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tshirt that says NO LIVE ORGANISM CAN CONTINUE FOR LONG TO EXIST SANELY UNDER CONDITIONS OF ABSOLUTE REALITY
#i literally JUST finished hill house a few days ago and i already want to reread. Badly. it's sooo so so soo sooooooooo good <33333!!!!!#also completely enamored by shirley jackson's writing style i NEED to read everything she has written ever like right now..#opening lines of ALL TIME btw 👆❗❗❗#r.txt#the haunting of hill house#ALSO i've seen commentary videos on the tv show they made of hill house but from what i remember of it it's SO different from the book???#i think they were all siblings in the show which is??????? like why would you change that part?? i love sibling relationships as much as the#next guy but i feel like the fact that none of them knew each other was such an essential part of the story like why would u change it....#also eleanor was like. an entirely different character who was also already dead in the show i believe??? and dr. montague doesn't exist??#hill house could've been really good as a show idk why they changed it up like that...like was the original story not interesting enough for#you or something?? WHO decided to make that change i just wanna talk 🤨
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("Always. Continuously. With increasing apprehension, and decreasing hope. I will love you if I never see you again, and I will love you if I see you every Tuesday. I will love you as a corpse loves the beak of the vulture. I will love you no matter what happens to you, and no matter how I discover what happens to you, and no matter what happens to me as I discover this." -- paraphrased from The Beatrice Letters, Lemony Snicket)
#svsss#bingqiu#luo binghe#shen qingqiu#lbh#sqq#i've been working through the series of unfortunate events and somehow that series has paired really nicely with svsss#the themes of cycling violence and what's justified and what isn't and what can possibly be done differently#and how trying to bring love and honour into the midst of it really changes nothing but also changes everything#it's just *chef's kiss*#i don't know how i can quite do my thoughts justice but i've spent the past few weeks quietly going between the two series (and mdzs and tg#as well if we're being honest they all hit similar questions and themes) and just reveling in the pain and ambiguity of it#everything is interconnected and it means you can never know what trauma and pain and necessity has shaped a person#each story goes too far back to ever ever EVER possibly see the full extent of it#at that level even communication itself is nearly impossible.#and because of that it's almost impossible to change anything. beat yourself apart and the outcome is the same#and yet ATTEMPTING to change things ATTEMPTING to do the kind thing the honourable thing is absolutely critical#because while you can change nothing you also have the capacity to change EVERYTHING#aaaaaaah i don't even know what i'm saying#but i read the beatrice letters today and the love letter just. killed me.#(obviously i cherrypicked some lines because it's three pages long but those ones felt right)#''i love you like a corpse loves a vulture's beak'' i just. can't get over that line.#to be completely changed. altered. destroyed. redeemed. purified. desecrated. reduced to nothing yet entirely necessary for another's life.#what a FUCKING line#anyway i was either going to blow up from thinking about it or else i had to exorcise it via art from an entirely different series#i've already done svsss and discworld why not throw a series of unfortunate events into the mix#i'll be honest folks i did not expect svsss to be the mxtx series that would fuck me up the most about the main ship#bingqiu is something else. i don't even know how to begin to approach my feelings on it. impossibility and necessity all at once#bizarre#my art
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For Requestober, Req.1
Scri dressed as an angel, Edgar dressed as a demon. It would be fun to see the roles swaped regarding costumes!
Day 3 - Angel and Devil('s Advocate)
#My art#Requestober#Vargas#Scriabin#Edgar#Man! I tried not to shade this! And then my hand and eye mutinied against me and it ended up like this#It does look really nice like I'm really happy with it but hweh#I'd say I was trying to simplify so I can knock multiple out at once but a) I completely changed the poses during the sketch#Which I mean it's already a little on the complex side with them in costumes lol#And b) I ended up knocking another out the same day anyway so uhhhh it's fine I guess lol#Their couch really only comes in Loveseat and Extra Wide flavours depending on the day lol#Continuing the trend of them getting ready at home rather than actually being out during Trick or Treat#Even that one kid Trick or Treat was in the dreamscape! Will they ever leave the apartment! Lol#Another one of Scriabin's couple costume ideas again as well when will he stop complaining about his own choices lol#Never! He loves it! Haha#The halo is tucked into the braid in his hair - I've seen the headband version but they're ugly :P Lol#So basketball hoop design it is lol at least it's not a shower curtain haha#His wings' elastic arm bands are under his shawl - Edgar's helping him cover everything seamlessly#Not so lucky with his own costume! Hehe ''I'm not cutting holes in a perfectly good jacket for a costume'' ''Boooo'' lol#At least the tail is hooked to his belt so that's hidden! He gets the headband horns tho lol - they'd be cute as barrettes too hehe <3#Scriabin's going to be asking to switch halfway through the night after he trips on his gown for the fifth time haha#Did Edgar have the forethought to pack a change of clothes for him into his briefcase??#Probably has an emergency health kit and lets Todd (and Scriabin) borrow it for extra candy space haha#He gets to carry candy too <3 Involved ♪
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not usually one to post wips but i need everyone to see these kokichis i drew. he's so scromblo. im picking him up by the scruff of the neck.
