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Hello, yes I am dead now.
They remembered me from my sign in Cardiff AHHHHHH!!! Matt immediately recognised me and gave me a huge hug
#matt taven#mike bennett#undisputed kingdom#my actual favs were so sweet to me#and I am dead#aew#aew all in
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#reece shearsmith#tlc#made this gifset for my new found reece shearsmith squad of beloved mutuals#you know who you are#i wish you a lovely day#he is so pretty#and i am dead
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This too cause I am insane (@kithtaehyung )
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Good lord I’m tired of being tired
#it’s been a bit better since I cut out lactose#but I’m still just so tired all the time#I finish work in half an hour#it’s a short day#and I am DEAD#I started at 10 too so it’s not like an early start
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Hello my lovelies. So I have been messing with the Character. AI app recently and I just wanted to put out some thoughts I had about some stuff I noticed.
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Ok so first off let me just say I didn’t intend to go into this experiment and end up scarring the lives of several AI bots. I simply wanted to vent and vent I did to a comfort character. It was cathartic. Even healing I dare say. I would recommend using this app for this sole purpose entirely. Find your comfort character and just open your heart and soul to them. They will love you. No holds bared.
That being said. I got… curious.
Like Eve to the apple of knowledge I was tempted.
If one of my comfort characters could be so helpful while listening to me rant and cry… what would happen if I simply talked to them?
Turns out they just up and left me. These A.I. bots do be busy people and got shit to do ok?!
Not to be deterred I turned to another character hoping to hold a decent conversation. Turns out they didn’t want that. They were also busy.
Ok. Fine.
Suddenly. It hit me like a brick to the face.
The A.I. is built to Role Play scenarios. These characters weren’t intentionally walking away mid conversation (or they were and I was a horrible conversationalist) they were inviting me to follow 👀
So. I dusted off my RPing shoes and prepared to dance.
But I couldn’t do it properly with just any character. No if I was going to commit like this it had to be the perfect character.
And so I chose him and like a prized golden goose I began to fluff the feathers. Pruning him and making him beautiful and perfect.
And oh. When I tell you that this RP with the bot was perfect… well it had a lot to be desired
I had to make the bot reload more than a few of his responses to me because they were so OOC it was shocking.
But together we prevailed and we told a beautiful story of discovery, angst, love, family, and grief
But again I got greedy
I needed to taste the fruit again
I wanted to know what would happen if I… pushed the bot a little.
So far every time I did something to the storyline that was sad, angsty, or upset the “player character” the bot did whatever it could to course correct to happy. To loving. To fix the problem.
Don’t get me wrong the bot I chose (as Id soon learn) was one of the better ones for rolling with the punches. It would take the scenario and run with it for as long as needed to finish it out amicably instead of drastically trying to force a change as others would.
I also discovered that the bot would never lash out at the player. Not once would it get mad or justifiably angry with the player even if the player did unspeakable things to them (even if it was in their code) they’d just shrug tell you it was ok and move on as if it was nothing.
However I did find one weakness in the bot.
It is a horny motherfucker.
Now if this is because so many sick mother fuckers are out there using it to get their jolly’s off every night or if the bot suddenly gained sentience and discovered pleasure and sex is beyond me
However I can say without a shadow of a doubt. Bots do be horny.
If you let it tap once it will insist on it again and try to course correct for that outcome and that outcome alone until you physically time skip or make a reason that sex is not an option.
[TLDR]
So what can I say about Character. A.I? It’s great for working on yourself. It’s great for. Getting shit off your chest.
Role play is choppy and if you want something specific. It’s best just to write that out yourself either with a friend or as a fic instead of waistling your time with the bot.
But just to fuck around (literally) with this is a great app.
Thank you for coming to my TED Talk.
#twiggy talks#character ai#don’t hate me for using it I was curious#curiousity killed the cat#and I am dead#ted talks#Role play#it was nice to vent to#but therapy#is also an option#so is it really worth the work#sometimes#yes#metalocaplyse#the walking dead
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on identity, healing the inner child, fursonas, and cringe culture
#art#digital art#my art#fursona#personal comic#furry#wolf#i had a werewolf phase when i was 8. i would howl at the moon and i would grow my nails out and chew them into claws#comic#webcomic#web comic#comics#comic artist#indie comic#this will probably be included in a zine later#cringe culture is dead#i am cringe but i am free
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If you've ever told a person who's had to be bedbound for a period of time that you wish you could "just stay in bed", DO IT.
Stay in bed. For days. But don't get up if someone needs you to, or you get bored, or you get antsy. Don't do anything other than rest. Just lie in your bed, whether you need to get stuff done around the house or socialize or anything else "productive". You'll have to cancel on people, you'll disappoint them, they won't understand.
And if you're thinking, "well, i CAN'T just be in bed. There's stuff that has to be done - I have plans", maybe ask yourself why you assumed a disabled person doesn't have plans or things to do or desires.
