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cherrywperson · 2 months ago

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lateposting . happy 1500 days anniversary to the election special ❤️

#and by late posting i mean that it was yesterday 💔#i finished this at like 11 pm okkay i didnt have the time all day 💔#also posted this one to twt but it had mistakes so i touched it up today and yeahh #the lightning is a lil funky but idc im still proud wtvr #ive had this idea since uhhh march but i didnt know how to execute it yet and today i said fuck it cuz now its my chance so yayyy #this is kinda gay art idk cuz to me its the 1500th day anniversary of their last peak interaction idk #i rlly miss them 💔💔💔#tawog tobias #tobias wilson #gave him a big coat cuz idk a ref to the one and who knows maybe he stole it from harold yayy #i shouldve made the sleeves bigger in that case but idk maybe he tugged them but its not clear here #tawog bobert #bobert 6b #was abt to draw him with a skirt but i bailed on that at the end fml #feel like an angel lost its wings SORRY GUYS 💔💔#if i draw them like this again maybe ill do that who knows #xuz i do wanna draw them again its fun #ran out of things to say okkay thats all rest of the tags GO #fanart #cherrys evil art #tawog #the amazing world of gumball #was gonna add the gumball chronicles but i dont think thats a real tag damn no one gaf 💔💔 i dont either but yk #rainbowdroid #I GUESS yeahh the intention was gay #eyestrain

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triglycercule · 2 months ago

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horror is so BLESSED he's the only one out of the murder time trio that has actual good people trying to influence his story 💔💔 dust and killer were both driven to INSANITY because of the choices of their respective humans but horror??? every time without FAIL the polls for horrortale's plotline have always ended in a good place for aliza (either by bettering her relationships/reputation or for her to just. not DIE)

horrortale's potential alternate timelines my beLOVEd🙏🙏 they're SO lucky that we're being kind and benevolent hehe (≧ω≦) now where are the aus based off the possible different outcomes that could've happened in horrortale HUH???? (like how aliza couldve killed toriel or chosen horror's puzzle or gone with undyne to the core........)

#something something all three of them have their fates determined by an outside force #ermmmm but horror doesn't- yeah he does. what aliza does decides EVERYTHING for horror and horrortale #just because its not direct like dust or killer doesn't mean theyre all subject to the same community x3 #PARALLELS MTT PARALLELS FOR THE 500TH TIME THEY HAVE SOOOO MANY PARALLELS OHHH MY GOOOOOODDDDDD #mtt going to visit horrortale would just be dust eying aliza (out of paranoia. he knows shes a good kid)#and then killer knowing in his head that the poor kid aliza that horror weirdly seems to like doesn't have control over her actions #she doesn't know horror doesn't know nobody knows except killer. is that a bit sad?#theyre all living in the dark unaware of the reality of their world. i mean thats how its meant to be after all thats what the players want #but....... it would be tempting to tell horror...... hehehehehe- and then he's interrupted by horror and dust #(theyre trying to get killer to eat papyrus's spaghetti in their place. he's the only one that can stomach it even though there's no human)#mtt i love thee SOOOOO much. theyre back in horrortale for the holidays ✨✨ coming back to visit the family ✨✨ WHAT horror's visiting.......#not dust or killer of course. this isnt their world noooope thats not papyrus. but that doesn't stop dust from having everyone like him #its just like the good old days :333 except now there's three sanses and triple the insanity :333 almost like nothing's changed!!!!!#oh killer??? yeah he's there. probably won't try taking up the sansish type of role horror and dust do but he'll find a way to get used 2 i #after all the point of this is whatever he wants it to be now ;33333 were these tags all just a reference to my mtt fic. yes. yes they were #LMAOOOO i forgot that aliza didn't fall into horrortale yet in my fic. still a fun thing to imagine tho!!!#i think it would be fun having aliza be the first of humans for horrortale to deal with that they won't instantly kill #itll be hard but really rewarding for all of them........ especially horror i believe!!! man he didnt even go through therapy but #just being away from horrortale and out doing new and FUN and NOT MURDEROUS things has done wonders for him :3 #i need to get to writing smh..... winter break is the day after tomorrow (TECHNICALLY AT 2:32 PM SINCE THSYS WHEN SCHOOL ENDS SO HAHAHA)#so ill probably work on it more over break since i'll have nothing to do hehe.......#today was an amazing day for me ✨ TWO mtt angst death related hcs..... some work on my latest chapter i've yet to post..... SWAPINVERSE FAN #ARE YOU KIDDING ME MORR SWAPINVERSE ART THIS IS SOOOO AMAZING THABK YOU UNTITLED29876011111 I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY YOU DO THIS!!!!!#tricule rant #killer sans #dust sans #horror sans #murder time trio #utmv #sans au

