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A pair of eyes I drew for fun. Just experimenting with details n such y'know.
I like finding fun things to add to my style and try to see what fits.
Btw I'm sorry if I sometimes post a lot of ghøstkid related things I'm just a little obsessed y'know. I always post my fan work even if it's my silliest doodles or genuine hard work. I'll probably work on something cooler later but here have this in the meantime.
#i enjoy having a bit of fun with my style y'know#always wanting to know what fun little things to add#anyways let me know what y'all think!#art#my art#digital art#doodle#do i even properly tag this lol#i sometimes feel bad for constantly posting in the gk tag y'know but i mean i just like showing my fan work#and idk if even properly counts for it#y'know what fuck it#ghøstkid#sorry I'm sorta having a moment rn and mentally my brain is all over the place
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YOU ARE SUPER COOL AND BIG BRAINED AND YOUR ART MAKES ME A LITTLE FERAL. thank you for feeding us and don’t forget to rest + drink water + and do something that makes you feel happy :))
Thank you! -- And cap, I'm actually very, indubitably, dumb.
#messyr#anon i cant even count properly nor read long ass paragraphs without the trouble of processing a single sentence bROO IDK HOW IM IN COLLEGE
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i didnt say it properly before but god you dont know how happy i am that [synth shenanigans] made a return like dude i put that as my name for a reason like DUDE it came BACK after so fuckin LONG MAN
funky banger synths my beloved....
#yellow emoji with hands in air#god. i just fuckin love synths man#TEASED IT IN KK CRUISIN & KJ CRUSHIN WITH THE OTHER SHENANIGANS#moss post#chonny jash#i just. augh#count eleven is so pretty#idk how to properly state it but like#augh#especially when the main melody plays again in that end part of it#both the intense & the died down part#the louder part invokes such a feeling#like that hit part#feels such like a happy “ive done it” kinda thing ig?#and the melody changed ending with a high note#bro.#the amp noises before the whole thing starts too#then that whole riff....GOD#music scientifically made to fuck up my brain#genuinely so happy its returned#i shouldn't be this happy over text but like COME ON MAN#LITERALLY MADE IT MY NAME#my god do those synths be shenaniganing#this stupid line of text had such a lovely musically return#like the music itself feels so. perfect for it ig? idk#im not even talking about the actual lyrics help#those are so fuckin good too#augh. count eleven my beloved#you were made to ruin me
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I get hating certain political systems and trying to abolish totalitarian regimes but at the same time many of them are so interwoven with our history and society they have become tropes and when I consume media with a setting where the monarchy is absolute and revered then I am playing my part and sucking that princeling off
#litchi.txt#there are games that address this kinda stuff! and thats good! its good that there are games talking about how this is bad!#but at the same time when I go into a game knowing I will be the prince's sword and shield I dont expect the game to be anti-monarchy#despite having pretty strong opinions on many a thing I tend to put most of them away the moment I engage with media#imperialism bad. monarchy bad. doesnt mean I cant enjoy roleplaying in a game where I help these systems#because guess what its fictional and not everything needs to be a strong statement about politics#sometimes we just... wanna vibe with a setting#I am so very thoroughly exhausted from the politics in this country and where things are going I just kinda need that no brainer gameplay#even if it means working as the secret police for an emperor#even if it means replacing one dictator with another#because its still a game#a lot of people talk about imperialism-monarchy-colonialism with these things because they are a big issue even today#and they are important to talk about!! in real world!!#but I rarely see people be this upset about like religion etc which like. thats also a massive problem.#idk Im just tired of trying to look at fanart of all my fantasy medieval games and people being upset that the games#are not super anti-monarchy despite the marketing being literally 'you are the emperor's bestie. you help him out and go on a quest.'#'your quest is to manipulate local government to support the emperor and do his bidding'#like idk how That is supposed to be a game that addresses it properly#and maybe it does but ig since the MC doesnt look at the player and go REMEMBER KIDS! THIS IS EVIL AND BAD AND WHY MONARCHY SUCKS#it doesnt count??? I guess???
