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a weird part of the fandom tries to make louis the victim of both armand and lestat, as if they aren't all mutually toxic and louis didn't spend years playing hot and cold in both of his relationships
#sometimes i get why anne rice didn't want fanfic of them#i love the fanfiction but the feminization and woobification of louis is so ksksmsodmmso WHY#he spent years denying lestat and the dark gift that he asked for#years ALSO pretending claudia was his doll-child 24/7#my daughter my sister my throw pillow#and years using armand as a rebound#i'm not saying that armand and lestat are in any way good people#but like I Get Their Side#i get why they would cheat on someone physically and emotionally unavailable yes#i get their resentment of claudia yes#and their mutual abandonment issues#lestat de lioncourt#lestat#loustat#armand de romanus#armand#louis dpdl#louis de pointe du lac#interview with the vampire#iwtv#iwtv season 2
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Gideon always liked the way Kremy looked when he smoked, but like in an ironic way, of course. Noticed how the burning embers perfectly reflecting in his golden eyes, Gideon Nathaniel Coal, was never a man of flowery poetry… but for Kremy, his buddy ol’ pal, he can’t help but think he’s as beautiful as a sunset in autumn.
Kremy and Gideon make me miserable and sad and I cry at nights for them— I don’t need them to have sex, I need them to be like… okay 😭, like damn, bitches can never win, I hate them, I hate them (I love them but they make me suffer)
Also this drawing started because I was inspired by this one author on AO3: Never_Eat_Sour_Wheat, @pedal-mail , I love their writing sm! They inspired me to draw this lil Drabble lol 🚶🚶🚶
#bbirby says haiiiii x333#my art#coalecroux#Gideon Coal#Kremy Lecroux#kremy x gideon#Gideon x Kremy#Krembrulè#Kremy Lecroux x Gideon Coal#Gideon Coal x Kremy Lecroux#once upon a witchlight#ouaw#loa#legends of avantris#I fucking hate them#I want them to never kiss ever#I want them to suffer#I hope one day they realize it was mutual but they moved on#I hate them I hate them#I hate them how I see the sun rise In the morning#it’s always there always shining but you can’t truly appreciate until it’s gone- who said that#me when they both have commitment issues based on abandonment issues 😍😍😍😍#Star by Mitski#that’s them#my friend Bbirby said so and I agree#also also this is based on a fic I read#I’ll link it meow#it’s so cunty slay#Kremy ouaw#gideon ouaw
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With his kiss, can you count it as a love now?
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#lego monkie kid#lego monkie kid fanart#monkie kid#monkie kid fanart#lmk#lmk fanart#lmk mayor#monkie kid mayor#monkie kid macaque#lmk macaque#blue and violet#I have to admit that despite all that Blue wrote to LBD at the end of Chapter 25-#- love isn't necessarily how I would define their feelings towards each other#it's a form of love yes- but it is closer to obsession#after all- wanting to stay and not wanting to leave each other is a bit unhealthy#both have attachment issues in different ways-#-with Mayor desperately wanting to cling onto some kind of constant in their life (in the form of Macaque- a person who is always there)-#and Macaque having faced abandonment and attempting to avoid such abandonment again only to find himself attatched once more and desperate-#-not to loose one of the only things he's allowed himself to get close to again#regardless- it's an unconventional kind of love that has not steered away from the toxicity of their relationship it had originated from#at least this is a mutual feeling which is pretty much all that matters- these two are on the same page and they are content :'))))#Anyways- yes Macaque is sitting in Blue's lap- it was a deliberate choice on his part that he will in fact play off as a joke if questioned
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I’ve been wondering if maybe Ortiz’s plan to split up the 118 will actually play out in some fashion - that after Eddie leaves we’ll see the 118 being divided up in some way (perhaps Gerrards cast iron plumbing isn’t so cast iron and causes the 118 to flood and need to be refitted so everyone gets temporarily reassigned) and Buck doesn’t take this well - on top of Eddie leaving. So instead of reverting to Buck 1.0 who sleeps around, we actually get the Buck 1.0 who went travelling - that he’s going to literally run in an attempt to escape the feelings he’s feeling - that his abandonment issues will manifest in him abandoning his firefam and actual family (as in the Hans) before they can ‘also abandon him’.
That we’ll see buck on the road and that will lead to him realising he’s in love with Eddie and end up with him turning up in El Paso - without a plan but needing to see Eddie - and confessing his feelings.
