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no one mourns the wicked
no, one mourns the wicked




#god. GOD#they make me feel so many emotions#i’m literally an only child and they make me feel sibling angst#i love them so dearly no one understands#camille l’espanaye#napoleon usher#kate siegel#rahul kohli#the fall of the house of usher#tfothou#flanaverse
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Was always worried about the angst of unrequited love, had never realized the sheer amount of comedic potential that it has.
Imagine one-sided Superbat where Clark is fully aware that Bruce has a crush on him but is being his repressed self about it, and Clark is just like, “I’m not gonna touch that :) you’re going to figure that out for yourself, buddy, and in the meantime, I’m just going to have a good time and be best friends with you as you inevitably pull yourself together enough to either fall out of love or to confess :) and I’ll just let you down gently because I care about you :)” but he absolutely 100% is using it to his advantage in the meantime. His puppy dog eyes had never been so effective before. He’s gotten out of Monitor Duty three times in the past month.
#altho tbh personally if *I* were writing this all out I WOULD make requited superabt endgame#because it’s more fun#like clark is slowly falling in love with bruce while bruce is slowly coming to terms with being in love with clark#like bruce fell both faster and harder because. have u seen clark. who wouldn’t fold#meanwhile the justice league tease the shit out of bruce#and i picture clark as being a hell of a good actor because he HAS to be for his identity to work even more so than bruce or anyone else#so he’s very much able to keep his own feelings quiet when he realizes that he’s returning bruce’s love#and hey maybe u CAN bring the angst full circle back into this premise#like 1) clark believes somehow that people will inevitably fall out of love w him and that includes bruce#and 2) bruce when he finally figures out his own feelings for clark (way later than everyone else figured out him) probs realizes that clark#knew this whole damn time and didn’t say a word. and bruce is both justifiably mortified and falsely certain that clark does not return his#feelings because he’d have said smth by now if he did#even tho atp i would have clark return his feelings#also if u don’t believe clark wouldn’t 100% be a little shit about bruce’s feelings may i just present#literally everything he’s done to lois ever in every superman canon ever#<- i’m not saying that like he bullies lois or would bully bruce in this fic premise bc they both give it as good as they’ve got#and they very much pull a lot over clark so it all evens out or even falls in the other’s favor more often than not#anyway. yeah that’s my one (1) superbat fic premise.#part of the reason why i LOOOVE superbat and clois but haven’t written jackshit for either of them yet is that#i feel like there’s sooooooo many fics for both of them that i could not explore smth new with them ykwim#er well in the case of lois not just fics but like sooo many clois canons with their own takes and exploratons#superbat#superman#clark kent#batman#bruce wayne#simu's two cents#dc#also i wouldn’t touch the batkids with a ten foot pole.
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i need ur opinion on angel cdream
I’ve literally had this for weeks and this is still all I got…
#happy meme monday!#dsmp memes#to be fair though c!dream isn’t an angel he’s clearly god jesus and the holy spirit lol XD#hello there#(lol felt relevant after recent asks XD)#dreblr#c!dream#dsmp#doomsday trio#rivalsblr#c!rivals duo#dsmp meme#this gives me post prison vibes but it’d probably work for many peoples aus to be fair#spn memes#rivalsduo#so like literally all my brain can think of is Castiel… like one track mind which I know isn’t what you meant lol#but I will say I have read some people’s angel and demon dream and tommy analysis before and I don’t really agree with it#some saying Dream is an angle that then falls with Tommy as the demon who becomes good or just more Dream is demon and Tommy is angel#which y’all all know doesn’t really align with my opinions on the matter… I will say Dream as an angel is interesting though and I do like#to read fics where he has wings (because well usually lots of angst lol)…#anyways I’ll keep thinking about it to se did I come up with anything but enjoy this meme instead I guess <3 <3 :)
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I think the funniest thing about how the Fandom perceives Tim (especially obnoxious Tim fans) is that he is was deeply hurt by the actions Jason, Damian, and Dick have done to him, but lowkey that’s just the fandom projecting
Tim lowkey did not give a fuck. Maybe a little at first, but he definitely does not hold a grudge against any of them.