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five stages of grief but it’s five stages of social anxiety
#walk with me#this morning i got a bouquet delivered to me at work randomly out of nowhere#the note basically said that i could count of the person even if for just some words of advice or a gesture that could make me laugh or mad#count on the person**#i immediately knew it’s from one of my coworkers and ngl i have a very charged?? relationship with them#in the sense that it’s very intense and we can be laughing joking and teasing or we can be really angry and pissed with each other#it can have very extreme emotions even if we just chill most of the time#idk why i think this whole year i’ve been leaning on them more?? and we started texting more often too#so we’ve been more properly friends lately#and for one i was SO EMBARRASSED for getting flowers bc my coworkers tease the shit out of everyone myself included and i’m not used to#gestures like that so obviously they were on my ass all day about it#and everyone asked about them and it’s EMBARRASSING to get that much attention#(me: i wanna be a singer / also me: can’t stand to be the center of attention)#anyway the person that sent them avoided me yesterday out of nowhere??? idk if they thought i was mad bc i didn’t reply to their texts all#weekend but i literally never reply to anyone and pms was a bitch and i just wanted to be alone#so they didn’t talk to me on monday i was mostly just working listening to music bc i was still emotional whatever#and today i did talk to my other coworkers bc it’s the day when my favorite coworker comes in and i talk to them a lot so i engaged more#and they were still ignoring me and then the flowers came in and we didn’t say a single word to each other today we just texted#they told me they sent them and that ‘they forgot’ what they sent and that it was just meant to be a nice gesture#and that bc they wanted to ‘surprise’ me and make me feel better bc i said i was sad at one point?? idek#i literally just want to tell them I HAD PMS ITS FINE I FEEL SUICIDAL ALL THE TIME and move on#bc now i’m second guessing everything they’re saying bc i thought we were friends and there’s no reason why friends can’t send each other#flowers or whatever but they’ve been avoiding me and then they keep answering my texts really weirdly and i always misinterpret flirting bc#i’m never outright romantic with anyone?? plus we’re FRIENDS i should have no reason to think that’s changed#but they’re being so weird and why get me FLOWERS??? idk get me a chocolate or a coffee i don’t NEED flowers#and then i said it was random to give me flowers out of nowhere and they’re like no it’s serious bro what’s serious??????#your feelings towards me?? or just your will to cheer me up???#if they don’t reply straight up in their next texts i’m gonna flat out say but it was a platonic gesture right???#so yeah i’m overthink getting flowers bc what’s the social code for that and what is one supposed to do when they get flowers from a friend#delivered to their joint workplace where everyone can see them and think they’re from a partner or something
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assorted dunmeshis‼️‼️💥
(closeups under cut)
#chilchuck you are so funny to me ily#AND FALIN ?? IDK her clothes r so pretty(+so is she)#her robe is such a pretty colour i love it#wouldve drawn chimera falin however im like. the opposite of laios#yk how he drew falin as like. detailed bird shitty person. im the opposite#dont ask me to draw bird unless its been cooked#speaking of cooking. that meal in the corner is probably one of my favourite in the series overall#treasure bug crackers are also up there(do they count as a meal?? or a snack)#i would LOVE to eat treasure bugs are you shitting me that seems amazing#anyways like many other dunmeshi fans i now have a senshi in the mind reminding me to eat and encouraging me to cook more#ALSO. okay so i knew chilchuck was like what. 3'7“? however i dont live in the united states of freedom so feet n inches mean nothing to me#BUT THATS LIKE. 110CM#HES LIKE. ONE OF MY ARMS AND A HALF TALL#HES SO SMALL I LITERALLY STOOD UP AND MARKED OUT A LINE ON MY WALL AT 110 CM JUST TO SEE#AND IM LOOKING STRAIGHT FUCKING DOWN#IM NOT EVEN LIKE MASSIVELY TALL IM 168CM BUT LIKE#its so bad literally how do any of the (VERY TALL??) members of the party look at him properly#hes so fucking funny hes divorced hes a girldad#perfect character we stan a short king#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi fanart#falin touden#laios touden#senshi dungeon meshi#chilchuck tims#izutsumi#marcille donato#apple fuckin doodles#i love this show/manga/series/whtv so much thank you ryoko kui
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Sier? I haven’t even met her! Laugh.
