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ariariari-freehounreal · 6 months ago

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Chelley week day 5: regrets/stargazing

Memories come back more violently at night, in the quiet darkness when there’s no work to be done. Distrust and resentment rear their ugly heads.

And everybody likes revenge.

#portal #portal 2 #chell #Wheatley #chelley #chelley week 2024 #chell x wheatley #wheatley x chell #angst #she has ptsd #and intrusive thoughts #she will not act on them though #but she considers them

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nesta-is-autistic · 6 months ago

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Feyre: it seems Nesta is more mentally ill than I originally thought

Elain: yeah duh

#of course she mentally ill #she has ptsd #who wouldn't after what she went through #nesta archeron #pro nesta #pro nesta archeron #elain archeron #pro elain #pro elain archeron #feyre archeron #acotar

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mortaljortlebortles · 2 years ago

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Alexa (Lexi) Winters: World’s End

#world's end #lexi winters #cbbc #Aesthetic #moodboard #she has ptsd

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mayjackmayhem · 1 year ago

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uhhh kind of a lazy thing I did of my main boy's ma, Summer

I wanted to add something relating to her past and traumas in it but doing it would kill the mood tbh

#she has ptsd #I made her with love and you cannot stop me #she is a literal shut-in because she can't handle most loud sounds #she's also super protective and almost murdered someone during one of her sons' naming ceremony until he won #worrywart #art #cats #lineless art #stupid doodle #she aint special just troubled

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lionbearfox · 6 months ago

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this one goes out to fern and fern alone

#my art #genshin impact #nahida #wanderer #scaramouche #hat radish #theyre literally friends. btw #if u care #thats wanderer and his emotional support small child who he has decided he would die for in a coping badly with ptsd sort of way #i like the 2nd one. wanderers like Fuck Are You Looking At? and nahida is head empty no thoughts just hug #shes so silly. the sillybilly ever

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fujunfuren · 8 months ago

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Do I have to?

QUEEN OF TEARS (2024)

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redrobin-detective · 9 months ago

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My fic writing process

Me: Here is an interesting idea, extrapolating the story's inherent, underutilized worldbuilding and not only acting upon it, but expanding it and making it my own to explore themes and characters I enjoy. Also Me: Ok but also this would be Hilarious

#im not kidding #my major motivation for stories is either: wow I have deep thoughts on this idea and need to put it to paper #or giggling over stupid scenarios #started my lockwood fic and its either deep discussion on PTSD life/death and the trials of child soldier found families #but also Zany As Fuck shenanigans #Holly and Skull are going to have the most lovingly antagonistic relationship #He gets under her skin the way no one else can #Lucy needs to hide Skull at least twice a week because Holly has had Enough and has a Big Hammer #its what she deserves

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trappedinafantasy37 · 3 months ago

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POV: Your evil murder kitten's mask has slipped and you can see how deep she is drowning in fear and paranoia.

#bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #minthara #minthara baenre #evil murder kitten #a lot of people forget that minthara has some pretty intense anxiety and PTSD #it truly does bother me that her trauma is often overlooked by the fandom #and many do not see the parallels she has with the other companions (ie Astarion Shadowheart and Lae'zel)#there is no way in hell she did not have some flashbacks in the mind flayer colony #or after seeing Orin as one of the impersonators #one of the biggest Larian L's is not having orin acknowledge minthara if she is in your party (or at all in the game)#minthara will also say nothing mid conversation with orin and only talks about her afterwards #i know that this is larian just not thinking to record or write any dialogue for this #but i've always rationalized it as minthara is just that terrified of orin and is too afraid to speak to her #minthara herself is extremely terrifying and powerful and yet she is terrified of orin #do you have any idea just how badly orin had to have hurt her for minthara of all people to be scared of her?#i also cannot stress this enough: minthara was never a willing participant in anything orin did to her #anything the two may have done together was because minthara was compelled by the tadpole to do #sorry for ranting in the tags - it will happen again

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silverthelovebug · 3 months ago

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Brooklyn and Ben definitely convinced Yaz to start smoking with them. Brooklyn pulls Yaz aside and is like “Bro. I think you would benefit from a bit of weed”. and Yaz is mad sus. she couldn't smoke in hs bc of track and just never got into it. but Brooklyn has her hit a joint and Yaz is like “Wow… I love… not being anxious for like five seconds ….”

