#and now I’m obsessing over it again
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Get yourself a man who will literally pull himself back from the brink of death because he promised not to make you cry
#edwin is such a good ship my gosh#their dynamic is *chef’s kiss*#fma#fmab#edwin#trin rambles#convinced my brother to watch fmab#and now I’m obsessing over it again#I say that as if I ever stopped
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hi.
#i know most of you didn’t even realize i was gone#but man…#my mental health was like in a state of 📉📉📉 in the past 30 days like we love being mentally ill and fucking insane <3#it was mostly bc i panicked and started obsessing over possible water damage in my flat kind of out of nowhere#like it started when my landlord came to check my bathroom bc my downstairs neighbours had water stains on their ceiling back in july#which had been caused by their shower curtain apparently but i was already spiraling when my landlord told me so i was sure it was my fault#i was assuming it was bc of me bc i had sometimes been spilling some of my bathwater and i was like WHAT IF IT HAS GONE THROUGH THE FLOOR?#and it didn't help that it has been hot af and very humid in my apartment LIKE WELL OVER 25 DEGREES AND 60% HUMIDITY#anyways i couldn’t shake this not matter what i tried and my fucking insane brain made me think i was going to get arrested for like#flooding the whole building or for causing some sort of mold infestation#i had SO MANY panic attacks; i wasn't able to sleep; i wasn't able to eat; i was on edge and panicky basically 24/7 so fun fun fun :D#and i kept waking up in the middle of the night and HAD to go check my walls or the space below my kitchen#it was compulsory like i couldn't not get up and go check and tbh i would've thrown out all of my furniture if i could've to check for mold#(and shhhh i know how fucking insane this sounds but having a mentally ill brain that's anxious all the time does suck ass sometimes 🥲)#(the worst thing about it tho was that i was SO AWARE of how insane about this i was being and yet i couldn't stop losing my mind over it)#(also i was so ready to move tf outta here bc i couldn't handle being triggered 24/7 which is why my mom let me stay with her last week )#i was so out of it that i couldn't even let myself do the things i usually enjoy... like at all#like watching my shows or spending any ungodly amount of time on tumblr... or replying to messages i got from people who i love#ig this goes to show HOW bad this actually was for me mentally bc usually tumblr and my shows are like my safe place#anyways we finally had a leak detection dude come over today and we had him check the water levels in my walls#and he said everything is fine and he specifically told me i should stop worrying about any water damage BC THERE IS NO WATER DAMAGE#he also said that the weather has just been insanely humid this year so it's not surprising that the humidity levels are higher than usual#i’m still a bit scared about some possible mold but ig this is good enough for now#i am aware how ridiculous this must sound for anyone who's reading this now but couldn't let it go not even with meds so let me live pls :(#TLDR I WAS GOING THROUGH IT BUT I AM BACK I THINK AND I AM MOST LIKELY GOING TO START BOTHERING YOU WITH MY GIFS AGAIN <3#AND I JUST REALIZED I HAVEN'T EVEN SEEN ANY OF THE HEART KILLERS STUFF YET ASIDE FROM ONE OR TWO PICS LIKE :(#OH AND I NEED TO START WATCHING SUMMER NIGHT ;_;#sabrina talks#@AIRENYAH GIRL I AM SO SORRY I WILL PROBABLY REPLY TO YOUR MESSAGES LATER TODAY OR TOMORROW MORNING ;_;<3
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can’t stop thinking about sukuna having yorozu’s bare tits in his face and just. looking away
#that’s my aroace king yessir yessir#except for when it comes to gojo like you cannot tell me he doesn’t want that man at least a lil bit#sukugo to the world n e ways#listen if i was yorozu and got rejected like this by the dude i’m obsessing over i’d kms#like you would not see me again#it’s so funnygddhsio he was rly js like ‘nah’#mfer didn’t even flinch#now me personally? i’d do the same bc idgaf abt yorozu but let that be yuki#whole different thing#ANYWAYSSSSS#i’m not sure what to say abt the leaks so have this#i guess#goodbye#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk 219#was it that? i don’t even know#sukuna#jjk sukuna#i’m slowly turning into a sukuna girlie ehehe (HELP MAHORAGA HEEEELP)#jjk yorozu
