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Awh, hope you can rest well soon,,, And for the drawing idea uhh, maybe moth sigma? :3 there’s no particular reason for this, I just think it’d be prettym
Anyways have a nice day and make sure to take care of urself, or at least try to ! And once again hope you’ll be able to get good rest soon ! ^^ I love your art lots btw !!
thank youu !! it's been tough but I think I'm getting there ^_^
sigmoth....
#ask n receive#my art#sketches#bungou stray dogs#bsd sigma#sorry this took a few days work took more out of me than expected#but like I said I think I'm doing better now finally. thank you again for the well wishes and also the suggestion !!#fun fact my sona was a moth at first and I also have another old moth oc... I lov moths.....#I referenced a muslin moth here. lil speckled guys <3
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Yuki Ishikawa 10 Essentials GQ Japan
#yuki ishikawa#rjn#anon!!! this set is for you <333 sorry it took me a few days and i hope you'll see it!#it was a joy to make tho truly such a lovely smile#also it's so freeing to gif him as well because it truly is just for me LMAO#and dear anon who asked for a set of him smiling#like this gets one note and i'm over the moon#will gif s.vt again tho when the sncp photoshoot comes out#b.edits
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Something I've been thinking a lot about lately is how everyone thought Egon had gone insane. What Happened that made them think that. They've fought a gigantic Stay Puft Marshmellow Man TWICE (counting the 2009 video game because iirc it's canon? Correct me if I'm wrong), fought an interdimensional god, fought a blood thirsty ruler that killed thousands and was hated by all that was trapped in a painting (and managed to get in to beat him by making THE STATUE OF LIBERTY start walking down the street with slime that reacted purely based on vibes), found an underground abandoned transit system full of the moodslime, had a bathtub try to eat Dana and her baby, fought a giant murderous black widow lady, fought the fisherman ghost who turned an entire hotel floor into the bottom of a ocean, and that's not even mentioning them getting trapped on an island that randomly raised up from underwater that had been abandoned for decades created by Ivor Shandor who worshipped Gozer. So what did he do or say that made everyone else think he'd gone insane?? All I can think is maybe he was acting strange / eratic before, but he's always been like that to some degree.
I don't know. It's something that I've been thinking about. The correct answer is 'it's not that deep and they needed a reason that the others weren't together anymore and weren't aware of Egons death or know what was going on,' but also. What Was He Saying that prompted everyone, including Ray, to think he lost his mind when he'd been right almost every time before that.
I'm genuinely so curious as to what he was up to before this. What was he doing. What insane idea was working on prior to this or was he even working on anything at all??
Also want to clarify this post isn't negative 😭 I really love the newer movies and their lore / the newer storyline / characters, I just like thinking about small stupid things like this. Gives me something to think about / speculate about / figure out an answer to.
#ghostbusters#egon spengler#nikolas posts#I have so many thoughts on it because I've just been rewatching the two movies on loop for the past few days.#All we got was Ray saying that he'd started talking about the end of the world (IIRC) and that he went insane and took everything#when he eventually left to deal with it on his own#which for the record it's extremely impressive that he would've stopped Gozer from returning BY HIMSELF. The only reason it hadn't worked#was because of the electricity issue#Hiding all the traps and setting up the proton packs to fire at the hell pit?? Insanity. He's just on a complete different level of existin#Like they were aware of Ivor Shandor and his plans long before??? They found his ISLAND DEDICATED TO GOZER who had full intention of#BRINGING THEM BACK#it's really Really REALLY not this deep but I have thoughts and I wanted to share them. Maybe someone else might have an idea I#couldn't think of or might have something to add.#I guess it could be a 'they beat Gozer once and assumed they were gone' but that wasn't the first time Gozer 'died' so??#if I missed something Please tell me. I haven't watched the newer movies as much as the older ones (I grew up watching them / playing#the game so I'm more familiar with the older lore and haven't had the chance to rewatch the newer ones 1000 times over unfortunately)#so it's entirely possible I missed something#I'd think maybe it was just because they were older but I really don't think thats the case. I have reasoning for it but I need to do#the math to make sure I'm getting the ages right by the time AfterLife happens.#really need to make a chart / timeline of all the events that happened and what year / month / day they happened. That's a project#for tomorrow perhaps.#anyways if anyones reading this sorry for the insane rambling and congrats for making it to the end#also this post isn't negative I adore the newer movies so much. I love them a lot and I genuinely don't really care about this at all#just a thing to think / ponder / speculate about if that makes sense#I enjoy thinking about stupid irrelevant stuff like this#so so so many thoughts
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Jimithon Mouthwashing is such a good representation of untreated, enabled NPD like it makes me want to squeeze the life out of him. I'm endlessly fascinated when watching him interact with his crew, surroundings, and himself because he's so fucking lost in his own sauce. It's insane. If I'm being real, it makes him my favorite character in the game.