(Sammy does the minimum dosage on edibles)

#cw weed #tagging that just in case #thank you to my pookie who’s special interest is weed for helping me make this accurate #and also came up with some rlly fun headcanons #I think Brooklyn mostly rolls and smokes blunts #but she gets Yaz a bubbler bc Yaz doesn’t like coughing on a joint or blunt #Yaz is a bong girlie #We know Ben vapes #and probably dabs #Darius is a goody two shoes who avoids smoking but doesn’t mind that his friends do it #Kenji #i think he just #hes happy to hit it and sometimes his eyes get red #but nothing really changes and its fascinating actually #Brooklyn has done a little bit of everything #jurassic world #jurassic world chaos theory #jwct #chaos theory #yasmina fadoula #sammy gutierrez #yasammy #sammy loves her weed smoking wife #they’re married here #but she definitely only smokes to help with her PTSD and Anxiety #in Wyoming #Weed is illegal in Texas

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charlunday · 1 year ago

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it's okay to be sad. 💛

#tw suicidal thoughts #i should really start an art tag #the hunger games #peeta mellark #toast babies #everlark #hey everlarkshipper #this is what you meant right #right #I imagine that when Peeta feels particularly guilty/slips into a minor relapse/has an outburst (VERY normal for PTSD)#he retreats into their bedroom and locks the door.#Partly because he doesn't trust himself not to hurt his precious family (he wouldn't #ever)#and partly to punish himself.#This consists of hammering his head against things to have some painful distraction #and to reprimand himself. He copes how he can.#These episodes are few and far between #but when they do happen #he consistently has a very stubborn very chatty visitor on the outside of the door.#She doesn't see him as a monster #She sees him as her dad #who would never hurt her #who just has to hide sometimes

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thebramblewood · 10 months ago

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Supernatural Seduction 101 with Helena Zhao, except she's the clueless student and the teacher is beyond late to class.

Previous / Next

Lilith (Pleasant): Hey, asshole! What makes you think it's cool to follow a girl ho-

[Helena engages in some casual hypnosis]

Lilith: God, where are my manners? I saw you at the bar earlier, didn't I?

Helena: [hesitantly] Y-yes?

Lilith: Yeah, I thought you looked really hot.

Helena: Y-you did?

Lilith: So are we going to make out now or what?

Helena: D-definitely. [thinking] Well, that was suspiciously easy.

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Helena: Do you mind if I...

Lilith: Go ahead. I thought you'd never ask. You didn't tell me your name, stranger. I'm - oh, that feels good! - Lilith.

Helena: [concentration broken] What did you just say?

Lilith: WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING? GET OFF ME!

Helena: Just a little bit more. I'm so hungry.

Lilith: Please. Don't touch me. [sobbing] I have a kid!

Helena: [tenderly] ...A kid?

Lilith: His birthday's next week. He needs me!

Helena: I'm sorry. I didn't know. I wasn't going to take enough to kill you.

Lilith: Oh my god, you're that freak who's attacking people! It's all over the papers!

Helena: I'm not a freak.

Lilith: Well, then what are you? Why are you doing this?

Helena: I'm just trying to survive. I didn't ask to be this way. If you let me, I can make you forget this ever happened.

Lilith: I'm not letting you do shit!

Helena: Please! Don't tell anyone!

Random bat who definitely isn't a character we all know and love already: [whoosh]

#ts4 #sims 4 #ts4 story #sims 4 story #simblr #story: hzid #helena zhao #lilith pleasant #ok i am retiring this editing style again #lilith p in my save actually does have a kid #he has a mohawk so she's clearly raising him right #anyway love the concept of helena going feral at the mere utterance of lilith's name lmao #is it ptsd or is she turned on (or both)?#blood tw #violence tw

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bastart13 · 5 months ago

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Hi again, just wanted to say one thing I'm really looking forward to seeing is your rendition of Helena's S2-S9 outfit. Always loved it so much more. :)

It's very interesting trying to translate it into my style. I'm not sure which direction to go in yet :D

#love and legends #art #costume design #helena klein #it's fun giving characters their own fashion styles and tendancies #for example i give helena fully-covering outfits because she has so many scars and ptsd reaction to being touched #fun 'barriers' to put up so they eventually melt away with the mc's genuine love and care

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read-write-thrive · 5 days ago

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there are all of 6 fics on ao3 that come up when you search the word “disabled” in the dead boy detectives fandom. I’m dealing with a fibromyalgia flare up rn so I’ve decided to come up with some (potential!) disability/condition/syndrome/etc. headcanons. enjoy!

