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xavier falls asleep easily enough as he is, but whenever he has his head on your lap, your fingers combing through his hair—all he can do is just sigh and give in. closing his eyes, he knows better than to fight the temptation, especially within the comfort of your touch and pleasant weather. though admittedly, he will find any weather pleasant as long there is you, safe and close to his side. as he slowly drifts to sleep, he dully notes with a hum when you praise his hair. he will do his best to make sure he will also praise your features after he is awake. he could think of so many to say—your smile, your voice, your whole being. and maybe, he will also give a kiss on your forehead and lips too—he thinks before finally falling asleep.
zayne loves many parts of you, from the one that often surprises him most to the one that offers him a comforting mundanity. so, when you press your forehead to his and call his eyes beautiful, he knows himself enough to just accept your words in silence with a smile. a burst of adoration and more blossomed warmly, weighing his chest and dizzying his head instantly. he is tongue-tied, certainly, however, he too can't exactly find the words to tell you how much more beautiful yours are to him. or perhaps, he doubts there are any words to describe what he truly feels. though, for now, he will settle with a gentle squeeze from his hands to tell you as he presses back his forehead gently against yours.
rafayel gets flustered pretty easily sometimes. it is both adorable and funny, seeing the way his ears turn red as his usually chatty mouth closes with a pout-like expression. but, even this state he could never take his hands off you. you could keep kissing his face, neck, and chest—right over his beauty mark—while hugging him without a clear rhyme and reason, and like a true lovesick man he will let you. hands resting on your arm, stilled in his brand of rare shyness all while still clinging unto you out of his obvious fondness. of course, even if he does enjoy this, he will come back with a vengeance the moment he gathers himself.
#love and deepspace#love and deepspace x reader#love and deepspace xavier#love and deepspace rafayel#love and deepspace zayne#xavier x reader#rafayel x reader#zayne x reader#love and deepspace fluff#drabbles#love and deepspace imagines#i walk in swearing i wont get infested. didnt know i also walked in with clown make up#i cant choose i like them all so here we go: silent dotting affection as the prompt#and what names to use i use jp and its SEIYA REI AND HOMURA and then there is still cn it's confusing
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Ok, look at me real quick because I'm tired of explaning this to full grown adults. You can NOT support generative AI and still claim to care about artists and writers in the fandoms you participate in. So that means if you spout pro generative AI rhetoric, and it gets you ostracized that is NOT the community or fandom being unfair or cruel to you. That is simply the conciquences of your own actions. Full stop.
#most of yall know this perfectly well and I love you for that.#please note that does not mean we go around bullying and threatening people who use AI.#that won't change their mind it will just give them a warped sense of justification.#block them and move on#because you know what hurts them worse then yelling at them?#making it so they cant see or interact with the real artist's who sustain these spaces.#It's a loanly world for those who choose to fuck around and find out.#fandom#stop ai#anti ai
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"if we make america worse and more of a dictatorship that will be even harder to unravel and make it the way we want the country to be, maybe then everyone will join our Glorious Revolution!" bb girl you cant even be in the same room with someone who thinks you should vote, how in tf do you think you're gonna unite people to fight in The Revolution with you? it's gonna be you and your 5 friends, i hate to break it to you.
