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#choi san#san#ateez#soft san#no idea why#but for some reason#every time#this picture just makes my shoulders unknot#and my whole back relax#just - suddenly I feel soft#psychologically
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Anti: I love the Greek mythology of Hades and Persephone.
Me: you know they're uncle and niece, right? ☺️ I ship it too, don't worry. Best couple. Congrats on coming out as pro ship.
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#personal#pro ship#pro ship safe#hades and persephone#relax#they really are the best couple compared to the toxic messes of the rest of the family#just look at the all the cheating and curses and beastia/lity#zeus even knocked up a chick with a shower of gold dust and another as a swan#she laid eggs#the whole thing is wild lmao#greek mythology#proship#ship and let ship whatever you want#no skin off my back unless you threaten me for my own ships 😒
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hi guys i was in an accident and had to be in the hospital for a while but im home now
#stressful bday month but we r back hello#had to get some meds out of my system but im alright now#my surgeries went well and physically my injuries r like a bad bike accident but ye nothing bad my face is fine now too mostly#got bumped to the side and broke my face and arm#something w my hip but it healed itself didnt break or smn#school on pause dont have to go so ill have time to relax anyway#reblogged some stuff in the hospital too which is funny bc i don’t remember when or that i did it after the accident but i remember#actually doing it#hopefully i can put this whole experience behind me now#i have some therapy recommended but thats understandable#it was worse than what im describing rn but i dont remember anyway it was just rough as a whole#my memories sorrounding it r vague and little but thats normal#acute stress phase but i think we avoided it becoming ptsd#i survived and thats what matters#shout out to the doctors that saved me#mostly from drowning in blood
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My body and I are in a desperate arms race with me trying to figure out all its secrets before I'm 30 and it constantly inventing new mysteries
#the latest: i started occasionally going a night without my retainers to test if it helps me relax#and now my chest muscles get deeply tense and hurting if i wear the retainers too many nights in a row. ????????????????#i am grateful and amused though that the first night i left the retainers off#(first time in 10 years) i was worried about clenching my jaw#but i woke up with my jaw fully unclenched so much so that the whole back of my neck was hurting#kinda sweet tbh. my sleeping body was like you're worried about teeth clenching? OKAY WE WON'T DO THAT so hard it hurts#that was the only time my neck hurt though. since then it's been normal
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Craig gimmicks
craig tends to be like a cat in nature, his mood goes up and down, and his desire of touch only occurs when HE wants it rather than others (tho he’ll try to compensate for his partners sometimes) Getting spooked if he is suddenly touched or gripped without him knowing it will happen, getting scared and teleporting away or squirming like a feral gecko (flailing) he also prefers floating than walking around,, or wall and ceiling crawling, the feeling of gravity pisses him off a bit sometimes JRKFMFM
#Most of the spook moments are from trauma :’) but he does his best to get over it in time. But he’s not really cuddly all the time#it’s actually uncommon when he flops on someone comfortable and it only lasts briefly unless he’s napping for the whole day#the gang usually allow it cause they know he hardly relaxes at all and baby deserves the chill time and lov..#but ye Craig stuff from a while back I love my silly.. sorry I don’t talk about my ocs often pFg..#art#my art#I’d like to more if people are interested or like to! I might be slow answering asks but I still love to answer any;w;#my ocs#dragons#dragon ocs#sketches#Craig#wife ocs#Sherlock
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quiet appreciation
#artists on tumblr#danger days#danger days: the true lives of the fabulous killjoys#jet star#party poison#jetpoison#and as always#killjoys roadtrip au#so um. this was supposed to be a nice relaxing drawing for myself#to ease my stress a little.#and then 11 fucking hours later here i am.#whatever who cares im actually really proud of myself so#they are in LOVE! u fucking KNOW poison spent hours mapping out those scars n tattoos girl. jet doesnt have a whole star map on his back#for nothing#ugh. mutual discovery of one anothers bodies.......
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roxy’s moved out to evergreen harbour!
#proudly displaying the gael heirloom#ts4#sims 4#ts4 legacy#ts4 gameplay#macmahonlegacy#macmahongen3#god i've been having the shittiest few days#yesterday was my day off and i was so looking forward to just relaxing#but i spent the whole day on the verge of mentally blowing up#hnggg i'll be fine#these things always pass and i'll be feeling alright again within a week lol#4 days left and i'm off for a week!#but then i'm straight back to do my pres oh goddddddd#leaving cert anon come back to me#have you done your pres yet#i'm so fucked for literally everything#and i have no intentions of studying#will be fully relying on leaks LMAO
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I never posted my reaction to Summerfest on here, soooo
God, this design grew on me. The blond and pink tentacles are gorgeous, and I love the lime headpiece. Lemon-lime soda is my favorite drink, so this Shiver was made for me. Ultimately, my least favorite special Shiver design, but it says something since she's still absolutely gorgeous. (I love the other two as well).
