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Out Of The Shadows
Since his shock exit from Slipknot, Joey Jordison has remained silent. For the first time, he opens up about the split, the debilitating condition that left him unable to walk, and how he's been reborn anew
Words: Dom Lawson âą Pics: Travis Shinn
Metal Hammer 285 - August 2016 (google drive link) Full disclosure I pasted the main article from Metal Hammer's awful awful website because my hands are sad (from doing things like this, yes. Don't keep doing things if they hurt, yes even if you're super super excited about a guy.)
There is life after death. First, thereâs Hell.
When the news first broke that Joey Jordison was no longer in Slipknot, it sent shockwaves around the world. Here was this icon of our world and one of the founding members of one of the greatest bands to emerge in all of 30 years suddenly, inexplicably gone. In the heavy wake of Paul Grayâs passing it seemed almost too great a blow for any band, even one with nine members. Anyone who knows their travails understands that theyâre less a band and more like a dysfunctional family â had their problems caught up with them? But reappear they did, to the sound of a rapturously received album, and the three-ring circus of Knotfest, and yet still questions remained about the circumstances of Joeyâs departure. Slipknot were tightlipped, and Joey? It was anyoneâs guess.
Iâm humbled to say that we now have Joeyâs side of the story, and this monthâs world-exclusive journey to Des Moines is one of the most powerful, saddening and inspirational stories youâll read in these pages. Sure, there are the new records â Vimic and Sinsaeneum (sic) herald one of our worldâs greatest musicians returning to the fold and from the sound of things weâve some tremendous records ahead of us.
More importantly though, we have one of metalâs greatest figures back, and we couldnât be more delighted to see him back on his feet â literally. To read Dom Lawsonâs tale of a man whoâs truly been there and back again, see p.38. Make sure youâre sitting down, because Travis Shinnâs remarkable photography is as stark as it it worth not one, but over 3,000 words.
Thank you for reading, and⊠Stay metal! Alex, Editör-In-Chief
Out Of The Shadows
Since his shock exit from Slipknot, Joey Jordison has remained silent. For the first time, he opens up about the split, the debilitating condition that left him unable to walk, and how he's been reborn anew
Words: Dom Lawson âą Pics: Travis Shinn
Joey Jordison unmasked: the ultimate interview
Part One - Revelation
âThis is very important to me. Youâre getting something that I have not told anyone. Itâs very emotional. Itâs fucking hardcore, man.â
Joey Jordison has got a few things to get off his chest. More importantly, the world has got a few questions for the erstwhile Slipknot alumnus and the 21st centuryâs most celebrated percussive polymath, not least because he has been resolutely off the radar for the last few years.
The last time Metal Hammer spoke directly to Joey, he was promoting his then-newly-formed band Scar The Martyr, who released their self-titled debut album in September 2013. Three months later, he was seemingly dismissed from Slipknot, the band he had enjoyed huge global success with ever since they exploded into our world back in 1999.
Since that startling news broke in December 2013, Joey has been conspicuous by his absence from our ears, eyes and screens. This being the age of endless social media speculation, his disappearance and departure from Slipknot have been widely discussed online, one commonly espoused theory being that the diminutive drummer had gone spectacularly off the rails and was simply unable to fulfill his usual duties, thus prompting his bandmatesâ decision to effect an unexpected lineup change.
In truth, only Joeyâs closest friends and business associates know what heâs been up to for the last couple of years, but as he warmly greets Hammer at the door of the house he shares with girlfriend Amanda in Des Moines, itâs immediately apparent that todayâs interview is much more than just an opportunity to herald the arrival of not one, but two new bands and Joeyâs wholesale return to action. Instead, this is what he describes as âan opportunity to tell everyone what the fuck has been going onâ. And itâs almost certainly not what anyone is expecting.
âIt was at the end of the memorial shows we did for Paul,â Joey begins, referencing the death of bandmate Paul Gray and the subsequent world tour that began in the summer of 2011 and continued until August 2012. âWe were in Canada, at the end of my last run of shows with Slipknot, and something happened to me but I didnât know what it was. I was super ill. You can be sick and still play, but this was something Iâd never felt in my life before.
âWe found out that what I have is acute transverse myelitis. Itâs a neurological condition that hits your spinal cord and it wiped my legs out completely. Itâs like having your legs cut off, basically. I played those last couple of shows and it scared the living shit out of me. I didnât know what it was. Everyone thought I was fucked up, but it wasnât the case. I wasnât even drinking. Everything was straight-laced and fucking perfect. Everything was on point. But I had to be carried to the stageâŠâ
Joey pauses, wincing at the memory. âThe pain was something Iâd never experienced in my life before, and I wouldnât wish it on my worst enemy.â
When he arrived home from the Slipknot tour, Joey could barely walk. On August 21, 2012, he was admitted to Mercy West hospital in Des Moines, diagnosed with some form of leg paralysis but unaware of exactly how or why this was happening to him. Ten days later, he was transferred to the neurological unit at University Of Iowa Hospital in Iowa City, understandably terrified and extremely confused about his physical deterioration.
âIt was fucking bad, dude,â he recalls. âMy lady has everything documented. I got struck with this fucking thing that I couldnât control. The doctors said I might not be able to walk again. Today, I can almost run, but back then I couldnât even stand up. I was bed-ridden. If I wanted to turn over in bed, I had to move my legs with my hands. I was in and out of the hospital for months.