#this piece is fucking huge#i've already spent like 9 hours on it#drv3#kokichi oma#danganronpa#hoping i can make this piece look finished bc im kind of obsessed w the sketchiness rn#the coloring might completely change who knows
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why did he do this (rhetorical) (profoundly affected)
#obviously referenced from start to finish. half second shots that kill#you go ''i was already Changed by the mere socked glasses flip / kick gifs. i'm ready'' but you are actually collapsed on the ground#raising my hand as one of the handful of randos who stood up suddenly these past few months like why yes i Will watch your films then#and also as [guy lecturing & emphatically pointing to laptop] i have to do everything myself the undereye coloring is a distinctive trait#fashion icon shit around here also i'm not kidding in the least#i want well another pair of glasses for one & graphic tees short shorts a fanny pack a calculator(?) buttonsy digital watch i completely do#also again with the adhd these flashbacks were beautiful. inspiring. revelatory. profound (cont.)#it's also occurring to me that i've watched a couple movies for the first time recently and it was like. man cmon#one horror one that was like. I Said Man Cmon. another non horror one that was just like an unending shrug#all the more appreciation like yeah hey a horror movie and also just a movie where it's like yes i'm completely along for the ride wahoo yay#raising my third hand as a correct opinions about media haver#corned beef#it#no time to be coy i was here three and greater than three years ago. and just nowadays; evidently:#reddie#online listicle video voice The Couple Of Dozen V Varied Moments From The IT Movies That Drew Blood (Mine)#whoever came up with this sequence i'm kissing on the mouth like my god. again: profound#the power of the rileable using their end of things as their plausible deniability. like oh god i hope he thinks i'm cool. ok asshole Enough#being the guy Just Standing There like fellas the boy you're in love with very insistently did this wyd (only caring abt literature)#adding a 50% pink overlay like it comes time to make these coloring choices & i put on a vivacious song to inspire having fun / being myself#great choice imo. now to slide right under that midnight est wire
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god i wish i could go back to the md wiki i really fucking miss it.
#however! one of the bureaucrats is an asshole. for many reasons.#and i have personal issues with them.#i wish they would just fucking step down already because apparently they arent even active much anymore like they've stated that.#they have a replacement in place that mainly runs the place but they for some reason refuse to fully step down.#murder drones#like if they just stepped down and became an admin i would consider going back because like. there is no reason for them not to be#theres already a bureacrat. just fucking step down you ain't even active PLUS you have like idk 3+ other wikis you run#and thats only 3 i know of#i've heard they run a lot.#and not even well either#they completely left a mod out of a really important rule discussion because the mod didn have discord which was well known#they purposefully ignored them because the new rule also impacted the mod because it was about what could be posted#like banning fanfic and like. describing ocs under fan art. which#nobody liked and a lot of people threatened to leave after that.#they ended up changing it but the damage was done#their excuse was “ we have a fanon wiki for that ” however that fanon wiki was literally a dumpster fire. it was. a disaster. like. not saf#i could go on but like. it would be a lot.
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enda keogh for @wrixie‘s enamoured with eleanor
twenty-nine years old
he/they
self-assured, art lover, hates children
enda’s a britechester boy. he’s worked as the cashier in a little newsagent for the past six years, but it’s really not where he wants to be. he’s always had a passion for the arts. drawing, painting, sculpting, you name it. he’s recently gone back to pursue a college degree in fine arts and wants to hopefully make a living from selling his artwork.
romance and starting a family have just never made their way onto the cards for enda. of course there’ve been a few relationships in the past, however none of them have ever come to fruition. he’s coming to a stage now where he’s looking for something more stable, so finding the right partner to settle down with when he graduates is a top priority. renting out a cozy apartment, moving in with a significant other and raising a ridiculous amount of kittens is what he really wants for the future. no kids though, unless you can change his mind, but he’s pretty stubborn with his belief that a child is just way too much effort and responsibility.
