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#welllllllllllllllllllllllllll#wasnât expecting to have a nervous breakdown at 4am but hi here we are#do you ever look at your life and wonder how the fuck you got where you are#like little me dreamed such a different life#I had so many plans and goals#and now Iâm just struggling to survive#didnât I just graduate high school?#âŠâŠ.. no that was in 2016#we are now in 2024?????#is time real#I know I need to go to therapy and all that but I have a question#does anyone else struggle with time?#like youâre always late (to everything - work/chilling with friends/family/ literally no matter how hard you try youâre always late)#or days and weeks and years just pass you by and all of a sudden you open your eyes and realize itâs been years since youve felt anything?#idk the last time I felt alive was probably 2016 when I graduated boy oh BOY was I not prepared for the real world#and itâs just been a downward spiral ever since#anyway I got distracted#if anyone else has a problem with time and has been diagnosed with something please let me know#Iâm trying to figure out if itâs a symptom of something#like adhd or maybe itâs just my depression who knows#lol I hope this doesnât come off bad or weird but yâall know what I mean#đ€Šđœââïžđ#shut up rosie
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For the fanfic asks :) C (Members being anyone from any Gwen fandom) and F đ„°
Thank you!!
C:Â What member do you identify with most?
That was a hard question, because sometimes it's difficult to tell who you'd aspire to be, and who you identify with... but I'd say out of all of Gwen's characters (and Gwen fandom characters too) that I am familiar with, I feel most in tune with Larissa Weems: I can be fiercely protective of my loved ones, I wouldn't have to many moral boundaries if they were endangered, and I tend to try to be a perfectionist by bottling things up. I don't have the impeccable style though, nor the Desk Lean Superpower. Yet.
F:Â Share a snippet from one of your favorite dialogue scenes youâve written and explain why youâre proud of it.
I think it might be this somewhat toxic interaction between Morticia and Larissa in my AU Surprising Like Good Coffee On A Bad Day. I love how you can tell that there's history between the two of them, and it's not necessarily good history, but it still brings them together. I love the angst, the fact that it might be wrong but we are all human sometimes and we make mistakes. It makes me feel things.
âDonât you want some?â The mocking lilt of her black painted lips let no doubt about the fact that she didnât mean just the cigarette. Larissa took a sharp breath. Two could play this game.
âNo, thank you. I quit twenty years ago.â Tishâs black eyes grew bigger, as if she hadnât anticipated the challenge, as if she now enjoyed the chase even more. Like a fucking shark. Her mouth opened in a predatory smile, and her tongue -God, her tongue- came out to wet her black lips.
âDid you, now?â Her free hand snaked between them, climbing up and reaching Larissaâs lapel, possessively tugging her down, to her level. Their bodies pressed together, only the bulk of their winter clothes separating them. They always did fit amazingly well with one another. âWere you holding out for me, Lissa?â. She took another long drag, and for a moment, Larissaâs brain was frozen in her memories.
âIâŠâ She scrambled, searching for a comeback, something that couldâŠ
Oh.
There were lips on her own, blowing acrid smoke into her mouth. It had been so long.
