#anon ure amazing

[god-has-entered-my-body]

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thank you for this, you're golden xx

✨️ Out of the comments you’ve received on your fics, what are two or three of your favorites?

ohhh I have quite literally every single one saved so might as well post the ones i still kick my feet over to this day.

first comment i ever got was from Belle and i think i did actually writhe in my bed reading it, i didnt think anyone would actually see anything i put out. Also went insane and spammed my mate freaking out because its literally user sugar-coat-it in my replies.

having my literal fic idols comment on and reblog my stuff had me spamming @beforeyougo-turnthebiglightoff literally so much it was insane i tell you. tumblr user wrestletotheground i screamed that day you're actually a total legend.

again. my longfic idol perceiving me is so mental i keep staring at it and it doesnt feel real??? like im just a fangirl at heart dont do this to me.

someone recommending my fics to HALLA and this being her reaction i think i stared at my phone for a solid minute before reacting by again, spamming my mates and going insane

this has become this weird gush fest please dont think im wanky i just dont do well with people i admire interacting with me in any capacity xx

✍️ What’s your ideal writing setup?

my laptop on my desk. super basic but i do make myself a cuppa and take my meds so i can focus on actually writing instead of browsing bdsm wikipedia for research purposes. also fics srsly dont help my smoking i go through like half a packet for every fic or chapter or whatever. I guess it sort of fits the vibe though? MPIND matty would be proud in his own weird way.

🎨 If someone were to make fanart of your work, what fic or scene would you hope to see?

i dont think thats really a feasible concept for me, but I do imagine MPIND very vividly, and i think other people do too. I feel like MPIND and his whole fashion thing he has going on i think the outfits might be fun to draw?? i do have actual clothing picked out tucked away in a google doc that i think he's wear if he was real.

I'd love to see scenes like ones i've written on the terrace, or maybe the lighter scene come to life? To be completely honest, i havent read MPIND in a hot minute i genuinely forgot a lot of the plot/specific scenes i put in x

If anyone does ever make fanart, i will print it out and hang it above my bed to stare at in awe because someone putting in that effort is imperceivable for me

[bananafire11]

if its no trouble could you draw a balding jax? :o i would love to see him balding from the top of his pretty purple head!!! just specifically on top of it thank you

I... hope i delivered

[putting-kinger-in-places]

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PUT HIM IN TSP

Liquid TSP Substitute, Kelly-Moore Paints

[sttoru]

Thinking about toji being married by his clan to the reader who is known as being one of the lowest grade sorcerers.

Reader has grown up sheltered and with the ideas that she had to be married to attain her full happiness, or that what's her mother told her. She always saw romance as something distant or unattainable.

So she was happy to finally meet someone, a special someone. But he loved the kind mamaguro, who always made him smile and you just saw everything.

After mamaguro's passing away, toji brought you in and you hoped he would finally love you, only to find out he is neglecting both his kids and just made you some babysitter to go away with other beautiful women or gamble away his savings.

You weren't ready to be a mother, especially to two kids. But you did everything, from cooking to cleaning to working an average paying job to support both the kids.

Sometimes you would cry yourself to night, because you knew you failed in being a lover or a mother.

-🎀

………… 😕 . WHAAAAAAAAAATTTTT

please i love the angst sm t_t nonnie if u ever write this please tag me I BEGGGGGG this would make such a good one shot im shivering in my boots i lovovovovovovovoweeeee hurt w/ NO comfort 🙂‍↕️ !!!!

omg what abt toji coming home, drunk & smelling like other women to you crying in your room—completely distraught likeeee — what would that man DOOOOOOO . i mean he cant rlly do anything but perhaps he kinda realises how much he fucked up again with another woman who’s always been at his side :((((

[kuni-kuun]