#i dont think you realize how repelling you and your politics are to everyone else#you get all of your validation for how Smart You Are from your friends and ignore any kind of feedback that suggests you should#change or do something differently. thats the only reason you're so convinced average people will go along with you bc you keep getting#affirmation from the people who ALREADY agree with you- but you have NO IDEA how to bridge the gap between people who agree#with you and disagree with you. you're horrible at convincing people of your side of things outside of straight up guilt tripping them#or bullying them like a highschooler. im sorry but the tools you learned to survive with as a kid aren't gonna help you in this situation.#the ONLY THING you can come up with to bridge that gap is a bloody revolution. thats how bad you are at this.#and you're also so bad at this and unimaginative that you dont even realize how THAT might not even be enough.#you cant imagine ANY kind of avenue to getting people to change AT ALL outside of blood and fire. and thats why people call you#an authoritarian.#i'll be honest- i really do think the world would be a better place if we did incremental change under a democratic president who wont#set the world on fire vs the godkingemperor republican WHO WONT EVEN LISTEN TO YOU AT ALL EVER AND MIGHT KILL YOU#FOR PUTTING UP A STINK. idk if you noticed but if that evil fuck gets into office we are severely outnumbered if he gets police#n shit to go after his own citizens. letting trump win is making this battle so much harder than it needs to be.#you are choosing trying to fix the world while its exploding vs trying to fix it before it explodes at all.#what is this like a procrastination thing? you wanna wait till the last minute to try? idfgi. wtf is wrong with you#throwing minority lives away to prove a point. and then you try to tell me you care. gtfoh.#accelerationists should never be taken seriously.
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"I spent so many nights in that shitty prison. On the freezing floor, hungry, bloody, counting the hours. The only thing... The only thing that kept me going was the thought of getting back to you."
#arcane#arcaneedit#vi#vi arcane#arcane vi#arcane league of legends#league of legends#netflixedit#showedit#media: arcane#type: gif#s1 ep8#well this was an ASS to color#it ended up looking fine i guess lol#can we look at this scene bc god the composition is beautiful like#vi STILL cant decide whether shes still going to join powder or stay with cait here#THE LAST PART SHE LOOKS SO FRUSTRATED BC SILCO JUST TOOK JINX AND LEFT WITH HER EVEN THO SHE REALLY WANTED TO FIND JINX UGH#but ultimately she chooses to stay with cait in s1 i guess#well to be fair she didnt have a choice skdfjsfsfsf#im so curious on how shes gonna be a cop bc the show did say this will be how she becomes into an enforcer#ANYWAYS LOOK AT HER MY TINY SKRUNKLY MY BLORBO ILY#VI U DONT DESERVE ANY OF THIS
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uh oh guys, hot take alert:
i think revali may have invented hand held aerial archery HEAR ME OUT- (this is a long one boys)
okay. evidence one: why the fuck would a rito shoot like that. like, it makes nearly zero sense, it would be such a hindrance to their flight and their main stake is that they can be higher than you can shoot whilst still pinging you... which revali has overcome with his gale
evidence two: tulin and the concept arts. obviously rito style archery would be held in their talons. before totk came out idk if anyone had really thought about it too much, but the developers had, as you can see in concept art (from the creating a champion book). and like, its logical, powerful, and allows for peak maneuverability. also, when in flight revali (and teba) holds his bow in his talons before switching to his wings. surely its easier to keep it in your wing (obvi ignoring the effects to flight but hes doing that anyway firing the damn thing) rather than switch back and forth- unless you were taught that way, because why would you hold it elsewhere, you need it in your talons to shoot.
evidence three: we dont see any other rito do it (...kind of). throughout botw and totk, we never see another rito flying with a bow in their hands. in totk, its mostly tulin, who holds it in his talons, but in botw the big one is teba. during the medoh quest, he actually gives *link* his bow, and therefore does no shooting in the sky. teba and harth had both tried to take on medoh before, but we never see this, and while they holds their bows in their hands *on the ground,* we dont see it.
...except for aoc (uh, spoilers?). there are two times we see a rito other than revali hold their bow in their hand for aerial archery. but it is not with any rito soldiers, either during cutscenes (the bows are only on their backs) or gameplay (they swoop down, and then hand hold bows on ground. they arent seen flying at all but thats prolly for the same reasons as botw: its very hard to code that (and so they write the lore around that fact)). the first time we actually see another rito do this, we dont see it. Its teba, as he comes thru the portal, but all we see is the arrow shot, and then him freeze frame with the bow in one wing. we dont see the bow in his hand for the rest of the fight. the second time we actually see him fighting like this, it *is* in the air, but its noticeably different to revali.