#dianneking writes#dianneking#dragonmist#fanfic ask game#answered ask#fanfiction writer#fanfiction author#gwendoline christie characters#gwendoline christie democracy#gwendoline christie cult#(it's not a cult)#gwen is our monarch#anyway I got distracted#why are you still reading these tags#wednesday fandom#larissa weems
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is this anything
#i feel like someones already done this before#oh well#im not original anyway#gravity falls#bill cipher#fiddleford mcgucket#old man mcgucket#stanford pines#ford pines#fiddauthor#billford#billfiddlesford#can we NOT call it that please#love triangle is right there. why#why are we calling it billfiddlesford#oops got distracted sorry#poorly edited#poorly edited meme#gravity falls memes#sigh#littlemoonqueue
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#im working on asks but got distracted again lol#i know oz cant really do the middle finger but he does it anyway#flipper fingers be damned#oswalda cobblepot#oswald cobblepot#the penguin#batman caped crusader#btas#dcu#myart
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Senticousins textposts đđââŹđđŠ
+ Shadow Strike bonus under the cut:
#Believe it or not I went into this intending to make Paris special textposts#But uh⊠I got distracted. Obviously.#Who is even surprised at this point?#These two need more content anyway. Iâm doing the world a favour.#miraculous ladybug#adrien agreste#chat noir#felix graham de vanily#argos#flairmidable#senticousins#mlb spoilers#textposts#mlb textposts#ninaâs textposts#shadow strike
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Firstprince + hugs
#red white and royal blue#alex claremont diaz#henry hanover stuart fox#taylor zakhar perez#nicholas galitzine#rwrbedit#rwrb movie#rwrb source#i am but a simple ace with a kink for the tender intimacy of hugs#are some of these technically not hugs?#well... shut up#anyway#why did this set take me almost a month sdfjkl#i started before new years then my friend moved in and i got distracted#also reinstalled fallout: new vegas but that's another matter
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âCâmere,â he says, surging up to kiss Alex, and heâs putting his whole body into it now, sliding his hands down to palm at Alexâs ass as he kisses him. Alex feels a sound tear itself from his throat, and heâs following Henryâs lead blindly now, kissing him deep into the mattress, riding a continuous wave of Henryâs body.
#rwrb#rwrbedit#red white and royal blue#firstprince#alex x henry#alex claremont diaz#henry fox mountchristen windsor#userninz#userveronika#usersteen#usernuria#chrissiewatts#usermaloune#mine*#have we done this angle/rotation yet? probably by this point#but what is one more among friends#anyway i was in the middle of another set & got *waves hands* distracted#i sometimes wonder if the teeth were intentional but bc its literally canon i think who even cares#its henry chasing alex in the last gif for me#once matthew said this was henrys first time with someone he had real feelings for... i was Changed#like you could probably work that out by yourself but KNOWING it for sure hm. makes the campfire and lake sequence a lot heavier#'casual' okay. you're a lying liar who lies.
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the brainrot won
#GUY S i know i haven't posted anything in a while and thats because im working on a big cool project that i really want to finish without-#distractions. but uh. as you can see. ive been distracted đ. still working on it tho!!!! and im very happy with it turns out its just-#super time and energy consuming so ive tried to limit my intake of other media to not make myself want to draw other stuff#i also haven't read the last two (two already?????) chapters of RnS and im very sad about it and i want to read it but you know that if i-#read it ill want to make fanart and then ill never finish my project :(#SO. sorrey for the lack of art itll be coming when im free to draw!!!!!!!#but also. yes ive watched new life because i dont want to go insane with nothing but this project on my mind and umm. had to take a little-#break to do a couple designs for fun... and to switch it up a bit because for real im going insane i think#ALSO. friend got me into zelda botw and i haven't played a whole lot yet (because project) but ive tried to take some inspiration for-#designs from there. at least for joel and scott. everyone else not so much...#WELL ANYWAYS this is getting long. i should really stop rambling in the tags and just make separate posts for all this but i dont want to#umm. tags.#new life smp#smallishbeans#mythical sausage#geminitay#pearlescentmoon#smajor1995#inthelittlewood#my art#sketch
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My favourite disfunctional block man throuple<333
#jk. rendocmartyn is my favourite disfunctional block man throuple#but these three r a close second#i meant to post this TWO WHOLE DAYS AGO but then i started binge reading a 200k word fanfic and i got distracted...........#anyways!#life series#traffic life#trafficblr#smajor1995#scott smajor#inthelittlewood#martyn inthelittlewood#solidaritygaming#jimmy solidarity#trafficshipping#idk if this specific ship has a name so imma just do this:#flower husbands#majorwood#solidwood#i still think those last two ship names are horrendous btw#like wtf is âââmajor woodâââ???#im sure they be havin that but couldnt we have come up with something better?????#toniaarts#toniadoodles
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Divorce Quartet Narnia AU... Are you guys seeing my vision. Scott - Peter Cleo - Susan Martyn - Edmund (you can't tell me he won't trade the other three for some fuckass turkish delight) Pearl - Lucy
Maybe more characters in the future but who knows!!
