#and i'm having so much fun it's unreal
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hi! posting this before i pussy out :]
tori! yippie she's here!! i finally had some time the past week to sketch out her design and solidify some lore let's goooo (which is under the cut along with little trivia bits because it got too long oops)
tori's an intern at a cartography company which is already short staffed so she works overtime more often than not
which is how she ended up at chibita's oden cart well past office closing hours with 10 braincells left to try and order some food (7 of those remaining cells died of embarrassment when she greeted him with a 'good morning' instead of 'good evening' so you can imagine how well the rest of that encounter went)
she mostly wears practical but comfy outfits (cargo pants & sweater combo) to endure the crunch of work but in the weekends she likes to dress up a bit more, usually in more goth and/or punk fashion
during one of her first weeks as intern, she came across matsuyo in the convenience store while wearing one of her more hardcore outfits and nearly scared the living daylights out of the woman. tori suggested to help matsuyo with her shopping (in very VERY rudimentary japanese, gestures and google translate) as a way of paying her back for scaring her. matsuyo taught her some useful everyday language and names of products during that encounter
tori is dutch! she's very blunt as a result and isn't used to the amount of subtext used in japanese. she's insulted several people already on accident and feels so bad every time it happens (most notably her new boss on the first day of her internship, whom she called a dumbass when she meant herself. she was just glad he didn't fire her on the spot, even if she had to work overtime)
she loves hugs but doesn't want to make people uncomfortable so she almost never initiates them
has some sewing skills! she likes to make patches for her clothes and tries to repair them where she can
can be intimidating when she wants to, and sometimes when she doesn't want to (that's usually when she's tired)
has near permanent eyebags due to work so she puts make-up on her lower eyelashes to make that less visible (it's not working)
she has a whole bunch of earrings with different designs and has some self-made ones as well
is good friends with totoko! (after that one incident anyway)
[a full relationship chart thingie with the sextuplets, totoko and other characters will come at a later date because this is way too long already lmao]
#osomatsu-san#osomatsu-san oc#watch as i post this and then immediately spot 10 million mistakes#i'm not entirely sure about the colours but it's fine#i have so much to say about her#so many drawings to finish#and i'm having so much fun it's unreal#free happy feelings just for thinking up a little guy (gender neutral) and imagining her in little scenarios?#that's so awesome; why didn't i do this earlier#also i used a bigger canvas size than before so i hope the text's readability is better this time#oc posting [tori]#nauta's sketchbook
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THEY ARE SO INSUFFERABLE AND HORRIFIC AND AWFUL BUT SO AMAZING AND DORKY AND THIS PART IS SO UNFAIRLY FUNNY AND CUTE AND WHOLESOME-- PLEASE, PLEASE HAVE MORE SCREENTIME IN S2. PLEASE LET THEM TAKE OVER THE SHOW. I KNOW THEY'RE HORRIBLE PEOPLE BUT I NEED MORE OF THE VEES.
And the most important scene of them all (to me):
First of all, how is Vox doing that. Second, you just know that these two douchebags are going to bang so hard with Alastor getting his ass kicked replaying in the background after this. I hate them so much.