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Starting to think that the key to being a staple “must watch” anime is to trick people into learning philosophy cause we’ve got:
Evangelion - come for the mecha fights stay to learn about the “self”, reality, and identity
Cowboy Bebop - come for the space cowboys stay to learn about what it truly means to live and to be alive
Trigun - come for the silly main character and cool fights stay to learn about pacifism, forgiveness, the sanctity of life, and the strength of hope
Fullmetal Alchemist - come for the cool science “magic” stay to learn about Plato, what is truth, and how to live a good life
#this is the TLDR surface level but you get what I mean#they put something in the water in the 90s that’s all I’m saying#I can’t watch normal shows again like nothing will ever be this good#I watched Trigun because stampede was all over my twitter feed#now I’m obsessed with a Bible fanfiction#I watched cowboy bebop bc it’s one of those staple must watch animes#now I can’t stop trying to figure out what the show is trying to tell me#I also watched evangelion because it’s a staple must watch anime#now I’m watching I wisecrack video on it#wish I never watched these shows they’ve raised my standards and nothing can satisfy me anymore#that is a light hearted comment btw#somebody put something in the water again I want more stories like this#anime#90 anime#cowboy bebop#Trigun#Trigun stampede#Trigun maximum#evangelion#almost forgot about FMA#totally didn’t at it in post shhhh#fullmetal alchemist#fullmetal alchemsit brotherhood#FMA#FMA brotherhood
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i’m literally 80 hrs in to bg3 and i haven’t even started act 2 yet asdfghjkl
update: apparently it’s actually almost 85 hours 😅
#idk when i became obsessed with 100%ing stuff before moving on but here we are#*technically* i entered act 2 for like half a second#from grymforge#so i got the steam achievement for it#but then i immediately left and went back to act 1 to take the mountain pass#and go to the githyanki crèche#and it’s been 5 hours since then and i’m still there lmao#i’m starting to believe that act 2 isn’t real#it’s all some elaborate prank everyone’s pulled on me#it’s been like a week now where every single day i think#todays the day i get to act 2!#and then it doesn’t happen#AGAIN#i will update this with my playtime when i actually enter act 2 for real#wanna take bets on if it’s under or over 100 hours? asdfgjkllg#bg3#op
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HEHEHEHEHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAH
*dies*
Fanart for There Must Be Something in the Water by @heg2468 on twitter
Unfortunately i don’t use twitter so i don’t know if they’ll ever see this hshsshsh
#I LEARNED TO DRAW WATER FOR THIS THING#IT WAS SO FUN#BUT GOD#I CANT EVEN CALL THIS A FIC REC CAUSE ITS BEEN PAUSED FOR OVER A YEAR#I DONT KNOW IF IT WILL EVER UPDATE AGAIN#I literally looked at the date it was last posted and went#sure! a quick read!#i’m sure i wont obsess over this for days!#<- famous last words#now we have this#and i dont know what to do with myself#i have so many thoughts and theories for this fic#help me#rottmnt#tmnt#save rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#save rise of the tmnt#unpause rottmnt#save rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leonardo#rottmnt leo#also#this fic singlehandedly blew away the remnants of my artblock#look at that lineart!#its not scribbles!
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Gally hides a lot of his panic attacks and nightmares that he got after he went through the Changing in a desperate attempt to be liked again in the Glade
He was kind of universally hated in the books, apparently becoming extremely unlikeable after he got Stung
which is honestly so sad. What he saw drove him slightly insane and he couldn’t handle it and shut down.
