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my favourite laurent of vere playlist got updated with house of the dragon ost AND bigger than the whole sky and now i am feeling many, many emotions
#LITTLE LAURENT YOU WERE BIGGER THAN THE WHOLE SKY TO FALLEN AUGUSTE#WHAT COULD HAVE BEEN SHOULD HAVE BEEN BEST BROS DAMEN N AUGUSTE COLLECTIVELY PROTECTING AND LOVING THE FUCK OUT OF LAURENT#MY GOD#MY G O D#tbh captive prince politics are so got worthy#the levels of it the drama#anyway im crying now#captive prince#laurent of vere#capri
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itafushi nation how r we Feeling!!!!!!!!!!!
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP FOUGHT MY DYING PEN PRESSURE FR THIS#TH MEGUMI DROUGHT. OVER. CROPS WATERED with yuuji's tears#im a wreck im a gd WRECK#megumi nation itfs nation whatever happens from now on know tht tonight was a Victory#god there r more redraws i want 2 do . i need to like. calm down tho#im so emotional im shaking and my pen is on its last legs i dont think more is good for it#or for my hand#i feel her protesting GHGSD i did paint a lot of leaves today#YA SPEAKING OF . WENT FROM LA DI DA RELAXING SUMMER LIGHT ITFS IN2 THE MOST DEVASTATING/pos CH OF MY LIFE#what a day what a time to be alive#times like this make me so grateful i can draw what wld i do except scream otherwise#i have no words and i must Draw#anyway i dont have anything valuable or coherent to add just know that i am the human embodiment of a whole bunch of exclamation points#my brain is like bzzzzt my heart is like wowwww
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I had a caption for this but I lost it oops
#dragon age 4#dragon age#datv#dragon age veilguard#art#fanart#emmrich volkarin#emmrich/rook#OC: Artemis#suggestive#kinda#I legit dont know since this is meant to be just fluff#anyway im gonna go cry now#Drawing Artemis with her LI behind her hits different#She doesnt trust anyone at her back since she considers it her most vulnerable spot#so this takes a lot of trust#Im ok#artys work#I hate how this looks really nice on my drawing screen but the colors are TOO vibrant on my main monitor...
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Because the actions may be violent but it's not for the sake of malice. The gang doesn't kill and steal for the sake of being bad guys, they kill and steal because they're forced to for the sake of their own survival.
You're thrown into the gang and Arthur already likes them, theyre his family, and the game pushes you to make these connections to them as well. You learn to listen to what they say to you but also each other, and over time you get to know them and love them the way Arthur does.
There are plot lines that force you to be violent with plot essential story lines, but every other action in the game is up to you, you get to choose acts of kindness and the game presents these to you more and more as time goes on.
There are of course always going to be players who chose the malicious path but the game pushes you as the player to let Arthur become a better person, to let him see the consequences of not only his own actions but the actions of others, and finally let him make good of his life and finally try to make amends with not only others but himself. The entire game is a redemption arc, its called Red Dead Redemption for a reason. This game is about survival and what is more integral to human survival than love.
How did “take a chance that love exists and do a loving act” end up being one of the thematically most important lines of this violent shooty cowboy game?
