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I just had the absolute worst couple of hours.
#i deleted my whatsapp by mistake and never restored my chats#now every message is just gone#then my headache got worse#and there was no ice cream to comfort me#thanks to mom#my ice cream was sorted#but universe really has something against me
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On average, what is the total MONTHLY amount that you spend on dining out*?
*(This doesn't only count going out to restaurants, but also stuff like picking up fast food to bring home, getting a coffee on the way to work, getting a premade sandwich from a grocery store deli during lunch, buying a quick snack from a convenience store or food cart whilst walking somewhere, ordering a pizza or any other food to be delivered to your home, etc.)
*(If you often dine out in groups/as a household: calculate and divide the costs so that you get a Per Person average. This is for YOU individually, NOT the total household/group costs)
(I'm sure polls similar to this have been made before (very common topic), I just haven't personally seen one that I can remember, so, I was curious to do my own! I was discussing this with a group of people today and it was very interesting to see how widely the number varied between individuals. :0c )
(Reblog for bigger sample size if you can, and feel free to explain your answer in tags if there's anything extra to add!)
#polls#tumblr polls#I'm mostly in the 0/1 - 25$ category. Maybe the rare month is a bit over $25 if there's something specific going on like birthday.#Which I'm NEVER eating in an actual restaurant (erm... covid... plus I just hate restaurant environments. i would rather pickup#the food and bring it home to a peaceful quiet environment that I control lol). But more typically like stopping by a grocery store deli#section or something. I don't have coffee that much. And I can't eat fast food much due to my health issues/diet restriction stuff#so if I'm out like coming back from an appointment and I start feeling really sick and weak. I know that a hamburger will just#blow up my system and cause nausea or something. So I try to pick the breadiest most#neutral looking turkey sandwich at the safeway deli to eat during the hour ride home or whatever lol#I actually kind of wish I could do stuff like get food more often vecause it would take the burden of cooking everything off of me#but.. alas... Money... and Health Things... T o T#I still wouldn't do it ALL the time but like... once a week instead of once a month or something.. or maybe turning into a coffee#person.. I do love drinks A LOT .. i am a drink person who will have 5 different drinks sipping on at all times#But i just have to make them all myself mostly lol#And I cant really have too much coffee since it will make me sick. so like.. teas and juice mostly#When I inevitably become a millionaire by never using social media never networking and only finishing one#sculpture every 5 months which I dont even post about or sell - then I shall... get more drinks..#I will somehow wean my body onto coffee and drink one a day solely for the ritual of it#Though even then... I would still probably just like.. buy the mateirals to make it at home or something#Like if you had a million dollars you could just buy a kitchen grade ice cream machine and other stuff to make your own milkshakes and#coffees and smoothies and bubble teas. Genuinely I think even if I were a BILLIONAIRE I would still look at playing likr $8 for a single#coffee and go .. uh.... I could just buy the equipment to make this and then save that money. PLUS. its in my house now so no need to#have to leave. I can make my own drinks in the comfort of home. .. ideal..#Like no matter how rich I ever got I would still have the lingering scroogey stinginess. like i am NOT paying for that. I will jus#make it myself. Especially if it was an Everyday thing. Anythign thats part of my routine I try to optimize and make as efficient as#possible... ANYWAY.. In an IDEAL world I would get treats. but probably not that much. as on a daily basis it would start to get#to me and I would just save up to buy kitchen machinery if I was rich lol
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Things are bad enough my wife gently asked "Do you want to watch Grey's Anatomy?" and I just burst into tears - well, more tears - while nodding.
#for context... if my wife comes home to me watching GA the first thing they say is 'oh no what happened'#this is my 'binge eating ice cream in tears' show#it's not even a comfort show it is the 'alternative to suicidal ideation' show#I will be here for a while
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I think of so many stupid shenanigans between Wriothesley and his daughters in the Addison Lee verse. They tell Wriothesley crazy shit all the time, their daddy-daughter secrets, and it drives Neuvillette nuts that Wriothesley won't snitch.
