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nymphiqueish · 4 months ago

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hey siri

am I an angel

do angels take on human forms

how to grow wings

how to grow wings easy spell no candles

what to do if you're an angel

psychosis symptoms

angelkin

angelkin tumblr

why do I feel wings that aren't there

feel wings on back

what to do if you're an angel trapped in a human body

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ironicsoap · 6 months ago

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you are expendable, you are not expected to return

#i know i said id try to keep pressure stuff in containment but this is more of a vent piece than pressure fanart #and it felt wrong posting it on the side blog since thats really more of a fandom space than a soap space #kinda need the catharsis of strangers knowin whats goin on with me bc ive been kind of MIA on all platforms in terms of new 3D art..#i had something really insane happen that was a major permanent change to my life in september/august (cant talk about it) and #i havent really been handling it well at all #pressures been like the sole thing thats kind of keeping me above water mentally #but simultaneously like the level of obsession im at is insanely unhealthy it is ruining everything else in my life. but i just dont know #what else i can really do to stay sane. log on roblox think about my gay fishes and then go to bed #normally i try to ride out little mental health bumps like these and get back to work but its been like 3 months now and #im still struggling to be able to focus on client work. i can take it easy on myself just fine but i really dont want to let clients down #anyways thats whats been going on with me if anyones noticed the absence #soap talks #my art #roblox pressure #hopefully that doesnt put it in the main tags i try to tag fandoms so ppl are able to block them #raine

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yanderespamton78 · 11 months ago

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rb and put in tags the name of the stuffed toy(s) you sleep with

#i have quite a few on my bed but i sleep with jevil because hes the softest #kinger has a big cardboard plate in his head; spamton is verr spikey and caine has so many cardboard panels to help him keep his shape that #he is actively uncomfortable to sleep with akjhkhadfs #i love them all dearly tho #i like learning about things like this its interesting to realise that everyone around you has a life and memories and specific objects tha #mean a lot to them and why they mean so much to them #just every now and then i have the realisation that “heck everyone in the world is also living”#like that dude who you accidentally bumped on the way to co op. he has a life. he has a family. he went to school and he has friends #he woke up that morning and brushed his teeth and picked and outfit. maybe took his kids to school if he has any #he also had a chain of events that led him to that exact moment when you bumped into him #then you walk away and never see each other again. you go on with your day and keep going with your life and he does the same #woah i got very deep in the tags #reblog and put in tags #idk what to tag this with

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fisheito · 3 days ago

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Where do you think Yakumo's gemstone was before he gained ears..? Was it just stuck in his snole (snake earhole)......?

!!! OH i know this one!!!!!!!!!!! i was gifted the ancient and hidden knowledge of yakumo's gem placement, once upon a time, when a mysterious benefactor showed me that the gem was plomped ! directly atop his snakey head very dorsal very on top almost the size of his head. wow, gem To Scale on Human Vers. and i thought, yeah, that makes sense. i can't imagine it being convenient anywhere else on the body for a snake imagine just trying to travel through a busy forest floor and sticks and rocks keep side-kicking your gem if it's on your left or right side ouchy...

#feesh answer #where was the knowledge??? somewhere in an official manga or?? something less accessible to the western audiences #??? i'm guessing #i don't have sources but i'm sure someone else does. i could be making everything up too! who knows! ♪(´▽｀)#i've also drawn him with the gem on the side #because it's not the WORST place to have it #(the worst place would be underneath him. ventral style. but then human yakumo might have his gem on his belly)#and THAT gem position is ALREADY TAKEN #now you got me thinking about the equivalent of the snole #snake ear hole. snakes experience {{hearing}} differently from humans so like #whwat's th. se.is there an . organ for dete cting vibrations or. was the gem blocking that up. or #do vibrations count as touch or sound #kinda both #i guess it's not too bad because the gem is black like the rest of yakumo's body so it's not like #a GIANT BEACON of SHINY THING that alerts predators to his location #as if the ominous essence wasn't enough to keep them far far away........#NOW IMAGINING other snakes sniffing out yakumo for the first time #and theyre all WHAT IS THAT BUMP ON YOUR HEAD #IS THAT A ROCK? IS THAT? A TUMOUR? ANOTHER EYE????#I HATE THAT. I HATE *YOU*. ***bites yakumo***#yakumo: ☹