#Tim Drake#unhinged tim drake#like will Tim eternally hate you if you take a sip from his Soda? yes#but attempted murder… he can get over that#Damian and Jason were just having a really bad time#(looks at that one panel where Tim forgives Jason for being an asshole supreme)#and he can admit that Dick was under a lot of stress during the time Bruce was lost in the time stream#angst is fun though#so I don’t BLAME Tim fans for it#just sometimes it’s annoying because Dick is a really good older brother and doesn’t deserve the hate for handing off a mantle he created#and Damian was a child who only grew up knowing that violence was the only way you can earn your place#and it’s shown in multiple panels that Tim understands that#Tim was literally snarking while Jason beat him up at Titans Tower#(honestly that was most accurate sibling portrayal in media… so…)#I say that as a younger sibling who has had so many injuries from my sister beating the crap outa me#and my younger brother emotionally decimates me on a daily basis#really#certain Tim fans just make him a wimp
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Jurassic World Chaos Theory Season Two Spoilers
Benji was a rollercoaster this season 😭
#i’m running on no sleep making these gifs#benji finding comfort in eachother?#the boat scene was everything#and them carrying for bumpy egg?#love the angst#benji broke my heart#benji angst#ben and kenji had so many scenes#i can’t wait for season three#literally though please don’t make me wait#jurassic world chaos theory#i like you have a cupcake#ben jwct#jwct kenji#jurassic world chaos theory spoilers#jwct#jwct benji#jwct spoilers#jurassic world chaos theory season 2 spoilers#ben pincus jwct#kenji kon jwct#kenji kon#ben pincus#gif set#jwct gif set#benji gif set
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Sad Boy Hours: Billy Batson
He's trying so hard to get the screaming adults in the room to just stop screaming at each other and be reasonable.
He is immediately dismissed and storms off, justifiably insulted.
And Billy goes right back to blaming himself, trying to figure out where he went wrong, how he could have fixed things, managed the emotions of the room better--even though he is 100% correct and the adults are absolutely failing, and badly.
"Even if he's wrong...I should respect him." Honey, the thing that's eating at you is the absolute dogshit way they act and then expect you to just accept as normal. These grown-ass heroes should not be hitting each other.
And a degree, honey. Several of them.
He sounds like a teacher trying to get the class to behave and that script keeps failing him. Over and over the adults around him dismiss him for his optimism, ignore his calls for reason. And they're heroes. They're the good guys and they tear into each other regularly and viciously. And Billy is fifteen years old in a room of adults screaming at each other. The team is sometimes down right abusive, and this child is trying to keep them from falling apart.
I worry about him, ya know?
(anyway, thank you for coming to my Sad Boy Hours)
#justice league 80s#jli#justice league international#billy batson#shazam#dc captain marvel#i found so many moments of billy being an absolute sweetie pie and trying desperately to get people to get along#it kinda breaks my heart a little because he's just 15 and these are Grown Ass Adults in the MOST hostile work environment#i got a LOT of feelings about the Emotional Support Child#possibly eldest daughter syndrome but all the kids are older than you and y'all have no parents#he's literally a child soldier#kind of inspired by a fic i read the other day#and just watching billy get emotional slapped around because he Cares#sad boy hours#when the most mature person on the team is the only one who hasn't finished puberty#and i get this is kinda the joke but the sad boy hours got me so#ANGST#“its not that deep” IT IS TO ME
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Thinking about step 9 and the whole concept of forgiveness of one’s self and others and it bringing healing and how bobby and Eddie have been paralleled a fair amount and the idea that Eddie started this process back at the end of s5 with his forgiveness and acceptance of his father but how he hasn’t yet gone anywhere near his mother and their relationship .