Sigewinne, whispering into his ear: Today at school I punched a boy because he was being mean. I waited until it was recess, and made sure that no one was watching, and I punched him. Everyone knows he is a liar, so noooo one believed him when he cried about it. And Sigewinne is aaaalways a superstar so Mr Vautrin didn't suspect a thing !
Wriothesley, mildly concerned: Uh huh.
Sigewinne: Papa would say Sigewinne has to be nice to everyone, but, Sigewinne thinks bullies need to get punched sometimes, b'cos, b'cos otherwise, they think everyone is just gonna let them be mean
Wriothesley: Y'know what. That's fair
#They tend to play with him more than Neuvillette because he can match their energies#but Neuvillette usually is who they'd run to when they#need calmness and comfort#at night. when they're all asleep. Neuv would pin his husband down and be like. Tell me. Tell me the secrets.#and Wriothesley is like Noooooooo snitches get stitches Neuv#obviously if it's serious he'd let him know. but. if Carole comes up to him and is like daddy I secretly put a roach in Mr Vautrin's lunch#he'd be like. Did he think it was yummy?#and Carole is like aheeheeehee noooo don't be silly !! It was a prank and the roach was plastic so he can't eat it anyway#ingital#also vautrin teaches all 3 of their kids#for like. first grade#so he's basically a family friend at this point#I also have this stupid#scene in my head. the Swear Jar. I imagine like swear words in the Wriollette household is a hotly debated topic. because Daddy say it#aaaaaall the time. And Wriothesley doesn't believe in banning words. He explains it to the kids when they ask but he's like. You can be#just as hurtful. if not more. with words that are not considered 'bad'. You can still be mean without saying fuck. The point is to be nice#and daddy is nice isn't he. even if he says bad words sometimes.#but neuvillette is like No. No Bad Words. It is considered socially inappropriate for your age group. When you are older#you can decide if you want to use them. however. there are some rules in the classroom and I do not want you girls to get into trouble.#if you get into the habit of cursing like your dad. it'd be hard to keep away from them when you are in class. and bad words frighten papa#so. I ask that you ladies do not use them.#but like I don't think. they'd Punish the kids. the swear jar isn't even like. a punishment. it is a swear tax. every time you say bad word#you have to pay the swear tax. and whatever's in the jar gets taken out for ice cream or whatever to make papa feel better#[ this is how wriothesley explain it ]#and it leads to stuff like. The girls being considerate to Neuvillette firstly (he isn't actually all that bothered he's more scared#of the social repercussions for the girls. But they think he's Scared Of All Bad Words)#so they'd be like. papa cover your ears. I am going to say frightening words. FUCK YOU TIMMY. and then they pay their swear tax#and when Wriothesley curse in front of Neuvillette. the girls are like stop it. you will frighten papa. pay the swear tax NOW#we must acquire the icecream for papa. lest he gets so frightened he runs away forever. and wriothesley is like oh shit yeah that'd be bad#and theyre like DADDY. STOP IT
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I would say it’s unrealistic to write a fic where Chris comes home after the summer only to find out Buck and Tommy have moved in but then I remembered Eddie canonically asked Marisol to move in within a week of Chris being out of town
#BuddieTommy#Chris coming home while Buck and Eddie are on shift and exploring this house like ‘that’s Buck’s house plant#that’s Buck’s cookware that’s Buck’s bedsheets on Dad’s bed AND WHO THE HELL TURNED THE GARAGE INTO A GYM#Then Tommy comes home like ‘hey kid your dad said you might be home today still can’t believe he let you take a plane ride by yourself tbh#and Chris is like TOMMY!!! wait TOMMY???#and Tommy seems VERY comfortable in their house all of a sudden#and in the 10 hours#it takes for Eddie and Buck to get home#Tommy just sort of chills and checks in on Chris every once in a while#and at some point Tommy changes clothes?#and Chris is like ‘what are you gonna sleep here?’ and Tommy’s like ‘HOW ABOUT SOME ICE CREAM’#and at that point there’s clearly a Conversation that has to be had#and then Buck and Eddie come home and Buck kisses Tommy on the Cheek: Normal#then Eddie ALSO kisses Tommy on the cheek: ??????#and Chris is like: dad I think you left something out of your letters (also why did you send me letters you’re so weird)
