#suicide ideation

[xunknownxbrokenxgodx]

they should invent a way that makes suicide fucking easy

[thereareno4ngels]

hey guys guess what i played recently & really liked

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[buckxtommy]

the thing is. bobby died in that fire. not in the traditional sense, but he did. a part of him is buried in minnesota, and they all know that. there is soil under athena and buck's fingernails from YEARS of trying so hard to dig him out, bring him back to life, but bobby knows it's just a rotten carcass they're trying to save. what are the amends he's made compared to the peaceful silence of six feet under without the voices in the back of his head? what are the confessions he made compared to the nights of unanswered prayers for his painful death? what is the ever growing hellfire he believes he's going to suffer through for the great sin of suicide compared to the fire that burned his whole family alive?

[keykidpilipili]

John: I don't want to kill Yellow! Could you imagine wanting to kill a part of yourself?!

Arthur fixated on killing Larson because of his own self hatred over Faroe's death: ........... No that would be crazy.

[sunlit-mess]

Silent prayer

[tributary]

these tags were about donating to ao3. really well-adjusted userbase on here

[randygrim]

J's Nightmare Sequence in the Radiation Au

Tw: Suicide, Suicide Ideation

Shes chasing a drone and she knows why. The solver told her to. The solver told her so she chases. But this drone is good at hiding. This drone is good fleeing. This drone is good with her steps the same way she is. This drone has the same pattern in her walk that she does. But its small, where J is clawing and thundering and sleek, this drone is nimble and thin and stunted. And as J watches and chases and hunts, she slowly and surely catches tail of this drone. Rounding a corner too fast she clips the shoulder of the drone with her claw and topples with it. Her wings thud to the ground as she pounces. And finally, finally she can see fully who this drone is that ran from her instead of facing the truth. Instead of facing what she caused. Because it's her. This drone is her, looking up at her is her own scared face. The face she only saw in the reflection of cups and glasses. It stares vividly as she bites its neck. Ripping it's circuits from it's jugular as oil spills everywhere. And it screams. She hears her own voice scream, knowing that no one will save her, and no one will come. She killed this drone, like she killed the other drones before, like she killed her coworkers at the manor, like she killed Tessa, like she killed herself. Because thats what she is, a filthy killer.

Snippet I wrote for Arum Spadix, the fanfic me and @uzibrainrot are writing!!!!

[scissorcraft]

suicidal ideation needs to be checked on and monitored

[potatobugz]

im back to bugposting babyyyy

[latelyimanervouswreck]

Im thinking about suicide a lot these days

[sgkjd]

me the minute i'm hit with over exhaustion: i need to die bc nobody needs me and im tired of pretending to be capable of being human

[iridescentpull]

TW: Suicidal Thoughts / Ideation (not graphic, but its there)

Sometimes I lie awake and think about Pac's night before the cure during the Happy Pills Arc. Because what the fuck was that?

The blood all around Chume Labs? The dimmed lights? The notes? The graves? The letter addressed to Mike that sounded suspiciously like a suicide note?

What happened that night? Did Pac go ice cold on the pills to work on the cure, causing heavy withdrawals? Did he experiment on himself? Did he genuinely believe his friends and family were dead, so he made them graves as a final goodbye? Did he stare at the pills, wondering what would happen if he downed all the pills at once? Did he think that finally, finally, he could sleep forever?

It keeps me up at night, cause Pac what the fuck happened that night?

[studioboner]

[the-starlight-mistress]

Gravity Falls Final Test Au

Ok, so I’ve finally given in and made a gravity falls AU.

In this AU bill is nearing the end at his time at the Theraprism. Or at least, he should be. If he wants to actually get out of here he needs to pass one final test.

He gets to have a human body, go to the last place he was before admitted to the facility, and try to live a life showing he has changed.

If he doesn’t show any progress he’s sent back to Theraprism and has to continue his indefinite stay, anyone he’s made contact with get’s their mind wiped of his recent interaction, and any trouble he’s cause is reversed.

Will bill be able to handle it if he’s forgotten by another person?

It won’t come to that, he’ll just find the most normal person in gravity falls and follow their lead, then the whole stupid Pine family, and the stupid Axolotl will see that he’s not as obsessive as they all like to think he is.

Now then, the most normal person in gravity falls… what about this Tad Stange?

I’ll be keeping my log of “episodes” under the cut

All spoilers are in the tags

Episodes:

Prologue

Episode 1 "The Final Test"

Episode 2 "Tad Strange: he sure is"

[sunlit-mess]

The tiniest of hope to cling onto, just to get through another day

[borderline-culture-is]

tw sui

bpd culture is wanting to attempt suicide again because last time he was so worried about me and it felt so damn good

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