hes a lot slower, it clearly takes a LOT more effort to shoot the bow, and he only pulls off one arrow at a time. its canon that revalis bow is heavier/harder to draw, and he manages to effortlessly stream arrows whilst fucking floating midair. i think teba, forever a revali fanboy, heard of how the champion mastered his own style of archery and sought to teach himself, but lacked one key thing: revalis mastery of wind.
evidence three point five: revali could easily use his powers to hold him in the air longer/slow his descent long enough for him to fire his shots. it makes sense, really. if he can use his gale to propel him, he can sit on the updraft for a hot sec, or even curve the path to carry him along while he lines up the shot. this would mean he wouldnt need to flap as much as other rito, who would obviously need to keep flying
evidence four: revalis fighting style and his needs. revali works with non rito, obviously. he needs to be able to communicate with them on the battlefield, and they wont understand the muffled chirps if he holds his string in his beak, so he needs his mouth free to speak hylian. also, revalis main tactic is fly up with gale, shoot, fall, either shoot more or use velocity and weight to knock around opponents, and then fly back up. he often needs both feet planted firmly on the ground to get a good hold of his gale, something that is harder to do if you have a bow in the way.
also, take for example the kick he delivers link in their fight (aoc). that would possibly damage the bow, or give the opponent a chance to grab his weapon, if he held it in his talons. and to switch from feet to back is a risky maneuver during freefall, and could lose precious seconds, and then when you get back in the air you need to get it off your back again. its much easier to keep the bow loosely in your wing the whole time, meaning your free to attack melee, land and rise all while not wasting a single moment getting your next shot lined up.
so yeah, i think the rito used the talon grip for aerial archery, and would often use the hand held method on the ground for a variety of reasons (more powerful shots?, easier in some situations like hunting), but revali was perhaps the first to use hand held aerial, another reason he was one of the greatest archers ever.
#you cant fly and i cant hold a bow in my wings midair so this is the perfect middleground to#fight each other on but jokes on you i literally invented new archery to beat this flaw and im going to kick ur ass and/or teach it to you#its late rn i hope this makes sense#also from a revalink perspective its giving#idk i might go back through this in the morning and clean it up but probably not i have never done that before i always forget about it#this came to me as i was talking to myself trying to justify WHY ON EARTH rito would shoot like that when i went#“wait. have we even seen other rito do that.” and the answer was basically not it was only one other guy#important to note that 1- those two times we see teba do it hes on vah medoh which has A LOT of updrafts and wind which would make it easie#and 2- his moveset is all very close to the ground and often doesnt involve a lot of actual flying so im choosing to be selective about it#god DAYUM i love thinking about these birds#revali#teba#harth#tulin#rito#botw#totk#aoc#loz#archery stuff#hoping a certain moot sees this and gives their opinions bc i know they know archery stuff#moss' madness
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i have soooo much more i cld say abt him, and have explored more thru other doodles, but quick summary of talon's whole deal, which is subject to change still as he's only almost 2 yrs old as an oc
#oc text#obvs sparse description of the events bc i dont mean for it to be gratuitous#even if i decided to explore it further in some medium the focus wouldnt be gratuitous ykwim#not that there werent awful stuff within that but my focus with talon is also more exploration of like#even stuff that isnt a big deal (which it wasnt at first) can effect someone greatly#and then once it does get a bit worse the focus is still more on the effects of how he views himself and the aftermath#AS WELL AS LIKE. well. did i do this to myself? i went back. do i deserve this?#he's a lot like me and the reason i like the self insert dynamic is bc he thinks of cheye as Me If It Didnt All Go Horribly#bc ive not gone thru the Extreme but i have had interactions with ppl who very enthusiastically thought i was ummmm underage!!!#while they were already being creepy toward me and making me nervous abt my safety !#so this isnt ''he's umm 400 but looks 12 bc i want to do weird shit with him 😏'' dude drawing him Fed makes me so sad sometimes...#we're also weird eating buddies <3#and grief buddies <3 he actually further spawned out of my need to deal with a lot of family members passing away in such a short time#severe death phobia buddies...#i still dont know how he really feels about his Old Wrinkly Form btw all i know is he feels safe in it#as much as id love to sway toward ''he thinks he's hot like that. because he is.'' i also dont want to convey the wrong message wrt this#form being due to....disordered eating caused by Issues. ykwim#though! he can shapeshift quite well when he's fed and maybe he'd choose that form willingly if he ever got. Past everything#he does hate that he never gets to actually age...! he wishes he cld age normally like a mortal...(still scared of dying though)#but we cant knoww for certain yet ykwim. maybe he'll let me know soon.#my issue with talon other than i suck at plots is well he has too many of my issues. and. idk how to solve them.#he's growing with me.#oh and have we noticed he's mean to me when *im* being mean to me...MANY such metaphors#ok goodnite
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Nah bro something about some elain Stans complaining they weren't aware of elain Day and instead of creating content for her they choose to bitch about it.