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ganondoodle · 2 months ago

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everyones more than welcome to send me asks about stuff* btw, i know i havent been that good in answering, but i think thats largely bc i always want to do too much, like .. drawing entire character design sheets and everything and then never having the energy or motivation for it so it sits around like all of my hundreds of wips i never finished bc i lost energy/motivation, waiting for it to come back .. which might never happen (and i still dont know how to handle compliments ,, i might never will tbh- if i havent answered a compliment its very very likely i dont know how to properly convey my gratitude- feeling like theres no amount of things i can do or say to 'pay back'? ... kinda weird if you think about it .. but i am weird so what do i know jsklfnhsdk, i promise you i treasure it)

im pretty sure not everyone that sends an ask expects a drawing or multiple and pages long text right? thats my skewed perspective isnt it?

*stuff being like .. about my ocs, about my zelda comic, about the totk rewrite project, suggestions, ideas, rants too, kind of anything though im less likely to respond to personal things (and in case theres anyone newer to tumblr, asks dont have to be literal questions, you can write in those what you want, i like them alot bc its a lil message without the chat type of commitment to it ... im even worse at keeping up responding in chats (not intentionally .. my short term memory sucks) o3o)

#ganondoodles talks #personal #i might ... have gotten some of my art spark back .... i think #i dont want to announce anything before knowing for sure #but i was able to fix the comic panel i kept getting frustrated on today so im countign that as a win #............... in case you are one of the at least 8 people who saw the oc post i wrote yesterday btw ... sorry my fear of being cringe wo #i deleted it earlier today T-T #i still feel like im making myself too vunerable talking about my ocs #like oh gods i cant write things like that .. scenes out of context that mean alot to me but are jsut werid to read for others #i fought the cringe fear for a long time but it still won #if you dont know- its nothing to worry about ... just got mad at myself for wasting an entire evening just daydreaming about ocs again-#and added a really sloppy summarized version of a scene i came up with for them that made me feel things but makes no sense-#-and has no weight written in tags like that so uuuuh thats gone now dfjkgndfjknjkd #i sometimes think i shouldnt be allowed to make posts past 10 pm but here i am writing one at .. FRICK ... 1am again #....going to bed now .. woops

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faaun · 1 year ago

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Jack Marsh (2005), Friendship Otherwise - Toward a Levinasian Description of Personal Friendship

