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the craziest part about being queer and closeted is that you don’t even know how exhausting it is until it hits in the most random situations
#i had to write an email to my counselor#asking her if she could just#not mention i’m president of the gender& sexuality alliance#nor my essay which includes struggle with my sexuality#to my mom during meetings#which is like#okay yeah makes sense#but mid writing the email i just burst into tears#and started crying so hard#like where did that come from#Man#I wish i didn’t have to live knowing she would never look at me the same if she knew who i really was#lgbt#wlw
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Congratulations! Your Tynamo evolved into an Eelektrik!
(Bonus below!)
(The eel dog quadrupled in weight)
Link to submas masterpost!
#pokemon#art#sketchbook#myart#submas#fanart#pokemon ingo#subway boss ingo#submas comic#pokemon emmet#subway master kudari#subway boss emmet#subway master emmet#tynamo#eelektrik#eel dog time!!!#did you know eelektrik evolves aT LEVEL 39#emmet and tynamo have been fighting for their LIVES here#the joyful ordeal of evolution#anyways emmet laughing so hard he starts crying is a mood#submas emmet#kudari
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actually sometimes being neurodivergent is great bc you have a particular kind of Silly Mode that just . manifests glory. harmless fun is my precious side quest & i have a high score in whimsy. like okay if i gotta be the first dork in the dance pit it's gonna be me and this random toddler and we're gonna avril-style rock ouuuuttt
#i also like starting applause i'm really good at it and have a high score in it#i make entire groups cheer a lot. my friends are used to it . i am bolstered by so many of them being theatre kids#im like. let's celebrate! :) a guy did a thing well!!! :)#once we helped someone parallel park and it was SUCH a hard road to do it on#this is in boston. so death be upon drivers. also it was during st. anthony's feast. in the north end. iykyk#and we helped her get in there (one of my friends tbh stood in traffic for her)#and we cheered when she finally parked. she got out and she was crying and laughing and was like#''that was the hardest thing ive ever done ur so sweet''' and meanwhile we were PARTYING#just stone cold sober but like YEAH GIRL YOU DID THE HARD THING FUCK YEAH!!!!!!!!!#i've been bullied for so much lol i am immune to most insults at this point bc im like#girl when i was 12 i'd already heard every insult and good lord were they specific. just plain ''crazy'' aint it
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saw this
and you KNOW it had me mind body and soul
pov: they’re at your house
+bonus! kendall and kendall undercover
#thought i’d share these doodles#succession#succession art#also their detective company is ROY & ROY DETECTIVE AGENCY#they have never arrested the right person and they wont start now#my art#traditional art#ALSO ALSO kendall roy is so hard to draw and im screaming crying throwing up about it#roman roy#kendall roy#succession fanart#sorry about the lighting i have not figured out how to make it look good yet#succession detective au
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sasuke wants his new year's kiss :kissing_heart:
#sasunaru#narusasu#naruto#sasuke#my art#my comic#round fox baby#naruto's boyfriend#JKHAJDFKASDFADF FUCKING HELL IM SO TIRED#ASDHAHAHAHAHA I BEEN WORKING ON THIS FO#WHAT??? 10 GODDAMN HOURS IM SO DONE IM SO TIRED#ok tbh its my fault for starting late i literally had 3 days off#AND I DID NOTHING ASJKDFHAHSDFADSF FUCKKK#it took an extra hour bC SASUKE#IDK HOW TO DRAW HIS FUCKIN HAIR#NOR HIS FACE WHYS HE SO HARD TO DRAW IM GONNA CRY#anyway hahaha HAPPY NEW YEAR BABES HAHAHAHAHA FUCK
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do you think part of the reason why dokja’s face is so unclear/censored throughout most of the story is because his self as the oldest dream (ie 15 year old him) cant imagine himself surviving to adulthood
#i was inspired to write this because of a reddit post im reading rn#sighs#ohhh kim dokja#if i think too hard about little dokja i start crying#this thought came to me suddenly in study hall and#it took me out back and shot me in the head#seriously i feel sick im so so sad for kid kim dokja#i cant go too far into analysis i know sys and ljh can see his face#and kdjc slowly are able to see his face more and more over the story#but still#thinking so hard#orv#omniscient reader's viewpoint#orv spoilers#kim dokja
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I love Chiyo- and I kind of headcanon her as a Witch of the Woods (Sands???) archetype- a bitter old woman who has sacrificed too much, experienced and committed more atrocities than anyone can imagine, and who knows the truth about what lies in the hearts of men to live among the villages anymore.
In my AU she's got a pretty dark backstory. Back in time when Villages were just getting established, women weren't allowed to be shinobi in the same capacity as men. There was too much warring and death among the clans to risk women, so they were only ever allowed to serve as spies or medics. (Chiyo started off as a medic).
