#and everyone is annoyed at me and they think i'm stupid
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Pazzi angst fluff!!!
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an: first one shot!!! TRIGGER WARNING HANNAH HIDALGO MENTIONED!!! anyways enjoy!!!
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paige was just lying on azzis chest as they watched home alone at azzis parents house. everyone else was asleep so it was just the two of them. ice being the instigator she is texted paige a tiktok of a hannah hidalgo live. paige watched the video volume on low so azzi couldn't hear. "what do you think of azzi fudd, i don't think about her what are you talking about." "there was no azzi in that game. congratulations! nobody asked." the words irked paige in a way she'd rather not describe she just huffed and started frantically typing out this long ass paragraph in hannah's dms before azzi heard the sound of typing.
"paige baby whatchu so stressed about?" she asked her voice soft as she places a soft hand on paige's cheek.
"fuckin hate hidalgo." she groans still typing. azzi gently tries to take paige's phone out of her hand but she doesn't budge.
"stop it azzi!" she says her voice more annoyed than usual causing azzi to flinch back.
"paige what is your problem." snatches paige's phone shoving it under her butt causing paige to sit up next to her climbing off of her chest.
"you didn't see her fucking live it was all "azzi fudd this azzi fudd that" blah blah blah bad mouthing my girl." azzi groaned and rolled her eyes. brushing her hair out of her face so she could properly yell at paige.
"paige i don't give a fuck what she has to say. i promise you it's fine. now what were you typing?" she asks pulling the phone back out and reading the text paige had wrote. still unsent thank god. azzi reads the message.
"fucking talk about my girl like that one more time and you're gonna find yourself trouble. this ain't about basketball and you know it. you gotta problem with me and my girlfriend say it to my fucking face not the whole internet. you're immature and you have no class-"
that's where azzi took the phone. her mouth is hung open as she reads the words and she stands up.
"paige madison you were not about to throw away your fucking career over this. you can't just say that." she's clearly mad. but all i'm good reason, she wanted paige to be the best she could be, get all the awards win all the games, the championships anything she could, this was not gonna help.
"you think i wouldn't do that to stand up for you azzi." paige doesn't stand up she stays seated, her anger all gone as she realized azzi was right. but her words were true. if it had hurt azzi in anyway she'd send it in a second.
"m'sorry i just wanna protect you." azzis face drops at paige's sweet words and she sits back in the spot on her couch with a huff.
"you're so fucking stupid." azzi grumbles but the cant hide the small smile on her face. she's deleted the paragraph and turned off paige's phone. of course paige crawls over and curls back into azzis chest.
"jus love you" she mumbles into azzis shirt and she can't help but hold the blonde close.
"i know i love you too so much." she whispers pressing soft kisses against her forehead.
"next time talk to me first alright. think before you act." paige nods and turns her attention back to the movie and the beautiful girl underneath her.
#azzi fudd#paige bueckers#pazzi#uconn wbb#wbb#paige buckets#ineedpaigebuckets#paige x best friend#paige x reader#texts with paige
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Everything's fine as long as I'm trying. Slow progress is still progress :3 ← about to smash his head with a hammer
#my uni i killing me#and i know ppl around me are tired of me#because i lag behind and i'm confused about my tasks#and everyone is annoyed at me and they think i'm stupid#just because i'm a bit less talented when it comes to technical skills#i shouldn't even be studying computer science. i'm an artist#uh every time i think i'm no longer depressed i'm painfully reminded that depression is untreatable#the weather is getting better but i'm not. and i can't even look forward to the easter break#because i have another round of idiotic exams before it#vent#faceless
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I wish people didn't act like dd/lg or abdl were like pedophilia. not even into it and I'm a sfw age regressor (non community due to this problem) but like. ugh. and the problem is my views on it have changed so much over just this year. because guess what. whatever people do in their free time surrounding sex, as long as it is not genuinely illegal, should not fucking matter to you. it is not your fucking business to tell people you think their kink is gross and pedophilic, especially because it's not pedophilia. it is fine. to be uncomfortable with a kink page of a certain kind interacting with you. I get it. and there are some pretty mean people in those communities but guess what? there are mean people in EVERY COMMUNITY. and you do not have to relate that kink to pedophilia to say you'd prefer their kink blogs to not interact with whatever blog you have. but when you say shit like "pedos and also people into ddlg and abdl dni" it's annoying. you could say "ddlg/abdl blogs dni" absolutely fair. but saying don't interact abt an entire group of people of which you do not necessarily have the means of checking everyone for being in that community??? alright then. you have fun in puppy play isn't anything like fucking dogs but ddlg is like fucking children world.
