#and i should finish a few things
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yeah so this was insane
#i feel like too many people reduce this interaction to jason being like ‘lol same’#but idk :/#this chapter is from jason’s pov#and leading up to it he’s like ‘people keep walking on eggshells around me bc of the the michael varus stab wound’#and he hates it so when he goes on deck to help out with the storm#everyone’s like wtf except for percy#and jason states how much he appreciated percy not treating him like a sick kid#and i feel like it’s echoed in this sentiment where jason could say so many things like#‘you should never feel that way’ ‘im here if you need anything’#but he doesn’t make percy feel alone in his desire to just…. end it all#which ik for some people that doesn’t work but you’re not a character in hoo and percy is dealing with so much guilt#and he can’t tell annabeth bc she’s a main aspect of that guilt#and he doesn’t wanna guilt her more and he feels ashamed and when he describes this he feels weird for feeling it#so having jason this tough guy be like ‘yo i understand it bc i felt the same way#that’s gotta mean a lot to percy#also insane how jason who also struggles to display vulnerability#allows it in one of few times in this moment just so percy this guy he’s supposed to be jealous about#feels comforted and not alone in his guilt and shame#and also it’s just insane how jason’s wanting to kay em ess does not get talked about AT ALL#and just seeing his mom and the pressure of new rome getting to him#like this scene is insane and i’ll never shut up about it#also ignore me i’m just finishing my reread of hoo that took all summer#jason grace#percy jackson#pjo#ashla.txt
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No me stting on my work counter, snug in the corner of the side of the fridge, listening to lofi whilst being overstimulated.
#just a tiring day#sorta burntout from my job#dont get me wrong!!! love my job!!#just been over a year since ive had a break or “vacay”#the shop closes in an hour#and i should finish a few things#but i just#gotta stim rn#gotta breathe#this place was a mess when i got in#and im just#tired#always so tired lately#beau/lyn speaks
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Day 8 of @hermitadaymay (definitely not a day late) and it’s a swimming xB! (And a bonus tiny Keralis because I missed his day)
#My art#hermitcraft#hermitcraft fanart#xbcrafted#xbcrafted fanart#keralis#keralis fanart#hermitaday#hermitadaymay#hermitadaymay2024#Hermit-a-day may#hermit-a-day may 2024#I gave up on the giving everyone nicknames thing yesterday. I’m not doing that anymore#also I WILL be drawing Skizz later today. I started this yesterday and finished it today but Skizz will be faster to draw. He will be drawn#anyways I’m really happy with this pose it’s so fun. I love drawing fish people#I’ve got Lizzie and Jimmy as my “friends of hermitcraft” idea so far I might draw their esmp1 selves just to draw more fish people#I’m trying to miss as few days as possible this year and it’s going. Alright#I’m realizing now his elbow should have gone behind his leg but WHATEVER i don’t care it’s too late to change it
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a while back i started making my own teen titans reboot after watching the show because i just wanted to for fun. and was planning to redesign them all and made some of their character arcs a little better and made gave them slightly different dynamics with each other n everything but i only got dick and raven done. ive drawn starfire’s but it’s uncolored
#i should finish rhe rest them i had a lot of neat ideas for beast boy#this is like strictly the 2003 cartoon universe that i wanted to mess around with#this started because i hated robin’s hair and pants so much in the show that i had to redesign him#raven and robin have that i understand you and trust you and would be happy to sit in comfortable silence with you type of dynamic#i didnt make any HUGE changes just a few little things#raven#rachel roth#dick grayson#teen titans#teen titans 2003#dc#my art lol
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Hi. Look at this.
I just spent two days straight making a digital conspiracy board trying to piece together my favourite genre that isn't really a genre and more just a very particular niche which doesn't really have a name.
