#and then the guilt hits lmao

[ask-the-colony-tree-siblings]

dead blog

I’m sorry.

The lack of enthusiasm was making it hard to keep putting in all the effort I did at the start when I got interaction other than likes on my posts. It didn’t seem like people were interested anymore.

With my new hyperfixation, I get tons of people being excited and sharing ideas and writing things in the notes of my posts. It’s so much more fun than posting on here had become.

I’ve tried to not think about this blog too much, just because of the amount of guilt I feel for not posting here anymore has been weighing me down quite a bit lol. Having a 440 follower ask blog for an au you wrote for a fandom you’re no longer hyperfixated on is… yeah.

I’m praying that my stupid brain will suddenly become interested in working on this ask blog again, because I really hate knowing that I’m letting you guys down. I will try to answer a few asks when I get the time to, but in the meantime, I’m sorry again.

[wild-magic-oops]

Durgetash giving each other handjobs while Durge's hand is still bloody from a sacrificial murder in his father's name, and Gortash's is still painted black from the sermon he had just finished giving. Durgetash being blasphemous together bc they just can't help it

[sevrdfate]

"mmmh...." sunday is face-down on a table, the wings on his head masking any microexpression that might give way to his emotions. other than ... the fact he's indignantly laying face-down on a table like he was little else than a playing card. he doesn't move, its hard to tell he's even breathing. "dammit," he cussed under his breath, trying to ignore the way his hands trembled if he didn't cautiously pay attention to every movement he made. / open to replies.

[lavampira]

ngl I think I might change gabriel to my canon warden 🧍‍♀️

[mildmayfoxe]

yknow it is crazy to think about how much i have been able to improve my quality of life by selling art as a supplementary form of income. like obviously it's a second job and it's taxing but it's also so rewarding to know how much people enjoy my work and how much good it is doing me to like, feel like i can buy snacks at the store. to be able to get takeout every once in a while. like obviously those are extremely minor changes or things most people take for granted but to me it's huge. having berries in the house when they're out of season and more expensive. buying things for CONVENIENCE??! it feels so crazy to me to have such a sense of luxury which i know says more about the bleak feeling of poverty that's followed me around my entire adult life than anything else but i feel so much gratitude that i am afforded these small luxuries at least in part because of people that like my art. not to mention how nice is is to make things consistently again when, prior to 2020, i hadn't made art regularly in almost a decade. anyway. it's cool!

[buccellato]

Thinking about the train hostage arc in the first Trimax book....and I have some thoughts on some of the takeaways I've seen (in other places).........

I'm ngl it kinda bothers me when people read into the train hostage arc in trimax as "Vash is 100% in the wrong, just like his brother", because that was very much not the intended reading...it wasn't just supposed to be a "look how flawed Vash's ideology is in practice" moment (that's the hospital yuri arc ❤), it was supposed to be a "look how hard it is in this world for Vash to abide to his moral code, and yet he still does it despite the negatives" moment. He wasn't exactly happy with the end solution and wasn't exactly fighting super hard to stop the father from shooting the accused killer—he almost let him do it, even—but he wanted to ultimately stop the cycle of bloodshed and was willing to make himself look like a jackass doing so. The arc is a narrative set-up for the penultimate conflict of the series; it's not so much about the merits of righteous violence vs. pacifism but rather setting the stage for a showdown between vengeance vs. absolution.

Now, would I do the same if I were in Vash's thigh-high boots? No of course not, fuck that one dude in particular lmao. But I don't exactly think Vash is weaker or unprincipled for choosing the option he did, either.

[toonie-toonz]

Doing some practice poses to get the hang of drawing these guys

I’ll get better at it eventually 😆

[cardassianapplebees]

Watched "Treachery, Faith, and the Great River"

Weyoun 6 fanclub I am running at the clubhouse door at full speed

[ashendalia]

My dream last night had Griff in it...

[ohsweetflips]

current predicament im facing is that i am vaguely unhappy/dissatisfied with how i Am Presented or Perceived by people but i also don’t necessarily want to change how i present Myself too much bc i like my style, i just don’t like the. well. *hand waves*

[tenrose]

Not me having a breakdown past midnight because I have to go back to work Monday and I don't want to.

[doyelikehaggis]

return of the gay uncles? if u take seconds 🥰

Seconds are warmly welcomed and encouraged, thank you bestie (Quick context, let's pretend Bobby did not in fact kill Lucy, her death was a genuine accident and he had nothing to do with it)

<3

'It's just that I promised Lil I'd look after Charli for her while she went out with her mates,' Freddie called through.

'Well, it's' -Bobby winced at a unsettling noise from the back room but tried his best not to think about what might have just fallen as he checked his watch- 'almost one, so our lunch break isn't technically for another hour. But I don't mind if you take it early, I can look after this place on my own.'

He waited for his response, silently hoping he would say he could wait out the hour. While he was telling the truth and was perfectly capable of looking after the chippy on his own due it being completely dead, that was exactly why he hoped he'd stay. With Charli, and work, and Bobby's dad being back in town, they hadn't had a lot of time to hang out. This was the best he was going to get.

'Oh, Bob, I love ya, you know that?' He peeked his head back around the door to flash him a grin. 'You're the best boss ever. I mean, you're the only boss I've ever had but that don't change the facts. Promise I'll make it back up to ya.'

Bobby smiled, ignoring his sinking heart. 'That's okay. Really. It's fine.' He rolled his eyes. 'Go on, go look after Charli.'

Freddie disappeared momentarily then reappeared a second later, his face contorted with concern. 'Wait, if I go now, is your dad gonna dock my wages? It's just, I can't really afford...'

'No, course not,' Bobby assured him. 'I won't tell him.'

'Uh oh. I don't think your dad would be too happy if he heard that.'

Bobby startled. His head snapped up to stare at Christian, leaning in the doorway like a day hadn't passed since he last saw him. The only difference was a few more grey hairs and deeper lines around his lopsided smile. Other than that? It might as well have been yesterday when he last saw him rather than... six years? Seven? He couldn't even remember at this point, it had been so long already.

'Letting staff off early? That's one thing, but lying to your old man?' Christian tutted and shook his head. Then he stopped, and a grin split his face. 'I won't tell if you don't.'

Send me the title/number of a wip and make me write it!

[lecliss]

I really will never be over the loss of Tales of Crestoria. That game closing absolutely gave me gacha abandonment issues lol. The story was such a fucking masterpiece and really really spoke to me on a personal level. That game should never have been on mobile. That should've been a complete console release. It genuinely helped me with some shit too, but noticing the trend with Cresty and Good Night World, it seems like those kinds of stories don't really resonate with the general public. So I'll just go fuck myself then I guess.

[transbeamrooikat]

some Roman rambles from school :3

[spring-lxcked]

you know what i've never written but would love: ppl seeing through his act, recognizing his shitty treatment of michael, and calling him out on it

[secretagentsagainstwhatever]

having my debit card numbers memorised = :)

having my debit card numbers memorised during a manic episode = :(