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Random Halt headcanon time:
Halt has Emetophobia (pretty sure thats what is called, but I'm too scared to search it up to check because I also have it and I don't wanna see photos), and also that snake phobia thing. I'm too lazy to search it up.
Part of the reason he gets seasick isn't just because of nerves, its also because of his emetophobia and he's worried other people are going to be sick, and that effects him. It takes his body a while to realise he's the only one.
His snake phobia thing started because since he grew up in Hibernia, he had no experiences with snakes, but the first time he did, it was traumatizing. Little Halt had gone to a different country with his family, asked to climb a tree while they were having a picnic somewhere, and while he was pulling himself up onto a branch there was a snake, Halt screamed let go of the branch, fell out of the tree and broke his arm.
Some of this I have mentioned before, the little Halt story I mentioned in a fanfic with Halt and Pritchard but I felt like making a bigger post.
#look at me self projecting my phobia on to him#again#i just checked the name for the snake phobia#its ophidiophobia#i know many other people also headcanon him as having it so fun#and i did end up double checking#it is called emetophobia#and its the fear of vomit in case you were wondering#god i hated typing about it#never again#rangers apprentice#ra#halt o'carrick#ranger's apprentice#ranger apprentice#john flanagan#ra headcanons#halt headcanons#rangers apprentice headcanons
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(I screwed up the text placement on the last page, read from professor membrane top left, down to zim bottom left, then dib top right)
Poor Dib lol
Btw i headcanon that zim has an internship at membrane labs when they're in high school. Zim talks to Membrane about Dib and them hanging out (he thinks the boys are dating and just not telling him yet) and the professor is hoping zim's "real science" attitude rubs off on Dib lmao
#invader zim#iz zim#iz dib#zadr#professor membrane#my art#zadp#zadf#I like zim's holograph watch lmao I needed him to be checking the time but I felt like if he wore a normal watch it'd seem like a joke#which yeah it'd be funny#but the holo space watch is cool!#....wait hologram or holograph#as far as prof knows the boys were going to a double feature drive in movie#but they ditched that to go monster hunting in the woods + haunted house they ended up finding#so as far as prof knows they went to a movie and have been somewhere in dib's car this whole time 😳#dib is DYING INSIDE that his father accused him (and zim accidentally confirmed) that they did THAT#English isn't zim's first language is Dib's go to excuse bc while zim is FLUENT he doesn't understand some turns of phrase and such
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This is my gift to @nobledragonflying for the @mcythorrorgiftexchange event!! It's so funny I got matched as your gifter for the recursive gift exchange and then this one XD
+ Here's a close up
#I hope it's okay I mixed and match your prompts a lil#but vampire gem called to me I love drawing this woman covered in blood#mcythorrorgiftexchange#mulberry's art tag#geminitay#geminitay fanart#blood tw#cannibalism tw#gore#okay so tbh I did not realize that ao3 user nobledragon and tumblr user nobledragonflying were both you#until like. a few weeks ago skjdbufdiusiudfyd#but then I was planning to make a webweave for the horror event and realize it was ending up strangely similar to the vampire webweave#that i made for the recursive event#i double checked usernames and realized. ah. I almost gave the same person two vampire webweaves#the themes were different obv but I still changed course lol
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ii's drum solo during The Summoning from the O2 for the ii girlies 🫶
Credits: Me <3
#asking you all to very kindly ignore my singing 😭#I was looking around because I was like 'shit. I can really hear myself: am I being too loud?' and absolutely NO ONE in my block was singin#I stared very awkwardly at people's faces to double check and there was no movement ☹️#hence why I sound very loud in this lmao#I did film until the end of the song (had my phone in my lap so I don't even know how it picked up my voice so much) but cut it because ->#I am STUPENDOUSLY loud hfjfjdj#you guys can hear me cry to Euclid but no way are you hearing my voice break lmfao#sleep token#st#mel's rambles#mel's photos#<- since I still don't have a video tag :']#ii#ii sleep token#vessel#vessel sleep token#teeth of god tour#tog tour#the summoning#song the summoning
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Im developing trust issues from that AP math exam..