If you want to look I reccomend downloading and zooming in on the image to read everything LMAO, I want to try and convert it to a page on my neocities at some point so its easier to view but for now you guys just get a big ol' jpeg. You're welcome :)
#THIS IS ALL ABOUT ME TRYING TO LIKE BREAK DOWN A SUB-GENRE I'VE NOTICED like thats the main thing i'm trying to do here#its so broad but also so specific and trying to explain it is hard#so i made this#welcome to my twisted mind etc#just realised i forgot to include Long Exposure :(#i'm actually posting this a day later cause it was like 4am when i finished this#gravity falls#psychonauts#coraline#paranorman#sequel post to my one from a few days ago which got way more notes than i expected asedrjthgdrf???#this is a wip also i still wanna edit things and add things later#need to improve my silly lil' sticker labelling system#mystery kids#should i tag a few more of the things i included? at least the bigger things???? uhh#i'll tag#scooby doo#at the very least since i dedicated a whole corner to them#fandom conspiracy board#is that a thing is this a thing people normally do#idk#it's satisfying though i like it#enrichment for me :)
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M I K U
#hatsune miku#this was an older doodle from five ever ago tat i tried to fix up a couple months ago and it was mostly finished#i just added a few extra things today but did most of the work like months ago just idk didnt fix it up any more till today so here she is#:3#miku#vocaloid fanart#vocaloid#blood#blood tw#art#should i have made her hair more blue? it stupposed to be like a muted gray blue but idk how much that comes across lol#maybe ill fix it more later but lol#vocaloid art#art work#digital art#illustration#fanart#hatsune miku fanart#artists on tumblr
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but i've been anywhere and it's not what i want and i wanna be still with you
in the minvaya sauce tonight!!!!!!!!!
#ffxiv#jupi gpose#minfilia warde#a'vaya fhey#minvaya#bibo grande dropped today and i like. have almost cried looking at vaya with it. my fat butch. she is real.#also hi onei if you see thissss thank you for porting gear already :'))))#im going to try my very best to also port things. i managed to get the shapes right on the chocobo pajama pants#but the weights are TOTALLY fucked. so. will deal with that tomorrow maybe#and grande motivated me to do his body stripes finally ahehahhehehwahhe my kitty he is REAL!!!!#and im trying these scales on minfilia for um. Plot Reasonssss <3 hello 89 triallll <3#i think she looks absolutely gorgeous#also please look at their rings. ok? ok#i have the gpose JUUUUICE i love gposing. ahahaahhaah AAHAHHAHAAHHAHA#i've done shtolace. now minvaya. i SHOULD do damicred to finish the trifecta... but im not totally happy w dami's look in game ahhhh#but :pleading_face: dmcrd image#anyway. the g'poses. the mnvy g'poses#i took these on island sanc... i want to decorate it really good like other people but i DONT KNOW HOW AHHHHH#minfilia and vaya do actually live on the island. its canon. and its like an animal crossing village. theres a few handfuls of other ppl#teehee. fifiyaya
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CAESAR AUGUSTUS AND MARCUS LICINIUS CRASSUS
this is about the spolia opima that crassus was robbed of lmao. like, yeah okay octavian could've asked him not to claim it, but nevertheless. a kind of theft happened there.
