dont#like ever#and super sorry for doing light neon green lineart on a purple nackground it was a terrible idea i was just bored#sorry the demons got out and i made the tags rlly long#danny phantom#danny phantom fanart#dp fanart#danny phantom art#danny fenton#dp#dp dan#dan phantom#phanart#phandom#r those tags danny ohantom related#idgaf im too tired to check before i post this 😔#danielle phantom#dani phantom#i love danny with an i
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struggling to make the ends meet for the holiday season so hi!!
i make and sell wrestling themed friendship bracelets! great small gift for a friend or a loved one whos a fan and wants something one of a kind and handmade with love and care! 💜

got a lot more available on the shop than what the pictures show!!
#bracelet store update#okay there isnt an actual update i got nothing new to give but considering the stock thats already there it should be enough#i did have some fantastic new ideas in the questionnaire tho so i might work on those soon. hopefully#anyways sharing is caring and im very tired and broke and yes these are cheap so idk how much of a difference they make but yeah#im trying okay ;;#night is an absolute mess on main#wrestling#aew
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mood: anxious. restless. detached. paranoid. nothing feels right. disconnect. disconnect.
#spilled heart#spilled ink#spilled words#spilled thoughts#spilled emotions#my words#words#spilled prose#love#you broke my heart#spilled journal#unrequited love#wlw heartbreak#thoughts#sad thoughts#spilled love#depressing shit#random thoughts#poem#jean and sidney#reading#novel#fanfiction#excerpt from a story i'll never write#im just tired#anxitey#not enough anyway#restless#chronic fatigue#too tired
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rui ate my fucking crystals again…

#IM BROKE#Its okay im gonna ask my mom if i can have money since i finished the pass and she gets paid friday...kitty cat costume will be mine#pjsk#project sekai#prsk#hatsune miku colorful stage#the woes of a project sekai player#anyways otsu gamers im. so tired but so proud#if you thought i was insane about vbs ITS TRULY SO MUCH WORSE WITH RUI#first he ate my crystals for pandemonium now this...and it wasn't even on gacha#i only got rin…#at least now i have the cunty glasses vs both on one account
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WEBBYMEOW CAME TODAY!!!!!
#smooches talks#HES SO POOKIELICIOUS!#ignore the bad quality pls im so tired#BUT HES SO CUTE AND SOFT#(his mask snapped while i was trying to put it on but its alright)#thank u to my bestie for buying him for me once again... i give u many hugs and smooches...#anyway this is my collection so far... i also have foxttore stickers and a dottore pin on my bag...#i also had his earring as a keychain but it broke.
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sebeks new chat lines r so good, thank you twst
#text#his self esteem... attrocious...#just how I like it#DARING to b FRIENDS with wakasama.. how rude how horrible I am but a wormmmm#worshippppppppppppppp#wants aknowledgement but is TOO aware and obsessed w their status difference#silver so SWEET like ur an interesting guy u could b friends :)#hes a sweetie#and has a much better casuallll ishhhhhh?? not rlly but more than most relationship w mal mal#sebeks brain broke like if malleus ordered me to b his friend what would I do dsadsygoayudsgaudas I COULDNT. BUT AN ORDER.#i THINK thats the line#i hope the tr is close#boy spiralin#anyways jade event yay!#im... soooo tired of suits in twst#but for JADE ... yea#fish mafia... makes sense I cant say anythin to that
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the dog returns to its own vomit etc etc
#broke a streak two freaking hours before i hit five months clean i am so tired#personal#puddleglum hours#didnt even make me feel better not even for a moment#to be clear im fine and all and safe etc etc etc etc etc etc i should go to bed goodnight this was a terrible excuse for a sunday#no church bc early shift and now im so so tired#i left the house at half past four dudes#because sunday trains#tomorrow i get to be posiitvely late and leave at five#but anyway. only one more week#then i have to get a job but shhhhhhhhhhh not thinkin bout that yet
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Some mild existential dread in the house today
#im just feeling reeeeally really drained#works taking a LOT out of me#like. it feels less intense day to day? or maybe im reacting less? but its still very much piling up#and im just feeling very...idk. like im still waiting for permission to live my life#except now the permission osnt coming from any one person its. having the money to docit#and the time and the energy#and i guess thats just what adult life is? waiting#and hoping#and along the way losing sight of what i even wanted in the first place because im so *tired*#idk. i definitely need a project of some kind but im struggling to settle on something and then organise it#i have stuff to do today anyway. alfie had a lil bit of emergency cash saved so i need to go shopping#and i need to tidy the kitchen and do some dishes#and have a bath and shave at some point#i also want to draw but again. struggling ti pick something and idk if ill have the executive function spare#AND i want to try and be more social and talk to folks but thats its own kind of difficult#part of me would like a disc server that just has all of my friends in it bc i find it easier to dip in and out of conversarions#but i imagine that would be weird for folks who dont know each other#idk. lot goin through my mind when all i really want is sleep#which also hasnt been...greeeeat lately#mainly because Alfie wakes me up in the mornings bc they dont like being alone but also have a very different sleep schedule to me#and can take multiple smaller naps over a day whereas i really need a solid 8 or so hours or i just. dont fully switch on#but theyre also struggling atm (mentally and also they got an injury at work AND seperately broke their foot ffs)#so they need me more and its just#this never ending cycle of SOMETHING needs my attention#and its fucking exhausting asfghfkd#but!!! we keep goin!!!!! been applying for a bunch of jobs and havent heard anything positive yet but. we keep tryin huh
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can feel myself crashing out again
#I’m sick again and I can’t breathe and I’m so so tired and#my cat is unwell again and it’s gonna cost me $ i don’t have to see a vet and my tooth is still fucked and is gonna have to be pulled anyway#yet again costing me money i don’t have and#and i still need to get my fucking ID#I’m so so so fucking lonely and isolated and tired of being stuck in my apartment#but im too ill and broke to do anything about it#I’m so so so over it#im not ok and things need to change systemically but i have to suffer in the meantime and I have no choice or say in the matter
