#and oversharing

[mvrdermeharder]

Guess what… i’m flying back home for christmas… from spain… where i’m staying for 4+ yrs… to accomplish my dreams… it’ll probably snow… i’m depressed af…probably lost weight… i’m about to see my lil bro… who idealizes me way too much… and who has started to play soccer competitively… all bc of me…

…

Oh but hey, i don’t have Sae’s gorgeous lower lashes, so he’s not me after all!!

Looks like my lil bro won’t be traumatized🥳🥳🥳

[excusemeaminute]

music tag woo!

list 5 song lyrics from different artists that represent/describe you:

(Oh how I've missed these. Listing things is my favourite thing)

ok so to establish first, because when is anything i do not turned into an unecessarily-long-winded-too-personal-ramble, there are two important things to note;

I have exactly 0 sense of self. what my personality is? what im like? couldnt tell ya

im not a big lyrics person, im more of a melody/rhythm/overall vibes kind of guy, so in that vein, there will be a mix of actual lyrics and ~~ v i b e s ~~

ANYWAY

Oceanside - scntfc

"I do it for Juno/pretend her life is on the line/manipulate myself into staying alive/for Juno/struggle up off of the ground/it's easier to care for her but I can't if I'm not around" - Juno, Cavetown

"Gotta get up, gotta get out/gotta get home before the morning comes/what if im late, gotta big date/gotta get home before the sun comes up/up and away, got a big day/sorry cant stay, i gotta run, run/gotta get home, pick up the phone/gotta let the people know im gonna be late" - Gotta Get Up, Harry Nilsson

Julia - Reeder

"You called me cerebral, I didn't know what you meant/but now I do, would it have killed you to call me pretty instead?" - Brando, Lucy Dacus

big ty to @ifeelsoweird for the tag ((sidenote, yours were so fucking interesting and cool))

i will tag! @themaevethcometh @maybe-memories and whoever else wants to do it, feel free to say i tagged you !!!!!

[no-sp4g-4-b4by]

My most important form of self care is allowing myself to be late to class if it's for a poop because I CANNOT shit under pressure

[stuckinapril]

people who only use conventional social media are so funny bc they’ll casually be like “can I see your tumblr??” are you Insane. this is no instagram or twitter. this is my vault of secrets

[amygdalae]

kind of hate my stupid caustic pussy for dissolving my underwear over time but it's kind of cool, like, scientifically

[steelthroat]

Hi it's just me being a sad sap because I miss my best friend

I miss the sound of your voice on the other end of the phone,

I miss your laugh, and your jokes,

I miss hearing about your day

I miss imagining the smile as you talked about your latest obsession

And the broken sob whenever the end of a book about the First World War was too tragic

I miss the angry grunt whenever someone frustrated you

And whenever you were out of breath after you'd use the stairs for five floors instead of the lifter so you could talk with me a bit more

I miss the outraged squeak whenever I'd make a stupid or dirty joke

And the rare times you cursed it was like music to my ears

I miss waiting for your call every day because I knew it would come no matter the time

I miss telling you goodbye knowing I'd hear you again the next day or a few hours later if I got lucky

I miss you so much it's not even funny

More than the deserts miss the rains

More than a puzzle misses its last piece

I miss you

I want to hear your voice again

[lovelyymeq]

I feel so stupid but I trust people way to easily.

[kiwi]

everybodys gotta get back into the practice of using pseudonyms online... i remember the time of screen names where u never ever told anyone ur real name and that was just understood as basic internet safety. plus having a screen name is fun because sometimes it sticks so well that it becomes part of ur identity that u can use in whatever facet of ur life you choose. it rocks to pick your own name

[yesokayiknow]

thirteen, refusing to acknowledge that she has a single negative emotion and refusing to tell her friends anything about her: god i'm so fucking healthy

fourteen, after a shit ton of therapy: ohhhh i see that was actually incredibly unhealthy i get it now

fifteen, traumadumping on ruby so rapidly that she doesn't get a chance to ask deeper questions and he doesn't get a chance to process the enormity of everything: god i'm so fucking healthy

[soft-lilith]

Girls we did it. I'm in a fancy hotel, I don't need to pay for, with some I like AND that can fuck my brain out at the same time.

[mvrdermeharder]

THERE IS NO FUCKING HEATING IN MY APARTMENT I AM FUCKING FREEZING WHAT THE FUCK

IT’S NOT EVEN WINTER YET I’M GONNA BE SO DEAD WHAT

[spoopdeedoop]

doctor “trauma dump to companion of five minutes” who

[overheardbyvarioustherapists]

Yuu: ...And that's why sharks are cuter than dolphins. Yuu: Hey, are you okay? You've been really quiet for the past few minutes. Malleus: Malleus: Oh, don't worry about me, I'm just really overstimulated right now. Yuu: I am so sorry! I didn't mean to overstimulate y- Malleus: No, I like hearing you speak. You speaking is good, everything else is bad. Yuu: But- Malleus, grabbing Yuu's face: Now listen here, child of man. The world has been far too loud, and far too bright, and the only thing keeping me sane is you talking at me. I may not be absorbing anything, but I am hearing it. And the drone of your voice talking about what you love and care about is the only thing soothing me right now. Do you understand me, you FOOL?! Yuu: Um... Okay...? Malleus: Now you were infodumping about how you think sharks are cuter than dolphins? Yuu: ...Yes? Malleus: KEEP TALKING!

[melleody]

being a shifter is when ure itching to overshare about your dr and then remembering that’s like giving out your personal info in this reality..

[insaneyve]

POV You don't open up to people in real life, but you overshare on the internet for everyone to see.

[jakeperalta]

very sexy of joe alwyn to have the eyes of millions of prying swifties on him for months and to only ever be like "btw you should care about gaza"