#tw pedophila mention#sorry i just. am so annoyed.#i am an age regressor. who is slowly unlearning all of the fucking hatred taught to me by the agere community.#and it's difficult when i see this shit even outside of the agere community#and it makes me fucking angry that i have to deal with people's stupidity about this subject still#I'M NOT EVEN IN EITHER OF THESE COMMUNITIES#BUT I FEEL LIKE. I GOTTA SAY SOMETHING ABOUT THIS.#i hate. being an age regressor. it's not like i got a fucking choice. but i do have a choice on how i react to other people's activities.#and i choose to be a kind fucking person about it.#i don't like being an age regressor because i know so many age regressors online that are just. shitty people. especially abt kink.#and they say stupid opinions. and I'm just trying to exist. and i have person number 7000 telling me i shouldn't because of xyz#new controversy everyone needs to shut the fuck up and be kind human beings and remember that these are other living beings we're talking#about#''i don't think you should exist because i said so'' ''oh yeah *I* don't think you should exist because i said so''#''you're not valid because of this stupid short sighted reason i just came up with!!!''#GOD you guys sound like every gender conforming trans person that claims the xenogenders are making the community look bad#UGH.#cw long post#cw rant#rant
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"it's always hating on rhaegar for rhaenys and aegon's deaths never tywin" because rhaegar was their father and had a responsibility towards them that tywin did not, stay in school
#personal#anti rhaegar targaryen#fandom critical#like one it's because tywin's blame is very uncontentious#it's just everyone and their mother going 'yeah he ordered it' and agreeing that he sucks for it#i have my thoughts on tywin's culpability (mostly that i do believe he didn't mention elia if only cuz she never crossed his mind)#(as he's a raging misogynist and i do believe that he was annoyed that lorch and clegane were as brutal with children)#(since it's not the best pr)#but it never extends to a lack of culpability on tywin's part#meanwhile rhaegar stans (why does he have them? who knows couldn't be me i'm normal) wanna pretend like this isn't his fault#when it IS#he was elia's HUSBAND! he was rhaenys and aegon's FATHER! it is his JOB to keep them safe during a war HE STARTED!#rhaegar had a responsibility to do whatever possible to ensure the safety of the children he chose to bring into the world and their mother#instead of going off to fuck a girl the same age as most high school freshmen!#rhaegar chose to abandon his family to the care of his violently crazy and racist father#who he knew was violently crazy and racist#unless he was dumb as rocks he was not unaware that no matter what this was not going to end well for elia and rhaenys and aegon#but he did it anyway and that does make him culpable for what happened to them#he had a responsibility to all of them ESPECIALLY his toddler and fucking baby and he FAILED that responsibility#and it is his fault that they were murdered#that is on him#it is not solely on him it is also on aerys for not letting them leave the city even once the cause was doomed#and it's on tywin for ordering their deaths and on lorch and clegance for doing the killings#but it is ALSO on rhaegar not just for creating that situation but abdicating his duties to his family to be a fuckass predator#this is like sixth grade reasoning honestly#i think some of you are just incredibly stupid
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tumblr post: "maybe negative selftalk is bad"
response to the post: "you pop psychologists and your 'don't talk about killing yourself or you might "feel bad"' rhetoric... who do you think you are to tell me what i can and can't say about myself. i'm actually so much healthier for being honest about my feelings than you are and i'll say i wanna kill myself for every minor inconvenience if i want to >:("
#literally seen two posts like this today and like. while i'm not gonna stop saying i'm gonna kms. i mean look at my url#it's insane how much you guys are committed to not getting better LMAO#i don't necessarily think it would immediately make you better to change how you talk abt urself but who knows long term#and i had problems w the og post too dw. i wouldn't be a hater if i didnt have problems with everything. it was too theater-kid-ish for me#but the point remains i think everyone is kinda of annoying and stupid
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bcs i'm aware of how i automatically percieve people, i earnestly try to give the benefit of the doubt a lot. i tend to believe people are Actually Just That Dumb™ when they're joking about something, so i try to get ahead of that & tell myself people are joking when they say something stupid, so that i don't look stupid
all i've learnt in doing that, is most of the time, people aren't joking. they actually did mean what they say, & i made the situation 10× worse by laughing at what they said.
