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bro I’m sick bc ace dying in his arms was luffy’s biggest nightmare but dying in the arms of the person that he loved most / loved him most was probably the kindest Fate (under the circumstances) that he could have been given. luffy, the person he sacrificed himself for and would again and again and again and a million times over if he’d been given the chance bc there was no world he wanted to live in without his little brother alive and breathing, there with him at the end.
#I hate when ppl say that he died for nothing. in vain. that all those lives were wasted trying to save him#BRO. you DONT get it. it’s supposed to feel sickening#not everything gets a happy ending. sometimes people die for no reason. or they die protecting something they can’t save#but did save luffy in more ways than one. at marineford (idc what anyone says they never would have outrun akainu) and by being the push for#strong enough to protect his friends and strong enough to follow the dream ace would never see him achieve#in the hypothetical that ace survived and luffy didn’t. ace would never have lasted more than a few weeks. days.#or he would have survived just long enough to burn the whole world down#because luffy loving him was the reason he could love himself just enough to keep going.#and even tho he loved whitebeard and his crew there was nothing left for him in a world that didn’t have his brother in it#alas#ooopsie lots of tags !#portgas d ace#luffy#one piece
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Kids! When someone in a fandom space posts or does something that seems tailor made or outright intended to piss you off and/or provoke you to respond? Remember! You can just say to yourself:
And go on with your day without letting Haters into your life!
#kidk says stuff#‘sorry but I’m not hungry :)’#take it from your old (literally) pal kidk—it’s more fun to watch them try in vain to goad you#be sated by the fact of the attempt!#and just ignore them!#((trying to get my attention huh? that’s so fun! don’t bother.))
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hey gale. gale.
halaster? the halaster? halaster fucking blackcloak?
you not only personally know halaster blackcloak --
you chose HIM --
-- as your CAT SITTER??
#he's probably not the worst person in waterdeep but like?? could you not find someone else??#i know you said you have basically zero friends but could you not ask. idk. your mom???#how did that even go down.#fucked up dungeon monsters trying in vain to kill his mirror image projection while it asks for an audience with halaster#“Good evening! I am here on behalf of the esteemed Gale of Waterdeep. He wishes to ask you a favor of great importance--”#does halaster like. owe gale. did gale cash in an IOU#gale your decision making skills are unprecedented. how many fucked up wizards do you know#bg3#gale dekarios
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Matt Smith would make a terrific and terrifying Master.
#and you know it#he'd be a great master#he's not my favourite doctor#but it's not that i don't like him#i'm just a little scared of him#sometimes#but him as master....? oh~#(he'd just need to be a little bit of a loser and not just scary/unstable)#(a bit like a doctor tbh)#eh... how those two are similar to each other#it's material for 3 long essays at least#well anyways i'm back with dw posting#and there will be more of it#soon#(you haven't followed me in vain)#i will try to tell you a bit about oncoming 20th anniversary of nuwho fanzine#and i'm still to watch christmas special soo there will possibly be a commentary on that too#keep looking#it's nice to be back with my own posts#doctor who#dw#11th doctor#eleventh doctor#matt smith#the master#the doctor#and we've seen that one interview#he'd be dangerous#hell yeah#back with tags 10x longer than the actual post
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someone needs to draw orion pax and d-16 as this image
#pinkspidey’s rambles#orion pax#d 16#orion pax x d 16#optimus prime#megatron#optimus prime x megatron#true loves kiss as in d-16 trying so hard to wake up orion by kissing him but it all being in vain#the poisoned apple (or energon whatever) got lodged too deep in his throat and now theres nothing orion's best friend can do to save him#tfone#tf one#transformers#transformers one#fantasy au#fairytale au#snow white au#i love you snow white aus#ever after high#apple white#darling charming#dappling#also love you apple white your the best lesbian who ever lived#this could also work with the roles reversed because d-16 is a LOT more like apple when you think about it
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me the minute i'm hit with over exhaustion: i need to die bc nobody needs me and im tired of pretending to be capable of being human
