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deoidesign · 2 months

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Doing master studies the only way I know how: Stealing them and making them my guys.

(Barberini Faun)

(The Fallen Angel - Alexandre Cabanel)

(Covent Garden - William Bruce Ellis Rankin)

#obviously. not actually theft...#i was gonna say these are public domain but covent garden actually isnt yet #it will be. in two years.#thats the most different one though like i added a whole new guy..#maybe not the most different. barberini faun is pretty different i just took the post #pose #its barely even a study. thats not true #but. what was i saying.#oh its not theft it's study... the purpose is to learn!!! but also. if im gonna spend like 2 days on something...#its GONNA be my guys #otherwise. idk. i only want to spend 30 or so minutes per study #just to get the notes down and the practice for the skill im working on #i dont get all that much more out of completely rendering a master study. PERSONALLY.#at least definitely not enough to be worth taking 100x longer #but making them my characters makes it worth going all the way!!!#plus it's good practice w like. not just going 1:1 but actually genuinely interpreting whats there so i can manipulate it...#again. personally. this is just how i worm #WORK #youd better worm bitch #uhm... anyways yeah. ive done lots of study but why TF share it LMAO i dont even save it #its just to learn. ive got 1 million other drawings to save and look at later.#once the learning is done it's done its job and i have no need anymore #this is why the only studies i have are from school. i had to save and upload them #well. ok also i dont study as much now BUT in my defense im a full time artist #an hour or so a week is different ok im learning while working too.. i learned how to learn and i do it all the time now #master studies #digital art #my art #illustration #my ocs

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sea-buns · 24 days

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MISFITS AND MAGIC SEASON 2

IT FUCKEN WIMDY

#the only thought i had #and its taken 5 hours since the trailer for me to be like 'yeah fuck it ill post that'#fr so excited #also a 3 year timeskip is sizeable enough that it feels okay if i dont do a full rewatch before the premiere #as much as i love mismag im glad i dont have to study #dimension 20 #d20 #misfits and magic #mismag #'it fucken wimdy' one of those memes that lives in my head and makes me giggle every time

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retracexcviii · 5 months

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Sunday Moon

Hi there dear fellows and Luna lovers. I wish you a wonderful Sunday.

Don't edit this drawing and don't post it anywhere.

The lovely chibi was made but an active artist of the fandom. And I just adore this bean and their style,,,

The artist is @/heychikinan here on Tumblr, and Twitter and everywhere.

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no27-autonation-honda · 4 months

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congratulations to Mme. Pascale Leclerc, who has surely just experienced both the funniest and most unhinged weekend a mother could ever have. Dear fucking christ, I hope your middlest son brought you a bottle of champagne for yourself, ma'am.

#kazoo noises #charles leclerc #cl16 #monaco gp 2024 #zoomies posting #sports posting #like man. where to begin. one of your racecar children is back in town for the weekend. he has yet to have a truly good work #weekend it seems in town. now this year. we're feeling ourselves a bit. we're feeling optimistic even. and then ur son becomes talk of town #because he keeps doing fucking bits on twitter about adopting his coworker who is friends with your youngest son. this goes on long enough #for actual reporters to comment on it. no one is willing to blink first so by friday night we've yes-anded ourselves to a grandson #(congratulations mme leclerc)#things go well. and then at qualifying they go DAMN WELL #BETTER THAN EVER REALLY! but man. im superstitious. i dont trust shit until its over and the dust has cleared #(the adoption jokes have continued by the way) and MEANWHILE everyone is eyeing that starting grid. were humming. we're making vague hand #gestures when commenting. we're all thinking. Maybe? (the streets can hear u tho. keep it down)#race starts. lap one CHAOS. so many fucking crashes. i'd faint if i had a child even in karting honestly.#(every parent in this sport deserves a prescription for laudanum)#but he's not in it. hes at the front. and he. well. he just Stays There. Through It All. and the laps tick down. until the race is run. and #there he is. your middlest son. cross the line and into the books. first place. home town. what curse indeed. thats your boy!!!!!!!! THERE!#they play the radio of him winning and the audio is peaked because he screams out so loudly. you can hear the water in the laughter.#later theres gonna be videos and photos taken of him pushing his boss into the harbor and diving right in after the man. those photos are #gonna be fucking studied in photography classes one day. and STILL! everyone involved with that goofy joke about him adopting his coworker #(who. despite all the silliness of the race stayed second place and got a podium) is still carrying the bit like a baton relay. Do you have #him over for family dinner? might as well add a plate i guess! people are joking about your youngest son having two nephews? a dog born #maybe a month ago and a man born about... what twenty three years and about a month ago? fuck it! family dinner #sorry this bit got away from me but as someone who loves my homecity and my mom so much it might actually be like.#a visible growth inside my body if they do an autopsy on me at time of death or like. my love will eat me alive. sometimes the charratives #gets to me #anyway cheers mme leclerc i hope you party so fucking hard this week