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pcktknife · 2 years ago

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Rank all the pseudo-legendaries?

im going off design because i dont do all that strategy stuff

#the only thing keeping hydreigon in kinda cool is bc i like the names and prevos enough to bump it up cause ill be honest she kinda uggo too #tyranitar is like an uglier charizard to me it makes me unexplainable mad baxcaliber or whatev that ugly scarvi one is worse #metagross im sorry i put u in the same category as them but u are miles better to me than them i shouldve put u in the idc category #asks #anon #idrc abt garchomp either but i think its cool enough to be below the best one on the list. dragapult you the realest bitch on here

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mxwhore · 7 months ago

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my younger older brother and his gf dumped their dogs on us and chumpis is so visibly stressed, my sweet only child coded baby

#one of them is an elderly blind dog who keeps bumping into things and locking himself into rooms #poor old baby #i honestly dont care much for dogs (except my chump) so im squarely on her side

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sysig · 22 days ago

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Charm doll, someday.... (Patreon)

#Doodles #Just Desserts #Villainsona #In the style of two PiyoPicco dolls - the one I have printed for my current tests and then also the curvy/long-legged one very cute :)#The long-legged style would work so well to showcase Charm's shoes! One of my favourites of her details #But if she's based on me then she'd have proportionately short legs....#Well whatever either way she'll be cute ♥ She always is #There's no example for it in Piyo's dolls but the idea of having blushy cheek patches is so adorable #The main issue I keep running up against whenever I think about adding shapes it keeping the silhouette smooth!#Will the rosy cheeks bulge? I mean not if it's sewn taut but how can that be ensured hmm #Same with her eyebrows too would be so cute as little patches but hmm #I think I'm still too much of a novice with fabric to be able to imagine it properly haha #As much as I admire embroidery/applique patches it does create a bump in its own right and I think the texture just wouldn't quite fit #The swirls in her hair would be best embroidered too to be distinct but ah!#Just have to improve my machine stitches! And by that I mean practice ever lol #It is nice to think about what all materials I'd like for her - not just the fabric and thread but like Charm bear for example!#A heart and a smell thing - she is meant to smell sweet being a candy resident haha #I actually wonder how all her different candy smells would work together :0 If they were all in one lol #Chocolate on the bon bons and cotton candy in her hair and sugar cookie on her knees #They're not exactly conflicting smells lol but it would be A Lot #Maybe I can find some candles with those smells and smell them together lol #Olfactory moodboard haha ♪

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youjustcannotknow · 2 months ago

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the weight of the world has crushed me flat on this fine afternoon

#that is extremely fucking dramatic of me to say. it's not. that bad. I guess. I don't know #I've had intermittent FMLA protected leave at work. for a while. and I found out that it actually ended on January 1st #so I've been taking leave for two literal months without job protections. and payroll and/or hr didn't let me know?#you'd think if someone keeps using FMLA leave on their time sheets. you should check their FMLA status. I don't know.#I don't know if that was on them or on me. in any case. I emailed them and I guess we'll fucking see.#ALSO! there's layoffs happening! the good thing is. I would just get bumped down to my original position. which. would be a pay cut.#but that's better than just. not. having a job. idk.#everything is happening so much. I'm having a (sort of) panic attack in another room. just put up my meeting sign at my desk #having a meeting with myself! haha. I want to die #my therapist is the one who does my FMLA paperwork. he can fix it. but. I have to start seeing him again regularly. and man. I don't know.#I don't know. there's too much. which is all the more reason to see him. but like. I don't know.#wish I could scream in here but I fear they might call me an ambulance or something in response. lmao #I'm stuck in that trapped feeling again. it's always bad on Mondays bc I have to answer phones on Mondays #which means I have to stay at my desk all day. in case the phone rings.#but now it's... all of it. being conscious feels like being trapped right now. and I can't even like. have emotions?#like I feel like crying and I think it would be helpful to cry right now but something is stopping that from happening and I hate that.#so trapped in myself that I can't even cry? god. how do people deal with stress normally?? I want to.. idk #I want to hide somewhere. run away and hide forever. disintegrate into ash and blow away.#anyway. fucking dramatic. as always.#will delete later probably. I just needed to be dramatic for a minute.#hand on my stupid heart.#(decided to put this back on my blog bc I've had plenty of breakdowns on Tumblr so why should this one get hidden lmao)

