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bisexualamy · 12 days

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sometimes it feels like stealing valor to say I’m chronically ill bc I don’t have One Big Thing wrong with me just a small cluster of chronic disorders, but sometimes I think about the fact that I need 2-3 specialists and a minimum of 4 daily medications to function enough to hold down a job and friendships and I just cannot believe people’s bodies and brains just… work.

#my neurologist gave me a referral to a pain specialist today bc after 6 years I’m still having a minimum of 8 migraines a month #and they can’t figure out why #they were like ‘do you have neck and jaw pain’ and I’m like ‘yes every day of my life sometimes my jaw pain is so bad I can’t chew’#and like. I know that’s not normal but to me I’ve lived with it for so long that just like #I believe that my body will always be in like 2-4 level pain #I’ve had this kind of pain since I was like 12/13 and everyone told me I was too young to have back and neck pain #so I just figured that everyone was in this kind of pain and every time I learn that’s not true I’m shocked and I never learn my lesson #tho I think part of it is that I’ve been living with my pain for so long it’s the background noise of my life and it’s just my normal #I don’t think to fix my normal #ren speaks

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iwritenarrativesandstuff · 3 months

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I always have a soft spot for characters who have a protective streak for another out of gratitude for their kindness towards them, but Charles’ protectiveness towards Edwin really hits a particular way because it’s so so apparent that it’s specifically about wanting Edwin to feel as safe and as comfortable around him as Edwin made Charles feel in his dying moments. I’m going to shatter like glass.

#and this is exactly why I think the cat king thing bothered Charles so much #‘why isn’t he talking to me? doesn’t he know ive got his back? what could be so bad that he wouldn’t tell me?’#and the devlin house completely uproots his sense of ‘goodness’ and makes it all compound into #‘maybe I’m not a good person and maybe that’s why I can’t help my friends properly’#:(#no further proof is needed that Edwin feels safest with Charles over anyone else #when his first reaction after finally figuring out his feelings for Charles is to immediately want to confess to him #even though he’s scared. he trusts Charles that much that he has to try and tell him right away.#gah. they’re so sweet.#dead boy detectives #charles rowland #edwin payne #storyrambles #dbda spoilers

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mothmothwoth · 6 months

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Welcome home neighbor! It’s so quiet

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morganbritton132 · 3 months

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Eddie, still on this live-stream: Stevie, your phone is blowing up!

Steve: Yeah, that’s Dustin. He got my message. He’s freaking out.

Eddie: …You gonna answer it?

Steve: Yeah.

Steve: Tomorrow.

Eddie:

Eddie, genuinely concerned: What did he say to you?? Please tell me so I can make sure I never say it.

#Steve told Dustin he messed up with Will because Will notoriously doesn’t answer his phone #Dustin was complaining about an experiment that keeps going wrong and Steve told him to explain it to him #maybe he can help #but Dustin was like ‘if I can’t figure it out than why would you be able to’#which isn’t the meanest thing he’s ever said to Steve but he caught Steve on a bad day #eddie munson tiktok saga #steve harrington #eddie munson #dustin henderson

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tomatoart · 8 months

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Seeing double on my 2000s girl

#originally I was gonna make them both scene but I wanted to draw og ashley w her usual swag since both are so dear to me #ashley graham #resident evil 4 #resident evil 4 remake #re4og #resident evil fanart #not a fan of the face on the right it doesn’t rlly look like how I usually draw her and I can’t figure out why but my hands suddenly #got rlly bad again after a whole year and I cant grip the pen rn to fix it more b4 posting but she’s still so adorable #my sweet sweet everything she’s sooooo special. top 10 gooby woobies

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puppetmaster13u · 8 months

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Prompt 198

Now Bruce was not expecting to reincarnate upon his death. At least he thinks he died, he’s pretty sure he did. There wasn’t any other reason for him to be a well, literal baby. Around two he thinks, which fits well with the fact that it’s around that time that babies start forming memory recall, if he, well, remembered correctly.

But while he knew about reincarnation thanks to Shayera and Carter, he’d never exactly given it much thought towards himself. Because seriously, what were the chances of such a thing as him being given another chance?

So he was quite surprised at his situation, experimentally opening and closing pudgy hands that looked well, just a tiny bit off. He’d never been that pale before, he thinks, even back when he never went outside like, ever.

He turned his gaze towards the mobile above him with a sort of idle curiosity- a mixture of bats (ha) and other trinkets he wasn’t familiar with. It also caused him to get his first good look at his parent, asleep on a rocking chair right next to the crib.