It's a little scary to say, but watching Jimmy is like seeing a mirrored version of myself two years ago before I truly committed to treatment for my NPD. He's like a shadow. The opening line "I hope this hurts," which I believe comes from Jimmy right before the crash, is such a poignant statement. It's a simple line, but I can tell you from experience that the desire to hurt others when in a narcissistic rage is overwhelming. It's such a good line to sum up Jimmy's character in that moment. Luckily, in the real world, I had my friends and family there to catch me when I hit my lowest, even though I'd hurt them so many times. Jimmy probably could've used friends to force him into therapy (cough cough Curly cough cough)
#also I don't mean we're similar in any way when it comes to rape or SA. Please don't twist it that way at all.#I mean like in terms of the jealously resentment revenge hurting others to feel thrilled not taking responsibility not seeing flaws etc#I'm diagnosed with NPD also but pls know my experience will be different from others. We're all different people obvs.#also Jimmy has like wayyyyyyyyyy more things wrong with him not just untreated NPD lol#I would say that untreated NPD is a hell most can't describe#you barely feel anything except rage boredom and jealousy (in my case)#love is a form of ownership and control because you can't really feel it the right way#so your -person- is an object of intense obsession and also a tool for you#if that makes sense? I see that with Jimmy and Curly for sure#You want to tear others down and hurt them because it makes you feel good to put them below you#there's a constant feeling of insecurity and it drives you crazy fr#kind gestures from friends feel insulting#and oh my god achievements made by friends and family in my case feel like I've been shot like I hate when they achieve things#It's not logical obvs but that's something I instantly noticed in Jimmy so i was like .....oh brother lol#and also if they achieve something my brain needs it to somehow be tied to me or I'll make it tied to me so they can be thankful#they should always center their attention on me and if they don't I immediately resent them#these are just some of my thought processes on the matter so I can show the similarities I feel with Jimmy#the KEY DIFFERENCE is all of these thoughts I have are left in my head and not exhibited in my actions (any more. took a long time)#but he is such a nasty human with ZERO introspection that he prob never even thought about treatment#also doesn't help that the hot blonde he's friends with never did anything to help with that#idk sorry for oversharing but ahhh this game is so well written I gotta yap about it lol#also kind of a funny unrelated story to show how weird the achievement thing can be lol#my friends announced they saved up enough to go to Vietnam (their dream trip) and I was happy for them (I really was)#but of course my delusional ass immediately also took it as a threat#and I booked a month long trip to Europe a few days after so I could also announce it LMAO#that is a kind of innocent incident when compared to Jimmy but it just shows how annoying NPD can be#Jimmy mouthwashing#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#NPD
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The trash compactor was activated!
Requested by @the-stars-descend!
#sorry this took a few days!#thanks for the request#let me know if you have any more#i love doing them!#:)#taborr val dorn#kai brightstar#lys solay#nubs#swshows#young jedi adventures#young jedi adventures gif#yja#yja gif#the prince and the pirate#the prince and the pirate gif#high republic#lucasfilm#star wars#mine#my gifs#love them#great show#disney#cartoons#disney cartoons#disney gifs#i'm slowly but surely making my way through the last batch of eps!#i just got through tale of the short spire so the team up is next!#i'll get around to deep diving into prince and the pirate as soon as i can
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Do you see this shit, Snufkin?