On the other hand some stans ( me included ) picked up their creativity and created art, poems, fics, Moodboards and Playlists inspite of the majority of us not being informed of the event.
If you ever needed proof on who her real stans are here you go.
#also just to clarify im not saying not participating is wrong#its the Hipocrasy that gets me#you guys screamed that we should have our own week and etc#when we expressed that we were uncomfortable with censorship and bias#but when we do decided to go through with it#suddenly you have a problem#pls pick a fucking lane#and yall dont get to shame other stans for creating content for her#we wanted to so we did#also it doesnt take a lot to create a moodboard or anything really#i saw someome bitching about how they didnt have time to “commission”#sweetie if you had even a bone of creativity in you you couldve created anything for the character#sad fact is you choose to be an asshole and invade spaces and then bitch about why people dont like you#immaturity at its peak#dont bash people for creating when you cant do it#pro elain archeron#pro elain#elain deserves better#elain day#im sorry i had to get it out
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“And that was enough.”
I HAD to add color to this still from the cutscene, it was simply too soft not to. (Original below the cut!)
#dont look too closely its kinda rushed <3#Saint 14#Osiris#O14#destiny#destiny 2#I also had a hell of a time deciding on what colors Saint probably would be?????#ik we see his face when hes dead and put up as a memorial but thats so washed in blue/white light I cant tell anything apart#so I went for just One Base Color#tho it seems his face type is based off of one of the ones you can choose for male exos in creation#anyway GAY GRANDPAS!!!!! UNDENIABLY GAY!!! HAHAHA [insert fire elmo gif here]#(Im also not counting this as art since its just coloring so its not going on my art acc)
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#okay but see even if we’re going with canon trans woman lesbian sam i still think cas has a more inherently queer experience. like#*fanon. damn autocorrect#LIKE. first of all samuel you have no bitches#second of all cas is for all intents and purposes an alien. so he not only was introduced to human queerness but stepped into being#people saying sam is freaky therefore queercoded?? CAS IS THE FREAKIEST FREAK AND YOU CANT HANDLE IT#sam wants to conform more than anything in this world. except when he goes off the deep end and decides he’s doomed and evil forever#there is something Wrong with cas <3 he literally came of the line wrong. conversion therapy did Not fix him#and on the topic of gender!!!!!! angels are agender and y’all forget that. he chooses a male vessel. he is fond of it. he chooses to age in#his male body and take on muscle. this is a CHOICE that is GENDER EXPRESSION#i need hammers. for killing people#cas is literally so queer i could weep from it. why are we giving sam the time of day at all#i have to go reread the destiel butch dyke fic
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ough i wanna draw so bad but my arms are virtually Unusable... too much lifting and hauling... in other news i felt True and Intense Pining today for the soft, delightful, tiny pig beanie baby in a diner gift shop. she was a wonderful pink with a lovely purple nose...