#i love math but somehow i always end up arguing with the math teacher abt the formulas and it stresses me out when i know something is wrong#yet everyone reassures me that nothing is wrong and maybe i was calculating it incorrectly#then i start to think maybe they're right#i tell my friend showing her why i was certain something isnt adding up and she pointed it out to the teacher#only then she realised some WAS ACTUALLY WRONG#and that was from a random class lesson months ago#during the exam today i found a question where there's oddly no answer#i checked double checked triple checked even drawing it to make sure that i was doing everything right#i asked the teacher supervising our exam if there was an answer to the question#he texted the math teacher and she said there was an answer and to recheck my calculations#at this point there was still half an hour left in the exam so i sat there redoing my calculations over and over again#started tweaking ngl#i asked my friend afterwards and she said that she got everything right#but what about that question without an answer???#she shows me how she did it and i realised the formula she was using was for clockwise rotations (the question was looking for counterclockw#idk whats going on but now i have trust issues everytime i do math in school#excuse my math vent
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these things are always happening to the ones i like :////////
anyways the lighting in this dungeon is so nice
didn't get any good pics bc i was too busy dungeoning but so pretty...best dungeon music so far goes to snowcloak though btw
#ffxivposting#i knew it was coming bc i tried to use the google search bar as a spellcheck for his name (LOL) like a DUMBASS because in the suggestions..#i was like no!! no!! but he's so funny!!!!!! and the second he showed up in game again i started taking screenshots of me n the bestieee#it wouldnt be accurate to say that i am Emotional about this but i am like aw man...but he was so funny...insert montage of All The Memorie#was crazy seeing her looking so distressed in a cutscene. girl me too! he was so funny </3#the loud ass screenshot sound effects throughout the cutscene were funny though.this is who i am#altogether i have like 150+ screenshots of this game thus far.serious shit#IN OTHER NEWS:#- i cant stop laughing at finding out that a.lphinaud is in fact 16 years old. like i was guessing he was 17 or so but man it checks out#so hard. smart fella or not of course the sixteen year old boy naively founded a private army. it checks out so hard. hes cute :)#- since the tail end of arr patch quests ive been checking npc dialogue of relevant characters and thats a bit of a goldmine sometimes#- the first time aymeric(?) (not double checking via google ive learned my lesson) showed up i joked that he was going to be an akc type#and well no. he's really not. but i did cackle when it was revealed that he was a bastard child. clocked him on accident#- addicted to dalamud red dye. was funny when estinien started rocking his blood red armor like omg now we're Extra twinsies!#funny to me when they acknowledge the whole drg class stuff. like ah yes the Other azure drg. sorry estinien this feels like stolen valor#this is just what happens when u play f.fiv multiple times when u are r like 6. and also just think lances are sexy.#- can't wait to find out where tf the rest of the scions went. hi guys. you wont Believe what happened while you were AFK!#that's right! dragons! and then theyre like I Haven't Seen The Light Of The Sun For An Ambiguous Amount Of Time...cowabummer!#i keep joking abt needing to do a wellness check on urianger but honestly hes fine hes living it up in the sand. hes doing fine#- anyway can someone do a wellness check on ysayle(?).#- i've unlocked flight in a couple zones! thankkk god. some of these places are ROUGH to navigate without it sometimes.#- my keybinds are rough. also i have a gauge now. havent gotten to use it bc of level sync but anyway this feels like school#dont worry chat i only do duties with other real players when i Literally Have To Because They Make Me#- anyway. very ? about what theyre going to do with the rest of this story. intrigued. and quite sleepy i must say.
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WHY IS THERE AN EXTRA STITCH
#ITS LIKE FUCKING HOUSE OF LEAVES UP IN HERE???#by all accounts it doesnt make sense. ive redone this row twice. kept coming up short#figure ok maybe its a problem w the previous row. recount the row#extra stitch. what the fuck?#double check that i didnt accidentally stitch twice into the same stitch#nope. because of the nature of the previous row#its impossible that i could successfully stitch into each stitch just once and end up#with an uneven number. but thats whats happening.#ok stepping away for a bit. im gonna start fucking screaming lol <3#just recounted the prev prev row. right number#so what the fuck did i do..#now i have to redo the row -_-
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okay after a week of working on it i am kind of tempted to post my otherkin hrt comic
the only issue is it is.
a lot of pages.
(we sketched out 72 pages last weekend and added about 14 more over the last two days. the first 3-4 parts are lined and colored... out of 24.)
#kinstuff#sky#apomon#head in my hands why did i think so much about the logistics of d*gimon hrt#i should be working on the fancomic i want to start posting in august but AUGGHHH#//family guy death pose//#it's okay though me and the boys (the system) have been having fun with it#like how physically do you convert a human body into physical data#why would it take more time than it does in#say#frontiers where they literally can spirit evolve into d*gimon?#the comic ended up a little more plotty because i thought too much about lore#and two of us in system wanted to write about not just the mc's transition but also like#fear of who you become from the perspective of someone else recognizing themself in what another person's transition is#it's a very specific feeling i'm trying to convey and i don't have the right words for it#and it also ended up dealing a lot with disability#(semi-inspired by the mouse hrt comic i saw somewhere in the tags i think?? i'd have to double check)#a serving of hurt/comfort and a serving of two disabled d*gimon trying to help each other treat themselves better#yeah#-sky
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i'm going to see an apartment i really really like on wednesday (it is SO BIG! right in the neighborhood i like best! outside building is beautiful, on a tree-lined street, hardwood floors, so many windows!!) but i like. am trying to keep myself from getting too attached ahead of time bc it's just like a littleeee too expensive and i really should be realistic and get something about 100-200 dollars cheaper. but i love it soooo much, i want it so bad lmao.