And like any military/fascist dictatorship, serving the state was more important than anything else- so women who were kunoichi were given missions to steal and return with powerful bloodlines. Even before villages, this was a common fear among clans (which is why so many of them have protective measures and inbreed/arrange matches very carefully).
Chiyo was one such woman, who took a X-rated mission in her youth because she was told it would 'serve her nation'. There was a powerful bloodline whose Kekkei Genkai could harden sand to something akin to Steel- something Suna very desperately wanted.
Chiyo succeeded in her mission, but despite the veneer of 'serving your nation', when she returned, she was considered, in her words, "Just another whore."
Then when her son didn't manifest the bloodline- it was worse, but Chiyo was happy because that meant her son was HERS. (This is when she met Enji, and he saved her son's life at great cost- so Chiyo owes him a blood/life debt.)
Then the war came, and they needed women to fight so now serving the nation meant something different, and Chiyo became a full fledged 'shinobi' and turned her healing towards poison and death- especially when she had to fight the Salamander.
Then she sealed Gaara and that was the atrocity straw that broke the camel's back and she dipped out Suna and retired to an oasis. She's still a healer, but adamantly refuses to serve shinobi.
Once again, thank you so much for these asks and all the support for this AU?
@youngpeacearbiter
#naruto#haruno sakura#granny chiyo#coven!sakura#nations always celebrate serving the military but no support for anyone who comes back#veteran's aid? what's that and we all know how they would see women like this#there's no more xrated missions in villages and its like a shameful secret they all gloss over#you never air the dirt out when you've gotta indoctrinate your next wave of children into child soldiers#also chiyo is a pretty cruel woman IMO#first thing she did when she learned Sakura stepped between two attacks was to laugh so hard she started crying#Chiyo has both HEAVY internalized mysogyny but also really wants to protect women- its a balancing act#queen of tough love throw em in the deep end no floaties#trial by firing squad#also chiyo just HATES the hypocrisy of being venerated as a war hero when its convenient for the nation- she just hates shinobi villages#thank u kishimoto for keeping Chiyo's backstory vague as hell so i can play#chiyo as an embodiment of female rage
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KRIS NO PLAYER INFLUENCE YOU MEAN EVERYTHING TO ME. GO GNAW ON THAT STICK GIRL YOU DESERVE IT I LOVE YOU
#I know it’s just them gnashing but it looks like they’re grinning#And I’ll start crying so hard#Kris I love you so juch#also wear ANYTHING except that sweater goddamn#deltarune#utdr newsletter
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the sandra lynn / fig conversation is driving me Insane. fig saying that sometimes she doesn’t wanna exist as herself at all…not wanting to ask her friends how they see her (because she’s afraid to hear their response) saying that to someone she is a monster and she Cannot stop thinking about it. sandra lynn starting the conversation saying she needs to step up but is also simultaneously taken aback about what fig expresses and doesn’t know how to responds to it and suggests getting ice cream. sandra lynn saying “convincing people they deserve good things is really tough” talking about herself but how it also reflects fig. insane!!
#if that conversation had kept going I would have started bawling!!#fully believe brennan was like ‘well oh shit this is getting dark and heavy quick let’s uh get some snow cones’#I will say I think Emily does a beautiful job here of showing teenage life#not a universal experience perhaps but definitely a common one#feeling so lost and insecure in who you are and under so much pressure to be a certain way#and her saying she doesn’t wanna exist#vs me resonating with ‘I don’t wanna die sometimes I wish I’d never been born at all’ lyrics#it was hard to watch ngl but it’s also bc Emily does Such a good job w emotional scenes!!#that woman is so emotionally invested you get emotional invested as well#if Emily axford cries I cry with her#and loved to see more of Sandra Lynn again <3#damn good scene#dimension 20#fantasy high#fantasy high spoilers#fantasy high junior year#fig faeth#sandra lynn faeth#emily axford#brennan lee mulligan
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i think he is the word "skrunkly" personified
#ive reached that stage of obsession in where if someone mentions percy jackson#i will start convulsing violently on the ground#percy jackson#pjo#percy jackon and the olympians#nico di angelo#pjo nico#rick riordan#im crying so hard you dont understand i literally started reading this series a few months ago#how can someone be so cringe edgy and incredibly lovable at the same time (nico)#and how can someone be so sassy and still be alive (percy)#Ichikarume Art
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#oh my fucking god.#crying tears of joy#how can I even start to describe this.#sweetest man in the world#the way he holds the baby so experienced because he already had his own :((((((((#literally the most lovely thing I saw in a while#warmed my heart#duff mckagan#that baby boy have no idea how hard this pic will go in a few years hahaha#and he's SO CUTE#really good to know Duff love babies...#guns n roses#gnr#Duff Mckagan 2023#Guns n' roses#Guns n fucking roses#Guns and roses#modern/new#slash#axl rose#izzy stradlin#steven adler#gabi posts
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an assortment of polish beatles-related posters i could find!