I've missed drawing my round boy so much 😭 Despite being in an animation school, we're not doing a lot of animation in first year. But because I had a bit of time and energy tonight, I thought I'll try animating something. I'm so glad I did! I'm a lot quicker and precise now, and it's so nice to have a reminder of why you're working so hard. I love animating so much, I had almost forgetten how happy it makes me!
#moomin#moomins#moominvalley#moomintroll#animation#2d animation#art#my art#i can't believe this took me 1h30#back a few months ago I could have spent half a day on this!#it seems so easy now#sorry i'm not very much active on here anymore#i have a social life now it takes some time haha#and school too of course
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by the lighthouse.
dividers
#alright i suppose i should tell what's up lately! im mostly posting this like a mini update or whatever haha#so - since i made that last post on my disappearance i worked endlessly to finish my animation project and thank goodness it's finally over#i had to take a break from trying to be social here and just stay in my own space and i did that by having a smaller side blog to ramble#the project was very... tiring - definitely took out so much energy from me post physically and mentally and i was just frustrated everyday#so i just took my time to be alone with a few close people and i like to think im okay now?#i like to think so - since i was able to deliver a few commission drafts today so i'm relieved that im back to my usual pace#I'll post a few of my doodles here i did during my project just to fill the void haha#i've acquired a minor familial from another video game and i care for him a lot :] idk ill bother to talk abt it here but yeah thats funnn#also indulging a lil bit of t.n.m.n content as of late also thanks to my friend who knows abt it hehe#soo yeah! I don't know if ill be active like the usual but know that i'm doing alright now! hope everyone's doing okay too xoxo#ill probably still stay in my smaller blog for a little longer but will occasionally pop in here!#sooo yaaa#~ art#💚 memoryshipping#also yea i think no.rton only had like. 10 days worth of being the blog brand here until i switched back to the usual guy lmaooo sorry 😔
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Here’s a little (preemptive) token of thanks/congratulations for finishing Volume 2! Your writing has been impeccable and relit my childhood love of Winx Club.
The instant I read the description for the Phantom’s dress in ch24 I just knew I had to draw it. I hope this sketch lives to your description.
Congrats again and take a well deserved rest 🎉🎉
Ahhhhh oh my god this is so amazing!!! I love it so much, it's perfect 😍 Thank you so much for drawing this!
#also i'm sorry it took me so long to respond life has been hectic the last few days#answered#winx club#winx rewritten au#bloom#winx club bloom#amazing art is amazing
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if you like crivals, how do you explain away the fact that ctechno told cdream to gtfo?
i mean, i don't explain it away because it makes sense!
so breaking it down, there's three main reasons that techno's reaction and telling dream to leave makes sense. we're gonna go over two different types of analysis, also, both watsonian and doylist. (which means stuff supported by the text vs stuff supported outside the text.)
1.) techno and the syndicate were the ones to break dream out. if anyone was to come looking for him, that's the first place they would go. it would make sense for dream to go anywhere else (and that's supported by the fact dream goes around making sure everyone knows he's not there). there probably was a sort of plan that was thought up between techno and dream before everything went down that got thrown out of the window because of the next point.
2.) techno just watched his close friend and mentee be murdered. he's blaming himself for not saving ranboo, probably blaming dream for wanting to leave. like, that's not fair because the only person to blame is sam who murdered ranboo in cold blood. but grief isn't fair and you can't expect techno to act completely rationally and with the same compassion he previously had when his world was just shattered. i mean, even after everything happened, techno still didn't let go of the fact that dream was tortured, bringing it up multiple times. but his reaction is understandable through the lens of grief.
now we're gonna take those two points that are supported by the canon and move onto the last point which is our doylist reading.