#saw carnation lily lily rose by john singer seargent irl today. it was basically at my doorstep all along idk why i never went to see it #it was placed at a corner in the gallery. me and my friend sat down and sketched the paintings of beautiful naked people quite badly. paper #provided by tate britain. she told me about how she couldnt look her boyfriend in the face after a harrowing film about war. when i say the #interview was informal i mean the person who was supposed to be my boss told me let me get you a cider and then he said after #50 years of life he knows people are inherently good and it only takes a little bit of kindness to save this world. he said he tricked #his wife into keeping the baby and then he said he quit his job at a US bank to help people find meaning and in it #he would have liked to find meaning. instead he started climbing with his friends. he said he chews his cigarettes because its a habit from #when he had to hide things from people. the entire time i felt uncomfortable and incredibly enlightened. this is my friends mentor. she has #his pattern of pauses and expletive and penchant for ends-justify-means attitude. i do think im not very clever #but maybe one day i will love you enough to make up for it. i wrote code i dont understand staring at the final error i thought about how #we both thought of how when we're too old to remember the voices of our friends we would like to stand in the pathway of the LHC beam pipe #cut it open and eat light in the freezing cold vacuum (kills you long before radiation will) the invisible puncture wound unfolding dna #back to the start larger than you ever were. you go to heaven once youve been to hell. my friend is in my bed #practicing calculations of eigenvectors by hand and she is uninterested in a visual proof you are uninterested in incompetence #we catch a train this is your kind of burden you tragic hero wincing at that word you only do this because you have to. im the only one #who can. i am a coward in this for the fucking poetry. the visual proofs. the pretty numbers. an architect who was horrible at maths wanted #to be a philosopher and accidentally ended up neck in deep in 70th Error On Visual Studio Code i want to kiss your eyes before we say #goodbye we both know there is no love in the way there should be. I still have your dress in my wardrobe. i hope you make art.#you think im alright head-wise i think you fucking hate me i think ill never be so clever you want me to tell you my idea?#if you wanted more of this world i would have liked to kiss you harder. we cant both be like this. im sorry i cant be with you the whole wa #the love is gone if you have to ask it. his breath catches his eyes feel stiff it is -1.9 kelvin he is near the beam pipe i miss holding #his hand i miss her singing voice i miss his hair and i found the antonym of pain thank you for carrying me home.

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llitchilitchi · 10 months ago

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I get hating certain political systems and trying to abolish totalitarian regimes but at the same time many of them are so interwoven with our history and society they have become tropes and when I consume media with a setting where the monarchy is absolute and revered then I am playing my part and sucking that princeling off

#litchi.txt #there are games that address this kinda stuff! and thats good! its good that there are games talking about how this is bad!#but at the same time when I go into a game knowing I will be the prince's sword and shield I dont expect the game to be anti-monarchy #despite having pretty strong opinions on many a thing I tend to put most of them away the moment I engage with media #imperialism bad. monarchy bad. doesnt mean I cant enjoy roleplaying in a game where I help these systems #because guess what its fictional and not everything needs to be a strong statement about politics #sometimes we just... wanna vibe with a setting #I am so very thoroughly exhausted from the politics in this country and where things are going I just kinda need that no brainer gameplay #even if it means working as the secret police for an emperor #even if it means replacing one dictator with another #because its still a game #a lot of people talk about imperialism-monarchy-colonialism with these things because they are a big issue even today #and they are important to talk about!! in real world!!#but I rarely see people be this upset about like religion etc which like. thats also a massive problem.#idk Im just tired of trying to look at fanart of all my fantasy medieval games and people being upset that the games #are not super anti-monarchy despite the marketing being literally 'you are the emperor's bestie. you help him out and go on a quest.'#'your quest is to manipulate local government to support the emperor and do his bidding'#like idk how That is supposed to be a game that addresses it properly #and maybe it does but ig since the MC doesnt look at the player and go REMEMBER KIDS! THIS IS EVIL AND BAD AND WHY MONARCHY SUCKS #it doesnt count??? I guess???

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artemisbarnowl · 4 months ago

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If I had a nickel for every time my dad and to go to hospital for: choking on a piece of meat during a post golf meal

I'd have two nickels. Which isn't a lot yadda yadda but damn dude how do you get a piece of steak crammed that far down in your oesophagus??

