#i will never be me to them
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C!Thomas is stronger than I am because if the Embodiment of my Logic told me my current life path was a mistake while I was already spiraling I would have had a complete break down and contemplated sticking a fork in the electrical socket.
#i have not had a good day#you know usually it's kind of fun to find out you have something in common with a fave character or comforting to find a way in which you#relate to that character#questioing your lifes choices because you dropped out of stem to persue art is not a fun thing to relate to#growing up in church being closeest queer for a portion of that and deconstructing your beliefs while questioning your choice to drop out of#stem to persue art much to the confusion of those around you leaving them also questioning what youre doing is immensely less fun#all of that plus tryint to figure out who you actually are as a person makes it so much worse#i dont feel like i know who i am because im not who everyone expected and/or wanted me to be because im not who they told me id become#i dont really know how to figure it out either#i dont know how to figure it out because i dont actually have the support of my family because while i can be out to a select few irl#it wont ever really be an option with my family so im still hiding from them i wont ever really be supported as an artist by them either#i will never be me to them#its safer to just not be anyone at all so i dont disappoint them so they wont be upset at me so they wont try to convince me to be who they#want and expect me to be#i feel like its too late for me to be able to figure out who i am like i missed the time frame for it and i dont really know how to anyway#im so tired#if i had a nickle for every time relating to a character broke my heart a little id have two nickles#which isnt a lot but its weird that it happened twice
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welcome to my crack au where everything was fine and nothing bad ever happened to anyone
#arcane#arcane league of legends#jayvik#jayce talis#arcane viktor#s2 fucked me up but the hair is so delicious#i really like both of their hair having a gentle curl when it gets longer :3#i don't think in this case it's letting themselves go i think it's letting themselves relax#they need a low stakes project so i'm assigning them home renovation#enjoy viktor's side of the office it will never be this clean again#i'm beyond 'i take a hammer and i fix the canon' i'm throwing the whole canon through a window
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✨🎂 Happy 413!! ♡🎂✨
#my timezone is a little early but it’s that time of the year again!! :D#happy birthday to the webcomic that brought me so much <3#if it wasn't for homestuck I might have never picked up art again#met some wonderful friends or have this lovely community 🥹💕#anyway I think I’ll just keep drawing the beta kids with a simple color palette like this every year haha#I love them so much 🥹#have a fun day everyone! :)#homestuck#413#homestuck 413#beta kids#john egbert#rose lalonde#jade harley#dave strider#homestuck fanart#homestuck art#my art
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(look at what i have to offer) — this is the spider's nest.
#wild life smp#grian#<- is that really... his tag...?#grian fanart#life series smp#wanted to also make him wear skizz's tie specifically bec i hc he cant tie it properly himself so its always lopsided#perhaps later on he then wraps it around his fist#anyway this was A LOT . simpler in my head. never again will i draw rails#eydidraws#my art#trafficblr#mcyt#self indulgent drawing for me . maybe ill post the original sillier sketches later :'D#also kinda failed but i wanted to give the illusion of 8 legs so shadow-arm-sleeve-coat (left) / shadow-arm-shadow-coat (right)#* extra edit for clarification: yes my wl! grian is wearing mumbo's jacket (all the rips) and skizz's tie (unharmed since he fell) :D#maybe when they resurrect next time ill draw them without it lmao
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surprisingly, viktor is quite the hugger. Only jayce knows this, of course.
