#and then I feel bad
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Being in fandoms is weird because you can dislike a character in some aus and feel bad for them in others or like them in a few depending on people’s interpretations of them
#pix habla#it happened with William like I hated himmmmm and then my friends were like#he’s a dad 😔#and he was a good dad#and I’m like 🧍♂️ aw heck I can’t hate him too much then#and then he was so bad in other aus#he wasn’t even a good dad#and now I’m noticing that with more characters#and then I feel bad#I think it’s just about separating characters and aus#since canon isn’t always solid#sorry for overthinking oh my gosh I have been doing that a lot because I have nothing else to do
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having a high sex drive and being raised in a sex-negative house had absolutely horrific effects on me. now I'm horny AND guilty about everything.
#this also goes for relationships#every time someone gives me attention I run away immediately#and then I feel bad#and the cycle continues#like I just wish I didn't feel like the world is going to crumble when I feel Normal Human Emotions#there's no happy medium for me because as soon as I convince myself it's ok to be a human with human needs I start feeling nauseous#like I WANT intimacy and romance but it scares the living shit out of me#I've also felt my entire life that I'm “not meant” for sex or relationships#like everyone else is allowed to have it but I'm not made for it#idk#i be thinking
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when the social event is so unbearable you feel yourself starting to get pissed off at everyone around you and your body starts to bother you and all you want to do is leave and be alone but you can't so it feels your stuck in limbo
#tw: vent#personal vent#my social battery runs out so fast#i feel like a monster#this isn't me#i'm not a mean person#but sometimes i feel so overwhelmed and tired that i get mean#and then i feel bad#am i a monster?#i don't wanna be#idk#does anyone else relate#social battery#overwhelmed#plz understand this post
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do i get a commission of my ocs.. or do i get a commission of *... hmm
#i always wanna get comms of my ocs but then im like#ur literally an artist#just draw them urself#and then i feel bad#but :(#i havent had the motivation to draw any finished pieces of them in ages#or just draw in general tbh#super frustrating#and i wanna see themmm#🎐 rambles
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🌸💕 for being kind and lovely, have a kiss on the forehead! pass it on to 10 people 💕🌸
omg @lfg1986-2 🥺 thank you so much 🪷 have a waffle 🧇💕 and right back to you ✨🥰
#ask#lovelies#mutuals#aww#thank u#I'm always so slow with replying to these#and then I feel bad#and I'm afraid I'm forgetting someone 🥺#so this is a big sorry to everyone who might have ever felt ignored by me 😭#I'm not doing it on purpose I swear 💕
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Me and my friends when I use REALLY dark humor to lighten a situation and unintentionally make everyone else depressed.
#hazbin hotel#idk#its just a mood for me#i am very bad at telling whats too dark#like#i am totally desensitized#and forget other people arent#and then i feel bad
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Aspec Rants
I dislike hearing about my friend’s boyfriend. I’m very tired. I realize that I’m so tired of trying to understand myself and the relationships I want, I have very little patience for her. And I wonder if i’m jealous, and it unfortunately strikes a chord.
Am I jealous of her relationship? Well, a little. I want romance. But it’s more that I’m jealous of the concept of a significant other, and that she knows who she likes. I’m jealous of how easy it is for her to like someone, I’m jealous that she’s attracted to people right off that bat.
And I know that isn’t fair. She can’t help how she feels anymore than I can. I think it’s just that her talking and being a “normal” (heteronormative) teenager serves to remind me that I am different, every single time. It hurts. It’s repetitive. I don’t like it.
#and then i feel bad#because she’s happy with him#and i feel like i’m bringing her down#asexual#queer
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I am once more wishing I was a multi shipper just so I can feel the same hype as my friend discovering a new ship
#fyuu babbles#like i have no issues chatting about said ship#but i struggle to idk feel like im adding anything to conversation?#and then i feel bad
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i do this with everything - emails, texts, snaps, facebook notifications, you name it
if i ever stopped responding to you, i promise it's just because i'm a himbo and forgot and now i'm embarrassed
yo for the record if you put something in my inbox and i never respond it’s not that i didn’t like it or read it it’s that i very very often see messages and go ‘oh i should respond to that’ and then i fucking forget until it’s like. been enough time to be weird
#i get so embarrassed#and then i feel bad#and the shameful feeling does not help me reach out again#😭😭#himbo#neurodivergent#executive dysfunction#shame#forgetful
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i found out that the dancing banana was created some time in 1999 today and i feel so bad. he’s 25… and i never did anything for him. this is like if i forogot a loved ones birthday
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"You just have to look closely."
