#and i cannot imagine my life without them

[sanaxo-o]

Fell in love all over again (Joshua Hong)

Warnings/genre: pure fluff, established relationship, making out, the reader overthinks for a while, Hyunjae is the cutest at the end, comfort (?), nicknames (love).

Sana: so this is my remake for this hyunjae fic of mine. Happy Valentine’s Day lovely’s <3 I cannot wait to get back into writing like usual once my exams get over so until then enjoy this small fic <3

Word count: 1,423

Sitting down at the table, you looked around the place, it was a place you would always dream about.

A huge hall with a chandelier in the middle— which was full of diamonds making it shine brightly. You let out a small laugh of content when you notice the ring on your finger.

Never would you have imagined that you would get married to the person you spent nine years of your life with.

You have known Joshua since you were in highschool and up until now. And he had managed to prove himself that he was the one for you countless times.

The day you felt alone and needed comfort, he was there for you with a tub full of ice cream and a night full of cuddles as he listened to you talk about your feelings; how you would sometimes just get the feeling of being alone as if no one was on your side and you were left to fight your battles all alone.

But he was there to prove you wrong. To tell you that even though you felt as if you were alone he would always be there by your side with open arms. No matter what happens, he always got your back.

That was also the time when you were damn sure that he was gonna be the man you would want to get married to. No one else would be able to have your heart like he has.

The day you got into your dream university, he was there to celebrate it with you. Even when you doubted yourself about not being worthy enough he made himself clear that you’re in fact one of the people who truly deserve that spot because of your hard work.

You look around the place once more and you could suddenly feel your heart sinking, what if this was not the right thing to do?

You could feel your hand start to shake. All you wanted to do at that very moment was to get up and just storm out of the place, but you were afraid to do that.

It was Valentine’s Day and Joshua prepared all of this just for you only to see you storm out like that. You did not want to seem ungrateful so you tried to calm yourself down but the more you pondered about your future the more anxious you got.

From the corner of your eyes you noticed Joshua walking back to the table. Taking a deep breath in you tried to look normal but as the time passed by, every passing second felt like hours.

Placing your hand under the table you kept your other hand over it in hope that it would stop shaking but it was of no use.

Looking up you observed as Joshua took a seat in front of you. Giving you a small smile he poured you a glass of champagne and raised his to make a toast with you.

Holding the glass in a tight grip you clink your glass with his as you take a small sip from it, “Happy Valentine’s Day love. I hope you like what I prepared for us.” Joshua says with a soft smile playing on his lips as he takes a sip of champagne from his own glass.

Passing him a small smile you anxiously look around the place, not having it in you to look him in the eye. You knew how happy he was and you did not want to ruin this moment with him just because of what you were feeling.

You knew thinking so ahead in the future was stupid but what could you do? Your habit of overthinking always got the best of you…

“Are you okay?” You snap out of your thoughts when you hear Joshua’s voice. Looking back at him you nod your head slightly but you notice how his eyes searched for yours.

You could see the slight flicker in them as he placed his glass of champagne back on the table. Standing up he forwarded his hand towards you as he waited for you to take his hand in yours.

Without any questions asked you grab his hand in yours as you stand up from your seat, “Do you trust me?” Joshua asks as he walks towards the exit with his hand hooked with yours.

Giving him a small nod you continue walking with him, “What about the food though?” You ask softly as you stop on your tracks which made him halt in his tracks to turn around and face you.

“Don’t worry. We can come back later, I cannot let you go back home empty stomach now, can I?” Joshua says with a grin on his face as he drags you towards his car.

Opening the backseat door he lets you enter the car first as he himself enters once he’s sure that you’re comfortable sitting in the seat.

“What’s wrong, hmm?” Joshua asked softly as he tangled his hands in your luscious hair. Pushing the strands of hair behind your ear, he slowly made his fingers come to your forehead as he applied slight pressure on them to give you a massage.

Closing your eyes at his actions you let your head rest against the seat as you take in deep breaths to calm your heart down, “I don’t know, aren’t we too young to get married? What if something goes wrong? I don’t want to lose you..” you tell him, your voice barely above a whisper as you slowly look towards Joshua who continues to stare at you with his soft gaze.

“No, I don’t think we’re too young. We’re both financially stable at the moment and I believe in the fact that nothing would go wrong. Our love is strong enough for that sweetheart..” he says as he gently pulls you closer towards him in the backseat of the car.