#they could then get together and decide to return to LA as a family#and the 118 are all returned to the refitted firehouse and each other at the end of the season#I mean technically buck can still fuck as part of that they’re not mutually exclusive#but there’s something in the idea of him trying to find himself and avoid his abandonment issues by running#that I find interesting#especially as we’ve had quite a few of the postcards from buck begins referenced in s7& in 8a#which could all be foreshadowing#I don’t actually think they’ll do this tbh - I’m just musing on ideas#911 spoilers#I guess#911 abc#buck#evan buckley#eddie diaz#buddie#thinking thoughts#911 speculation
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“Don’t go…”
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#yuurivoice#yuurivoice bittersweet#yuurivoice seth#they really hit us with the abandonment issues#in a cozy sleep aid#also hello new mutuals
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Just went on a long ass Edgaya rant… think I might post it here if anyone is curious
#���💬꒱ ❝ Dear Diary… ❞#the basic gist: the two of them have Intimacy Issues but they make it work#Edgar has abandonment issues and Maya has attachment issues. so it’s mutually beneficial as they teach each others how to love again#everyone sucks here they’re enabling each others mental illnesses etc etc
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I need to finish finals so I can get back to posting about my boy cause the misrepresentation is going crazy tbh
#brought to you by the overlap of my special interests#ANYWAYS#5 papers between me and winter break#NOT YOU MUTUALS#obviously#I'm talking about the straight ally fundamentally don't understand forget or ignore the blatant trust and abandonment issues people#don't worry my beautiful eldest daughter with a disorder I'm coming back for you
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Rare Tumblr L when you and the bitch that hates you share a mutual and after you casually interacted they do the possessive boyfriend shoulder grab thing by instantly sending them something after you but with very obvious interior motive, so you gotta show them you aren't scared and send this mutual even MORE love, and so you have passive-aggressive "communication" like this to assert your place while clueless mutual is DROWNING in attention and love as a result and thinks how lucky they are 😔
#tumblr#internets#personal#(ish)#i had this situation happen to me only like two times and both of them were with the same person#and in both cases that person gave up and abandoned the mutual for failing the dick contest gfhhjgjkk#guess I am an alpha male?????? lol?? gfjgjchgkjbgjhjj#lol sorry for how immature I am but I swear that person was so petty?#'this person doesn't go away no matter how much I try to mark the mutual as MIIINE so bye' skill issue#the fact that it was the same person in both situations destroys me#I guess we never really stop being children as we age we just learn to hide the inner child#sigh
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I think it is genuinely really funny that of all the Lance's from my different aus, the most chill one out of all of them is the one who got violently murdered and came back as an unperceivable eldritch horror whose first act after coming back was vengence on the guy who killed him and then steal his house.
#Not to say he doesnt have issues. For one he isnt remembered by anyone and is so utterly alone#And two everyone who he interacts with him sees a distorted version of themselves rather than him#(Which would be fun considering both Shiro and Allura aka the only two who cld remember him keep rejecting parts of themselves)#But yeah compared to the others? schrodeinger reality!Lance is just less on fire garbage can#Ps8!Lance literally landed himself in a coma and communing with horrors because he rather try necromancy and isolation over therapy#c&ai!Lance depressed ass literally got bullied into found family by a spunky teenager and an aimless clone#And would literally rather chew glass than accept that#1) he is depressed and misses his family and friends 2) he was wrong for leaving like that and is sorry#There's another Lance who is trying to kill a god like being and fights voltron the robot who has gained sentience#(This au is still in workshop but yeah)#Compared to all of That Sr!Lance is doing marginally better emotional state wise#And honestly? Good for him!!!#schrodeinger reality au#schrodeinger reality posting#post s8 au#post s8 posting#cowboys and abandonment issues au#cowboys and abandonment issues posting#This post would make sense to my one beloved mutual only and really that is what truly matters#empty thoughts#lance serrano#lance mcclain
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#never drawing these two again. rpgmaker horror games got me in a death grip this fine fine spooky season#my art#the coffin of andy and leyley#ive never seen an unhealthier sibling dynamic <333 they've really got it all#emotional manipulation. psychological abuse. codependency. mutual abandonment issues. gaslighting. ince--#esh you're both just enabling each other's mental illnesses etc etc. you know the post#andrew get out of there man. get out#i have Thoughts on this game and their dynamic. but it'd take a whole other post to explain#to summarize: i think andrew's weird implied attraction to ashley is a side effect of the abuse hes faced from her. stockholm syndrome kind#and i would be happy if he never saw her again <333#anyway.#proshitters dni you get it
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My best friend of uhhh since I was 11 so that's 15 almost 16 years....... Is dumping me because I said that I dislike how grossed out he is by snot and spit (insanely stupid. Who needs this conversation. I blame myself) and he didn't like how I worded it. no indication he was mad btw he just waiting a day to try to confront me about it but got scared, deleted the message, I saw the message preview and read it, etc etc our last like 4-5 fights have been about how he doesn't like how I phrased things i.e. Semantics it is. So. So. SOOOOOOO stupid. It literally reminds me of fights we or like our friend group would have when we were fucking 14 but I guess people can only take so much huh!
Literally I feel like a dog with behavioral issues that snapped at someone's hand one too many times bc they didn't understand my "I'm scared, leave me alone" signals. One Too Many Times. So im getting dumped in the fucking woods for it. but don't worry, the person dumping me feels guilty about it
#i have behavioral issues i feel like he should fucking know this by now. is this fucking real.#waiting for him to un-abandon me and come back like lmao I've literally just been lying down trying to sleep it away#if he doesn't come back though i guess well im kinda fucked ain't i#if this is real if this is genuine and forever im 100% losing another of our mutual friends who undoubtedly sides with him about this#someone else ive been friends with since i was like 11.#this is literally like im breaking up w someone romantically bc im losing additional friends
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Can't believe everyone on the east coast and in europe went to bed and I'm left to spiral on the internet by myself.