How his catholic guilt storyline seems more likely to play on his reltionship with his mother than his father (if his father wasn’t around that much it would’ve been Helena taking him to church etc each week) so the idea of an Eddie - Helena storyline that plays on catholic guilt and potentially his queerness in relation to that has me chewing on glass - it could be so epically good
#I’ve always viewed Helena as the biggest issue in Eddie’s relationship with his parents - Ramon has always - to me a least always seemed to#just go along with what Helena wants or dictates#it made sense with how his trauma ptsd army related arc played out that it was Ramon who was the centre of that#now though - catholic guilt - possibly playing into his queerness and suppression of that queerness#to keep some kind of reltionship with his mother - who only seems to view him through a lens of failure#leading him down a road where he wasn’t able to be his true self - it would be so powerful#there is so much potential there#eddie saying his mother wasn’t an issue in s6 - was such a choice and so pointed that they have to be wanting to explore that#so many aspects of who Eddie is and why he is the way he is - his want to nest but not being able to with women - stems from his mommy#issues and the fact he’s been denying they exist#I will eat it up - it would be the right kind of angst for the show and Ryan would deliver#plus the way it parallels with Bobby and his relationship with Catholicism would be fascinating#not to mention the whole Eddie not having a relationship with the faith he was brought up in only to start dating someone who is a literal#embodiment of that faith - and female - as a symbol of his needing to explore and reconcile the actual reasons for his faith lapsing- become#could not be queer and Latino and catholic when Eddie was growing up - it wasn’t an option - so if you step away from the faith that’s#denying a fundamental aspect of who you are#even if you still can’t act upon it - it is easier to keep that part of you concealed#911 spoilers#911 Thinky thoughts#eddie diaz#I need this arc to be a thing so badly#911 abc
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Someone write a fic about Iceman and Slider kidnapping all of the flyboys and taking them to the million-dollar Kazansky family house in Hawaii that they never got rid of for a well-deserved vacation because they really need it. And then cue all the drunken shenanigans and party games and angst and skinny dipping and all those tropes fanfic writers love, but sprinkled throughout is def some unresolved trauma (and sexual tension). Like they kinda know each other but don’t really know each other, so there’s revelations about Ice and Slider being in the shitty dads club and Mav just being Mav. Maybe they run into a boy Ice was best friends with for the several years he lived in Hawaii at the grocery story and the guy is jacked and def flirting with Ice but Ice is oblivious which makes Mav insanely jealous. Maybe Ice’s dad tracks him down and has a chat with him before vanishing and it leaves Ice messed up mentally or physically.
Basically just shove them all into a beach house in Hawaii and the rest will flow naturally.
#It could literally go so many directions like infinite possibilities#Hawaiian Iceman#but also#military brat iceman#icemav#poly!flyboys#could literally be anything#I just need all the angst to be bottled up in one house until it explodes#but why not a beach house cause depth of lore#top gun#tom kazansky#iceman#top gun iceman#top gun maverick#pete mitchell#my boys#ron kerner#tom iceman kazansky#ron slider kerner#pete maverick mitchell#rick hollywood neven#just a little thing i wrote#sam merlin wells#leonard wolfman wolfe#top gun 1986#flyboys#top gun wolfman#top gun Hollywood#fits literally all ships#iceman angst
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woke up with a few brainworms this morning & have a few days of free time … so I started drafting a loooonnnggg slowburn between young!blanche/dorothy. Are we interested in young bxd slowburn … or would that be too painful
#god I love writing slowburn#I forget how much I love to write until I actually have free time to spend a million years on it#there’s already tons of angst I’m a simple lesbian#so much floating around in my head many thoughts#blanche x dorothy#the golden girls#they’re literally my ocs at this point#if you think the angst in question will only exist between Blanche and Dorothy you would be very mistaken#Kate & Dorothy have *so* much room for INCREDIBLE angst that goes so untapped I *need* to do something with it