Resting your head against his chest you close your eyes as you listen to his heartbeat, “Promise me that you won’t leave me alone? Ever..” you whisper with your face buried in his chest as Joshua continues to stroke your hair in a gentle manner.

“I promise I will never leave you alone. Ever..” he says as he brings his hand towards your chin and makes you look up.

Leaning down he slowly attaches his lips on yours, sitting up straight you tangle your hands in his soft curly hair as you pull on them while Joshua continues to kiss you.

You could feel your heart come up in your throat as he continued to kiss you, his hands wrapping around your waist as he pulled you closer towards him if that was even possible.

Pulling away, you gasped for air as you noticed the string of saliva which was connecting you both together, an indication of the intense makeup session you just had. Staring into his eyes you leaned closer towards him once again as you gave his nose a light peck.

Nuzzling his face in the crook of your neck, Joshua smiled as hugged your figure closer to his warm embrace, “I think I just fell in love with you all over again..” Joshua mumbled in the crook of your neck. His voice sends vibrations throughout your whole body as you give out a small laugh at his words.

“Every minute of the day makes me fall in love with you even more if you’re wondering..” you tell him while playing with his hair.

You don't even know when you sat on his lap in the backseat like this but all you know is that this Valentine’s Day was a day to remember.

Stealing a glance at Joshua you let out a giggle when you notice his ears turning a shade of bright red.

“Are you blushing because of what I said or because of the make out session we just had?” You say in a slightly teasing tone as you poke his cheeks with your fingers.

Looking back up Joshua looks everywhere but you, “Oh look at the time. We should head back inside to have our dinner..” he says trying to change the subject.

Opening the door of the car he lets you get down first before he got out. Locking the car you both started walking towards the hall again with your laughter beaming through the night.

The moonlight shining its light on the two of you making it look like a scene right out of a romantic movie.

[crxzytogether]

Sometimes I wish I could watch the show with fresh eyes. Like I wanna know how much I'd be able to pick up on my own without having Byler infiltrating my brain as it is now- bc I dont even remember how I got as invested into Byler as I am now. At the same time I cannot for the life of me even imagine not seeing Byler in nearly every scene- And contrary to what I just said sometimes I really wouldn't want to- Like it is so COOL and FUN analyzing and picking apart each scene, looking at all the details and clues. I'm able to appreciate the show so much better this way. This is something that I don't understand about some milvens. Do they not want to think about deeper meanings- do they never question why certain things happened the way they did? like do they seriously not care at all and are just happy to take what they get at face value and make up their own narrative based on little good they get bc the actual narrative is so very against them atp- Anyways all this to say that I am very happy to be watching the show with all that I know and I don't doubt that even if my brain was wiped of all things Byler I'd still pick up on it bc they are so OBVIOUS

[sunny5656]

Stolitz week 2025

Mortality/soulmates promt (warning: sad)

"You know I love you, right?"

They are laying side by side on their bed, in their home. Rings decorate their fingers and dozens of family portraits their walls. The moon is full but they don't see it -they are only looking at each other. Life is good.

"Oh, darling..." Stolas breaths out, "I love you too. More than anything. I simply cannot imagine a life without you anymore."

Blitz's smile turns bittersweet suddenly. "Yeah, me, too... But... what if one day you have to?"

"No!" Stolas doesn't want to this topic to sneak into their conversation, not now. "I don't wanna think about that... not now, please."

"Shit. You're right. I'm sorry... happy thoughts?"

Blitz's smile is warm again as he catches his husband's hand and squeezes thight.

Stolas blinks the forming tears away, nodding. "Yes, please."

Blitz shifts closer to Stolas, nuzzling his face on those silky soft chest feathers. "Wanna go see the M&M baby tomorrow? Mills told me she learned to "kick some ass" or something."

Stolas chuckles at that, happy at how the athmosphere has immediately changed. Oh, what kind of chaotic, funny, delightful person their satandaughter was growing up into. "Oh, my! Then we simply must to! Actually, I have some new books I've been wanting to read her!"

Now it's Blitz's turn to chuckle. "Pffft...nerd."

"Maybe..." Stolas raises his eyebrow, "But I'm your nerd."

💜💫💜💫💜💫💜

"You know I love you, right?"

It's one of those sleepless nights again. They are laying on their bed, in their home, and faint marks of the years past decorate the corners of Blitz's eyes and the sides of his mouth. He has been smiling and laughing a lot during all these years with Stolas.

"Oh, dearest. I do know that." Stolas says, "And I love you. Forever."

