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meteorshcts · 6 months ago

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me: has memes in my inbox also me: i don't want THOSE memes i want NEW memes

#[ ooc ] × zack #djfsjdf i just am not inspired by the ones i have!!!#give me strength #i need to make phone calls today #i hate phones #dksjflj #gotta finalize selling my car #and call my psych for an appointment #it's no big deal but i've been putting it off for days now

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roetrolls · 1 month ago

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Sigh. I wanna do creative stuff but I really drained myself today

#got rly overwhelmed with some feelings i didnt realize i had while i was coming home from work #and been kinda out if it since #forgot i had a psych appointment and my psychiatrist had to call me #thank god he does tho #or id have missed it #i wanna draw but im so so tired #maybe it's time to lean into the traditional stuff ive been playing with #idk thiugh we'll see #might just watch pokemon vids or read nosleep stories

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runawaymun · 7 months ago

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#sorry let me rant real quick in the tags #cw personal #once again hitting an insurance pothole bc the psych says she accepts my OHP plan HOWEVER the therapy group she is contacted with says #THEY don't #they only accept the insurance if it's through my employer but NOT through the government??????????????#so there's still some kind of payment???#anyway I want to scream why is this so complicated #like will she take my insurance or not who's right here #anyway called her back directly and went to voicemail so now I've done all I can for now #why the hell is this so hard man #the person on the phone didn't know really how to explain #once again no one knows what they're talking about #like can y'all not communicate and figure this out?#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH #i need to get an ADHD eval before my next PCP appointment in june so that they will continue giving me my meds #and the psychiatry through the hospital has a limited number of visits that insurance will cover #*contracted #not retyping all of that #and once again the only reason this is so stressful is because the psychiatry group at the hospital fumbled the communication ball last tim #and the psychiatrist I was with never put the ADHD on the chart #and now somehow it's MY responsibility to fix that>#UGH #like I am grateful to have some kind of coverage but holy shit is the US healthcare system in shambles #the bureaucracy is INSANE #i had to just sit down and put my head in my hands for a second #and then go 'right okay nothing i can do about that rn moving on'#uGH #literally said 'what the FUCK' out loud a couple times #like not on the phone after I hung up obvs

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sevenangrybees · 4 months ago

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Happy disability pride month!!! I'm celebrating by getting diagnosed with new autoimmune disorders!!!!

#sjogrens and “a mast cell issue”#cause im presenting with mast cell symptoms but the lab rejected my test because the doctor couldnt call #and tell them how much pee was in the jug i filled for them #despite them supposedly having the jug???#anyway i couldnt stop laughing during my appointment today #and i left with more stickers than ive ever gotten at a doctors appointment!!#aka allergy patch testing #god my back is so itchy cause its covered in allergens #i also found out that dopamine and histamine are inversely related #so my autoimmune issues are making my adhd worse!!!#fancy that!!!#im gonna be having a long talk with my psych about meds soon

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floral-hex · 3 months ago

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fuck, I hate telehealth, but ya know, I think I’d actually like it if it was in minecraft instead of a video call. Let’s do therapy in roblox or something.

#having a relationship with your therapist is unethical… but what about running a dungeon together in world of warcraft??#today we’re going to talk about my abandonment issues while we build a mountain base in minecraft together #shit… I was just joking but this is actually sounding kinda rad #but wowwee do I hate telehealth #I hate professional video calls #I always feel like I’m saying the wrong things or I’m not talking enough #my last psych appointment was telehealth and it suuuuuuucked #oh man I don’t even know if I ever posted about this #it just felt so awkward and I was always worried someone could hear me on the call through the apartment walls #and he was like basically ‘just try to think positive’#fuck you fuck you fuck you and also think about my butthole and fuck you #thanks for the meds but never say that shit to me again #like… my therapist is a cool guy. I ‘love him. or as much as you can love your doctor in a distant platonic way #he’s always so cool about ‘yeah your chemicals are all messed up’ and he’s doesn’t shut me down at least not without actually understanding #but my psych who works in the same office does telehealth and seems very distant and not great at talking about deeper issues #which is fine. really. I just needed a doc who’d give me a fair shake and help me with the medication side #but I have to do telehealth for him and it feels so awkward and shallow #can’t we just do a 5 minute phone call? ‘hello. can we up the dose of my meds? yes? okay thank you.’#I see you typing on your computer a lot. I’m not saying anything interesting. if you’re on neopets just say so #anyway I only thought about this bc I guess I COULD do telehealth therapy today or something #but like I said. telehealth feels awkward and I wouldn’t be able to open up over it #it’s cool tho for like… I dunno. people who can’t go in person or need quick visits or whatever #I’m not saying it’s not useful or a viable option. I personally just hate phone calls and video calls.#and I love video games bro 😎#and I love you #goodbye forever #text