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kaninchen-reblogs · 2 months ago

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One thing I can’t really wrap my head around is when furry artists just. Don’t draw fur.

Like art styles are obviously gonna be varied, duh, and plenty of art styles will be simplistic or cartoony or abstract or just won’t have a style that lends well to rendering detailed fur, or maybe someone’s starting out and they’re still figuring out anatomy or whatever, and that’s totally 10000% okay.

But I’ll see some artists who are very clearly going for a incredibly detailed render style, with phenomenally drawn backgrounds and a masterful grasp of light and shadow, and their posing is expressive and realistic despite the fantastical subject matter, with a digital painted style that clearly takes dozens and dozens of hours to complete …

And the characters look like humans with body paint with animal heads.

Like, the excessive shine of the light on their body is something that you’d only see on (sweaty) skin, not fur or hide (or even scales!), with wrinkles and folds you would never see if they had even an inch of fur on their body, and the only hint of fur is portrayed on the tail and head (which might still be rendered fairly sleek). I’ve seen at least two artists in the past 48 hours who straight up rendered skin pores on the furries in their art.

And these are big popular artists that I see doing this, charging upwards of what I make in a month for some of their pieces, and clearly still finding the clientele as they post commission after commission which means people want this.

And I’m just here like. Why tho. Like I’ll find the commissioned character being portrayed and find their refsheet and it’s the fluffiest damn dog you’ve ever seen and then you go back to the $800 high-res digital painted render of the character and they look like a person wearing a skin-tight painted body suit and a fursuit head. Why would you do that to yourself. Why deny yourself the joy of being fukcign fluffie.

#kanny says things #and again to be clear I’m talking about the ultra detailed art styles from artists charging an arm and a leg #and I’m not gonna name names cuz my intent isn’t to be mean I’m just confused is all #plus theres dozens and dozens of artists like this so you’ll bump into them eventually anyways #just sort by most popular on basically any site that hosts furry art and you’ll get an example of what I mean by this post #I just don’t get it???#am I missing something??#I just can’t wrap my head around how *popular* they get #charging a billion dollars for furry art that missed the memo on the fur part #and again if your art style is simple or cartoony or hell if you have some kinda kink related to skin or fat folds or whatever #that’s fine and you’re valid and I ain’t gonna knock that #it’s the ultra detailed render art that manages to be beautiful but also generic that baffles me #sorry if this post seems kinda mean or rude or shit-stirring I don’t intend it that way #and I don’t normally post stuff that’s kinda negative like this on this blog cuz I try to keep my blog curated a certain way #I just needed to ramble about my confusion I guess

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baycitystygian · 4 months ago

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guys. I'm freaking out I just had an Experience

#I've never known what to think of ghosts or whatever but like. I just had a full ass conversation with a dead relative #via a pendulum #it's been a WHILE since I cried this much but it wasn't a fully sad cry #it was cathartic. it was so many emotions but it was so nice #I literally do not have other explanations for what transpired #I try so fucking hard to keep it still before asking anything and my entire body was tensed up so as to not move it #Denny if you're reading this HIIIIIIIIIIIIII THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUU #I am absolutely feeling mental whiplash but also I am so grateful #OH! I asked her to give me a sign and sat in silence and then was like it's okay #-it doesn't have to be immediately. so a little while after I was on the phone with my best friend and the lid to the candle I'm burning-#-launched itself off my dresser. I checked and it wasn't wobbly so I couldn't have bumped it. & I could not have accidentally pushed-#-something into it. duuuuuuuuuuuuuuude. that was IT.#I feel like I sound like a crazy conspiracy theorist but like. I try so hard to cover all the bases and possible explanations #^BY THE WAY. I ASKED IF SHE THOUGHT PAUL WILLIAMS WAS JUST THE CUTEST LITTLE THING. AND SHE MADE IT SAY YES.#even in another realm she's my bestie 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#real talk I absolutely adored her even though I didn't see her very often because she lived out of state #like there was just something about her that was so gregarious and fun and her partner is also very autistic so naturally I adore them both #her partner also has Rock Flavored Autism (and plant flavored autism) so every time I see him I ask what mining he recommends #so far I've only made my way out to one place he mentioned but it became one of my favorite mines I've been to ❤️