#screaming at my brain to go to sleep bc this is a feeling that you sleep away usually#and then it gets bwtter#i honestly wish i had someone close enough to comfortably tell this to rather than posting on here#i really need someone to put me to sleep#i really want to be someone for somebody that they enjoy putting effort for#but im incapable of intimacy .....#no matter how much i try ....my efforts feel all in vain. the best i get at is pretending i can be emotionally intimate w someone#but then i just dip.... because it all feels unfamiliar and scary and .... scary#im such a coward i cant look at myself i dont know how to live with myself honestly#im so annoying for myself#my brain feels like mush#no rather my brain feels exactly like the ending parade in satoshi kon's paprika#everything just happening all at once every line blurred#; words generated by me#vent tw#tw vent#suicide ideation
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I’ll never forget how once my ex joked I “live under a rock” and when I asked how he showed me a Snapchat reel of “hot celebrity gossip,” after which he pointed out I don’t keep up with any of it. I really dated that that’s so embarrassing
#If anything I’m trying to get AWAY from that#I don’t dislike keeping up w pop culture but at this point id rather be reading a book watching documentaries learning something new#Idc if it sounds pretentious bc it’s true#I don’t like using the term “low vibrational” bc i don’t have to be spiritual not to consume what’s essentially brain trash#Do I judge people for being too invested NO you do you. But beyond very popular pop culture headline I really would rather be out of the#Loop#id just rather be consuming healthy brain food#And it amazes me how he full chest thought that keeping up w vain stuff like that is him being in the loop. Never again <3
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i like how you can tell the minute sasha takes over answer duties matthew just- i think its safe to say matthew feels secure enough to turn off his brain for a bit and succumb to his inner bird if you will
as you can tell matthew was very much paying attention to whatever was being said and agrees with everything wholeheartedly and absolutely not distracted by showing off his tatas and making sure the girls have some breathing room (i wish i was lying when i said it seems like everyday he becomes more and more a caricature of himself)
the final nod at the end so everyone knows he agrees with sasha...
post practise interview | 6.23.24 (x)
#aleksander barkov#matthew tkachuk#florida panthers#2324#playoffs 24#im sorry its very hard to take any presser with these two involved remotely seriously#sasha trying to take this seriously meanwhile matthew#whos a pretty bird matthew? whos a pretty bird??#“no that was perfect yeah that was good GREAT” said with the cadence of a man who absolutely was not paying attention and has nothing to add#“this is for both of you guys” oh you mean only guy will have to have a though provoking answer while the others goes yeah what he said 👍#sasha this is your wife#shes beautiful if not a little vain#but its hot#yeah i get it
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anybody know why jack switched his hair from a middle-ish part to a deep side part in his mid-20s??
#like did he stand in front of the mirror one day and try different parts#we all know how vain he is so you know some serious thought went into it#i need to understand#jack’s hair is very important to me#jfk#john f kennedy
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your honor, I love these fuckheads
#also we look like a boyband#you aaare my fiiiire the one desiiiiireee#shadowheart reminds me of my 16 year old self#such an edgy queen i love her for it#meanwhile astarion trying to pick up the scrambles of his dignity#shadowheart just likes dropping bombs then leaving the room#she just wanted to be sassy but he is just too vain#its ok tho i understand#also i love how chill 3/4 look and then there's burning karlach#yes i too love the irony of making shadowheart wear that dark justiciar armour though she defied shar lol#feat the worst 5 sec photoshop (you cannot call them) skills to get rid of the minimap#baldur’s gate 3#fun#bg3#shadowheart#astarion#astarion bg3#shadowheart bg3#karlach bg3#mystic carrion bg3#baldur's gate 3
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*WOE SELF INDULGENT AU ART CATERED SPECIFICALLY FOR MYSELF BE UPON YE*
#bg3 au#bg3 Astarion#bg3 durge#bg3 oc#Vaine#Astarion#Nebbles Art#literally spent like. the entirety of May trying to sketch and line this shit#got way too frustrated with it and just said fuck it. clean up the sketch and slap some color and details on that bitch#i thinkg the image in my head was waaaay more complex than what i wanted on the canvas#so. yknow. fuck it. do it shitty if you have too lmao#ik ots probably not all THAT shitty but. perfectionist. so. yeah lol#have my extremely self indulgent mermaid au <3
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just thinkin' about what if Red had come home in Episode 5 after nobody answered the phone because he knew something was big time wrong
and also what if he was still too late
(I like to think Duck would've appreciated the gesture anyway, y'know if he was conscious.)