3.) to tell the story that the writers wanted, dream couldn't stay there and specifically could not keep the armor for a few reasons:
the armor was given to phil in creative by dream to have displayed in the syndicate meeting room. it wasn't really meant to be used beyond that and the prison break stream.
since dream doesn't stream his pov and was jumping around streams, it did help people keep track of 'when' things were happening.
for moments like punz giving dream armor (showing that they were still working with dream and that they trusted dream by place the shulker) or dream's desire to get his armor back from sapnap, it really didn't make sense that dream had another set of netherite armor.
basically, techno taking back the armor and telling dream to leave makes sense from a character stand-point and just. a story stand-point. hope this kinda explains things! <3
#also this took me a few days to answer rip i'm sorry#loyal answers things#technoblade#dream smp#dsmp analysis#dreamwastaken#rivals duo#rivalsblr
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Hi bestie, hope you are doing fine. <3 you are one of my favorites here btw, just wanted to let you know this before continuing. <3
About the last thing you posted, I wanted to write you something because you said you hope at least one person writes to you.
I, myself, usually write out of necessity, I have to write only because of my degree, and loscar being my favorites, are always the characters I use to work with words. The concept is usually similar. I have some kind of a fixation I can't get rid of. Maybe I'm not satisfied with something? I don't know.
For some reason, whenever I write about them, one of them is not present and sometimes it's vague whats the reason behind it. In addition, another frequently used symbol in my writings is usually some kind of a garden that comes with them. A kind of symbolism for their love or their absence. An overgrown garden is usually used to symbolize the absence of one of 'em, and a beautiful lush garden reflecting the light in a beautiful way is usually a symbol of their good, or better days when they were together, in love, and happy.
You can use all the above and some kind of a supernatural or paranormal thing. Make one of the characters into a ghost or maybe let it be realistic and make one of them solely an idea that the other one has in mind. A product of their imagination or madness.
I didn't have any idea, and I thought maybe writing this to you; gives you some kind of a picture? Even if at last you don't like it and forget about it, at least, I've tried. I'm not really good with giving ideas or words, so an imagery was all I could give. Hope it helps one way or another. :>
With love, a friend. <3
Omg first of all skndkskdkslskfk thank you soooo much for this ask!!!! I'm very honoured to be one of your favourites (。•̀ᴗ-)♡
Second of all i really like your idea so here something that my brain generated when i read it, hope you like it :p it won't be finished or anything but still something
It always was there, as long as he could remember there was a door that lead to a garden. It wasn't magical itself (at leat it didn't show anything to logan) but it's just always appeared behind any door if he thought about it enough. Garden was beautiful but always only for him to see, logan could never find it when he wasn't alone. The incident when he was six and tried to show it to Dalton but without any luck for twenty minutes before giving up and being teased about "imaginary garden" was enough.
One of the first times Logan gone there he broken a few branches and stomped few flowers, it wasn't out of cruelty but more of childish need to destroy sometimes. But after that only thing he was answered with was quiet gust of wind that made plants sing. It shouldn't have gotten any reaction from him probably but still, Logan was momentarily flooded with shame because of his actions, a gentle voice in his head reminding him to treat everyone around with kindness while broken wood shined under the sun as to remind him of what he did. Logan flew out of the door right after and didn't try to summon garden back for a few weeks.
Afterwards he got into a habit of helping the garden any time he visited, maybe picking up few leafs or watering flowers with hose that always was somewhere around. Besides that he just hang out there as before, sometimes running wild or just napping under trees.
Time was moving the same for outside world and here so for most part Logan only had bit's and pieces of time to spend there before his family would start to worry.
As his life progressed there always were three constants - racing, garden and oscar.
After moving to Europe it was pretty nice mix to keep him grounded, a passion of his life, a place ha can feel at home that will always be there for him, and only person that would be his friend no matter what distance is between them.
Meeting oscar probably one of the best parts of moving, part of the reason not to give up. Their friendship wasn't one to fall apart from distance of being in different series (tested in Logan's first year in f3) and by the time they got to f1 the bond is stronger than ever.
It makes Logan wish sometimes to show his garden to oscar but at that point garden became his place of solitude, his always sunny runaway spot. Even if he knew he wasn't there alone, Logan saw that sometimes pots were moved around or leafs that he put off cleaning weren't there when he came back. Maybe it's garden being actually magical, maybe someone actually come there but they never bothered him so he figured thay couldn't be too bad.
So he continued opening closest door whenever things became too much and sticking close to oscar, two simple truths of his life.
