#annoyed rant

[akhillasmyth]

Actually weird comment but

My partner knows I’m aroflux… and knows i have established i have days where i don’t feel romantic feelings even for them as my partner

So with that knowledge, why would you say you’re hurt by me saying “i love you too buddy” as a response

I’m already doing my best to show love to you when i can’t reciprocate nearly as well, and I’ve called you buddy before just as a random term

So like why make me feel more guilty about it omg

Sigh

Yeah I’ll tell him about it (communication… yay) i just feel annoyed atm randomly

[elytra404]

if one more person looks at my kandi and says "oh so you went to the taylor swift concert!" or "are you a swiftie then?" i will cry.

nope i made all of these myself, i did not infact get my bracelets that say things such as 'autism' 'he/it' 'tardis' and 'enterprise d' from a taylor swift concert??? and no i am not a 'swiftie' i would willingly fight any swiftie at the drop of a hat.

(yes i am a hater idc. she is killing the environment for mediocre songs to hide the fact she had no real musical identity and excuse her racist fans and hide the fact she is a pedo.)

[merurulovely]

Trying to work out making a new twitter account... Its hard cos I'm trying to get rid of my old one first and its being annoying >:(

[i-am-a-secret-ssshhh]

Sometimes it's annoying how unseriously people take my allergies when they find out I won't die. Like, yeah, I won't die, but that doesn't change the fact that I am allergic, my body doesn't like this, I will suffer.

I don't mind being the taste tester for people who do have deadly allergic reactions to the same allergies I have, don't get me wrong. Because I'd rather have one of my allergic reactions than have them nearly die. Doing that doesn't bother me.

It bothers me when people don't take into account the fact that I have allergies. I'm not asking for accommodation in places I really shouldn't be eating, like I won't go into an Asian restaurant with a soy allergy and demand they make something I can eat. Because I'm not an asshole and the world doesn't revolve around me, I can save everyone the time and energy, if I just eat somewhere else.

But allergies are serious whether you'd die from them or not, the fact that I won't die from mine doesn't mean that I don't avoid my allergies like the plague. My reactions are real, and they're painful.

If it's a minor reaction, I suffer for a few hours with stomach cramps and nausea, but if it's big enough, I could be out of commission for several days because of how sick I get. Hell, even the smell of my allergies can make me nauseous and give me headaches.

It just kind of bugs me when people that have known me for a long time, and this is pointedly at my parents who have seen my intense reactions firsthand, act like my reactions to having my allergies being cooked around me is overreacting. I'm not overreacting when I get headaches and nausea from someone microwaving leftovers that have copious amounts of nuts or soy, I'm not overreacting when I refuse to eat around them while they eat their dinners with a lot of soy or nuts because I get headaches and nausea, and I'm not overreacting when I'm upset that I have to constantly remind them of what I can and can't eat.

[sillyalien3]

Unpopular opinion incoming

people who think that just because you like a band's or artist's popular songs your not an actual fan of them are really narrow minded and annoying.

[menxyouxneed]

So annoyed I haven't been able to see the new DW episodes. Get your shit together BBC America

[ashtraysystem]

mm looooove seeing fuckin posts tagged inappropriately. why is this shit on my feed so often suddenly. i do not need to feel sick to my stomach bc of an untagged post. i do not need to hear about all that, thanks.

its so fucking triggering for me, jesus christ.

[justanotherlonleypuppygirl]

Dear Diary!

Today has been another difficult day, like all my days seem to be. I don't even really know what to write. I am feeling frustrated that i still don't have someone to be with. But i am not surprised, i am so complicated with such a limited dating pool. i think dating is probably something i can forget. I should probably be focusing on myself. Therapie and finishing up my Transition. Would make things easier with dating.

I am thinking to much again and wasting all my tome playing stupid video games.

Anyways, frustrated Lilith says goodnight for now.

[neurospicyyy]

• Fidgeting and stuttering do NOT always indicate that someone is nervous.

• Avoiding eye contact does NOT always mean someone is lying.

• Having a hard time focusing does NOT always mean someone is lazy.

• Carrying around a stuffed animal or blanket does NOT make someone childish.

• Poor motor skills is NOT a direct indication of intelligence.

Not everyone fits into your box. Deal with it.

[amberkendslacy]

Ugh can't post one thing about body positivity without someone reblogging about how it is hard to be skinny.

Can it not be about you for five seconds?

And why is this overly religious fatphobic person reblogging my stuff anyway? This is Fat Loving Dyke Vampire Central, you've taken a lot of wrong turns to get here.

Blocked them but the gross smell is still in the carpet. I just cleaned in here.