#it’s 2am I hope this makes sense my brain is losing itself#in a ‘Teresa lives’ AU I can actually totally see them becoming friends#if I had a nickel for every time a maze runner character witnessed horrors and did bad things#that specifically involved sacrificing one or two people in order to benefit many more people#I would have two nickels#they also bond over being extremely protective over Minho#because I think Teresa would be super duper protective of Minho in Paradise#partly out of guilt and partly out of trauma#she works closely with the doctors to heal him and visits him daily to make sure he’s feeling a-okay#she spoon feeds him when he’s too weak to feed himself#actually she has almost an obsession with bringing him food or feeding him or cooking food for him or just watching him eat in general#but it’s because WCKD regularly starved him or used food as an incentive/weapon against him#and now she’s just extremely determined to make sure Minho never has that happen to him again#Thomas sits in the corner awkwardly waiting for Teresa and Gally to finish fussing over his boyfriend so he can kiss him#Minho wakes up like ‘I don’t remember having a girlfriend as well as two boyfriends???’#and Thomas is just ‘YOU DONT????’#Minho will be sleeping on the couch for that comment tbh#Minho goes to Gally and/or Teresa whenever he and Thomas get into arguments#Thomas is so confused by this. Especially Teresa#‘YOURE LITERALLY MY EX GIRLFRIEND YOU SHOULD BE ON MY SIDE’#idk if I actually agree with anything I just wrote but I’m too sleepy to do things like reread
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#jobless whatshisface was in my dms but I’m not even special bc he was also in there with every Kerry; Perry; Stacy; Kacey#how are you so obsessed with me over something that’s not even a big deal it was 3 years ago let go mama 😭 you deserve peace!!!!!#see having an f1 drivers useless jobless weirdo mate hit you is not the flex you think it is ://#if you’re super lucky baby maybe he’ll call you cowgirl or something even less dignified#go post it on ur lil forum again!! this one is just for you!!!!!!!!#*kate is such a bitch she thinks just because [insert event I forgot happened] she’s better than everyone*#and what about it. lol!!!!#anyway genuinely hope you feel soooooooo seen bc this one is just for you !!!#+ pro tip raya is not like it used to be- anyone can get on there now you just have to be pretty so it’s not hard#maybe if you get it out of your system you’ll stop obsessing over me hehe
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You lost true friends due to being a crazy person
Uh ma’am this is a mdcdonalds…
#you told me you hope i get raped again told me to kill myself and called the cops to my house#you threatened my family you lie about everything you copy my posts word for word and post them like u wrote them😂😂#you have now spent EIGHT YEARS obsessing over and stalking me#you made fake accounts and sent yourself all the awful shit you said to me then posted it everywhere telling people that it was me… LMFAO#you have the maturity of a fuckin stump evidently even now EIGHT years later#I’m in your head rent free and I don’t want to be#we were never friends… LMAO ????#why would I EVER EVER want to be your friend. be fr.#this is a wild thought process like be fuckin serious☠️#you’re so pathetic#I’ve had to block like twenty ip addresses because you will not fucking stop obsessing over me. I know I’m sexy but this shit is just weird#Olivia you look so beyond stupid lmfao#get some fucking help#you’re fucked
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🏨 gimme those blorbo rooms fdsfdsfsfsd, since it’s Pinterest can I ask for more than one? XD if so ima ask to Karimas and Shaheens OH and also Gideons (low key I know what valens/yazans looks like but its a good excuse for u to get to share) so if u want to Valens and Yazans wild be fun 😌
K BYEEE <3 😘
LOLL im glad you asked and yes i will give you all of them 😌😂😂
Karima: she’s obsessed with collecting room decor and she has a crochet corner, half of her decor is crocheted too honestly 😂 I think she also has a thing for animal print stuff esp curtains and pillow cases, she’d keep small ceramics stuff she made with daemon everywhere
Shaheen: idk why it was funny to imagine his college dorm lol he uses space very efficiently also his desk is very important 🧠
Gideon: his room is so big and so empty but he’s barely home so who cares, the only notable thing about it besides the diabolical toys collection on display is the display cabinet he keeps all his medals, plane models, pictures, uniforms etc in
Yazan: yazan’s room as you know is a Dumpster 😂 it’s impossible to find anything in there and it’s never tidy, also so many posters and records + ofc drum corner
Valen: very pretty but his room is an entire house in itself you need directions to where everything is 💀 Texas king bed with a canopy, mirror above bed/on ceiling, maximalist unique decor and very beautifully coordinated color wise. Also huge portraits of himself obviously lol
[OC headcanons: Picture Edition!]