âSome beautiful people have helped me out and got me back stronger and taught me how to walk again, but at that moment my whole life was screwed, man. Acute transverse myelitis is a fucked-up disease and a lot of people donât recover from it and theyâre paralysed forever.â
After having braces fitted to prevent his weakened legs from buckling, Joey was finally discharged from hospital in October 2012. Thus began an extremely lengthy, challenging and physically exhausting regime of physical and occupational therapy, as Joey tried to summon the energy and determination to beat the bizarre neurological condition that had wrenched the carpet from under his feet and left him both horribly vulnerable and understandably bewildered.
Early in 2013, work began on Scar The Martyrâs debut album, as a further batch of Slipknot shows in Japan and Europe â including a headline slot at Download â loomed over the horizon. Still recovering from the worst of his illness, Joey somehow managed to recover to the point where he was able to perform at those gigs, after which he threw himself wholeheartedly into launching Scar The Martyr by hitting the road as main support to Danzig in the US.
All the while, of course, his global army of admirers remained entirely in the dark about the turmoil and trials going on behind the scenes. It was widely noted that Joey was looking overweight and far from healthy during Scar The Martyrâs debut UK tour, but the conclusions that most people were jumping to â in essence, that he had a problem with drugs and/or drink â were completely off target. Unfortunately, when Slipknot announced on December 12, 2013, that they were to forge ahead without their talismanic drummer, those rumours seemed to gain a little extra momentum.
âYeah, and thatâs why I love being able to do this interview, because finally I get to tell the fucking truth!â Joey declares. âItâs been really frustrating, but I can only bless the people that have been around me and helped me to get back to this point. And this is what I want to clarify for my fansâŠâ â he punches his hand to emphasise the importance of this statement â ââŠit had nothing to do with fucking drugs or fucking alcohol!â
Several times during our interview, Joeyâs eyes fill with tears. Itâs abundantly clear that the extraordinary effort required to confront acute transverse myelitis and doggedly chase a light at the end of a seriously dark and bleak tunnel has taken a lot out of him, particularly on an emotional level. But now that he is about to click into top gear once again, via new bands Vimic and Sinsaenum, Joey is channeling his energies towards a cathartic clearing of the decks, and setting people straight about his life over the last five years is top of the agenda.
âLife takes you on weird trips and you just have to hold on, ride the wave and be as strong as you fucking can,â he shrugs. âIâve been through so much fucking shit over the last few years and people just donât know.â
Part Two - Struggle
The news that Joey had seemingly been sacked from Slipknot came as a huge shock to everyone, even without the additional knowledge of his devastating health problems. From the bandâs enormous fanbase, through to many of us in the metal world that have always known him to be, at the very least, a wholly dedicated and passionate member of that 18-legged, arena-smashing entity, it was a wildly unexpected turn of events.
The bandâs own public statements at the time took a predictably passive course, the relatively benign implication being that Joey and his former comrades were simply heading in different creative directions and could no longer work together effectively.
On January 2, 2014, he made his own statement on Facebook, making it plain that as far as he was concerned, there was no mutual agreement and he had been fired from Slipknot for reasons unknown.
âI was laying in bed with my lady, Iâd been in rehabilitation for my health issues but everything was good, and the next thing I knowâŠâ he pauses, visibly upset. âNo band meeting? None. Anything from management? No, nothing. All I got was a stupid fucking email saying that I was out of the band that I busted my ass my whole life to fucking create, you know?
âIt was the weirdest fucking thing. I canât imagine just sending Corey or Shawn or Mick a fucking letter, without a band meeting. Weâre friends and weâve been through so much shit together, but that was all it was, a fucking letter. Thatâs exactly what happened and it was hurtful, man. I didnât deserve that shit after what Iâd done and everything Iâd been through.â
In light of revelations about his state of health at the time, it does seem an unusually abrupt way to bring such a longstanding partnership to an end. Joey even claims to have written and demoed a batch of new material, aided by Slipknotâs then-touring bassist Donnie Steele, and circulated it among his bandmates in an attempt to get the compositional ball rolling. But, according to the drummer, no one got back to him to discuss the new songs: subtle evidence, perhaps, that wires were distinctly crossed.
âThey got confused about my health issues, and obviously even I didnât know what it was at first,â Joey sighs. âThey thought I was fucked-up on drugs, which I wasnât at all. I donât blame them for being concerned, but when youâre friends and youâve been through so much stuff, you fucking talk to each other. But I harbour no bad feelings toward them at all, because Iâve moved on with my life. Iâm happier than Iâve been in years. You need to move on, close the fucking chapter and, in the end, it is what it is.â
It is a testament to the positive way Joey has endeavoured to overcome his severe health problems that today, even after having been unceremoniously ejected from one of the biggest metal bands on the planet, he is hearteningly sanguine about the way things have turned out.
During our conversation, he repeatedly declares how grateful he is for the friends, family and life that he has, and even when discussing the end of his tenure as Slipknotâs drummer, he is eager to state how much he still loves and admires his former bandmates. What is perhaps more surprising is that Joey not only made a point of checking out .5: The Gray Chapter, the album Slipknot made without him and released in 2014, but is also effusive in his praise for it.