#keese draws#oc art#oc#ocs#eternal gales#today has been a shit day but Im feeling a bit better now that I’ve drawn sier#long story short one of my friends is being harassed by their ex#so I’ve been in a blinding rage all day and combined with me not getting enough sleep and cleaning all day today quite sucked#but hey. I drew sier and made them a new mini ref so that’s gotta count for something#but yeah sier my beloved I’ve been thinking abt them all day they’re just so cute and I love drawing them#I forgive them for being a human character they’re silly and have shapes#I now have only 4 eg refs to go I think? which is honestly a lot closer than I thought I was I thought this was gonna be another year of#last minute refs for artfight and some that don’t get remade but honestly this is super doable#rly the only big problem is going to be fydd since it’s been so long since I’ve drawn him properly#the other three are just dodie tali and bloom which shouldn’t be too bad at all#now idk if the icons are happening but it’s definitely feeling a lot more doable now so idk maybe I’ll get to some of them#key word maybe I make no promises#thankfully I don’t rly have any other ocs that I feel pressed to make new refs for so I can take it easy leading up to artfight this year#I’d like to get some of them icons but that’s not necessary#hopefully sier will get drawn this year she hasn’t been attacked since her old design from years ago lol#but sier is also a character I’ve gotten other pieces of art of over the years so I won’t be heartbroken if they keep getting ignored lol#I don’t rly know who I’d like to see attacked most tbh#obviously I’m always happy to see art of any of my ocs but usually I do have a preference#so Im excited to see who gets attacked even if it’s only a few of them#I’m willing to bet teke will get at least one attack I believe in him#hopefully teka gets drawn too I love her dearly as well#anyways shower time and then sleep time gn gamers
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spider season has begun -_-
#and it has started off with a failed attempt at killing one so. not a good omen for the season#i was in a hurry bc parents were waiting for me and i saw a spider and didnt have paper and cup nearby#had to kill it. did not hit it properly w show. spider fell under the heat vent. guilt ensues despite not actually killing it#now theres a spider alive in the house that i Know about and cannot reach nor find again. ack.#and i have to feel awful for even attempting to kill it fjdkdl if parents were not yelling at me already I would've caught it instead#AUGH.#at least i got to see an eagle outside in their nest and hear it calling .... maybe that evens out the bad omen ...#(i tell myself omens are not real but i cannot believe logic unfortunately bc my brain is convinced otherwise fhfkdl)#idk what to do to offset the attempted killing fhdkdl like... theres nothing i can do to HELP spiders so ...#im just permanently in the red in the spider records i guess#urrgrgrhh bad start to the season#i dont count the previous two spiders that I saw all in one day as the beginning bc the weather was still wintery at that point#NOW its the beginning of the season#pippen needs 2nd breakfast#spider tw#spiders tw
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manifesting childe in 4.2 (since his reruns were in 3.2, 2.2) and the strength to not roll for anything until then
#genshin impact#childe#tartaglia#nahida stole my last few primogems on her way out and didne even come home >:( thief!!!!#its okay though i have the newbie buff#basically everything is unexplored and i havent even finished the inazuma archon quest yet#i hear youre guaranteed to get the featured 5 star at 180 pulls?#lets do some maths here#each version lasts for 5-6 weeks#and its 6 versions till 4.2 since were currently in 3.6#that means its 30-36 weeks#which means i will make 12k primos from daily commissions till then#im not sure how often events run but lets say its one even every two versions and each event gives 2k primos#which adds 4k primos to our pile#thats halfway there#im gonna need to make the rest with my newbie rewards#oh wait forgot about abyss#idk if i should count it though i cant even clear floor 4 properly lol#lets say i get 200 primos from there each reset#thats another 3k primos#so were at 19k primos#this is doable#i can do it besties!!!#how funny would it be if i do manage to get childe and i fucking hate his weird gameplay lmao
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I hate when twitch streamers are asked for streaming advice and they start talking about how you'll never get big ever and you need to have the 'right' reasons to get into it... like yeah the chances of blowing up are slim and if you're only thinking about getting views fast you'll probably get disappointed/bitter, but like why do so many streamers immediately go to the most negative 'advice' and don't try to encourage people at all? Streaming should be fun! You wanna start streaming? Go do it!! Don't put all your money into it and abandon everything on the small chance you'll get big of course, but if you wanna try it then try it! I'm sure when they give that advice they're trying to be realistic, but honestly it's just overly negative and turns that small chance of making it a job into a 0% chance because it's discouraging ppl from trying at all...