#thank u for the ask bestie I had a blast heh 💗💗💗#rip I just thought about the amount of STUFF karima would have to move to her and daemon’s place FJSKAJSKSK#she’s also the type to keep a lot of crap just because they have some sentimental value to her but it’s literally just crap from#an outside perspective#I don’t think shaheen’s dorm room is that aesthetic but he does have a lot of hangers and organization stuff that sure keeps it tidy lol#yazan I think gets tidier when he gets with kiara#she’s seen the mess at its worst but yk KDJSKSJS he wouldn’t let her live like that is what I’m saying 😂#but it’s so funny that even tho she has seen the mess and sat in it that he cleans up a bit when she comes over after they started dating#he’s like shy I guess can’t invite your gf over and have your room in this state lol what if they want to kiss on the bed or something#sorry crush not gf* 😂 he’s better when he’s older fjsksjdkdj he has a vacuum cleaner obsession now#also ig when you’re gideon and you’re room is that empty you put everything you can on display to fill it#but I think he only puts up the stuff he’s proud to have on display#even if that includes your whips and ropes collection which is insane 💀#half of gideon’s stuff is at valen’s place too FRKEJAKSJ#such a waste of money on a penthouse’s rent and for what#you don’t even have a toothbrush in your own house#it’s so funny to me that he probably keeps using his travel size stuff bc he keeps forgetting to buy like#regular size toothpaste or something 😭😂#valen has been actively trying to get him to fully move in actually lol#he succeeded eventually lol#anyways I will not think about valen moving all of gideon’s clothes and things#to a closet in his dressing room and sitting with them and going through his stuff when he misses him#he’s usually hesitant about wearing them too besides a designated sweater or two so they don’t lose his scent#I will also not think about valen spraying those shirts with what’s left of gideon’s cologne or that he keeps buying it or the fact that he#gets mad when someone from the staff goes in to clean the closet or ppl he’s dated esp asking what’s in there#ok it’s 2:30 am so I’ll put myself on phone timeout now 😔#again! Ty for the ask bestie! djskskdkfj 💗💗💗#ocs#my ocs#ask
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Wine stains on porcelain
(Alternatively: @katkastrofa and I have created 5 OCs in 3 days and I suffer from chronic “I wanna draw the little guysssssss” disease)
#my art#artists on tumblr#the legend of korra#original characters#I have not figured out a tag system yet so for now this is all they’re getting#their names are liba and abyan and I’m very much obsessed :)#they’re the children of two of our other newest OCs. Himman and Summiya#the latter of whom just happens to be Zaheer’s older sister#but he ran away from home years before these two were born so he most likely isn’t even aware of their existence#I mean. I’m sure he suspects his sisters had children. but that’s the extent of what he knows#anyway#quite a few headcanons came to mind as I was drawing so I’m gonna type them out while I can still function#(haven’t slept for two nights in a row. I’m starting to doubt whether I’m actually alive or not)#Liba is older by about a year but once they grow up a little it’s barely noticeable and people assume they’re twins#over time they stop bothering to correct them because really. they’re so close they might as well be#they were both burn with port wine stain birthmarks on their faces. much to their mother’s dismay#she has a whole perfectionism complex and needed her children to reflect that to maintain the family image#thus they were taught how to hide the marks early on. but the powder makes them constantly sneeze#liba is very self conscious about it bc of what her mother put in her head. Abyan less so bc while he’s expected to be perfect#his future doesn’t depend on his looks. he always tries to comfort his sister whenever she spirals too deep. no matter that she’s older#when no one is around to hear he calls her Lili <3 it annoyed her at first so she dubbed him Yanyan in retaliation#but over time they both grew to love the nicknames and now use them unironically#they’re the ultimate partners in crime. their goal? gaining as much freedom from their mother as possible#and sooner or later they will manage to do so permanently. which will make Summiya fall apart. but that is currently Kat’s domain#speaking of. hi Kat. I know you’ve already seen this in pencil but look! I coloured them!!#the birthmarks were both kinda annoying and rather fun to do. maybe I’ll change them later. I was too tired to look at refs so I improvised#and there’s no detail in clothing since again. 0 energy whatsoever. but once I refine their full body designs I shall go all out#that reminds me I need to go collect my new sketchbook. might do it on the way home from the store#okay I’m getting distracted. is this my very unsubtle way of trying to influence Kat to write that Summiya fic?#maybe. maybe not. you can’t prove anything 😁
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>.<