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shokupanda · 2 months

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me when time moves forward at a steady pace: how the fuck is it more than halfway through july already. this fuckers rapidly sprinting when im not looking huh

#i have so many things i need to do #before the semester starts again this fall #i need to work on comms. i need to work on a project due the end of the month. i want to do artfight. i want to make art for myself. i want #to do art studies. i want to start an alt drawing more suggestive stuff. i mean what who said that mustve been the wind #and thats just the things related to drawing.#i need to organize my room. i need to learn [redacted]. i want to cook more. i want to socialize more. i want to play games. i want to-#watch and read and listen to so many things #yet i have a finite amount of time to do everything #and half of a day is consumed by me just snoozing #and when i do work on something i feel like im Not Efficient Enough.#i cant just chill in vcs i need to be productive and draw too. and if i dont make significant progress then I Have Failed.#i cant just watch New Season of Show. thats Time Focused on One Singular Activity. gotta do multiple things at once or ill feel bad after #because i know that once the semester starts back up then im gonna be 90% less online #back to the depths of graphic design hell making infographics and powerpoints and brand identities #not having the time to draw anything furry or for myself for several months #anywho its 5am #i should go to sleep #sorry for the ramble im just. only now realizing how little time i have #when i wake up i have to really lock in on drawing and stuff #ive wasted so much time playing a game this past week #if i hadnt played it idve made so much more progress by now and im kicking myself so bad mentally now that im like mostly done w the game #gahhh #anywho yeah sorry for the ramble ill post more soon #sho.scramblin

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samarecharm · 5 months

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Love being able to write. I can do whatever i want. I can make Ryuji interact w Lala-chan and u literally cant stop me.

#chattin #i feel like shinjuku and crossroads doesnt get enough love #ohya and lala dont get enough love 😭#if they had an option to work there as a parttimer some how my akira wouldve absolutely taken it #u never see the place packed or w customers at all; it just feels cozy every time u go there #akira doesnt have a lot of places free from prying eyes; so id imagine he goes there often to just hang and study #catch up w ohya and get a bit of knowledge and validation from lala #like shes so sweet. i love her. she comes across as wise without being unapproachable #she makes comments she shouldnt (talking about ohyas job and history) bc she just forgot that she shouldnt lol #adamant about not letting him drink while hes there. its like. a safe space for him.#and i think hed like to invite his friends into his safe space; esp ryuji #gets to a point where even ryuji stops by on his own sometimes.#hes got questions but hes always in his head; never says it out loud #but it leads him in the right direction almost all the time #im thinkin of him having like. the most base level internalized homophobia and transphobia #like the kind of shit you just pick up as a child and teen and never question #and u kinda make fun of it bc everyone else is. but akira stumbles into his life and makes it so confusing #like. i dont think hed be trans. but akira would make him second guess alot about himself #about what he likes. what hes into. what hes okay w doing w someone like akira #and lala is like. u got that look in ur eyes kid. come sit.#doesnt entirely get it. but he feels a little lighter. not on labels but on his feelings #‘kid. u think of the ideal person and u think of him. at that point; it dont matter what bits he got.’#and its blunt and MAYBE it gets him a little flustered. but hes always responded well to blunt words. no beating around the bush #makes his brain confront shit head on without the second guessing hed suffer through when left on his own #WAA. rambling.#gonna see if i can draft this up at some point