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mutalune · 4 months ago

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really wish there was a tag that separated “I’m having Big Angry and/or Angsty Opinions about Star Wars” from “I’m goofing off with Star Wars I’m playing in the sandbox none of this is real so yes I will make my blorbo and this random glub shitto go on an adventure that makes no logical sense” posts because there’s too much of the former and not enough of the latter for my current mental state

#starlight personal #the good news is that I finally have another ketamine appt scheduled and it’s sooner than I thought they’d have an opening #the bad news is that the appointment is not tomorrow and we’re kinda at the end of my mental-emotional rope #now kids this is what we call: an inherent flaw in my treatment plan that cannot be removed #because pretty much in an ideal world I’d have ketamine appointments every 6 weeks but 1) expensive and probs can’t afford that #2) they don’t have enough availability for that to be realistic 3) can’t take off of work THAT frequently without consequences #4) I would probably start to doubt reality if I was tripping that frequently 5) I don’t think docs would allow it #treatment resistant depression and anxiety my beloathed if we could just chill that’d be great #treatment resistant PMDD my other beloathed someday I will do my damnedest to cut you out of my body #idk not to be too selfpitying on main but god it fucking sucks that I appear to be doomed to another cycle based mood thing #PMDD means I get two good weeks two bad weeks #ketamine being the only effective treatment for whatever my brain’s got going on means two good months followed by x bad months #until my next appointment #which like! two good months is better than no good months I am grateful that something helps #I just wish it was a more convenient help and it could be applied more consistently than my psych office provides #also wish I didn’t have to call them 3 times to get it scheduled but it is what it is #also also wish that I had fewer of the physical side effects of my anxiety and wouldn’t wake up puking the min things are rough #this is all to say: I want silly SW headcanons and droid headcanons and silly fic ideas and not Everyone is Always Suffering #but I’m also too lazy (I.e brain cannot make decisions rn) to search for new tags that may give me more silly #which means time to browse my bookmarks for good good comfort fics I have saved I suppose #(this is lowkey why i want to physically fight everyone i know who’s like ‘yeah meds would help but idk :/‘ like!!!!!!!!#bro it’s a privilege to have access to meds and it’s a privilege to have a body that doesn’t turn on you the min you take one!!!!#just try 10mg of zoloft I would kill for 10mg of zoloft to not make me entirely incapable of functioning!!!)#I don’t mean that - you have a right to take or not take medication and everyone’s reasons may be their own #I just had my body and have some rough feelings around treating my issues being so expensive and inconvenient #and then feeling guilty b/c I know I’m lucky that I can afford it and can take off of work for it when I need to #like I am pretty lucky to have something that works and to have a care team that helped me get here #so I don’t wanna be ungrateful or unappreciative of my own luck in this and the work that went into getting here #I’d just also like it if I could change the circumstances slightly #make treatment on the weekends an option - get my psych office to have more than 2 trip sitters so scheduling isn’t so bad

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nexus-nebulae · 5 months ago

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god sometimes i wish the whole "you wouldn't say/do that to a physically disabled person" lie that certain mentally ill people say was true bc i fucking WISH i could use "I'm in a wheelchair" as a gotcha for people being ableist against me. unfortunately,

