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nymphiqueish · 27 days ago

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hey siri

am I an angel

do angels take on human forms

how to grow wings

how to grow wings easy spell no candles

what to do if you're an angel

psychosis symptoms

angelkin

angelkin tumblr

why do I feel wings that aren't there

feel wings on back

what to do if you're an angel trapped in a human body

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ilikeicecoffee-blog · 2 days ago

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I hardly ever draw Daisy, let alone casual Daisy, so here she is😌 She was playing Wii Sports Boxing and accidentally stepped back too far, helplessly watching as the vase she bumped into will fall and break🤭

I'm very indecisive on her hair color, I'm always changing it up. One piece she's a ginger, another piece she's brunette, then she has auburn, but I think I like this hair color for her. It's more of a purplish-brown :)

#super mario #super mario bros #smb #daisy #princess daisy #nintendo #nintendo wii #I can see Daisy being the type of person to just move all wildly and constantly bump into people or things🤭#I'm also indecisive on her eye color. It was a lighter blue before then I changed them to green and now they're dark blue😭#I might keep them dark blue for her. Since everyone's eyes are blue I wanna make them all distinct at least #Mario and Luigi have pale gray-blue eyes. Peach has baby-blue with purple highlights and Daisy has dark blue💯

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ironicsoap · 3 months ago

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you are expendable, you are not expected to return

#i know i said id try to keep pressure stuff in containment but this is more of a vent piece than pressure fanart #and it felt wrong posting it on the side blog since thats really more of a fandom space than a soap space #kinda need the catharsis of strangers knowin whats goin on with me bc ive been kind of MIA on all platforms in terms of new 3D art..#i had something really insane happen that was a major permanent change to my life in september/august (cant talk about it) and #i havent really been handling it well at all #pressures been like the sole thing thats kind of keeping me above water mentally #but simultaneously like the level of obsession im at is insanely unhealthy it is ruining everything else in my life. but i just dont know #what else i can really do to stay sane. log on roblox think about my gay fishes and then go to bed #normally i try to ride out little mental health bumps like these and get back to work but its been like 3 months now and #im still struggling to be able to focus on client work. i can take it easy on myself just fine but i really dont want to let clients down #anyways thats whats been going on with me if anyones noticed the absence #soap talks #my art #roblox pressure #hopefully that doesnt put it in the main tags i try to tag fandoms so ppl are able to block them #raine

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yanderespamton78 · 8 months ago

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rb and put in tags the name of the stuffed toy(s) you sleep with

#i have quite a few on my bed but i sleep with jevil because hes the softest #kinger has a big cardboard plate in his head; spamton is verr spikey and caine has so many cardboard panels to help him keep his shape that #he is actively uncomfortable to sleep with akjhkhadfs #i love them all dearly tho #i like learning about things like this its interesting to realise that everyone around you has a life and memories and specific objects tha #mean a lot to them and why they mean so much to them #just every now and then i have the realisation that “heck everyone in the world is also living”#like that dude who you accidentally bumped on the way to co op. he has a life. he has a family. he went to school and he has friends #he woke up that morning and brushed his teeth and picked and outfit. maybe took his kids to school if he has any #he also had a chain of events that led him to that exact moment when you bumped into him #then you walk away and never see each other again. you go on with your day and keep going with your life and he does the same #woah i got very deep in the tags #reblog and put in tags #idk what to tag this with

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ratatatastic · 3 months ago

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local man haunts (me) open practise yet again more news at 11