#this time seems less pressing (despite being air lifted from country hospital to the royal) because he can still breath #but its pretty jammed in there and he can't swallow so will have to wait all day for endoscopy to have a look at it #and play the worst version of a claw machine game people have #last time he was all weezing and stuff because it was obstructing airway #when i saw the message the first thing i was worried about was managing my behaviour so the fam (mostly my sister) dont get mad at me #if he died i would be sad in the way people frightened of their own mortality are #not sad in the grieving and miss him way #and i dont think my siblings realise how little i like him #anyway hes not dying and will be fine but it really shifts the mood this weekend and also means mama is not moving house today #and im pretty sure i can still go to a gig tonight (hes fine. i cant do anything anyway)#but i think my sister will go off if i ask to be sure

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xxplastic-cubexx · 1 month ago

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Hi I think I saw in the tags that your birthday is Friday and today is Friday so if you celebrate your birthday- Happy Birthday!!!!

actually i think i said that my birthday falls on a friday next year but im very touched you remembered anyhow :'] thank you ... for the early birthday wish ...

#snap chats #if its anything my dad's birthday is timorrow and it's probably midnight somewhere so !!!#my birthday isnt too far from today anyhow it's jan 10th #i thought i was going to go to the city to celebrate then but i realize i prob wont have train money #i have to go to the city More Times Than I Thought in the coming weeks so i decided to skip going for my bday #such is the woes of my insurance Only working in the city but thats a whole can of worms we dont have to get into #so i think im just gon celebrate at a sushi joint i was at this year #not terrible ! i mean i would have really liked to see my dad for my birthday but thats ok ill see him when i go to the city #'why doesnt he just come down for your birthday' becauase that means being in the same room as my mom and !!!#i wouldnt wish that upon anyone. also i wanna hang out with my dads wife :( she's very sweet and cool #but again ill live i can see them whenever #DID NOT mean to ramble about my upcoming plans but we know how i am. this always happens jEARLKVJAERLKVJ #ANYWAY thank you again for the accidental birthday wish #even if it is early im still very happy :) always very nice for things like that to be remembered ^^ !!

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deus-ex-mona · 5 months ago

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i miss her…

#cant believe i forgot about her till the photobook q&a im so sorry witch mona~~~~~~~#press f for honeypre atelier gachas it was gone too soon™️#(currently e x t r e m e l y worried and stressed for tomorrow like never before b u t i have to appear like im fine sobs save me monachann)#(can i go on a stress-prompted tangent here about something inane? no? toooo bad im gonna go off anyway~~~~)#ok so. like. since witch mona is the image i have up ‘ere and since it’s still 七月… today’s tangent will be on irl spooky stories!!#s o. presenting a decently repressed memory from my childhood that resurfaced while i was hibernating at home:#anyways. well. thoughts about the afterlife can vary from person to person yes? there’s no one true correct belief after all #but the one question that unites us all is probably the one and only ‘are ghosts real?’#and well. for personal reasons i think so. i mean i’ve seen this one dude i hate get possessed a couple of times so welp. cant deny it ig.#wild story about that actually. back in the day my family’s finances were allegedly doing so badly that [dude i hate] had to pick up #a *c e r t a i n* side hustle for extra cash. that side hustle? literal grave digging at the cemetary. at night no less #and *ofc* he wasn’t respectful about it in the least so ofc some spirits followed him home. yay. free roommates.#one(?) of them even took residence in my room at the time and im 80% sure they ate my history textbook :( much sads #anyways well once that guy had too much to drink (which was rather often tbh) he’d get possessed. fun!#the only possession i ever saw was the n-rarity angry ghost who’d just huff and puff in silence with unfocused eyes most of the time #he’d occasionally put on a leather jacket too. but that was like a r-rarity event that didn’t happen that often #my mother had the chance to also witness the mosquito (who tried to barge into my room for fresh blood) and the 姑娘 (self-explanatory)#which is kinda unfair tbh. i wanted to see the ur-rarity ones too :( mostly bc it’d be funny to see a guy i hate act ooc (impure intentions)#oh right. how did we get the dude out of his possession? we just shook his arm really hard. prolly caused some lasting effects but who know #i think he could also just sleep off the possession but idk i was asleep for the ur-rarity incidents.#cant ask the one witness of it bc i dont want to bring back unnecessary flashbacks of [guy we hate]#anyways it’s been years since we moved out from that place and i still want my history textbook back. mostly for the principle of it but—#and so that’s the tangent of the day. i feel weirdly less stressed now thanks witch mona #i do wonder how my grandparents are faring on this 七月 though…#b u t !!!!! tomorrow’s date on the lunar calendar says it’s an auspicious day for wishful activity and starting a new job!!! so… maybe~~~~?#hauauauauauauauuauaaaaaa anyways insane tangent over stream mona’s new album ok bye #oops forgor to disable rbs i hate how easy it is to forget to use this function man