"R-really?" Blitz asks carefully, his eyes gleaming with a mix of hope and worry. "Even after I'm-"

"Blitz!" Stolas doesn't let him finish this time either, "Blitzy, please. Don't say that. Don't you even dare think about that. I- I'm too..."

"Okay, okay. I'm sorry, Stols." Blitz quickly says, brushing it off by a warm smile and a firm squeeze of his hand. "Happy thoughts?"

"Happy thoughts." Stolas agrees.

"Remember that one mission we went on to together, just the two of us...?"

Stolas blushes immediately at the memory, recalling back at the time he remembers very well. "Oh, I do... If I remember correctly, we got barely anything done~"

"Oooh I did something alright. Or someone."

Blitz winks an eye, and Stolas' feathers puff out like he had just fallen in love for the first time -which he did, every single day.

"And..." Blitz continued, wiggling his eyebrows and disappearing slowly under the covers, "I think I'll do that someone again right now."

"Ooooh yes please~"

💜💫💜💫💜💫💜

"You know I love you, right?"

His voice has deepened, and so have the wrinkles on his face, but he looks still ever so handsome as always. They lay on their bed once again, in their home. Their daughters had visited them earlier, and they had spent the most wonderful evening playing board games and watching movies.

"Of course I do, darling." Stolas answers softly, "And I love you, always."

"Me too, pretty bird. Even when I'll be- nevermind."

Silence surrounds them for a while, but this time Stolas is ready. He sighs deeply and with a pout and scared look in his eyes he says:

"No, it's okay, Blitz. I think I'm ready to talk about it."

"Oh." Blitz shifts closer, and so does Stolas, "Oh, okay."

"I just... I'm really, very scared. I don't know what I would do without you here by my side..."

There's already tears in his eyes, but they are quickly swiped away by Blitz's trembling hands.

"You'll do plenty. You'll water your plants, and drink some tea, and read your favorite books. And you'll be sad, I know you will. B-but..."

Now Blitz's own eyes fill with involuntarily tears.

"But I hope you will smile too. I- I need you to smile! Fuck, if- if you will end up some numb ghost of this person I know right now, I fucking refuse to die!"

"Blitz..." Stolas reaches out, gently cupping the imp's face.

"Stolas..." Blitz leans into the touch, closing his eyes for a moment to get the tears out.

"I fear I cannot smile without you in my life." Stolas admits. He would love to tell his husband that yes, he will smile and find happiness in the little things of his life, but how can he, when the biggest one will be gone.

"Then I refuse."

Stolas forces a fragile smile besides his almost broken heart already at the mere thought.

"We will find a way. I'm not letting it happen." He assures, "In this life or in the next, fuck it -even in the afterlife- we will be together. Just like this."

Blitz's lips start to tremble and he holds onto Stolas' like his life would end here and now if he didn't.

"....Happy thoughts?" This time he's the one to ask.

"Sure. Happy thoughts." Stolas agrees, "Remember how I won the game today?"

Blitz laughs between his tear-filled face. "Umm, what I remember is you begging me wordlessly to let you with those fucking doe eyes!"

"Oh you mean these~?"

Blitz's heart skips a beat at the sight and his tears turn to happy ones.

"Yes. Those." He whispers, capturing his love in a deep kiss. "I love those."

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For so many nights to come they will lay side by side, just like this. And for so many mornings they will wake up next to each other, and eat breakfast together, and go for holidays together, and argue and cry and kiss and laugh and make love.

And when -if- the day comes they will not be doing that, Stolas will still find Blitz in everything he does. He will be in the trees, especially the one's that grow stubbornly where they shouldn't. And he will be in the breeze of a wind, playing with Stolas' feathers just like before. He will be the moon looking down from the skies and the sunlight and all the stars waving at him from beyond the galaxies. And he will be the mundane, the coffee that wakes Stolas up in the mornings and all the heroes in the books he reads, and all the times when someone fiercely stands up for themself or their loved ones.

But for now, they lay side by side on their bed in their home, true love decorating their heart shaped eyes.