This design also grew on me! I love the fresh and vibrant vibes it has! Callie looks absolutely gorgeous, though it took me a while to get used to her chopped "hair." Marie is also pretty, though I'm not crazy for her like everyone else.
PEARL WEARING A TRUCKER HAT PEARL WEARING A TRUCKER HAT PEARL WEARING A TRUCKER HAT PEARL WEARING A TRUCKER HAT PEARL WEARING A TRUCKER HAT PEARL WEARING A TRUCKER HAT MARINA WITH GLITTERY TENTACLES PEARL WEARING A TRUCKER HAT PEARL WEARING A TRUCKER HAT
That is all.
#splatoon#splatoon 3#splatfest#shiver#pearl#callie#summer nights#off the hook#shiver splatoon#pearl splatoon#this fest probably has my least favorite outfits but I loved the vibes on the whole#It was just so relaxing I barely even cared who won#I hope they bring this one back
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I watched inside out 2 with friends the other day and had fun doing it, but the personification of anxiety did worry me a bit
because, like I saw years ago with Virgil in sanders sides, the second someone personifies anxiety, you get people saying “getting medicated will kill the sweet little person in your head” and I cannot describe HOW DANGEROUS THAT THINKING IS
anxiety meds quite literally have improved the quality of all areas of my life. I’m able to do so many things now that I couldn’t before without a lot of stress and exhaustion!!
I’m healthier and happier. And while my anxiety hasn’t gone away, it’s *manageable* now. I can cope when I do have bouts of heavy anxiety, and I’m not getting full blown anxiety attacks and adrenaline spikes constantly.
saying that getting medicated will hurt or kill a personified emotion in your head is a dangerous thing to say, because people will believe it. Especially young people.
while not everyone will benefit from medication, it’s important to keep that doorway open for the people that might! Please do not use something fictional to scare people away from something that might help them.
#inside out 2#inside out anxiety#anxiety#also speaking from my experience with meds they would not “kill anxiety” they’d probably help her know she needs to take a break sometimes#And give her more time sitting and relaxing#Maybe help her control tendencies#I do not have a person called anxiety in my head but if I did meds would improve their quality of life just like it improved mine#I remember being 13 and reading so many fics about Virgil getting hurt by anxiety meds and looking back on it that definitely affected#how I saw medication as a whole for years#Idk#psa#Please think about the connotations of what you say#I’m begging
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the bittersweet but absolute flood of relief that comes from admitting defeat at living independently, to have to move back in with parents. we tried! we gave it our best shot for almost 3 years! but living like this (being on our own) is just not possible for us at this time of our lives. we've finally proved it to ourselves that we can't do it. it'll be okay to let ourselves rest now
#latimers parents not mine!!!! i am NOT moving back to florida LOL#really hope that the changes will be good for my mental health. this apartment is toxic to us#ive been on the verge of meltdowns Kind Of A Lot lately. imnot doing great#extremely dependent on substances. just to reach a baseline level of functioning. but even that isnt working as much anymore#the only things i do on my phone or tablet these days is like. 2 mobile games. and skirting past my dms to check latimers blog#its too overwhelming to even open discord these days yknow. everything on earth is too much for me right meow#i havent been drawing i havent been social online OR irl i havent been cooking or creating#i havent been keeping up with personal hygiene like at all im particularly ashamed about that one#i've been really bad about doing my T the past few months which is a HUGE shame because im SO fucking hyped to be on it#theres just. too many obstacles in getting it done half the time. and the other half of the time i just forget#anyway. anyway.#our lease ends in july so between now and then we're just gonna try our best to tolerate our living situation enough to get by#there's a light at the end of the tunnel. and its called 'i only have to be in charge of like 2 rooms at most. and not a household!'