not only does it reinforce the idea in my head that people are Dumb so i need to take the reins on literally Everything, but it also leads people to believe i'm making fun of them for saying something silly & talking to me less, when, if i knew it were a genuine thing they thought, i would have gladly explained it without judgement
but i don't really know how to stop treating them as jokes, because what if they ARE joking so they laugh at me for how Stupid i am for taking the bait? i can't handle being made a fool of, i think i'd rather die
#this is in part bcs my father was like this all the time i believe#i'd talk abt one of my special interests & he'd deliberately say something stupid about it#so that he could laugh at me whenever i explained how it actually worked#a lotta ppl in my family tend to pretend to be dumb around me actually. so i gave up on talking abt science special interests#i do have personal gripes with words like “stupid” & “dumb” so know in my head i Know they're toxic & have ableist connotations#but my automatic kneejerk reaction to things is to think Stupid even if i don't say it bcs of the constantly devaluing of everyone around me#everything's a competition. don't lose or show your hand and things will be better for you.#don't give people a reason to think you're incompetent. isolation is better than risking danger & ridicule so long if it's isolation because#you're on a higher plane than everybody else.#or something like that#it's not that deep#npd#narcissistic personality disorder#cluster b#autism#bcs i cant with tones#i guess this may be a fine way of looking at things on the internet with strangers bcs bait is rlly annoying#however when it comes to interpersonal relationships irl and online it's a problem. especially when logically you KNOW your circle doesn't#rlly have anyone who pretends to be stupid to you so they can laugh at you. i think they will anyways.#if anything *i* tend to be like that to people i like less. i pretend to be stupid abt something so they can mansplain it to me & i get#silent supply off so easily having control over what they're feeling towards me & what they're doing even if they think They have the reins#in the discussion. tho i won't view it as making ppl take the bait & i won't openly mock people#i'm a hypocrite
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man both femininity and masculinity feel like such a fucking prison sometimes this shit sucks
#the trash speaks#if i could get rid of it all i would#can't be too femme bc then everyone thinks i'm a girl which i hate#i can't even approximate being masc enough bc everyone just assumes i'm a butch woman bc i don't look or sound masc enough#but i don't want to be on hrt bc it just sounds so fucking annoying for me specifically so i don't wanna bother#blow it all up why don't i#turn me into goo instead so i don't have to deal with any of this stupid bullshit. god#maybe delete later
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Also sorry to be in an increasingly pissy mood today but I'm also tired of everyone saying every game should have the popular feature du jour
#'everything should have a roguelike mode' I don't care and I'll bite your nose off#sorry I don't mean to sound like a hipster looking down on the popular thing like#I understand if people like it they like it and no one should let me being an asshole stop them#I'm just. so annoyed about things. I wish Pokémon would get better at what it does instead of trying to be everything else#and I feel stupid for not liking things everyone else likes because the reason I hate roguelikes is because I suck at them and I hate#action games because there's too much going on at once for me to follow what's happening#and I'm no matter how hard I try I can't git gud#and even games where I think I'm being clever are apparently to easy so#whatever ignore me#again I'm being a bitch
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Honestly the roleplay blogs are stronger than I am because if I saw a post where people were saying my blog was annoying and calling me corny I would jump in a large pit and rot away