âHonestly, I have a long history with those guys, so I give them the respect they deserve and I listened to the whole record multiple times,â he smiles. âAnd I think itâs great! Itâs fucking cool and Iâm glad they moved on. Iâm not like, âIâm not gonna give them respect!â â Iâm not a coward like that. Iâm glad theyâre carrying on the name, because whatâs important is the fans. Thereâs no stupid battle going on. Thereâs no point in saying, âFuck them!â
âNo, Iâve been through so many things with those guys and I love them very much. Whatâs hurtful is that the way it [being fired] went down was not fucking right. Thatâs all I want to say. The way they did it was fucking cowardly. It was fucked up. But the love in my heart for those guys, that stays the same.â
It is at this point that Metal Hammer asks the inevitable and unavoidable question: despite everything that has happened, would Joey be willing to rejoin Slipknot further down the line? As much as his successor, Jay Weinberg, has acquitted himself brilliantly while filling the shoes of a contemporary drumming legend, itâs hard to deny that most Slipknot fans would be beside themselves with joy if Joey were to return to the fold. He takes a deep, measured inward breath and fixes us with a stern stareâŠ
âLet me think about how to answer that, because itâs a big one,â he nods. âHonestly, Iâm not trying to be dramatic, but if that was brought up, what Iâd want to do would be to get together. Not just have a phone call or some stupid email. Iâd want to see them, just hug it out and feel that energy that we had when we were fucking young and hungry and all that shit. Theyâre my brothers. Weâd hug and talk and do shit like we used to do. We used to sit up all night long planning this shit and what we wanted to do. So thatâs how Iâd wanna do it. Itâd have to be in person. If it happened, that would be fucking awesome, but only time will tell.â
Part Three - Rebirth
Back in the here and now, Joey Jordison is well on his way to being fighting fit once again. His recovery is still ongoing, of course, and daily trips to see his trainer at the local gym have now become an essential part of his day-to-day schedule, but as he speaks, he radiates sincere positivity. That said, the effort it has taken Joey to get from suddenly and horrifyingly being robbed of the use of his legs to a point where he is able to unveil two brand new albums with different bands is etched into his subtly expressive face.
He and better half Amanda have kept a detailed scrapbook of photos and other memorabilia from the long, hard road back from the onset of transverse myelitis. They allow us to leaf through it, and it brings the jarring reality of Joeyâs last few years vividly to life. Itâs a litany of woes, pain and frustration that many of us would regard as insurmountable, but even when faced with yet another grim obstacle, when he fell and broke his leg while in the studio recording Vimicâs debut album in the autumn of 2014, leading to his leg being cut in half and the insertion of steel rods and bolts, Joeyâs determination to prevail and come back stronger than ever has been unwavering.
âI did question everything, like, âWhat am I going to do?â, not knowing if I was going to recover,â he admits. âIt hurt a lot. It was a big question. But there was a definite point where I thought about all the blessings Iâve been given in life, being part of Slipknot and playing with Korn and Ministry and Rob Zombie and doing Roadrunner United and all those things, and you look at that and youâre grateful, and so you bust your ass to get back. I didnât feel sorry for myself. I do not quit. Iâve got fans Iâve got to take care of, you know? So thereâs no hiding right now.â
If you want to know what the opposite of hiding sounds like, you need only lend an ear to either or both of the new records that Joey is releasing this summer. The first is Echoes Of The Tortured, the debut album from Sinsaenum, Joeyâs collaboration with Dragonforceâs FrĂ©dĂ©ric Leclercq and a host of underground luminaries. A monstrous but eminently accessible death metal record, its jaw-shattering eruptions of blastbeats and epic fury showcase the full extent of Joeyâs physical recovery in no uncertain terms.
The second is Open Your Omen, the first album from Vimic, which is essentially Scar The Martyr with a new vocalist, former Korn percussionist and back-up singer Kalen Chase. Itâs a sharper, more focused record than its (sort of) predecessor, planting Joey firmly back in belligerent mainstream metal territory, with plenty of the huge hooks and irresistible riffs that his loyal fans will be feverishly anticipating. But beyond the new music itself, Joeyâs true focus is on the unparalleled joy he is currently experiencing as he escapes the nightmare of the last few years and returns to what he does best.
âThis is a rebirth, and reaching this point is the ultimate reward,â he states. âItâs like having the ultimate trophies, having these two bands. These opportunities are coming back to me and it feels like a complete renewal. These are real bands, not side-projects. Everything I do goes at 100%⊠maybe even 666%, ha ha!
âAt a certain age, a lot of people] become vegetarians or they find religion, but Iâm never gonna stop being a fucking weirdo and a fucking metalhead! You wake up one day and you realise that nothingâs ever gonna change and youâre fucking committed. Iâve been like that since I was five years old, man.
âRight now, I just want to keep creating. These bands are two huge fucking journeys for me. Itâs like when you see a rollercoaster that youâve never ridden before, and youâre fucking scared, but youâre in line and waiting, like I am now, and then once you step on? Youâre in!â
There are a few lessons to be learned from the story of Joey Jordisonâs last few traumatic years. Firstly, maybe we should all be slightly less eager to jump to hasty conclusions when faced with only one side of a story (or, indeed, no verified information whatsoever). Secondly, never underestimate the strength, persistence, passion and potential of the human spirit.