This year, the cake on Kunikida’s desk is left untouched. There are presents too, but the wrapper is neatly tucked around the corners of the boxes, tape left untorn. A colourful assortment that spanned the borders of his desk. The Agency is quiet, the air still and cold. Freezingly so. Of course they miss the usual liveliness of the space, hell- even his yelling would bring a smile back to their faces. Maybe a pat on his back and “Good job Kunikida!” or “We did it!” and have the other grumble tell them to file a report or do the paperwork instead. Dazai sits on the chair next to Kunikida’s empty one, his trench coat draped over the back. ‘Ideals’ rests on the centre of the desk, the bright flourishing green colour now seems somewhat dulled and worn. Maybe it’s just the lighting, he tells himself. He breaks the silence with a shaky voice, trying to keep his tone lighthearted. “You know…” he starts, trying to keep a smile on his face. This year, it looks a little grim instead. His mask is barely holding together. “You could’ve welcomed me home at least- right…?” The silence is deafening now, but he continues. “You know, when people come home from rehab or…prison…” He murmurs into empty air, his voice becoming choked. “You- you know…? Mersault?” There are tears flowing down his face. He couldn’t register when they started falling, but now his hands are wet and so are his cheeks. Grief salty like the ocean waves. His half-hearted laughter is strangled.

Atsushi is inconsolable. The poor kid thinks that it’s all his fault, and nobody’s been able to get him to come out the room for days. Now, he stands in front of the desk where his senior once sat and solemnly stares at the notebook. This is his second time seeing it without its owner. It feels wrong. He knows which present is his. It’s a little messy, but he’s rewrapped it at least three times, just to try and get it perfect. It probably isn’t anyways. A sorry excuse of a present won’t bring him back, he knows. It’s his fault, isn’t it? So that’s why he has to try harder, because real lives are at stake.

Both Ranpo and Yosano remain silent, watching this scene. Their original partner from the detective trio is now gone. There isn’t a lollipop in Ranpo’s mouth this time and Yosano hasn’t drunk this heavily in months. Now she stands sober, watching over the other’s empty desk. How should she feel? Ranpo doesn’t know either, but his expression remains dark. The future of the Agency, slashed and taken away from them so easily. The idealist.

Even the president is behind them all. Fukuzawa and his imposing figure seems…worn. His usually cold expression holds a hint of…something else. His grey eyes are fixated on the empty desk, but his mind is elsewhere. This time, not even Ranpo knows what he’s thinking.

U think ur so funny. Is it funny for you that this is what i woke up to on kunikidas birthday. I jope youre laughing because im gonna get you.

[fatuismooches]

It would be so funny if the one dish that Dottore could cook only healed reader. What it does to other playable characters is...questionable, to say the least. It always turns into his signature dish, possibly a small dessert (for the sake of the drabble below + I could imagine reader teaching Dottore to make some cookies), so imagine:

"Affection": Dottore's signature dish. It's a simple plate of cookies, nothing more and nothing less. While you're a bit skeptical of the slightly charred edges, [Name] looks proud of their lover's work, and the piercing red gaze of the Doctor convinces you to try at least one...

...you end up choking immediately. Before you can question what Dottore put in those cookies, [Name] tries one for themselves, muttering something about how they were just fine and that you were being mean. Perhaps it was for the best that you let [Name] devour his cooking, for everyone else's sake.

(Sorry if this reads weird, it's the first time I've sent a full imagine thing in someone's ask box. Also, do you do emoji anons? Can I be 🪷 or ♦? Whichever one isn't taken if you do!)

(x) OHHHH THAT'S GENIUS... AHHH I LOVE THIS!! This is so in character for the sillies omg...

For the food's effect, there would be two: "When consumed by [Name], restores 28% of Max HP and regenerates 620 HP every 5s for the next 30s" and "Upon use, immediately causes a target ally other than [Name] to lose HP equal to 99% of their Max HP"

The cookies would look really amateurish, especially compared to what [Name] can make, there's not even a glass of milk with it, not to mention how he had to throw out a few because the bottom was burnt to oblivion... Also, it seems that there are way more chocolate chips in them than there should be...? But that doesn't matter, [Name] reassures you! They love these cookies and have tried them many times! Looks are just deceiving!