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black-and-yellow · 9 months ago

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Thank you for acknowledging Midnight is part of the gang 🙏🙏🙏🙏

Midnight is the glue that holds the gang together. There would be no gang without her 💪 Vigilantes made me appreciate her more

#'dont you mean was' idc!! shes alive to me #should i do more bug au stuff cause that's my 'midnight is alive and everyone's having a good time' au #tbh even before i was a midnight enjoyer and I came up with the premise for the Loudspeaker au I was still like #'oh her death is for sure driving Mic to villainy she is the backbone of this friend group'#Aizawa and Mic are these little feral creatures and Midnight is their wrangler #All Might the type to say 'ha- uh- now boys- play nice haha. alright?' awkwardly while Mic and Aizawa try to kill each other #Midnight the type to go 'pSHT' like you do to a cat and they immediately break it off #based takes in the tags today

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angelstrawbabie420 · 5 months ago

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grief will have you saying shit like goddamn and fuck maybe the abuse was worth it

#ive made this post before i just cant find it and it’s all im feeling rn #god i miss my parents so fucking much even though they were the cause of SO MANY of my problems that idk if i’ll ever heal from #but navigating life w this grief and without their support- however little it was- feels like hell #but the abuse felt like hell too.#ive said it before but i was JUST getting to a place where i felt i could stand up for myself and knock down thwir shit a few pegs. or at #least become more resistant to it #i saw a future with them in it for the first time in my LIFE #and it was bc i’d done SO MUCH FUCKING WORK. and now i feel like it was all so fucking useless #it’d be easier if i was still in the phase of anger i was at like 19 #but i’d processed that quite a bit and was trying to move on #FUCK. i had made SO much goddamn progress right before my mom got sick #then everything went down the toilet cus i cannot fucking have anything #it’s so unfair. i wish i could at least redo the last 3 years of my life #i would’ve done things so much different but i was so traumatized and still so angry and bitter and trying to preserve myself #ive come to the realization tjat the person i am today did not exist back then and therefore i shouldnt beat myself up bc it literally wasnt #available to me. i couldnt have done anythimg different bc i was in such a state of survival #and truthfully ive grown a lot since then even if im still in the trenches #the timeline of my entire life has been so fucking unfair #and i dont know how to reconcile any of it i dont know how to cope with my worst fears coming true #and i mean worst fears. even the way they passed. spot on to my worst fears #i despised what they did to me but i still didnt see life without them until i was at least 30 #it was all so sudden and quick and shocking #yeah they were horrible parents but i was a horrible kid too. maybe i straight up just deserved that shit #and i’d go back to that and seeing a future with them in an instant #over this bullshit #it’s so hard. and then losing all my pets too at the SAME TIME. all my babies #everything that i loved ripped away from me in the span of MONTHS #it’s all too much. l oh fucking l. no wonder im 3 shots deep at fucking 3 pm #it just hurts so bad. so fucking bad.