#txt #what an experience #i didnt go alone this time which means shenanigans heightened by 20 #and by that i mean we were by the glass drinking mate (that security thankfully let us bring in)#and ___ kept going (lifts mate up to the glass) quieres? to all the players that skated by #and i had to just go STOP THAT #and they went they dont want our mate hmph what do they know about mate and i went. well thats the thing. they dont 😭😭#theres was a bunch of kids next to me which meant a lot players over to our side and ekky trucked over #and knocked the glass w his stick on a driveby and scared the shit out of me I ALMOST DROPPED MY MATE he had this shit eating grin #maffhew also kept doing little toodle-loo waves at the kids behind him it was so cute 😭😭😭#but anyways i think its so funny ___ kept focusing on ekky too and i didnt realise why until they just drop the bombshell of #“they remind me of your brother” and i went “DONT FUCKING SAY THAT WHAT THE FUCK MAN DONT SAY SUCH SACRILEGE”#the rest of the convo was in spanish and i dont know how to like fully convey 🇦🇷 banter in eng but it roughly went #“no he does. he has the same dumb face when he starts shit (because he kept bodily bumping into boqy and forsy)#the same 'was that me? did i do that?' troublemaker face. hes a shit stirrer but never answers to it. hes sleazy in that way.#he has the same beard too dont you see it“#and then i promptly spent the whole time going god he is just like my older brother oh this is a horrifying revelation oh god #anyways they kept saying look at his dumb face look at it just like your brother the whole time in spanish when he crept near #and i had to go SHUT UP PLEASE HE CAN HEAR YOU to which they snorted and went you said its fine if we spoke spanish here theyre not gonna #understand us and i was like OKAY BUT IM SURE 11 YEARS HERE HES GONNA PICK UP #SOMETHING AND WE KEEP CURSING SO FOR MY SAKE CAN YOU SHUT UP #mikksy and schmidty were super playful with eo. tuomo ruutu kept messing w mikksy. and ekky was like a damn bumper car bumpin everyone #maffhew ofc was very dramatic when he couldnt get a goal in against knighter and he did the horse headshake in front of us #and i went “you can tell whos number 19 because hes the most dramatic person on the ice always”#ekky was super vocal i know he wanted to practise against the empty net but aj was practising tipins and he goes #MOVE OUT OF THE WAY. MOVE OUT OF THE WAY. and aj so confused just moves like ???#and ekky notches one in goes over to him and waves his glove at him to move #also dmen + lundy were practising on my side of the ice afterwards (lundy ekky uvis kuli. kuli was practising solo. lundy was feeding ekky #for some slapshots uvis got some passes in with them) and anyways i did not fucking realise swaggy was still out because i was so focused on #the dmen until he shot a puck straight at my face and like man i know its not personal but damn did it feel personal with the lookback

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pcktknife · 2 years ago

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Rank all the pseudo-legendaries?

im going off design because i dont do all that strategy stuff

#the only thing keeping hydreigon in kinda cool is bc i like the names and prevos enough to bump it up cause ill be honest she kinda uggo too #tyranitar is like an uglier charizard to me it makes me unexplainable mad baxcaliber or whatev that ugly scarvi one is worse #metagross im sorry i put u in the same category as them but u are miles better to me than them i shouldve put u in the idc category #asks #anon #idrc abt garchomp either but i think its cool enough to be below the best one on the list. dragapult you the realest bitch on here

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mxwhore · 5 months ago

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my younger older brother and his gf dumped their dogs on us and chumpis is so visibly stressed, my sweet only child coded baby

#one of them is an elderly blind dog who keeps bumping into things and locking himself into rooms #poor old baby #i honestly dont care much for dogs (except my chump) so im squarely on her side

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running-in-the-dark · 10 months ago

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I've got an appointment with my psychiatrist tomorrow, and I'm getting my conch piercing swapped out for a shorter one. that's gonna be stressful 🙃