#tw clari overshares#i really need to start making new friends on here and being more active#but the issue is just the mere *thought* of that fucking terrifies me#just typing out that single sentence has my heart pounding and my hands shaking and my stomach churning#i really wish i was kidding or over-exaggerating#i want so badly to make new friends and be active in a little community on here again#but i’m so so so scared#(of what?????????? of what!!!!!!!!!!!)#bring me back to 2020 clari who talked to people despite the anxiety and was so damn active and was having an absolute blast!!!#what happened to her!!!!!#she got really sick i guess#it’s crazy like sometimes i just scroll through my archive and i can SEE it#i can see myself getting sicker and sicker and withdrawing more and more#feeding into the fear and letting it win#and now i’m here#in this hole that i’m going to have to claw myself out of IN SPITE OF the terror i feel#i miss being a part of this community so much#i miss being able to post little drabbles willy nilly and not having breakdowns over them not being perfect#NOT obsessing over my own work and flaws it may have#i miss having fun#YES my writing is extremely important to me and YES i want to one day write for a living in some capacity#but since when did that mean i had to cut everyone off??? seclude myself in a protective little bubble???#the only person who can fix this is me#(obviously hahaha)#it’s about time i put on my big girl pant(ie)s and faced that fear head on#i’m so sick of it dominating and controlling so much of my life#why did i let it take something so fucking important to me???#i have to end it!!!#if u got this far in the tags: thank you and i’m sorry for venting#i just feel like i NEED to say this
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i know i’ve mentioned this before but cori had their “what would i do to see them again” moment back during the alex raids when she learned why mide did what she did and eventually concluded that it was better to move on than to cause harm
#even if it took them 2 more years to actually move on. it’s a process lol#heavensward spoilers#dawntrail spoilers#not really but the potential for connecting this to my last reblog exists so i’m putting it lol#anyway ive decided i will ng+ all the expansions soon#starting with ARR. i really want to do everything over again but will settle for ng+ for now#not for having a chocobo. or flying. but for the glams.#ARR corishtola friendship is spinning in my brain and so is post enw pre patches corishtola#much to think about. yippee#i need a text post tag#now. whether or not cori would go liara if shtola dies is another matter entirely bc they are the kind of obsessed with each other#that i could see it happening despite cori mostly knowing it was wrong/harmful#anyway!!
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You know Jean is getting adopted by Lena and Morell when they drop the news
#de headcanon#I’m like 85% sure. that’s almost 100% according to andre#and before anyone says they wouldn’t adopt jean let me gently remind you that they adopted gary#gary. fascist who doesn’t really care about cryptids#meanwhile the passion radiating from JV’s direction is PALPABLE when he sees the phasmid photo#you know he’d be ABSORBED when lena and morell tell him about more cryptids#cryptozoologist jean vicquemare you just watch him pin up all the crypto sighting clippings on all the walls in his little flat#you know it’s gonna be one of his few obsessions for the next 20 years#an abundance of love from Lena and Morell would do him so much good. so much good#and he can even bond with harry again over it. not just the job anymore#kim to harry: you can really use a hobby. like gardening or track and field or whatever#now jv and hdb can go on cryptid hunts together after work and on weekends#jean vicquemare#lena the cryptozoologist’s wife#morell the cryptozoologist#de#disco elysium
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favourite tag novel, you said? well, i have a few but there are a couple i really love (i'm on anon bc this is a sideblog so i can't post links smh) but anyway:
the little juraj/arber locker room vid. you wrote it like a mix of domestic fluff/romcom and pointing out the size difference even though they're both pretty big guys?? be still my heart. also juraj gives off so many giant puppy vibes and i love him for it
the mcdrai moment after connor gets injured. i've only been in this fandom a short time but i already know mcdrai are pretty popular (one of the reasons i didn't pay much attention as i'm more of a rarepair girlie) but that set and your tags have actually gotten me invested in them?! like, the tenderness? and the way connor seems so stunned by it? plus the oilers video coach thirdwheeling in the bg hehe (anyway, i have a potential new ship thank you)
i'll stop now but if you ever see your tags added onto any rbs of mine (with credit ofc) that's because they're amazing and everyone else should see them too. (ps, i hope the change in your life goes smoothly for you and you feel better soon!)