#anyway rdr2 changed me psychologically#ITS ABOUT LOVE ITS ABOUT HELPING OUT YOUR FELLOW MAN ITS ABOUT SAVING THOSE WHO CAN BE SAVED AND COMFORTING THOSE THAT CANNOT.#anyway im crying now#rdr2
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Hi guys im still not over it
#digital art#my art#pjsk#colourful stage#proseka#project sekai#tsukasa tenma#rui kamishiro#emu otori#nene kusanagi#wonderlands x showtime#wxs#guys when i tell you how SHOCKED I WAS THE FIRST TIME#I REPLAYED THOSE 5 SECONDS 38957932875 TIMES TODAY#TSUKASA REALLY OUTDID HIMSELF IN THAT SONG AND IT AINT EVEN HIS FOCUS 💀💀💀💀💀#They really let him swear AGAIN im crying#Anyway im gonna go eep now goodnight pookie shmookies
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Yeah so i accidentaly fell into a time travel portal that took me to 2013. Yeah i can't seem to get out. Yeah i also combined hiccup x jack with genshin fucking impact. Yeah i'm ashamed don't worry ok bye love u [hangs up]
#sooooo#yep great comeback#dont. ask#jk its kinda funny#anyway im really really attached to them now if anybody makes fun of me ill CRY#artwork#my art#digital art#clip studio paint#fanart#rise of the guardians#rotg jack frost#jack frost#hiccup haddock#httyd hiccup#hijack#jack frost x hiccup#girl idk what their most popular shipname is#jamie bennett#genshin impact#hijack au#< in case i post more lmao#anyway enjoy
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i drew this like a month ago and i am TERRIFIED to post anything on here but ive been convinced
#joshua graham#edward sallow#sallowgraham#im so fucking scared to post man i think i might actually cry#fallout new vegas#fallout#fnv#caesar fnv#fucking wild this thing has become my magnum opus.#im miserable#everyday i rethink the actions ive taken that have lead me to the point i am in life now#i feel like this is to blame for most of the bad things that have happened to me in the past few months#my legacy is nikocado sallowgraham#and i dont think i can ever recover from that.#my life is ruined. i am an artist forever haunted by his past.#anyway i still let out a giggle everytime i see someone reblog this again#i take it back i NO LONGER giggle whenever i see someone reblog this.#i hate it. this thing is a MONSTER.
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i need help with vet bills (again).
hi. for those of you who remember, earlier this year i asked for donations to help me afford toos' vet bills, who we found out through your help had kidney failure, and again with your help we got her on medication for it. unfortunately it wasn't enough, and we lost her. and then shortly after, dexter began deteriorating, which we put down to his grief of losing toos - she kept him young, he followed her everywhere, he only played because of her, he only ate when she ate, etc. without her he just stopped. and then he started to have seizures and fits daily. we got him blood tests, but he was suffering so badly. we made the decision to put him down. i didn't ask for donations this time, because i was so deeply embarrassed to ask for help again. but we are still recovering financially from that, as well as the parts of toos bills that didn't get covered from donations. my mother hasn't worked for a very long time, she's disabled and very sick, and she receives PIP from the government that only covers her monthly medications that are not covered by the NHS. my father retired early to become her full time carer, and we are living off his pension. i am too disabled to work, but because my mother already receives PIP and i live with them, the government are resistent to giving me any help - so i have zero income, and rely entirely on my parents.
this is jenny. she's a 14 year old cairn terrier, who loves when we garden because she wants to help dig holes. she helped us bury dexter and toos, digging their graves for them with my dads help. she's an angel, and loves people so much she likes to escape under the fence and join other families for awhile. one time she got into someones back garden and asked to come in as they were eating lunch. she really hates flies, and will try to bite them out of the air (she has never succeeded but i believe she will one day). she will rub her face against you until you start stroking her, and will growl and even bark if you stop! we don't have the money to take jenny to the vets, for a checkup or for anything they may want to do. this has been an ongoing issue, but toos and dexter took priority, and it hasn't been a bother to her. she existed as normal for a long time, but that's since changed.
jenny has this lump in her mouth, it is larger than the picture shows, but she is a nightmare to force open her mouth since this got so big, i think it's uncomfortable or painful for her. she can't properly close her lips now, and it has pushed all her front teeth away, misshaping her mouth, and sometimes it bleeds profusely. eating has become difficult for her, she can't eat anything hard, and currently will only eat soft human foods like rice, scrambled egg chopped up so small she doesn't have to chew, and things like soups and gravy. she's lost a lot of weight, and i'm getting frightened. to add onto it, i've found lumps like this across her body. i've done as much research as i can, and i believe it to be an oral tumor, it fits, and it looks right, and it spreading across her body is called 'full staging'. and going by all i've read - they will want to remove them in surgery. according to my research, this will cost anywhere from £585 - £4,740 for just the lump in her mouth. that's not including any checkup/test costs, or the other lumps on her body.
she hasn't been to the vet yet, i don't have any secure goal or bills to share, just my assumptions and beliefs from researching myself online. my parents refuse to take her because we can't afford it. i want to save up money, have it in my bank, and show them that we can help her now, before it gets worse, or it's too late. as i said before, i don't have any income, so the only way i can do this is with help.
here's a link to my paypal.me
the icon is a little mouse, and the @ is rivellon
i struggled so badly posting the first post like this for toos. i felt so guilty and embarrassed and ashamed. but i have no choice again, i want to help jenny. i don't want her to suffer. and selfishly, i can't handle losing another dog so soon. this year has been waking nightmare, and i need your help to stop it getting even worse.
please reblog and share, even if you can't donate.
thank you for reading.