(oh and just to note: I stayed away from conditions with obvious facial / appearance difference as no actors with facial / appearance difference were cast in the show and I was unsure if it would be appropriate. while I have experience with a lot of the following diagnoses, I do not claim to be an expert on any of them and do not intend for this to be used as a diagnostic tool. if you feel any of these are offensive/inappropriate, please message me and I’m happy to talk about it :) this is more just to encourage broader disability representation within the fandom!)

Edwin: autistic, PTSD (from hell), chronic pain/fibromyalgia (from his death/hell), minor visual impairment (not enough to need the hard-to-come-by testing needed for glasses when he was alive and so assumed the various limits/effects were normal. was told otherwise by Niko), would’ve had shingles if lived long enough

Charles: ADHD, PTSD (from his father/growing up in an abusive household), dyslexia, Reynaud’s syndrome (either already born with it or as a result of his death—both angsty), was in the beginning stages of an ED prior to his death, post-concussion syndrome, near-sightedness (never given glasses bc he wasn’t about to tell his dad the board looked a little blurry sometimes)

Crystal: cPTSD (reminder that neglect is also abuse :), bipolar 1, IBS, endometriosis

Niko: autism, depression, POTS, hEDS, anxiety, sprite-induced agoraphobia, epilepsy, lactose intolerance

Monty: Depersonalization-derealization disorder, selective amnesia (this is not the first times Esther has messed with his form/killed and revived him, but the experience is traumatic and so his brain decides not to remember it), recurrent arrhythmia, synesthesia

Jenny: OCD, BPD, ED recovered, Celiac’s disease, diabetes type 1, anemia

TCK: autism, NPD, lactose intolerance, colourblind

Esther: chronic pain (I’m choosing to believe that the cane isn’t just for show!!), NPD, endometriosis

Tragic Mick: cPTSD, depression, HoH, arthritis, diabetes

(The Night Nurse , the Dandelion Sprites, and various other characters felt either too supernatural and/or not developed enough to assign anything to lmao)

#maybe I’ll give edwin fibromyalgia to project on him again #also just to be clear none of this is meant to demonise or speak poorly on any of these conditions !!!#ppl are just varied and have varied bodies and I think it’s fun to explore that with fictional characters :)#lmk which you agree/don’t agree with !!!#also while I don’t see most of the characters as deaf/HoH I do think Charles and Niko have the potential to be CODA(s?)#like I think Charles’s mom and Niko’s dad could’ve been deaf/HoH #granted idk if Charles would know any BSL bc of his father #but I think Niko would know JSL!#she loses her dad and then has no one to use it with :((((#like her mom maybe stops signing or was never great at signing with her husband’s death #and Niko’s father’s friends don’t really hang around even before she’s sent to the states yk #let the record show I was very tempted to give Edwin all sorts of chronic shit that was popular at the turn of the century #but like polio felt a bit too far #TCK is based on how cats are ofc #I think Crystal having manic episodes and having to come to terms with the fact that it doesn’t make her a bad person would be interesting #also Monty is roughly based on how crows be but like how it would translate wrong if that makes sense #like crows can see more colors than humans so I think that screws with his senses in human form => synesthesia #you could give most of them here ptsd just from the events of the show but that felt too repetitive so I kept it to pre show traumas #lmk what yall think #dead boy detectives #dbda #edwin payne #charles rowland #crystal palace #niko sasaki #monty the crow #jenny the butcher #esther finch #the cat king #tragic mick

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dykedvonte · 4 months ago

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Piper and Danse friendship is like the platonic version of that married couple where the husband says nothing and the wife is the chattiest most extroverted person and you cannot imagine how they found each other let alone end up as a pair.

But like he knows her favorites and the one joke, the one time you heard him speak mind you, he made had her dying with laughter cause it was specifically for her. Or she can tell exactly how he’s feeling despite the same expression for every emotion and you swear she made a comment and try corners of his mouth lifted.

Like they are those two that bonded not because they were alike but because they were so different what they did like together made them grow much closer.

#like I doubt either of them were hostile to each other before or after bb because Piper honestly embodies #a lot of values Danse respects and wants to foster for himself just more expressive in pipers case #she’s nosey and prying enough to not back down from him when he’s forlorn after BB but aware enough how fragile he actual is now #they would be good friends that some people think are dating just because guy and girl who always hang out but it’s more like piper is #shit talking some corrupt asshole and anti corporation and corruption Danse is like yes Ms Wright you make very insightful points #yeah I feel like no matter how long you know Danse he calls everyone by their last name unless he’s super relaxed which is hard for him even #after he’s like less traumatized by BB cause he just has regular solider PTSD too #fallout #fallout 4 #fo4 #piper wright #paladin danse

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egregiously-grim · 8 months ago

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