The contrast between [Name]'s bright, hopeful expression and Dottore's less-than-amiable one is enough to convince (force?) you into taking a bite of a mysterious cookie. Unfortunately, it does not live up to [Name]'s hype. Far, far, from it... Thankfully, your will to live another day overcomes the sensation of nearly succumbing to the cookie.

Meanwhile, [Name] snatches the plate from you and huffs as they bite into another cookie with no hesitation, then kisses the Harbinger on the cheek, complimenting him on how far he's come on his cooking journey. Perhaps [Name] can only taste the sweet love from their beloved imbued within these cookies rather than the actual taste.

They seem to be a couple that you should stay away from...

[alphaclxwn]

That was beautiful! Thank you for that! Gwody is my favorite pairing along with Codsay and Alenoah.

If you will take another request, Noah calls Alejandro a bad man who is like an eel. But when Al asks if that is the case then shouldn't he get off his lap, Noah nopes that idea.

hdhhehrhhshd welcome back anon!! and same!! gwody, codsay and alenoah are so fun, those are all in my top 5 td ships of all time definitely

thanks for the prompt!! it was so enjoyable to bring to life, all day while i was doing stuff i was brain storming how to bring this to life :DD

[inkykeiji]

Would Touya-nii ever feel guilty for giving the reader a punishment only to find out later she didn’t actually do anything

OOOOOH ANON!!!! i am so in love with this ask!!!!! this hurts!!! the answer is YES, ABSOLUTELY! honestly, if touya were to dish out this extreme, sadistic punishment to reader only to discover that she was actually innocent this entire time, he’d probably cry. he’d feel fucking awful. this would be one of those rare, seldom moments were he’d genuinely feel bad + remorseful for his actions. touya will often punish her for bullshit reasons purely to exert power n control over her (tho to him, he can almost always ‘justify’ these, and we see this clearly exhibited throughout the series), but if he had seriously and sincerely mistaken her for committing some sort of severe offence, he would spend a very, very long time making it up to her, and it’s definitely a mistake he’d be absolutely certain to never make again (aka he’d meticulously check to ensure she truly had committed an offence before ever punishing her again).

[shellxrls]

thinking about how ward would “take care of it” when reader tries to break things off within their whole little dynamic

rafe wants to lash out and ward knows it will happen eventually because he can’t always be there to protect you but he just turns a blind eye and tells you he’ll talk to him if you confront him about it.

and every time rafe makes you cry again ward has to soothe you and coax you to stay cause he’ll forever be cleaning up rafe’s messes no matter what, and he doesn’t wanna let you go either

so you’re stuck between violent older brother who won’t let you go and manipulative paternalistic old man n they both keep you roped in

it’s a codependent triangle of sorts cause one can’t exist without the other. ward goes back to being the neglectful parent when u come out out of the equation, and rafe is only increasingly violent because of ward — realistically you know it’s not sustainable and by putting them both in this position they respectively get worse, but you just can’t help it :((

[python333]

im too shy to say this on my acc but um check ur ao3 pls pls i may or may not have gifted you a fic TAKE UR TIME THO LIKE ITS OK IF U WAIT LIKE IDM 😭🙏 i just thought u might not see sorry if u have 😭

HOLY SHIT THANK YOU SO MUCHH WHATTTTT I GENUINELY DON'T KNOW WHAT TO SAY I'M SO HONORED I WILL READ IT RIGHT NOW OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GODFGFDGI

[princington]

I'm the one that send an ask before saying I want to start drawing because of your avatrice drawings.

Update: I don't start drawing but I do start painting? Haha. I mean although it's a "guided painting" (those cheap oil paints with canvas that already has lines & numbered spaces to paint), but it feels good.. I haven't feel this good quite a long time due to my depression.

Thank you once again for drawing avatrice pictures and inspired me to be creative again.

I know it's very slow, but I'm moving.

I feel like Ava waking up from the death/morgue.