Alternate version under the cut:
#dhmis#don't hug me i'm scared#tw gore#tw blood#my art#fluffybird#i mean. it's not NOT that.#it's romantic to have your friend try in vain to rescue you when your orGäns are spilling out everywhere <3
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In bbc merlin you hear all the time about the Old Religion - which implies existence of the New Religion. Only recently i worked out what it's ought to be.
It's Christianity.
#it's bloody christianity#and i'm stupid#how could i not have realized earlier?#christianity and not even a chapel#that's scandalous tbh#you don't even have to comment on it#just put it there#but yeah#king arthur and the knights of the round table were looking for the holy grail#and... i knew it at some level#some but not conscious#hell#which reminds me#how long i've spent trying to come up with things people can swear onto when concepts of heaven hell and (big singular almighty) God+#+are foreign to them#(for fanfiction purpose)#(completely in vain as it turns out)#i... kinda refuse#honestly i'm flabbergasted#merlin bbc#as we're putting unexpected shit into internet's vastness today#the adventures of merlin#merlin#Q
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best part about season 3 were the flashbacks to season 1<3
#sorryyyy but uhm. i do not get it#sweet home#spoilers#heli liveblogs#rip s1 you will always be famous to me#i do not understand what s2 + s3 were trying to tell#and the one thing i came back for (eunyu hyunsu and eunhyeok)#were so underused#the sibling reunion was underwhelming and then they did nothing with it#eunhyeok didnt even get an arc#eunyu was completely sidelined at the end#sangwook at least got his justice by taking back his agency#but then idk how to feel about the fire thing when the fire was what took away his family when he was a kid....#yikyung was just a womb after all i guess. and she died in vain bc she couldnt even save her daughter#the relationship between the daughter and hyunsu from s2 was nonexistent#and jisu should've survived i'll die on this hill#and ui myeong died and suddenly everything went uphill??#he was a villain yes but he did not have that big an impact#maybe there's sth im not getting tho idk#the only good thing fr was sangwook taking back his strength#via memories of jaeheon and yuri and hyunsu
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Honestly, thank you for calling Messmer a fascist I feel like so much of the fandom just ignore the way he is written for the sake of a more simplified and commodified character they can lust over. Not only is it weird to completely deny such an important part of his character that affects the wider narrative (not even getting into real world implications) it just makes him more boring! This is a Fromsoft game where very few characters are ever even close to morally pure. And yes, Messmer isn’t as pure evil as he was presented in the trailers, that doesn’t mean he’s a good person. A lot of people take away the main twist of the storyline as “the Hornsent were the bad guys the whole time and Messmer was completely in the right” when that’s just not the case. Sorry for ranting in your ask box I just thought you might like to hear out my case lol x)
First not going to lie, frien, I start to have some personal concern because of the messages like this. 😔 I am getting the type of messages like "thank you for doing this Elden Ring thing when everyone else does that Elden Ring thing" + followed by jab at the fandom for not paying enough attention or variants! There was "thank you for actually having positive reading of Nanaya when people portray her as agent of chaos", then "thank you for writing Rellana with her own ideology when people portray her as just Golden Order simp", then "thank you for writing Messmer and Marika as fucked up when people make them wholesome mother-son bond"... now this too
I want to say that I do not blame you, or anyone who sent previous messages I mentioned! And I am glad that you find enjoyment and understanding in how I analyse and write Elden Ring things! Like, yes, I am happy that it resonated with you when by your own admission, it is not something you see often! ...that being said, I really do not fit to be the "face of opposition" if you can even call it that! xD I am very meticulous in my analysis (against my will, autism is just like this) and try to not have any bias but instead fixate on what the writer really wants to say, but I should be more critical with compliments that I accept! Don't want to get my ego bloated with comparisons fshhddhsf I accept the compliments for my posts! Just not the '...unlike the rest of the fandom' part if this can be helped!