Until one day after oscar being so sweet to him and logan wanting to repay to that he broke his promise of not breaking anything in the garden. Well technically he didn't break, just carefully cut off a few flowers that he doesn't remember planting, to make a small bouquet for oscar. But it was fine wasn't it? He always could just put some new there and it's not like there was someone to mind.
Or so logan thought before he saw frown settle onto Oscar's face just few minutes after he received flowers, his initial smile melting away longer he looked at bouquet. This reaction made Logan anxiously ask if everything was alright but he was quickly reassured that nothing is wrong and oscar even going as far as to kiss him on a cheek, leaving him dizzy while oscar retreated back to McLaren.
Logan tried not to think too much of this interaction because he's pretty sure it would just drive him mad. So he hides this memory in furthest corners of his mind till he gets back to garden hoping to water some greenery and maybe even plant a flower that he was eyeing for a while.
It all came to halt when he was walking past flower bed that contained flowers that he cut off before. There was a McLaren cap hanging on one of the strongest stems that were left there as a result of his bouquet preparations. When he picked it up there was a little note with "these were mine >:(" that in pairing with cap left no room to imagine who other person in the garden was
"Fuck"
#logan sargeant#f1 rpf#oscar piastri#loscar#sorry that it took me so long#also i wrote this in one day with few breaks and I'm very sorry for all typos in there#when i read ask one of my first thoughts was about Logan being able to access garden in the day#no matter what time is it for logan it's forever day while oscar got there only at night even tho it's still beautiful#thank you sm for the ask :***#hope you liked the result#ims writing#also reminder that English isnt my first language so it may be a bit bad#goodnight everyone
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Linda-058 swoons for a mute s/o? I absolutely SWOOON for the idea of Spartan-IIs with a s/o quieter than they are. Could you imagine? Like, after you start dating Linda, she taught Blue Team sign so you had more people to talk to. But they're not as fluent as her yet, so they miss some phrases.
Like, you're parting ways with Linda and sign goodnight. Goodnight, Lin.
Then you pause midstride and turn around before adding Love you.
And Blue Team didn't catch that so John just asks "What's that mean, Linda?" and she's so flustered that she's speechless?
Aaah!
RIGHT?! That is so cute because Linda would teach the rest of Blue team, and they would all practice with her S/o to make sure they’re getting words right. Like team bonding to the extreme.
Linda wouldn’t even answer John but Kelly could see a hint of barely pink on the Spartan’s ears. The intimacy of those words caught her so off guard and she's lost in her own thoughts for the rest of the night.
#halo#halo series#linda 058#linda 058 x reader#halo x reader#ask#asks#I'm swooning for this idea#sorry it took me a few days to anser#I was waiting to get my laptop back#teehee
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Is it okay for me to take the 🌱 (sprout) emoji ? bc I will definitely be hanging around to ride this Sunday ship to the ends of the earth
Also also alsoooo since im already unhinged. Can you imagine the discussion when robin flies back home?? How she left two siblings and is now meeting this established MARRIED couple. I low key see Sunday in all his fanfare almost shading the siblings from each other. Like always supervising conversations and never leaving them quite alone. Bc listen he put in all this work to make you the most dutiful, satisfied and content wifey. And he loves robin yes, but she went off and made her life and he won’t let what he built at home crumble. So he sits there, smiling and comforting when robin tries to ask if youre happy and comfortable. And I imagine her getting frustrated when Sunday delves in to explain on your behalf that yes you are quite happy. And robin is just getting so frustrated and youre just smiling up at Sunday oblivious with nothing but admiration and I just. Phew. I have sooooooooo many thoughts about this man. Pls how he’s with you in bed??? Boy just the experience to tell
absolutely bb of course you can!!! welcome to the anon club wooo 🥳🥳 hehe <3 i am v excited to have u here with me to scream over sunday!!! any sunday pieces i write will be posted over on @inkyajax! c:
tw: incest / pseudo-cest
oh robin is 100% like what the fuck sunday??? but in her polite, cordial robin terms :) it’s the absolute last thing she expects to arrive home to, and it sends her for a fucking loop initially, sputtering on her response the moment she hears her precious baby sister call their elder brother husband, quickly and efficiently choking out her surprise to be demure and discreet, just like her brother taught her. but then she takes a moment to truly reflect on it, meditating on the situation as she stares up at the glowing plaster stars still smattered across her childhood ceiling—didn’t sunday promise he’d finally have those removed?—and she can’t believe she didn’t see it coming sooner.
