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catgirlinfluencer · 4 months ago

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i stay getting social anxiety and FOMO from watching stories on instagram and whatsapp i rlly do forget i dont even feel like going to a club or a big party would even b fun for me LOL

#a lot of factors led to me preferring being at home alone #and keeping busy w what i do #a lot of things. moving every single year. not being able to drive. living alone with an elder #n ik that sounds like me complaining but i really feel like my entire life has been me being left to my own devices by anyone who #was supposed to care for and teach me #which was why i was super antisocial and awkward in middle school and i had to learn the hard way how to interact normally with my peers #but its like it sucks theres nobody who will help you learn or grow and you just have to do it yourself #i dont wanna complain too much but like yeah. sometimes it feels like idk what im doing

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lemongogo · 4 months ago

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life of regret

#fiddleford mcgucket #fiddleford #gravity falls #my art #no way . i had all of these tags written out on mobile ab stanford and fiddleford post fallout and it CRASHEDDDD #THEYRE GONEEEWW (slipping thru my fingers like sand)#whag freaking ever . i was just talking about how i always forget theres a pocket of time between their split and fords disappearance #and how crazy it is that i had no idea fidds used the gun on ford until last month #it just unlocked smt in my brain thats all.👐 and then i said i was smashing my head w a rock. maybe even 20❤️#tbh i was neutral on fidds back then but i rly rly like him now T_T .. power of other fidd enjoyers lifting me up #i had a lot of fun coloring this one but i didnt know what exactly i wanted to do w it . i had fidds and the gun all finished #but i was like uhhh.. >added the wrapped light #and then i added a whole bunch of scribbled soc of the blind eye symbols but it was waay too crowded/busy #i wish i couldve found a way to keep them😧 u know when HAHAHAHAH u know those ugly like #math prints of just random equations . thats what it started looking like n i had 2 tap out #editing 2 say i posted this and i had that panic NOOO WAIT ITS JOT FINISHED but I Will be Okay.<say it w me #if i spend too much time on it ill just overwork it and then never share so -__-

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ribbononline · 2 months ago

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Still trying to finish other things but in the meantime- updated design for my older May! She's an Ace Trainer

#you cant see it form the angle i put it at but she wears her gym badges pinned on her bag! shes proud of them lol #she DID technically win the champion title but the hoenn region saw what happened in kanto #w a child fleeing into the mountains and becoming a hermit. and were like ykno what lets Not do that #so it was kept a secret. shes free to revisit it now that shes older but she doesnt want any champion business anyhow #shes havin fun travelling #she still does contests! her n brendan both #brendan competes in cleverness n toughness contests may in cute and beauty contests... both of them fight in coolness contests #lisia sits back and watches as she clutches out the win yet again cus the stupid teenagers were too focused on winning from EACHOTHER #that they forgot about winning in GENERAL.#good job guys #not totally set on her team?#she has her blaziken. thats also her mega mon #tempted to give her mudkip its just baby forever #she has access to latias? but i dont think shes using it on her team just for flying #ill prolly let her keep her wailord she also uses in game its funny as hell #anyways its mostly all still up in the air #also her n brendan r fighting over custody of cosplay pikachu n theyre both losing #oras #pokemon trainer may #i forgot to actually tag this w the fandom LMAO OOPS #my own rambling makes me forget #hoenn

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pyrosomatic-metamorphosis · 1 year ago

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tbh i think that even unwinnable fights should be winnable. some of the BEST fights i've ever run as a dm were ones i built kill the players (in a fun way. I had some cutscenes prepped so even the loss would be a different flavour of win)- but then they were clever bastards and managed to either win the fights or pull themselves out of trouble. I think it's perfectly fine to plan for a fight that players aren't supposed to win, but you need to let them. if they can't win, they can't lose, and the meaning of that encounter is diminished. do that too many times, and they stop trusting you to give them roleplay prompts and start expecting to sit there waiting while you drive the story for them.

but if they can win... if there is always the chance to win, no matter how impossible the odds, then they ALWAYS have hope. they always get invested. they feel the big emotions of success or the big emotions of failure, and you fucking Win as a dm/roleplay prompter/lead bastard.

#qsmp neg #qsmp crit #discourse #<- for blacklists #im not grumping or anything im just musing on like. the mechanics of why everyone is so upset about the latest fight #and how it can be avoided while still keeping these fights genuinely difficult and intense #its hard because there's so many players and they all have wildly different strengths and weaknesses #so someone who could take on the code easy needs that enemy scaled differently than someone who isn't a big fighter #but it's hard to do that in a world where they interact w the same enemy #and you only have so much man-power to cater to a big server like this one #and then you bring in the big powerful items that the players can and can't access but which the admins have ultimate power over #and the fact that some of the admins themselves have lag issues or aren't super great at pvp so they accommodate that with better gear #and it starts getting messy #but for the fights themselves yeah regardless of what armour or gear or killing-methods they use there should Always be a win condition #and idk maybe there was one and we just didn't get to see it #but if that win condition is 'parents sit in the safe room with their babies while the others are overrun'#then i think there are ways to build better win conditions #anyway i love game design and player/dm interactions qsmp hire me now i want to know your behind the scenes #jk im too busy to apply #but man. i wanna nerd out so bad that sometimes i think about it

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nochangeintheplan · 10 months ago

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Preorder will go live on my kofi at 1:00 PM EST on April 6th!