^^^ On the subject, Messmer said this phrase even in the first, gameplay trailer, and it already made me raise my eyebrow! Saying that "impure" creatures do not deserve to live is really wild, however, it didn't look to be Miyazaki's average jab at religious crusades... yet xD
^^^ Then THIS stuff in the second trailer. Basically, I was already labelling him fascist before the DLC dropped 🙄
I was actually really... delighted to find out that Fromsoft touched such a huge topic? Even though it is called 'Crusade', Miyazaki's jab at religion leaned more towards Inquisitors of Hornsent! Messmer lived up to my expectations from his character and MORE! He is not even wiser than burning all traces of history and culture, had it not been for his Knights beings better than this! Honestly, Fromsoft raising the topics of fashism and genocide is one of their biggest Ws so far, and something I will always love SOTE for!
Above all I agree that even if you ditch everything about 'subtext', 'media literacy' and 'obvious implications', the story about "justified genocide" doesn't really offer anything interesting narratively! Making a whole nation/race/whatever 'inherently evil' and their genocide as heroic act....? It doesn't offer anything: no meaning, no fuel for self-reflection as society, no awareness of real world parallels, no philosophical debate about horrors of revenge cycle...
Doesn't offer anything interesting, except for.... yeah, making Messmer more approachable to simp for. Well, everyone knows what I think of such characters:
Debate about media literacy and subtexts in Elden Ring is very tricky, and I've learned the hard way when Mohg beaten the allegations! (my confidence was shattered that day fhddhsf) It is hard to draw the line where 'obvious implication' ends and 'but they did not DIRECTLY say it...' starts! So yeah, when logic and reading deep ends, I think feelings can help. Messmer is a horrible, horrible person, and genocide is the worst thing humanity can fall into. Is making one character (maybe two, as Marika is connected) more "likeable" worth larger story with meaning, rising such significant topics? I don't think so!
As for Hornsent........ sighhhh...
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#elden ring#messmer the impaler#ask replies#sorry for struggling with the words I am just yet to find the way to disagree with part of the compliment#you can tell it is not something you did wrong but a reoccurring thing of me receiving this 'type' of compliments!#and I know I am very easily bribed with praise#I try to be careful because if I am consistently compared with others as someone with better reading I'll become vain lol#which would be double pathetic as I am a nobody with no following talents or achievements XD
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People compare Fenris to Astarion and. Okay white hair and freedom arcs aside I strongly disagree. Fenris is only annoying with me when I help mages, on account of his pain and suffering being caused by a mage. Astarion is pissed at me if I help kids on account that I should not help the weak :) they are not the same.
#astarion would not nearly annoy me as much if he didnt also expect me to help him#like my dude! youre an ass the only reason I help you is that im trying to help everyone who isnt outright trying to kill me!#like logically if I acted the way he wanted#aka not helping the weak#i would not fucking help him either#anyway he is growing on me and Im enjoying his backstory i just#wish I could bully him and still be nice to him at the same time#like get in loser we're gonna kill cazador but also i should get to make fun of him for being a vain douche#like those things can coexist#anyway#i dont like the comparison i think its a disservice to both their characters#byeeeee#dragon age#baldur's gate 3
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