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gyus i might be a little aro ☝️
#maybe demi maybe grey who. knows#like if we dated a singular person as a sys then i could come to love them in my own way but. me myself ? nuh uh no more thanks#i like having the title of being someones girl but i keep imagining any potential dates as just. hangouts#like duh id go anywhere for a date w a friend too. and like my last irl gf we were more bsfs than anything#and then we didnt talk for months#and i wasnt too sad ab our breakup specifically but just ab losing her as someone to. talk to#i go thru this revelation every other month i always forget#post#maes tag
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Samurai and Ninja in crappy pics because December here is under a constant cloud and I just want y'all to see them all golden and cute without learning how to take aesthetic pictures 🥴 💙❤️😆🥰
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#klance#can i tell everyone to look away before i write tags to someone privately lmao no? damn#anyway yes i meant music!! and thank you for sharing something!!#baking seems like a hyperfixation#like i know you said you baked once but then look at me#...i was thinking if i could make salads.... i gotta be medicore at least at one food thing#its a joke its a joke#i will one day get used to focusing on more complicated kitchen work than heating up meat or cooking things in salt and water#anyone else had trouble getting out of bed this december?#once i do i try to pick physical activities that dont require creative thinking because man#at the post office i had small talk with a lady waiting in line she didnt speak polish so u know me it happened#and she recommended light therapy lamp#im very tempted to try it becase i had record bad thoughts sleepless nights and jerking awake this month#it might be rooted in economic instability growing inflation costs of living and shitty working conditions while still trying to buy gifts?#but hey there are things we cant have control over and there are things we can#ive got winter wonderland comic coming though#i will try my best to speed-finish it as a christmas gift aight#i hope its going to be a nice thing!!#wow thats a long set of tags
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finding out ur coworker is way older than you thought and having to very quickly reorient how you talk to them
#art#traditional art#watercolour#fanart#synthv#synthesizer v#genbu#kasane teto#rikka is also here :) i think she likes to cause problems sometimes. because all the adults in her life are dweebs#and very easy to cause problems with <3#anyone else have this happen before. im older than a lot of my university peers and i always have been#because i took 5 years in highschool and my undergrad has been like 6 years and counting#(hashtag learning disability <3 ) and like thats chill to me i dont mind#but now i usually assume everyones way younger than me and i get shocked when theyre not. a buddy in some of my classes#when i first met her i absolutely and completely assumed she was like barely 19 and talked to her as such#like i dont talk down to people or anything but i do soften the way i talk a bit and give a bit extra patience with younger peers#cause yknow. i remember what it was like being 19. being 26 is WAY easier lol so i wanna give em a bit of leeway yknow#anyway a few months after meeting her i found out she was actually a year older than me and a grad student when she ended up as a TA in#another class i took. i felt so bad. we bonded tho and she didnt mind she thought it was kinda funny when i was like WAIT UR A GRAD STUDENT#i thought she was like a first or second year undergrad..............#also yeah im a 31yo teto fan. i dont mind the popular fanon that she has a separate age that makes her actually 15 and#i dont mind that more interpretations have her like that BUT for my internal canon she is a grown ass woman because i think its fun <3#she pays taxes. she goes to work parties. she can rent a car. i love it#let teto rent a car. let her rent a car.#yknow im exicted to be 31. i still got a few more years of being a 20 something which is fun. but being a 30 something sounds like it rules
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Yellowjackets & antler framing 𐂂
#listen i know some of these are ridiculously pixelated but we are not gonna talk about it!!! we are normal! i am so normal about this :)#i drafted this like a month ago and then i ditched it bc of the pixels but when i was getting scenes for the aerial set-#i realized they did it with coach too!!#its so cool i love it#i hope i didnt miss any others#my gifs#yellowjackets#yellowjacketscentral#yellowjacketsedit#yellowjackets96#horroredit#tvedit#filmedit#tusercj#tusermiles#dailyflix#cinemapix#tv series
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hey im stilll working on commissions bythe way okay ihavnt forgotten about them i have had to deal with a few traumatic events inthe meantime so if youve seen me drawing ocs and posting them its for morale okay 😭 iam working on commissions but ialso am trying to stay sane.!
