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tiredflowercrown · 5 months ago

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The brain

It's speaking

#lies of course #byt damn if it dont hurt #I DONT WANNA BE LIKE THIS #I DONT WANNA BE A JEALOUS SPITEFUL BITCH #shit like this was why people told me it was obvious i was a slitherin (when i was young and very much into hp and didnt realize how bad jk)#im not #babes im a ravenclaw/hufflepuff hatstall #qish my brain would just SHUT UP

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nicoandthepoets · 18 days ago

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just met 2 ppl from my dorm im actually gonna cry now im so fucking awkward

#like i LOVE talking to people #but i cant #i just CANT #my primary school literally sent me to a psychologist 2 times for this #maann i wish my parents hadn't made me feel like a freak abt it #then maybe it would've worked #but yeah now i have to live with it ig and it drives me crazy #bc like #i dont wanna be like this #and i WANT to change #and ive been trying all my life #and ik i should probably go to therapy again but ofc my parents wont let me #took them long enough to accept i wanted to study psychology #idk they just hate everything that has to do with mental health #im actually thinking abt going to a psychologist from my uni next semester #hope they dont have to inform my parents then #but like ill pay for it and im 18 sooo #but its scary #okay oh my god this got waaayy longer than i thought #sorry guys haha

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miodaisgay · 1 year ago

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Huh

That's not too good

#v ent #sui #sui in tags -->#sorta wanna kill myself today so thats fun and dandy #i dont wanna exist just to work #i dont wanna exist and constantly be in pain #i dont wanna be like this #feels like there's only one solution rn

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pangur-and-grim · 1 month ago

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one thing that took me embarrassingly long to learn is "sometimes when people say things, they will not be true."

I used to tell people about this revelation and they'd be like yeah.....duh.....but like, why wouldn't my base assumption be that you're communicating to me in a straightforward manner. anyway, I get scammed a lot.

#example: a 'friend' in middle school told me I should ask a guy out. she said 'he'll totally say yes'.#he did not. which was the obvious outcome #but it took me years to realize that she'd said that hoping to fuel some drama for her own entertainment.#ANOTHER EXAMPLE #a guy in college approached me saying that he'd been seeing me around campus but was always too shy to talk to me #and that he really wanted to get to know me #so I was like wow 🥺 romance 🥺 and hopped into bed with him #and afterward I was like what do you wanna do 😊 should we see a movie 😊 should we go out 😊#and he was like nope. byeeee.#and I realized I got bamboozled into sex #total shocked pikachu face #I'm still not the best at this tbh. I'm like 'why would this person lie to me. lying is bad'.#anyway this is why I not looking forward to entering the dating world again #DONT BAMBOOZLE ME I'M GULLIBLE

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troooob · 14 days ago

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wwhy am i like this

#i dont wanna be like this #my parents should have aborted me when they had the chance

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pittoreski · 6 months ago

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#i wanna be the sunshine in people's lives but rn i feel like i need all the sunshine 😔#ive been feeling like there isnt much fun and good things in my life #i get these excruciating waves of emtiness and loneliness #i dont wanna be like this #im actually fun and bubbly but idk what happened

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fadeintoyou1993 · 1 month ago

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WICKED: PART I (2024)

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eruhamster · 9 months ago

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not to be annoying but i do think a lot of people mischaracterize falin. shes got the most drastic canon v fanon thing going on. which i guess makes sense bc 1. we dont see much of her and 2. lot of the fan stuff are anime-onlies that have seen even less

but i think like a good 90% of the time i see falin-centric art or posts im like hrm hrm hrm thats all wrong no nope no-siree

she's just a cool chick that takes life as it comes, doesn't hold grudges even against a mother that apparently was trying to beat the magic outta her, finds her older brother the coolest person in the world, and has autism about observing life (and death, she loves the ghosts she has a connection to) and nature and taking care of things (including taking care of her brother, which is why she's even in the dungeons; she saw her scrawny mess of a brother and decided she had to fix that).

and i think my favorite part that people don't talk about is... she would have done the same for marcille or laios if it were one of them that was eaten. you could see it in her eyes:

it's what shuro misunderstands about her. it's easy to see her feminine, cute, good girl pieces and forget the rest of her. but she loves things to an ends-of-the-earth extent; the kind of caring that makes you a little insane. and that's how I think she and laios end up on the same page with their weirdness. they have different interests, but they are the same level of committed to those interests.

it's easy to love her, because she probably loves you just as much, if not more.

EDIT: for the love of god stop reblogging this only to add some comment or tag or reply saying 'op you forgot [BLATANTLY FANON INTERPRETATION]'. falin as we know her is not a pushover/people pleaser/infantilized, see this version of my post. also stuff like 'female shuro was in love with laios in the genderbent comic' and 'falin was going to marry shuro because she felt bad' are just things you made up in your head

#idk i love her #dont take this as insulting i like when people do anything with her i just wanna vomit my feelings #dungeon meshi #another example of this is how she takes the dragon with her when she's resurrected #it isn't like her to leave that little thing behind #wriggling helplessly in the grass #she picked that little thing up and took it with her without a second thought

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hoshizoralone · 6 months ago

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