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fucking OURGHHHHy
#vent post uwu i thought i was good now but we are so fucking back alas#chat is it normal to hate your mother for giving birth to you 💀#like im not really mad about her being fucking insane while raising me or whatever. im mad that she like. decided to have a kid at all#like genuinely thats the one thing i cannot forgive lol anyway.#my fault i admit. for slipping and saying out loud that im ugly next to her but i was really really clawing-at-my-face-level frustrated#but her saying to 'just let it go' cause its 'annoying' like lol&lmao easy to say for you bitch you've always been fucking gorgeous#you have no idea what it feels like to have to look in the mirror and see ✨this✨ every goddamn time.#let alone see yourself in pictures taken by someone else 🤡#like sorry but nothing infuriates me more than objectively beautiful women telling you to 💕love yourself#bitch lets switch and see how you 💕love yourself when you look like me#she's lived her 20s looking like goddamn hedy l/amarr and she has the nerve to tell me im annoying#because i nearly broke down at the brafitters and maybe let a few tears slip yesterday#and today i let my guard down and said out loud why im sad. which i avoid doing like fire because god forbid im annoying to my mom#idk bitch im so tired of living like this it sure is fucking annoying#not her fault really. she's a genuinely great mom. i just hate being alive lol#'did you see what she looks like' yeah bitch i see it every day#and believe me when i say that i still find it almost as shocking as you that a person can look like this. you're not alone in this <33
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It's really sad because I really love my uni town but I can't afford to live there so idk what I'm gonna do next year
#it's been constantly on my mind SINCE the moment i got my results#and like yeah this year has been manageable but thats only because my uni halls have rent waaaaaaay below the avg pm#and ive spent a lot of time at home too#i could commute but its almost 3 hours away aaaa#plus my mother forgets this is a loan sometimes fr#she borrowed all of my maintenance because ive been at home :) and now she probably wont give it back :) because were all broke :)#she borrows from everyone and obviously when there's no one else to ask im the last resort#isn't it lovely how it's my duty not to complain#anyway now we have collectively £10 until next Wednesday wooooooo go financial stability#lasar being incoherent#im tired
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C!Thomas is stronger than I am because if the Embodiment of my Logic told me my current life path was a mistake while I was already spiraling I would have had a complete break down and contemplated sticking a fork in the electrical socket.
#i have not had a good day#you know usually it's kind of fun to find out you have something in common with a fave character or comforting to find a way in which you#relate to that character#questioing your lifes choices because you dropped out of stem to persue art is not a fun thing to relate to#growing up in church being closeest queer for a portion of that and deconstructing your beliefs while questioning your choice to drop out of#stem to persue art much to the confusion of those around you leaving them also questioning what youre doing is immensely less fun#all of that plus tryint to figure out who you actually are as a person makes it so much worse#i dont feel like i know who i am because im not who everyone expected and/or wanted me to be because im not who they told me id become#i dont really know how to figure it out either#i dont know how to figure it out because i dont actually have the support of my family because while i can be out to a select few irl#it wont ever really be an option with my family so im still hiding from them i wont ever really be supported as an artist by them either#i will never be me to them#its safer to just not be anyone at all so i dont disappoint them so they wont be upset at me so they wont try to convince me to be who they#want and expect me to be#i feel like its too late for me to be able to figure out who i am like i missed the time frame for it and i dont really know how to anyway#im so tired#if i had a nickle for every time relating to a character broke my heart a little id have two nickles#which isnt a lot but its weird that it happened twice
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#sage's diary#010#11/20/2024#(meant to post this like WAY earlier today but forgor lol)#anyways#this one goes out to all my online friends who i haven't the chance to meet irl#hope u guys know if i wasnt broke i would absolutely be traveling to hang out with yall#always really does break my heart to hear abt problems friends are having and being. powerless to help#that or even just hearing some of them talk about how touchstarved they are :(#i wish i was able to do more outside of reassurance through voice calls or text.....#maybe one day.. one day i'll try to make something happen#in other news i cannot fucking WAIT to move out dude. getting tired of living in this apartment its driving me crazy#ive honestly just been lowkey (highkey) stressed about moving out in general. given the circumstances im in#i just hope its decently smooth sailing#don't wanna get TOO much into it. lest i ruin my mood tonight#anyways time to be stuck in my mind palace while trying to draw. again
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i did make a pact w myself to not buy any clothes after buying that super expensive dress for a whole year . however. having literally only 4 outfits on rotation is getting to me a little bit
#b4 i bought that dress i donated all of my clothes except necessities (hence why i have only 4 outfits) bc i was#tired of cheap + synthetic + unethical fashion and i wanted to collect pieces that are my style and keep them for life#one of the outfits is from the era b4 i donated everything so its not my style rly#anyway im super picky and i have expensive taste but also im broke aka i need to wait until the perfect piece pops up on a 2nd hand shopping#app / second hand store . i think id have to wait until summer if i wanted to complete the 365 day pact but i literally have no spring#or summer clothes and also i feel not good literally wearing the same 3-4 things on repeat idk
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