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I know we skirt around and sometimes talk about the ~trauma~ of it all, but I think seeing how loudly Taylor and Travis support each other on main (while still carving out a private life together) really starts to illuminate to an even clearer degree how many of Taylor's choices and actions were a response to all of ~that~ in the last decade or so (and particularly since 2016).
Again, which is not to say it's all bad, and many of them were choices she needed to make at the time for her own health and I'm sure there are some things from the time period she's continued to keep with her, but it's just really striking that she's, like, in full bloom now. And as a lot of people here are saying, she's probably more like herself these days than she'd been in the last decade. It's getting to the point (at least for me) that sometimes I can't even imagine her the way she was in the last few years because she just seems soooooo much more comfortable in her own skin. Which is silly, because that was as much her as the person she is now, she is an amalgamation of all those parts of her (just like any other person is).
But you just see *how much* she just loves so freely -- not just romantically but in everything she does -- and it's even sadder to think about how she felt like she had to slice off all these parts of her and like she had to accept a certain way of living (and being loved) in order to survive and have a life of her own.
I'm just really happy for her that she seems to be healing every passing day and is just embracing everything coming her way.
ok gonna word vomit more in the tags
#like i'm just trying not to drag certain people too much because really what's past is past etc lol#but it's just like... seeing how she's come out the other side in the last 10 months#I can't even picture her being locked away in her house and agreeing to be kept like a secret by ANYONE#and again it's not that it was all bad (e.g. with j*e) -- i have no doubt that the privacy was something she craved in 2016#and that it probably started off as a relief to her#but I can't picture her in a relationship at this point in her life where her partner won't even say her name in public#and where she goes to extreme degrees to not appear with them#(ahem EVEN WHEN THEY'RE AT THE SAME FESTIVAL)#and navigating that 24/7#and the fuck of it all is that it wasn't even just one relationship like that! There were multiple!#and like not to psychoanalyze or whatever lol#but the whole 'you accept the love you think you deserve' of it all#and maybe it's like she felt this extreme privacy to the point where they publicly almost couldn't acknowledge they existed#was the only way it was possible to have any kind of home life#idk idk i'm having a lot of feelings on her behalf#i guess the tl;dr is that i feel like because of all the things that happened to her#she made choices that i don't think she'd be making at this point
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#rogue trader#heinrix van calox#theciya von valancius#solanj art#heinrix x von valancius#just a little something to cheer myself up#I feel a little bad for fandom tagging a piece which from the outside probably isn't even recognizable as fandom#but I need those tags to be able to navigate my own blog#sorry!#also I'm so insane about these two you have no idea#can I have at least an itty-bitty portion of my brain back?#please?#Owlcats?#Anyone?..#I really need that brain to do stuff you know#like work#and certainly NOT to be daydreaming 24/7!
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Kataang Week 2024 DAY 1 // Cultural Sharing
“I’m nervous. Am I doing okay?”
“You’re doing amazing Sweetie.”
#kataangtag#kataang week#kw24#katara#aang#kataracies#avatart#As someone whose hair is a major part of their culture I wanted to lend that to this piece#I think braiding would be wonderful in the hands of Air Nomads women even though the men are all top bald baddies ∠( ᐛ 」∠)_#in my culture Black Americans used hair braiding as a way to navigate. Braiding styles were used as maps to avoid traps and find freedom#and since Air is the element of freedom it felt right 💛🧡#on a lighter note do NOT notice how rusty I am ok HEY WHAT I SAY AHT AHT#I’m so happy I finally got to draw these bubbles braids on someone they are the CUTEST#I will say dating someone from another culture isn’t as hard as people fantasize 😂 I’m just respectful of my partner and eager to learn#I think a lot of that gets lost when people focus to heavily on if one or the other partner doesn’t look like they are 24/7#dripped in another partner’s culture. like a lot of love for the significant other gets missed#but you’ll never lose that love or reverence for you culture and I hope that message comes across in this lil drawing ok byeee (ノ´ヮ´)ノ*: ・゚#ON TO DAY 2#English majors do not come for me I see it’s the wrong *too ITS THE TAGS GIRL WHATCHU WANT ME TO DO
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chat how do i tell the difference between platonic and romantic feelings.. asking for a friend- 😿
#(Thinking about people literally 24/7 seems to be a romantic thing but idk if that’s just internalised allo-culture 😿)#If I’m right about this then I gotta navigate a whole other set of issues! 😸😺#(SOS- ;w;)
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me: Hollow Knight has taught me how to properly navigate a metroidvania world with a lot of backtracking!