#chernikocore#i heard it hours ago and im still thinking about it orz#idk man theres 0 benefit to being so depressing and negative in response to someone wanting to learn#and like just cause someone's asking for advice doesnt mean they wanna get huge maybe they just wanna have fun but still do it properly#anyway heres some basic advice from someone who doesn't stream:#if you're not sure what equipment is best focus on getting a better mic than any other thing like camera or keyboard or whatever#if youre wanting to make it into a job try doing it casually for fun first to see how you feel before you start a strict schedule#if you've got any friends available to be mods or even just pop in your streams sometimes PLEASE ask them#cause you'll have to pay real mods and having friends in chat boosts ur view count which helps randos find ur account#and ofcourse have fun ☆#if any of you start streaming you better tell me so i can watch >:O
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Komi can’t communicate hits a little bit too close to home
#im watching the kyoto trip episode and god did i feel like that every single day of my life#im not even a second choice ik for a fact ppl were disappointed to be paired with me#I remember clear as day when one of my classmates asked the teacher why she was stuck with the weirdo#in my case its not just my imagination i faced sm rejection without even trying to approach ppl#when i was a scout girl i was always with the other girls of my age group and one day they asked me why im following them#i couldnt even cry bc there was no place where i could have privacy on that day#and these are my most vivid memories from my middle school years!#i started hating myself and life as soon as i stepped into that school#before that some ppl would dislike me bc i was a foreigner but then i had other friends i could count on#in middle school I literally had no one#i was weird chubby ugly had extreme social anxiety and didnt even answer ppls questions#life was torture#only two very sweet girls accepted me into their group and i would hang out with them sometimes i was so glad i could hang out with someone#during lunch break or whatever#idk why i went on this tangent!!! but yeah this show is bringing back some stuff man#every scene im like same komi same!!!#now im not super popular or anything but im surrounded by nice ppl who care about me and i love spending time with them even though#sometime i still feel that i cant communicate properly😭#anyways#social anxiety girlies it does get better at some point#i even have the best bf in the world now! before I thought id die alone fr#im not trying to make 100 friends like komi tho i feel like the ones i have are good for now#hfkskg
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#tag talk#was talking with my brother about being plural and like. I'm kinda the tough rough protector cliche one#and I was talking about wanting my other half to be happy and he hit me with something I'm still mulling over.#he was like “you talk a lot about wanting her to be happy. does she want you to be happy?”#and like. chat words cannot describe how much that threw me. it's my job to take the blows. to front when we're in danger and in pain.#I don't think she gives a shit whether I'm happy. she hasn't learned to care about me as a separate person.#I care about her because that's my job. I'm the fucking trauma alter or whatever. but she doesn't care back.#and we really need to have this talk once she's back. she's asleep right now cause we've been having real bad migraine and I've been dealing#but once things aren't so bad we need to have a fucking talk#I'm not happy being restricted to a relationship I'm not interested in. I don't want to date our partner and that's whatever#but I can't even go out and get fucked properly because even though *I'm* not in a relationship my second half is.#like. goofy ah situation where two people live in a single body so one of them is celibate in order to keep the other one monogamous#like. how the fuck do I do this? if he calls me babe or baby or my love one more time I'm gonna kill us both I hate it.#she likes words of endearment like that and I would rather die. she likes kissing him but I don't like kissing anyone in general#and this whole time I've been expected to just go along with everything because she just bulldozes me out of the way.#I tried to break up with him and she took over the next day and got us right back together again with apologies and letters#because she's genuinely emotionally happy with him and I'm happy for her because I do care.#but I'm not happy with the situation and I don't think she actually cares that I'm not happy. she's caught up in her own shit#and I'll admit I do like him. the partner. we communicate really well and we kinda click yaknow?#and I really do want to keep him as a friend long term#but I can't fucking do this I'm not monogamous I just wanna go get fucked good and rough and he's insufficient for that#one of these years I want to go to Folsom Street Fair. I've read a ton about it and it looks so fun.#I just wanna be sexually liberated and unfortunately I'm stuck in this body with a hopeless romantic#anyway. we've got a lot to sort out here.#I just. she does care but she gets so caught up in her own shit that she forgets to consider other people.#and weirdly enough I count as other people even though we're kinda(?) the same person#pretty similar music tastes. relatively similar fashion styles. same body and same childhood goes far in making you similar people#and yeah. I'm aware she's the more developed one. I don't get nearly as much screen time as she does. but I'm making up for lost time#idk. if I'm stuck here I may as well make the most of it.#also wanna know something funny? I think I'm the one who's tried to kill us every time. no way she ever had the guts to do it.
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ignore how many WIPs i have going on shush shush
tmph one year old okay?