#I don't think I should tag this one#Okay I've typed my emotions out. For a more normal way to put it: While it makes sense to be upset#best move. I'm sure the blogs in question would be happier if you just told them about the roleplay guidelines than if you made a post#where multiple people call them annoying. Like can you imagine if someone said that about a writing blog#'So sick of x reader fics in the tag I don't want to see that and they're all so out of character' What a dick move.#It is a different case with rp blogs I'll give you that. But I think the principle of the matter stands#unless it doesn't and everything I said is stupid#original ramble below I was so mad for some reason. im not mad at anyone really. everyone is cool. love you guys#I get why people are unhappy that theyre clogging up the tags#like despiar dev said not to and people want to see content of despiar thyme not just ask blogs#I saw someone say they just blocked them and like. I get why. however. people do not know everything#but my brother in Christ you're not helping the matter!!!!!!!!1 send them a screenshot of what despiar dev said!!!!help other people!!!!!!!#just politely tell them instead of weirdly vague posting it helps everyone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! maybe they just don't know#misspelling the tags so no one finds this post. I will actually be so pissed if people find this and r upset#Oh I'm sorry THIS is the post you're noticing? You have followed me for over six months and you haven't said anything about any other negat#negative feelings i've expressed. I see how it is#I wish the drdt confessions account was still open but whatever fucking whatever#sui mention#personal vent#whatever I guess
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btw every time someone suggests a solution to a community problem is to 'read Whipping Girl' you should actually read something by bell hooks instead, or, failing that, any decent social theory by an actual sociologist or academic in another social science.
#this will fix everything#the worst offender is 'wow I'm really annoyed by this trend I haven't realized stems partially from Whipping Girl.'#'we should all read Whipping Girl about it.'#< fastest way to show me you're either a liar who hasn't read it or an idiot with no reading comprehension#ac speaks#like. there is so much gender theory out there that isn't one mid book from 2007#why has everyone chosen it as their fucking gospel#if you think masculinity and feminity aren't innate or inherent serano disagrees with you.#if you think transmisogyny doesn't mean 'the worst version of transphobia' serano disagrees with you.#(not that people can't use the term in ways that Make Sense or Advance Good Ideas but this book is stupider than most of you realize.)#transgender
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my favorite trans girl in the whole wide world isn't she so beautiful and pretty and special i love her dearly and i think prsk fans should explode
#apparently i got so mad earlier that i didn't finish blocking the person in the prsk tag using he pronouns for them#and i just saw it again and i'm so fucking annoyed#how do you see mizuki face blatant transmisogyny on a day to day basis and think it's actually because their fashion sense is too 'weird'#BRO mizuki is primarily bullied at school. where everyone is wearing a goddamn uniform#she's singled out for wearing the girls uniform when she's 'not supposed to' this has nothing to do with their girly kei/lolita fashion#don't 'japan has a cultural problem with individuality and westerners are missing that context' me that is NOT what mizuki's story is about#IN. THE SLIGHTEST.#i don't think i've ever seen a stupider way to purposefully misinterpret transmisogyny. you're Really going to say it's because they-#-have an 'unusual fashion sense.' like. really? because no the fuck they do not and you're being obtuse on purpose at this point#it's a blatant trans narrative. accept it and respect it or die
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the travis can't read shit is so fucking jarring like why do ppl act as if this man is the dumbest person ever
#when ppl realise that being intelligent isn't just academics#that will be the greatest day of my life#literally watch travis play football#the bills 13 second drive#all the plays he makes to get free#his ability to run a different route in a split second to get free#and literally everyone speaks so highly of his intelligence of the game#like so many ppl have said he's one of the best when it comes to helping others#but noooo bc he made some spelling mistakes on some tweets#n struggles to read he's apparently thick as shit#sorry it just annoys me bc i'm quite similar#in that i'm smart but not in an academic way in a critical thinking kinda way#n i struggle to read n spell but i'm not stupid#also yeh his emotional intelligence#is through the fucking roof
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Wow ...