also me: *gets stuck on Ori and The Will of the Wisps for hours*
#maskerat rambles#i have horrible sense of navigation#hk was a hellhole to go through but i think I'm fairly good at the map now#ori on the other hand#im fucking lost 24/7#the map and environments are so confusing to me#ori and the will of the wisps#i need to get back to it. ive abandoned ori for months becuz of this particular problem
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the only “problem” i have with travis are his friends like i’m sure they are great people and travis knows them for a long time but they just seem to be around all the time? like in shs that’s very evident and also they virtually lived at his old house. again i’m sure they are great it’s just 🥴 to me sometimes
i honestly think it's a non-issue, other than ross (who travels with him everywhere and i'm pretty sure is on his payroll anyway) they aren't around that much anymore. most of his friends camp out at his old house now because they aren't allowed to stay overnight at the new one. he knows when to set a boundary and clearly has good, healthy relationships with his inner circle
#also part of the reason why they were around so much is because it is really really hard to be in the NFL without a life partner#because of what you go through and how hard that is to navigate without someone by your side (this is why they all get married young btw)#so when he was single it was really important to have that kind of community around him 24/7. this is not a problem anymore!#anon asks#asks
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i've been too exhausted to cook/clean from all the chaos of daily doc appts and lots of work all the time so i've been only eating bread again. my body and heart are not happey. but at least i'm still alive
#lay text#i will catch up on nutrients soon!!!#this is just a very hard week. and next week will prob be hard too. all the wheeling is so exhausting and long bus rides eugh#and sleeping with itchy uncomfy bandages#and dealing w ppl trying to grab my chair w/o consent all the fuckign time (i need to put spikes on my handles i stg)#and having to navigate unhinged men downtown#and having no sense of direction so getting lost 24/7#my body & brain aren't used to being out daily deep in the city like this..... like damn idk how ppl do it all the time#i have to rest 2-3 days after going downtown#but alas that's not allowed for me rn :'(#cuz of my ramen booboo#anyways. it's 11pm i have so much work to do. i wish naruto was there to encourage me. he would know exactly what to say#something stupid and loud and brash#god. can't wait to indulge in spec interests again
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im not saying its WORSE or anything but having permissive parents is also an incredibly weird kind of leash. i CAN do anything i want technically, and they'll accept it, but they'll also shit their pants in fear if i do anything but go to school and hang out downtown until 6pm. one time my mom INSISTED to come get me with the car less than a full kilometer away from home bc she was scared for me. and here i was, in my sluttiest outfit, sitting in my mom's car at 1am, because of course mother cannot go to sleep if the child is not back in the nest for tonight. i have a door to the outside in my room, i have the key, i can leave anytime i want. but i remember when i was fully nocturnal and i'd return from a little walk in the neighborhood at 5am and my mom would just look at me like i just told her i swallowed the whole medicine cabinet. i dont want to hurt my parents. i also dont want to be providing a detailed roadmap of everything i intend to do while out. that's what i mean when i say i feel like moving out would fix me.
#i know it's full of love and i know it's not unjustified bc age is not everything#and i did miss a lot of important milestones bc of being a neet for my teenage years#but holy SHIT is it unsufferable#i feel like i can't have a relationship with my parents AND be a regular normal person instead of some kind of pet they keep in the attic#i can't tell them anything without hurting them#because they got used to knowing that the precious glass child was in its room 24/7 and now i suppose it must feel HORRIBLE to not know#we didnt separate properly and progressively as i grew up in age so now im 18yo#with the maturity of a 15yo#and they see me as a 12yo#it's difficult to navigate to say the least#broadcasting my misery#vent
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so u know how im autistic and love projecting? anyways here’s a doodle of abed w a service dog (they are doing dpt)
#community#community nbc#abed nadir#community fanart#my brain won’t stop thinking about abed w a service dog#so here’s a quick sketch thingy#fun fact service dogs became a special interest of mine about the same time community did#currently navigating the possibility of getting one?#have been super nervous to talk about it bc asking for any kind of accomodation makes me feel guilty#but this is tumblr im already feral on here 24/7#and sometimes people like it when i share my little autistic feelings related to abed so#milosfanart
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thinking about jace talking to alec about his conflicting feelings for clary at alec’s “bachelor party”..... he really went to the expert on that topic didnt he?