#animal illness#animal sickness#pet illness#pet sickness#vet bills#vet help#i don't really know what to tag this as. i don't remember what i did before#and i don't want to go look for my toos post because it will hurt so bad to see it i think#im on hiatus because i cant deal with this and be here right now. but im gonna queue/schedule this a bit i think#im sorry for asking for help again. but please consider helping jenny. she's so lovely#and she's keeping me alive right now#losing toos and dexter ripped me to shreds and shes the only reason i havent completely broken down#i am absolutely terrified of what will happen if we lose her too#god i feel so fucking guilty. i can't stop fucking crying. i hate this so much#im so sorry guys. please reblog and consider donating even a tiny amount#tiny amounts add up yknow#anyway . i should post this now instead of hiding in the tags
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#a doodley#i had to make this blue so tumblr would stop hiding it from the dash#anyway no caption this happened 2 hrs ago#im happy abt my surgery but it and other things this year keep beinging conversations like these up#and i cant handle it at all.#everything my dad tells me just makes me feel worse and not bc its anything bad but bc I Feel Bad#like the conversation then continued to him being like no dont cry im just saying i wpuld have wanted to#quit my job decades ago and set aside money so I wouldnt be struggling as much now but that didnt happen#and i just dont want that to happen to you guys :)#so we have to support u so that your life is what u want it to be#and i cried even more bc what do u mean. thats so sad. ur a person and u were a child and baby once and ur gonna die#and you always almost cry when u talk about your mom who passed away decades ago#and your brothers that passed away#recently and im going to be your age and still sobbing bc i miss my dad. just like i have been prematurely crying about since i was 7#the other day my dad asked my mom if i cried a lot when i was a baby/kid and my mom said no and then my dad#said that when i Did cry it was so severe he thought i would ''drown in my own tears''#bc i could never stop. like. thats still true today. ive been crying on and off since then#i think i mentioned he's just been telling me stories about his life lately and it further fuels this. i get so sad. im sorry your life was#like this. i dont want to die i dont want you to die im sad im sorry im sorry#im scared. im never going to see you again. how horrible. how horrible#i cant enjoy my day today bc every day is a day closer and i get sad
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#jjk text posts#jjk#itadori yuji#fushiguro megumi#itafushi#jjk yuji#jjk megumi#megumi x yuuji#yuji x megumi#text post#this is my itafushi propaganda#i love them both so much and they are perfect for each other#two different kinds of idiots in love#its about the sharing of trauma#they are gonna be so miserable but its okay because theyre together#also the satosugu parallels go crazy#i can't explain it but it makes me want to cry i love it so much#they have been rotating in my head for all of time#anyways now im gonna go be so normal about this#crypt text posts
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Chat have we discussed drunk chess with cherik cause i just think. That would be the darnedest silliest thing they could do
#xmen#xmen first class#xmen dofp#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#snap chats#sorry still thinking about dofp and i reminded myself of the plane scene#the idea of drunk chess sounds so stupid fun i wish i could play drunk chess#‘snap how do you play drunk chess’ simple !!!! every piece you lose you take a shot#anyway i think itd be silly …….#id like to do something with that idea but i still have to decide on execution#omg xmen fandom hasnt seen my twelve million ‘i wanna draw this so bad’ tags yet#but yeah i sy tht a lot </3 so many things i wanna draw all the time#either that or write …. but i draw more#i love comic makin. and i blame these damned comics for gettin me into it what tha hell !!!#ok im done rambling i wish i had more to say but i dont#i lied i do. this doesnt have to be after erik apologizes on the plane this could be lit any damn time they play#i just live for the progression of them Trying to play semi seriously for a solid twenty minutes before they lose it#and now they wont stop giggling and being stupid asses#theyre still trying to play but ‘trying’ is doing a lot of heavy lifting#imagine it with me chat … itd be so beautiful i could cry frankly#ok my classes are done for today im gonna sit in my room and think of cherik#maybe ill TRY to draw this … if not then def somethin at least