- @softvikings
i had to just sit down and look at this ask for like. three hours i’m not even kidding and this response still does not convey how deeply touched i am 🥹😭 it’s going in a bulleted list because looking back at all of them made ME feel feral all over again
juraj/arber is such a sleeper pairing to me as in I forget that the montreal canadiens exist (sorry) and then i see everyone on their team and get activated (screaming about juraj paying arber back with dinner for PROTECTING HIM)
as someone who also initially had no mcdrai emotions (rip dylan strome i still love your narrative deeply) i think the experience is universal… they’re so deeply unhinged about each other that i can’t even put it into words but My God Are There Narrative Implications
kissing you (with consent) full on the mouth and blessing you to be in my tags any time you want!!!! peer review and collaboration at its finest 🥰💕🥹
#sorry you ARE my friend now no ifs ands or buts. beloved to me.#the way in which i have so many posts about to get dredged from the drafts if i don’t get called in saturday… puppy dog juraj u say?#honorable mention to the beautiful nick suzuki i love you nick and whatever the fuck cole caufield has going on over there.#also all of alexandra’s Guys to me. but the amount of cole tags i have is frankly concerning#also re mcdrai not originally being something i liked i do like it now*#it’s not like. a moral objection really or even rational sometimes i just get guys i like together and i’m like :/ it’s so weird because#there’s other guys that i’m like you can just ride the entire team and then sometimes i get worried like. is dylan ok is your Connor Leon#is Connor okay in your mattdrai. you gotta take care of my guys!!!! not even a lukewarm take i feel though just me being weird#shout out to ash notthequietype whose mcdrai and mattdrai and mattmcdrai has been luring me to become invested for literal years i think#ALSO THERE’S THIS ONE CONNOR/LEON RED STRING OF FATE FIC I’M OBSESSED WITH IT’S SO GOOD if i can find it i will send it#also i think that injury gifset is sitting in my drafts again with a full breakdown in my notes app 😭 just gotta find that#liv in the replies#softvikings#and life update we are enduring!!!! we are being optimistic and preserving!!! i love you for thinking of me!!!! 😭🥰💕💕💕#*i misspelled persevering which really tells you a lot here but we are also embracing failure and change. growth mindset 😤💪‼️
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No one understands the intricacies of Ozpin starting out as headmaster and huntsman and one of Ozma’s younger souls and lives as being extremely skinny and overworked, only to get not only fatter but happier and more relaxed as life goes on because he learns to rely on the people around him and trust in uncertainty and enjoy life’s little things while he still can before he can’t remember them at all like PLEASE UNDERSTAND THE INTRICACIES-
#masky says#professor ozpin#I’m loving the flood of chubby Ozpin lately but I need us all on the same page#as a fat bitch myself I’m obsessed with this trend#Ozpin learning to let go love himself and let himself just be without scrutinizing himself because of imperfections…#because he has this expectation put on him by Ozma and the council and teachers and himself#that he needs to look a certain way to be seen as professional as official as worthy of the attention and praise he’s gotten#working himself to the bone and being skinny but so worn down and exhausted and unhappy#bags under his eyes so deep it’s like he’s a skeleton#until he gets older wiser more tired and decides it’s not worth the struggle#keeping up with everyone isn’t worth it. he knows what he likes why can’t he run his school how he wants#why can’t he live his life and eventually this life as his own for just a bit longer#why can’t he just BE#so he starts…being.#enjoying the little things. leisure time that extra cookie after lunch baking and long naps#he takes it all in he lets himself love it all again#yes he’s tired. yes he’s worked to the bone.#but he’s softer now. less pointed. less ready to bolt at the first sign of peril. less likely to push those he loves away.#he learns to let life lead him instead of leading his life.#LIKE I AM SO FUCKED UP OVER THIS NONE OF YOU GET HOW MUCH THIS MEANS TO ME
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