#we're gonna try to slowly comb through all our things between now and then so the process of moving wont suck as bad#cuz listen. its pretty fucking bad right now#maybe not for other people. but it is for me. and its okay to let myself come to terms with that#im just. so relieved. still very stressed! but theres at least light at the end of the tunnel and its only like 2 months away#ill be able to draw guilt-free again. ill be able to just EXIST guilt-free#i dont think ive felt guilt-free for just existing the way i do since like. turning 20#i know my mom wouldve loved if i stayed home forever. and im sad i cant be there for her#but ever since i had a fight with my dad at 15 or 16 it just really felt like he didnt want me there more and more#maybe as the youngest he was resenting that i was preventing him from becoming an empty nester or something. i dont know#because all the other kids had been moved out and on their own at least once but i had never left home before#i dont know if he'd be heartbroken or not to hear that i feeling like he was resenting me. but thats the energy i was picking up for years#i dunno. i dont know#anyway. back to housing. for now im going to try to relax and store energy for the moving process#the huge pile of things by the kitchen? i dont have to worry about that becoming permanent because we're leaving in 2 months#the general discord of the state of our possessions? we have to go through everything to pack it all anyway. we can move in RIGHT this time#when we moved in here we didnt have a car or license so we were dependent on latimers 3-hr-drive-away parents to help us move#just /across town/. and we had a whole month between leases! but it still had to be done in a weekend
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Recent-ish things ~
#photo diary#1 - love this image of Noodle.. such a weird angle that makes his head look entirely round like a puff ball or something#2 - a more recent (still from months ago) collection of my pressed flowers and 4 leaf clovers I found.#3. Being one of the only people in 2024 still going 'hee heee I've just bought a new wii game!' but.. I have. >:3#It's kind of like Wii Sports Resort but is like.. open world? so your character can actually walk around and stuff. REALLY makes me#wish I had the type of set up where I could record video from my wii and stuff like some gaming youtubers have. I think it'd be a really#fun game to play on video and to DOCUMENT it!!! I keep wishing I could screenshot my little guy walking around but I caaant..#I've literally just been taking out my phyiscal camera and photographing the screen which always looks bad.. augh..#4. Something in the froxen food aisle called 'Wellington Bites' a play on beef wellington. suprisingly good actually. but I guess anything#with like beef and mushrooms usually is. But it seems like.. oddly decent for frozen food stuff.#5 - boye looking Round again.. 6 - updated score in the wii fit minigame again. This time less than 4 seconds#for each round? which may be a record for me? 7 & 8 - fat bird in the snow. fatt bird in the SNOW!! Hoping that climate change and H5N1#don't eventually remove all trace of birds and winter weather from my life in the future... -_-#9 - ..ough... a few paltry writings.. Except for the one day of 4000 words. But for the most part I have been making soo litte progress#because of the holidays and drs appointments and such a rush of all these other mind distracting things.. Or if I'm not doing something the#I'm feeling tired from having PREVIOUSLY done something so I waste the whole day being sleepy and headachey... GRR...#the funny thing is that like many many years ago I wrote a note on my wall saying 'FOCUS! write 2hr a day or more or youre going to finish#your game in 2025!!!' - which back in 2018 when I wrote it was like unimaginably far into the future but now... ahem.. hem... I guess that#is quite literally the case LOL. To my credit I did parctically abandon it entirely since late 2019 and JUST now picked up really#trying to focus on it in mid 2024 but still... My '''ridiculous'' projection being actually likely the correct one..#10 - I just thoughtit would be silly to put a bunch of keychain things on the wii remote. imagine playing this way. getting constantly#jabbed in the hand by plastic bits. and the jingling clinking noise it would be always making lol#11 - sky.. huzzah for the sky as always. Clouds my beloved#Gr.. I just really want to wriiite. My new years hopes are to finish my game and to get stuff set up to start selling sculptures again.#AND then maybe do more game videos lol... I miss playing games. I dont think I've posted on that youtube for like 5 months#I've just had so much appointments and Things and Stuff and focusing so much on other projects. But that is the thing that really#feels relaxing and fun for me. so like.. 1. finish game 2. sell sculpture/make sculpture 3. play games 4. find more friends#and social connection and networking or whatever the hell people have to do to be successful 5. do more costume/outfits.#<( saying this all on a day where I did none of those things LOL... I got erm.. maybe 400 words done today.. >:'3c )#6 is MOVE away from the evil west coast (hot.. fires in summer. etc) but like. not happening unless I suddenly become a millionaire so. -_-
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today has been. a rough day.