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every so often i have to relearn how to draw yuuji or he starts fighting me
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#itadori yuuji#yuji itadori#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuuji#ryomen sukuna#sukuna#i love drawing sukuna as the teeniest tiniest eye on yuuji's face n using it as an excuse 2 use his tag <3 ths his Rent#anyway he fought a bit at first but would u believe it i got yuuji 2 cooperate fr a draws pls clap#maybe it's just when hes in a piece with megumi that he gets an attitude??? whatever th case im happy w all of these thank god#beef w yuuji Settled fr now . until he inevitably decides 2 fight me again sighs#in the meantime !!! had SO much fun drawing his new scars#happy 2 report tht ive fully come around on yuuji 1eye itadori i wasnt sure at first but now i love it fr him#i love the texture of it i love splitting his eyebrow n drawing the scar tissue up Through the remaining hair....#i love him looking like he's winking i love drawing the lil X on his chibi#its GOOD#i dont think ill give him a fake eye very often if at all but it was fun putting him in tokyo ghoul cosplay fr this#o ya speaking of his Accessories the slippers started out as tigers also but then i wanted them bunnies and i saw an opportunity#so now miku is haunting this draws and my yuuji owns a pair of deco27 rabbit hole slippers#now that i rly look at it that whole fit is such a look actually im crying#we got beef shirt...#@ me @ sukuna @ the fact tht yuuji is Jacked#10/10 triple entendre 10/10 would wear
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i meant to put this together days ago but here’s pim gifs from the new episode let’s all pretend it still just came out lalalala
#I’m about to be so insufferable about this pitiful little thing it could make a grown man cry#anyways#think the 5th one is my favourite i Love the awkward hopeful smile he does#AND THE LAUGH AFTERWARDSSSSNDD i feel like this isn’t actually as unpopular of an opinion that im thinking it is but#i Love that face so much. yknow like when it goes sorta detailed for a second like in the second last gif. that#I love it so much. it only happened like maybe twice in s1 and now its happened 2 times in the first ep im being so fed#HES SO CUUUUTTEEJEJKORUYYFUYU THUGYGUYG#seriously i could just. go on about all of these each for like 20 minutes#ok bue#smiling friends#pim pimling
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boo lightmode procreate (nerokiri are my fav nephew niece and they go SHOPPING!!q!!q! they have 3 kids to feed!!!!!1! (and also dante devil,aycry! (kyries soup would win masterchef
#been getting less into layers lately and more into fuck around and find out#i should paint more to be honest i painted three pears the other day but anyway#dmc#devil may cry#dmc nero#dmc kyrie#nerokiri#duradraws#i was gonna post this to twitter but im not bothered to glaze it right now
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most unserious duel for the fate of the world ever
version w/o text bubbles under readmore :3
#hello dmc nation#in typical me fashion im getting into a 23 year old franchise just now. hi#anyway i have worms in my brain. its bad. expect a lot of dmc art soon#dmc#devil may cry#nero#nero dmc#nero devil may cry#nero sparda#dmc 5#devil may cry 5#dmc fanart#fanart#art#artist#digital art#digital artist#my art#artists on tumblr
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"Good morning, Matt. I'm over here." *proceeds to look around widly like a dog being told a special word like b-a-l-l*
he looks so disgruntled having to locate people he must've been shit at the I SPY books as a kid
media availability | 6.14.24 (x)
#matthew tkachuk#florida panthers#2324#playoffs 24#easily the funniest way to start a presser#hi good morning matthew now you must locate me in the sea of lights and people despite the fact it looks like you just rolled out of bed#making him use his pretty little brain already? absolutely deranged of em#paul had also had trouble with the lights too during the game 3 pressers#like father like son#anyways i cant imagine the sensory issues youd have to experience with bright ass buzzy lights i too would be just as grumpy#and then id cry#sensory issues are not fun ill tell you that much#its matthew ofc im gonna project my own sensory issues on him who do you think i am
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