Well I'm absolutely delighted to hear it anon! I really am glad that you're finding joy in making stuff 🥹🫶🏼 Thank you as well for sharing with me. It's been a bit of a difficult year as well, so I get you. Let's both keep moving, yeah? 🫂

[jrueships]

She's a very professional senior manager and she was owning up to a mistake where she didn't attach the file that she said she was going to attach! So you're #valid for doing something similar in my opinion!

thank u,,,,,,,, tumblr,,, my therapy,,,,

[mcondance]

Reader who matches hobies energy…

reader who goes with bee as backup during spidey missions (bcos lets be honest, we can hold our own and sometimes hobie gets cocky). Reader who’s down whatever and vice versa; you and hobie make bets on mundane things around HQ and end up getting too competitive. Hobie who acts up sometimes because he knows you’ll catch on and give him exactly what he’s giving you. The push and pull of tension between the two of you? Any quips or harsh jokes are met with the same, if not more, venom spat back at him; y’all’s jokes produce full belly laughs from each other, running, falling, cackling, back hits, the whole nine.

imagine sitting next to hobs on the couch as you’re innocently watching something on the tv, you’re both sitting thigh to thigh but you don’t pay it any mind. He’s a bit shifty but he refuses to move his leg from yours; you know something’s up, but you play coy for a little longer.

“you good?”

“yeah, always.”

by this point you already know that he’s on some type of time, but you want to see how he’s gonna tell you how he’s feeling. You go back to watching whatever’s on the tv, until you feel his hand rise and fall in the dip between your thighs. You wait to see if there’s anything he wants to say, or if this movement was all he was willing to give, before you decide to make your move — mimicking his movements and placing your hand on his upper thigh, rubbing the fabric of his pajama pants. The friction was small but enough for him to grind into your fingers when you move to palm him. He looks at you through his half-lidded eyes and gathers his lip between his teeth, “it’s like that?”, his voice low, “yeah, it’s like that.” Your eyes are low as well, flashing him the smirk that makes his heart trip over itself whenever he so much as thinks about it. He makes a move towards the hem of your panties and rubs the crease on your inner thigh so painfully slow as he leans his head back and exposes his adam’s apple. Your mouth waters. This is a game of “who will last” , you two play it often without even knowing it, though each time is as fair as the last. His fingers find their way into your shorts as he rubs over the wet spot made from your aching core. He rubs until he reaches your clit, pressing on it with his ring and middle fingers. As your fingers grasp him tighter, he lets out a whimper that almost tipped you off the edge. You slide your hand up his hipbone to hook your fingers on the elastic of his pants, tugging and releasing, letting the soft pap hit his skin, “lift,” he smiles, “you’re talkin to me like I’m some kind of slag oh my god” he plants his feet and lifts them slightly as you stifle a laugh and tug his pants down below his balls, “ain’t like you don’t know what you’re doing”. The mood never left, you can tell by the way he’s looking at you, his one and only. You rub his hips at the same speed as his fingers, two tight rubs and a few slow long ones. He takes the opportunity to finally give you the contact you refuse to ask for, slipping your panties to the side to rub your slit with a defiant speed that your hips buck at. He swings the leg closest to you onto yours to hold you down, so that you don’t run from what he gives you. You feel like you’re losing control of your mind and body. Your abdomen flexes with how his finger work you mercilessly. You refuse to let him throw you off, smoothing your hand over the prominent bulge. Taking your time with hobie was always rewarding, he never says it out loud but he loved the nice n slow aspect when fucking each other up; the mental is just as good as the physical. When he doesn’t know where or how your fingers are gonna touch him… god it drives him mad. You know this about him, which is why you bring your fingers to your supple lips and let a glob of spit linger on your palm. Wrapping your hand around his girth and dragging it up to his tip, rubbing it in a circular motion. His precum sticks to you, making it easier to stroke him how you want to; dragging it out, making his ears hot, making him forget that he’s working you just well as you’re doing him. Dragging your fist down the length of him, squeezing at the base, “fuckk baby please jus’ touch me properly”.

man idk man just… hobie

i need y’all to start posting these like what good is this doing sitting on my blog? 😭 but! this is so good. the “it’s like that?” almost made me pass out ngl.