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celebration-of-the-ordinary-life · 2 months

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if u. follow me for my art. i am very sorry. because 90% of the time, if i did not spend 3 hours doing it, it will probably be nothing more than a snip tool screenshot & not a properly saved .png file

anyways i pizazzed up the watermark from astral duo euri. i thought the flowers would be cute n funny. now every drawing will be given flowers against their will ✿. here is a peek into some of the headcanons i want on quincy

#the wiki says hes “covered in countless scars” or something right ? (double checks)#yes yes . “said to have countless scars although none are visible to the eye” why not ? hmm ?#i actually /gen dont know if theres a lore reason to that. i havent seen/dont remember seeing anything about it #but im still actually getting through the main story (i am extremely lazy. maybe you can see why i like this guy)#i also cant remember if the quote from astral duo was that they DID burn down some degree of the forest or just “almost did”#but id like to assume they did start some degree of fire and as such #(presents quincy with a burn scar of some (currently undecided but notable) size)#i also bet a lot of his scars are probably animal-related. like bites or scratches etc. not sure what shit that guy gets up to to get scars #then again he probably has a good few from his youth too during tribe time. so. variety #okay ive tangented enough down here. goodbye #nu carnival #nu: carnival #quincy #nu: carnival quincy #nu carnival quincy #sketch #doodle #study #my art #nuudles #quincy nuudles

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m0e-ru · 11 months

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did you hear?

this month actually marks one year since ive started digitally painting! really super happy about this one, actually. hehe

#persona 4 #p4 #moel gas station attendant #⛽️🌫#arttag #tappous #// 'whats with the boyfriend material genre nowadays' oh you dont know half of it it's been like this since the beginning of time honestly #// didnt have paper around and my brain stopped i had to calculate markup by the 10s which shouldve been EASY ENOUGH !#// anyway im so slaying. shoutotu to vivi from Ioona where i based this study off of #// 'study' sorry i didnt mean to get this far either .itsok i have all the swag in the world

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faaun · 5 months

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oh my god u rly are everyone you've ever loved !! for better or worse !! a part of you becomes them!

#i had a moment of lucidity idk im in this café the person i went on a few dates w is coming to see me i said come study w me #and they said okay immediately even though im a town over and i dont like them i really dont feel even a little attracted to them that way #but i did let them bite my neck a week ago and it still hurts i let them hold my hand i just #i never start anything #i let them kiss me. why do i do that? i dont feel anything towards them #and i told them ill probably never sleep with them and i thought thats enough but it really isnt is it #they write poetry about people they meet even once #theyre coming a whole town over to study w me but its not a date i feel nothing towards them romantically and i dont want to lose them as #a friend. this was her line of thinking wasnt it? i would take the train and meet her near her place in ldn and wed study together and #shed let me hold her and she would never initiate much and we were just studying together and it wasnt a date #like . fuck. i dont want to do what she djd to me to another person ever #their shared location map went offline at london bridge like ok theyre in the underground they are fr coming a whole town over #its a short distance but the point is i think i should have taken what my friend said more seriously . she told me i was kinda leading #them on bc what i thought to be just meetups dates might entail more for them #anyway im gonna be clear w them this time maybe #....IT JUST NEVER COMES UP IS THE THING #do i have to clarify even if it never comes up #i do in fact hear myself #ok #the parallels r lining up #aaa