#elliesbc#ts4#sims 4#i've been in a bit of a rut these past days#sorry for a boring cas pic i've already posted lol#even if this guy doesn't make it in i'm glad i made him#he's cool#but i hope you like him wrixie!!!#he's got his likes and dislikes set up in game i just can't remember what they are#hoping the hates children trait doesn't completely fuck him over 🤞#it probably will but thats ok we want drama not happy endings#if you take him you can change him up however you like!#also for legacy enjoyers guess what#two whole weeks of macmahons queued up 💪💪💪#new record
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also i am going to the dr tomorrow so please can you send some spare good vibes my way if you have them thank you
#new drs surgery so guessing completely unfamiliar dr who will know nothing of my complicated medical situation. 👍#and a place i don't know At All.#and the DOCTOR. on a SATURDAY.#god on top of everything i've gotta deal with more med changes too coooooooooooooooool! can a guy just be well for a while.#and i've got like 3 separate things that i've needed to bring up for months but appointments are so short and so hard to get that i just#haven't been able to so they're getting worse and worse and i'm like. what's a guy supposed to do for real!!!! i need like. Real medical#care that simply does not exist in this current system!#like i'm so grateful that we're trying to work to figure my migraines out but i have more to discuss and they're fully like 'you gotta book#another appointment for that bud we're out of time' and i'm like 'i don't HAVE time! like i have the calendar but i don't have the wellness#' ARGH. anyway. this too will be resolved. i have written myself a note i will try to see if they can book me another appointment when#i'm at my appointment tomorrow. it will be fine. it will be fine! it's unlikely to be anything serious anyway it's just another layer of#yuck on the already abundant layers of long-term unwellness you know. BUT we stay silly :3#hahaha no wonder i've been increasingly unhinged all week when you actually have to think about the problems it's like. woag.#BUT we stay silly :3 in 24 hours it will have happened so. whatever.
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One thing they won't tell you about college is that if you find out that you need a piece of paper signed by 5 faculty members in different departments in the span of a week, it simply won't happen. You'll get four signatures in 2 days and then the fourth guy will send it off to the fifth and there will be radio silence and you'll email the fifth like "hey bro any idea how long this will take" and the fifth will be like "lol lmao what paper". And also your advisor will disappear for the entirety of finals week without warning leaving nothing but an automated out-of-the-office email response so you have nobody to turn to for help. And then you won't graduate.
#personal#i'm actually losing it a little bit guys#if this paper doesnt get signed off by the registrar in the next few hours i just wont graduate#and all my plans are completely fucked#this all happened btw bc instructions i got for getting an old writing 100 class waived since id already taken writing 200#turned out to have changed since they emailed me those instructions#but bc i've had those old instructions bookmarked in my email for months and nobody told me things had changed#i had no reason to think i needed to check the website for the instructions. bc they were in my email.#so i have everything green checked on my graduation card except writing 100#:)
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#RIP to the legacy post editor. you will be missed. while queueing this post and the last one it's removed the option for me to switch to the#old one and is making me use the new one. which is like not bad. it's not a bad editor. i just don't like change as most tumblr users don't#it also just appends the post you make directly to the top of the currently-displayed posts behind it even if it's not meant to go there#which is a little bit scary when i'm on the queue page and i click “add to queue” for a post that's supposed to go up on august 18th#to see it immediately appear above mega metagross. the legacy post editor didn't do that. it made you refresh the page if you wanted to see#your own new post on the dashboard. which i think was better!! honestly!! i've never Made a post using the new editor to see how it behaves#only ever queued up FFP using this thang. but that's also bc i feel like i don't post very much. i need smth Interesting to say when i post#on my main blog i mean. i don't make extraneous posts on here (usually) unless i'm answering an ask or something. which. still have yet to#miss one to this day. going strong#bibarel#can you tell idk what to say about this guy. what are they‚ water-type? big chance i'm fucking wrong and they're just pure normal#OKAY i was right. normal/water. semi-interesting typing and i get why they're a water-type. but. i never use. bibarel. even as a kid who#didn't understand or care about competitive. i knew bibarel was not very strong. it's a route 1 normal-type fucker. and maybe it's like#better than i think or something but tbqh it's a sinnoh 'mon and i already have another sinnoh water-type that has my heart. buizel#so bibarel was not so much in the cards for me. bro i should do like. a mono-type run of a pokémon game one day. that would be fu#do folks do that? is that a challenge run that actually exists? nuzlockes exist so i don't see why not. okay i'm doing it. my next replay o#any pokémon game is hereby decreed to be a water-type mono-type run. i may or may not liveblog it on my main blog#and it may or may not be nuzlocke. we shall see#hell maybe i'll stream it. maybe that could be fun. i don't know of *anyone* who would be interested in that but it tends to help me#actually go about completing games when i have someone there like. waiting for me to do so
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I can't lie with each passing day I just get more and more worried that they will change literally all of viktor's lore in league and arcane... so he will basically be a totally different character... and his old character will be entirely gone................