#so my psych that I'm dropping the SECOND i get a new (better) one #like that whole facility. they DO have telehealth/video appointments #but they fucking?????? make the PATIENT DRIVE TO THE BUILDING FOR THE APPOINTMENT #WHILE THE DOCTOR IS AT FUCKING HOME. WHY THE HELL DO I HAVE TO GO INTO HER OFFICE WHEN SHE'S NOT EVEN THERE?????#like it's actually fucking ridiculous AND they NEVER get interpreters when requested AND they ONLY allow to schedule by PHONE #like- my Deaf mother literally physically cannot communicate with them because they refuse to speak to a video phone interpreter #or let her talk to them in person or via email. it actually pisses me off so fucking much #and like. most doctors offices. if you're late they give you 15 minutes before they declare you a no show and cancel #that place gives FIVE MINUTES. i walked in SIX MINUTES LATE one day and BEGGED them to just let me do the appointment #and they still refused #so i was out of meds for like. two weeks. anyway #the last straw was the last TWO times i went i was in my wheelchair #and the doors. open inwards to the rooms #so they closed me in the room for the appointment #and i PHYSICALLY COULDN'T GET OUT because i COULDN'T OPEN THE DOOR because there wasn't enough wheelchair space #and i had to frantically text my mom to let me out and SHE GOT IN TROUBLE FOR IT when i was SOBBING #bc i had tried genuinely screaming at the top of my lungs for someone to let me out of the room but nobody fucking heard me #and the second time i told the nurse 'HEY I CAN'T GET OUT OF HERE WITH MY CHAIR' and she was like 'don't worry I'll come get you'#she never did. i had to get my mom again #not fucking going back there ever again they've only ever pissed me off more with every single interaction #oh also they only let you schedule new appointments after they SEND YOU A LETTER SAYING YOU CAN CALL TO SCHEDULE NOW #if you call before then they DON'T LET YOU #and they give literally fucking 3-5 day later appointments when I've requested SEVERAL times I NEED A TWO WEEK NOTICE FOR WORK #also they don't give a shit about cutting you off your medicine cold turkey and not refilling it until several requests later #fuck that place. i hope every good doctor there finds a better job and the building gets abandoned and crumbles to the ground.

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puppysdog · 5 months ago

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had to take my car in and it cost 1.3k to fix which is. fine alright. but a day fucking later two new lights came on and i cant even drive it anymore

#gotta pay for that. gotta pay for flights and two new suits for weddings.#gotta fix the ac and the psych and a therapist and my credit cards off #gotta schedule like four different doctors appointments and reschedule a dentist appointment #groceries. call the insurance agent. apply to dayshift #i think i might have a meltdown my fucking god why are there so many things to do

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staryarn · 11 months ago

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WHOS CHILD KEEPS PUTTING MY PHONE NUMBER IN FOR THEIR GODAMN APPOINTMENT

#it literally gives me the option to cancel the appointment like #i wont but still #also this means i can 1 ignore this for the next however many years 2 i have to go there in person and say they got the wrong number #bc if i call how the hell do I verify that im not a family member and im just some wrong number over phone #and i cant drive which means i gotta go and get someone else to drive me there and hash this in person #and like. idk about others but I had a lot of appointments as a child so like. i dont want to get these texts every other week or so #tbf i can ignore this its only the second time its happened but also #like the pediatrics probably has the adress and email so important shit can be sent via actual ass mail if needed #but also like. having the wrong contact info on medical shit is so fucking bad #i know this because for a whole ass month my insurance had the wrong contact info for my psych and never asked me about it #so like. it still is important for the correct info #but also stop making me deal with your childs appointments #shiko speaks

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master-gatherer · 11 months ago

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You know I was joking about the crying and throwing up before my phone call, but I think I might actually throw up now

#i finally got a referral for a psych #but to make the appointment guess what? i have to make a phone call #i also have to make a phone call to sort my insurance for next year out #these are on top of the (at least one) phone call i need to make with the unemployment office #honestly tempted to say fuck the whole thing but thats not helpful

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e77y · 7 months ago

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Sometimes cooking in a 90 degree car is good for the soul (it’s not) (I’m just trying to save gas bc I wanted to sit in my car instead of the library)