[windkonig]

when people say "ok but x bug has no benefit to nature" I bet they can't even name 5 facts about the bug they're shitting on. so how could they Possibly know what its function is in the environment and if it's "useless" or not

wasps being the perfect example, I still get people saying "oh bees are cute and pollinate :) yay. but WASPS ARE EVIL and they don't contribute ANYTHING!!!" and it's like buddy. wasps pollinate too. they also control spider populations. they do a lot of great valuable things. but even if they didn't, they're still worthy of being here. I see SO much hatred toward wasps and I wish people would try to learn a little more about them.

I'm mainly talking about paper wasps here because these are common ones we run into in daily life and most commonly deemed "aggressive". but wasps have body language. and if you learn to read this language and learn how to properly act around them, things will go a lot better for you! wasps can be curious creatures and they may come up to observe you, especially if you're wearing something brightly colored. this can be startling for sure, but my best advice is to just be still, DO NOT SWAT or wave your arms. try to just back away or sidestep so it loses interest and leaves. swatting is just gonna make them feel as if they are being attacked and increase your chances of being stung.

many stings happen due to unfortunate but accidental circumstances. unknowingly getting too close to a nest, stepping on a wasp on accident, one getting stuck in clothing, etc. I got stung once while gardening, went to pull a weed and the wasp was on it, so I grabbed her without knowing and she stung me because she was scared. this doesn't mean "oh wasps are AGGRESSIVE and EVIL" it means you stumbled into an unfortunate situation where the wasps felt threatened and defensive. instead of being like "FUCK all wasps" go forward trying to learn about common nesting areas, be wary of holes in the ground, wear gloves while gardening, and if you do have to be around a nest, try not to make a lot of noise. if the nest absolutely needs removed, call a professional.

[frenchfries02]

(10) Roller coaster ride with emotions

I did not imagine I'd get this far, commiting to having a log everyday ngl. I'm a very lazy person, but most of the times it's the people around that influences me to become productive.

Disappointment, nervous-ness, fun, tiredness, joy, anger and sadness.

From midday, morning, before afternoon, afternoon, evening, dawn, and dusk.

I think the only thing that I enjoyed the most for this day was spending my time with Mojo. It's the only one that has been giving me all the energy to be alive rn.

It sucks when your parents doesn't align with you at all. Mine doesn't.

I can't with this family. I'm too tired of explaining everything to them. I'm too tired of understanding them.

They are religious. I'm not.

I'm respecting their point of view in life,

and they cannot on mine.

I really don't agree, that all parents are right.

I know everyone is all a victim of life.

Most of the times I get fed up with it.

They make me feel all the time that I owe them everything, even though It's not even my fault that they can't take the responsibility of having a child.

It's very suffocating.

I tried to talk them all about it. They can't even understand what I mean. They can't understand that they cannot control everything. They are not even trying to understand me, whereas I have tried to understand them all my life.

They can't even stop themselves from making me feel sad. They can't even blame themselves from their faults. They just throw it all at me.

Most of the time they make me feel that there is something wrong with me.

It's making me think that there is. Maybe there is. Or maybe it's just how life is.

It's very heavy.

It's so tiresome. To be alive.

To those reading this I am so sorry for exposing you from my broken-ness.

Life is short. Thy all of our journey's become one of the things that gives us reasons to have our Mojo-s.

[chimerical-creations]

FUCK

The Norwegian branch of MDP Supplies (the place I get all my sandblasting vinyl) seems to have closed down.

Goddammit.

WHERE AM I SUPPOSED TO GET MY MATERIALS NOW

Really glad I bought a big roll of transfer sheet last time. Gotta be careful with the thin sandblasting vinyl now, since I only have a few metres of it.

[teslafactory]

every few months some annoying motherfucker makes a post asking why it's called 'spirk' instead of 'spork' or 'kock' and the short, easy answer is: spirk is already the silly ship name, the og ship name is 'k/s' and the og og ship name is 'the premise', because spirk is a ship so old that it was around before ship names were invented. now never come into my house again.

[snarkspawn]

I really enjoy playing through tnp again like hi it's been a while

[annaberunoyume]

Something I found frequently in post-2020 movies is that they don't let a the scene falls naturally. Like I watched Guardians of the Galaxy 3 last night and it just felt too rushed. Like a dramatic did not even have a steady. It was, 2 milliseconds of the letting the scene fall, then boom! Rush rush to the next scene. I swear, it seems that every new movie director never studied the art of movie-making (like the ''show, don't tell'', the rule of 180 degrees, etc. Don't get me wrong, to have an avant-garde movie is okay, but JUST avant-garde movies that blows rasberries at structure is really annoying.