[fatuismooches]

HII SMOOCHES OMG I LOVE YOUR WRITING SM AHH OKAY I GOTTA CALM DONW, uhm so can I request like Dottore and segments with fragile reader who went outside without telling them? I imagined that reader went out to the market to the park or shop and stuff, and Dottore or the segments were worried when they realized that the reader were gone so they went out to find reader and when they come back to the lab they scold the reader a little bit but it’s out of worries but the reader weren’t scared or afraid cause they think it’s cute how the segment or Dottore were scolding reader out of worries, I JUST THINK ITS CUTE SOMEHOW CAUSE DOTTORE AND THE SEGMENTS WERE SEEN AS A HEARTLESS PEOPLE BUT WHEN IT COMES TO READER TEHY DROPPED EVERYTHING FOR THEM, ANYWAYS I LOVE YOU SMOOCHES I HOPE YOUR DOING WELL BYE BYE💗💗💗

It had been an impossibly long time since you had to deal with your illness, but over time, there were times Dottore was able to stabilize your condition enough to allow you to enjoy normal things more easily. One such thing was leaving the lab to enjoy the beauty of Snezhnaya. Very simple, but so fun for you, who had been deprived of such things for so long. It had taken a long time for Dottore to be convinced to let you go, still cautious about your health, (now that was an understatement) but in the end, you won (of course). Always, there was a segment or one of your friends accompanying you though. But this time, Bina couldn't come to pick you up, and it seemed like all the segments were too busy to even bother - wrapped up in the middle of an experiment or meeting... well, this was an issue. You really wanted to go! You had plans! Well, maybe if you return quick enough they wouldn't notice? If they did... that's it, you'd just tell Zandy to tell them the situation. And you'd take lots of Fatui agents, yes, everything would be okay.

And it was great! You made it and had lots of fun by yourself and with Bina... exploring the frosty nation and picking up a few specific ingredients you wanted for some recipes. Very fun. Unfortunately for the group of blue-haired scholars back at the lab, nothing was okay. One worried segment had turned into two into three into all of them who were currently flipping the lab over to discover where you could have gone. For themselves and also before Prime terminates one of them for not watching you properly. (Zandy had fallen asleep for a nap before he could convey your words.) All while you were none the wiser.

After very much scoping out every inch of the huge lab and discovering you are actually gone, for once they manage to work together flawlessly and it takes them no time to start investigating and discovering your exact coordinates. You may have succeeded in escaping their radar for a little bit but, you can't underestimate their tracking skills.

When you're entering the carriage to go back home and the original Dottore is there inside waiting for you, you nearly lose your footing. Needless to say, you have a lot of explaining to do...

You can tell he isn't exactly angry at you, just a bit annoyed but out of worry for you. Yes, he can understand why you did it, but you still need to be more cautious than that! What if your condition acted up and no one could help properly? The long lecture from him and mostly the older segments is thoroughly embedded in your brain, and although you feel bad, you can't help but think it's cute, how much your crazy lovers care for you this much.

[rollercoasterwords]

I have, a genuine question for you. Do you acknowledge the racism in the original AYTD or at least know about it? Like how MsKingBean uses slurs and racist stereotypes?

hey, so, i'm a bit apprehensive about answering this because...it doesn't feel like a very geniune question to me, if i'm being honest. "do you acknowledge x thing" is a question that is inherently set up so that i'm meant to answer "yes, i acknowledge that x thing is true," because the alternative is saying "no, i don't acknowledge that x thing is true," which is already framing this interaction as if to disagree with you would be a kind of failure on my part to do some due diligence of engaging critically with a text. and the fact that you say mskingbean89 used slurs in atyd shows me that you haven't even engaged with the text, because that simply...isn't true.