[pastelaspirations]

SCREAAAAMING, YES, HOLY CRAP, WE BOTH HAVE THE SAME BRAINROT, BUT IT'S FINE, BECAUSE WE FOUND MAD LAD COMPANIONSHIP WITH IT

THANK YOU, MAN. I have no idea how to respond to this either without just nodding but looking like a psychopath. Like the gif of Willem Dafoe nodding creepily lmao

Hehe, that's where I come in, man. I'm a writer, not as much a roleplayer >;) So, thinking about how Error views things too is quite literally in my job description-

F i n e. I'm not really a "roleplayer" as much as "just hasn't found any way to roleplay." I used to be one heck of a roleplayer back in the day. When I was like. 12. But Undertale didn't exist back then, and I haven't ever roleplayed since Undertale became a thing (Y e s, I know that makes me sound old, okay. I a m, I have lived for what feels like centuries even though people still refer to me as "young"/"kid")

AND Y E S. YES, I LOVE EXPLORING ERROR'S HAPHEPHOBIA IN AS REALISTIC WAY AS I CAN, THAT'S ME RIGHT HERE-

I don't think Error can just. Get over his haphephobia. It'll take time and it's not as simple as "Oh, he's cured now." He'll relapse, some days will be better than others.

But I don't think he'll never get better.

To say that he'll never get somewhat comfortable with touch, even with those he loves and trusts, is sort of... sad? Like, you're basically saying he is doomed forever to be controlled by his fear and I don't think that's a good or healthy way to write about fear, I guess.

Like, y e s. Fear has a habit of controlling you. It can be debilitating. But it can be worked through. You don't have to live your entire life avoiding everything that triggers your fear, especially if you have a good support system. So I like imagining that Error can touch and cuddle and all these things, but he might need a warning. You can't just tackle hug him 'cus that'll trigger him. And he might not be able to do it all the time. He might back out before or during something simply because he just can't do it that day. But that's okay. You just need to be patient and love him. Let him decide when to touch and for how long <3 Even if he can't just "get over it," he can definitely find ways to cope with it

So, that's why I like writing Ink being a supportive boyfriend with Error, even if it's difficult at times because Error was okay hugging Ink yesterday, but not so much today <3

I don't tend to write his glitches as being physically painful though?? Like, it's perfectly fine if that's how someone writes/envisions it, but I imagine it being more... psychological. It doesn't "hurt" per se, like physical burning pain or anything, but it feels like when your foot is asleep. Dialed up by 100 and to your entire body. Like your very bones are made of TV static or there are a million tiny bugs crawling under your skin and there's nothing you can do to get them out. So, it's not painful, but the discomfort can be excruciating. I mostly do it this way because I couldn't find a common consensus researching if haphephobia actually gives people physical pain or if it's just a mental block they cannot overcome.

ALSO, MAN, THANK YOU <3 <3 I WORKED REALLY HARD ON IT. I THINK YOUR ART IS FREAKING BANGER TOO, IT'S WHY I REBLOGGED YOU IN THE FIRST PLACE

Can you guys tell I have a favorite pair of sillies yet . . .

[echoessilencepatienceandgrace]

so many people want to know, kate do you have any thoughts about rook and lucanis after rook is saved from the fade? thank you so much for asking yes i do:

i think (at least for my rook) that lucanis and rook at this point have been intimate before the romance scene, somewhere between murder of crows and the fade prison so with that being said:

after they pull rook out she’s so out of it so much has happened and lucanis is immediately by her side, holding her close as they go back to the lighthouse. not a word is shared until they’re alone & she finally breaks down, the realization of it all just crushing her completely

he’s whispering the sweetest things as he holds her, running his fingers through her hair, relieved that she is safe and back in his arms. he holds her until she stops crying, gently wiping the tears away, kissing her temples, her forehead, reassuring her that she’s safe

he brings her to the bathroom, parting with her for a moment as he starts running warm water for her. he asks before removing her clothes, helping her into the water to sooth her tired body. i imagine him washing her hair, gently taking care of her.

he helps her out of the water, wrapping her in her robe, leaving her as she does her hair, waiting for her in the room. she comes out, sinking into his lap. he knows how exhausted she is and he’s happy she’s in his arms, safe, where solas and the world cannot hurt her for the moment.

he kisses her softly, holding her tight, reassuring her again that’s she safe there with him, that this is real.

then i feel like he would tell her that he couldn’t believe they found her, that he never thought he would see her again.

kissing her again and again until he brings her to the bed (yes ofc my rook has one lmao) making sure she knows she’s safe in his arms.

it’s soft and tender, they’re making love and they’re both crying, holding each other so close as the world melts away around them, whispering “i love you” over and over.

in conclusion, i think that rook would be really shaken after the events of tearstone island and the fade prison and lucanis would make sure she rests and has a moment to decompress. he loves her and thought he’d have to live the rest of his life without her. and now, she’s back in his arms and he will never let anything like that happen to her again. and once rook is back to feeling like herself again, she feels the same. nothing will come between her and lucanis ever again, and she will do everything she can to keep him safe.