#and viktor would never tell him that jayce is the only one who actually gets to hug him#because he would never feed his ego like that#kidding#he would#i just wanted to draw them hugging#when will my sleep schedule go back to normal#jayvik you have ruined me#let me go already#jayvik#jayvik fanart#jayce#jayce talis#jayce and viktor#arcane#arcane fanart#viktor#my art#fanart#digital art
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i hate them so much why are they like this
#“let's take a look at all the weirdos” it's you. you are the weirdos. everyone is scared of you#they're just losers i hate them i hate them they make so mad istg#they consume my thoughts and i'll never forgive them for that#aa#ace attorney#dounart#ace attorney fanart#gyakuten saiban#aa fanart#phoenix wright#phoenix wright fanart#miles edgeworth#miles edgeworth fanart#narumitsu#wrightworth#art#fanart#digital#they make me ill i swear i've lost half my braincells hallucinating about them
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we will be buying
#art#mii#mii art#miiblr#sketch#i love miis#mii enjoyer#tomodachi life#tomodachi life living the dream#we won so hard#they are in lesbians#nintendo#never drawn so fast in my life#anne#alice#am i the only one who realized all the miis in the trailer were cpu miis???#<- brainrotted in cpu miis despite not drawing them a lot#trust me they live rent free in my head#it makes me so happy seeing more fanart of the cpu miis#cpu miis#cpu mii
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god I fuckign love ocs. my characters. my friend's characters. the characters of mutuals ive never spoken to. the characters of artists ive followed and maybe spoken to a little more. the characters of complete strangers I see in passing and think "aw that's cool". if you have ten fans I am one if you have one fan it is me etc etc. I love you
#please please please never give up on your original stories#because - and this is crucial - i. specifically me. want to see them#so know when it feels like nobody cares about them: i am there. and i am caring#felix saidtheblackhorse you are always on the mind i love yo. get worse#not art
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love drawing characters almost kissing
#my art#destiel#deancas#dean x castiel#castiel#dean winchester#spn#spn fanart#supernatural#the yearners of the century#gay castiel#bisexual dean winchester#they make me insane#dont mind them looking awful#never really drew them before#sorry but im forever drawing dean is his leather jacket and cas in his good coat i refuse to draw their later wardrobe
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"Holding your hand doesn't have to mean that I accept your friendship," the liar said to the truthful, trying to lie in front of the only person who understands his intentions.
He knows, of course, that the liar did not lie. For the liar is also the truthful.
#saying that pure “i forgave my best friend that created the evil woman who almost destroyed the world” vanilla cookie wont forgive you#is like saying humans can have five legs#(statistically possible but very very rare)#anyways what i was quoting is meant to refer to shmilk never actually lying to vanilla for the whole comic#(except the “pretending to understand” bit but is it rlly lying if they both know its a lie and know that the other knows)#yes he could do this and that. but he never said he would. and pv knows he wouldn't#they understand each other <3 for they are one and the same <3#i have notes on this comic so if anyone wants me to yap just come yell at me at the tags or sumn#wanted to render this tbh but i got lazy so take these ugly doodles ig#smilk drawn from memory while i barely used references for pv (like.. halfway through making this LOLL)#hopefully this is readable ;w;#admittedly i feel like some parts can be quite ooc and if so i apologize im still wrapping my head around these two#i just want to put them both in a jar and shake them around grr#my doodles#pureshadow#shadowvanilla#shadownilla#not ship but feel free to interpret whatever#pure vanilla cookie#awakened pure vanilla cookie#shadow milk cookie#cookie run kingdom#crk#alt text available
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tim needed a disguise quick and it was the only viable option unfortunately
#imagine them being surrounded by goons-hoods or black mask's take ur pick#anyway I do not envy Tim#l was in a hurry and I just grabbed the closest helmet to me-which happened to be my brother's#never again#dc comics#jason todd#batfam#tim drake#red hood#batfamily#doodels
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Imagine: Silver loss his hearing not just cause of loud noises.
But because of his crying as a baby? Those sounds can get loud…
Alternative: Racing with Sonic at his young age. The sound of the wind messed with his ears.
HMMMMMMMMM🤔🧐😔
as funny as Sonic having accidentally messed up Silver's hearing with a sound barrier breaking piggyback ride, i personally am very partial to this explaination for how he gets hearing loss in dadow;
#sth#sth fanart#silver the hedgehog#shadow the hedgehog#miles tails prower#barry the quokka#dadow au#sonic au#roonies doodles#roonie answers#roonies comics#he didnt know babies were that fragile 🥺 bro was out here winging it#tbh it was probably a lot of factors. i tend to also like the idea that overuse of the psychic powers messe with his senses#but this def played a big part#also BARRAYYYYYYY RAHHHHHHHH I LOVE BARRY THE QUOAKKA MY LITTLE ANGEL#yes theyre a doctor now. they got their degree in otolaryngology <3 good for them#the real secret is that barry is like barbie to me. they are any occupation the current situation calls for#also not to be a bummer on a silly post but you just KNOW shadow would never forgive himself#tw guns
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You are challenged by Champion — !