Shipping is 6 USD for United States, 20 USD for Worldwide. Shipping is possible to any country covered by USPS. If your country has any specific shipping stipulations that you know of, when it comes time for the preorder you'll have my email to contact me about any of those extra concerns!

There will be 100 made; manufacturing is currently underway for the lil guys. I'll be sure to update my kofi with further info about the process as it goes along!

#mine yoshitaka #rgg #shameless capitalism #yakuza 3 #honestly ty to nati for recommending i look into bigcartel it looked sick bc it remitted sales tax #but unfortunately they required i get a paypal business acct which IN TURN required i open a business account with my bank #which they denied me without a state business license which would be fees and more waiting and registration #like PLEASE I DONT WANT TO START A BUSINESS IM JUST SELLING OFF THE EXCESS HORSIES #needless to say i stuck w kofi but if i ever do get a business going i really do think bigcartel looks neat #taxes: my true enemy #anyways poll i got kind of went around 60- 70 USD for what people were willing to pay for him? so I tried to keep it within that margin #considering shipping #eso_plushspam

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sillyfudgemonkeys · 9 months ago

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Kyoshi: When I was in the Avatar state against Xu, they kept telling me not to kill him. But I went against their wishes and did it anyway. Aang: That's....actually similar to what happened to me against Ozai, except reverse. They kept telling me to kill him, but I went against their wishes and didn't. Tho I still defeated him. Kyoshi: Oh that wasn't "others" that was just me. I was very loud. Aang: I can believe it, but no no there was def more than one voice. Roku: That was probably me too. Aang: Really????? Roku: Listen Aang, when you have Kyoshi in your ear for 80+ years, coupled with the fact your actions led to that war, you kinda just agree with her after awhile. Aang: I swear it was more people Kyoshi/Roku: We can be very loud Aang.

#avatar the last airbender #rise of kyoshi #kyoshi #chronicles of the avatar #roku #aang #atla #rok #kyoshi got really good at acting over her 230 years of living #i mean tbf she did hang out with an opera company for a good portion #she could've been a voice actor after awhile with all the skills she gained kfjadkjsf;lsa #yangchen was in the background agreeing w/kyoshi and roku tho #kuruk is like 'i mean you gotta do what you gotta do idc'#both were busy throttling szeto to keep him from telling aang not to do it they had their hands full tbh asdkfjs;laf

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obsob · 8 months ago

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do you make enough money from selling prints in etsy to sustain your life? how are you able to afford this beautiful house and time to crochet and go on walks and all of that? i’m not asking for nosiness but because i’m trying to figure out what i would need to do in order to make my life financially sustainable… is art an option… etc

short answer i mooch off my bf <333333333333333

#long answer part 1: i make enough off my etsy to afford my stuff (and i really don't buy much) and help out w th food bills where i can etc #i hvnt been able to do much of that OR save anything for the past couple months bc i hvnt been selling much BUT . things are beginning #to pick up again and i hve new stock to add when i get back from holidays :3 #i have a smallish job lined up from my agent which is exciting! but hopefully i will make enough w her doing picture books etc to be able #to pay my keep / save more etc! i hve been anxious abt money this past months but thats just more so money for me to spend on small stuff :#i also dont drive so . i dont rlly hve many outwards expenses . im very lucky to have him hes very kind and lovely !!#if i wasnt w him and he didnt hve a house i would still b living w my mama which i did since i left uni!#long answer part 2: i always make time for goofing off during my work day. always!!!#part of the joys of being a freelancer! i can do what i want!!#i can share my routine in more detail if u guys want but i dont start work until abt 2pm-ish most days bc i dont rlly work well in the #mornings. when i hve more work that might change!! i have enough on to keep me busy but im not rlly hvin 2 manage my time u kno #im very very lucky to be in such a comfortable position :3 i hope one day u can be as comfy !!#oh also. i think once the agency work kicks in i will b fine financially ! and also u can absolutely make a living off etsy when its good #its very good for me ! i was very comfy financially around xmas last year i made a lot #u can do it u can do it !! art will always sell !!