#im rewatching shadowhunters bc itsb broke me its malec brainrot 24/7#jace 🤝 alec : inc*stuous feelings 😬😬😬😬😬#jace and clary may not have actually been siblings but jace and alec definitely are 😬😬😬😬#i have to keep telling myself 'i will not reread the incestutomes i will not reread the incestutomes i will not reread the incestutomes'#show malec > book malec#and ngl thats all that really matters to me#anyway sorry about this#you dont care#oh god i dont remember how i tagged this fandom 🤔🤔 i think i had a jalec tag that i used platonically??? but i cant remember#i know my clalec tag is 100% platonic#okay time to check my own taglist/navigation to see how i did it 🫡#jalec#it appears i used 'jalec' for platonic content so hopefully this is low enough in the tags to stop this from showing up in their main tag#i have no beef with jalec shippers ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ i shipped clacest so let he who is without glass houses throw the first kettle or whatever#that being said 13yr old me was very relieved when i found out they werent related
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he little bootyass...
#hamsters have like zero fear of heights#they're designed to navigate the flat ground 24/7 so they'll just climb way too high or walk straight off tables/beds#with no sense of self preservation#it's SO stressful
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Day 29: Navigator
(Dorian x Aelon Lavellan)
Aelon Lavellan is a Dalish elf, yes, but that doesn’t mean that he’s a natural-born navigator. When he and a group of non-elves get lost in the woods on an outing, he’s forced to clarify some unfortunate assumptions.
#abgink 2024#original content#dragon age#ao3#dragon age inquisition#da inquisitor#da blackwall#aelon lavellan#varric tethras#dorian pavus#dorian x inquisitor#NAVIGATOR TIME#i really like this one#Aelon is such a fun character to write even if he's kind of tough#And my god Varric's POV was a bitch to get right but I think I got it#The way that he talks about Anders *really* informed how I wrote his view of Aelon#This man is 100 percent ableist (even if I still love him)#anyway thank you to everyone who voted on the poll about Varric's use of nicknames!!!#I will openly admit that my gut reaction of real names internally was wrong!#Nicknames 24/7 really worked#hope you enjoy it!!
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Summary: Task Force 141 operates successfully without an omega, at least that’s what Price has been saying since its formation. Two alphas and two betas balance the pack just fine, and they have the numbers to prove it.
It works for a while, until the Omega Initiative is born and the 141 find themselves having to adjust to the sudden addition of an omega to their pack. Fresh out of an institute, you’re hardly fit for their secretive, dangerous world, or so Price thinks.
As each member of the team gets closer to you, things begin to come to light, not only about you but about the decision to force you into their lives.
Maybe, just maybe, Price was wrong and the 141 does need an omega after all.
Pairings: Poly 141 x reader, Price x Gaz, Ghost x Soap
Warnings: Alpha/Beta/Omega dynamics, NSFW content, explicit smut, fingering, oral (m and f receiving), knotting, biting, claiming, mating cycles, Alternate Universe, a/b/o typical classism and sexism, age differences, military inaccuracies, canon typical violence, blood, weapons, language, no use of Y/N, brief torture, hurt/comfort, let's be real this is so unrealistic but it's a/b/o you're not here for accuracy.