Huh. They had the same pale skin he did, albeit in the light it looked like it was slightly tinted blue, and while their hair was white they didn’t exactly look old. They looked surprisingly well rested for raising a toddler too, unless they had a nanny or something similar… He rolled over, managing to very shakily push himself to his feet with the help of the crib.

Why was standing so hard as a toddler? And why did he have his memories of everything except how he had died anyway?

His head whipped up from where they were staring at his feet when he heard a snort, finding his parent awake and standing. Somehow silently enough that he hadn’t noticed- or he was that easily distracted by the unfamiliar giddiness bursting in his chest.

“Morning little bat,” his parent easily picked him up and held him while he inwardly sighed at the nickname. Of course his bat motif would follow him into this life. A low rumbling almost caused him to jump, his body relaxing before he could fully register the sound. The… purring?

Oh.

He wasn’t human this time around.

#Dcxdp #Dpxdc #Prompts #Vlad is a young-adult dad to a reincarnated Bruce #After the hospital he drowned his despair/distress in any way he could & ended up with a baby boy #Bruce’s main suspected species of what they were was vampire before the ghost reveal lol #Bruce can’t say shit about Vlad’s thievery but he has the most judging expression for a toddler #Then he also sees his new dad develop and try to figure out powers #Vlad was terrified to pick him up when he first discovered his ghost fire #Yes this very much changes Vlad’s relationship with Danny #The reunion has 14 year old Danny meet a Very Smart 8 year old Bruce #Yes Bruce clocks teenage vigilante instantly #And look he Would try to get Vlad to stop the possession shit but as long as it’s actual assholes he can’t exactly judge #He blackmailed SO many people in his past life… he's trying Not to be a hypocrite here #Why yes Bruce IS very liminal from having a half-ghost dad #Vlad panicked more than he did when his fangs came in (Bruce has made a file about both himself & everyone he meets)#Just because he’s now baby doesn’t mean he’s no longer Bruce #At some point someone from his world might find their way to this one but that would be a very long time in the future lol #Vlad (unaware of his core being able to feel his ghostling’s big emotions): Wow raising a child is surprisingly easy

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maluceh · 1 month

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mini matilda au that @daiziesssart planted on my head

#in which jily are highschool sweathearts who had to break up because James moved out of the country #and lily found shortly after that she was pregnant #but was forced to give up her child #and now bam! they’re both Harry’s teachers and Lily feels a strong connection to Harry but she can’t figure out why until James comes back #and starts teaching as the PE teacher and she’s like oh… and he’s like maaan Harry has Lily’s eyes #‘dang did she marry :(((‘#like the idiot he is #fan art #the marauders era #lily evans #james potter #harry potter #jily #lily potter #jily fanart #jily au

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tsuchinokoroyale · 9 months

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Happy new years… let’s stay hydrated together ✨

#I didn’t end up going to the rave just stayed in with my buddies and had KFC (( Korean fried chicken )) and laughed til we cried so #it was still a wonderful start to the new year 💞🥰💞#but the fwb wanted pics of my potential rave look so I figured eh I brought the stuff anyways #and now I’m imagining locking eyes with a stranger on the warm and writhing dance floor #the beat thumps and shakes and rattles the air in our breath as the spotlights dance in the reflections of our held gaze #he pushes his way through the crowd with a singular stare and a wicked smile on his face #I smile and turn my back on him arching myself so he knows I am giving what he’s looking for #I take careful steps through the revelry toward the edge where the crowd thins out #I prop myself up on an available stool in a lonely corner of the club as he closes the distance between us #“now I wonder why you dragged me all the way here” he utters in a playful growl “trying to get far away from the crowd?”#I smile and I nod. “obviously. can’t really do what I want with you out there”#his eyes perk up and his smile gives away the desire building inside him. “yeah? why don’t you show me then.”#“I thought you’d never ask” I smirk. I reach down into my pants and pull out my phone #“so this one is blue. he’s the oldest but he’s sooooo sweet. and that’s Eva. my only girl she’s sassy but she loves swea-” he leaves #whaddahell I say demurely whimpering even… whaddahell…#gpoy

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knightforflowers · 4 months

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started listening to graduation for the first time last week

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#the adventure zone #the adventure zone graduation #taz graduation #taz grad #taz #taz fanart #still figuring out my design for him (and the others)#I already predicted that I’d rlly like Fitzroy and lo and behold #I’m still finishing my Ethersea relisten Grad is just for when I’m playing my Elden Ring to prep for the dlc for the time being #fitzroy maplecourt #sir fitzroy maplecourt #there’s a reason he doesn’t have those white streaks in his hair in his icon btw #to me he got them when his magic fucked up for the first time #kinda like how Ana got that white streak in her hair from Elsa’s magic affecting her in Frozen for lack of a better example #execept it’s Fitz’s Own magic doing that to him #I just think stuff like that’s rlly fun. I love weirdo magic users who can’t control their own magic/don’t understand why it’s like that #and it creating a physical attribute to the user’s appearance #it’s so fun to explore #romeo’s flowers #id in alt text