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I love the idea of a death wizard who parallels Malistaire pre-Sylvia’s death working together with Cyrus so much. Cyrus sees his brother in this child and it hurts because he misses his brother so much but it also worries him deeply. The wizard and Malistaire are so similar he can only hope that the trauma the wizard will have to live with after dragonspyre (and even more so after future worlds) will not make them into the man Malistaire is now. And really and truly, Malistaire is just a man overrun with grief over a loved one, which could so easily happen to the wizard. I think it would so interesting to see a villain arc very similar to Malistaires with the wizard
#i have so many thoughts ok#and you do loose people throughout the course of the game!!#azteca! dyvim! (briefly)#i’m sure there are others it’s just been awhile since i’ve played through#wizard villain arc would be so good ok#and i just love the idea of cyrus and the wizard forming a little bit of a found family connection post-dragonspyre#they both need it tbh#i fully imagine my wizard coming to cyrus post-azteca and crying in his tower#a myth wizard canonically has more angst than this possible death wizard in general but tbh i think playing as any of the spirit classes#in the first arc is great#just because the three main-ish characters of that arc are quite literally the teachers of those schools#my main wizard is life and i absolutely think Cyrus saw some of Sylvia’s traits in her#ANYWAYS#rant over#wiz101#wizard101#wizzy101#cyrus drake#malistaire
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I'm at the point in this fic where it's almost too sad and intense to the degree that it's unbearable/unreadable. I mean, I'm trying to write a story that leads up to the first crusade, so it's not going to be a happy story. But still, I'm at this point where I just have to write it anyway and throw each chapter to the wind because there's no editing the plot at this point, and I really wouldn't want to change it or sugarcoat it.
#i say this but we all love whump and extreme angst sdfgfdsa so is it really unreadable??#idk but to the two or three people still following this fic ILYSM AND IM SO SORRY FOR WHAT IS TO COME#i'm just at a rough point in the story i think. after the mahdia campaign i'll try to lighten it up for some scenes#i just.. hate pandering to readers. because it never ends up good.#there will be a time skip anyway#and then it gets dark again because it'll be leading up to the crusade dfghfdshgfd#maybe i'm wrong but i feel like it's insensitive to write a fic about the crusades that's all funny and happy or just centred on romance#even though i've read so many bangers in this fandom that are centred on romance#idk it's just the type of story that this is. i'm trying to be kind of unflinching and honest here#that being said i did 100% pull my punches on a lot of these scenes#because you can only be so brave when posting fan fiction about this topic and i also don't want to be insensitive or too bleak#i knew this point in the story would come bc i literally outlined it TWO years ago but it's much scarier when you're actually posting it#anyway shut the fuck up and write sig
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why the grudge by olivia rodrigo is actually written abt roceit: an unnecessarily long breakdown
(aka basically an in this essay i will… post but i actually wrote it.)
okay so starting off strong, pof was literally released on a friday in may. (i know technically it took place on april 13th in cannon, but the still what are the chances here.)



next we have these lines would refer to the trust janus built up during the courtroom that he then broke during pof. how he set him up to take the fall no matter what, crushing either roman’s self image and/or his dream. it also refers to the flippant way janus address this and how he basically refers to it as a joke. it’s pretty clear throughout the episode, however, roman holds onto everything that was say.

i sorta feel like this speaks for itself.


this next part i think sums up a lot of pof pretty well. roman making fun of janus’s name is shitty. him calling janus evil the whole episode is shitty. BUT everyone JUST told him janus WAS evil and not to be trusted. and janus WASNT to be trusted in svs since he literally was manipulating him. janus caused like half of this and fed into roman’s insecurities and he knew it. so yes, i think roman is handling this BAD, but janus cut first, and he cut deeper.

lowkey another one i feel speaks for itself. this is pretty much stated this is what janus is doing. literally.

roman and pretending he’s fine when he’s not. i mean it’s like all the sides, but def the way roman seems to handle it (like not too much cannon has happened since so) like this. it still seems to affect him in fwas confidence wise and all. just the way this hasn’t even been addressed. you know the boy is struggling.