#I just rewatched Narnia halfway#halfway bc the website took so long to load#and I got distracted with battle box on MCCI#anyway#Martyn as Edmund was what started this AU idea#pearlescentmoon#zombiecleo#scott smajor#martyn inthelittlewood#trafficblr#dlsmp#calciumcreates#Traffic Narnia AU#<- ?? idk
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was glowing to the fucking GODS earlier with this highlight ngl
#why do I always post selfies at 2-3am when no one is active đ#like this is not going to sate my need for attention and I know it but yet here we are. at 2:18am. posting selfies.#or rather cute screenshot selfies from that video earlier đ#also I should do space buns more often bc these were cuuuuute#well now itâs 2:24am because I got distracted and forgot fo post them but ANYWAYS đđ#certified fatherless behavior
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i know everyone likes to put tharja in the "yandere goth girl" category but tbh i feel like pigeonholing her into one specific archetype does a huge disservice to her character. is she obsessed with curses and robin? yes. is she constantly shoved into a fanservice role by intsys? absolutely.
but i think a lot of people forget just how impactful a lot of her supports are...there's something about tharja that makes nearly everyone who interacts with her divulge their deepest secrets and points of anxiety with her. we see this with libra, who tells her of the abandonment he endured at the hands of his parents. we see it with nowi, whose cheerful demeanor slips off as she tells tharja of her missing parents. and although tharja is not the only one lon'qu confides in regarding ke'ri, their support is notably the only one in which lon'qu divulges that there was romantic involvement between he and his childhood friend.
and despite her antisocial exterior, she always listens mindfully and offers to help! she even goes out of her way to discreetly help the shepherds (getting virion to do odd jobs that benefit civilians, interrogating henry to make sure he bears no ill will towards ylisse, etc).
a big thing about tharja is that she IS kind. she IS considerate. she just also has a reputation to uphold as a dark mage and that (paired with her overall awkwardness ofc) makes her true nature hard to see at first glance
#fire emblem#fire emblem awakening#fire emblem heroes#tharja#tharja fire emblem#also aside from the fanservice she gets shoehorned into a lot of people dislike her for the noire situation#which yes. absolutely makes sense.#but like....also.... it's implied that it's NOT the current tharja who treated noire that way. it was doomed!future tharja#is this splitting hairs? yeah i guess? but like...the whole point of awakening is that our decisions and bonds shape who we are.#we could be an entirely different person depending on what we choose to value#the tharja from noire's timeline is not the tharja from the current timeline and current! tharja shows how much she cares for noire#another point of contention with tharja is her robin obsession#which CAN be annoying. i'll grant you that.#HOWEVER she only mentions robin in 2 of her s-supports i believe#frankly i think cordelia is a worse offender here. i can't think of a support where she DOESN'T mention chrom#anyway let's also not forget how committed tharja is to being sharena's friend in FEH#GOOOODDD i really do love tharja... she's so great#i was actually reading lon'qu's supports because i want to do an s-rank convo tierlist for him maybe but i got distracted#by his support with tharja which is just SOOOOOO peak#that i just ended up reading all of tharja's supports as well sjsjskksksk so sorry lonk i'm thinking about tharja today!