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lighthouseshepard · 7 months ago

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#uh oh i am #feeling very much not like a real person today #just incredibly anxious for no reason i know of #like my body's still in hyper go mode but i mean #this is my first day off in 5 days so maybe thats in?#like i cant convince myself to relax or that i dont have something im pressed for time to do #and im just so tired #and its creating this weird space where i feel Iike im existing a little to the left of reality #the wind is warm and the sky outside is an expanse of blue with crested clouds but i cant take it in #attention span is all over the place #going from like sad to happy to The Longing to feeling left out of my own life #what the fuck brain can i just have #one normal day when im at home BLEASE #i wanted to write today! but even when im sitting still its like im floating #caspost #tbd #sorry i don't mean to complain i feel like ive been doing that alot lately #i am the captain of the struggle bus and its careening into traffic #my mind has the mouth feel of pop rocks and the look of tv static

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violentviolette · 2 months ago

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worst thing ever is when my room is messy so its giving me anxiety and i cant get anything done but also i cant clean the room because im so anxious and cant get anything done. so i just sit in moderate discomfort and distress for 2+ weeks trying to fight the sisyphean task of tidying up my desk

#jack.speaks #i am chipping away at it little by little and today i am absolutely tackling the desk and the laundry #but im gonna be mad and complain about it the whole time #why does my brain do nothing but get caught in cyclical traps #really the problem is that ive identified where the problem area thats spilling out into the whole room is #but tackling that means rearanging some stuff and moving things out of the room and finding somewhere for them to go #but thats so much effort and so many spoons #and potentially requires cleaning the spare bedroom first #but i dont have the energy to clean the spare bedroom because my room is still a mess #do u see where i am trapped in the wheel of samsara rn

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legend-tripper · 30 days ago

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pay me pay me pay me pay me pay me pay me pay me pay me pay me pay me pay me pay me pay me pay me pay me pay me pay me pay me

#dont mind me just trying to manifest my fucking paycheck #and by manifest i mean if my direct deposit doesnt drop into my account today i am going to end up on the news #if my boss forgot to do payroll before leaving the fucking country its going to take all of my willpower not to quit on the spot #like she didnt process the raise we negotiated two months ago she didnt give me the hours she promised me in those two months #and she shut the entire business down for january so i had to scramble to get a temp job anyway #and i asked twice if she wanted me to come into the studio with literally every other employee the day before shut down and she said no #bc she would just call me to check in #and then she didnt call me or check in #so she leaves the country and then texts me the next day in a panic bc a file she needs wasnt uploaded to the web so she can access it #like perhaps it would have been had i gotten that studio day that everyone else got #and now im not even getting paid on time #like i wasnt scraping by already bc she cut my hours and didnt process my raise anyway #genuinely cant afford to fuck around with this anymore #if she doesnt give me that raise the literal second i clock in in february on god im walking out on her #and the raise is still less than the last person in my position was making so you know what #if im not making that same rate im walking

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doctorwormcore · 1 year ago

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What i think i love the most about the live action is just how much love there is? Yeah its different from the anime, but honestly....kinda better. I love how kind they all are, the strawhats clearly just love each other already, their own little family

#opla #crying screaming throwing up #i hope we do get to see more of their og personalities shine through #i.e. sanji being a bit of a hotheaded dumbass and zoro being a bit of a moron and nami being a bit more a big sister hahaha #but i love the opla strawhats so much man #i love that they highlight that sanji is inherently soft or that usopp really is charismatic or that zoro really is a snarky gay bitch lmAO #and like i ADORE opla nami #im so excited for chopper man... im watching the anime atm and he still isnt here yet ;-;#boku wa doctor tony tony chopper if you even care #god if they made everyone else hot can you imagine how hot robin will be!?!?!?#ugh....can you imagine how theyd tackle whole cake island with soft!sanji ....feelsbadman.jpg #i mean we have a LONG way to go before we even tackle the time skip....very apprehensive as yo how sanjis will be tackled bc girl...#lbr that shit was insensitive and transphobic af....#dont get me wrong....sanjis a fucking misogynist lmao....less so in the la...still there tho #god bless him...thinks hes just chilvalrous #anyway no notes on luffy he is literally perfect can do no wrong precious baby #if anything hes not as objectively stupid lol but like they only had 8 eps..you really can only squeeze in the most important shit #anyway i am screaming...dennis o'hare NEEDS to play eric the whirlwind if they utilise that shit #anywya thats my rambling for today lol

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orcelito · 13 days ago

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-22F windchill is Pretty Chilly!! But I bundled right up, so I'm okay. My face doesn't like it, though. My lungs, too. Going full turtle mode, hunkering down in my coat collar and exhaling warm air up to keep my face warm. It works! Makes my glasses a condensation hell though. But struggling to see is worth keeping my face from getting frostbite lol. Lungs still don't like it tho.