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#oooc#thank you everyone for your support#I have felt a little out of place amongst everyone because im not the most proactive when it comes to the spice#I have more experience writing fluff/comfort and angst/horror/fighting and such. The times I have is with mutuals im really close to#i will absolutely entertain the idea of sinday asks and such because it makes me laugh like crazy being able to write flustered goku#but i will probably take a while to write anything downright smut/spicey#i'm also working on making something to see who would be interested in shipping with Goku. A ship checker#mainly just to see who'd be interested and then try and slowly plot it out or ya know#alright i've rambled enough in tags im now going to go be emotional for an hour because im an emotional wreck of a person and i need#my ice cream to cope
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I love it when I look up something on wookiepedia to try to get its fancy space name, and it's just like "No, Jess, it's just called "ice cream". You know? Ice cream."
#trying to write a little something for the comfort challenge from last week but it's making me too actually sad#only Sifo-Dyas could make a “comfort” challenge idea involving ice cream as depressing as fuck#best blorbo 10/10
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I’ve spent all day in bed with a sore throat and a low grade fever so—currently taking any and all streaming movie/tv/youtube recommendations bc so far all I’ve watched is Taskmaster (for the fourth or fifth time through lol)
#there’s comfort shows and then there’s can’t make a decision to pick anything else#also if you guys can just affirm for me that ice cream is an appropriate treatment for fever
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Looks like that video is about a month & a half after The Trade and trevors broken ankle 😣
re: this video… anon 😭 i had suspicions but it is so much worse to have them confirmed that really was like. trevor’s first Public Appearance without jamie AND post-broken ankle which is traumatic in and of itself no wonder every beat reporter was like ‘oh yeah trevor’s just devastated’
wouldn’t you be miserable too if your best friend just got traded and your body betrayed you and what if it was maybe all your fault!!!
#bestie thank you so much for fact-checking me 🙏🙏🥰🥰 i love when y’all come in my inbox & answer the questions i yell into the void of my tag#we are Suffering about trevor TOGETHER in this house. if i scrolled all the way to the bottom of my drafts i think i could find even more#heartbreaking content from before The Trade but we don’t need to suffer that much otherwise the penguin cup of tea is really irish coffee#confirms ALL of my theories about miserable trevor leaning into mason for comfort because in some universes that’s THEIR boyfriend who left#liv in the replies#trevor zegras#mason mctavish#need to go lay on the floor about this one folks. do you think trevor said he would only do it if mason came if he could sit next to mason#right at the end where people were rushing out not stopping to talk tired by the end of the line and not even thinking just to guarantee he#wouldn’t get asked anything because he still has a hard time believing it’s real he keeps thinking jamie’ll be there especially w/his ankle#i’m sure he doesn’t have a great time with stairs so he probably will nap on the couch sometimes and that moment right when he first wakes#up to the bang of the door and he doesn’t quite know he’s awake yet and he thinks it’s jamie coming in? heartbreaker right there bud. sorry#ALSO because I can’t say it and leave it alone I almost put that last bit strictly in the tags but like. there’s gotta be some part of#trevor that knows it’s nothing to do with him but still naïvely believes that if he’d maybe been there if he hadn’t been injured things#could have worked out differently if he’d been there and it’s his fault his ankle broke and do you remember all the interviews jamie gave#about how you never think you’ll be traded and how strange it is to be moving and now i need you to take that naïveté times 1000 for trevor#who of course he never even pictures jamie leaving they were building the core together!!! why would they ever get rid of him!! and if only#trevor had been there to show how important jamie was. what would he have done? literally nothing but that does not stop the emotional guil#from enveloping trevor like a rain cloud and making him sit in mason’s apartment with ice cream bowl in hand. holistic treatment l