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wormmpile · 2 months

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Sometimes I see someone say something about a piece of media as if it is revelatory mind blowing hot off the press news, and not the most basic obvious point of the work or the most basic obvious allusion, and it makes me roll my eyes a little because I'm like yeah yeah the time knife we've all seen it, and then I have to like physically step in and shake myself and be like actually Susan we have Not all seen the time knife, and anyway someone else is enjoying the wonders of media analysis as a hobby for maybe like. The first time in their life if they're young enough. Don't be a bozo just because you think you're smart. Nerd. Fuckass. If you were a high school english teacher you'd be pissing yourself in joy rn because someone connected the dots. That's so cool that they did that. And I go about my day because I'm normal

#i also do this with history stuff but somehow less... even though it's my actual academic field which i am trained in #i think bc i always felt out of my depth in my history program and the only reason i was ever any good at it #is because im innately just good at understanding media #like all my history work was secretly just an excuse for me to do literary and rhetorical analyses of very niche real world paraphernalia #if i got my grad degree in something completely fucking useless it would be either rhetoric or comparative literature #but sometimes people do say base historical facts that are just fundamentally incorrect and sometimes conspiratorial garbage #and it does make me want to die #anyway this is about someone in a youtube video arguing that flowers in the attic by vc andrews is a gothic horror novel #babe that's.... that is in fact the genre of that novel #0 note post #im aware it is an insanely cocky ridiculous thing to say that im innately good at understanding media but the thing is #im right #i dont have to study it the media just tells me things it whispers them in my ears sensually and i nod and take notes #i see the patterns constantly it's pretty scary #i told my friend recently about my secret plan to one day write a novel length thesis on why house of leaves and moby dick are the same #type novel and they were like saturn your brain is so big and well it is because tell me im wrong. you cant #the whale is literally a house #i think i could make it a whole thing about Haunting as a physical presence within the narrative and expand it beyond those 2 books if i was #ambitious enough. because good ghost stories and stories of the dead are all warped at their foundations #they were broken before they ever came to you by the weight of all the death inside them #this is my poetic justification for why moby dick is unnecessarily long btw. the chapter where ishmael lists white things actually was #necessary because well it's about grief. can't forgive the bad whale facts though #i mean for the time maybe but there is no justification for them they're just extremely funny

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uygfiug · 1 month

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how do you people study through extreme exhaustion? bc thats what always gets me during the exams & i cannot keep doing this forever

#the first time i had exams i kept going through pure desperation #bc i cared a lot more back then #but now i just dont see studying as important enough for that to work #redoing a year wont be fun but i know people the year below me & it wouldnt be bad either #anyways to pass this next exam i probably wont get any sleep #or maybe 2 hours #which i know is bad but since its only 2 exams this time im less worried about sleep & more about just getting through #so i need to know how to keep myself going #i have no available caffeine :( otherwise thatd be my first idea #but idk ive tried so many things #turning on the big light #movement breaks #short naps #sleeping a few hours & just getting up really early #music - which does help a lot but its not enough #mine #please no one ever taught me any of this i just keep guessing & hoping i get it right #like at school they do 'teach you to study' but really its just a few tips #mostly to take care of yourself & not pull all nighters #like okay. but what if i have to otherwise i will not pass? how do i manage that?#i never had to study before high school #& that combined with my horrible mental state at the time meant my grades went from really good to horrible #and yet somehow passing #but idk i dont want to be hanging on by a thread and just one mistake away from failing anymore #thats not fun #i think it was kinda good for me since i made peace with maybe failing & dont really care about that anymore? like if i fail thats okay too #but yeah anyway #im rambling so i dont have to start studying

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bibuckleykinard · 2 months

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how many times do we need to learn as people that irony and hyperbole can be harmful because 'jokes' aren't easily distinguished from genuine thoughts and feelings until we stop rewarding people for speaking or posting about violence

like even if you're joking/don't actually believe that/think whoever you are insulting is bad/immoral/fictional therefore deserves it - ad hominem attacks always do more harm to the people who share those characteristic then the individual you intend to cause harm to or discredit