Incredibly great franchise and characters. Aweful fandom
#the fics are amazing. wonderful#but Tumblr fandom. yeah no. i hate it#every single time i think of checking while thinking that it won't be the dame this time and every single time I'm disappointed#this is abt atla fandom. everyone loves being a hater for no reason#like literally everytime i scroll throu a blog or tag. this is what i see:#cool post that drew me in. fun art. rancid take. rancid take. this character bad. rancid take. fun art. rancid take. this character evil#it's tiring and annoying#this fandom seems to love just hating on random characters for absolutely no fucking reason & no fucking evidence#and 90 percent of those takes and hate posts completely miss the whole character arcs of said characters#god forbid a character even dares exist#that's it. I'm taking away multicultural presentation media from you. you ppl won't understand us if it hit you in the face with a rock#and I've just noticed. most ppl who do this aren't even reacting to the franchise. they are reacting to the fandom#it's like hearing smone say they like strawberry juice more than lemonade & latter is ur fav so u spend half hour complaining#abt everything bad that u can think in strawberry juice#instead of going. ok cool. i like lemonade more#it's ridiculously stupid#atla fandom problems
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#related to the prev post that i reblogged lol but i think it kind of touches on why i get so annoyed whenever the shippers make#everything about the stupid f1 movie about their stupid ship. i mean aside from them being annoying lol idk reducing the movie as some kind#of shipping fodder to make weird conspiracy theories and remarks about their pairing and blorbo when it's literally part of brad's attempt#to comeback from very serious abuse allegations is so ugh idk lol. i wish lewis never linked himself to that dumb movie lol#idk my beef w the shippers is kind of petty and dumb lol which is why i'm writing about it in the tags of my own post and not the prev post#but stop making everything about them!! i'm being vague on purpose but i'm sure ppl can figure out who/what i'm talking about lol#and yes i know that not everyone who ships it is like that lol it's just pissing me off seeing multiple ppl do this in the lewis tag lately
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Once again, my favorite part of my job is pissing off my medic and ruining their day lmao
#not snz#i love being the world's worst partner lmaoooo#i was actually vibing this time bc i didn't feel like ass#which is worse for everyone around me tbh bc I'm very annoying and i know this#and I've had the jardiance commercial song stucj in my head for months now#so you can imagine what i was humming to myself all day#that's my jam like i think I'm the only person who actually likes that commercial lmao#but my partner wasn't having any of it lmaoooo#i don't hum loud and it's usually at least somewhat loud but we sit right next to each other#so after the first few times it clicked and he looked at me and goes 'that better not be fucking jardiance'#and i confirmed it was and he groaned so loud like bro it ain't that deep lmao#but then he started tapping along with it so he couldn't have hated it that much#also i absentmindedly wiggle a little when I'm vibing with a song whether it's out loud or in my head#and i don't realize half the time but sometimes my partner starts doing some stupid little dance with me or attempts to make fun of me#most of my coworkers do that actually and i think that's iconic of all of us tbh#anyway i also always come prepped with stupid questions to pass the time#you know probably a red flag that i was doing none of this last time LMAO but oh well#today i asked if cheese is a loaf of milk which i asked out of nowhere when things were dead#and he was quiet for a few seconds before saying 'wtf is wrong with you' bc he couldn't think of an answer lmaoooo#i love the bullshit i get up to ahdkaksjak#also i am once again on call bc the entire state is On Fucking Fire so that's fun#partner posting
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You ever get hit with RSD so strong you just have to fucking listen to metal music real loud in your car in the grocery store parking lot until you calm yourself down
#Just feeling a lot like my friends have no use or interest in me now that I haven't produced anything fandom related in months#And that everyone whose ever said they love my writing just lied bc all they care about is when I'm writing fanfic#And that my OC writing is annoying and the lack of interest outside of like 5 people proves I'm actually a shitty writer#I think I'm about to menstruate again and that's why I'm feeling such big emotions over stupid fears#Like idk someone said they “missed my writing” and I've been... Posting stuff#Just... Not fandom stuff
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