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tesco-finest-aromantics · 1 year

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i feel like the queer community lost when we started policing labels and making sure everyone used the Correct™ labels instead of letting a person decide what feels right for them

#caique posts #inspired by a post a trans guy made asking if it was okay for him to keep identifying as a lesbian even though he’s now a man #and all the comments telling him no because lesbians can’t be men #and also all the other posts of people asking if they’re ''allowed'' to use certain labels #why do you need permission?#who are you even asking permission from?#we’re not cops #do whatever you want forvever #also inspired by an article in a zine in the 80s/90s of two FtMs in a T4T relationship #one of them described the relationship as being between a butch and his sissy boy #i cannot ever imagine anyone calling themselves that nowadays #because of ''only lesbians can be butches'' and ''sissy is offensive'' discourse #i’m sure there are people out there who would want to describe their relationship like that but don’t feel they’re ''allowed'' to #anyway lots of baby queers are tying themselves in knots trying to figure themselves out #and they’re more concerned with using the Correct™ label instead of the one they feel most comfortable with #yeah i just don’t like it #knowing you’re queer should be a liberating feeling #instead of something anxiety-inducing because you’re worried if you’re using labels wrong

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forgetmenautical · 2 months

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guy mcweirdson

#He has other things but I’m still trying to figure out how to draw his fullbody. Sad.#nahobino #smtv #I’m only 14 hours in “hey if you’re gonna guy mcweirdson nahobino you should give him like — fish details. I can’t spoil you for why”#ok will do

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st-hedge · 6 months

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It wasn’t on my 2024 bingo card that I’d draw V again. Anyway I’ll go ahead ramble in the tags

#devil may cry 5 #dmc5 #dmc v #so I’ve replayed dmc5 a stupid amount of times since March #but to be fair it’s a very short game #but I’ve developed a hobby of trying to connect dots between v and Vergil #cuz the detail is actually so good #for instance even how he holds the cane is similar to how he handles Yamato #his expressions are so alike but it’s not obvious #but then I thought #why is vergil’s humanity some dweeb who is like 20 something #he is like closest age wise to his dmc3 version #(this has probably been answered but I wanted to figure it out myself)#then I remembered the line from v about how his humanity has finally returned #so has it been subdued and dormant ever since he got imprisoned by mundus #and is that why his humanity resembles his younger self #cuz the human vulnerable side of him has been dead #this is the only edition of Vergil I won’t drop kick on sight #human v is a dork ass goth who has a soft squishy heart #and he can’t even kill his brother who he hates so much when given the chance #UUUGGHHHHHHHHHH #don’t even get me started about the ordeal with Nero #v tried so hard to just see him as a tool but he knows that wasn’t the case

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sensitiveheartless · 2 years

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16 Dazai and Chuuya having to slow dance. (Bonus if Dazai is flustered about being so close to Chuuya) for the intimacy prompts!

#(they’re going undercover and of course have to slow dance to blend in)#poor Kouyou did not sign up for dealing with Dazai getting distracted every couple minutes #meanwhile Chuuya just can’t figure out why Dazai seems so insistent about going with him on this particular mission lol #bsd #intimacy prompts #my art #bsd chuuya #bsd dazai #bsd kouyou #bungou stray dogs #soukoku #skk

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ghostbeam · 9 months

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Unsettling boyfriend category

#like gojo #guy who’s scary but u can’t figure out why #uncanny yuuta trend when #choso is also this sometimes #boyfriends who are weird and scary not because they’re big and strong and tough but because they make people’s skin crawl🫶🫶🫶🫶#ghost thoughts

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tanglepelt · 1 year

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Dc x dp idea 41

When amity park get yoinked to the infinite realm JLD is aware. By the time they get there to investigate it’s back.

All of them can feel the ghost king. Leading them to believe that the king is trying to claim the earth for himself. They believe after his time being sealed he plans to in thrall all humans. The king must be in need of new soldiers.

Which is a reasonable conclusion if pariah was still king.

Meanwhile Danny is trying to study for his finals.

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limitedunderdog · 10 months

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this is old but realized i never posted it. something that will remain a wip cuz im not a fan of how he’s drawn here (i think?)

#i literally can’t figure out how to draw jeff #why is he so difficult to draw #creepypasta #creepypasta fandom #art #jeff the killer #creepypasta art #jeffery woods #my art

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