Fact and Fiction: Crassus, Augustus, and the Spolia Opima, Catherine McPherson
#this is one from the vaults I started a few months ago and finally finished. it’s always the furniture details that put things on hold lmao#the former co consuls are fightinggggg (?)#rome is built on top of other people. this is about both the imperialism-slavery machine and the way that all these guys would#politically devour their own generation to sit on a throne. etc. anyway. octavian specifically sits on a throne of other people’s#accomplishments. that’s a specific kind of debt to carry around your neck. or theft depending on who is doing what#this was theft. anything involving Agrippa was a gift so there’s an obligation to succeed which is it’s own kind of currency so to speak#sugghrhfh. every crassus always has to be like this. in my heart i always root for whoever decides to go up against rome#and then i'm stuck with the guy who should've got a spolia opima like. congrats on your win. i guess. i think. RIP.#ACTUALLY YOU KNOW WHAT. while im talking about this crassus. domina fucking sucks. what an absolute clusterfuck of a show#anyway. if anyone ever does augustan age politics again. octavia would be a great character if you want to invent shit#but also more importantly octavian should seduce crassus for this. thank you.#octavian#marcus licinius crassus.....christ how do i write down that he's the grandson of my crassus. i'll figure it out later#roman empire tag#drawing tag
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I promise I'm working on some pieces I'm just really bad with procrastinating
But uh here's have some thinfs
#twas drawinf on magma#yall gotta trust im working on things#i havw a few finished artworks im just debating on whether i should post thej together or wait#eh#ii#ii microphone#ii nickel#bfb firey#bfdi#inanimate insanity#osc#osc art#art#my art
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“im glad that at least one of us has maternal instincts” zhu when i fucking get you >:(((
#ma was so happyyy with the kid oh my goooooddddd#rlly i REMEMBER when i finished reading swbts i was rooting for zhu/ma messy divorce in the second book dkfgjdk#when zhu is like oh i know that every step in my journey to greatness will only bring suffering to ma but well. sucks to be her ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#MA BABY LISTEN TO ME NOW DUMP HIS AAASS!!!!#i was at least hoping ma would yell at her until zhu realized she fucked up big time but alas :(((#once again tragedy of characters bound to society's roles :(((#fr in a kinder future modern au ma should dump zhu's ass a few times#and then get back together with them juuuusttt as baoxiang is gearing up to shoot his shot#laying his heart at her feet and she's just like ah that's so sweet of you but uh. the call of toxic lesbian situationship was too strong#you see i'm 95% of zhu's morality#we're getting married tomorrow <3#and so ma is off getting 6 orgasms in a row while wbx is once again rebounding on mid nefarious sex with ayushiridara#u see the vision#anyway ONTO HWDTW WHO'S READY FOR THINGS TO GET MUCH WORSEE??? YIPPPEEEEE#tre reread#send post
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I personally like Thunder's prosthetic. Explained it to my friend (who does use a mobility device, a cane and wheelchair, and listens to me rant and infodump about BB) and they agreed, it's important to know that not every person needs what someone wants to give them. It's another example of "bad ableist person does a thing that hurts a disabled person because they are bad and ableist".
Clear Sky got Jagged Peak killed and would have killed Sunlit Frost! He would absolutely force his disabled son to be "normal" and present it like a privilege. "I wouldn't do this for anyone else, it's special, why don't you want to be helped?"
Thunder Storm should toss it in Clear Sky's face. (I would say toss it into the river but we do not pollute waterways in this house)
Thank you for telling me this, and tell your friend I'm thanking them too! If they have anything else to add please forward what they have to say
Since BB!DOTC tackles some of the heaviest topics in the entire series because its canon equivalent is so dark, I think very carefully about what I do here and how I show it. I take feedback on its sensitive aspects very seriously. If I'm understanding the criticism properly, it's that I should avoid stigmatizing prosthetics by making sure Thunder Storm's not the only one with it-- which he's not! And I'll add even more.
I don't want to avoid something only because it's uncomfortable if the topic is important, and my portrayal is respectful. Ableism IS uncomfortable! There are some situations where a prosthetic is not wanted! I think the rejection of this particular one is both a good opportunity to show a type of ableism and ALSO is very fitting for the characters.
In BB!Clear Sky's mind, the villain, he's fixing an old mistake. He can't admit that he got Jagged Peak killed or take REAL accountability for it (though he will, occasionally, apologize insincerely), but deep in his bones, he knows what he did was cruel. He'll never tell anyone this because he doesn't really cognate it himself, but Thunder Storm NEEDS to take his gift.
If Thunder doesn't take it, it blows a hole in his newest story. You see, throwing Jagged Peak out was All That Could Have Been Done back then. It was a Tragedy and he simply Made A Hard Choice. He regrets it very much, But You Have To Understand.