i also FINALLY have a new job its going well so far im liking it keepingmy fingers crossed 🤞
#stuff icannot like talk abt on tumblr but lol this past 2 months were hell forreal#😭#ifeel so guilty drawing for myself when i have comms butlike THEN something. Happens. and then imlike oh no lol#its okay joan theyare not goingto kill you with rocks for taking longer on commissions#i got stuck in the first storm also the one down in wilmington but we were safe but the hurricane helene stuff is also really really#frightening yeah#and very sad#that was never supposed to happen to appalachia EVER and like i dont know where else the next storm is gonna hit#theres another one on the way and im like duuude i dont KNOW if wewill have to evacuation or even where we would go TO#bleghgh#poor asheville its so so sad like its a town ive BEEN TO and met people there and now its just wiped clean like. all of their livelihoods#and in wilmington we got stuck because the ROADS COLLAPSED like the actual concrete stuff CAVED IN.#and the main highway was underwater and like#when we finally were able to leave where we were stucm we drove past so many cars tossed upside down and like#man#man!!#really sad iam goingto try and share more hurricane helene stuff posts becauselike#north carolina REALLY needs it bad right now its not just the mountains like further down where its all like#like low flat land like it didnt take much to completely put everything underwater yeah
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its that time of the year, i had to redraw it
happy anniversary of me drawing tc art and doodles and stuff. awesome
#yall saw the original in the summary of art post and it has completely different artstyle xD#i could say that i am improving because i see the details that ive missed back in the day that i know now#tbh i had another idea for a redraw for half a year? but then yesterday i drew a sketch for this one and i was like no way#no way im finishing this guy now what are you talking about#so here we are i guess xD it didnt match any of the actual tiny anniversaries i had but hey#at least the month is the same LOL#ethoslab#vintagebeef#pauseunpause#team canada#artstump
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Huntlow situationship gives me such intense brain termites you don't get it
#no i dont think its because Hunter needs time to heal first#i think if it was up to Hunter they would plunge into a committed romantic relationship immediately after the events of the finale#he would propose to her in like. 3 months probably#i know that sounds intense but i think this is what ''i literally died and came back to life'' mania does to a guy#he is so carpe diem minded hes become a little insane. he wants everything#no more waiting around. no more hesitating. he cant afford to do that anymore#would it have been the wise decision to enter a romantic relationship immediately#who's to say. but Hunter would have done it without thinking about it#its Willow that makes the decision to slow down and wait a while before they make any committments theyre not ready for#i dont think she's entirely learned her lesson about letting herself be emotionally reliant every once in a while#shes made progress but the events of ftf were such heat of the moment responses#once things are semi-stable she still needs to adapt to acknowledging that her feelings for Hunter are like. serious. and scarily intense#so like. yea Willow is slamming her pedals on the breaks for both their sakes. shes thinking about how this would effect Hunter too#but also. she scawwed.#when Willow tells him she wants to talk and she's like ''i think we should just be friends'' oh the face he makes is DEVASTATED#he didnt expect it was going in this direction at all. but like. once Willow explains how this is the most reasonable decision for now#he DOES agree. he understands what shes saying and he agrees that it's the best decision to take a breather before they jump into a romance#anyway even when theyre not officially dating the flirting continues insistently. they are very obsessed with each other and cant stop#Willow keeps trying to insist to herself that its just messing around. nothing serious. they find each other hot. its fine to kiss a little#but Hunter makes it very hard when he looks at her with big brown labrador eyes. looks at her like shes the entire world#i think if it was up to Willow they would have been trapped in that uncertain limbo forever. shes too scared to take the plunge#even if she wants to. she badly wants to#but Hunter just wont let that happen. every so often he says ''im ready whenever you are''#he makes his intentions very known. he is not the shy boy from Camila's house anymore#Willow cant just playfully flirt with him without worrying that hes gonna reciprocate. he talks now. he expresses himself#shes a little afraid of that. but she adores it too. he makes her feel safe but also he wont let her stay in this comfort zone#hes giving her the push she needs to pursue this relationship. gives her to push to feel like she can go after what she wants#because god knows HE knows what he wants#they make me so insane
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gkjhlkjhlksjfg my roommate brought home a surprise huge chest freezer.............