#and make no mistake the strong emotion i felt was indeed pining. longing. Yearning.#gazed lovingly at her for a solid ten seconds in the checkout line#i will think of her often and fondly#leaving the diner without her Hurt Me. but i cant afford a new friend rn </3#still i am sitting by the bright window and playing rain sounds while looking outside in anguish#alas... we were two ships passing in the night....#absolutely unprompted#ough but really though i have to rest like. my entire arms on my desk#even just typing is making me take minecraft damage#Still I Am Going To Attempt Writing Because Now That The Work Is Done I Am Very Bored#maybe ill write some human au! i have Scene Ideas for it!#or ill continue to workshop lights out#probably work on act three... i cant decide which direction to go in with it#it'll end up in the same place for act four But. the road there... which turn will i make them take....#depends on how mean im feeling. theres the kind version. the distressed version. and the anguish version#knowing Me i will probably choose the anguish version as the au's canon!
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getting to write my final essay for english about the narrators childhood trauma and how that relates to the way tyler is and why the narrator connects to much with him is so cool
#my only complaint is i cant do multiple essays LMAO#we all got to choose what topic we did for essays the only guideline was it has to be about fight club so obviously i had a million ideas#also the fact that the limit is 6 pages#my original idea was about 7 pages of just notes so that def wasn't going work#narrator fight club#fight club#tyler durden#tyler durden fight club
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I think part of the reason why helluva boss makes me personally deeply uncomfortably with blitzø as a main character is in partial with the fact that it willingly always portays his alcoholism in positive conjunctions with his employees around him and is never called into question or blame.... like at what point is stolas going to get over some drunk imp bastard that doesn't even consider to ever care about him, when he shouldn't in the first place when the relationship is built upon a throne of literal lies acting like an imp and a royal being together is absolutely disgraceful and classist in one scene and then the next they're just teehee'ing in the field of flowery hell as if these dark themes aren't brought up so passively and never handled....
As a poor queer person who has actively been in the slums with alcoholics around me and consumed most of my past upbringing at some point I turn to just watch something else given that, Blitzø is a low life scummy stalkers imp that doesn't even bother to ever care about anyone else's reasoning or emotions-besides his own and it is proven over and over and over in every. Fucking. Scene. Because he's the 'main character'
Sober up and get over yourself the show isn't about anything else then Brandon Rogers voicing a dicksucking imp because 'haha laugh at the fairy-gay boy who can't even get his own boyfriend'
#anti vivziepop#fucked up#helluva boss critical#anti helluva boss#helluva critical#and ive never watched a brandon rogers video in my life i dont know who he is but i do not respect him or his work#vivziepop could have went with any other voice actor out there#he seems like a diet shane dawson to me sorta thing yknow???? so why would she choose someone like that to animate?#who purposefully always makes fun of drag queers and queer 'personality types' as a whole comedy skit to point and laugh at#at what point are we going to admit that helluva bosses writing is so flawed not because of bad storytelling but because its just a bad sho#it cant even do basic act of three story telling or visually interesting gags or quirks aside from 'pretty characters on screen go aaaa'#go support murder drones or lackadaisy or bigtop burger or ONE#or literally anything else besises vivies shite#anti brandon rogers
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#rn i cant help thinking about my future#im not an american citizen i dont live there but we were planning to put me there#i was going to study at a college in the us and we were gonna see if i could live there w my sister to support each othrr#but (not to air my sister's business out) she's not happy living there and i never wanted to or AND ESPECIALLY NOT NOW want to live there#i did want to study there tho. that was 100% my choice#but. i really dont want to. it's noy safe and not that it ever was but especially now#knowing that people who come from the same place i do choose someone like this as their leader is disturbing#at least here the president doesn't want to kill me. or kick my family out his country yk#it's kind of a mess here as well but it's not that bad
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the mtt are lucky they don't have digestive systems and bladders because then they dont have to go through the absolute EMBARRASSMENT that is trying to pee in a damn cup for the doctors and not being able to pee not once. not twice. but also dropping the goddamn cup into the toilet. they are so,,,,,, SO lucky