But now? Now? Well, behold. Look at what he's accomplished since the tragic death of his little brother. His cats are well-fed, cared for, and stable enough to make such incredible advancements. If only Jagged Peak had been able to hold on longer, if only he could be here now, I could fix him.
Just like I can (MAKE YOU JUST LIKE ME) fix you.
"Everything I've ever done is for Jagged Peak. For Fluttering Wing. For you." Thunder Sky is SPECIAL, but if he rejects any gift, tries to turn down the "privileges" offered to him, in an instant that becomes ungratefulness and arrogance. He both forces him to be special, and then leverages it against him if it's rejected. "Spoiled brat, doesn't appreciate what I've worked so hard to give him."
It all goes back to him and his own guilt. He can NEVER be wrong. He can't accept his family doesn't have to be "normal" or reflect his own ability. He won't see himself as a bully, let alone a murderer. It was never about his son's comfort or finding out what Thunder Storm wants or needs, it was about his own ego.
...All that said I'm still taking feedback if there's anything else I should keep in mind, or if anyone has a counter point, especially if you also have experience here.
(In the interest of having a link trail for posterity, here's the critique/call for feedback this is in response to)
#ALSO also I will take suggestions on other characters who should have prosthetics#Sunlit makes sense and it will make a really nice character moment later for him to have one built#There's also an amputee in RiverClan few people talk about called Stonestream#I can give him one and bump him up into a bigger character. In BB he is the sibling of Willowshine#BB!DOTC#better bones au#Also just as a side note... I love writing BB!Skystar. My ire for the character comes from his redemption arc so I feel like I get to--#--write the character I WANTED to see#Same with Bramble in other BB arcs#cw ableism#tw ableism#ableism#They're fascinating in that they always have to see themselves as the victim or the hero#They believe every lie they tell.#If you ever catch them in a contradiction they will still try to find some way to turn it on you and YOUR lack of understanding.#Interestingly both of them are ableist. Sky's is just more obvious because he's LOUDLY bigoted.#But BB!Bramble is *notably* less close to Jay for a very sad and very subtle reason.#Jay just doesn't serve his ego like the others do until much later in his life.#unfortunately most bigotry is like that.#the type you have a hard time calling out because it's a deniable bias. the constant gaslighting of being part of a marginalized group#Maybe I need to address the criticism by adding a character with a prosthetic to THIS arc even earlier#Problem is that like... Thunder's small merc group is already full of disabled characters and their THING is forming in response to ableism#OH maybe I'll put someone in the Forest Cat group which is lead by Slash?#I need to finish that last book and then gather up all the cats for sorting into allegiances
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Draw req..... seph braiding her hair like aeriths.......
(she has too much hair to put in one braid) what a good request my god anyways. time to feel unwell about sephagain.
THANKS 4 DA ASK!
#incorporating into my hcverse that seph has/had a habit of braiding her hair when she was alone just as like. an idle motion#id like to think that one of the very few scraps of choice/agency they gave her was hair length and it was sort of a rebellion-#- +gender thing to let her hair grow so long#also because i think theres something (maybe this is because im jp) sort of... unsettling? about really long hair bc in jp tradition you#believe that luck/curses/energy can be stored in the hair so u cut ur hair if u want a fresh start etc it just gives a very 'shes dragging#something dead and heavy forward with her' vibe#btw this is not my reading of canon this is just smt i MADEUP i dont thinkt he creators intended that w her hair lmfao#cave mail#ff7#ffvii#sephiroth#fanart#transfemiroth#mine#also i have an aerith/seph hair braiding comic(?) lying around almost finished but idk if i should post it cuz i dont want ppl to think its#completely intended to be romantic or whatever when its more ab aerith
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I drew this funny thing in @iidgm's whiteboard. I did a bunch more but this one is my favorite.