#which weve TALKED about getting for MONTHS but as a. when we both have more budget freed up thing lol#apparently she was feeling the sirens call more than i thought (and also got an insane employee discount.)#EXCITED........... [tammie brown voice] think about all the meals i can put in there.............................#grizzys also in this picture if u can find her i didnt realize. she really loves the new cat seat this is for her
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I know I don't go to mha (unless) but why have people automatically assumed "omg he couldn't see or speak to his friends for 8 years" like guys 1) that's not what happened 2) that's just what having friends as an adult is like
when you get older it becomes almost impossible to meet up in person w/ ur old friends. I haven't seen my high school friends in person for actual literal months now, but I still talk to them??? phones are a thing??? long distance communication exists???
I don't think 1-A cut contact completely I think they just stopped meeting up as much cause of work. because they're adults with jobs now.
#mha#mha spoilers#i said i dont go to this fandom but occasionally it reactivates like a sleeper agent#so have fun with that#🥛ramble#welcome to being an adult mha fandom you never see any of your friends in person ever#insane how many people saw “yeah we didnt meet up as frequently anymore cause of work” as “IM SO ALONE NONE OF MY FRIENDS TALK TO ME ANYMORE#like my besties in christ. i dont know how you got there#anyway this is my one and only mha post unless god curses me and im stuck fixating on it for the next month#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#bnha#bnha spoilers
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I'm actually so obsessed with him it's not even funny if i'm not listening to a TikTok or music directly related to him I can't focus free me free me
This is @/cherubpuppet's OC for a object show [au? pitch? wip show? How do I categorize this] and I've been destroyed by the fact that ruler art is infinitely superior [and 10x longer] and i don't have a good enough grasp on lip gloss's personality to make fanfiction so I am frozen in "want make fanart but fanart takes effort :["
#also object shows are the new mlp community change my mind /ref#from what ive seen a very large part of the community is centered around death/gore or mature topics? it reminds me of the mlp infection au#that and smile hd and everybody keeps saying object shiws are kids shows - if kids are making this stuff then good for them /gen#every fandom has its toxic/proship/18+ side obviously but from my pov gen alpha needed something they coudl handle age appropriate extremes#with - its just alot harder to make compelling emotional angst/gore with newer ultra sanitized shows or w/ mascot horror#and like thats a whole nother tooic but its obvious to me younger kids have flocked to mascot horror so harshly because average kids tv is#much more afraid of tackling any big topics to the point that the ones that DO [bluey] immediately are pushed into front and center#but i mean i also rewatched a few episodes of the shows i grew up with and ngl i think we need shit like ren and stimpy and invader zim#i hate ren and stimpy and i didnt grow up with zim but i grew up with pbs kids shit and that shit looking back was hella boring i never#cared for any of the tv shows i saw aside from elmos world and even then i was hoping that something gorey would happen. at like 5 yrs old#im rambling anyway im not sure if im actually going to get into the os communitg but i AM horribly attached to tape to the point that its#maybe possibly becoming harmful to my mental health so im gonna stick around for him for like months#just know that if im not posting anything its because im obsessed with this guy#oh also DID/MALE SA REP LETS FUCKIN GOOO#I LOVE PSYCHOLOGY AND IVE HAD LIKE 4 FRIENDS WITH DID/OSDD I NEED MORE POSITIVE REP OF STIGMATIZED/COMPLEX DISORDERS !!!!!#art#tape dispenser#search for smos#talk talks#EDIT NO. NO DONT SAY IM THE ONLY PERSON ON TUMBLR WHO HAS USED THE SMOS TAG NO. OH MY GOD#PLEASE BEING OBSESSED WITH SOMEONE ELSES OC IS SO GARD DONT LEAVE ME ALONE DO I NEED TO BUILD THIS FANDOM FROM THE GROUND UP??? NOO
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Happy Pride specifically to Ienaga Kano, a canonical trans woman from the manga and anime series Golden Kamuy <33
#i love her <33#we don't need to talk about the murder and cannibalism cos who in gk hasn't commited a little murder??#im so glad noda gave us a trans woman and didnt make her being trans the butt of jokes like can happen in a lot of anime#the cannibalism jokes are so much better and actually funny lol#plus shes an incredibly talented doctor and surgeon!!#golden kamuy#ienaga kano#pride month#lgbtqia
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procrastination is starting to have its consequences finally