A Hard Day’s Night, Waldemar Swierzy (1965) / A Hard Day’s Night, Unknown, (1965, as it looks to be a poster used by polish movie theatres to dictate individual showtimes) / Help!, Eryk Lipinski (1967) / Yellow Submarine, Zygmunt Bobrowski (1970) / Unknown, Waldemar Swierzy (1978) / Yellow Submarine, Waldemar Swierzy (2009)
BONUS: VERY STRANGE poster from 1985 by Waldemar Swierzy. i wish i knew the context.
#the beatles#polish#poland#polska#music posters#posters#waldemar swierzy being the main creator of most of these is so interesting#waldemar swierzy#eryk lipinski#zygmunt bobrowski#a hard day’s night#help!#yellow submarine#REALLY want to know the context behind the 1978 crying one?#andrew.txt#want to look more into original non-english beatles posters#and had to start off with what i know!#the 2009 yellow submarine one is THE cutest and my favorite of the bunch#beatles#paul mccartney#john lennon#ringo starr#george harrison#1965#1967#1970#1978#1985
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its this dumbasses bday. suit up
jane
jake
roxy
alpha kids
beta kids from last year
#dirk strider#hs#homestuck#lovisas art#hoping this properly ugly and lame#also could not think of a fun pose that would feel in character at all. so hes just sulking instead#i also almost started crying over how hard it was to draw a shoe from the front like that
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I can’t stop thinking about Loop. Imagine doing everything, anything, to get out of a traumatic situation but the price is you. Your body is gone, your name is gone, your family doesn’t recognize you, you feel like most of your memories of them are gone too anyway. Suddenly you’re denied your identity. It’s like YOU never existed… and someone else took your place. You, whose biggest fears are forgetting and being forgotten in turn. You, who’s hesitant to change and now you’re forced to. You can’t even really blame anyone else because you did get your wish, right?
It’s explained clearly in the game, but the implications of it just hit me extra hard sometimes. Siffrin is as much of a study of Loop as Loop is of Siffrin. They share(d) their fears too so mal du pays words essentially becoming the truth to Loop is just… 🪨🪨🪨🙁🙁🙁💥💥💥💥
What do you do when all you have is ripped from you, all your worst fears come true, and youre forced to just… come to terms with it?
#isat spoilers#isat loop#2hats spoilers#shaking you by the shoulders#i love siffrin and loop so much#’’wkb’’ consider: i am new and also stupid#yes ive KNOWN but i didint really GET it yk? like how horrifying losing you self is#they make me die#postgame loop makes it hit extra hard bc ppl are partially defined by their experiences#the longer siffrin and loop exist as separate the more they diverge#that must be TERRIFYING. to an extent to both of them#of course they’ll always have many similarities as they started as the same person but like#loop is just despair au siffrin#<- specifying postgame fics that explore loops identity bc canon had them fade out#which i love btw delightful angst i love everyones takes on loop#in stars and time#isat#i think genuinely in Loop’s shoes as someone who’s also hesitant to change: if I didn’t cry 24/7#i’d be clinging into who i was and still want to be in some ways. but as i’d heal i’d probably want to be distinct#like im me and always will be me but i want what i experienced to not be a footnote. i dont want to be a mirror#’’i am who that family loved but im also someone new’’ yk? its so hard to battle with those two opposites of ’’im []’’ & ’’im not YOUR []’
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ayo why does doc in distress/pain look kinda...... 😳
I meant to respond to this one differently or put more than 5 seconds into a doodle for it but this came out so stupid looking and made me laugh so hard that I don’t think I have a choice anymore other than to put this here instead
#I read it and was like “please draw anything other than xisuma making a stupid face. anything but that”#and then I drew this and laughed so hard at it I started crying#etho’s stupid face good lord#dbhc#dbhc ask#dbhc xisuma#dbhc etho#art escapades#anon#dbhc sillies#dbhc art
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It his birthday…
#fnaf#my art#five nights at freddy's#fnaf pizzeria simulator#fnaf help wanted 2#helpy#wait is Helpy in Help wanted because his name is Helpy#what#anyway#beepins#a boopins#whyyyy#my friend made it sad and said he’s alone but still happy#then i made it sadder and said that’s ok Mike probably programmed him with a birthday tune to play even if he’s alone#like space rover y’know#and then i started crying so hard thinking about it#anywayyyy#happy happy birthday lil guy
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