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finalhaunts · 1 year ago

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Man.

#vent #(sorry for venting so much)#anyways i don’t know. things feel really weird #i’m just really sad in general right now and interacting with people feels weird #and I kinda just want to isolate for a couple of days and just not really talk to anyone #because interactions just feel so forced and I think i’ve been fucking up and acting weird every time I talk to my friends #and embarrassing myself #but then im going to get violently lonely if i isolate. but also I’m not really good at talking to people right now #and i keep fucking up #and i just. don’t want to talk to anybody #idk #i feel like i’m kinda just forcing myself to talk

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butchfalin · 1 year ago

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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

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introvert-time-art · 1 year ago

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"being trans is a choice" do you honestly think i would CHOOSE to get gender euphoria from wearing knee-length basketball shorts?? that's humiliating

#nonbinary #trans #transmasc #transmasculine #transgender #i look like adam sandler and feel like myself thats so embarrassing #thank god it's not exclusively basketball shorts though #i would look a fool all the time

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soranker · 10 months ago

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my girlfriend

#trigun #trigun maximum #nicholas d wolfwood #i saw a tweet the other day that was like. do u ever like a character SO MUCH that u feel shy/embarrassed even drawing them #AND I WAS LIKE .... YYEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#yall dont even kno how hard i cringe at myself whenever i post abt this guy.. but i power thru OTL #these r a few weeks old btw ive been busy so i havent gotten to draw him in like a month and it feels so JHDSGF&UY EIY$NU&RHGFJDG!@JFHBD #save me. save me nicholas d wolfwood #why did i write all of this DO U SEE WHAT I MEANN my head is in my hands rn

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time-woods · 1 year ago

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been thinkin bout how aziraphale can canonically draw and did this dumb comic

sighhh and heres the drawing

#good omens #good omens 2 #aziraphale #crowley #the fact that i to am embarrassed over it- i dont jam 2 well with realism/ i had to use myself for reference and it made me feel a bit sill #trying to make something look traditional while its digital is hard man

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cyb3r-mutt · 7 months ago

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Sometimes I think oh I could totally brat but then I remember that I fold like a cheap tent at the slightest hint of possibly being praised

#it’s embarrassing how easy #like yeah I’ll taunt and try and get someone to snap #and would love to tease and act out #but also know when the slightest bit of pressure is applied #I will trip over myself to do whatever will get me called a good boy #I’ll do it one day I know it #because I also wanna be a brat to the point it has to get fucked out of me while I cry #t4t switch #t4t puppy #t4t nsft #:3

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infernoflorys · 2 months ago

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media: narcissists only get their supply from directly abusing everyone around them until everyone is manipulated and forced to see them as god.

my friend: i appreciate that you did this task for me. you are a good friend

me, grinning, blushing, twirling my hair, getting the supply: haha no problem man

#last npd post of the night because i'm lowkey getting embarrassed by myself now #no longer getting supply injections from admitting i have npd. as is the cycle or smth #oh off topic im listening to placebo. i love placebo a lot. go listen to placebo #theyre so good i wanna see them live #friend of mine has seen them 3 times and i am ssoooo jealous.#anyway. tags.#npd #actually npd #narcissistic personality disorder #npd memes #i guess?#ok goodnight

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legayllyblonde · 6 months ago

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drawing i made for a narumitsu fic i’ve been writing for the past couple months! it’s 29k words of phoenix tackling his hardest case yet: getting edgeworth to agree to a pet name. completely finished & uploaded, T-rating, established relationship… link’s here if you're interested, if not, enjoy the sillies!

for venturing under the cut, i reward thee with the title card & section break illustrations! my favorites are the origami family and the popcorn pigeon :P

and finally... tigerworth...