âThe most pertinent lesson of all, however, is one we all should have learned a long time ago: Joey Jordison is an unstoppable force of nature and, after fighting the toughest battle of his entire life, heâs primed and ready to make up for lost time and to remind the world that loud, angry, fucked up and furious music remains the best medicine of all.
âI have this weird-ass condition, but it doesnât limit me and Iâm getting better all the time,â he concludes with a confident grin. âI can play just as fast, or faster, than I ever have. Everything is fucking cool and Iâm at the gym every day and itâs all going well. That helps me out so much.
âI went through some serious fucking shit. People didnât know and I canât blame them for that. But the thing is, you get up in the morning and you look in the mirror, and then you go off and fucking do it. You live your life the way you want to, and get the work done! What else can I say, dude? Itâs good to tell my story. Iâm fucking back and Iâm ready to go full force. This is the best fucking job in the world. Iâm never gonna stop.â
What Is Transverse Myelitis?
We spoke to Lew Gray, secretary of UK charity the Transverse Myelitis Society, to understand what Joeyâs batlingâŠ
Can you explain what the condition means? Lew: âTransverse myelitis is an inflammation of the spinal cord. You have a lot of nerves doing different things in your spinal cord, so the facts of each case depend on which part of the spinal cord is affected. It can be high in the spinal cord affecting the arms, or you may struggle to breathe because the muscles in your lungs donât work. It could be lower, affecting different sensory nerves. Some people with transverse myelitis can walk but canât feel the floor beneath their feet, or they canât feel hot and cold or pain. We think there are about 250 cases a year in the UK.â
Does it typically come on quickly or is it more of a gradual process? âIt can be either. A lot of people are paralysed within an hour or two. But then for other people it can be very gradual and come and go over a period of months. It takes some people years to get a diagnosis.â
What treatment is available? âReally, the only treatment is to dose you with steroids. They will reduce the inflammation, and therefore youâre not curing it, youâre minimising the damage until it goes away by itself. Physiotherapy is very important. Almost everyone gets some spontaneous recovery over time after transverse myelitis, but the body and mind âforgetâ how to use muscles and nerves that are not working, so the purpose of neurophysiotherapy is to âguideâ the recovery.â
What is the long-term prognosis for someone with transverse myelitis? âThe nerves are capable of regenerating themselves. Nobody can predict though how well they will regenerate, how long it will take, or if they will at all. The majority of people get improvement, but there is no cast-iron guarantee.â
How common are relapses? âWe do know people who have had recurrences, however that is rare. Sometimes a reoccurrence of transverse myelitis leads to a diagnosis of MS [multiple sclerosis].â
For more on the Transverse Myelitis Society, visit www.myelitis.org.uk
Beating The Odds
How Joey Jordison fought his way back from paralysis to prosperity
The full extent of Joeyâs arduous battle with acute transverse myelitis is brought into sharp focus when we visit Absolute Performance Therapy in Waukee, Des Moines. Joey spent months here, working on his recovery, and the mere fact that today he is able to walk through the front door without assistance speaks volumes about what he has achieved. His therapist, Alyssa Subbert, has nothing but praise for his determined approach.
âBeing stubborn helped the most!â she laughs. âTo go from being someone who could do anything to not being able to get out of a chair, then to get back to being able to do everything again, it was a huge process. He wanted to drum again so bad, and as long as we made every exercise about drumming, heâd do it. He was very stubborn and very ornery, but heâd work and work until his body was too sore.â
Gruelling physical work aside, it is obvious that Joeyâs time at APT was also hugely emotional. He hasnât been back since finishing his treatment, and there are tears as he and Alyssa recall the intense therapy sessions and ferocious perseverance and teamwork that were needed to make each successive triumph a reality along the way.
âThis was a huge wake-up call to Joeyâs health and lifestyle, and how physical his job is,â Alyssa states. âWhen youâve done something like that forever, you have no concept of it. He has to play in a drum set that rotates and goes upside down?! Itâs not a regular job, sitting at a computer. We even practised mobbing him! Does he have balance when a whole bunch of people mob him, you know? Itâs a whole different life, and very physical. So this was a completely unique process we went through.â
Joeyâs physical therapy may be over, but his daily trips to local gym Life Time Athletic are an essential part of his recovery, not to mention his ability to play drums with the power and skill that fans have come to expect. His personal trainer, Caleb Herman, is a Slipknot fan whoâs full of admiration for his clientâs dedication.
âWhen Joey came in, he could hardly walk,â Caleb recalls. âNow heâs pressing 700lbs and he can do a step above what most people can do. Heâs got one of the strongest back muscle groups Iâve ever seen. He couldnât stand without help, but now he can stand up by himself, so his progress has been awesome. When he sees progress, he becomes motivated, and he tells me he gets the chills, and that gives me the chills. Itâs really exciting to see him get to this point.â
Battle Of The Bands
After a long absence from our world, Joeyâs returning with two new projects. But how do Vimic and Sinsaenum stack up against each other?