#discourse #long post #its genuinely erased so much of my enjoyment of 911blr knowing i have to check accounts or risk seeing bullying/hate #l like its an odd feeling to know that so many people in the same fandom as you actively hold hate or find hate funny against your communit #like tired of people saying others are too sensitive because we dont want to hear or see a person say they want to hurt themself or others #like sorry i put in the work everyday to not let my mental health backslide and to enjoying being alive and accept my queerness #while others seemingly have not #and i know the content i post/share is not all in the same circles as that certain blog and i hate that it still grinds my gears but #its so frustrating to see the cruel glee people have #saying things they would never say to anyone's face irl and only to other blindly devoted/similar bullies #like do these people realise that they are on a razor's edge between 'ironic jokes' and just outright bigotry and threats - like do they #literally the only thing seperating That and conservative bigots is that the bigots are honest about their hatred towards minorities #like a lot of people in the fandom seemingly still need to deal with a lot of intenalised homophobia/racism and just outright hate-#especially regarding queer men and men of colour #because i can not be emphasise enough #It is NOT GOOD OR HEALTHY to be a fully grown adult that actively derives joy from the idea of enacting hate crimes #like you can hate tommy you can want him off the show even want him to die like weird but go off #but its such a next step to unprompted talk about [a character i dislike/hate/dont ship/disrupts my fanon endgame] in derogatory ways -#with rhetoric that straight up is out of terf/rel. right/homophobic/racists bigots and evokes violent hate-crimes......#well i feel sorry for those people cause what a miserable life to spend so much of it unable to enjoy your own life that you target others #anyways I know this is too long but I'm just a very tired man who has studied history and education and working with kids i have seen it -#too many times- harmful words coming from harmful environments or creating harmful actions and thereby perpetuating the cycle of violence #also not super relavent but as Latino Australian i am genuinely appauled at how many people have in their bio they are also Australian-#while actively liking/reblogging and engaging with post that find homophobic violence a funny haha joke - as if activist in our country -#aren't actively trying to dismantle homophobic and transphobic laws regarding issues like conversion therapy #like I know professors that actively got fired for being gay while teaching in religious education context - and its still happening!#so for people to forget so quickly what progress has been made and how much it took and how easy it is to loose - disappointing #(and its the same people who wanna pretend mardi gras is nothing but a party as if 78rs didn't risk their jobs/safety/lives)

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wangxian-the-zhijis · 5 months

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I don’t hate those who have seen the original source. I hate those who:

feel superior and entitled because they’ve seen the original source

trash on CQL just because it’s different from the books

force their book opinions on CQL lovers when clearly, these 2 are different (civilized discussions are welcome)

are disrespectful and toxic

If you think you are at least one of the bulleted points above, do us both a favor and block me!

I am doing my utmost best not to attract book/donghua fans by using proper tags. It’s not my fault that the characters have the same names in the adaptation. If you really have a problem with The Untamed, kindly block the “The Untamed” and/or “CQL” tags and I won’t be on your radar anymore!

Now, if you love CQL or— if you’ve read the novel or watched the donghua or both AND— you ARE NOT any of the bulleted points above, then you are very welcome here! Welcome to my blog!

More details about this blog—

I like to do a variety of stuff (majority about WangXian) but I usually make gifs. I organized all of them through the tags:

My Gifs

My The Untamed X Songs Edits

My The Untamed X Quotes Edits

My Essays

Attempt At Making Humor

Incorrect Quotes

My Chinese Translations

My Video Edits

My Fanfics (there’s only one as of now but hopefully I make more in the future)

The Untamed BTS // YiZhan

[ My previous pinned post - All CQL lovers should see this! ]