#I remember seeing a similar meme to this so I got heavily inspired to do it with Catnap and Dogday for some reason#should I even tag this as a ship?#Meh#I'll tag it for shits and giggles.#dogday x catnap#There#but yeah#I really love digital art now#It's very very fun#But now I'm going back to traditional for the time being because there's a few things I need to finish.#Anyways#rambles#artists on tumblr#cute#dogday#Catnap#shitpost
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The way Spider-verse inspires.
I was thinking about the meaning of mirrors, reflections and being upside down in this movie. I love how the Spot is never reversed in relation to Miles, almost as if they... mirrored each other 👀
hey, look! now its upside down! just like in Spiderve- *gunshot sound*
#spiderverse#across the spiderverse#spiderman#spiderman across the spiderverse#spoilers#miles morales#the spot#ater art#ok i thing thats all#i was literally just sketching few minutes ago#and BAM its 5am and im sitting with finished artwork#i used at least 4 techniques for the first time drawing this. wild#spiderverse is amazing and i cant wait for 3rd part bc its going to break me in all the ways it matters#there are SO MANY THING to think about meanwhile#i wanted to name it whats up. in realtion to whats up danger and this being two way. but it sounds like a way to say hello#i mean it is a way to say hello you know what i mean?#its 5am i should go to sleep#im so proud of this one...
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*glances at svsss' vol 4 worth of extras, aka 'the whump and smut pile'* you haven't seen anything yet
You guys are seriously taking an axe to my self-control;;; I'm trying to make this series last longer than a single month!! I'm trying to savour things!!! I'm trying to read something else and give the series a bit of breathing room before I pick up the last book but I want the "whump and smut pile" I want that so much I feel like a dog that's getting a treat waved in front of its face .·´¯`(;´д`)´¯`·.
#svsss already had a bunch of whump! i wasn't expecting that! it was a really really nice treat#honestly i am going to need to find fics that delve into the whole blood parasite thing cause yall holy shit#that's fucked and i'm very into it#anyway you CAN'T just tell me that the biggest book in the (already whumpy) series is the “whump and smut pile” without destroying me a bit#i've almost finished all mxtx books and what am i supposed to do after that?#i've read the main story for mdzs / tgcf / and now svsss#all i have left are the extras - i've intentionally not read the extras for any of the series yet because i figured i would get to a point#where i'd finished the main series and would want to have something to return to#but that's three books AT MOST because most of the extras aren't a full book#i'm so close to being done them and i don't want this ;;^;;#i'm going to have to seriously start thinking about which danmei/xianxia book to read next because i'm really enjoying this genre#i have a few options i haven't touched yet because i've been busy with mxtx's books... maybe i should do a poll and see what people think#since i don't really know much about the genre or the other books out there or what's good.... hm....#bene speaks
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This is going to sound so stupid but I only today realised that a significant number of people like....look down on retail & service industry work.
#Nothing like happened i'm just listening to Debt by David Graeber & thinking about things#Remembering when my coworkers wife was working in a cafe while she finished her masters#And I was like - ah I like that cafe! Does she like the work?#& he scathingly said#'well. its cafe work'#I feel stupid! This should be obvious!! I know people treat service industry workers like shit!#I guess my mammy - who raised me on her wages from 5 jobs at a time including everything from#Cross border peace development work to cleaning bedrooms in a b&b -#Simply did too good a job teaching me that any job worth doing is worth doing well. Has inherent dignity. Etc.#Also I have many friends who prefer being baristas to like. High paid lab work#Also i'm from a rural area where farm work is considered the Real Work& everything else is just filling in the gaps#And I grew up surrounded by teachers & civil servants & nurses who would pull a few shifts at a bar or hotel to make ends meet#So. I never really computed that some of this work is considered lesser.#tthat the people who do it are consdjered lesser by some.#And not just by outrageous snobs. By like. Average ppl with jobs that they can sit down in#This is blowing my mind I need a minute#Me Fein
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