#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel vox#hazbin hotel valentino#hazbin hotel velvette#hazbin hotel vees#voxval#staticmoth#all their scenes in this episode were so freaking good holy shit#all their scenes in show are great actually#like-- oh my god#they are so much fun to have around#vox was literally me the entire time (minus the alastor hating)#and their evil little happy celebrating at the end was so cute it's unreal#i wanted the vees to sing together at some point and i'm so happy it was delivered vox and val sound fantastic together#and that sneaky staticmoth kiss at the end YES YES YES YEEESS#i love everyone in this show (except adam) but the vees are just built different#with adam dead can they please appear more? please? i need more of these disgusting assholes committing disgusting crimes and gay wrongs#''the future of hell belongs to the vees'' is a sentiment i can and will get behind please take over#i just finished the season finale and it gave me the dopamine rush i really needed today i'm so happy AAHHHHHH#i can't stop rewatching this scene someone please help me i can't escape their clutches i've been here for hours please#ok i'm clogging these tags so i'm stopping here but AAGHHHBKFGXGGGBB#anyways good night
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Ray of sunshine
(pre-launch page for their comic)
#I can not wait to make this comic#I have to stop thinking about it or else I cant focus#every time I start thinking about it I get all jittery. I wanna make it so fucking bad its unreal#hope to GOD I can do it full time omfg#I'll need like 500 people on my patreon paying to read ahead. ish. minimum. which is scary ahgkjsahgkjagh#but! I'll be able to put that on patreon! I cant do that right now. so thats cool!!!#just a lot of people AJGLKJGLKJASLKGGA#like it has to do well or I'm gonna have to get a different job#cause. I am NOT working for webtoon again#I cant do it they are killing me#and I'm not getting paid enough for it#I pitched this comic btw and they said they liked it but they wanted me to simplify the plot.#cause it was 'too complicated'#its literally just like. a murder mystery + a romance + a fetch quest#like its extremely not that complicated lmfao#they thought that people wouldnt be able to follow cause theres too much going on.#and I am not interested in simplifying my stories to this extent. I respect my readers and I trust they can follow plots#just. omfg I'm doing it again!!!#I cant start talking about webtoon without going off again!!!#they PISH ME OFF ! HAHAHAHAH#okay. anyways. I have to get back to work now this took me longer than I expected#like 4 hours#I'm enjoying this new illustration style I've been doing though. its fun.#its like 1 layer and then a ton of effects HAHAHAH#we were legion#zagan and luciel#zagan#luciel#how did I make zagan so hot... I'm a genius...#if he isnt hot then no one would put up with his behavior at the start of the ccomic HAHAHAHA
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love it when a character that's hard to read intuitively for you has like a dedicated fandom interpreter who can just glance at their blank face in a panel and then give you a 3k word essay on their innermost thoughts & desires & fears and neatly tie it back into the themes & whatnot as if it's the most obvious thing in the world
#im talking about griffith btw#guts i feel i get intuitively - maybe because i have some personality traits in common with him#and we get more about his life concretely told to us in canon. so he is a bit easier to pin down as a character and feel attached to for me#but whenever i was reading the manga i just kept wanting more insight about griffith's actions and feelings#like ok yeah its fun to have mysterious antagonists and suspense /tension etc but its also fun to feel like you deeply understand them too#and i felt like that was a bit missing from him for me in canon#so reading about him in analysis and fics is the most fun for me rn#he always felt kinda half unreal to me- which maybe was the point of him - but i wanted a bit more about his childhood or something?#and wished we had more stuff explicitly from his pov in the story to read or explanation about his transformation or wtv#and now he's so much more closed off to me even than he was in the golden age. i keep waiting for him to explain stuff and he does not#ANYWAYS all this rambling to say some people out there are very good at interpreting him and making his like. insecurities#more obvious to me bc i didnt really get that side of him from canon intuitively well#also im really enjoying reading the first few berserk fics ive read#there may not be a ton of them out there but there is def writing talent in the fandom#i'll share some recs once i'm done sifting through most of what's out there to read#also (not to tie everything back to death note but it IS my home fandom after all)#i feel griffith is obvs the more light-like character here and L maybe a bit guts-like? but unlike berserk in death note#light is the one you get to know best and L is the mysterious / unreal one you don't get a lot of concrete insight into#and in the DN fandom I can read the more mysterious character intuitively but had to warm up to the less mysterious one instead#and the mystery of L makes sense to me and doesnt bug me as much due to like - he HAS to hide a lot about himself or else he will die lol#so some similarities there but also some opposite feels as well#berserk spoilers#p
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“Shhh…” He soothes, “It’s alright. Let yourself slip deeper. I’m right here to keep you steady. Let yourself sink.” You do kind of feel like you’re sinking, but it’s so warm and soft that you don’t really mind… not to mention how good the hand through your hair feels. You sigh, and it feels like you literally sink into the mattress, beyond what should be realistically possible.