#finally felt good enough to share this pkmn photocard project i had been working on!! :)#these took me forever omfg#but im proud ofmyself for getting them all done#time to never draw a portrait again oTL#my art#art#fanart#artists on tumblr#pokemon#trainer green#trainer blue#trainer red#lance#wallace#steven#cynthia#alder#iris#diantha#leon#geeta#kieran
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The final TF2 issue really got to me. Spoilers, but it’s the reveal that all of this suffering and murder and war over gravel and shitty land was for nothing but senseless, bottomless hatred. That the administrator can’t even remember where this revenge plot started as she flashes through different false memories of her parents’ deaths. There was never a tragic backstory or justification, only terrible people doing despicable things. And despite how crass and stupid and unserious TF2 is, the story subverts every expectation by showing the survivors and inheritors willingly breaking the cycle. Ms. Pauling lies to the administrator and chooses not to save her, and finally lets her die. (Hurts even more if you read into the subtext that Ms. Pauling is in love with the administrator.) She lets the final cache of Australium go and walks away from the burden and legacy of a century-old bloodfeud. Hale lets Gray’s daughter go and live her life freely. Spy is the first to arrive at Scout’s house and meet his big family, finally takes off his mask, and helps with the kids. Even Merasmus exhaustedly makes peace with himself and Soldier and chooses not to curse him or something. There’s nothing to finish, no promises to keep, and no one to avenge. The only thing to do is break the cycle and walk away.
It feels odd how happy and warm everything is, but it feels so right and earned. These bloodthirsty, awful, violent men were expendable cogs in a machine of endless violence, and they found a way out. It’s a genuinely great message about letting go the past that burdens you and finding the will and a way to hit the bricks, change, and be happy. Maybe they don’t technically deserve happiness, but they’ve got it nonetheless, and they’re not gonna let it go to waste. They’re still all crazy and violent, but on their own terms now and with people who love them! Smiles.
#tf2#rant#personal#the stuff with the administrator reminded me of the ending of breaking bad#except the admin isn’t as self aware as Walt lol#that there was never a sympathetic reason or justification to fall back on#all of this was done simply because they were sadistic people#I really appreciate the writers avoiding the expected trope of the administrator dying and#Ms Pauling taking the mantel and becoming the next administrator. both as a either a girlboss empowerment thing or a sad but realistic end#like nah they’re happy and doing well. we won’t torture these characters any more and doom them to continuing the cycle#they’ll be happy and you’ll be happy for them
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welcome to the world
#crowcraft#dc#kon el#superboy#so many ideas for the tube exit#I KNOW this isn’t how it happened but let me have this. I have things I think about and art is how I get them out before they eat me#this one’s about the moments of dazed confusion. he’d never even felt AIR before do you ever think about that. I think about that all the t#how strange would it be to Know so many things without having experienced them#the few seconds of disconnect here. his brain is firing all his knowledge and a startup ‘hello world’ sequence#but he’s never FELT. ANYTHING before#conner kent#so many strange sensations before it clicks as a ‘huh. so this is air. this is breathing this is thinking this is seeing hearing smelling-‘#ETC. sure babies do this but babies can’t remember shit#IDKK. I JUST THINK AHOUT IT A LOT
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"Come, lay down and let me take care of you"
#Someone called them her tamamammaries#After extensive discussion about her cherry stem tying capabilities and physiology I finally drew her#I've never played fate and only watched a few episodes of the show millions of years ago but I see Tamamo everywhere all the time#She's like a familiar face to me despite never really interacting with her media#Like a girl in another class in the same school that you see around a lot but have never talked to#tamamo no mae#Fate#Pixel art#Digital art#Fixel#fox girl
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