[cottagecori]

hey. send the message. do it.

[ganondoodle]

so with echoes of wisdom .. i havent watched any of the trailers beyond the very first one and the thumbnails/screenshots and what others have said about it-

but with the world inside the rift being called "Welt des Nichts" aka "world of nothing/void" in german ('still' in english, for some reason) and demises title in french being "avatar of nothing" ... yeah my anxiety is shooting through the roof again

(hopefully you can be a little more forgiving for me being anxious/weird about it bc demise is my blorbo)

i had similar worries with totk, that werent proven true thankfully, but the darn book is making it all worse again with all those weird lore things the game doesnt even so much as hint at AND potential retcons- im in for a really rough time huh, not just stress in real life (more in tags.. its alot) but now about my specific hyperfixation from two things even (AND artblock still..)

weird as it may sound, i dont want demise to get more lore, partly bc i dont believe theyd do anything with him that i would like (given their track record) but much more importantly- the fact that he has this little lore about him is precisely one of the reasons why i fell in love with him, i tend to like characters that are neglected by the narrative, and his story being both so flat and already done meant i can be very creative with what i come up with for him without necessarily contradicting anything in canon (which is ... or was a big point of how i wrote destiny's story and lore, working with canon in a way that reframes it all without straight up ignoring it ... but i suppose i urgently need to let go of that and accept i spend alot of time working things that will go to waste :( ) AND not having to worry that there will be more stuff with him that would massively change not only what im writing but also potentially how i feel about him since the game he was briefly in was the oldest chronologically and ended with his death- i didnt expect them to mess with anything that far back and thought theyd just go forward and leave the timeline behind and wouldnt mess with it again, given how botw seemed to be a sort of 'fresh start' that seemingly regarded the past as the past that needs to rest and that the timeline was finally no longer a discussion if everythings unified through botw and one thing going forward

but i suppose i was very wrong with that .__.

right now the only thing that motivates me still is the left over determination and spite to work on my zelda comic, since i have never gotten this far and really want to get something done for once, but i cant lie that im feeling like i should pause all work on it too to wait and see waht the book and the new game will do .. either to determine if i still have the will to keep working on it after those things are out (my love for tloz has been taking alot of hits lately ..) or if i have to change stuff (mostly bc of my lore problem trying to not ignore it ..)

[choso-onii-chan]

EVERYTHING you said could just came out of my own mouth!!!! 🥺🥺🥺🥺 I can't agree more when i read your text!!!!! Choso is such a wonderful blessing of an perfectly well written character. Everything about him. His identity crisis and need to protect his family, his blood!! Choso had to take care of his siblings since he was born, because they already lost their mother (it's confirmed that she became very sick and very likely died then) and Kenjaku was never an actual father to them, to begin with. Chosos had to take over that role too, he had to do what was best for his brothers, without having someone to rely on himself. Even though he made mistakes and killed people, that still doesn't make him a (half) curse. He's a half curse only by name and some power-ups, Choso was already a human all along. His complete personality and goals where tge complete opposite of what a curse would be.

We also cannot even nearly imagine how painful everything was for him, but he never even showed it. He was born to love and give unconditionally love to others.

It's also very wrong to say that Choso always only cares for his siblings, which is still absolutely fine simce Choso never had anyone else in his life, because he startet to make bonds with other people besides his family: Yuki. Yuki is like the embodiment of Choso's human side, his mother's side and the second and only other important Woman in his life. It's actually sooo sweet that these two woman are responsible for Choso's birth/rebirth.

And the theme of humanity not accepting things that they don't know. Something that is still a big topic in our world, too. Just because of thos stupidity, Choso, Eso and Kechizu had to go through hell.

YES YES YES YES YES!!!!!!!! Choso's mother is such an interest character herself!!!!! I wanna know so much more about her!!!!

PLEASE watch this!!!!! This is a very interesting and lovely Choso Analysis Video about him being a part of both sides of the human/curse medail. I love watching videos like this!!!! 😍😍😍😍

[krashlite]

I feel so insane over c!desertduo rn cause y’all will never understand them like I do

Scar was scapegoating this mf the entire time but Grian thought he was in charge, that he was saving this man over and over but it’s situations Scar put himself in on purpose. They hate that they have to be in each others company CONSTANTLY but they hate the silence more.