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It's selfish time!
#sometimes all of the mutuals are going through it at once#and everyone kinda goes radio silent#and then I am left alone with my thoughts#and the slow trickling dread that I finally did it#I finally found whatever the invisible barrier is that I inevitably trigger#and now they don't want to be my friend anymore#they've just been tolerating for far too long#which as I said is selfish#and silly#but brains are weird#and apparently I have “abandonment issues”#and “social trauma”#or something
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PSA
#this is NOT about any of my followers/mutuals#this is NOT about people who are talkinv to their friends less because they're actually tired/busy/depressed#this isnt even about perceived abandonment due to abandonment issues when really your friends still like you#this post is about a SPECIFIC trend#where someone will lie to you and say nothing has changed in yalls relationship when it is CLEAR theyve lost interest#ex: i once had a boyfriend who got really quiet and distant and when i asked what was up he would tell me nothing was up#nothing had changed and he still loved me#he broke up with me two weeks later. turned out her was cheating on me the whole time#ex 2: a good friend stopped talking to me almost entirely. i ask whats up. he said nothings up and we're still best friends#he had a girlfriend! and now that he had a girlfriend he didnt want to talk to me anymore#one day he just quietly stopped responding all together. without ever admitting anything was different or wrong#ex 3: all the friends i had in middle school that would swear up and down they wanted to hang out#before shooting down every single hang out plan i ever made until i just gave up#ex 4: the friends in middle school who BLOCKED ME without ever letting me know and would still hang out with me during school#ex 5: my friends boyfriend who all the sudden barely texted her ever and when she asked why he said he was busy or tired or depressed#and that he'd start texting her more#he never did#AND HE WAS CHEATING ON HER THE WHOLE TIME#ex 6: my friends girlfriend who used to text her all the time and all the sudden nothing#said she was just depressed#turns out she has a new girlfriend!#this post is NOT ABOUT people who are legitimately tired or busy or depressed!!!!#its about people who practice quiet quitting with friendships#to reiterate#IF YOU DO THIS YOU ARE AN ASSHOLE#and you need to be honest with the people in your life and stop wasting everyone's time
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logging back in just bc this is my only private diary
#random rant#tw for everything#god I think there is something deeply wrong with me worse than ever now I’m questioning my own self and worth and sometimes morals#I’m on a break from the guy I’m seeing#and I told a mutual friend about it#he’s the one who asked for the break even tho I don’t so that shit#deep down I kind of wanted it so why am I so wrecked over it#I hate airing my dirty laundry out to people uninvolved in said relationship#hate talking about trouble in paradise kind of shit but I told her the bad things he does to me#and I felt so guilty bc I got this weird intrusive thought#that as if im planning this sabotage tactic ? when I’m not all this isn’t my intention whatsoever#I just said the truth. and the thought was like ‘ok at least now I have established with a third party a reason if I need to abandon him in#the future’ what the fuck?? I’m not like this. I’m not apathetic I’m not using him why did I get that thought#he’s said some of the most horrible things I’ve ever heard fo me#ends up regretting it and says he didn’t mean it.#in reality I feel like I’m just trying to protect myself#I felt so pathetic having her listen to me tear up while talking#god put us on this earth to punish each other I’m having my Normal People arc#is this a form of self harm why do I do this to myself and to him too#I love him? I’m even thinking about relapsing into using and drinking but it’s not stemming from a coping need I just miss feeling carefree#and numb and momentarily happy almost#I only told him a few issues I have but not the bigger ones and I’m already feeling like as if he uses them against me in arguments#I want to get back into therapy but I can’t I have no access or resources this sucks ass#thinking of asking my pharmacist if I can get my antidepressants otc but I went off them bc the side effects were unbearable and I just#genuinely felt better for once as if I progressed but this is undoing so much of my hard hard work#and what’s funny he doesn’t even realise or see any of these things affecting me so horribly#I feel so insane I feel like a socio I want to be normal I want to be healthy I want to be happy and actually have it last#can’t sleep
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#ah yes#abandonment issues#love me some nice abandonment issues#it's always inevitable that i lose the people i'm close to so why do i even bother trying#i put a lot into maintaining friendships and it always comes back to bite me in the ass#i'm someone who it's Very Difficult for me to talk to people on a regular basis#the quieter i am around you the more comfortable i am with you#but i've been putting a lot of effort into keeping certain friendships#and this most recent one he hasn't really talked to me in ages and won't talk to me about something so simple as fucking cohealing with me#instead i hear from a mutual friend that he needs me to gcd heal more#and that he's been upset with me for a long time about it#THEN WHY WON'T YOU TALK TO ME ABOUT IT#WHY AM I HEARING THIS FROM SOMEONE ELSE#anyway methinks it's time to simply Disappear again
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