Vimic
Members: Joey Jordison (drums), Kalen Chase (vocals), Matt Tarach (keyboards), Jed Simon (guitar), Kyle Konkiel (bass). Sound: Crunchy, state-of-the-art modern metal with big, anthemic melodies and plenty of snotty aggression. Image: Lots of black leather, long hair, beards and menacing scowls. Sample lyric: âSimple skeletons, playing God again/Weâre getting higher, weâre getting higher, and the truth will set us freeâ (Simple Skeletons). Drumming: Lashings of classic Joey, from that Slipknot stomp and big, muscular grooves to bursts of high-velocity blasting. Joey says: âScar The Martyr was the blueprint, but we wiped the slate clean. This is heavy shit. Kalen killed it on this record.â For fans of: Slipknot, Disturbed, Fear Factory. Check out: Earth Stood Still. Lurching, syncopated grooves and soaring, post-grunge melodies collide in a brutish, multi-tempo anthem that deftly showcases singer Kalenâs versatility.
Sinsaenum
Members: Joey Jordison (drums), FrĂ©dĂ©ric Leclercq (guitar), Heimoth (bass), Attila Csihar (vocals), Sean Zatorsky (vocals), StĂ©phane Buriez (guitar). Sound: Epic, imperious, blackened death metal with tons of eerie atmosphere. Image: Classic, dark, extreme metal attitude with a dash of theatrical corpse paint and a blood-splattered logo. Sample lyric: âWe are the pain inside your head/We are the sorrow in your soul/We are the fire/We are the rusty nailsâ (Army Of Chaos). Drumming: A masterclass in death metal precision and power. Proof that Joey is back and blazing. Joey says: âSinsaenum is probably one of the most extreme and proficient bands I have ever been in. These guys are fucking on point at all times. Weâre a fucking army!â For fans of: Morbid Angel, Dimmu Borgir, Behemoth. Check out: Inverted Cross. Itâs blistering, heads-down death metal grandeur with anti-Christian lyrics, fret-melting solos and countless warped twists and turns.
Sin City
As well as making his comeback with Vimic, Joey Jordisonâs taken up the drum stool for death metal project Sinsaenum. Mastermind and Dragonforce bassist FrĂ©dĂ©ric Leclercq explains how it came thundering to life
Words: Dayal Patterson
While Vimic represents a beefed-up reboot of Scar The Martyr, Joeyâs also been behind the kit for a second, brand new band - Sinsaenum. The brainchild of Dragonforce bassist FrĂ©dĂ©ric Leclercq, itâs a more murky blend of death and black metal, featuring the twosome alongside some of the leading lights of the extreme scene, including dual vocals from Mayhemâs Attila Csihar and DĂ„Ă„thâs Sean Zatorsky. We asked FrĂ©dĂ©ric what the supergroup have planned for their dark future.
How did Sinsaenum first come about? FrĂ©dĂ©ric: âOh Christ, even I have trouble remembering when it started! I always wrote death metal songs. I started to write in 1998, then I was doing something else [he played in the French bands Memoria and Heavenly], and Iâm still doing something else, with Dragonforce. The first person I spoke to was StĂ©phane [Buriez, guitar] from Loudblast. It mustâve been in 2010 that we said, âLetâs really do something about it.ââ
How did Joey get involved? âI kept writing more songs, and one day in 2013 I got a text from Joey. We call each other âMorbid Angelâ â donât ask why â so the text said, âMorbid Angel, what you up to?â I was like, âWell, I just got back from tour⊠talking about Morbid Angel, I have these death metal songs.â He was like, âYou should send them to me!â Two days later, he came back like, âFuck yeah, thatâs really cool. Whoâs playing drums? I want to do it.â So I started to ask more people that I had in mind.â
How did you guys meet? âWe did the Mayhem tour together in the US, in 2008. One day drinking we were talking about death metal, and then we got to talking about it more and more. Thatâs how you get to know people â you find what you have in common. We had drinking and Morbid Angel.â
What about the other guys? âStĂ©phane Iâve known for 20 years. I played in a band in my hometown, Charleville-MĂ©ziĂšres, and we supported his band, Loudblast. They were a big influence, and the first death metal band I heard. We kept in touch because France is a small country when it comes to metal. With [bassist] Heimoth from [French black metal band] Seth, itâs the same â thereâs a small metal community. Dragonforce and Mayhem did a festival together, and Attila came onto the bus and said: âMy son is a fan and would love an autograph â by the way, Iâm the vocalist of Mayhem.â Heâs such a nice person â maybe you shouldnât write that, keep the mystery! Sean and I met when DĂ„Ă„th was opening for Dragonforce in 2009. I really liked his voice and his attitude.â
How much music was written before you started working with them? âWhen Joey sent that text, all the songs were half-written, because Iâve a tendency to write a song with just a verse and a chorus, maybe a mid-section, because I know the rest is in my head. So when he said, âIâm interested,â I was like, âOh shit, I have to finish the songs!â I sent out files, because it was clear that people trusted my âvisionâ. They didnât want to change too much. I had to finalise lyrics with Sean and Attila, and StĂ©phane contributed to the structure. Joey added some fills. I decided to make it a concept album using interludes like Tiamat, or Pestilence, or even Type O Negative did to create atmosphere, so I had to write those.â
What was it like working with your heroes? âI felt like a kid in a toy store! Being in a studio with Attila singing songs that I wrote, and saying, âOh, you should do this song like [Mayhemâs] De Mysteriis Dom Sathanas, and him being like, [adopts a Hungarian accent] âOK broâ, itâs like âFuck, this is happening!â I shouldnât sound so excited, âcause this is black and death metal, but I had a big smile during the whole process â we all did. On Army Of Chaos we have Schmier from Destruction and Mika and Mirai from Sigh. Mika and Mirai are good friends of mine and are doing the big choirs, the choruses⊠like Sepulturaâs Stronger Than Hate [from 1989âs Beneath The Remains]. I remember reading the booklet as a kid⊠they had the guys from Obituary and Atheist on it, and I was like, âFuck, thatâs cool.â And itâs Schmier whoâs singing on the last pre-chorus.
