#anor3cia

[cybrsorrow]

god i hate the holidays sm bc i binge so hard

[clariiise]

Wish i had an irl ana friend group where we distract each other by doing witchy shit

[4ng3l0fgl4ss4ndb0n3s]

Imagine:

fitting into every piece of clothing you want to wear people saying you're worryingly thin losing your boobs people being able to pick you up your thighs never touching each other, even when you put your knees together being everyone's skinny friend seeing your bones your mental health being important and concerning all of a sudden feeling light and floaty never overheating all the attention being on you

This doesn't have to just be your imagination. It could be your reality.

If you just worked for it

[malenaswrists]

So hey how do you all manage to avoid getting sick? Do you take like a vitamin or something in particular?

[4ng3l0fgl4ss4ndb0n3s]

One more 0.1kg down and I'll have a normal BMI

[4ng3l0fgl4ss4ndb0n3s]

WHY THE FUCK DID SOMEONE GIVE ME CHOCOLATE AS A REWARD I DON'T WANT FOOD AS A REWARD FUCK MY LIFE

[4ng3l0fgl4ss4ndb0n3s]

Ngl my gender dysphoria playlist is more motivating for a workout than any workout playlists. There is legitimately I Deserve To Bleed and Burn My Mirror and shit like that on repeat and it reminds me WHY I need to do this any why I need to get skinny then maybe maybe maybe maybe I won't feel like this anymore

[4ng3l0fgl4ss4ndb0n3s]

My dad called me "huge one" ik its because of me being the oldest child not my weight or anything but I'm actually gonna fucking ksm over this I swear

[4ng3l0fgl4ss4ndb0n3s]

54KG

HELL YEAH

[4ng3l0fgl4ss4ndb0n3s]

screaming MCR while pacing around my room looking at sp0 and regretting what I just ate like an hour ago is a very specific mood idk if anyone else can relate

[4ng3l0fgl4ss4ndb0n3s]

My mum said I can control what I eat if I can't control much else. I'm sure she meant like trying new things and stuff but I'm taking it as starve yourself even more

[4ng3l0fgl4ss4ndb0n3s]

I actually feel so guilty leaving fake evidence of me eating so my parents don't worry like an actual fucking lair

I lie so much and it feels like shit I'm supposed to be an angel not this.