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so ik itâs not cannon accurate but,,,
i need a fic of tim just crashing out.
like he gets so sick of like damian and jason talking about how weak he is and shit like that that heâs like âyall realize lady shiva was my one of my FIRST teachers, and i was the first robin she trained. i had to train under b AFTER he already lost a robin. you DONT think he was 10x harder on me than any of you guys???? thereâs a reason my training videos are mainly redacted without bruceâs or my permission. i got raâs al ghul BEGGING ME to join his league or have my children. i get gifts from him WEEKLY. do you KNOW how many of his little ninja i fight per DAY??? nahh im sick of this shit letâs take it to the matsâ and just demolishing both of them at the same time.
i just think itâd be very funny. i just like fics of people who pretend to be weaker than they are(or they just never really have a reason to go full tilt so they just donât) get sick of holding back and just losing it :D
#batfam#tim drake#red robin#jason todd#red hood#damian wayne#robin#unhinged tim drake#batfamily shitposts#i just need fics of tim losing his shit and crashing out#just because they are funny#and i sometimes feel like people would forget that just because heâs smart does not mean he doesnât have hands#like bro all robins are certified villains only being held back by bâs rules#they all have insane hands and are all very smart#donât get distracted by whichever one they choose to put at the forefront of their personality so you forget about the other#but basically yeah i just want it bc itâd make me giggle#also yes ik bruce never physically abused tim during training but i love the angst fics that use that so i added it anyways#i. donât think it was like intentional on bryceâs part tho just that he was struggling so hard with his grief#he just never noticed how hard he was pushing tim until he pushed wayyyy too far#and yeah he and tim eventually resolved their issues and had a BIG talk about training boundaries#but only after he started getting a bit better and got it through his head that tim was just a kid and not a moving punching bag#i like to think it was only after like titans tower or some other time where he was very close to losing tim tho#bc as much as i want bruce to just be a good dad all the time he had struggles actually verbalizing his feelings#and apologizing for his mistakes
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get to meet them next month âŠ.. everyone start cheering
#my art#aftg#all for the game#jean moreau#thank you tumblr user luvbug724 for putting me on algerian jean#jeremy knox#catalina alvarez#laila dermott#the sunshine court#sorry for the asks in my inbox i wanted to update my jean design for one of the asks and then i drew jeremy#and then the girls. and then i started drawing the foxes faces and. whatnot#distracted easily âŠ.. forgive me#anyway apologies if the faces look too similar to each other. i am face blind i cant tell#i think theyre okay ? got a second opinion that they look different enough but i cant tell LMFAOOO
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The Little Things
happy birthday @shepscapades!! you've known about this fic for a little bit, but we talked about how long DBHC Etho's hair had gotten and I really couldn't help myself LOL. I hope you have a great birthday <333
Behind his shoulder, Etho twists a particularly long strand of hair around his finger as they unpack, fidgeting in a way that almost seems anxious. He drags his hand back after a moment, flattening his hair against his neck, combing through absently as he sorts through their collected items and puts them in proper order. Bdubs watches him fidget for a long moment. The thoughts in his head bounce around like loose marbles. Or, Bdubs braids Etho's hair. Etho lets him.
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âEtho.â
Bdubs is staring at the back of Ethoâs neck as they walk a short single file through the dark oak trees. Etho holds a steady grip on the hilt of the sword at his hip, head shifting back and forth as they walk together, like they were tethered by an invisible string. He can see the faint glow of his LED in the dappled, midday light. Etho makes a small, confirming sound, but doesnât look behind him.
âYour hairâs gotten long.â
âMhh,â Etho hums againâsome approximation of pushing out air. He reaches back, combing through the near neck-length hair. âIâm letting it get long. Thought it might be a nice change.â
ââS it bothering you?â Bdubs asks. Etho shakes his head, glancing back to look at him.
âKeeps getting in my eyes, but otherwise I was just too lazy to cut it.â
Bdubs snorts.Â
âTypical.â
Etho shoots him a look, but his mouth is curved into a smileâone where heâs trying to stifle it, so his teeth arenât showing, but he really wants to grin. All visible too since his mask is tucked under his chin. The motion pulls at the off-white scar down his face.Â
âSo mean,â he scoffs. âAfter everything I do for you, Bdubs!â
âYeah, right,â Bdubs says, thumping his shoulder with the back of his hand. âAnd youâre beinâ dramatic.â
Etho sticks his tongue out at him, but doesnât argue any further. Bdubs almost socks him again for that, but Etho giggles enough to get him to start laughing, and by the time heâs even considered it again, their base has come into view. Wellâwhat some would call a stack of deepslate that looked like fort walls. Kind of. It was something at least, even if it wasnât all that pretty. He can see the peek of Tangoâs head over the wall, just a smudge of gold against the backdrop. He must be moving their chests around to keep building, because thereâs no way their walls were as short as Tango.Â
They both pick their way toward the base just as Tangoâs head disappears. By the time their cajoling and banter is within earshot, Tangoâs standing outside the front of their base, eyebrows raised.