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boundinparchment · 4 months ago

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🤔🐌 🦖 for the ask game!

🤔 Are there any new characters you want to write about?

Depends on how 3.0 goes. I haven't felt much of anything for a lot of fictional characters (Sunday, I adore him, but I knew part of it would be fleeting because he was new for my brain).

🐌 What is one of your smallest writing goals?

Finishing Remnants. This thing was literally almost entirely written before I revamped it and I have everything just...needing to be assembled. It's small in comparison to tackling Rumors and Vertigo, where my plot is far lengthier and involved.

🦖 Are there any fandoms you wrote for in the past that you'd like to return to?

Some days, I consider writing for City of Love: Paris again. I even started a reader insert for it (based on the main character, who's a self-insert type anyway). The game left so much up in the air and it's an example of 'cool idea but terrible execution but it's Ub*soft, what should I have expected?' Same goes for Loki, for HP, for Hellsing. The thoughts are there but the motivation isn't. I don't think I ever could, really. In the same way that I wrote so much for Zhongli but don't anymore. It's not that I don't love the thing but that my love has taken a different shape, if that makes sense. Eventually, I'll be in that position with my current obsessions, too.

#juni chats #sometimes the last part makes me sad but that's how adulthood has been for me ever since college #I go through a period where I use fic as a method to keep busy and challenge myself and kind of deal with transitions #and then my brain needs something new and sometimes the new thing isn't about finding the next hyperfixation #I might bounce around especially if what I'm finding is intriguing but lately...I find I can just exist #and enjoy the things I find and share them without feeling obligated to create for them #idk it's less that I don't feel things anymore but that having taken a step back it's that I sacrificed a lot for it #and I became a bitch in a lot of ways I didn't like and I wanted to prioritize my offline life #that step back actually did a lot for me over the last few months even if it had its bumps

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possibly-eli · 7 months ago

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i was at my brother's wedding i think last year? and we were having dinner in this fancy hotel with fucked up keycard doors that broke sometimes. and the food was really nice and i was overwhelmed because god theres a lot going on at weddings. so when one of the servers came to ask about food choices i couldnt tell her myself, so i had to get one of my brothers to tell her for me. and she was really nice about it. and when she came around again she knew to ask my brother for my choice instead of me, and she was really nice about it. i had to leave early cause i got food on my clothes and that kind of threw me over the edge so to speak. i like to think she noticed i was gone. thank you, server lady at my brothers wedding. you were really nice

#kind interactions with strangers are one of the few things keeping me from losing my shit #a lady in aldi gave me a pen to mark a list with cause i forgot to bring one #and she said not to worry about it when i told her i probably wouldnt be able to return it #and i worry sometimes that i apologise too loudly when i bump into people and i dont mean to #i just want to apologise for being in your way #i want to be the kind stranger someone tells their friends about #i want to be the kind of person a child looks at and thinks “i want to be like them”#i want someone to think im nice #and i know im probably not doing a very good job. but i want that anyways #i dunno

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rawliverandgoronspice · 1 year ago

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If I keep my motivation up with the animatic project, I plan to make ganondorf just. soooo uncomfortably correct about things. you know, in that event horizon of being both indefensible enough in his actions that you feel like he's just saying things to make himself look less bad, but also you can't really retort a proper counterargument without revealing huge biases in your own perception of reality

just riding that wind waker swagger to more extreme extremes