Did Joeyâs health battles affect Sinsaenum? âNot at all. He speaks about it way better than I, so I wonât comment on that. Iâve kept away from all the troubles. I was like, âIâm a friend. If you want to talk, Iâll listen, but I just want to make sure youâre happy.â As far as health problems, he was fine â he killed the drums. I donât know how he did it, but he said, âDude, Iâm on fire.â He was angry, I guess.â
Will Sinsaenum tour? âItâs definitely something we want to do, but thereâs no rush. I want to do everything the same way I lived it as a kid. These bands I loved, I loved their albums, but I didnât see them live for a long time and it didnât bother me. I want people to digest the album â thereâs a lot of information on there. Plus, weâre all busy; itâs difficult to get us all in a room. We rehearsed before doing the videos, and being in the same room, it was like, âFucking hell.ââ
Whatâs happening with Dragonforce right now? âWeâre doing summer festivals and writing the new album that will come out next year, so I have to juggle between doing Sinsaenum stuff and writing and recording with Dragonforce. So my head is about to explode, but thatâs fine!â
What do you get from Sinsaenum that you donât get with Dragonforce? âThis is really the music I love. I like Dragonforce stuff, and I write more of it now, but sometimes I donât agree with all the decisions. With Sinsaenum, from A to Z it is exactly what I want. I guess itâs my baby. It gives me a way to express the dark side of myself and show it to people â if they care or not, thatâs another issue!â
Sinsaenum release Echoes Of The Tortured on July 29 via EarmusicÂ
#after ten thousand years here it is#if you want anything else from this issue scanned just lemme know (there's already a couple other pages in the google drive folder)#joey jordison#sinsaenum#vimic#slipknot#metal hammer 285 aug 16#those photos with the black stuff dripping down his face are truly egregious i am incredibly gay why would metal hammer do this to me#why not give us pictures of all the cats huh??#like yaknow instead of his leg with all the stitches. the other four cats. just sayin#fred is so ae;gihas;kdf;h#interview
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cat who can pick any card from a pack vs cat who cheats at cards: the poker game of the century
concept by my dear friend @sumquiasum
(ID in alt)
#cats#cats the musical#cats musical#cats fanart#mistoffelees#mister mistoffelees#mr mistoffelees#macavity#macavity the mystery cat#i like to imagine the jellicles collectively agreed to let macavity into the junkyard just this once#so that misto could out-cheat him at poker#not pictured: all of the other cats just out of frame watching and cheering for misto#mungojerrie and rumpleteazer are trying to run a betting pool without munkustrap noticing#(i don't know what cats would bet. i guess cat treats)#sorry that this is the first time i've drawn macavity and you can't see his face lmao#i did do a sketch of him in preparation for this. so i can post that if you wanna see
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sneeping with his legs up over his head for some reason... weird boye
#cats#love the second picture... skrungly sleepy well rested boye face...#since he's an elderly boy now sometimes when he wakes up from a nap he looks a bit scruffy and squinty eyed#Hard to beleive he's like 15 though.. he still looks like a kitten to me.. due to his giant round creature eyes and childlike demeanor#I think it's interesting that like... baby cats are babies. kittens are kittens. and you can tell a cat is like 'young adult' phase#looking from like a few months to maybe 1yr or 2yrs.. but after that they just always look the same to me#a 5 yr old cat is a 10 yr old cat is a 15 year old cat. unless the cat in question is particulalry aged or youthful#I still have so so little energy... it's been icy here this week. like not even FUN but just scary icy even thoguh i lOOOVE the cold#and its my favorite weather. I think it'd be okay actually if I had a woodburning stove/fireplace/hearth thing. literally thats my only#concern with the power going out. I genuinely don't mind stuff like having to go to the bathroom in buckets or cook over a fire or do other#less conveninet things. Its just that if eveyrhtng is electric then you have no way to cook and all of that. well.. and I literally need#background noise to go to sleep lest my ocd sprials become so loud I am slowly driven into maddness.. but a few battery packs or something#and a phone with one downloaded video I could play on repeat is fine for that. I dont need internet. ANYWAY.. so so sad that my fav#orite season ever (winter) is here. and the first cold of the winter is like... just an ice storm that you cant even walk in. I#love like 4 feet of snow where you can play in it and stuff. But just a thin flat sheet of a few inches of ice over every imaginable surfac#is not really playable. the wind speeds are so high and so many trees fall it's actually not that safe to go hang out outside anyway unless#you were in a totally clear open field. which is SAD also because i love ice and high winds. i love to stand out there and get whipped in t#he face with ice crystals and feel like I'm in some dramatic movie or something. but alas.. the threat of being attacked by a falling tree.#I did go out some but again it's like. literallyyou cant walk on it. so I just squatted and dragged myself along the ground lol#One of my stories has a whole section where the main characters are trapped in a deadly cold environment for a week and have to use magic#to survive and etc. etc. so I'm always like.. ouuu.. I should go in the ice.. it's Writing Research actually.. *foolishly gets frostbite*#THOUGH yesterday I went on a harrowing evil journey down a bunch of icy hilly roads to go check on some person's cat because the cat#had been left in the house for like 5 days at that point with nobody to check on them and nobody else seemed to want to do anything#about it (like call all of the neighbors or try to get someone out there) so I just went myself with a roommate who agreed to drive me.#It seemed acting totally normal and I gave it more food and water but.. I am still worried about it.. Apparently the person will be able#to get back to their house tomorrow but.. I dont trust them. But I couldnt take the cat with me because it's like.. a stranger's cat#basically and also no carrier + very skittish.. so I feared if I just tried to carry them bare handed they'd definitely leap from my grasp#and then it'd be like.. sliding on a sheet of ice chasing a cat and so on.. I still think they need to be watched for health issues tho >:|#ANYWAY.... many cat adventures lately... and strange weather... I wish for a normal week without always so many Things Happening.. augh