#anyway how we're feeling with this last episode folks#my art#tadc#fanart#the amazing digital circus#art#i had been meaning to draw this comic for a while but never had the energy for it#i got a burst of inspiration from the episode#tadc fanart#tadc kinger#tadc queenie#kinger x queenie#tadc episode 3#tadc spoilers#kinger tadc#kinger#btw sorry for any gramatical mistakes english aint my first language my bad#comic#tadc comic#i don't know if kinger and his wife knew each other before the circus but going with the yes option just because
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see 0 note flop posts aren't that bad when they're personal but 0 note fandom posts feel literally so bad. like if you don't wanna play toys with me anymore just say that. i'll pack up my super cool awesome things and go and i'll sit on the other side of the playground by myself and i won't even look at you. fuck
#yes i AM thinking about a particular post. no it wasn't that good but still. a moment of heartache for sure#like it feels so bad but im too prou dto delete it and also too lazy
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i'll let phie-san say it:
#the vids i've seen on tiktok picking at her immediately get a block...#bitter otaku sitting in their socks in their mom's basement feeling threatened/enraged by a hot successful black woman outnerding them-core#also this kind of criticism is so demoralising and damaging to people who are trying to learn another language#also. accents are NORMAL and not a bad thing#i don't think that the end goal of picking up a new language necessarily has to be sounding native#and i know sometimes the way japanese people react like SUGOIII? *W* when a foreigner says like one (1) word in japanese is joked about#but like... genuinely... i always love when someone clearly has made an effort and took the time to learn some of the language#anyway she can step on those haters <3#also like. it’s just some lines in a song people need to relax…#megan thee stallion#autoplay warning#japan#japanese#language#mamushi
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OK SO I WAS WALKING DOWN THE STREET IN THE RAIN AT 2AM AND I SAW AN ANIMAL RUNNING DOWN THE ROAD AND SO I GRABBED IT AND
IT WAS THIS
#did i mention I'm autistic hi#insane discovery literally just now#i definitely scared it really bad i do feel bad about thar#i just wanted to see what it was...#misc
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love when ppl defend the aggressive monetization of the internet with "what, do you just expect it to be free and them not make a profit???" like. yeah that would be really nice actually i would love that:)! thanks for asking
#yes i want things to be free like ??? that is not a weird desire#'but but it costs money to keep up' ok and? how is that my problem#the government has plenty of murder dollars they could reallocate a few to make internet services universal if they wanted#also these companies were perfectly capable of supporting themselves before the internet got drowned with ads so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#edit: muting notifs on this post bc new additions have kind of petered out#so no one feel bad about adding something someone else has said‚ it is not bothering me im just trying to keep my#notifs page cleanish lol#also since i saw some people are being redirected to read my tags: firstly hiiiiii this is a special secret message for you:3#secondly i have learned since making this that the reason they were able to support themselves previously was because#of investors bankrolling everything#and theyre now finally realizing that theyre never going to actually make a profit and arent as willing to invest#however thats just a minor correction and doesnt change my overall point#once again. so many murder dollars#so thats why im just adding it here in the tags rather than making an actual correction#anyways . love yall 💕#origibberish#bigger gibbers
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trick or treat!
#my art#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#maki zenin#yuta okkotsu#inumaki toge#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#u could argue that the spoilers r hidden by the costumes but idw take my chances#i havent posted art in a billion years i feel like a fraud and i am going to get a bad grade in tumblr dot com#so i am posting these early idc anymore#i still have probably one more halloween draws i plan on posting but im cracking i want these out of my drafts Now#these KILLED ME#i miss drawing fast i miss it so badddddd#dont get me wrong the costume design ws so fun i loved it but god did it take ages#but on the bright side. yuuji in a toga.#on another bright side. little devil nobara n cowgirl maki#on yet anotHER bright side. eldritch horror pandachu#these costumes eat if i do say so myself ghjsdfkgjf undead inuokko makes me so happy also they r so cute#not to mention megumi in his gay little hat god i made itfs so obnoxiously flirty in this#remember when i said the timeskip art ws the least heterosexual group photo i've ever drawn i take it back#theyre disgusting . save nobara episode 356325746732#anyway happy 10 days early halloween <3#i will try to not take a whole week to finish the last piece(s)
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