#ace attorney #gyakuten saiban #narumitsu #wrightworth #phoenix wright #miles edgeworth #my art #fanfic #fanfiction #ace attorney fanfiction #i feel way too embarrassed about this for someone with them kissing in my pfp #“aaa what if people think i'm weird for writing fanfic”#ma'am shut up you are on tumblr. this is your target audience.#anyways!#proud of myself for finishing #wahoo :D #thanks vulfpeck for fueling this #“there's no way this goes over 20k” < famous last words #finally i can do something else. like draw more ace attorne--

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peekaboo6293 · 11 days ago

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stobotnik art dump

also son1 ivo

#constantly reblogging stobotnik stuff but not posting ab them myself…um. me. guilty #anyway there will probably be more of these later #stobotnik #stobotnik fanart #dr eggman #dr robotnik #ivo robotnik #agent stone #sonic movies #sonic 3 #sonic 1 #like to think the badniks like to/or are programmed to mimic ivo’s mannerisms #which becomes kinda embarrassing for ivo cuz it usually reveals a lot about what he actually feels and he gets annoyed about it #my art shiz

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necroticghost · 1 year ago

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are you normal or does the slightest criticism make you feel like throwing up, makes you sweat uncontrollably and your face feel like it's burning?

#anxienty #embarrassing #i wish i could control myself #because this is truly ridiculously embarrassing #reacting like this from two slightly mean comments smh #mental health #actually mentally ill #mentally tired #vent #venting #personal #personal blog #anxi4ty #anxitey #trauma #childhood trauma #trauma response

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khaopybara · 3 months ago

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so nice of him to return the favor.

ONLY FRIENDS episode 2 THE HEART KILLERS official trailer

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stark-lord · 5 months ago

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DEAD BOY DETECTIVES (2024)

1.05 - The Case of the Two Dead Dragons

Or,

Edwin. I saw that.

#the second gif is more damning than the first one tbh #if the universe doesn’t let him smooch his homie even a little im going to have to start booing and jeering #dead boy detectives #dbda #edwin payne #george rexstrew #payneland #my gifs #I’m a thousand percent sure this exact gifset exists out there #multiple versions of it probably. bc come on. gestures at all of that.#but I don't think l've seen it myself and I don't have it on my blog so. sorry #also fun fact while this was in my drafts l'd initially captioned it 'dead boy detectives (2016)'#because it’s apparently 2016? do I think it’s 2016 currently?#not sure what kind of typo that was but brain did reboot on time! embarrassing

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heilos · 9 months ago

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I already promised some more MSA sketches in the future for my watchers, but I figured ya'll deserved at least one cleaned up sketch right now since I haven't posted any art of the gang in awhile. Purely for fun as I've always wanted to draw the gang in more alternate outfits. :D

#mystery skulls #mystery skulls animated #msa #msa lewis #msa alive lewis #flowers #dahlia #my art #i love reds and pinks #a very happy and very alive Lewis for you guys :)#Edit: call out post to myself I fucked up something on the skin tone layer in my file and didn't notice until a day later I am so dumb #it's now fixed x_x extremely embarrassing on my part I knew something looked wrong ugh he now has his melanin back sorry Lew boy

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maxipad33 · 4 months ago

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catboy max verstappen because uhhhhhhhhh yeah!! anyways enjoy

#in my mind the collar is a breakaway collar and the tag has his driver number on the front and his breed + blood type on the back #he has to drive with his tail tucked between his legs it is NOT comfortable #there’s also like a fireproof sock thing he has to wear over his tail #the ears tuck back because he’s in sports mode (like crocs)#my fav details are the sponsors on the racesuit and the whiskers on the helmet #anyway if this flops im gonna be so embarrassed im gonna delete myself from existence #but if you like it please talk to me about catboy max i love catboy max #catboy max save me #f1 #f1 fanart #mv33 #max verstappen #mv1 #max verstappen fanart #my art #catboy max #is anyone even awake im posting so late LOL

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courtmartialme · 8 months ago

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baby fever induced doodles from the past days.. wall of text context under the cut that i wrote in reply to people on twitter. about the general premise and riza's feelings towards her oldest before roy came back

^ basic, lamely summed up premise. i hate words

^ riza's feelings about being a mom

#03!baby au #riza hawkeye #roy mustang #royai #nael hawkeye #haitham mustang #fma #fullmetal alchemist #forcing myself to post more shit doodles bc i dont want the image of being a tidy serious art account but being perceived is embarrassing #and i will be wanting to eat my own fist the whole time

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boytransmission · 3 months ago

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Hey hey i’m really embarrassed um… can you guess what i was doing

Top surgery fund <3 $tips <3 wishlist

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