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FRANCIS IS HERE AND LOOKS LIKE NEAPOLITAN ICE CREAM IN A CONE
#shout out to my boyfriend for informing me that he does in fact look like ice cream#shout out to the gays#anyway this turtle is my comfort object#art#digital art#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt oc#turtle#loggerhead sea turtle#sea turtle#drawing#digital drawing#oc ref sheet#artfight ref#character ref sheet#francis posting#lgbt character
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i think i could Maybe live in switzerland if it wasn't so fucking expensive
#this is insanity#there are enough italians that i would be able to speak my native language which despite everything is comforting#but like. the prices of EVERYTHING are a crime#and not even considering that it's more in euros no the prices in francs are already folli#like tell me why i saw a café in zürich (not even CENTER zürich) that was selling espresso for 4.90 chf#which is 5.20 eur#ARE YOU INSANEEEEEE#if someone tries to make me pay more than 1.20€ for an espresso in italy i'm shoving that coffee up their ass#MORE THAN 5 EUROS FOR COFFEE THEY NEED TO BE SLAPPED#i ate almost nothing for lunch today bc i wanted to save the money to get an ice cream later#.. and i was right for it bc the ice cream was 5 francs 😭😭 a regular italian cono 2 gusti#i mean tbf i know in big cities in italy they make you pay exorbitant prices too esp for food but#even things like books THEY'RE SO EXPENSIVE STOP IT ..#😞😞 i wanted to buy a book to read in the sun .. everything was 20 fucking francs#EVEN THE SMALLEST NOVEL? 😭😭 you want me to pay 21€ for a 100 pages paperback classic. die#sorry i'm complaining so much i'm just kinda constantly feeling like crying at everything i have to pay for fjfjfbk#nico rambles
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trying to finish packing so I can pack up my car and move out and I just feel so run down and drained from all the shit going on in my life. I just want to sit on my bed and mindlessly scroll social media, but I know I need to be out of here at 9am tomorrow morning so I can't do that
#personal#I think sitting in a park and eating ice cream would fix me#except it's raining outside and I don't need to start comfort eating just bc I'm stressed :/#at least I cleaned and cleaned out my car....so it's ready to pack whenever it stops raining and I get my shit together
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prednisone cravings hit solid tonite
#marzi speaks#finished the ice cream i ordered yesterday. way sweeter than what i normally go for with ice cream#but it was cold and chocolately and comforting. so i went for it#i am getting my weight back up to a healthy number too!!! slowly returning to my basal metabolic rate :)#take that malnutrition. fucker >:)#it's weird tho i still want like. salty snacks rn. even tho physically more food would make me feel ill#bodies are weirdddd steroids are weirdddd
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Happy (Late) 20th Birthday to yours truly….ME!
Sorry I was late for my own birthday… I just had so much stuff to do that I couldn’t get it done before the day of my birthday (which is August 10th) so I apologize if this was posted 3 days later than usual because this is the first time of my life where I wasn’t able to post about my own birthday ON TIME
So I hope u guys understand my frustrations
Anyways I hope u enjoy
Based on this image from Lilo and Stitch
#fanart#redraw#my persona#my younger self#10 year old me#hurt/comfort#happy 20th birthday#2 decades old#2 decades young#my bedroom#louise belcher#hippo#ice cream cake#pizza party#diet pepsi
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you’ve probably already read it before, but the poem Party by Kim Addonizio really got me tonight. first thought was “oh man. yeah” and then my second thought was “how can i make this about my hockey guys somehow………..”anyway! have a good one!
oh. oh.