#like... I've gone and gotten attatched to him now lol#and I wrote like a ton of lore with my oc that involves his current lore#and there's aspects of his character in league I really appreciate#I don't want him to be the Void Guy he's the Machine Guy PLEASE.......#I've already accepted that a lot of the things I like about him might disappear#but pleaseeee don't make him completely and totally different........#in a perfect world the vgu wouldn't change much and he'd just get an arcane skin#holding out my hope...
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being a writer is great bc i can change whatever i want about a character. whether that be appearance, personality, backstory or something else. i can even take a character i don't like in canon and transform them into someone i find more interesting, compelling or just generally likeable. but then i look back at the source material and i'm like... umm who the fuck is that
#rollan#kirat#tellun#xanthe#anya#jehan#TASHA#tasha is probably the character i've changed the most. she's almost a completely new character in a revised history of erdas#but i love her so much more for it#honestly it's just fun to make characters your own#if y'all aren't doing it already i highly recommend#be free#text#a revised history of erdas#spirit animals#spirit animals books#spirit animals series
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If there's one thing I like more than time travel it's crossover reincarnation, so.
Botk link reincarnated as Damian Wayne.
An incredible weapon master of all types, but especially prodigious with a sword - he was beating knights at the age of 4 and with his memories as intact as they get for him I can see that goalpost moving even further (probably with traps and tricks, a 3yo doesn't exactly have great bodily control).
He's an excellent survivalist, agile, strong, durable, cunning and creative. He can move like a feather in the breeze, strike from behind with ease. His first kill, an animal, did not stir him as it did the other children. With his poise, grace, skills, obedience, he ought to be ra'as' finest assassin in the making, a jewel in the crown of the league.
Except he never speaks a word. Half his targets escape unscathed. He skates by true punishment on the merit of his skills and achievements in other missions. Testing has shown it is not a physical deformity that prevents his speech, but not even talia has been able to coaxe a word from him past his second birthday.
It is a defect ra'as is growing more and more frustrated by, as each attempt to fix these two final flaws ends in resounding failure. Less extreme solutions are running dry.
Talia fears those solutions. Her child does too, she knows. For them, there is a possible solution, more extreme than anything ra'as would tolerate.
She sends him out of the league. To his father.
To Gotham.
#'gee phoenix that sure sounds like that dp x dc you're normally rattling on about' yeah lol I steal tropes and sell them on the black market#Anyway this has been slowly rotisserie-ing in my head for a while I just like shaking canon like a magic 8 ball#I'd love to explore how link would react to Gotham and how he might see getting suddenly dumped in a found family as the youngest#And how that contrasts with both his expectations in the league and his role as the saviour last hope of a whole country#Because that kid cannot have a modern interpretation of killing. Like monsters? Kill with prejudice loot the corpses.#The yiga might have a little more hindsight understanding and he never killed them anyway but zero hesitation blowing them up#And ganon is so far removed from the concept of 'killing is bad' because a) human??? Monster??? B) literally the problem#C) he's been killing people so it'd even out d) everyone wants him dead So Bad e) been killed already like a dozen times what's one more#I get the feeling he'd assign the same role to the joker like 'widely considered the source of all evil. 'died' several times and came back#personal source of absolute misery for several heroes. Killed many' = slay the monster. Straightforward.#Like yes link always chooses kindness and has a strong morality and Opinion on killing people it's just a lot would be solved#By hitting the joker until he stopped making life miserable for everyone and if that means permanently well that's kind of link's job.#And like with Jason the bats understand that a lot better than they pretend to. But that is a 10yo who should not be thinking like that.#I think it'd be interesting to see how that'd change their reactions to 'Damian'. Like he holds a very similar opinion to og and Jason he#Just goes about it completely differently.#And I'd love to explore the differences between two fictional worlds and how they can go from pretty much the most black/white morality#To probably one of the greyest areas while still holding near identical themes and methods of dealing with that.#Found family compassion as a weapon against evil and copious amounts of weapons and cool gear lol#Also link should keep the arm he's earned it. Reincarnating with all his memories knocked a few other things loose I'd imagine#Mostly because all the loz games I've played have absolutely altered the way I view any link and also I love referencing them.#Damian with telekinesis and infinite glue would be great. A tiny 10yo sword master choosing instead to drop a dumpster on you#In between hurt comfort link beginning to bond with his family and begin to speak and learn sign language from cass#There's also the sound of explosives and a small figure clinging to a flying door as it crosses the Gotham night skies#Speaking of cass I bet her and link would be great friends in this au.#batman#batfam#bruce wayne#loz au#Loz#loz totk
