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floral-hex · 5 months ago

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fuck, I hate telehealth, but ya know, I think I’d actually like it if it was in minecraft instead of a video call. Let’s do therapy in roblox or something.

#having a relationship with your therapist is unethical… but what about running a dungeon together in world of warcraft??#today we’re going to talk about my abandonment issues while we build a mountain base in minecraft together #shit… I was just joking but this is actually sounding kinda rad #but wowwee do I hate telehealth #I hate professional video calls #I always feel like I’m saying the wrong things or I’m not talking enough #my last psych appointment was telehealth and it suuuuuuucked #oh man I don’t even know if I ever posted about this #it just felt so awkward and I was always worried someone could hear me on the call through the apartment walls #and he was like basically ‘just try to think positive’#fuck you fuck you fuck you and also think about my butthole and fuck you #thanks for the meds but never say that shit to me again #like… my therapist is a cool guy. I ‘love him. or as much as you can love your doctor in a distant platonic way #he’s always so cool about ‘yeah your chemicals are all messed up’ and he’s doesn’t shut me down at least not without actually understanding #but my psych who works in the same office does telehealth and seems very distant and not great at talking about deeper issues #which is fine. really. I just needed a doc who’d give me a fair shake and help me with the medication side #but I have to do telehealth for him and it feels so awkward and shallow #can’t we just do a 5 minute phone call? ‘hello. can we up the dose of my meds? yes? okay thank you.’#I see you typing on your computer a lot. I’m not saying anything interesting. if you’re on neopets just say so #anyway I only thought about this bc I guess I COULD do telehealth therapy today or something #but like I said. telehealth feels awkward and I wouldn’t be able to open up over it #it’s cool tho for like… I dunno. people who can’t go in person or need quick visits or whatever #I’m not saying it’s not useful or a viable option. I personally just hate phone calls and video calls.#and I love video games bro 😎#and I love you #goodbye forever #text

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