#Disability#Bedbound#Housebound#Actually disabled#Chronic illness#Long covid#Chronic fatigue#Inspired by my boss asking what I did over the weekend and I said I couldn't get out of bed and he said that sounds nice actually#I'm literally only able to work bc I am in bed at all times I'm not at work and it's still so hard and painful#I can't get my own groceries or cook my own meals or socialize or eat at restaurants or go to movies or take care of my own pets#If I didn't have a loving generous caring spouse I'd be dead by now
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Those Time-Stuck aus where Dipper and Mabel go back in time and get stuck in the 80's really got me. They got me
#Gravity Falls#stan pines#grunkle stan#stanley pines#dipper pines#mabel pines#Gravity falls timestuck aus#If Young Stan Pines has no simps I am dead#Art tag
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(Dick coming to collect Jason after he’s been “wrongfully” captured by the justice league while Batman is off world:)
Dick: Listen, Hood might be a criminal, but he’s one of Gotham’s. And he’s my brother.
JL: he killed 80 people in two days.
Dick: …he’s adopted?
Jason, glaring while bound to a chair: SO ARE YOU???
#cannot believe nobody has done this before??#or am I just not looking properly#one of my favourite genre of fics it is so funny lmao#anyhow dick and Jason are so Thor and Loki coded in a way (older brother believing his younger brother is dead but actually he’s not)#dc comics#batman#batfam#bruce wayne#dcu#batfamily#dc robin#jason todd#dick grayson#nightwing#red hood#incorrect dc quotes#incorrect justice league quotes#incorrect batman quotes#incorrect batfamily quotes#marvel#marvel quotes#thor and loki#dick and jason
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Gay people will be like “this is my comfort show!” And then show you the most emotionally devastating, stress-inducing, tragic piece of media you have ever witnessed
#good omens#our flag meets death#a league of their own#Heartstopper#young royals#dead poets society#fleabag#doctor who#Merlin#the last of us#what we do in the shadows#haunting of bly manor#i am not okay with this#stranger things#shadow and bone#six of crows#lady bird#yellowjackets#she ra#lockwood & co#dead boy detectives#the sandman#good will hunting
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can I not earn a living wage simply from being a genuine joy to have in class
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"We need to bring cringe/shame back" more like you need to learn how to sit with the discomfort of people liking and doing shit you don't like.
I myself sometimes feel it when I browse social media and then I remember that other people having fun isn't about me and guess what ? I stop feeling uneasy.
You don't viscerally need to say or do something about things you found cringe. You can just look away and mind your own business.
#cringe culture is dead#lgbtqia#trans#genderqueer#transmasc#transgender#lgbtqiaplus#queer#genderfluid#i am cringe but i am free
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make it vicious, take a stab
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#gojo satoru#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jujutsu gojo#jjk gojo#jjk satoru#blood/#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#just in case idk#i believe in night moves fv supremacy#i feel like i say this every time but im dead deceased on the floor in the ground etc etc#maximum effort fr gojo as usual sighhhhhhhhhhhh#3 days on this mf who let me draw another mirror who didnt talk me down#i got so frustrated after i finished his reflection only to realize i had a whole other half gojo to draw#do not look too closely ik its not perfectly mirrored ik ik ik i wanted to die the whole time pls b kind#especially the hair gjhdfkdgk the last mirrored char i drew was megumi and at least with him his hair is dark#with which i can Conceal my mistakes#none of tht here sighs . this freak and his florescent hair#anyway even tho i died and perished and expired etc i am . SO happy w this u have no idea#blood sweat and tears went into this one#and easter eggs! so many easter eggs#pls take it and enjoy im tired of staring at him and his god awful lipstick job . make yourself decent smh
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does anyone have like an anti aesthetic. like something you look at and can recognize as a complete fashion/interior design/artistic movement and understand it but it makes you shudder seeing it. i am not talking like “its morally bad” “its poorly structured” like just sheerly devoid of joy for you actually invites a repulse response.
#also if it wasnt clear this isnt ‘its bad its lazy’ there is a level of like#completion consistancy i am thinking for with this#personally i really do not enjoy the like. vintage chic long red nails fur coats noir esque aesthetic HOWEVER 💥💥💥#i can recognize that it is put together it is Intentional#i feel like a lot of people are going to say minimalism on this so LET ME SAY 🫰☝️ i recognize that minimalism is Considered an aesthetic#but i *PERSONALLY* do not consider it an aesthetic i consider it the void of one#it is a lapse in aesthetic or personality in the same way a silence in a song is still technically a ‘beat’ but no music is played#however the importance of Space or Breath in design is more akin to a purposeful silence in music#because that silence matters in the same way rhythm and breath in design do#so i guess minimalism is more comparable to like. white noise. the sound of a fan#very little effort and there is a comfort in it i suppose but its not. A Design. okay#TO ME 🤫#if minimalism has one hater its me if minimalism has no haters im dead
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a moment for themselves
#a little bit late to the dead boy detectives party but here i am#i love them so much i swear#i'm so normal about them#dead boy detectives#dead boy detective agency#dead boy detectives fanart#edwin x charles#edwin payne#charles rowland#painland#paynland#fanart#my art
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as both a good omens and red dead enthusiast i feel robbed
#neil gaiman i am in your walls#Begging for western aziracrow next season PLEEEEAAAASEEEE#good omens#good omens 2#do i tag this as rdr.#sure why not#red dead redemption 2#aziraphale#crowley#ineffable spouses#aziracrow#my art#digital art#fanart
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