âYou two sure make a lot of noise,â he complains, folding his arms. âI swear I could hear you from across the river.â
Bdubs snorts.
âBlame Etho for that one,â he grumbles, pushing past the two of them. He hears Tango snort as he starts giggling, and Etho makes a particularly pathetic sound in retaliation.
âBdubs started it,â he complains, dragging himself after Bdubs and into the base proper. Tango twists around to follow them both, trailing after as Bdubs lingers near the doorway.Â
âDid you two at least bring back somethinâ to eat?â
âYou bet your buns we did,â Bdubs snorts. He drops to sit beside his bag, fiddling until the clasps come undone. There, he reaches in, and hands Tango a chunk of entirely unprocessed redstone. When Tango twists it this way and that, it catches the light in a surprisingly interesting way. He watches Tangoâs face scrunch for a moment, LED spinning a light blue ring as he thinks over the stone in his hands. Luckily he hasnât noticed that there are a few prominent sets of teeth marks in the bottom half.Â
Canât blame a guy for getting hungry.Â
Tango nods, seemingly satisfied.
Behind his shoulder, Etho twists a particularly long strand of hair around his finger as they unpack, fidgeting in a way that almost seems anxious. He drags his hand back after a moment, flattening his hair against his neck, combing through absently as he sorts through their collected items and puts them in proper order.
Bdubs watches him fidget for a long moment. The thoughts in his head bounce around like loose marbles.
Tango moves around them both and back to the place where he was moving cots and chests around. He backs himself against a particularly large double chest and shoves it sideways across the grass. Etho continues to quietly stack items into a chest. With his bag now empty, Bdubs picks himself up, and scoops up his bag. At the front door, he slings his newly sharpened axe over his shoulder.
Might as well get some wood while the day was still light.
At the fire, sleep tugging at the edge of his consciousness, Bdubs casts a tired glance over to Etho. Heâs shrugged free from his coat, now draped over his knees as he sits at Bdubsâ left, leaning almost into his space. From this angle, Bdubs can see how Ethoâs hair lies flat over the back of his neck, curls over the side of his face in frizzy strands. He reaches up almost absently to comb his fingers through it. Etho makes a small, startled noise. He raises his shoulders, but heâs not able to resist the tiny, pleased expression that slides onto his face as Bdubs keeps his hand on the back of his skull. He may not like the teasing, but the idea of Bdubs petting through his hair certainly seems to make him happy.
Which is why Bdubs sighs through his nose and draws his hand away.
âEtho,â Bdubs says, exasperation slipping into his tone unbidden. âCâmere and let me help you.â
âItâs fine,â Etho tries, more in discomfort than annoyance.
âEthoââ Bdubs argues. He pats the ground in front of him, legs splayed. Etho looks him up and down for a long moment, LED spinning, calculating.Â
âWhatâre you gonna do?â he asks.
ââM not gonna cut it,â Bdubs sighs. âJust trust me, alright?â
Etho makes a noise halfway between a groan and a hum. He finally sinks to the ground beside Bdubsâ knee. Twisting around to put him between his legs, Bdubs shuffles forward on the grass. Between Etho and the fire in front of him, the air around them is warm, filled with the slight mechanical hum from Etho in front of him, the snap of the fire. Bdubs leans forward for a moment, resting his forehead against the nape of Ethoâs neck. Etho laughs, one hand coming back to squeeze his knee.