#annnd I will absolutely take my lorazepam for the second one... yeah it's unnecessary yeah it's dumb but. I'm SO scared #and I haven't even thought about taking any in ages. so it's alright and I don't mind #I will do things to make things I want to do but am scared of easier for myself so that I can do them at all #and that's fine #I'm so hoping she'll say the piercing is healing well... it doesn't hurt at all and I've been careful with it and I've cleaned it #(almost) every day like she said #but there's a bump and it still gets pretty gross and. well I'm just hoping it's fine 😬#I kinda keep going from 'I still want as many ear piercings as possible' to 'I don't want to get a piercing ever again in my life' and back #though at this point.... I'm thinking I definitely should not get any more in my left ear since it keeps being difficult (the slight hearing #loss and the tube and then I got a middle ear infection... maybe it'll eventually be fine again but right now it's not looking like it 🤔#but whatever maybe I'll get more in the right one. I could. if I wanted to. we will see 🤷)#also it suuucks that I now have to drive 30 minutes to get to my psychiatrist's office but I like him a lot so I will not look for a #different one #personal

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baycitystygian · 25 days ago

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guys. I'm freaking out I just had an Experience

#I've never known what to think of ghosts or whatever but like. I just had a full ass conversation with a dead relative #via a pendulum #it's been a WHILE since I cried this much but it wasn't a fully sad cry #it was cathartic. it was so many emotions but it was so nice #I literally do not have other explanations for what transpired #I try so fucking hard to keep it still before asking anything and my entire body was tensed up so as to not move it #Denny if you're reading this HIIIIIIIIIIIIII THANK YOUUUUUUUUUUU #I am absolutely feeling mental whiplash but also I am so grateful #OH! I asked her to give me a sign and sat in silence and then was like it's okay #-it doesn't have to be immediately. so a little while after I was on the phone with my best friend and the lid to the candle I'm burning-#-launched itself off my dresser. I checked and it wasn't wobbly so I couldn't have bumped it. & I could not have accidentally pushed-#-something into it. duuuuuuuuuuuuuuude. that was IT.#I feel like I sound like a crazy conspiracy theorist but like. I try so hard to cover all the bases and possible explanations #^BY THE WAY. I ASKED IF SHE THOUGHT PAUL WILLIAMS WAS JUST THE CUTEST LITTLE THING. AND SHE MADE IT SAY YES.#even in another realm she's my bestie 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#real talk I absolutely adored her even though I didn't see her very often because she lived out of state #like there was just something about her that was so gregarious and fun and her partner is also very autistic so naturally I adore them both #her partner also has Rock Flavored Autism (and plant flavored autism) so every time I see him I ask what mining he recommends #so far I've only made my way out to one place he mentioned but it became one of my favorite mines I've been to ❤️

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boundinparchment · 30 days ago

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🤔🐌 🦖 for the ask game!

🤔 Are there any new characters you want to write about?

Depends on how 3.0 goes. I haven't felt much of anything for a lot of fictional characters (Sunday, I adore him, but I knew part of it would be fleeting because he was new for my brain).

🐌 What is one of your smallest writing goals?

Finishing Remnants. This thing was literally almost entirely written before I revamped it and I have everything just...needing to be assembled. It's small in comparison to tackling Rumors and Vertigo, where my plot is far lengthier and involved.

🦖 Are there any fandoms you wrote for in the past that you'd like to return to?

Some days, I consider writing for City of Love: Paris again. I even started a reader insert for it (based on the main character, who's a self-insert type anyway). The game left so much up in the air and it's an example of 'cool idea but terrible execution but it's Ub*soft, what should I have expected?' Same goes for Loki, for HP, for Hellsing. The thoughts are there but the motivation isn't. I don't think I ever could, really. In the same way that I wrote so much for Zhongli but don't anymore. It's not that I don't love the thing but that my love has taken a different shape, if that makes sense. Eventually, I'll be in that position with my current obsessions, too.