#on my friends living room floor they love together but one of them has been london for weeks or maybe months#to be with her love. im on a foam mattress from one of their beds next to a glass bottle of water opened by one of them#in a mug given to me by another. the weather felt like my childhood today and it also felt like 2 years ago.#(put space in the heavens Einstein's idea and hes your friend too so nothing to fear) around the table they drank and laughed and i thought#i hope you keep growing so full with the love you receive . i hope your appetite becomes insatiable from how used to it you are#and i know youre all leaving soon but i hope one day you miss this and that youll be happy you miss it#its worth missing i think#i thought he didnt care but he said after exams hes going walk around this area over and over#(this is near where he lived and where we visited almost daily for a year)#(hed come across the bridge on a lake)#we went where she used to live and at the entrance a fox sat calmly. it just yawned and stared.#it felt important somehow. i think maybe their impressions of me will never be close to how i feel inside but i think#i love them enough for that not to matter. i dont think theyll ever know this. i dont think if they did it would change much.#and seeing them smile makes my heart glow anyway. today i tried their malaysian tea the ginger burned my throat#they warmed my heart. hes going to canada soon and hes going to the US soon and shes going everywhere soon ill never understand#how were supposed to live with memories and with seperation and with the past but we do it anyway so i think it doesnt matter much#i wanted to write a poem for the lab rats with the fibre optic wires lit with blue forcing them to turn around and around#something about how im sorry that the two photon arrays burned the inside of your brain. im sorry about the sharp points of multielectrode#arrayes. im sorry about everything we do to you. she asked to see me tomorrow. im trying to have self control but i miss her so awfully#last night my friend talked to me and i updated on everything that happened with love and the lack of it and she just started laughing#and she told me about the same thing from her side. and she told me about how she loved london because she would walk the streets#and she felt like the people were her. and her eyes would go over the people and the bag of bagels and the construction men they probably#have a kid at home maybe shes a daughter. this kid is crying for her mother and the building you just walked past caused#blisters and pain and people died in it and very likely people were born in it. we talked for hours and i felt like#i was holding her hand just like that time she held mine watching a horror film. i love her so much#my friend is a genius and i remember her picking up the charms of my phone and staring at the leaf hanging from them. shes side stepping to#music drinking dangerous cider and cocktails from a movie and chit chatting with billionaires and undergrads#i love her dearly. his head covered in electrodes. she tells me about a syrian guy shes in love with and she says#what you feel and what i feel is like cocaine. ive tried a lot of fucking cocaine.#she says ive reminded her of what living actually feels like and to never put energy into someone who doesnt see me this way.
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#hot take that doesnt feel that 'hot' if ur kid is going thru one of the most traumatic experiences of their lives#and having to do it TOTALLY alone despite it not at all being a one person job#but thats just circumstance and how the cookie crumbled#and then you offer to come pick them up and drive them home for a week of help and relaxation once the experience is over since that's#all you can offer at the time#its. kinda a fucked up move to then back out when the time comes for said promised r&r#esp when u dont seem to understand [or maybe worse yet you Do but don't care] that ur child CLUNG to and FANTASIZED abt the relief that was#on the horizon for WEEKS of HELL. like 'just a little longer and then I will finally have some help.'#'just a little longer and then I can rest'#'just a few more days and then I can lay low and recoup some expenses and have meals I don't have to solely cook whilst also rehabbing a#sick dog and trying to maintain a home whilst also working full time'#only to get to 'the day' and get a 'its not going to work out after all sorry....we are just so Busy prepping for our travel abroad next#month you know? it would be too Stressful to have a third person in the house'#YOU WANT TO TALK TO ME ABT STRESS RIGHT NOW????? BE SO FOR REAL----#like if u werent free fine. u dont owe me shit im grown. BUT2 PROMISE IT AND REAFFIRM IT TIME AFTER TIME AND THEN BACK OUT IN THE 11TH HOUR#SERIOUSLY???#I love them but this. fucking Hurts. and I had to pretend it Didnt so as to not make a scene
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When did you join the Sunny fandom? I mean in general, not just on tumblr
I would consider when I made this blog (Oct 2022) to be when I joined the Sunny fandom, tbh!