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Ventress is really enjoying being the master for once huh. she finds an untrained clueless young force sensitive and immediately goes full Yoda mode with the balance-stuff-on-your-head test and accompanying cryptic commentary
and it's even funnier when you remember that qui gon in TPM checked anakin's midichlorians with basically a covid rapid test
#star wars#tbb#tbb s3#tbb spoilers#the bad batch#asajj ventress#tbb omega#redbean talks#is ahsoka literally the only post-empire master/master adjacent trying to follow somewhat of a normal curriculum#what with the anakin training vids and all?#and then kanan's over there teaching ezra to use the force by throwing empty milk cartons at him on top of the ship#or throwing rocks at cats until ezra learns force empathy (to get the cats to stop attacking his face)#and ventress goes out to 'train' omega and accidentally summons a giant cuttlefish kraken thing#and then shes just like 'hm i did. not mean to do that. oh well this is a lesson now watch and learn'#stuff to draw#at first i wasnt sure abt force sensitive omega#but. since ventress is in the picture i will accept nightsister-trained force sensitive omega#basically like ventress' version of whatever maul was doing with ezra#she already has the green crossbow (and before that hte purple energy bow)!
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"You're pretty new at this whole relationship thing, huh?"
"... Yeah."
#outer range s2#outer range s2 spoilers#outer range 02x01#maria olivares#rhett abbott#isabel arraiza#lewis pullman#rhett x maria#um... idk i love them#but why would they do this to me? it's gonna sting so much when they break up#her teasing him is my favorite thing#but also her calling him ''wonderful''? my god the squeal i let out...#the smallest little smile and the way he looked at her before he said ''good'' after she said she likes how she feels when she's with him?!#now i'm rhett going ''don't do this'' but instead of with his truck it's with the show#my biggest gripe is that she doesn't help him that much with his broken arm... except maybe to help him shower? /hj#i get why he was the one to get the snacks... it was for the impact of the scene but still#it's great to see them laughing and smiling so much! love that!#i think she smiled at least once while her poor boyfriend was getting freaked out by cats#he could not keep a straight face for that long after saying ''what does that leave me?''#i wonder what he was gonna say before she said she liked how she feels when she's with him... was he giving her an out?#he has NOTHING pleasant to say about her not even a ''thank you'' after being called wonderful smh /j#tw: food?#my girl didn't even say ''bless you'' when he starting sneezing :(#i switched the last picture because i like the way they were smiling at each other when he got onto the bed#after maria laughs in the car after the buffalo run past them i think i can hear the lowest ''so are we-'' or ''sorry''?#and i think that may be because lew thought isa broke character?? but i'm not too sure... maybe it's rhett apologizing#but idk? maybe it's just rhett saying sorry because he felt self-conscious about maybe sounding stupid... or maybe i'm just hearing things#i think the way he even said ''okay'' after she took all the snacks was similar to the way she said it before she grabbed the snacks#look i understand not getting a shower scene but they truly robbed me of seeing rhett and maria with wet hair...#just another little nitpick but i think the ''i like who i am when i'm with you'' would hit harder if we saw maria in scenes without rhett
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early morning wasp adventures. what a cutie!
#it flew in while i was trying to get out to my patio so i could check my laundry đ#took forever to catch it between it freaking out and cats trying to eat it#i only kept it under the glass for a couple minutes i just wanted pictures of its cute face#but it was pretty fucking mad about being put in a cup so i had a hard time getting many decent ones#successfully put it back outside tho and it seemed fine despite all the batting around it received from my cats#hope it has a nice wasp-y day#turnip#bugs
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State of Love and Trust
#tried to make her look like a kitty cat. When you take a picture too close to their little faces#lain iwakura#serial experiments lain#art#digital art#artwork#fanart#my art#weirdcore#digital painting#the wired#90s anime#lets all love lain#lain#yoshitoshi abe#cyberpunk#cybercore#internetcore#old internet#computer aesthetic#webcore#sel
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morninâ bum đ©¶
#Iâd like to say she gets this way cus sheâs hungry#in my face purring and all snuggly#but she already ate#and#this is how she is most mornings#she has a weird habit of laying by my chest#and putting her paw on the night stand#sheâs a cutie pls#anywho#my cats arenât always super affectionate#any other time#and when they want attention they make it known#especially kitten in the morning hours#wouldnât trade this for the world#luv my bug#mine#cats#enjoy the grainy ass pictures lol
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we went to iceland!