âWhat,â he teases. âWas this your ulterior motive?â
âNo,â Bdubs startles, peeling himself away. âNo it wasnât. This was just a nice moment.â
Etho giggles, squeezing his knee again. He draws his hand down Bdubsâ shin and to his ankle, where he keeps it there.
Carefully, Bdubs combs his fingers through Ethoâs hair. Itâs not any different than usual, besides the length. He keeps relatively good care of it, the ends are fine, itâs short enough not to reliably knot. Sifting his fingers through takes little effort on Bdubsâ part as he easily separates three sections out, twisting the hair between his fingers as he braids. Etho slumps forward a bit, shoulders rounding out, the base of his spine and lower ribs pressed into Bdubsâ space.
âI learned how to do this a long time ago,â Bdubs says absently as he works. He watches Ethoâs LED spin again, and takes that as a sign that heâs still paying attention. âHadâta use ropes since I didnât know anyone with hair long enough to actually practice on. Itâs easy to do a simple one when youâve got the hangâve it, though.â
âAre you expecting me to not ask you for help when I need it?â Etho says, amusement slipping into his tone. Bdubs pokes the back of his neck.
âIâm just sayinâ,â he grumbles. âYou donât haveâta learn, Iâm just tellinâ a story. Jeez, Etho.â
âSorry, sorry,â Etho placates, still giggling. âMaybe Iâll learn as long as you teach me.â
Bdubs huffs out a laugh.
âMaybe,â he parrots. He curls his hair into the last section of the small, tight braid, hoping that force alone will keep it together just for a bit. As he lets go, Ethoâs hand comes back to feel out the braid, smoothing the rest of his hair back behind his ears. With most of it tucked back, only the tufts of hair in the front spill into his eyes. When he turns back to Bdubs, a soft smile tugs at his face. Bdubs reaches on instinct to push his hair back, dragging his hand down his cheek as he pulls away. He pretends not to notice that Ethoâs ears have gone slightly blue as he turns away from him.
âYou like it?â Bdubs asks, voice coming uncharacteristically soft. Etho nods silently. âGood.â
Bdubs leans forward into Ethoâs space, then, tucking himself against the strong curve of his back. He can feel, ever so slightly, the hum of his thirium pump, the heat that he gives off from all the moving equipment inside his chest. There, he lets out a soft sigh. Etho squeezes his ankle.
âYou let me know if you need me to do it again, alright?â Bdubs asks. Etho lets out a long breath of air.
âI will,â he says, voice crackling ever so.
Good, Bdubs thinks. He likes the sound of that.
#ethubs#hermitshipping#ethoslab#bdoubleo100#wild life smp#wlsmp#dbhc#hermitcraft dbh au#dbhc etho#dbhc bdubs#fics#text#(incredibly out of tune) hhaaaaAAAaaapPYY biIIRRthhDAyyy--#jskfhdkjhdfgjkhdfgjk hii shep <333 happy birthday!!#we talked about this fic and i was gonna post it before#but got distracted. so now it's for your birthday LMAOO#what if dbhc ethubs could be so special to me#takes place around session 2!!#also hi tango!! tango mention!! yaaay!!#i like them a lot <3#something something divorced?? idk her#sorry i dont read it like that JKHSFKGJHFG#anyway. i hope you like them!!
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dad sebastianđ„ș
#this is such a fast sketch bahahahahahahhaha#I just used my black pencil and scribbled#so I hope itâs readable#like I can tell what it is but also I am the artist#this is some art for an ask I got that will make me really sad#so I like happy ending where Sebastian and Eloise have a little girlđ„ș#but Iâm also going to draw and post the really twisted endingđ#between whatâs happening in the us and whatâs happening in Spainđ”âđ«đ”âđ«đ”âđ« hard to really concentrate on anything#hence this scribble but I liked the distraction anyways#I hope youâre all taking care of yourselvesđ«đ«đ«đ«đ«đ«đ«đ«đ«#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hphl#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow fanart
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