if what you're referring to when you say "slurs" is the anti-romani stereotypes--this is coming from an extra chapter in the bootleg tapes focusing on greyback, where there is a slur used to describe his living situation + he + his family were portrayed as nomadic irish people in a way that was insensitive. people who read that chapter and then went back to the canon story with that characterization in mind rightfully pointed out that it was fucked-up. mskingbean89 addressed those criticisms by adding this note to the beginning of that bootleg chapter:

personally, i think this was a good way to take accountability + acknowledge the mistakes she made with that portrayal. she was a human being who made an ignorant mistake, which then just happened to get absolutely blasted to millions of people--she did not have sensitivity readers or editors looking over her fanfiction, because she did not write it expecting it to reach the level of popularity that it has. to be honest, i am not really sure how she could have better acknowledged her mistake, aside from just....not having made it in the first place. she explains her intentions without acting as though that intent cancels out harm, owns up to the fact that the stereotyping was harmful regardless of intention, and provides resources to learn while also committing to be more mindful + educate herself moving forward. honestly, that's exactly the response i would hope to see from someone who makes a mistake like this one.

i agree with you that people reading atyd should acknowledge + understand the racism regarding romani stereotypes stemming from that bootleg chapter, which is why i think it's great that there is a note literally built into the beginning of that chapter acknowledging it! but i feel as though there's been this like...game of telephone happening online when it comes to atyd, where there are now people who have never even read the story talking about things that quite literally do not appear in the base text itself. i've also seen people acting as though mkb herself did not address these issues when they were raised to her, which is just...patently false.

and so what i'm wondering here is what you're looking for from me when you ask a question like "do you acknowledge the racism in atyd." anyone who actually reads the texts has to acknowledge the racism in that bootleg chapter, because mkb puts that acknowledgment front and center at the beginning. and also like...in the part of the fandom i'm in, in the conversations i've listened to or taken part of regarding atyd, people have acknowledged the issues with that bootleg chapter and the ways it reflects back on the main story. so what do you mean by "acknowledge" when so many people, including mkb herself, have already... acknowledged it? what action are you calling for, and who are you calling for it from?

because like. if what u actually want to say here is that atyd is Irredeemably Problematic and we should all like....shun it? universally agree that it's Bad? then it's just like. it is up to each individual reading the story to decide whether that specific portrayal of greyback in the bootleg chapters is something that ruins the story completely for them or whether they still think the story as a whole holds worth. personally, i feel like i can acknowledge that there are issues with mkb's portrayal of greyback and i need to be mindful of that when reading the story so as not to internalize harmful stereotypes while still finding atyd to be a masterpiece that really beautifully deals with a lot of nuanced issues regarding class and disability and systems of power. this is just part of thinking critically when you read; many famous and beloved works of fiction contain the biases of their authors or have mistakes or issues in the way they portray things that are a product of ignorance. and i know everyone reading marauders fanfiction should understand this, because if u genuinely think that a character being negatively stereotyped means u should throw the entire work in the trash, then none of u would be touching harry potter fanfiction with a five foot pole in the first place.

so, anon - if you have actually read atyd, and there are issues with racism that you have found that i am unaware of, and not just telephone-game twitter posts of people taking shit out of context that you're accepting as truth without bothering to engage with the work yourself--if you want to have a real conversation about it, i would invite you to come to me as an actual person and not an anonymous ghost in my inbox. my dms are open, but when it comes to talking about serious issues, i tend to find it more genuine if the person coming to me actually cares enough and believes in what they're saying enough to say it as themself. and if you haven't read atyd and are just parroting things you've heard other people say online then i would invite you to actually sit down and read the work and form your own opinions on it before getting back to me. i know that might sound harsh, but honestly i'm just completely fed-up at this point with all the bad-faith takes and misinformation that i've seen people spreading about atyd just because they think it's cool to dislike a popular thing.

[anonymocha]

grgfgr why does your Kaalaa Baunaa and Medpoc reminds me of that song Washing Machine Heart just a bit do you see the vision

Oh you so very understood the assignment