#it was our 5th year anniversary trip. yes we went the first week of october yes i am posting this more than a month later this is bc im#allergic to social media and will forget for weeks on end. it is a miracle this is getting posted at all.#anyways!! iceland is the most beautiful country ive ever been to. literally in love. incredible time. most of these are from reykjavik#proper. top left is the view right across from our hotel (haunts me still I Miss Her). middle is black sand beach. top middle is me and my#most beautiful wife who didnt like her face in this so she is instead a heart (tragic bc i looked amazing in this set).#pls know that every picture that i will be posting my wife took bc she is a camera GODDESS (all from her phone bc she does hard mode). dont#ever make the mistake of thinking i am posting my pics i cannot take them and they always come out blurry#everyone *suffered* with my snapchats and then i went and posted the Good Ones#we did an escape room in reykjavik too--mafia-themed it was great--and walked all over and ate a great deal and saw so very many cats. huge#fan of all the cats.#prepare for spam#iceland trip#mine.txt#my face#i think is my tag?#i reach for you in the night
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Some possible* Tala stickers :D (Patreon)
#My art#Original#Tala#*I'm more just playing around with the idea of making some - personal stickers!#I mean I'm the biggest Tala fan anyway it's fine if it's for an audience of one lol#I finally got my hands on some sticker paper a bit back now it's just a matter of getting them the size I want and finding a good printer!#Ours is uh....well just don't look too closely at some of the greyscale pages I've posted they leave a bit to be desired lol#And that's just black and white I'm a little concerned what it'd do to pictures! :'D#Though I say that but it did print the art from Roundabout quite nicely so hmm! Maybe! But I do have other avenues if I want them :)#It's nice to have options!#For the time being they're just cute little guys of one of my cute little guys! :D In her doggy form and specifically her plush puppy form âȘ#I really have been enjoying adding to her physical accessories haha - she's always got her little gold stitch/scar#And then her first accessory being the bracelet - and then her face mask - and now her ribbon! :D It's all very cute she's very cute#She's also good feral practice since I'm still not very good at drawing dogs or cats or the like :'D#I used references for that first one! Wowie!#I'm a fan of how she turned out overall :) I can still see some work I'd like to improve for her back legs but other than that :D#Baring her little teefsies hehe she's so scary â„#My love of drawing plushies rears its head again - she is added to the list! No soft shading or lighting like MewTwo tho that's alright#The stitches are the really important part :) I like them!#I wish she could sit like that irl haha she's actually very stable to stand! A little awkward to sit#And finally a cutesy cartoony one :D She doesn't have paw beans irl either but come on I had to!#I debated whether they'd be pink or brown but I think I'm happiest keeping her palette simple :)#She's so cute <3
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Attempted to do a photoshoot for the one and only cosplay I'll probably ever do and. These are the only pictures I got that matter
#there were a lot of blurrier ones that were completely incomprehensible lmao#i did also get some decent serious ones but. idk if i'll post them/might save them for halloween or something. we'll see#i dont like taking pics of myself and i dont like sharing my face on the internet. it just so happens this particular character has bangs#and also sunglasses so it works out#nicholas d wolfwood#cosplay#trigun#rosie posting#cats of tumblr#i love my girl so so much. but lord she love gettin all in my business when im tryna do shit ykwim#taking pictures or drawing or whatever tf. it dont matter. she must be in the way <3#i went to put my clothes away and like. sure it's a relatively cheap suit but it still cost a good amount#and this goddamn cat is swiping and pouncing on my clothes as im tryna put em away like đđđđ GIRL#anyway pretend ww has uhh curly hair. and literally no jawline. and also a normal/fat waist. and a thick ass neck jesus lordt#that's what my ww looks like <3 sowwy that's just how im built lmao#oh and the wrong nose. i have the wrong nose for every anime character đ#bitch ass half white half pinoy got me out here lookin like a gotdamned Freak lol <3#the absurd amount of cookies in the past week probs hasnt been helping#i live alone and shit's hard yo đđ#this also means i took all my goddamn photos myself and thus. the excessive cat bombing <3
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What greater gift than the love of a cat?
#my favorite picture with my baby#Iâve been looking at her pictures all night#trying not to cry#me#bringing back the oldies#cat face
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If that isnât Simon and Spectre than I donât know
https://www.instagram.com/reel/C2yLtANRV16/?igsh=ZnFleHo5NnYwajg=
It absolutely is, anon!
And then his grand-kittens are born and he becomes the new cat tree. Spectre is busy doing her thing, Pup thinks it's some kind of game and keeps trying to lick his face and play, and the kittens are climbing all over his back. Simon gives up after a while and becomes resigned to his fate lol.
Just another chaotic day in the Riley household.
#call of duty#call of duty modern dadfare.#call of duty modern warfare#simon ghost riley#fur dad!simon#simon laying in bed and the cats are all over his neck face and head cuddled up or making biscuits.#pup is asleep at the end of bed and nestled against his leg.#you think it's sooo cute the way your fur-babies love their papa and take a picture and send it to the boys.#soap and gaz give Simon shit afterwards though lmaoo
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