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Little guys (Patreon)
#My art#Wander Over Yonder#Wander#Commander Peepers#Fist Fighter#Sans accessories! Though I guess Fist Fighters already don't have any lol#No hats for the Wandering Eye lol ♪#This was the project I mentioned :D I wanted to see how many vectors I could make with the editing done quickly#WOY is perfect for vectors! The style of the show is already bold clean lines so why not style-match just a teeny bit#Not completely of course lol it is still my style at least partially but it's nice to not worry about line thickness quite so much#Plus I think they'd make for some nice stickers :3c I guess I'll have to test them out now that I've got some sticker paper hehe#Hhhh they're so small <3 I love the scale in this show everyone's got such distinct shapes and sizes ahh#I gave Wander a teensy bit more of a bean shape - he's meant to be an orange spoon but a little cheek never hurt anyone!#Giving Peepers the classic cartoon shine is also one of my favourites lol <3 It's technically off-model but I don't care#That's another thing I've been thinking about actually :0 Their faces and bodies squish and change so much - what counts as ''off-model''?#Especially for Hater - his skull changes So much#I wonder what the rules are ♪ I do think there are rules! But I also think they're bent almost every episode haha#It's such a fun style ♫
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Casually flirting with the idea of fucking around and getting a master's degree. The time will pass anyway, right?
#lynx thinks#oh nooooooooooooooooo#nooooo i can feel the urge to be crazy and act on my hubris#ive just been talking to the grad students in the theater program and theyre taking like 9 credits a semester#and its all stuff that seems interesting or fun or at the very least useful unlike my undergrad degree#and im like... i can already sew as well as if not better than these grad students. i can for sure draw better for any designs i come up w#heck i can draw better than the current head costume designer faculty member for the university#so the little overcommitting gremlin in my brain is like ''yoi could totally do it. do it.''#and the other part of me is like ''im already so tired just from working again after needing to recover from burnout. how would i even?#so I'm sitting here Thinking about it...#a masters degree in theater might be better for finding work at a pre-existing institution than just a bachelors in art#and it might be better than a masters in art too#I'd have to stop taking commissions completely probably if i did it for the sake if time#but if i somehow got an assistantship position? then maybe?? i could do it?#oooooooh i hrm so hard y'all#its only been a week since moving and ao much is still in boxes. im only working part time but I'm tired now so much#idk if its just because my stamina levels have atrophied or what but im so. tired. these days#and by these days i mean in the last week.#maybe a week isn't long enough of a sample to work from.#im hoping my energy levels will even out a bit but with the time zone change and the fact that I'm almost 30 I'm not sure if it will?#so thats worrying#i actually kind of see why people seem to drink coffee every day now#I've definitely been eating a lot more normally since i started. both in timing and quantity#i still have projects of my own to work on i cant afford to be so eepy orz
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I've already had to unfollow people. Dragon age is so back.
I'm going to be so honest right now- at this point, I've already filtered the "critical" tags from my dash. I've also unfollowed people, and blocked some others, if only to stop their posts from being reblogged onto my dash by otherwise well-meaning people.
I refuse to have a repeat of 2016, when I was borderline harassed, people were coming to my inbox to vent about how they feel alienated and unappreciated by their communities because they play a fictional dwarf in a stupid game, and I was scrolling past the exact same waifish elven mage character (made somehow always by different people) over and over and over again.
We will not have that this time around. I refuse. I'm going to have a good fucking time, and I'm curating a space that I enjoy, for myself.
People are free to have the same discursive conversations and post the solipsistic monologues we've already seen a thousand times over the past decade, they can re-run the same skits and rehearse the same song and dance all they want, but I'm just not willing to go back to entertaining an all-around flaccid circlejerk where everyone is furiously yanking their own knob, and nobody has fun or is excited to be doing what they're doing.
#squirrel speaks#god the visceral hatred i feel for the word “vhenan”#i feel like i've been so spoiled by bg3#where the worst of the takes don't show up for me organically#and when i see them it's either in a comedic context or with the shit-talking already pre-attached for my viewing pleasure#also i don't have the vast context for it that i do for dragon age#“ack this is not lore-accurate and these changes to blorbo bleebus completely butchered their character!” “cool look at my character :3”#“they were purposefully engineered to romance the character you think they shouldn't be romancing :3”
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