Chapter 16 of R&R (Rabble & Rampallians) (M Rating!) by @wishing-stones featuring @megalommi's (18+ only please, cw for unreality and hypnosis!) Sans, Baggs, really round-house kicked my brain into doing Some Shit(tm)! I'm on Chapter 31 now, and am having a great time. I also did not trust Baggs as far as I could throw him at this point, so he came out much more menacing than perhaps needed. 8'D
#saers scribbles#R&R (Rabble & Rampallians)#I'm embarrassed by the quality of this bUT this is the first thing I've completed in Procreate#This is also the first time in six years that I've drawn something and had so much fun.#not me tearing up over my iPad like Oh My God Every Time I Used To Draw I Felt This Joy I HAVE BEEN DEAD FOR YEARS#Megalosomnia#dr baggs#also excuse me i am simping hard over baggs get me out of here#is it because i too have been in an insomnia cycle or is it the dub con appeal of hypnosis we jUST DONT KNOW#is it because hes a nasty boy yes probably that one#cw eyestrain#cw unreality#cw fictional hypnosis
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Playing with an Ironwolf on accurate and taking down a bull elk solo and left with 10% health and a major jaw injury: Oh boy time to enjoy my kill!
The Grizzly sow that spawned in out of nowhere with 3 cubs:
#I am having so much fun with this game that it feels unreal.#Scampi (the ironwolf I'm playing) did not die but I got so scared.#☢️#wolfquest
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that period of time between south park post covid being announced in 2021 to summer 2022 when everyone got obsessed with truffula flu was moderately heavenly
#i'm going through all my chronological memory hoarding playlists from late 2013 to now#taken all day but i'm currently on around june 2022 and it's so nostalgic#but like that entire time was unreal#never forget south park post covid announcement literally curing me of like 2 years worth of on and off depression#i was like still weakly crawling out of the abyss and then adult scientist philanthropist kenny jsut yanked me out of there so easily#no warning#and then i was fine. it was so funny to me like i was in the middle of my eateot induced existential crisis where i couldn't sleep and then#everything was just normal? literally whatever episode of my life i was in had ended and everything reset for the next episode#which was such a good episode as well. and then the tflu era??#reading every existing camp entre blog within a month#and then the swag and bitter archives. literally the summer of all time#not just for that i mean it was just a good summer anyway#the only logical direction for life to go in after that was down bc i'd literally peaked for about 8 months#but it was a good time while it lasted#this was meant to be a happy ''remember the good times'' post but how come i'm only allowed to be happy for like a year at most#but i'm allowed to be in the abyss for 2 years#hopefully not longer bc i'm only now just getting over the cursed half of 2022 that doesn't exist to me (sep-dec)#but like. 2015 and first part of 2016 good. 2016-2018 bad#end of 2018 and most of 2019 good. end of 2019-summer 2021 bad#end of 2021-summer 2022 good. end of 2022-now bad#the maths does not add up#anyway shoutout november 2021-july 2022 i love you soooooooo much you were so sexy <3#(apart from the agoraphobia but that was part of the fun)#(like i'd be out in public and i'd see a pic of entre on my phone and i guess too much serotonin would be released in my brain and i'd get#anxiety and have to go home and i couldn't eat in public and i basically couldn't leave the house)#(because i was too obsessed with tflu)#(that wasn't the main reason it was mostly a wild fear of food poisoning from anything. but tflu didn't help and that is so cool of it)#(truly an iconic time. okay stop talking)#ramble
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Internet archive I love you❤️❤️❤️
#my 14 year old self is crying tears of joy rn#I was able to recover videos of a yt channel that I used to follow as a teen but was closed by the owner from one day to the other#for *years* I thought I'd never see them again (aside very few scattered reuploads)#granted my interests changed and I was occupied with other things#but every once in a while I was wishing I could just watch at least my nr 1 favourite video of them just one more time#but NOW I found out that someone salvaged basically the entire channel and just - put the videos up for downloading?!