#juni chats #sometimes the last part makes me sad but that's how adulthood has been for me ever since college #I go through a period where I use fic as a method to keep busy and challenge myself and kind of deal with transitions #and then my brain needs something new and sometimes the new thing isn't about finding the next hyperfixation #I might bounce around especially if what I'm finding is intriguing but lately...I find I can just exist #and enjoy the things I find and share them without feeling obligated to create for them #idk it's less that I don't feel things anymore but that having taken a step back it's that I sacrificed a lot for it #and I became a bitch in a lot of ways I didn't like and I wanted to prioritize my offline life #that step back actually did a lot for me over the last few months even if it had its bumps

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possibly-eli · 5 months ago

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i was at my brother's wedding i think last year? and we were having dinner in this fancy hotel with fucked up keycard doors that broke sometimes. and the food was really nice and i was overwhelmed because god theres a lot going on at weddings. so when one of the servers came to ask about food choices i couldnt tell her myself, so i had to get one of my brothers to tell her for me. and she was really nice about it. and when she came around again she knew to ask my brother for my choice instead of me, and she was really nice about it. i had to leave early cause i got food on my clothes and that kind of threw me over the edge so to speak. i like to think she noticed i was gone. thank you, server lady at my brothers wedding. you were really nice

#kind interactions with strangers are one of the few things keeping me from losing my shit #a lady in aldi gave me a pen to mark a list with cause i forgot to bring one #and she said not to worry about it when i told her i probably wouldnt be able to return it #and i worry sometimes that i apologise too loudly when i bump into people and i dont mean to #i just want to apologise for being in your way #i want to be the kind stranger someone tells their friends about #i want to be the kind of person a child looks at and thinks “i want to be like them”#i want someone to think im nice #and i know im probably not doing a very good job. but i want that anyways #i dunno

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rawliverandgoronspice · 1 year ago

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If I keep my motivation up with the animatic project, I plan to make ganondorf just. soooo uncomfortably correct about things. you know, in that event horizon of being both indefensible enough in his actions that you feel like he's just saying things to make himself look less bad, but also you can't really retort a proper counterargument without revealing huge biases in your own perception of reality

just riding that wind waker swagger to more extreme extremes

#thoughts #ganondorf #animatic project #thralls of power #my goal is to make a ganondorf that will radicalize the audience against their will <3 #even though he keeps on bumping his ample forehead against massive shortcomings he never really manages to address #one of them being uhhh being a little casual about atrocities maybe king??? maybe less war crimes king???#maybe less assuming that people will follow you down to the very end of your doomed crusade against reality no matter how you act?#maybe less assuming you are the main protagonist of the universe king???#maybe more addressing the many problems and fear inside of your brain instead of destroying everything you touch about it????#I have so many scenes in my head about him being very right and others about him being very wrong #if I have the courage there are many internal discussions among gerudos about how various parties feel about what's going on #nabooru is doing anti-dorf propaganda obviously and she's not. wrong. about a lot of things (but she is about others)#my other problem about this project is that it's probably the most tragic thing I have ever conceived #especially for him #I managed to extract the gerudos from his fucking mess (partially and they don't get off the hook unscathed)#but he is just #it's just a very long and very stubborn jump into the void #and knowing where twilight princess ultimately leads it's so #it's just gutting!!! it just is!!!! even when it's partially his own fault!!!!#so yeah I don't know if I'll ever fully commit for this reason alone

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phagodyke · 7 months ago

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was gonna say smth else but this turned into a vent sorry everyone just ignore. typical weekend post on this blog u know how it is here we go👍