#woke up to the power being out. and it's still out.#(im finally caving and using the small amount of data i have rn)#we were told we'd get power back at 10pm but then we got an update saying itd be 1pm TOMORROW#the power being out completely disrupted my routine. i was barely holding myself together on the promise that-#-my nighttime routine would be as normal#my parents started joking about having to wait and i fully went into a meltdown in seconds#...my dad using a generator exclusively for lights and heat and it giving off the most dreadful sound the whole day did not help with that#plus the anxiety about the exam tomorrow... ugh#i just wanted to relax today and didn't get the chance to
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I lost a lot of notes that didn't get saved from my phone because of the accident I was in and so it's going to be an even longer wait than I hoped until I'm finished with our ''Adventures of new Hallownest'' outline.
I'm thinking I might just post the whole list of titles and simple descriptions and then kind of turn it into an ask game? so basically anyone who is interested can just send the number of the episode/s that look most interesting to them, and I'll make a post for those individual ones and expand on them that way.
could be fun? idk. I just want to talk about these characters and our hcs and story ideas. we have quite a few (112 episodes to be exact lol) and I don't want to have to rewrite that whole master-post I was making. so yeah.
luckily chapter nine of ''ink of void, quill of gold'' wasn't completely lost, and I was able to rewrite what I did lose, so I'm hoping to get that next chapter posted soon. The fic will be complete with 10 chapters, and after that one's done, I'll get started on some other smaller fic ideas I've had for a while.
Thank you again to all who have been reading and sending likes and comments on my work so far. that means a lot to me <3
#almost everyone who engages with my writing/hcs/art on here has been really sweet#and i really appreciate it#its such a relaxing community#i wish i posted more quality stuff#my writing has definitely been improving#i went back and edited the first several chapters#fixed up a lot of minor mistakes and hopefully made it flow a little better#idk the whole fic has been very experimental for me#but its been fun i enjoy writing#if you've been reading and enjoying it so far let me know what you think!#also if this ''adventures of new Hallownest'' ask game idea sounds in any way interesting to you let me know#my sisters and i have spent countless hours going over all of it together so there's a lot that we can share!#hollow knight#adventures of new hallownest#hollow knight fanfic#ink of void quill of gold
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not to keep muaythaiblogging but im so proud of myself i could cry
#usually when i'm this tired and stressed i'll skip classes and any other event#but forced myself to go today#and it was amazing#i think that guy really is my friend now#made him laugh#we partnered up the whole time#he's so sweet and encouraging#AAAAAAAAAAAA#ANYWAY#also spoke to the coach about other classes and he's invited me to free sparring sessions#he's lovely too#i also did smth and got an 'exactly' from him earlier#long story but felt so good jdbdjdj i crave praise#he was slightly odd about me being the only woman but that's expected#OH and it was a small class so he did what he called 'messing around'#aka silly stuff#like a version of a spinning back kick#had so much fun with that and i think i was decent at it#feels amazing to do stuff with your body like that and notice it improving the more you try#my friend kept moving the pads slightly higher without telling me lmao#this stupid ramble is exercise endorphins lmaoo#despite the shitshow of everything else rn#at least i can have some fun and relax in a combat sports class#for the very first time
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was taking my proctored exam and a giant ass bug scurried by my feet. i did in fact attempt smashing it with a shoe even tho i was on camera… and then submitted the exam early bc i could not focus and genuinely was fearing for my life..
#[𐐪— rheya talks. 𐑂]#and i failed it miserably#but i could not sit still bc i couldn’t see the bug and i didn’t know if it was dead or crawling by my feet#and then i got my roommate to come in and check for me#and we found the dead body#so we relaxed and i started ranting#and 30 seconds later when we looked down it was gone????#e moved some tuff a little and we found the body had just moved a couple inches so we figure it got blown by my fan#but then NOPE#IT DEADASS CAME BACK TO LIFE AND STARTED SCURRYING ACROSS THE FLOOR#WE SCREAMED FOR LIKE TWO WHOLE MINUTES AS MY ROOMMATE WAS WACKING AT IT WITH A BROOM#then we flushed it down the toilet for good measure#but yeah i’m still shaking hahahahahah#i have a genuine phobia with bugs so this quite literally was the scariest thing that could’ve happened to me#the fact that it literally was dead too like…#upside down and legs curled and everything#scariest shit ever#i now feel scared to fall asleep#:D
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crunch wrap supreme break! i wish i could get high and play because my ocd has been running wild and it's one of the only ways to get it to calm down ... but that would mean that I would have very foggy memories of what I did in the game and I don't want that
#[static]#wolf plays da#my ocd is just grabbing the back of my skull with pointy claws and making me Uncomfortable#just having spiraling thoughts about what ifs regarding work and things way in the future dkjjfkgh#it's been like that all week which has sucked cuz i havent really felt relaxed my whole vacation fkgjhfld
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