#it feels so unreal because after all this time I can just watch them again? as often as I want?! and they're mine to keep forever?!! ahhhh#I'm getting unreasonably emotional over this but that channel genuinely meant a lot to me at the time#I still remember that I was on the school bus home when I discovered it was gone#and I swear if I hadn't been in a public setting I'd legit have cried over it. it certainly ruined an otherwise really nice day for me#granted my 14y/o self probably had a bit of a dumb sense of humour (harmless. but dumb. what do you expect from a 14y/o?)#(hence I'm also hesitant to mention the channel name bc I'm not sure if I'm ready to potentially embarrass myself)#but I still feel an odd fondness looking back because I know how much those videos meant to her <3#especially my one favourite video which 1. was the sole reason I discovered one of my favourite tv shows ever#and 2. was probably the spark that really ignited my initial interest in animation and digital arts#bc for the first time I consciously realised that you can actually do cool and fun stuff even as just one single person#and that you don't need an entire animation team to just - express yourself creatively and bring your ideas to life#like I'm not even joking when I say if it wasn't for that channel I might have ended up in an entirely different education/career path#anyway I'm happy. but I'll stop now. oh gods I'm abusing the tags again instead of just writing all that *into* the actual post#internet archive#personal#selnia talks
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having read Dracula last year really made me just downright allergic to hearing about Dracula’s adaptations, i was watching a video about the tropes of the horror genre the other day and the guy confidently started to talk about the “Madonna/Whore” trope by illustrating it with Mina and Lucy because “Mina is virginal despite her attraction to the count and Lucy is a whore because she plays with multiple men and fucks the count”, while also throwing a totally unnecessary “also Jonathan is useless in this story it makes you wonder why he’s a main character” and i almost turned it off like “yeah lost absolutely all credit here”. and i wouldn’t be as mad if the youtuber had specified that it was only in the movie and different in the books but, when there were movies adapted from books doing things differently in the list, he would mention it, he just didn’t on Dracula so i was just oh. oh 🔪
#every single one of those statements got under my skin it's unreal#i wouldn't even say i came out of reading dracula by being super invested or anything#but then you hear about the common adaptation and depictions of those charas#and the natural outrage of 'what the fuck was that choice' makes you invested whenever you want it or not#for the record Coppola: for having named your adaptation by saying it was the author version for realsies: it's on fucking sight#bc it's the version the youtuber was talking about#and i'm almost certain he didn't bother to check if it was different in the source material#bc Coppola bragged so much about his inaccurate movie being the most accurate adaptation#takes a deep breath. Anyway Dracula Daily starts today!#have fun discovering a classic of literature that will have you in full blown rage everytime you hear of its adaptations!#ichatalks
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omg guys my narines playlist fucks so hard
#LIKE. THIS IS NASTYYYYYYYYY#<-sorry I'm just saying that cause unpunishable by miss ethel herself is on#and this is the first time in 3 and a half weeks that I've listened to anything other than unreal unearth btw#anyway I'm listening to the playlist both because I really want to but also cause whenever I make a playlist#I need to listen to the whole thing at least once. see it in action#to make sure it's actually good#cause I have this tendency to get powerhungry with the song adding and I'll just add more and more songs I like#while getting looser and looser about whether or not they actually fit the prompt#and I check if they fit just by pulling up the lyrics which is sometimes different from actually listening to the song#like sometimes you look at lyrics and you're like yeah I could interpret this my way#or yeah it mostly fits but the few lines that don't are ignorable#and then when you actually listen to the song you're like oh no you CAN'T interpret it that way and those lines AREN'T ignorable#so yeah I gotta do playlist editing basically because I lose my mind#like do I really need six of the kim petras halloween songs on here. debating on if turn off the lights really fits. I'm not sure#also btw tbostuals I am taking critique on the playlist. tell me if I've lost it please tell me if I need to get stricter on a song#but it does fuck. this playlist does fuck I'm having so much fun