#wild ik so many ppl getting married meanwhile im over here struggling to convince myself my friends even care abt me or want me around #pathetic to admit but i cant even fantasise abt someone loving me bc im too insecure n emotionally unstable #my mind just shoots the idea down like whoa. unrealistic. ur incapable of expressing or receiving affection in any way that matters #no matter how badly u want to... and even if someone did well u wouldnt believe them most of the time #gotta get out of the fucking labyrinth first i couldnt inflict this shit on anyone i cared abt #but it makes me so desperately sad sometimes i dont know how im ever going to get out of this ive been trying for years and years #and im a little better at it snd i dont feel like this all of the time i know it just comes around and itll pass again #but im tired of being in so much emotional pain so frequently. and shouldering it so alone. theres such a disconnect between myself and #others and i dont know how to bridge that i don't know how to stop feeling so isolated and unwanted !!!!!! im trying so hard #it doesnt even bother me w relative strangers in my life like i dont get insecure at all around them i like meeting new ppl #bc theres like. no expectations i guess. like ik they dont care abt me personally and idk them well enough to do that either #and its fun but it doesnt satisfy needs that i have like i need to feel close + connected to ppl i need to care abt them + feel cared for #but as soon as i do start to care abt ppl it gets all tangled and i end up getting rly badly hurt over and over. thru no fault but my own #bc im constantly alienating myself and bc i struggle so much w shit like physical affection which is frustratingly rly critical for me!!!!#it wouldnt fucking matter if i didnt like or want affection ik some ppl are fine without i wish it worked like that for me #but nope instead i have to be constantly messed up over my complete fucking inability to express myself in any form #and ik it makes everyone around me so uncomfortable so it just becomes self reinforcing and eventually they drift and leave me behind #and i just do that over and over and over and every time ill tell myself ill do better ill try harder and itll get easier and someone will #and it happens again and right now im at the stage where the abandonment fear is starting to kick in which is awful n paralysing #and usually a precursor to actually being abandoned ehich is always my own fault bc i start behaving so erratically out of fear or defense #its self fulfilling and im trying. im trying so hard not to let it overwhelm me again and not to start acting out and freaking ppl out #and im coping with it okay i think but just hurts me a lot its all internal my rejection sensitivity is gradually ticking up and up #and argh!!!!!!!!! and some days im okay and some days its like this and i dont know what todo when its like this im so tired and in pain #its not even that bad today tbf. once im done typing this to get it out ill be able to do smth else and distract mysrlf for a bit #and then calling friends later too so exposure therapy innit. but itll be fun and i love them but i will probably also feel very bad after #or even possibly during but thats okay ill still manage fine im not going to let it interfere i dont want it controlling my fucking life #i am going to have a nice time and be okay despite it all. even if i do have to fucking battle this every day forever #and even if it stops me living my life to the extent i want and feeling as ok as i want i just have to come to terms with and be ok w it #and im not going to be!!! a fucking asshole abt it!!! i dont want to hurt anyone else thats the most important thing no matter how i feel #thr rest is all secondary and ik i cant help a few little bumps here and there but trying hardest to keep it separate its not negotiable

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otterpuppss · 1 year ago

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hey guess what enoki also has an ear tumor lol is oxbow actually poisonous or what???

#i keep seeing ppl say it causes cancer so I'm switching bulk food cuz what the fuck #maybe he just doesnt wanna go w o teddy #i donno #sucks #it starts with hair loss #then a bump #then a scab #then a hole #what are the chances of 3 of them going down to the same thing

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b-blushes · 1 year ago

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ough I’m editing my September garden video and when I was filming in the garden I bumped into my parents so we walked around together, sooo many of the clips have commentary from them pointing out things that they’ve spotted or chatting or just making random comments and while that makes for very bad video audio it makes me very fond :’)

#I’m cutting them out for the video obvs but it feels so precious to have voices of my loved ones on camera <3 #I found a video the other day from 2017 of me and my dad and our dog who recently passed away and one of my siblings playing in the snow #and like. that’s irreplaceable.#also so funny because I told them what I’m doing and my mum will typically try not to talk when she notices I’m filming #even though that was the first time I bumped into her while I was making a video. but my dad! he’s been waking with me sooo many times in #the garden when I’m filming and I told him what I’m doing to and he just is oblivious :P #one thing about me and him is that if we are in the outdoors we will be keeping up a running commentary on literally anything that we see ✌️

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reikunrei · 9 months ago

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was so stressed abt my interview this morning and then thinking about it all day today that i picked my cuticles to shit 😭 i’m a bloody mess!!

#i keep bumping them/rubbing them against stuff and reopening the wounds hdbdjfj #bandaids it is… no blood on my sheets please #i say things

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