There’s so many interpretations where Grian’s in denial abt needing Scar but it’s true in reverse. Scar keeps having to convince himself that Grian’s expendable when he knows That’s Not True.

They wouldn’t hold hands or have a picnic (or other romantic gestures) but they find excuses to prove the other person needs them, they find reasons to make the other stay because they’re projecting.

“He’s expendable” “This is temporary” they both project this on the other. It’s a very toxic codependency that reinforces itself over and over because of the nature of the games, and I think it’s something they both realize in LL, but in different directions.

Scar misses it for all the wrong reasons and Grian is determined to never let it happen again.

Grian has shaky alliances all season long due to self sabotage, and Scar consistently tries to get someone else, Anyone Else into the same situation Grian was in. Not out of some power trip but to fill the void that left behind

[chevelleneech]

Tweets like this

always sound so over the top, but Chan really has spoken about Felix being his other half, his second-self, and his soulmate. So being reminded that Felix felt not a single bit of caution around him when they met, is the sweetest thing.

He saw Chan as someone worth learning from. Someone he could befriend and debut with, and that’s what they ultimately got, and that’s wonderful, but I always find it kind of crazy that Chan seems well aware that Felix was his person the moment they met.

[staticstray]

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[shivunin]

Fenris scarf! (ID in alt)

Crocheted acrylic yarn, embroidered with glow in the dark yarn (which is, in fact, something that exists!) It measures ~6'8" (about 2m) without the tassels and is 7" (~17cm) wide at the widest point.

The embroidered parts took about five hours to finish, which was far faster than I was expecting. I drew the tattoo design on with chalk markers (the kind you use for windows), embroidered over it, and then washed it out (thanks again to everyone who helped with references!) Highly recommend this method if you try anything similar. This was a really cool project! I learned a lot of things from it, most importantly the dragon scale stitch I used for the bottom of the black section. I think I will be doing Leliana or Morrigan next c:

Other Dragon Age Scarves:

Cullen | Morrigan | Warden | Leliana

[denkies]

Wanted to mention the lyrics to the BSD 5 opening and their significance to a specific scene

「立ち止まる事でしか見えない場所が」

A place that can only be seen by stopping [movement]

「行けない場所がある」

There are places you can't go.

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So when showing the rift between Atsushi and Akutagawa (life and death), the lyrics mention the afterlife. A place only Akutagawa can see, after death. Then, "there are places you can't go."

From Akutagawa's perspective, it would be "I am in a place only seen after death. You can't come to this place; you can't follow me."

From Atsushi's perspective, this would be "You are somewhere that I can't see, that I can't reach. You can't go there [you can't leave me]."

[Don't go where I can't follow]

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Edit: more detailed analysis about it here

[lae-zels]

mr house never being able to replicate his courier six because they never let him scan them, so all he has are a few shoddy recordings he took to recreate the courier from. his replicas of courier six are flawed: none are as perceptive, resourceful and proactive. they aren't good at out-of-the-box thinking or improvising. their problemsolving, diplomacy skills and technological innovation ideas fall short of the original and are just another disappointment every time. they end up hollow shells like jane, marilyn and victor. letting new vegas go, ruin itself in pursuit of recreating his perfect right hand again, hope for another fruitful partnership and bright future of the mojave like they did before is so delicious it makes me sick actually send tweet ✌

[anakins-soulmate]

I was sitting here and thinking the most "Me" for self-inserts is my self-insert with Revan and my self-insett with Kylo.

For Revan, its the part of me that is afraid, that has to put on a front to be strong. They've been hurt one to many times in various ways, their heart tries to "shut off" from the world, they distance themselves from others. Make sure to make it a point to tell people they aren't worth the hassle of catching feelings for because they're emotionally unavailable (of course its far from the truth) Revan can see through and most importantly break through those defenses that Kaden has placed.

For Kylo, it's the part of me thats the "ugly" the side that is also afraid but it's also the side where I explore and get comfort for my bipolar, my menieres disease, my depression and anxiety. He sees the "ugly" and instead of telling me what I've been told in real life by others he stays, he reassures and he understands. With Kylo its different as he has actually affected me in real life. I've already explained many times before so I won't get into it but yeah...

These are the two who are the most me, how I am irl. Just as if I was too split myself into two.

Its hard to explain, I mean all self inserts are me with various parts of my personality but these two are the most irl versions of me that I've ever made.

Is scary but, they're special.

[lemongogo]