#and INTRUSIVE THOUGHTS

[ariariari-freehounreal]

Chelley week day 5: regrets/stargazing

Memories come back more violently at night, in the quiet darkness when there’s no work to be done. Distrust and resentment rear their ugly heads.

And everybody likes revenge.

[antediluvianapocalypse]

I lobe giving characters SHE/HE PRONOUNDS and SEXUAL TRAUMA

[erigold13261]

Purl talks a lot about mortality, even if it makes others uncomfortable (though they never mean to make people uncomfortable).

One time while all the Megastars and Tatiana were in a limo, they said that if their limo got into a terrible car accident then Vinyl City would be in disarray.

Rin has to constantly tell Purl to shut up otherwise they will continue making the conversation more dark and bleak.

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Purl: Do you think the light fixtures are properly set up? If one of them fell and crushed us, creating a massive fire along with it, do you think we would shut down from the impact or have to deal with the overheating and melting of our skin?

Rin: Please shut the fuck up, we are about to perform...

[conquerthenight]

Fuck, I got “Kein Lächeln War Je So Kalt”…another year of depression I guess 🤷

#24 on ur spotify wrapped describes how 2024 will go, how screwed r u

[beenovel]

Ok I’m having a slight mental breakdown about the sun the last couple days (idk what’s happening but every time the sun touches me I get these horrible intrusive thoughts like “I’m not wearing sunscreen, my skin is going to peel off my body, I’m going to get melanoma and die of sun cancer”) so to reassure myself and spread awareness here are the signs of melanoma and when to get it checked by a doctor:

[vexwerewolf]

I think the most fucked up thing about intrusive thoughts is it's really difficult to discuss them without discussing their content, because without a discussion of their content it's impossible to get across just how distressing and debilitating they are. "Oh, you have unpleasant thoughts sometimes? Yeah we all have that, I guess."

But if you discuss their content there's this huge risk of people just pulling away in disgust. "Oh god, you have THOSE sorts of thoughts? They should lock freaks like you the fuck up!" As if they think people act on every single thought they have.

[underwhelmingalchemist]

*mom voice* You can get these words back when you know what they mean

[accessibleaesthetics]

I don’t know who needs to hear this today, but intrusive thoughts are basically your brain’s (sometimes very upsetting) way of saying “If there were two guys on the moon and one of them killed the other with a rock would that be fucked up or what?”

I’ve personally found that adding the “would that be fucked or what?” part in myself really helps put the more disturbing thoughts we sometimes get into perspective. Helps me say “yeah thar sure would be fucked up” and move on with my day.

It’s not a secret desire, it’s not something that only occurs to you because you’re a bad person. It’s just your brain deciding to process the fact that it knows an uncomfortable thing exists in the world by feeding it to you in an absurd “what if” with you as the main character.

[oddarette]

Lemurdurd 🍋

[kookydoodleky]

Pomni is having the best moment of her digital life

She’s also about to faint

[hurristuff]

For this Disability Pride Month, I saw a post that was shittybad and it made me angry. So have this

[sunkissedpages]

[sleepzsharkz]

Last hope.

[lolapath]

Ahhh my favourite drink 🍷 the og post (Ig?)

[bigfatbreak]

Birds of a Feather previous / next

[the-jesus-pill]

Teaching children thinking bad thoughts about someone is the same thing as murdering that person is fucked up. 

Thought crime doesn’t exist. No one has ever been harmed or killed by someone thinking negative thoughts about them. 

You know what has harmed people though? Teaching them they are evil for things they can’t control. Especially those who have intrusive thoughts. 

Here’s for everyone who has been taught their thoughts make them evil.

Intrusive thoughts are not your secret desires. 

They are involuntary. 

You don’t need to be ashamed of them. 

They will pass.

You are not committing taboo. 

No one can read your mind.

No one will ever know what’s in your thoughts unless you feel like telling them.

No one can judge you for what you are thinking, whether voluntarily or involuntarily.

Your thoughts are private

You are not a bad person.