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🥀
#btw saw the rose for the second time in my life and it was incredible i love them so much🥺#it was amazing to see them nearly exactly a year later and see how much they've grown in just one year!!#the rose my beloved you mean so much to me#and the energy and atmosphere were unreal it was so fun#and they were having so much fun too aaaaah but also each of them had an Emotional Moment and idk it's just.#it's so lovely to see them have this freedom to do what they want and how they want on their own rules#you could also see this during their previous tour but this time even more i think#anyway one of the best concerts of my lifeee#i really fell even more in love with them as a group and with each one of them too#oh and woosung forgot his lyrics lol#oh and shoutout for the crowd for being decent and nice🤝🏻#one of the best crowd experiences for me as well#AND I COULD SEE THE STAGE WITHOUT MUCH ISSUE WHAT A WIN THAT NEARLY NEVER HAPPENS#okay i'm done byeee#agnes talking
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Commission I did for @jocelynships of Joce and D.raxum!! These two mean everything to me, you should learn about Beauty and the Yokai NOW ⚡️
(Please reblog! I like reading tags :] )
#🐉🎮.txt#clare's art#other's ships#THIS WAS SO MUCH FUN TO WORK ON THANK YOU AGAIN JOCE#actually had fun making a background for once? unreal#and yes i have started taking commissions technically. i'm just gonna keep it between people i know rn though#jocelyn🐢💞!
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sorry to continue suicidal posting like it's 2014...but like I want to die
#i don't want to live another year it's not fun i'm not having FUN#personal#i hate the end of the year so much it's unreal#suicide //
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It's amazing how much I ruined my own life lol
#I can't get a job. despite having so much promise and literally like 3 offers right out of college#I fucked myself over I don't have enough experience and have to start from the beginning wherever I go#soiled an unreal opportunity. from high pay to minimum wage#creativity and social and meaningful to... just being the extension of an inanimate object#scanner. sign pointing to where the bathrooms are. ride service#it will have been 3 years since I graduated. 4 until I'm 30. and I have literally nothing. I'm not even having fun with the ride.#I hadn't felt like that since before I got involved in the place I left lol#wish I could just kill myself. at least people would pay attention for a couple minutes#and maybe feel a little bad before forgetting again#babbles
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Sleepy and bored how's it going?
#I'm. also in need of something else to think about cause what I'm currently thinking about won't process#it's just error messages#like bro what do you mean not having meds to raise the neurotransmitter levels in my brain could have cause narcolepsy#cause I am sleeping so much now it's unreal so yeah that's great and fun and I'm definitely not struggling with that at all#definitely talking to my clinician once I'm awake enough about this cause what the actual fuck my man#this is... actually preferrable to the whole 'awake but frustratingly not doing anything for what feels like no reason' situation#so... winning.......?#I don't know if that's how it actually works but fucking hellfire man what is this#best explanation I've got so far#I'm developing the whole alphabet of fucking brain stuff#collecting disorders and disabilities like pokemon cards#SEE THAT WAS A JOKE FROM LAST YEAR OR SOMETHING AND NOW I'M WONDERING IF I JINXED IT#which would still be kinda funny but INCREDIBLY UNHELPFUL#anyway yes gimme something all my waking hours are boredom and food right now it would be much appreciated#pop rox talks
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Honestly I'm juggling so many fixations rn- I have no idea with what I'll come back once my classes end.
Pretty sure I'll just proceed to e x p l o d e.
#the cloud can speak oh boi#I have in mind to just do a whole lot of redraws and re-designs at first- since I already started some of 'em#but idk in what mindset I'll be once I'm done#I just know that rn I wanna redraw stuff so bad ough- hoping this will finally make me start that Nostalgia Friday thing I keep putting of#OH and character studies- oughh I never post em but they might actually be useful to fill out my portfolio- plus they're fun!#so much wishful thinking but rn I gotta fix an enviroment in Unreal instead hhh#pray for my pc
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