#speculation nation #done with my first class and since my lab went online this week im headed home for a few hours #might do a little bit more violin practice before i leave for orchestra. just a bit. my fingertips are still kinda sore from yesterday.#but i wanna run thru the stuff i practiced to make sure my fingers remember before orchestra.#and if i have the time i might take a little nap...? not nearly as sleep deprived as i was last thursday but im still a lil sleep deprived #i forgot about my quizzes until i was literally lying in bed so i ended up getting up early to finish those b4 class #and it worked! but it means i got mayb 6 hours of sleep. after getting 6 hours the night before too.#tonight tho. tonight for sure. i'll go to sleep at a reasonable time.#doctor's appointment in the morning tomorrow. bleh. hope there r no problems with my car lol #i might check on her after orchestra today. just to make sure she still starts fine.#i dont Think she'll have problems. but cold weather like this makes me nervous. and i cant afford to be late to this appointment.#so maybe i'll take her on a quick spin today. pick up food or smth idk. just to make sure her battery wont die from the cold or w/e #hrmgh i just really want it to stop being so cold. i miss riding my bike man i hate being stuck riding busses.#sigh. i'll be okay. i'll get thru this. one breath at a time.

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arolesbianism · 13 days ago

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Finally fixating on some nugget relationships that aren't horrible for everyone I love friendship <3

#rat rambles #I feel like Ive mentioned them before but Ive been rotaing them in my head so hard today #jacob dexter besties arc <3333 and also piper ig :/#they're all friends I just have favorite children (even tho Im pretty sure piper is the one whos been around the longest)#theres nothing super deep going on with them they're just bros who like to hang out drink and have game nights sometimes #but I likes them. they're silly :3 #I need to dexter post more often yes they basically do nothing but be their friends supply guy but I love her sm #I used to be painfully neutral on him until I started lor at which point she grew on me hard and its only been getting worse #shes a mess who is squeamish and easily grossed out (rip bozo) and also an alcoholic (rip bozo) and also loves gambling (rip bozo)#hes surprisingly not doing as bad as youd think theyd be considering the everything tho #mostly because theyre good with tech and also are very good at breaking rules without getting too punished #but also because of their friends ig. eyeroll.#jacob also has a lot of bullshit going on as he is one of the poor souls who for a time caught yuri's attention but hes managing #and by managing I do mean on the verge of a breakdown at all times and holding on by a thread because he does not need to have juliet's #wrath added to his ever growing list of problems and traumatic events #again having positive relationships does also help but hes easily the least stable of the crew #to be clear theyre not like. super close? they hang out and play games and shit but they generally treat their hang outs as escapism so #they rarely talk much abt themselves on a personal level with eachother #which is fine they still value eachother a lot and genuinely enjoy eachothers company #although they are a bit recklessly fond of eachother considering their situation Id say. thankfully they dont get punished for it tho.#if one of them Had died and not instantly got brought back I do think the other two would fully lose it #the closest this ever got to happening in game was me not realizing dexter (level 5 employee btw) had gotten eaten by the wolf #and almost moving to the next day before realizing she had died #and do note this was like at the point in the game where I was just about done preparing to start the last 5 days this was Late late game #but autism be damned my boy can fuck up one of the easiest waws #(not a boy tbc)#honestly its kind of a miracle I never let piper die I Really didnt care abt him before the other two boosted him by proxy #well tbf he was for a good while one of like. two ppl I had in training. and they also are in little red gear. so they Did have value. ig.#piper comes from category of nugget I had in my early game that I liked to call bodyguards #basically I had one or two guys per department who actually did work and then another guy or two to be extra fire power

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