she can’t believe it blindsided her. i mean, really, what more could she expect with sunday? he’s always been over-protective, over-possessive, and entirely overbearing with his need for complete control—thinly veiled ownership of his siblings. and, suddenly, robin feels immense guilt. she should’ve known better, should’ve tried harder to shield you from him, shouldn’t have turned a blind eye and gone off to selfishly chase her own dreams (and, oh, if she ever discloses these thoughts to sunday, you know he’ll agree with her, using her compassion and culpability as a weapon to hurt her more, to break her down and rearrange her views and opinions his way).
as disgusted and disappointed as she is with her brother, robin still tries her best to keep the peace as best she can throughout these increasingly infuriating interactions, smiling and sweet even as she begins to spit certain words through clenched teeth, even as her body continues to coil with every instance of sunday cutting you off mid-sentence.
it would be especially wise of sunday to mediate all communication between his two sisters, easily ensuring all interactions flow through him. he is, by all intents and purposes, a filter on you and your words. it’s hard for robin to trust what either of you say when you’re around each other. robin knows this, because sunday has done the same with her, several times throughout their life, overseeing her responses to reporters and fans alike. as such, you can bet your ass she’ll be attempting to devise some sort of plan to get you completely alone so she can interrogate you honestly and properly—now, whether she actually succeeds at that is another story entirely.
what’s worse is the precedence sunday still rules over her with. sure, she can recognize this is wrong, and yes, she can feel as guilty and remorseful as she wants to, but can she resist sunday’s clever, covert manipulation? the same manipulation that she’s been eroded by, poisoned by, for her entire life? the same manipulation that has kept her unwittingly trapped beneath her brother’s thumb, tail feathers pinned under his nail?
probably not.
how effortless it would be for sunday to consistently and continuously chip away at robin’s resolve, at robin’s logic, to convince her that no, truly, this really is what’s best for their dear baby sister, sunday swears it. who better to take care of you, to nurture and love you, than your righteous older brother? who better to anticipate and fill your needs than your own flesh and blood, just as he always has, just as he always will?
no one, that’s who. and robin knows this, deep down, too—sunday just has to ensure that she realizes it.
please sprout don’t even get me started on sunday in bed i fucking black out at just the THOUGHT of that man fucking you ooohhh my god
#SORRY IT TOOK ME A FEW DAYS TO GET TO THISSSS AHHHH#i wanted to be able to sit down and thoroughly answer it because YUMYUMYUM it's so delicious#i'm so in LOVE WITH HIM sprout :(((((((((#so so so fucking in love with him i'm sick i'm LOVESICK#sighs dreamily#i hope ur doing well bb!!!!#pls have a lovely week n stay safe!!!#inky.sunday#🌱.anon#clari gets mail#inky.hsr
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🎵 It's been raining in Manila, hindi ka ba nilalamig?
Got this GORGEOUS piece from @mebssann AND LET ME TELL YOU THE WAY I SCREAMED OVER HOW PRETTY IT IS AAAA 🥹😭😭‼️
Literally brought my idea to life so beautifully... LIKE, SERIOUSLY- MY SILLIES LOOK SO DARLING IN HER STYLE 💖💕 her art is absolutely so worth checking out and commissioning 😭🫶💕
#THANK YOU AGAIN MEBS AAA GOSH I CAN'T GET OVER HOW STUNNING THIS LOOKS#sorry everyone. the opm songs brainrot took over me and I knew I just HAD to get this commissioned#I've been eyeing mebs art for a while too and snatched the chance to commission them once they were open again 🥹#context for the art? WELL THEN. I'M GLAD YOU ASKED#literally can't get over the idea of traveling with p1co and make him visit my home country...#HEHEHEHE THEY'RE TRAVELINGGG... and they just got off their flight and hopped on an uber to get to where they're staying at#I have this small comic in mind too but that's for another day... for now. they're both listening to music#and just have this sweet and soft moment together 🫶💖💕#💝 tokens of love!#💖 favs#♥️ we're going overdrive!#THE BACKGROUND IS ABSOLUTELY PERFECT AND FITTING TOO LIKE#SORRY I WILL NOT SHUT UP ABT THIS ART FOR THE NEXT FEW DAYS ☝️☝️#IT'S JUST SO AAAAAAAA SO SO PRETTY AND BEAUTIFUL#PICOLARA NATION RISE ‼️‼️ WE WON TODAY (AT LEAST I DID HEJAHSJSHSH)
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Good fucking riddance to this job. I can't believe the amount of disrespect I've been conditioned to just put up with.