okay i kept out a lot of the love stuff cause like that’s not cannon and i tried to keep this close to cannon. BUT it fits with that too and my headcannons… maybe another post. it’s just so perfect.
okay if you read this far i love you forever <3 also this may be formatted like the worst thing ever, i don’t use tumblr really so i was struggling making this. also it’s late and i cant think atm :))
#roman sanders#sanders sides#ts roman#roman angst#janus sanders#ts janus#svs redux#putting others first#the grudge#olivia rodrigo#literally i’m in love with them#when i made the connection i jumped up and down in my room for like five minutes#and then told all my friends#and then told twitter#and it’s on my rociet playlist#i can do more songs i have so many#idk why i doubted i was neurodivergent#it’s 12am sorry if this makes no sense#roceit
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Guys do NOT watch alien stage if you want to be happy
:(
#I have rewatched it so many times now and I don’t even know why because every time I’m left absolutely bawling#it’s so beautiful and tragic bro it gets me every time#actor au save me actor au#alien stage#ivantill#mizisua#alsnt#hyunaluka#angst#honestly I might end up writing a fluffy au for alnst literally just to cope#🙁🙁
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theres no way suna rintarou of all characters is infiltrating my brain right now
#i actually feel so bad rn i'm nauseous and writing an apology letter to kita#what has been wrong with me these past few days#i'm working on a YURI fic and suddenly i'm a raging heterosexual????#it's because i realized he checks so many of my typical blorbo boxes LMFAO#literally building a gate around myself it's sickening#jiso.dumpster#i think maybe because the fic people write for him fits a very hyper specific niche that i love#which is angst that mostly comes from miscommunicating feelings and incorrect assumptions#i'm cooked i fear#suna rintarou#sorry i'll go to bed now#haikyuu!!
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(this is literally just an appreciation post for the watcher trope because its one of my favourite things of all time.)
listen ik the whole watcher thing gets quite a bit of hate in this fandom for being so overused, but personally i love it. i love it so much. just because of how versatile it is. i mean, just scroll through the watcher grian tag on ao3, and youll see hundreds of different interpretations of the same beings!
some have wings, some are humanoid, some are decidedly not, some are really fucking evil, some are just misunderstood, some actually do good, some are literal gods, some are just a group of people, some are like a cult, some are just random mysterious fuckers, some are just the explanation for anything weird, some are engaged in gang warfare with the listeners, etc etc etc ETC !!!!! so many different things, so many different narratives, based off one thing!!!
i have like four unfinished watcher!grian fics in my gdocs right now. i will probably not finish all of them. but sometimes i just think about how even between those four fics, the interpretations are so DIFFERENT. so, so, different. but its all from the same thing! the same vague concept from an 6-7 year old smp!! isnt that fucking amazing? what we, the fandom have done with it, and how far weve bent it, and just.
the whole watcher thing is one of my favourite bits of ANY fandom i have ever seen. the sheer creativity of fandom really does surprise me sometimes.
#watchers#watcher grian#grian#mcytblr#hermitblr#fanfiction#i dont know how to tag this#the following is a continuation of the ramble somewhat ->#this is a rant that i Had to write bcs whenever i write a fic w the watchers i just go shdfjkglsdjhfgdlskghs#i cannot put into words my love for this trope#i can find angst in it!!!#i can find god aus in it!!!!#i can find crack in it!!!!#i can find misunderstandings in it!!!#i can find hurt/comfort in it!!!#SO MANY THINGS#ITS#ITS LITERALLY THE JACK OF ALL TRADES#AND ITS SO FUCKING PERFECT#i literally have a fic where the watchers are good right? and then i go and turn around and write a fic where the evil; the scum of the ear#and THEYRE THE SAME BEINGS#ITS THE SAME TROPE.#ISNT THAT FUCKING AMAZING????
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oh my god i just finished high noon over camelot and.. i am feeling things
i cant even
i cant even process all that
holy shit yall
johnny sims does NOT like happy endings
#randompajama talks#high noon over camelot#the mechanisms#i am having so many thoughts and ideas#that album made me cry#so did udad btw.#i finished udad as well#it was so good i am obsessed#now for the bifrost incident!#im scared#i dont think i can take this much soul crushing musical angst all in one night#not joking i started listening to the mechs literally yesterday afternoon#im packing too much into 2 days
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