[making a piece for each song on its release date, this one his Grew On Me's messy sketch of it :} might post the others wips too]
#atlas art wips#i love this outift so much im so sad he never wore it again#especially with a better camera so i can actually see how the outfit looks properly#cos i THINK theres a texture thing on the crop top?? also the skirt kinda just looks like a long sleeve shirt tide around his waist#idk the ref photos are like 10 PIXELS#either way the outfit looks very cool. lighting & flipped hair are a nice touch to it#outfits a sick vibe alright ? lemme rant about it#heh. sick. grew on me. im funny#anyway#cj pls wear this fit again. even for just like 5 frames. i just need ONE clear image#its. as the kids say. such a slay.#anyway. i love grew on me#this was just a reason to rant about grew on me#its so so good#i like the og but cjs is just a diff vibe yk#can just sit there & stare at the wall/ceiling an just vibe#thats why its at 1055 plays.... jeez#thats not even my number 1 played cj song help#it IS 3rd tho#fif is my top one :}#dtip being 2nd#OH YEAH! I just hit 1000 on SUYS too#i like music can you tell?#if an interest of mine has banger music i WILL be more into it#if that interest IS music? lord fears my contestant mental flow. or lack there of#almost 2 years bby i am DOOMED to listen for an eternity#its 2:30am so im ranting inane nonsense again apologies#i like grew on me :}#moss rants#might as well count
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And if I say this is what my wips are like
(Is that good advertisement? Does it make you want to read them? I will try to hurry up in finishing them. They're both much longer than I anticipated but one is like 6 chapters and the other... Hmmm (I've recently finished chapter 9, and have scenes written that could end up in chapters like 10-12 but then the aftermath of that will probably be one or two more chapters... but if I can, I'll smash chapters together like chapters 1 & 2 together will be chapter 1, it messes with my advertisement plan but that's a bonus project anyway and I'll worry about it later) maybe 14 maybe 7 chapters. Both of them started as one shots tho. Granted, the second one I'm talking about was supposed to be a long one shot, it's still too long to be a one-shot now)
#not gonna tag this properly#i don't want to be precieved but the fanbase too much this time or how can I post these anonymously later#I'm unoriginal tho#My wips are very different from each other tho#Even if that's a core... point(? Idk the word) in them#There's a third one that that can add to that count but that one I already know would be longer than both of these & its a bit more complex#So there's a pin in it for now#lol this has been in my drafts since 2 days after that was twted
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I really need three days off in a week bc between plans with friends and family obligations I have absolutely no time to relax
#I don’t count it as a day off unless I don’t go anywhere or see anyone#day off means locked in my apartment. alone. staring at the wall and talking to myself for hours#I have to go to grandma’s tomorrow bc I always see her once a week#and she made me borsch. I can’t just skip out on borsch#and then I promised my friends I’d go ice skating with them on Sunday#idk why I agreed#I’ve never even seen a pair of skates in real life before#I can’t work properly when I’ve got two feet on the ground. let alone when skates and ice are involved#it’s gonna end so badly I can already tell#a long time ago a friend tried to teach me to rollerblade#I couldn’t even get off the floor after putting the rollerblades on#I am absolutely not cut out for stuff like this#no sense of balance. whatsoever#it’s gonna be miserable for everyone involved bc I’ll spend the entire trying not to fall#and my friends will spend the entire time helping me not fall#I really shouldn’t have agreed. I never even wanted to go. but I’ve never taken part in any winter activity. ever#ice skating. skiing. snowboarding. snowball fights. building a snowman. none of it#and my friend had three passes left to a rink by her house#I have to go#I literally can’t cancel#but I have so much shit happening next week and I really need a day off to just sit and process it all#right now I’m actively ignoring everything coming up bc if I think about it I will sob my eyes out#and I already do that enough. and I can’t sleep after I cry and I’ve been sleep deprived for months#god.. how will I ever make it through life if I can’t even handle going out with friends on a weekend and one single mock exam??#life’s really hammering in that I’m all grown up now huh#okay. no. nope. not gonna go there. not gonna cry tonight. I can’t keep crying all the time it’s not good for me#I swear I didn’t cry this much when I was actively depressed and suicidal. and it’s not those cleansing cries either#I always feel like shit afterwards. but what can you do. I just have to get it together and stop whining#I made a commitment. now I have to follow through. like the adult I almost am. no more complaining#I’m done
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fraldarius fsaturday :3
#feposting#barely. but im counting it#deertalking#sorry i thought abt glenns letter in hopes again and then i thought abt the shield of faerghus and loog and kyphon and well. you know#smth abt how glenn and rodrigue end up in AM and how felix reflects them#and then nonrecruited felix and rodrigue in CF??? LIKE#AND THEN. in hopes if u play the evil version of AG like i did. felix has that line#‘i don’t think they would begrudge us a few tears tonight’#like idk man im not conveying what i’m thinking properly but the fraldariuses……..#yknow.#ALL doomed to die by their bloodline….. literally destined to be protectors…….. even felix can’t escape it bc as much as he hates chivalry#he is inescapably loyal to the point where if he doesn’t follow his allegiance to dimitri he becomes exactly what he hates abt him#bc him and dimitri are both nothing if not desperate to be useful and skilled and good etc#idk it’s making me crazy thinking abt his nonrecruited CF death vs his recruited CF end card. like which would he rlly prefer in the end#anyway#i think i’m really just talking about felix’s hypocrisy (affectionate) again but it’s SO GOOD so who can blame me
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