#don’t think i’ve read this kim addonizio poem and it just blindsided me like a truck thank you so much#i. oh god. like yeah.#pour me shitfaced into your car i feel like you own a comforter extremely dysfunctional only in surface details like which person was the#black hole and the distant spark in space that might’ve been a star there’s something too with unrelenting mist / many-headed mist / missed#who knew mis(t)/sed had undone so many. while you keep an eye on the burner here’s hoping this flame doesn’t go out#the flame as in the spark as in don’t let me have pinned my hopes on you to watch it burn out again but also me. like please let me not go#and i think there’s something there too with the repetitive ‘i have just met you’ and i already love you that reminds me both of a story#colman domingo told abt meeting his partner i cry everytime i hear it right when he says ‘i think i love u &you’re about to change my life’#and i KNOW there’s another poem. and i feel like it maybe has a dog and it talks about how they don’t even know you but they love you#OH IT’S ALSO. OH MY GOD THAT’S IT. i mean not exactly so maybe i have read this before & it’s what has been haunting me for so long but#the opening line to tim seibles naïve is ‘i love you but i don’t know you’ - mennonite woman#the odds of that dog poem being a carl phillips poem is non-zero btw. his poems about dogs make me see shrimp colors (bertuzzi thesis)#ANYWAY. agreed. this is incredibly hockey and incredibly hurtful because they DO bond like this in 0.0001 seconds because if you can’t#you’re fucked. you have to just find somebody and fall in love with them and it’s the salmon and the triple cream brie like they got taken#out to some fancy meet the donors team night in their suits and one of them is dealing with a heartbreak and a trade and are the things#they think true or are they just missing what the used to have. jamie who used to empty and refill the ice tray YES sorry i have been a#little bit thinking that about the trevor dealing so poorly with the breakup and i wish i had another narrative (which i do) but it fits#trade deadline tragedy#and also the formation of a codependent rookies like. two guys that get drafted and brought up together and suddenly they’re doing#everything together and it’s your first time in the big show and none of your old college friends understand because they’re not there#and you can’t get it. like you think you know but they can’t understand and the loneliness and it IS guys taking care of each other#(alexa play harriet by hey rosetta! but specifically the bridge) and it’s just. i just!!! trying to fill up the missing pieces of your life#like i cannot convey WHOMST i am trying to pin this narrative to this is going to rotate for a long while i think#because it’s not a wild i fell in love with you at first sight it’s a you were kind to me when i was broken. and i love you for that.#like who is FALLING APART &happens to fall into someone else’s arms. purely for the partygirl aspect the devil (old hrpf) says ‘13 bennguin#who among us hasn’t fallen mildly briefly brilliantly in love with a stranger and imagined a future where you get everything you want#sometimes we love people for who they are and sometimes we love them for what we’re not and sometimes for who we think they’ll be#this was a very long way to say thank you for sharing <3 i will also be making this about my hockey guys <3#OH MY GOD IT’S DPAIRS. WHO’S BEEN THROUGH SEVERAL DPAIRS#nonny <3
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i'm not tired, i'm exhausted
#my head is full of sooo many thoughts and i'm feeling way too many emotions right now#i struggled with my thesis today again after a few months break#yesterday a guy i'm kind of getting to know asked me a question that hit home when we were talking about the effects of past events#“'last time when cuddling and i gave you a kiss you tensed up completely for a sec. was that you being shy or being uncomfortable. '#i didn't even realise it and now i'm feeling extremely anxious about my subconscious acting out when i am in fact feeling comfortable#background: he knows my history of unpleasant events concerning intimacy/sex and he's very mindful about it yet challenges me in a good way#but now i am a mixture of extreme exhaustion experiencing high levels of fondness and yet feeling extremely agitated#and having constant minor flashbacks and i really don't know what to do or how to merely exist in this moment now#not going to bother anyone with this and my thoughts as they are having a good time and that also goes for the pretty nice guy i mentioned#so i'm on my own in my own company#maybe some music crying and ice cream straight from the tub would help haha#thank you for taking your time to read this mess love you and have a nice morning day or night#literally no one cares emma
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