#liveblogging life#it's a two-bedroom but it just squeaked within my budget#but plus utilities parking and pet rent (?) it'll be about 100 dollars over what i want to pay#and even then it's still on the upper range#like i can afford it - i double checked - but it means i'll have to be more careful with spending cash#and i'll only be able to put so much away in savings#idk man i'm kind of waiting until after i see it bc maybe i'll actually hate it in person#but it's going to be a serious debate on if i want to spend that much more on rent for a bigger beautiful apt#or if i'd rather save my cash on a smaller less beautiful apt so that i can buy other stuff and save for a house faster#bc like. i'm probably not going to move again for a while so wherever i go i want to make sure i really like it#and like this apt i have now i do really like but i did have to choose it bc i didnt really have any other options#whereas now i am pretty much an ideal renter so i think i have my pick of the litter so it means i can really afford to be choosy#idk idk this is stressful lmao#i have like eight showings scheduled for next week im hoping one of them seems like the one so i can go ahead and apply#also like if im going to end up spending so much on an apt shouldnt it be for an apt with a ton of amenities? like a washer/dryer#or balcony or community rooms or s/t. arghhhhhhh.
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got out of work at 2:30 today SLAY!!!!
#god I fucking love my job#I got so much shit done today too!!! send in a draft of my first ever court complaint! sent my first ever demand letter!#gave some great advice! and closed like 10 cases that I’ve been meaning to close#now I’m ALONE (!!!) at my boyfriends apartment and I can smoke and know peace and quiet#amazing Friday#and earlier in the week I got another good hearing decision and represented another client at 2 double header hearings last minute#(did have to continue the second one though smh)#I’m so happy I was able to help her she’s a really nice lady#feeling slay#also that demand letter I feel like I’ll end up going to trial for which will be cool. scary but cool!#but she is homeless I hope they just give her a fat settlement check so she can get back on her feet
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that post about people needing to revisit the actual source material of whatever fandom they’re in is not a joke it’s very true
#this post is about me lol#sometimes i forget information and instead of going ‘i should double check the soruce again’ my brain just makes up stuff#then a couple hours later i will realize i just made up random stuff in my head and get so confused and mad as to why i did that#revisiting the soruce material IS a good thing though esp doing it before you (i) open your mouth and start blabbering#and end up feeling like a fool#talking;
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considering making a post about how horatio is... used? accounted for? in the productions of r&g are dead that i've watched and listened to cause 3/4 (not counting the movie) have, as almost certainly unintentional consequences of their choices, gotten me thinking about that one post i made and frothing at the mouth a bit, in different ways
#not today cause i'm sleepy but. perhaps tomorrow (as a distraction from the work i actually have to do)#ragad#rosencrantz and guildenstern are dead#the ones i'm thinking of specifically are:#ntl (2017) having their horatio be double-cast as a silent extra in the background of some scenes with r&g talking to the king & queen#players' ring having the Player play horatio at the ending#and the 2007 radio drama having hamlet read out his letter to horatio during the pirate attack (to help explain what's happening)#but then cutting his lines at the end entirely#and ALSO cutting “he that thou knowest thine” from the letter. which... i'll save my thoughts for the post#UPDATE: i just looked on internet archive for the original radio play production from 1978 to see if it did the same as the 2007 one#and it basically does re: the letter#(including cutting ''he that thou knowest thine'' - though i think now i get why (why in the not brain-rotty sense that is))#but it does basically the whole ending bit of hamlet starting from some of the prince's last lines#so horatio does get to be the one who closes it out#i doubt he shows up any earlier - based on the credits he's not doubled with anyone - and i'm not checking to find out
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hi i hate adobe premiere and adobe audition thats all
#no its not ur gonna read the tags and find out exactly why i hate them#because i get these for free because of my school or whatever right so i have to use them for my classes#and as a film major#i use these A LOT#and i am in THREE production courses this semester (two is the most ppl usually take at once but i decided to make my life hard)#so as u can imagine i have a LOT of projects to do that require premiere and audition (the video and audio editing suites from adobe)#AND EVERY FUCKING TIME#i always end up with half of my footage mysteriously disappearing EVEN THOUGH i triple save everything and make sure its all there-#-before i close the program SO LET ME KNOW HOW WHEN IM POSITIVE MY SHITS RIGHT HALF OF IT IS GONE THE NEXT DAY. HOW. HOW DOES IT HAPPEN.#it also just decides to like ruin al my projects right#so today for example#i wanted to add some reverb to an audio track right nothing major literally so simple#and i go to hit apply#AND AUDITION JUST ??? REMOVES ALL OF THE SOUND ALL TOGETHER???? WHAT????#i was so lost#i saved my project and went to submit it and ONCE AGAIN it is soundless but it says an audio is playing but theres nothing#so i go back to audition and everything fine!#i double check how i saved i looked up the proper save procedure just in case i did something to just not save the audio#which again- how can i possibly save a SILENT AUDIO FILE like thats literally just a file of nothing#so i decide fuck it its 3 am and im tired im just gonne record the finished audio file in my VOICE RECORDING APP ON MY PHONE just in case#if i have to whip out my phone during class to present this im actually gonna stand in front of a stampede of bulls