Chapters containing smut are marked with a *
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**This fic is currently in progress**
NAVIGATION PAGE CRCB DIRECTORY
Part 1 - The Omega
Chapter 1 - The Introduction Chapter 2 - Adjustments Chapter 3 - Speak Their Language Chapter 4 - You Can Be Useful Chapter 5 - What I Want *
Part 2 - The Bond
Chapter 6 - One Step Closer * Chapter 7 - Sweet Strawberry Chapter 8 - The Thing About Ghost Chapter 9 - Save Me Chapter 10 - Treat Me Gently*
Part 3 - The First Heat
Chapter 11 - It's Coming Chapter 12 - Fire In My Veins* Chapter 13 - Piece Me Back Together* Chapter 14 - The Aftermath*
Part 4 - The New Normal
Chapter 15: Bonnie* Chapter 16: Big Brown Eyes * Chapter 17: Alone Chapter 18: Don't Let Me Go Chapter 19: Daddy Issues Chapter 20: The New Normal * Chapter 21: Crime and Punishment * Chapter 22: I Won't Be Gentle
Part 5 - A Pack of Five
Chapter 23: Regrets Chapter 24: The Last First Time * Chapter 25: Animals * Chapter 26: Fuck * Chapter 27: Drown In It * Chapter 28: Two Is Company, Three Is A Party * Chapter 29: There's Something Wrong With My Omega
Part 6 - The Tragedy
Chapter 30: Butterfly's Wings Chapter 31: Forced Proximity Chapter 32: The Tragedy Chapter 33: Ghosts of the Past Chapter 34: The Whole Truth
Part 7 - The Aftermath
Chapter 35: Threads Chapter 36: To The Sea Chapter 37: The Silence Chapter 38: Shattered Chapter 39: Life
Title card made by the beautiful @141wh0re
#call of duty#call of duty fanfic#call of duty x reader#cod x reader#141 x reader#task force 141 x reader#captain john price x reader#john price x reader#simon riley x reader#simon ghost riley x reader#kyle garrick x reader#gaz x reader#soap mactavish x reader#john mactavish x reader#x reader#a/b/o
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All of the above. It just depends on what I'm listening for. If I'm listening because I need to feel feelings, I'll just sit or lay and listen. If I'm listening to a new song or I'm listening because I'm trying to find a song that fits a character or a scene, I'll give it my full attention and read the lyrics. I also always have music playing in the background when I draw, write, or clean, as well as when I study or read (and will be much more distracted if I'm not listening to music while doing so).
#I think a lot of why I listen to music like 24/7 is because it's a pleasant sound that can drown out all the other noise of daily life#it's a sensory part of my world that I have full control of and without it I often just get too overwhelmed by everything else#it's like... I can choose what it sounds like. I can choose how loud or quiet it is. I can choose if I give it my full attention or not.#there's really no other sensory thing that I can have that level of control over.#it's a really key part of how I self regulate and how I navigate the world honestly#a brief pause in frankenposting
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i wish i didnt have the worlds worst social anxiety
#im like damn why does no one talk to me. and then someone messages me and i never respond#i want people to reach out to me so bad and then i do everything i can to get them to leave me alone once they do.#bc im like. what do i SAY i feel like i have nothing interesting to talk about and no personality#bc nothing ever happens in my life. like im literally so uninteresting#and i dont even remember how to talk to people atp#idk how to navigate conversations#ive been isolated almost 24/7 for like 4 years#and its my own fault but i dont know wtf to do about it#its not like i can really go anywhere or do anything with no money or transportation#cant get a job or go to school with my physical and mental health issues rn#im just like . sitting here and rotting it feels like#i just want friends. but i also dont. because i am so fucking afraid of bothering people just by existing#ve.txt
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Joan McCarter at Daily Kos:
With all this attention on the dangerous, radical plan, more and more people are trying to find out what it’s all about. Navigator Research, a consortium of progressive polling firms, has the goods on how we should talk about it with friends and family, and what Democrats need to be saying about it on the stump as the election heats up. On Wednesday, Navigator released the third and final results from its latest survey about Project 2025. Conducted June 20-24, the survey found that the most salient and message about Project 2025 is that it “is an unprecedented, extreme Republican plan that will fundamentally alter the American government making Trump even more dangerous in a second term by granting him presidential powers like no president before him has ever had.”
According to Navigator, the most effective messages focused on the impact rather than on political consequences. The message that worked best for Democrats and independents was that Project 2025 would "roll back and eliminate Americans’ constitutionally protected rights and freedoms," while the message that worked best for non-MAGA Republicans—i.e., Republican voters who did not self-identify as supporting the MAGA movement—was that it would "hurt hard-working American families and seniors." “Nearly 9 in 10 Democrats (87%), 7 in 10 independents (70%), and about half of non-MAGA Republicans (48%) believed it would have a negative impact on them and their families after exposure to Project 2025’s policies and messaging,” Navigator found. There’s plenty in the authoritarian plan to worry Americans. It seeks to end no-fault divorce and restrict access to birth control—even condoms! It demands cuts to Social Security—raising the retirement age from 67 to 70—and wants to privatize Medicare. Then there are the proposals to curtail food assistance, eliminate Head Start, restrict help to disabled veterans, and roll back overtime pay requirements for hourly workers.
A new poll from Navigator Research conducted between June 20th and 24th reveals that many parts of Project 2025 are very unpopular with the electorate.
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