#aside from everything that happened before#I had a TON of work dumped on me overnight and my managers and the person who took over this account were fucking useless when I wanted hel#I had to reach out to one of my work friends who thankfully decided to help me out because she's awesome#everyone is also treating me pretty coldly considering that it's LITERALLY MY LAST DAY AND THEY PROBABLY WON'T SEE ME AGAIN#my friend who's in a different department who's also leaving is being treated way more kindly#the only people who seem sad about me leaving are a few of my work friends#and the national account managers who I worked very closely with#the NAMs actually DID make me feel like I'll be missed and that I was a valued worker#with everyone else it's like I'm barely here#unless they want something from me#like sorry it's just really hard NOT to feel bitter and hurt over this when I already have a lot of trauma from being excluded#whatever I should be happy they're making it easier for me to leave#personal
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thank you thank you thank you to everyone who left a message on my christmas tree! they were all so heartwarming and lovely 🤍 i'm sending love and well wishes to you all in the new year! ❄️🧦🕯️
#it took me a few days to read them (sorry) because i couldn't open them until today? i'm not sure why#🖋️
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Blue Bloods finale things/spoilers under the cut that I wanted to yell about:
• Jamko parents!!! Parents!! Oh how far they've come 😭
• I'm going to miss Eddie Janko so damn much, that's my girl.
•Jack and Erin getting married!! They finally got their happy ending. And the looks on their faces at dinner as they decided to keep it to themselves was just so 💜😭
• Danny's face when Henry tells him to find his person to come home to. He already knows.
• Danny Reagan! Asking Maria Baez! On a date! And her saying yes! He doesn't need to go look for his person because she's right there besides him. And the look on her face when she agreed!!
#blue bloods#jamko#jerin#daez#eddie janko#i'm going to miss so many of these characters so fucking much#crying over jamko on tumblr gone midnight I suddenly feel like i'm 18 again when I literally just turned 25 yday#I expected jamko parents and we knew that jack and erin were back together but getting 3/3 for my ships? blessed#jerin getting married again feels so right. their chemistry is unmatched#(the way jack looks at her. I get it.)#and then danny asking baez on a date took me out#the implication that he thought about what henry said for a few days and all his thinking led him back to maria because she's his girl.#and he just knew he had to take that leap.#(It's fine i'm going insane over here)#i am a bit miffed that we won't actually see anything beyond him asking her out and it was slightly open ended#but considering that we knew that danny didn't want to act on his feelings bc he didn't want to risk the pain of losing her/her getting hur#the fact that he asked her out was hugely significant#the fact that he specifically said it was because he had been thinking about what henry said to him is making me lose it#they obviously hang out outside work anyway but this is Different. you could tell by how almost nervous danny was 😭 but#she was right there with him. as she always is. they're partners in every sense.#and baez knows it too!!! the look on her face!! danny will tell her one day what it was that henry said and she'll Know.#god I am going to be thinking about them for the forseeable#3/3 on my ships and a good ending on a series finale is so rare for me#anyway i've been watching this show weekly since like 2014/15 and had watched it before that with my dad#so it's so strange that it's ending. it's one of the first shows that i've watched week in and out for donkeys years that is ending and it'#gonna be odd to not have that show in my watching list anymore#shut up g#(good god sorry about the tags I had to get that all out)#if anyone actually read any of that and still wants to come yell about these things please do :)
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