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i just started a new puzzle magazine this afternoon of 'suguru' something i hadn't tried before
i'm 25% of the way done with this
i've done almost 40 puzzles this afternoon/evening
would recommend suguru
#it's really easy to pick up!! said as someone who's never done one before today#the only hard part is it's not so obvious if you've made a mistake#like in sudoku you can read the columns down quickly at the end and go yep that's good#but in this one my only method so far is actually checking the answers to make sure i did it right after i'm done#i could probably double check myself but that would take longer i imagine#...admittedly i am working with mild double vision so everything seems a bit harder to see today#i'm not sure if this magazine just doesn't scale#like easy to hard#they're not labelled or anything#but they've been really easy#i've gotten stuck on maybe 2 or 3? but only for a few minutes before i saw the way forward#also i saw nz puzzler does kakuro magazines which i did not know#i am going to keep an eye out for that
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Despite the weirdness it's been kinda interesting talking to Fridays system in his little roleplay world.
Earlier today we had this convo, which made sense in context he didn't just say this randomly lol
SF: I don't have any memories of my mom
Me: none at all?
SF: none
Me: ....
SF: ....
Me: but other alters do?
SF: obviously.
#he did kinda just say it. but it was a fair connection to make#posted with permission 👍🏻#syst#is he just like....? like i 'found out' i had DID in highschool and thats also when i played the game?#has my subconscious just been cooking up this guy???#is that really how it works???#what???#i made a joke while planning this post that he only exists because his dad yelled at the beginning of the game#and he goes “ ☝🏻”#and i was like“??”#and he goes “once. he only yelled once. the context was really bad though.”#and its like. so u can world build an entire off screen system but the idea that his dad yells more then the one time thats shown on screen#is just wiiiiiild.#i dont want any of these posts to end up in the tag so im shortening the alter names to SF SY SL and FC#there also technically FM. but the likely hood ill post about him is so low its actually kinda stupid i even made a shortened version#larry also has interesting things about him. but the subsystem stuff is ruining me#hes also so so so so so so far from cannon that its like uber embarrassing? like.... i love him i think hes great but.#hes also like. they both came around in highschool and i can like. SEE IT. like it SHOWS that they hung out with my highschool friends.#theyre not factives because i triple double checked and went and FOUND the actual factives of my friends but . just Ah.#man.
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Tldr; small rant about the deli getting my order wrong+anxiety associated with similar situations.
How do I explain to someone that I feel like screaming and crying just because the guy at the deli cut my order incorrectly? And, that I'm willing to give it away/throw it out because my brain won't let me eat it if it looks wrong?
I was really looking forward to a nice oven roasted turkey sandwich, and now I just want to throw it all away.
#im just crying because i did everything right. i made sure to speak clearly and annunciate. and he cut it the exact opposite way i asked.#he's probably new and that makes it even worse because i cant be mad.#they usually ask or double-check if they aren't sure how people actually want it. he didnt so i assumed he knew what he was doing.#I HATE thick deli items. especially turkey. but i also HATE food waste. so this sucks twice as much!#i guess im mostly mad at myself. that i didnt go back and tell him to do it again. but i was already paying by the time i realized#plus. going back to hating food waste. sending food back was a huge “no-no” growing up#so my anxiety spikes whenever something is wrong with my food. because i feel i'll be forced to finish it regardless#ex:#(my mom found a thumbtack in her food once and just set it aside and continued eating.#she only mentioned something because the waitress noticed when she cleared our plates)#this anxiety is also why i eat my meals really fast. if i ordered something i ended up hating i would still be forced to eat it.#so i adapted by eating every meal very quickly. if i eat quickly i can trick my brain and stomach into “enjoying” a meal i would be#otherwise unable to eat#It's not healthy. and it definitely doesn't always work 😅 but it's the best solution i've come up with so far
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