#and i want to make sure ive got $$ for it lmao

[handsomegentlebutch]

Life update:

First of all, ty for ur patience and ty to anyone and everyone that helped me at all, even if it was just a kind word. You kept my sanity in tact tbh

so! I'm going to be doing better financially soon. I'm not paying for that fucking trailer again lol which is part of what hurt me sm, tho Prince's vet bills didn't help. The trailer park gave me a notice to vacate AND said they wouldn't give more tours till I gave them my keys despite the fact they were giving tours just fine without me keys before lmao. And the fact they made me pay for the month of May on a place I AM NOT living at? Fuck em. On June first I'm gonna email explaining I won't pay for something I don't even have access to, point out the notice to vacate, etc. I'll go to court w them if I have to 😊 I'm not playing any fucking games with them anymore :3

Also im gonna stop doing uber eats. They pay is so shit. But I got approved to do regular uber so I'm gonna clean my car out and start doing that for events n stuff to try and pad my savings account. Cuz damn... she needs to eat something she's starving rn (the savings account)

Prince is also doing sm better!! Im gonna take him back to the vet next week but from the looks of it, he's just anemic. Bc if it was something worse (leukemia, cat aids, etc) he wouldn't be recovering like he is. He'll probably have to be on meds for the next several months (or even years, we'll see) but the drug he'd need is only like $20 so... small price to pay for more kitty time

I also seriously can't thank every one who helped me or shared my donation post enough. Seriously, you kept my head above water there. Esp 🧶🐈 anon. I appreciate u more than I could ever say

[lilybug-02]

Bribed with Chocolate. The way it should be.

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--Full Series--

More to come as this is a two-parter. But you know how I am with schedules.

Bonus:

I think this was an equally possible reaction from Chara.

[crystalpallette]

frye inspires this sort of manic "i can do whatever i want" kinda will in people and god. I sure did do whatever I wanted here

[buwheal]

Man although I can't send this and have Spamton see the image (cuz it would be text instead) I'll send it to you and you can give me your opinion about it.

What do you think...

...about...

...snowy Spamton?

IT SNOWED YESTERDAY YESS!!!

(this was on a car btw, which made it even better)

[hawkfrostandmudclaw]

[kenobihater]

of all the star wars movies, which of them do y'all 1) enjoy the most 2) consider the best quality and 3) think you've rewatched the most. add your answers in the reblogs or replies, i'm genuinely curious how much of an overlap there is within everyone's three answers. mine don't overlap at all! they're revenge of the sith, empire strikes back, and the force awakens :^)

[pup-pee]

needed my fix

[freakinator]

If you don’t mind, I’m gonna yap for a second.. I think another problem with Kab is how sudden the turn around was. Like in the first convo where Kab was acting “evil”, Zam fought back with the argument that she’s wasn’t really evil at all and I think he did believe that at least a little. And if Kab slowly began to turn her path around then he would be a bit more trusting cause he would have SEEN her actual emotional growth but the turn around was so fast, it feels like there was no emotional growth at all and that Kab is still the same as before, cause she basically is. She still wants Mane dead no matter the cost and she’s still, intentionally or not, trying to manipulate Zam, but she wants to be treated as if she’s had that whole long term emotional growth

yeah ii think this is where her majority experience with short-term smps really bit her in the ass, i think there are two main directions that other ppl take it tho: 1. is as what you speculate in that some ppl think that she hasnt had genuine growth and hasnt changed at all and 2. that she genuinely changes too quickly and is therefore unreliable regardless of if shes being honest or not

i think the reason zam was so receptive to her in silent scream was cause this has been a recurrent plot point for a couple streams now, kab trespassing zams base to yap while zam tries to decipher her wants and motivations until eventually she just let it all out and in that instance i think he did genuinely believed that she changed even if it was slowly/just a little bit

....but then die for you happened lol

ssee the thing about kab is that shes shes all-or-nothing, going from one extreme to the next after just a little bit of change in character which can be jarring to some ppl to say the least (unless you thought she was lying and therefore any character development shouldnt be believed i suppose) but is something that was a great asset in shorter and arena-based smps where you had to get as much advantage against your opponent as possible without having to worry about the long-term consequences of these actions ie them not trusting you while still having to interact often in mundane ways even after messing with them. while she Can be swayed this only really works with things she was already unsure of which while a great motivator and trait to keep her on track with her goals (again another great trait for short-term smps), can be really jarring and distressing for other ppl if the things she was absolutely sure about goes against their own perspective like for example her thinking that derapchu killing her constitutes zam getting payback for her as the protector of the server (The protector, not A protector like zam insists, The protector of the server)

i think shes far too used to the fast-paced instant acceptance of changed personality in arena smps that is a natural consequence of them being short-term and having a revolving door of members and teams which is why she expects ppl to accept her growth and efforts so quickly even if realistically nobody would hand over their trust that easily esp after essentially being harassed in their own home multiple times, like even in normal smps where theres a baseline amount of trust ppl still wouldnt trust you after doing that, what more in a server like lifesteal where general trust is low basically all the time?

[b4kuch1n]

tdov was like a week ago already but I just wanna say when I came over to vacation slash help my sworn brother move flat he told me, "ever since you said you wanted to get top surgery I've been thinking about it. it's straight up number two on my bucket list"

[caramelmochacrow]

happy birthday chu2!!!!!!! (she is on a cute date w pareo hehe!)

[phexart]

Felt like doodling my adult children last week

I'd like to clean this up but I've been struggling lately so I figured I could post the sketchy versions for now since I haven't been doing much

[critterchitters-closedcaptions]

trying to decipher if the overwhelming dread & Thoughts are cause of the state of the world or cause i need a shower.

vent post in the tags. idk. do whatever 👍

[famewolf]

i will genuinely never understand my dad!!! and i feel guilty for being confused and angered by him!!!! i don't know what he wants and i doubt i ever will

i guess he's known that he's had cancer for over a month now but never told me. and i dont know if it's because he wanted me to reach out/pay attention to him, as he's done in the past or if he just didn't think to, or if it's some other third mysterious reason that i can't think up

we aren't close since he was rarely in my life but i feel like that's something you tell your kid.

and the only reason i found out is because i went to go check and see why he hadn't replied to my message about asking if he wanted to hang out for the thousandth time without getting a response

[serendipitous-mage]

......... who's gonna tell him ... .. ill do it @markiplier

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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[voidimp]

yeah yeah okay maybe there is something to be said for eating healthier. whatever