Really tried my best to be normal about this show for awhile and keep most of my shit to notes app, private accounts or texts.. but they got the better of me in the end
#ask#i really just casually posted and engaged on reddit for the longest time#the fandom put me off for the longest time bc it seemed like most people were playing in fanon and only cared about shipping#like first of all i didnt care that much about shipping i just wanted to talk about canon and the individual characters#which no one seemed to care about#and also i wanted dennis to manipulate mac for sex while the fandom was constantly whining about how dennis was too mean to mac lmfao#so i kept my distance for awhile#but then oomf told me that was mostly a twitter thing and i should come play here#so i did#then i slowly brought my shit to twitter#i also used to be soooo normal about rcg#i would wake up monday mornings and listen to half the podcast on my way to work and save the other half for the commute home#and get annoyed and stop listening when theyd go on stupid tangents#what a blissful life...#now i feel sad when we dont see a current photo of glenn in over a month#real mental illness
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my friend cancelled on going to a concert w me last minute when i paid for HIS ticket do i kms
#he called me and said he couldnt make it bc its his moms bday and theyre going out...mf we made these plans a month ago#u didnt remember ur moms bday????#i feel like hes lying or hes genuinely stupid#i made him send me the money bc i was mad but now i dont even wanna go like#and now its too late to sell it for anything close to what i got it for#i also dont have any other friends who like metal so im stuck here#i dont think im gonna talk to him bc its always me inviting him out and not the other way and he STILL cancels#like hes going to a babymetal concert in 2 weeks and did he offer me to come along?? NO!!! but for this i reached out and asked before +#before i bought the tickets#its not fair#idk i dont mind going to concerts alone ive gone to a couple alone this year im just mad bc i thought i was gonna have fun today
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Bapping you. Mind if I ask what got you into comics??? Partially bc curious + you have good taste, even if I'm probably biased
I'm so serious when i tell you Who's to Say
The thing about me is that im totally normal one day and then suddenly an interest will be activated in my brain with no warning. There's a pattern to it once im stuck in an interest too, where I'll start off being a fan one one character for a decent amount of time and then overnight I'll switch to another for no reason at all. It happened with DC, it happened with Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes, it happened with TMNT (though this was an iteration switch not character lol), it happened before that, and it'll happen again. The only exception to this i can think of is spider noir but there's like.. 5 characters who are all friends/in close relation so. If you're talking about one of them you're talking about the others too lol.
If i think really far back, I first got into comics in elementary school, but it was a very casual, short lived thing. I was actually really into captain america? But comics were confusing to me then so I didn't stick it out very long. I did watch a lot of x-men and marvel movies when I was younger too, but nothing crazy to note fan-wise beyond like..... sometimes roleplaying x-men on forums in middle school LOL. I got back into comics in high school, and by comics i mean 1 (one) spider noir. Spiderverse came out and boom. Mr. Dark and Emo had me in his clutches. I became a noir scholar right then and there, with much help from HopelesslyLost.
I was very content with that being my comic experience until pretty recently. Maybe 5-6 months ago? This is going to sound insane but i swear DC got to me this past year through subliminal messaging. Once I became lowkey obsessed overnight I started noticing a lot of DC stuff id unknowingly consumed on pinterest and tiktok LMAO.
I wish I had a real answer beyond I am at the mercy of some unknown force bewitching me every so often. I hope this... helps? answers your question?
#I WISH I HAD A REAL ANSWER FOR U 😭😭😭😭#also ik youre into tmnt so like.... hmu if u ever wanna talk tmnt too#that was like my whole fall 2023 semester i was in the TRENCHES#im glad u like my taste im flattered#ive got my tropes and topics im always drawn to i guess#i suppose we twin on that front#when ur this deep in noir we're all the same person 😭😭#also ok the noir thing is true where i didnt swap characters#but i did for across spiderverse!#i was a pav fan for a HOT MINUTE#then a few weeks later my brain was like...... what the hell.. didn't u see that 3 second clip of noir in the back?#and boom i was back in the building again#and for DC.... Tim Drake when i get u Tim Drake#i love him tho hes a little freak#asks#lactoseintolerantswag#TLDR if u want me to get into something just spam me with it and my brain will let it cook for a few months before unleashing hell
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