#im so pissed at myself for choosing to go before the appointment. like what yhe hell man#DUMBASS!!!! DUMBASS MOVE!!!!!!#new kink just dropped reverse omorashi. the despair of trying to be able to pee but you fucking CANT#idk if ive gotten a bit more sensitive to needles but goddamn i didNOT like getting my blood drawn earlier#it was sooo soooo sooooo gross like dude. thats MY BLOOD. COMING OUT OF MY BODY!!!!!#get that foreign object needle out of my damn arm and leave my blood alone#i dont know which of the mtt would feel like that anyways#maybe killer because seeing the blood would be a bit of a wake up from the dissociation hes always going thru ans thats a nonono#like oh god hes actually here and part of the body and this is happening rn and thats HIS BLOOD#perchance. who knows. im about to down like 3 gallons of water#WORK BLADDER DAMN IT WORK!!!!!!! WORKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!#actually maybe all aspects of doctors appointments are like that for killer#the appointments are solely for caring for his body and all that so hes forced to be aware of all the shit hes got going on#no killer you cant just pretend not to see the several broken bones you have says the doctor#the doctor is horror and he's purposely making the appointment as long and drawn out and shitty as possible#just to see killer squirm and look ever so slightly more uncomfortable than he normally does. horrorkiller i love#dust is outside waiting for killer and when he comes out he looks slightly terrified#killer says man dude your husband is a fucked up doctor#dust says thats your husband too bitchass now shut up we get free healthcare#tricule rant
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I’m enjoying FF7 Rebirth more than Remake so far (I was so sick of being in that uglyass city), but as someone who is not familiar with the og FF7 the sudden party member affection system absolutely blindsided me
#me a completionist that wants to be besties w everyone: yeah of course I’ll climb the clock tower w you aerith!!#aerith later when we meet up w the rest of the party: we were on a DATE 🥰 teehee#me: 🤠 what#bg3 sucker-punched me like this too. cant i just hang out with my friends??? 😭#what about this was even romantic?? 😭 we just walked up some stairs#i wish rebirth was default platonic with the option of romantic routes if you choose a romantic dialogue option or something#i should be able to max affection without threat of romance#like aerith’s quest in costa del sol is killing me. i want to complete it so bad but i can’t unless i go on a date with her#and i can’t do it like that’s zack’s girl lmao even if he’s dead i can’t help feeling like it’s the zack inside of cloud drawing#cloud and aerith together like that (in a romantic sense)#it’s like the same reason i can’t get behind repliku w namine or sora w namine#the true source of those feelings come from someone else/someone else’s memories and feelings#and/or those feelings are for someone else#so it feels like a lie to me. it’s not the truth. idk#I’m a big fan of the friendship between cloud and aerith. they were my faves in remake#but new context makes romance between them feel kinda :/#you know what i mean? idk#anyway. please just let me be best friends with everyone
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also beaver hollow makes me so insane for. real reasons but also for reasons i entirely made up. tbh
#ok if we consider jovier real for a bit#do u think javier would think of joining john and arthurs side at the end as letting john make a fool of him again#maybe he even feels like john expects him to. bc he knows how deep his love goes. how pathetic he is#he feels pathetic#at least#bc john has left him before. he chose already and he didnt choose him#theres no place for javier in his life anymore and he knows that#and javier cannot cross over to his side#bc of other reasons ofc but also. bc he cant let john do that to him again#he already feels like such an idiot for ever beinf so fond of him#he cant let him use him like that#stick by him even as he gets nothing for it. even as john thinks nothing (in his mind) of leaving him again#choose him over dutch#who has never abandoned him#who is the reason why he even ever gained the family that meant so much to him when he had nothing#even as maybe theres an impulse in him to go#a pain im standing on the other side#he cant let john make a fool of him again bc he was an idiot and maybe#let himself believe he ever meant anything to him#it ties into how. i think. javier feels things so deeply#i could ramble on abt that but this is alreaady too insane#also tbh he doesnt rly have that much time to think abt it#bc he was hoping it wouldnt come to that till the end#he rly couldnt face the reality of it all its.so important to me#but. u get me??#rd posting#kinda embarrassed to still care abt jovier so much but also. eueuegghhgjf
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