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yamsarts · 9 months ago

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no one asked but idc i think tma Gerry and Needles should kiss

#needles tmagp #tma gerry keay #tmagp fanart #tma fanart #needles tmp #this all started bc I thot Michael and Needles should kiss bc they’re both cunty and pointy #and then me n me bf were like what if Needles and Gerry kissed but also Gerry isn’t afraid of Needles ofc #bc he have a million tattoos and piercings #I think Gerry makes Needles poke holes in him for free new piercings #i want to draw him being bfs w tma gerry and michael #I think its what he deserves #he’s a bottom he needs to be bullied #I do like the idea of Needles dating Gerry first and Gerry holds off on introducing him to Michael bc he Know Michael is gonna act up��️#esp since it’s rly easy to wind Needles up #god Michael would be such a little shit #but then they would both annoy Gerry #my bf says it’s getting your eldritch horror bf another eldritch horror bf to keep them busy while ur away #like when you get a dog for your dog #anyways once again. I love all y’all’s needles designs 😤💖#I love this stupid pointy little twink sm #also don’t ask me how Gerry isn’t getting stabbed let’s just suspend our belief #smth smth Gerry and Needles both read Hellraiser when they were teens and it sure had an effect on them #I just think mister Gerry Keay is not only a monsterfucker but a monster tamer #i want to draw ink5oul next 😤#i also think they and Needles should kiss #I have a lot of thots abt them djfjjfjf #my art #gerry/needles #gerry x needles #yall should help me name this ship i used all my creative brain juice on drawing them

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bitchthefuck1 · 7 months ago

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you know what, I actually will talk about this because it's bothering me. The issue with focussing so heavily on syd and carmy's potential for a romantic relationship isn't that there's something inherently unintellectual about romance or whatever, it's that a lot of people seem incapable of doing that without immediately flattening the story and ignoring or intentionally misreading any and all nuance for the sake of that romance. Every scene suddenly becomes about how it impacts their relationship, every analysis is done through a romantic lens, every frame or line of dialogue becomes about finding some easter egg or hint that "proves" these people should start dating. Their dynamic is absolutely a fundamental part of this show, but if you can only see it as a will-they-won't-they, you miss so much of what the story is actually trying to say with these two.

There are good versions of this story where their relationship is romantic and there are good versions of this story where it isn't, but as soon as you decide them being together is "the point," you lose the ability to actually judge the story for what it is, not what you want it to be.

#like so much of their dynamic (esp but not exclusively in S3) has been about showing the ways that carmy's trauma and dysfunctional #attitude in the kitchen impacts other people and how even though he cares about syd and wants their partnership to work he keeps self #sabotaging and setting himself and by extension her and the restaurant up to fail and replicating the same toxic environments that #he grew up and trained in and this is very much consistent with his character and a natural continuation of the conflicts they've been #having since S1 but because him being shitty with her runs contrary to them getting together suddenly its 'ruining the story' and #out of character and only happening bc the writers just hate to see this ship winning and like. if you really think that i genuinely don't #know what show you've been watching bc it sure as shit wasn't this one. like it hurts to see him do this because you know #they could do something genuinely great together and that he's ruining a really good thing but this is also the reality of where he is rn #if he was just a good and supporting business partner and not deeply dysfunctional it would be wildly out of character #the problem w S3 wasn't that it 'ruined' their relationship it's that it had no clear focus overemphasized carmy's arc at the expense #of the other leads deprioritized the supporting cast while failing to give them their own arcs gave more screen time to #unecessary and uninteresting new 'comic relief' characters and let conflicts stagnate without resolving them or #letting them evolve over the course of the season.#this isn't exclusive to the bear this is a general trend ive noticed where as soon as the 'shipper' part of people's brains get activated #it's like they lose the ability to read the story any other way and it stops being about what's good for the narrative and starts being #about whether or not these two people kiss and anything that gets in the way of that is bad and anything that brings it closer is good #and it's usually whatever but it's really frustrating when the story ppl are doing that to is this good #it also makes people fundamentally incapable of treating any 'obstacle' to that romance in a way that isn't wildly meanspirited and #gross (esp bc those characters are usually women) which is exhausting. like no claire isn't evil or a 'pick me' or 'bad' for carmy #or a useless addition to the story or whatever other nonsense you guys have decided must be true to feel okay. she's a perfectly normal #character and their relationship is exploring some of the ways that carmy's inability to deal with or actually address his trauma #impacts the various relationships in his life. she doesn't even have to be a monster or a narrative mistake for him and syd to be #'destined' for each other or whatever. this isn't a middle school wattpad fic.#im definitely gonna get killed in the street for this but ive been looking for a good reason to spend less time on here so might as well #the bear #sydcarmy #sydney adamu #carmy berzatto

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spotaus · 4 months ago

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Late Night quick thing (New Age Sillies)

Bad news: That joke post about including Reset + Orchid is definitely not canon. (I legit got sad thinking about Reset being in a universe where Orchid isn't- because their stories are so so intertwined- but Nightmare 100% would NOT risk the whole twins exploding Error's soul thing.)

Good news: This means I COULD include Kane (Reset's older brother who usually dies in timelines where Reset is born) and use it to develope his character a bit more! Also! Perhaps a Blue × Dream kiddo is finally in the stars for me to design?