#ugh it sucks to change my pinned post since I love that post very much #but I just need to pin this post to immediately create boundaries #i haven’t seen the original material because I DON’T HAVE TIME #just respect that not everyone has the time to indulge on leisure activitites #just because i watched cql last yr doesn’t mean i still have the time to watch now #things and situations change.#i’m a medical student. i hope that’s an enough reason for you to figure out why i dont have time #and also my posts here are 90% queues #i have like 15 queues while I’m typing this and it stops at the last week of May #(some reblogs some own posts)#so don’t expect me to be online when i post stuff #because i’m probably studying or sleeping or crying or all 3 at the same time #(yes that’s possible 😂)#my pinned

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bunnihearted · 3 months

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#i wish i could at least afford to get noise cancelling headphones #those wont completely help me or solve my issues #i live in a place that is way too active for me who get so easily overstimulated by noise #like.. im like actually falling apart and im incapable of functioning like a normal person under these conditions lmao #i was abt to go into another rant abt it but theres no use i need to accept the situation #all i can do is to work towards a place where i have a job and money so i can move cities and apartments when i need to #this noise is killing me...#ear plugs dont work completely + it's not good for your ears to have smth inside of them all the time #trust me..... horrible things can happen to your ears 🥴#but noise cancelling headphones is better than being broken down by noise #then i could listen to ambience while studying/reading and music while on walks #i prefer natural silence :((( like soft noises in the environment #plus that isnt unhealthy for your ears... but it isnt possible bc im constantly on such high alert #and overstimulation bc CONSTANT FKN NOISE!!!!!!!!#then the alternative of listening to smth on noise cancelling headphones is better #but i cant afford it at all :(#the cheapest ones i can find are a little bit over 1/3 of my monthly food budget 🥴#and i ofc want them to be good enough that they work...#i dont wanna buy smth cheap that the quality is super bad or they break immediately #UGHHHHHHH i hte everything im considering just going deaf #but i wanna listen to music :(( and listen to threats. i dont wanna be deaf no #i just want some fkn peace and quiet

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spearxwind · 11 months

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parents will literally blame insane shit on you

#im so fucking tired dude. i want to break something so bad rn holy shit #the gall they have to tell me i dont care about my future. just cause i dont think getting into another year of studies literally suddenly #like 'do it today because the time slot ends today and if you dont do it we're making u pack up ur house and move back with us' suddenly #cause if i dont do it i dont care enough abt my future #dude................. ive been working my ass off so hard the past few months????#thunderclap #im not gonna go on a rant cause ill get even madder but god im fucking pissed. great way to start the day dude just so fucking cool forever #love this love this love this #im not even home im at my bfs house and havcing to deal with this shit and then later today i have more shit

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melloneah · 3 months

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2 days till my final exam rant in tags sorry i gotta let it spill somewhere 😭

#IM DYINGGGG #there are so many things to memorise #and theyre gonna pick 2 questions from a list of 60?????#and my whole degree relies on this?????#im sorry who the hell thought of this system #id MUCH rather write a 2h long exam than have to orally answer questions for 10mins fr #and if i get a topic i dont fully understand that’s it. it’s over for me #bc u have to answer both to pass #they should at least let us pick 2 out of 3 or something 😭#i also hate my procrastinating ass #i shoulda been doing 15qs a day and ive been doing between 1 and 5 #and now i have 50 questions (so probably around 70A4 pages) to memorise by THURSDAY AT 9AM #i swear to god why do i always do this #also turns out that for the thesis presentation it’s forbidden to use notes 😀#I AM NOT GOOD AT SPEAKING I AM NOT GOOD AT THIBKING MY MEMORY SUCKS HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO PASS THIS #im so fucking anxious #but funniest thing is IM STILL ACTIVELY PROCRASTINATING #LIKE??? ISNT THE PRESSURE ENOUGH YET??????#i fucking KNOW for a FACT even if i started studying RIGHT NOW i probably wont make it with all the questions by the exam date #and i skipped ALL THE HARDEST ONES FOR NOW #i swear to god guys im gonna go fucking crazy with this #i know it’s nearly over but it’s KILLING MEEEEE #please why cant i skip time to when it’s over #help me manifest not getting a finance/law question pls guys #hela yaps

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